#i want another osc win already

[idontgotopartiesanymore]

help i fear i will be forever stuck in the closeup clip of oscar’s face on the podium during the anthem

[aceyalonso]

sera's kinktober masterlist 2024

𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 : 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝

how? send an ask, pairing a driver with the available day! ↳ example: "hi! can I request [driver] + [day #___]?"

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬

✮ the posting schedule will be from october to november. i was unable to write as much as i wanted to for this because of familial matters i can’t discuss, i hope you guys understand! 🥲

✮ AHHH!! my first kinktober ever, so please don't be too harsh :,) ✮ please note that some of these works/chapters contain content and kinks that might not be your cup of tea, please do not click on something that you're not comfortable with ✮ i will only write a maximum of 4 fics for each driver (so that there won't be too many of each driver) ✮ this list will be a mix of full fics and drabbles. ✮ some of the days here already have drivers assigned, but rest assured majority of these are up for grabs!

𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐭!

what days are available? ↳ i will remove the days that have already been taken. ✮ day 3 - biting (requested by anon) ✮ day 9 - lap dance (requested by anon) ✮ day 11 - temperature play (requested by anon) ✮ day 12 - mutual masturbation (requested by anon) ✮ day 13 - deepthroating (requested by anon) ✮ day 15 - begging (requested by anon) ✮ day 17 - dacryphilia (requested by anon) ✮ day 19 - bondage (requested by anon) ✮ day 20 - ass worship (requested by @cleopatrick-123) ✮ day 21 - breeding (requested by anon) ✮ day 22 - orgasm denial (requested by anon) ✮ day 23 - overstimulation (requested by @nandolonso) ✮ day 24 - voyeurism (requested by anon) ✮ day 25 - nipple play (requested by @bad268) ✮ day 26 - wax play (requested by anon) ✮ day 28 - public sex (requested by @menagerofmischief) ✮ day 29 - hair pulling (requested by @nepobbylver)

day 1 (october 1st) - humiliation kink with sebastian vettel | "don't cover your mouth, let them hear it liebling."

synopsis - sebastian rewarding his ever so hard-working secretary

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 2 (october 3rd) - threesome with lando norris & oscar piastri | "look osc, she's taking it so well"

synopsis - what happens when lando catches y/n and oscar in a rather... compromising position?

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 3 (october 5th) - biting with oscar piastri | “jesus fuck, are you are a vampire or something?”

synopsis - biting has weirdly always been a part of y/n's love language, what happens when she bites oscar where he's a little bit more than just sensitive?

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 4 (october 7th) - overstimulation with lando norris | "be a good girl f'me, i know you can take another round"

synopsis - win celebrations look a little different for lando norris this time around

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 5 (october 9th) - jealous sex with oscar piastri | "i don't have to be inside you to make you feel good."

synopsis - oscar and his jealous tendencies can lead to some... eventful consequences

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 6 (october 11th) - daddy kink with jenson button | "spread your legs for daddy, i wanna see you"

synopsis - art and money have always been the two constants in y/n's life, what happens when those two constants result in a sugar daddy who happens to own an art gallery?

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 7 (october 13th) - hate fucking with lance stroll | "this is what you wanted, isn't it? to prove you're better than me?"

synopsis - the fashion industry has always been a dog-eat-dog world or a rival-fuck-rival world (for lance and y/n, at least)

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 8 (october 15th) - sensory deprivation with fernando alonso | "don’t argue mi princesa, just put the blindfold on.”

synopsis - fernando always loved the way silk looked on y/n he loved how it hugged her figure, he loved how it would make her look like a goddess, whether it was the dress he bought for her or her wearing nothing the silk blindfold

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 9 (october 17th) - lap dance with daniel ricciardo | “fuck, keep moving like that and i’ll bend you over the bar.”

synopsis - what happens when y/n does a simple dance routine that turns into something dirtier?

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 10 (october 19th) - mirror sex with george russell | "look at yourself, so gorgeous."

synopsis - ever since y/n and george started spending some weekends on the boat, she has always wondered why he needed to have a mirror on the wall and on the ceiling of the bedroom

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 11 (october 21st) - temperature play with kimi raikkonen | “didn’t i tell you to stay still?”

synopsis - y/n knew that marrying the so-called "iceman" of formula 1 certainly has its hot and cold times, especially when it's kimi using ice cubes in the bedroom

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 12 (october 23rd) - mutual masturbation with charles leclerc | "show me how you like it, i want to see you squirm."

synopsis - who knew that watching 50 shades of grey with your best friend could end so well?

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 13 (october 25th) - deepthroat with max verstappen | “you look so pathetic like this.”

synopsis - max can't seem to escape the norris' after that terrible race in Austria. The only difference? Y/n was actually worth Max's time (and stamina)

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 14 (october 27th) - tattoos with lewis hamilton | "i didn't know you got a spine tattoo."

synopsis - a little rain never hurt anyone... not until lewis almost breaks y/n's back (in a good way)

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 15 (october 29th) - begging with charles leclerc | "you look so adorable like this, begging for me."

synopsis - a bad day at work and a good fiance would and will always end well

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 16 (october 31st) - lingerie with carlos sainz | "turn around, for me hermosa? i want to see the back again."

synopsis - spending 23 grand on a shopping spree? that's something only y/n can do, but of course the money spent will always be worth it, especially when she gets something that can benefit her and carlos

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 17 (november 2nd) - dacryphilia with ollie bearman | “you’re so pretty with tears in your eyes.”

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 18 (november 4th) - spanking with charles leclerc | "feel that? that's for flirting with fucking team mate."

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 19 (november 6th) - bondage with lewis hamilton | "look at you, all helpless and desperate."

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 20 (november 8th) - ass worship with logan sargeant | “babe, just sit on my face oh my god.”

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 21 (november 10th) - breeding with logan sargeant | "i'm going to fill you up so well baby"

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 22 (november 12th) - orgasm denial with sebastian vettel | “you won’t be cumming, not unless i tell you to.”

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 23 (november 14th) - edging with fernando alonso | "you can't handle this, can you?"

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 24 (november 16th) - voyeurism with oscar piastri | “don’t let my presence stop you, keep going.”

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 25 (november 18th) - nipple play with ollie bearman | “what’s that poking through your shirt?”

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 26 (november 20th) - wax play with charles leclerc | "close your eyes and let me take control, mon cheri. i'll decide where the wax goes."

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 27 (november 22nd) - size difference with ollie bearman | "i want you to feel every vein and every inch of my cock."

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 28 (november 24th) - public sex with oscar piastri | “are you crazy? what if we get caught?”

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 29 (november 26th) - hair pulling with carlos sainz | "you like that don't you?"

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 30 (november 28th) - food play with lewis hamilton | "you taste so fucking sweet baby."

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

day 31 (november 30th) - oral fixation with daniel ricciardo | "suck on it, show me how much you want it."

synopsis

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

[leclercsainzz]

maybe one where Lando is seen with magui so reader one ups him by posting being at the Barcelona game and meeting joao and they soft launch

IS THERE SOMEONE ELSE?

PAIRINGS: lando norris x (ex)gf!reader / joao felix x fem!reader

TYPE: social media au

WARNING: // mention of cheating

yourusername

liked by landonorris, magui_corceiro and 710,749 others

yourusername: summer break with my luvvv 💗

tagged: @landonorris

view 5,846 comments

iamrebeccad: stunning

↳ yourusername: no, that’s youu <33

user: i waNt this type of summer love 😭

user: i feel so single wtf

alexandrasaintmleux: GORGEOUS 😍

↳ yourusername: says youu

user: LANDO’S NECK iN THE FIFTH SLIDE

user: don’t know if i wanna be her or be with her

user: can lando fight??

↳ user: girl— he can’t even fight for another win

user: obsessed with you omgg 😍

landonorris: my beautiful girl

landonorris: i love you 😘

↳ user: feeling SOOO single rn 😭😭

user: girl, you’re making me feel single:(

user: idk who’s luckier

oscarpiastri: where was my invite? 🤔

↳ yourusername: ??? you literally have him half the year, hello??

↳ oscarpiastri: okay, and?

↳ user: osC 😂

user: lando has won in life

francisca.cgomes: uau sexy 🫦

see translation: wow sexy

↳ yourusername: você

see translation: you

user: i want what they have 😭😭

maxfewtrell: thanks for letting me third wheel, ‘twas delightful

↳ yourusername: no, thank YOU for third wheeling

↳ maxfewtrell: sarcasm or??

user: ask your man if he can fight

user: my parents are so cute 🥰

user: god, you’re soo perfect

user: babe, where is the skirt from?!?? it’s so cute

↳ yourusername: it’s from (stores name)

user: fight me you coward @landonorris

user: the prettiest girl ever 😍

user: future mother to my kids

user: living for the ynlando content >>

user: screw lando, i want her

user: in love with you 😩

user: THE woman that YOU are OMG 😍

sabrinacarpenter: literally soo obsessed with you

sabrinacarpenter: you’re insanely gorgg omg

↳ yourusername: 💗💗💗

user: MOTHER

yourusername

📍lisbon, portugal

liked by alexandrasaintmleux, landonorris and 689,846 others

yourusername: a tia mais legal está de volta à cidade 💃🏻

see translation: the coolest aunt is back in town

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user: she’s not a regular aunt, she’s a cool aunt 😎

| liked by yourusername

francisca.cgomes: a tía mais sexy 😘

see translation: the sexiest aunt

user: omg luna and mateo are sooo big already 🥺

↳ user: time flys by sooo fast

user: ahhh luna in her barca jersey

yoursister: meus amores 😍

see translation: my loves

user: where’s lando???

user: yn being the coolest aunt ever >>

landonorris: come back, i miss you 🥺

↳ yourusername: i miss you too 💗

↳ carlossainz55: you literally left last night, hello???!?

landonorris: tell mateo (and luna) that i miss them

↳ yourusername: mateo says and i quote, “i miss my uncle lan”

↳ user: “uncle lan” THAT’S SO CUTE WTF 😭😭😭

alexandrasaintmleux: girlfriend, you’re looking cute 😍

user: luna in her barca kit omg 🥺

user: can we talk about how mateo calls lando “uncle lan”

user: @fcbarcelona

user: when she supports barcelona >>

user: @fcbarcelona @pablogavi

user: the gavi jersey omg

carlossainz55: you should buy luna her real madrid jersey now

↳ yourusername: YOU should buy it as her bday gift, bestie

user: now you got me craving ice cream

user: hottest barca player??

user: yn being a barca and mclaren girl is everything to me 😩

↳ yourusername: mclaren? YES! barca?? eh 🤷🏻‍♀️

↳ user: wait— you don’t support barca??!?? 😭

user: the worlds best aunt

↳ yourusername: u said it, not me

↳ user: omg 😭 ilyyy

pierregasly: “coolest aunt” that’s a bit of a stretch, no?

↳ yourusername: shut up, gas(leak)

↳ user: LMAO

user: i want yn as my aunt now

user: ugh, you’re so perfect 😍

user: she’s gorgeous and she’s good with kids?? 😭😭

user: let me wife you up, please

user: the prettiest girl ever!

magui_corceiro

liked by landonorris, joaofelix79 and 684,735 others

magui_corceiro: summer love <3

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lando.jpg

liked by magui_corcerio, yourusername and 472,989 others

lando.jpg: nothing but views ☀️

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magui_corcerio: nothing but cute views

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maxfewtrell: so this is the reason you ditch me?

maxfewtrell: i wanted to see some beautiful views too 🥺

maxfewtrell: wait a min— who took that last picture?

↳ lando.jpg: there’s a thing called self timer on your iphone, mate

yourusername: cuteeee

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imessage

yourusername

liked by landonorris, charles_leclerc and 690,985 others

yourusername: girls just wanna have fun 💋

tagged: @francisca.cgomes @alexandrasaintmleux

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user: she a baddie, she know she a ten

francisca.cgomes: uau você é sexy, eu entendo por que ela à obcecada por você agora .. eu também;)

see translation: wow you’re sexy, i get why she’s obsessed with you now .. i would too

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francisca.cgomes: love yaaaaa 😘

user: kIKA, WE SAW THAT COMMENT 👀

↳ user: wait— what comment?!?

↳ user: kika made a comment about magui being obsessed with yn saying “i get it now, i would be obsessed if i were her too”

↳ user: oMG 😭 the fact the she used to be friends with her too

user: so la*ndo and her broke up or???

alexandrasaintmleux: my girls 💘

user: her and joao deserve better

user: thE gaslight shirt! I NEED IT

user: girl— your man is with magui 😭

user: lando FUMBLED

user: please don’t tell me he tried gaslighting you omggg 😭

| liked by yourusername

user: i need her and joao to link up

↳ user: @joaofelix79

↳ user: doesn’t she support barca???

↳ user: her sister does lol

user: kika’s comment 💀

user: lando still being in the likes LMAO

oscarpiastri: his loss

| liked by carlossainz55

↳ user: oscar— omg 🫢

↳ user: cARLOS ALSO LIKED OMG

↳ user: his own teammate AND best friend

↳ user: yk he fucked up bad

carmenmmundt: the prettiest 😍

↳ yourusername: i love yaaa <33

iamrebeccad: bummed i couldn’t make it:(

↳ yourusername: missed you bb

user: yn in her revenge era???

user: no ex, no next, for me its just yn ln 😍

landonorris: call me? please?

↳ user: boy bye 😭

user: SOMEONE GET JOÃO, PLEASE

user: @joaofelix79

user: doesn’t pierre knows joão?? we need him to work his magic

↳ user: @pierregasly

↳ user: you better get to work bitch @pierregasly

↳ user: kika, tell your man to work his magic with joao and yn

user: yn’s so much prettier than magui

user: the audacity lando has to comment AND like 🙄

pierregasly: @joaofelix79

↳ user: oMG— he actually tagged him

lilymhe: he really fumbled a baddie 😩

user: call me magui with the way im obsessed with you

user: yn >> magui

user: i could treat you so much better, babe

yourusername

liked by joaofelix79, yoursister and 698,084 others

yourusername: hot girl summer ft. mateo:)

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user: from “summer love with my love” to “hot girl summer” 🥺

user: yn this, yn that WHAT ABOUT MATEO? “uncle lan”???

↳ user: bitch— 😭😭

user: the sixth slide HELp

alexandrasaintmleux: my pretty babyyy 😍

↳ yourusername: love yaaa, girlfriend 💗

↳ charles_leclerc: ABSOLUTELY nOT

user: MATEO WEARING A BARCA JERSEY?!!? 👀

↳ user: its a sign @joaofelix79

user: she’s soooo beautiful omg

francisca.cgomes: hot hot hot

↳ yourusername: besitos 💋

see translation: kisses

iamrebeccad: gorggg 😍

↳ yourusername: ily my loveee 💗

user: men (*cough* lando cough*) really are a disappointment

user: body is giving

user: joao, please, shoot your shot 🙏🏼

lamineyamal: @joaofelix79

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user: FELIX LIKED OMG

user: she’s hot and she knows it 😩

user: did i just see yamal tag felix and delete it???

user: anyone else see joão liked her post???

↳ user: they follow each other lol

yoursister: 😍😍😍

user: body goals 😩

user: lando really fumbled

user: @joaofelix79 i see you lurking in the likes 👀

user: joao, shoot your shot mf

user: ya’ll are so pressed over a nonexistent relationship 😭

↳ user: literally omg! they don’t even interact w/ each other

↳ user: their exes literally do each other?? i’m sure that by now they know of each other

user: hot girl summer, indeed 😍

user: magui & lando <<<< yn & joão

user: felix liked!!!!

user: i NEED PIERRE TO INTRODUCE THEM NOW

↳ francisca.cgomes: @pierregasly

↳ user: KIKA DOING GODS WORK

user: people are way too obsessed with joao and yn, i swear

user: hottest girl ever 😍

user: beautyyy

user: 10x better than magui

user: biggest fumble ever, mate @landonorris

user: men ain’t shit

user: pretty girl 😘

imessage

yourusername

liked by iamrebeccad, ferrantorres and 701,012 others

yourusername: “visca barça” or whatever ya’ll say 🤷🏻‍♀️

tagged: @yoursister

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user: the “where is joao felix” is such a mood lmao

user: yn at a barca game?!??

carlossainz55: te corrompió, eh?

see translation: he corrupted you, huh?

↳ yourusername: hala madrid siempre

see translation: hala madrid always

_ferminlopez: @lamineyamal

user: caRLOS COMMENT AND FERMIN’S?!?? 👀

↳ user: d-did she get invited by joao or??

yoursister: visca barça visca catalunya

user: so? did you find joão??

joaofelix79: apenas admita que você gosta do clube errado

see translation: just admit you like the wrong club

↳ user: are my eyes deceiving me or did he actually comment

pablogavi: la invitada de honor 🤣 @lamineyamal

see translation: the guest of honor

↳ lamineyamal: jajaja

user: she went to support her future hubby 🤭

user: lando found dead in a ditch

user: mateo meeting his new uncle??

user: we got yn supporting barca before gta6

↳ user: don’t forget mclaren

↳ yourusername: oscar? YES! barca still undecisive 🤷🏻‍♀️

↳ user: tHe shade 😭 at least she supports oscar

pierregasly: you’re welcome 😉

↳ user: he definitely hooked them up

user: from a formula one wag to a footballer wag

↳ user: my girl is meant for the wag life

user: last slide is sooo me

user: ynfelix nation rise up

user: their exes do each other and now they do each other, cutee

↳ user: OMG— 😭😭 LMFAO

user: ynfelix >>

francisca.cgomes: 😏

user: yn in her barca era??

user: magui and lando currently crying together after realizing they brought their exes together 🤣

↳ user: the only good thing that has happened in this situation tbf

yourusername

📍miami

liked by carlossainz55, lilyzneimer and 620,108 others

yourusername: 🌴 miami vibes

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madelyncline: hot

user: mother???

user: yn really enjoying that single life, huh?

francisca.cgomes: mamacitaaa 😮‍💨

user: lando fumbled the baddest bitch frfrr

lilyzneimer: wow, she’s hot 😍

↳ yourusername: ilyyy bby <33

user: que tal besos de joão?

see translation: what about kisses from joão?

iamrebeccad: obsessed with you, oh my god 😍

alexandrasaintmleux: how about you give me kisses instead?

user: motHERRRRR 😩

joaofelix79: boas vibrações

see translation: nice vibes

↳ pedri: míralo @pablogavi

see translation: look at him

user: so are her and felix dating or???

flavy.barla: pretty girl with pretty views

↳ yourusername: mwahhh 😘

user: yn, give me one chance

user: shes bringing sexy back

user: mother living her best life

carmenmmundt: gorgg 😍

user: FELIX LIKING AND COMMENTING SNAOFBF

sabrinacarpenter: your vibe AND aesthetic is everything

user: hot girl summer belongs to yn

user: gimme a chance 🙏🏼

user: lando liked 😭

user: you’re so hot

user: my dream is to be pretty like her

kellypiquet: 😍 beautiful as always!

user: the most gorgeous woman ever

user: magui just like me— OBSESSED W U 😩

kendalljenner: woahh 😍

user: @landornorris

user: im so obsessed with you, i cant

↳ user: magui?!?!??

joaofelix79

liked by rubendias, yoursister and 687,894 others

joaofelix79: 🌴

view 4,730 comments

user: are you in miami?!??

user: wait— yn is miami, no?!?

user: how do ya’ll know he’s in miami?

↳ user: girl— 😭 bffr

pablogavi: hola guapo 😘

see translation: hello handsome

user: YN’s siSter liked

yourusername: flokiii 🥺

↳ user: she’s met his dog omg

user: they’re together 😭😭

user: he’s sooo good looking

user: yn, i get it 😩

pierregasly: mhm 😏

↳ user: what do you know?!??

↳ user: normalize explaining after YOU comment

user: MY MAN MY MAN 😍

user: his post aligns with yn

lamineyamal: parece tan feliz, no? 🤔 @pedri

see translation: he seems so happy, no?

↳ pedri: 😉

user: the comments from pierre and his teammates pretty much confirm they are together

_ferminlopez: guapísimo

see translation: very handsome

user: is yn with you?

user: are you with yn?

user: this screams yn

user: did yn take these?

user: he’s so hot 😮‍💨

user: you better treat yn well

user: the person who took these must be a pro and good looking

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↳ user: hELP— he liked my comment

↳ user: which could mean nothing

user: he’s fine and he knows it

hugofelix18: não, claro, mostr que você está se divertindo

see translation: no, of course it seems like you’re having a good time

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user: JOÃO OR??!!?!?

pedri: se ganó a la chica 🤣 @pablogavi

see translation: he won the girl

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user: “you’re literally all i want” same joão same

user: i just know lando AND magui are FUMING

user: babes, is it who we think is is? 🤔

user: i swEAR THAT’s feLix’s hands 😭

↳ user: 100%

alexandrasaintmleux: my loveee 😘

pablogavi: que manos tan bonitas

see translation: what beautiful hands

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user: gavi’s comment confirms it joao 😭

user: imagine being called “my pretty girl” by him

↳ user: imagine being yn and being called tHat 😩

user: oooh to be yn ln

↳ user: ooh to be joão felix

user: lando fumbled the baddest bitch 😞

user: my girl deserves being treated like the queen she is

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user: yn about to be the best footballer wag

pierregasly: i know who it is 🙂‍↕️

↳ user: we ALL know who it is;)

carlossainz55: ya era tiempo

see translation: it was about time

oscarpiastri: he better treat you right or else 😡

↳ yourusername: you wouldn’t even hurt a fly 🤨

joaofelix79: nada mal eh?

see translation: not too bad huh?

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user: the “i think?” is taking me out idk why 😭

user: YN?!?!?

user: he’s literally wearing the same sweater bansns

_ferminlopez: vas a tiempo de borrar 🤣

see translation: you’re on time to delete

↳ lamineyamal: le hackearon el móvil

see translation: his phone was hacked

user: lando fumbled the baddest bitch but joão pulled her

user: “soft launch” we all know its yn

user: PARENTS OMG 😍

user: idk if i want to be yn or be him

yourusername: linda tu novia

see translation: your girlfriend is beautiful

↳ joaofelix: lo se

see translation: i know

user: at least he didn’t get back with magui 😭

user: mom and dad frr

pedri: guapo

see translation: handsome

user: lando found dead in a ditch

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Judgy McJudgy Pants or Osc? You decide!- o.piastri

Day 9 of fic-tober! fic-tober masterlist

summary: you and oscar are getting closer, or are you?

part one | part two | part three | part four

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You stepped out onto the asphalt with a smile. Another weekend, another race, another day in your perfect job. Well, maybe not perfect. Oscar Piastri, aka Judgy Mcjudgy Pants was somehow still in the paddock and somehow still getting on your nerves. Anyways, Thursday meant media day, which meant you got onto the track early, usually with some of the F2 or F1 Academy drivers for an early morning cycle. By early, it really meant early. 5am start, and since it was Austin, spectators were already filtering in. Running beside you today was none other than Judgy Mcjudgy Pants himself, Oscar Piastri.

“So JMcJP,” you started as your cycle began. “How are you feeling about this weekend?”

He chuckled at the nickname, then answered with a simple ‘good’. You rolled your eyes. You had never been able to get good answers from him, no matter what. He’d always be too busy giggling like a schoolboy to answer your questions, so you saved the shitty ones for him.

“Descriptive,” you deadpanned. “Now, since we at SkySportF1 are so nice, we decided to bring someone special in to interview you!”

“Not just because you don’t want to do it?” he smirked.

“Everyone welcome Logan Sargeant!” you ignored his snarky comment and turned to Logan, who appeared beside you as you cycled. You handed him over the mic and cue cards and just focused on your ride, off-camera. The track was a little over 5 kilometres, so it wouldn't be a long interview.

“So Oscar,” Logan cleared his throat. “Anyone special in your life at the moment? Other than your debilitating crush on our lovely F1 presenter Y/n Y/l/n?”

Oscar’s face dropped and he stopped cycling. “This isn’t live right?”

“It’s not, don’t worry,” Jordan, your camera operator, explained with an apologetic smile on her face.

“Thank God,” he cheered, relieved. “Logan you asshole!” Oscar pushed into him, with a smile, but pushing all the same.

“What? You need to confess eventually?!” Logan scodlded, somehow staying on his bike.

“Not right now though, I was making good progress!”

“What, you could get through 3 whole words without giggling, or are you up to 4?” Logan mocked.

“I am a grown man-”

“Maybe I’d believe you if you just had the balls to ask her out.”

“You two are so slow, hurry up!” you called from about two hundred metres in front of them. “Alright, next question!” Logan moved on, cycling onwards again. “Who’s your best friend on the track?”

“Well I would say you but you’ve left us for Indycar, so… probably Lando, Alex, or Zhou,” he nodded.

“And why is that?”

“Lando and I are teammates, Alex and you were teammates so I saw you two together a lot, and Zhou and I were in F2 together,” he shrugged.

Logan’s eyes widened at the next question. “Who’s your favourite SkyF1 presenter?”

Oscar sighed, but told the truth anyway. “Y/n, probably.”

“I hope you’re not talking bad about me!” you shouted back at them, even further ahead now.

“Only good things!” Logan shouted back with a smile as Oscar fell deeper into his embarrassment. “Alright Oscar, who would you choose as your date to the prize-giving gala at the end of the year?”

Oscar sighed again, knowing what he was subjecting himself to. “Probably Y/n.”

Logan laughed as Oscar sighed, and an awful idea popped into his head. He turned to the camera with a big smile, and said. “If Oscar wins today we should make Y/n go as your date for the gala.”

Oscar’s face filled with dread but he knew how much Sky liked to torture their hosts, so he knew they’d love the idea. You? Not so much. In a selfish way, he was pretty happy that Logan had said it, because it gave him a chance with you. A whole night with you to himself? Sounded perfect to him. All he had to do was win the race.

“Y/n! We have an idea!” Logan shouted to you. “If Oscar wins today you have to go as his date to the prize-giving ceremony at the end of the year!”

You groaned as you reached the starting/ finish line again. “Do I have to?” you looked to Ted Kravtiz, technically he was your boss. He smirked and nodded, and you started hoping that Oscar wouldn’t win today. “Sounds like a deal,” you said, unenthused.

Logan cheered as Oscar’s sense of dread deepened, and he started to feel bad that they were forcing you to spend time with him. This couldn’t just be about the shoes, right? You had to hate him for another reason. It’s just… you never dropped the facade, in front of him anyway. You were always mildly irritated with him (except when he won his first race), and if you weren’t mildly irritated, you were completely. The cameras cut, Logan started chatting with you as Oscar stood there, catastrophizing even more.

You watched as Oscar essentially left the room, though he was standing right there. You’d never seen him get like that, he was always so calm and so collected, and it was almost worrying to see him be anything else. After a few minutes he left without a word to either of you, and you started fearing the worst. Maybe you’d brought this JMcJP thing too far, maybe he hated you, maybe you should go talk to him.

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It swung open and you were met with a very confused looking Oscar who pulled you into his room and shut the door behind you two. He put the back of his hand against your forehead, seemingly… checking for a temperature?

“Are you feeling alright?” he asked. “You never call me Oscar.”

You rolled your eyes at his awful excuse for a joke, and sighed. “Y’know I did come in here to apologise, but I don’t think I’m going to do that now-”

You turned for the door but he grabbed your hand and pulled you back. He raised an eyebrow. “What would you be apologising for?”

“Logan this morning, you don’t have to use me as your date for the prize-giving ceremony, use your girlfriend-”

“Don’t have one,” he answered quickly. “And I need to win, right?”

“Right,” you smiled. “But seriously, don’t ever feel pressured to like… do what Ted says. Or be around me, I know we don’t always get along, but it is all in good fun, right?”

He nodded, all too happy that he could finally get through a conversation without giggling. “Right.”

“Well, I’ll see you tomorrow then,” you smiled, going for the door handle but once again, he pulled you back.

“You don’t just dislike me because of the shoes, right?” he asked.

You chuckled. “What would you say if I don’t dislike you, but I am still hurt over the shoes?”

He rolled his eyes. “Oh good,” he chuckled. “And how can I pay my penance for that?”

You thought about it for a moment, then smirked. “Winning today would be pretty helpful, I wouldn't have to think about a date then.” He smirked and nodded, finally letting go of you and letting you leave the room.

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“And it’s Oscar Piastri who crosses the finish line first, making this his third career win!”

Fuck off. He won. And you weren’t even mad.

Ted looked at you with a smirk. “Not needing a date for the ceremony then?”

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fic-tober masterlist

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heyyy! can i request “i’m scared of losing you” (from angst1) with oscar piastri?

❝ i’m scared of losing you ❞ — oscar piastri

pairing | oscar piastri x reader

content warnings | lots of miscommunication, angst, comfort, happy ending

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it had been a few months since you last attended a race due to your job obligations but in oscar’s eyes he only saw it as one thing; you’ve missed him winning a race, twice now.

in his eyes he thought you may no longer love him that he wasn’t worth enough for you. however, in your eyes you believed he no longer loved you especially due to his lack of presence in your life and never asking you to join him for a race weekend in months. both of you afraid to lose each other didn’t touch on the subject and living as if everything is okay.

until it wasn’t.

“i may not win another race this season but i would appreciate your support! you weren’t there for my two wins and i…i’m tired of this,” oscar argued back, you had both gone out to dinner in monaco after he returned from singapore. it started with a sweet conversation of what to do for the break to now bitter comments towards each other.

“tired of what? of me? i’m trying, oscar. i just started my third year of university and then work—.”

“work! it’s always work this work that. they always need you for something even though it’s not even in your title to do all that! you drop everything to be there for them but you can’t be there for me not even once…baby?” his mean words hit you immediately and you sit on the couch of your apartment hands covering your face as you sob uncontrollably.

“baby, yn…hey, hey breathe with me. it’s okay i’m here” oscar whispers on your ear, both arms cradling you now. was it okay? his approach may not have been the best but he wasn’t wrong. your job had been putting too much on your plate when you were meant to just be an underpaid intern who was doing multiple jobs that were not your responsibility.

“but you aren’t here, osc. i…i know that your career is demanding but you didn’t take a second to look back and realize i ease being left behind. i feel guilty i wasn’t there for your two wins especially your first. i begged my job to let me just visit you for a day to celebrate but they made me stay. it wasn’t even my day to work and i still stayed. i chose a job that doesn’t value me over you…you do care about me maybe not right now—.”

“i’m gonna stop you right there. i’m an idiot who didn’t bother asking how you’ve been recently and expecting you to support me more when i didn’t see what you’d been going through. i’m so sorry,” he whispers, his forehead pressed against yours kissing your tears away.

you whisper out five words you’d been feeling for awhile now, “i’m scared of losing you,” closing your eyes ready for oscar to say you’ve already lost him, “i’m scared too.” his voice matches your vulnerability.

opening your eyes looking at him in shock, “you are?” you felt like you were both taking a big step in admitting this. maybe, just maybe this would help in repairing your relationship.

“i am. i think we’ve been selfish towards each other but we also haven’t communicated right. i should have asked you more about how the job was treating you-,”

“i should have asked you how the team had been treating you.” you counter back and he chuckles.

“i know you want to be independent when it comes to your career. but i think you should quit that job and focus on school only. i know you don’t want me to take care of you financially but just let me do that for now until you graduate and find a job that will value the skills you have. i can’t lose us. i can’t lose you, yn. i love you.” his words filled with nothing but love, oscar meant well and for once you decide to take him up on the offer he’d been giving you since you started dating two years ago.

“okay.” a simple word replacing your frown into a smile on each others faces. there was work to do on your communication with each other but for now you both got to breathe a sigh of relief after facing a fear that would no longer happen.

[unformula1]

dear oscar (OP81 x LS2)

dear oscar (OP81 x LS2)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ synopsis: Logan writes a letter to help him manage his feelings, it does everything BUT manage feelings. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ pairing: logan sargeant x oscar piastri w/c: 892 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a/n: this is day FOUR (lando's number) of loscar posts until we get a loscar podium!! some angst today!! might make this a series very much inspired from https://archiveofourown.org/works/54754315 masterlist ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ taglist: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Logan crushes the sheet of paper and throws it into the pile of already crushed papers. He puts down the pen and cracks his fingers, again.

He’s been at this for hours and he hates it knowing he’s terrible at expressing himself and Oscar’s probably not going to even look at this. 

Logan takes a deep breath once again and picks up his pen.

Dear Oscar,

I’m not very good at expressing my feelings but I’ll try my best.

I’ve missed you lately and I miss all our late night conversations, my nights feel empty without them. I miss our friendship and the very long conversations we had. 

When you asked me how I was doing and I said “it’s been alright.” That was a blatant lie. I’ve been doing absolutely horrible. I haven’t seen a good day in months and every morning I ask myself why I’m doing this to myself, I ask if everything I left behind was worth it. Should I have given up?

 I’m glad you’re doing well and winning trophies, I’ve never been happier for you. Remember when your rookie year was being compared to Hamilton’s? That was amazing. 

Great, now he’s gone off track again, absolutely perfect. Logan’s pen left the paper again and he contemplated crushing this one up. He eventually decided against it and his pen tip touched the paper again.

He doesn’t know what he’s going to write anymore but he doesn’t care. He just wants to let his feelings out.

I hate how we don’t talk anymore. I hate how life has to pull its strings on us. I hate how we walk past each other as if we never knew each other. I’ve been trying my hardest, I really have.

I want to talk to you. I want to hear your voice again. 

I’ve been making wishes on every shooting star I’ve seen and been throwing in a penny for every wishing well I’ve come across, just wishing you were my friend again, wishing that I could go back in time and relive those moments in PREMA.

I didn’t treasure those times enough.

Every single time I see any McLaren video, I stop and stare, imagining that it could’ve been you and I. Believe me, I love how you and Lando have developed one of the closest bonds ever and trust me, I think Alex is a perfect teammate. 

But I just wish that we had another chance and I wouldn’t fuck it up this time. I really wish I did.

Every single time Lando calls you “Osc”, it makes me shiver just knowing that I could never be half the person Lando was. I do everything and risk it all just trying to be more like Lando or just someone who you would bother to look at

His mind flashes back to every single time he and Oscar have done anything together, watch movies, do stupid promotional videos, even sad times came back and made him wish he took those moments better.

He tears up slightly, but wipes his tears away before they spill onto the paper. Lando’s voice saying “Osc” rings in his head like an annoying bell which kills him slightly every time it repeats. 

Osc.

Osc.

Osc.

He slams his hand into the table, causing everything to jolt, even getting startled by his own actions. Logan isn’t even on Lando’s level, not even a quarter of the way there.

Lando’s better in every way, definitely much better teammate than Logan would’ve been.

His tears resurface but he doesn’t wipe them away this time, he lets them trickle down his cheek, cling on to his skin at his chin and finally drop down onto the paper, causing a stain.

More tears cause stains on the bottom part of the paper before Logan wipes them all away.

Please…

I miss you Oscar.

Regards Love

Logan

He places the pen down and looks at the letter, which has tear stains, but Logan couldn’t care less. He puts the letter down and folds it neatly in half, slotting it into a brown envelope. He seals the envelope tight, wrinkling the paper from pressing too hardly. 

He takes his pen up again and the tip floats above the paper.

He takes a few seconds before writing.

To: Oscar Piastri

His throat stings from crying. He didn’t even cry for that long but it hurts him. His own words repeat in his head like a knife twisting into his body.

He opens up Oscar’s chat on his phone, his last message being left on Seen.

3 weeks ago Great race :)

He hasn’t even given Oscar a message for the Australian Grand Prix but Logan couldn’t care less.

His fingers hover over his keyboard.

Can we meet sometime soon?

He hesitates about sending it.

Osc.

Osc.

Osc.

Osc.

He turns off his phone and takes a deep breath. 

He sits on his couch and leans back. The thoughts endlessly flying around in his head, like phantoms of his past haunting him again.

He closes his eyes and keeps them shut, imagining whatever makes him feel happy. 

Oscar.

Oscar.

Oscar.

Osc.

The tears squeeze their way past his eyelids and slide down his cheek. It’s a devastating feeling. 

He covers his head with a pillow and keeps his eyes tightly shut, crying himself to sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ there will be a part 2 (hopefully) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

[toppersjeep]

Part 4 Where Do We Go Now- Lando Norris X Reader

Masterlist

(A/N: currently listening to wanna be yours while writing this. and it feels very coded to this part so I’ll add it)

Your POV

I walked into my office at the paddock and noticed another note on my desk. But this time no gift. Which was weird. If it wasn’t Max or Charles then who kept doing this.

I opened up the letter.

The Letter:

Dear Y/N, I’ve always hated the way you looked at him and not me. Part of me always wished I could be him ,just so you’d look at me the same way. Do you ever see the way I look at you?? He’s never looked at you the way I do. Maybe it’s because he’s never loved you as much as I do. I wanna scream it from the rooftops. I don’t think he ever deserved you if I’m being honest. You deserved better than him. I can’t hide how much I want you anymore. It’s killing me not being able to tell you how much I want to be yours. All I’ve ever wanted was to be yours and for you to be mine. But I don’t know if you’ll ever feel the same way. So if you do want to know who this. Then meet me in the garage before the race in Austin. I can’t keep hiding this anymore.

___

I set the note down. I knew what I had to do now. I ran out of my office.

“Y/N you going somewhere I need help with something” Oscar said. “It’s kinda important Oscar I gotta go” I said. “But they need you to race today” Oscar said. “What why” I said. “I don’t know but this is your opportunity go get it” Oscar said. “But your seat” I said.

“You are very talented and I know you can do this” Oscar said. “Thanks Osc” I said. I then walked over to the garage. I looked around not seeing anyone in the garage.

“Great this is hopeless just another stupid prank or something” I said to myself. Nobody was coming maybe this was all in my head. I sat on the wheel of Landos car.

I was only gonna wait a couple more minutes. Before I had to get ready to race. I then heard footsteps from behind me.

“I can’t believe you actually..” Lando said. “Lando” I said. “You showed up” Lando said. “You’ve been writing these” I said. “Yes I have and I’ve been dying to tell you” Lando said I stood up.

“Lando I” I said. “For years he’s gotten everything including you” Lando said. “All I’ve ever wanted was you.. but I didn’t know how to say” Lando said. “This is all so” I said.

“Confusing.. yeah I know but just listen to me” Lando said. “Lando I” I said looking into his beautiful eyes. “But I need you to know that I love you.. more than anything” Lando said. “Y/N I’ve loved you forever and I can’t hide it anymore” Lando said cupping my cheek.

“I…” I began to say but we were cut off. “Guys we gotta get ready and Y/N suit up” Zak said I nodded. “She’s racing” Lando asked. “Yeah Oscar has a concussion so he can’t she’s in” Zak said.

…

We finally lined up on the grid. I was in third place and Lando in second. Max was in first as usual. But I knew that I needed to win. And Lando and I already had a plan.

The team let us connect our radios. Being that I normally help him.

“Radio check Lando” I said. “Yeah I can hear you Y/N sounds good” Lando said. “He already knows your strategy so let’s switch things up” I said he laughed. “Spice it up a bit huh” Lando said.

“Exactly Lando” I said. “Well I got your back on this one” Lando said. “And I’ll defend your position” I said. “We’ve got this one in the bag” Lando said. “Then let’s give everyone a show” I said.

The race finally started. Lando got in front of me. I defended my position and his too. Behind me was Carlos. I knew he was quick but I couldn’t let him get through.

And of course Max was driving very dangerously. Trying to push Lando of the track.

“Lan you know the drill” I said. “Yeah I know but he’s being a dick” Lando said. “We will get him when she times right” I said.

It was down to the last two laps. Time went by. But Max didn’t pit and he was still on old tires. Lando and I knew what we were doing.

“Alright Lan you ready” I said. “Yep just be careful you know how he is” Lando said. We finally hit a straight. I went around the left and Lando went around the right side.

Max only saw the one strategy. So he was covering the right side. As I snuck through to take P1. And then Lando got by. Max was getting slower because of his old tires.

“That was a good operation Y/N” Lando said. “Stay behind me there’s DRS enough for you to pass me” I said. “Y/N..” Lando said. “Lando just go get your first win” I said. “You’d do that for me” Lando asked. “Yes of course Lando” I said. “But why” Lando said. “Because I love you” I said.

He then passed me and crossed the finish line. We got both of us up on the podium. We went around again and then parked the cars in our spots. “That was brilliant Y/N just brilliant” Zak said I took my helmet off. “Thank you” I said smiling.

“Y/N that was insane you guys over took Max beautifully” Oscar said. “See I do have good ideas” I said. “Everyone’s pissed at the Red Bull garage” Oscar said. “Good” I said. Lando came over. “First big win Lando congrats” Oscar said hugging him.

“This is so unreal” Lando said taking his helmet off. “You deserve it we are so proud of you” Zak said shaking his hand. “I’m on the podium” Lando said jumping around. He then went over and hugged his Dad. I smiled. Max ended up with fourth. Carlos got third.

“That was so good Y/N you are incredible” Carlos said hugging me. “Thank you Carlos” I said. “And very feisty that overtake my goodness” Carlos said. “You let him go ahead but why” Charles said. “Because..” I said looking at Lando. “Ah .. he’s the one writing the letters” Charles said.

“Well duh he’s been in love with her for years” Carlos said. “You knew” I said. “Yes I knew he was behind them I am his other best friend” Carlos said. “So now what” I said.

“Now you go get the guy” Charles said. I then walked over to Lando. “Lan” I said tapping his shoulder. “Ye..

He began to say I then kissed him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me.

“WOOO WOO FINALLY” the crowed cheered. “go Y/N that’s my girl” Kika yelled. “Finally” Carlos said. “I…” I said. “I love you” Lando said. “I love you” I said he smiled and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist.

“Double podium baby let’s go” Lando said spinning me around. “We did it” I said. “First F1 win for Y/N” Lando said the team cheered. “Can you put her down we need her” Zak said. Lando set me down. “Right your right” Lando said.

Later..

We all went out to celebrate our double podium. A lot of the team came and our friends too.

“Y/N let me just say that was some race” Lewis said. “I still can’t get over her letting him pass” Charles said. “Oh mate you wouldn’t have let me through” Carlos said looking at Charles.

“No not if I’m faster and she was” Charles said. “Did you not hear the radio message” Kika said. “No what was it” Charles said. “He asked why she wanted him to pass” Kika said. “And then she said because I love you” Kika said.

“Awww well that’s kinda sweet” Charles said. “But what about Carlando” Carlos said sadly. “You know I love you too Carlos” Lando said I laughed. “But he loves Y/N more” George said. “True” Lando said I smiled.

“I mean I’m pretty great” I said. “Yeah yeah.. you are the best” Lando said pulling me closer to him. “I have to document this I feel like a proud Dad” Daniel said taking a picture of me and Lando. “Dan send me those” I said.

“Of course I will” Daniel said setting his camera down. After the dinner we went back to the hotel. Lando and I walked to our rooms. Which we had alone. But something felt different.

“Umm…never mind” Lando said. He was about to go into his room. “Wait” I said he stopped. “What” Lando said. I then ran over and kissed him. “Can I stay” I said looking at him. “Yes I’d like that” he said smiling.

…….……

The next day

“Oh did I wake you I’m sorry” Lando said. “No une sunlight did” I said rolling over. “Oh my bad I must’ve hit that” Lando said shutting the blinds. “Mmmh that’s better” I said.

“If I’m being loud I can go out” Lando said I looked over at him and smiled. “What’s the smile for” Lando said. “Just admiring you” I said. “Ah checking me out” he said. “A bit” I said he laughed. “And” he said. “My best friends super hot” I said.

“You are too cute” Lando said. “I think I’m stealing your shirts more often it” I said. “Well you do look good” Lando said. “Then take a picture” I said jokingly. “Hmm” he said grabbing his camera. “Can I be the jpg account muse” I said. He sat on the bed and took my picture.

“You’ve always been my muse” he said. I hid my face. “That’s so cheesy” I said. “And I love you is that too cheesy” Lando said. “No it’s not” I said he kissed me. “Good cause I really really love you” Lando said. “I love you Mr. Norris” I said. He put his camera back on the table. He then turned the light off.

“Can you cuddle me”I said. “Mmmh” he said laying behind me getting back under the blankets. “Perfect now I’m gonna go back to sleep” I said as he wrapped his arms around me.

“Okay I love you” he whispered in my ear kissing my cheek. And that was the last thing I heard before falling back asleep.

[its-all-papaya]

grocery list! 🛒🛍️ will lando and oscar get a sibling for emma in the future?

okay i technically already did this, but i'm not going to make myself do an unrelated chore before answering bc making the list required like two other preliminary chores (cleaning fridge, organizing pantry) so i think i earned this one

assign me a chore!!

i have literally been thinking about this independently for a week. this question haunts me. i really go back and forth because i don't think either of them, like... needs another kid. lando never really expected to date again so he definitely never expected to have another child, and oscar's always planned to race into his mid-to-late 30's and maybe figure his life out after that, so emma's already a bonus for him. they'd both definitely be content to raise emma and enjoy each other and have their careers and that would be enough. BUT. yeah. i love a baby.

basically where i'm at with it is that i think lando would leave it up to oscar? like lando looooves being emma's dad, but he's content. he's got everything he needs. he knows, though, that as much as oscar loves LOVES emma and sees her as his responsibility and his kid, too (eventually), she's not actually his. oscar wasn't around when she was a baby, didn't get the full experience, and lando could understand oscar wanting all of that. and lando's happy to do it again if oscar does want to, but it's gotta be because oscar wants it, bc on his own, lando wouldn't.

then i think oscar wouldn't even consider it until later on in his career. he knows his schedule is crazy, and he knows lando gave up everything for emma when she was born, and he doesn't want to think about putting lando in that position again, bc oscar won't be around all the time. it would be lando alone a lot of the year. but i could see him reaching that mid-30's point, a WDC (or six or eight, who's to say) under his belt, and deciding... yeah. he'd like a baby, maybe. and emma would be like 15-16 by then, so she's more independent, and it just feels like the right time.

i have about eight side/spin-off/future fics in mind for this universe that may or may not fully form themselves in the future, but this second child concept is like top-five in that category, which is why i have pretty cohesive thoughts on it LOL. i think emma would be such a good big sister, too, and i have this whole lando and osc convo with her sitting in my brain where they talk through their decision and make sure she doesn't think it's because she's not enough for them, etc. interesting future sibling dynamics too where emma was around for the whole relationship, the wedding, vaguely remembers times when it was just her and lando, has CLEAR memories of oscar racing and winning and their family being around the paddock. and considers oscar her parent for sure, but definitely still thinks of lando differently than osc. and then the second baby would just... not have any of that? they'd always know oscar and lando as equal parents who are always around. and em as their very cool older sister who comes home from uni every summer to spoil them and tells stories of when dad and uncle max were racing drivers.

ANYWAY. yeah. thank you 🫡

[notsorryforbeingbluencold]

WAIT THIS IS A BLOG UHHHMMMM I ALREADY SENT THIS TO ANOTHER CHNT BLOG WHOOPSIESSSS

but uh, chnt x inanimate insanity.

sorry to all the non osc chnt peeps, uhm, have fun listening to me yap

(and ive mad posts about this au, so if you want to see my designs and stuff, i have them on there ^^)

sydney would be microphone, they both can be a lot for some people, and they also end up meeting up with the person in the woods and working with them and believing theyll get benefits from it. just to end up being used for that person's reasons

jedidiah would be test tube, i feel like she would stay up all night while ignoring everyone else because shes working on a project. although more sciencey, she does build stuff too so i guess she can be an architect.

elijah would be taco, theyre that person in the woods from earlier. they also both like tea and from european countries (sorta? idk if countries really exist in ii, but she is british 💔). also i gave her a cat mask instead of the elephant mask, and im now realizing the taco cat thing 😭.

adam would be mephone, they have similar vibes imo, and i feel like he would have good relationship advice. and since mephone is sorta robot, i thought that would go well with adam being a demon.

rowan would be candle, with all the magic stuff from her i thought that would go well with the visions stuff. plus candle is kinda black coded, atleast most people (including my self) draw her as black for gijinkas/humanized

juniper would be silver spoon, because... 🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧💔BRITISH💔🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧 and i feel like he would try his best to get out of touching fish and stuff.

marisol would be lightbulb, first, lightbulb is sorta canonically trans fem, and second, shes just as loveable and goobery as marisol

salem would be paintbrush. mainly because of the whole lightbulb x paintbrush thing, but they also have that similar vibes know? (and tulip would be their pet crab, baxter!!)

yvonne would be knife. it was really hard for me to find one for yvonne, but i thought he would fit best. he sorta the though guy and pokes fun at people, but doesnt mean it in a bad way. and he canonically plays video games, so yeah

joshua would be balloon, as theyre both the scrawny type. they also can be annoying for people, and people probably believe they cant win a fight tbh.

sorin would be ying-yang, evil little mischievous dudes. similar vibes tbh

lucielle would be tea kettle, they both can be the sorta motherly like figure, but have a short temper. tries to stay calm.

matthew would be box

so yeah, i thought of this yesterday, and oh my gah, the fact that the characters and stuff like almost match perfectly GRAHHH. and the whole thing with microphone and taco is literally sydney and elijah without all the religion stuff, HOW DID I NOT REALIZE THIS SOONER 💔💔💔💔

:)

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(OSC ask meme - IK I PICKED A BUNCH feel free not to answer all of them!!) 2, 3, 7, 13, 14, 16, 22, 36, 38, 39, 40

NO IM SO GLAD I LOVE ANSWERING SHIT I will put this under read more tho From this post

2 - Least favourite show? Already answered! (Its object terror) 3 - Underrated show? LEGENDARY ADVENTURES FOREVER ^^ Short so far, but REALLY funny stuff in that show. Some of the jokes can fall a Little Flat to me but its never anything bad LOL. GOT SOME RLY FUN CHARACTERS TOO If u have a bit of time to watch an object show Id say watch this one. Partially cuz of my Next Point (Honorable mention: ACTOE) 7 - Underrated character? Snowy LAF <3 I feel like a lotta ppl I know would like this guy. I tend to be Biased towards short high pitched voice Guys anyway (also hes gay. Like canonically. Just wanted to mention this cuz Its a Win For Me) 13 - How many characters do you think should be in an object show ideally? Something between 10 and 20 usually seems Fine to me. Anything above that kinda Crunches my brain unless Its a case like BFDI where its More Over Time Over Years but thats . Really just an exception to the rule TBH 14 - What do you care about most in an object show? Simple Answer probably but I wanna be able to tell that ppl are just Having fun and putting passion into their shows. Everything else I can Give Or take. Object shows are really just passion projects between very few ppl and should be treated as such I feel like memorable character designs could be pretty important too, this can be Tricky sometimes cuz No One Owes An Object but theres many ways to make em stick out from another Same object 16 - A show/character you love that everyone else hates? HFGHHHHH SPANGE . SPONGY. HE IS MY BABYGIRL. I would f/o him If I didnt already have two f/os. Both the show and fanbase treat him SO bad for no good reason (Him being mean after everyone bullied him is justified imo). Like Its gotten to a point where I hold back from talking abt him in servers cuz Im afraid of ppl making Annoying Uncalled for rude jokes or "well he sucks" kinda comments (yes this has happened before god fucking help me). I could go More into this but maybe thats for its Own post. Only maybe though 22 - What character has the best design?

Just two designs I quite Like cuz I cant think of other ones rn Mace the Merciless (Paper puppets take 2) cuz Im gay Love Lock (The Almost Valentinesly Object Show) cuz Im Gay AND I like the little lock mouth :) Also honorable mention: Loser <3 36 - Favourite scene? I could use one with one of my faves/fave ships but thats TOO EASY . So Ill mention the pin and coiny Pep Talk scene in bfb 6 cuz It makes me EMOTIONALLLL theyre the sweetest ever. Im sure theres other ones I like a Lot but this one just sticks with me the most 38 - Favourite rarepair? LEAFPIEEEE Leafy and Pie is a complete Crack Ship AND ALSO SNOWFRIES but both work GREAT imo. I brainrot abt these occasionally ESP SNOWBALL AND FRIES I was suprised that no one before me and nate (and sal hi sal) thought of this ship Leafy and Pie complete each other Very Well. Snowball and Fries make good Old Man Yaoi Also technically WinnerLoser is a rarepair cuz most ppl hc them as enemies or siblings LOL 39 - Favourite villain/antagonist? Four cuz I need them carnally etc (Ignoring post split cuz Its so lame how everyone just forgave him NO GET HIS ASS!!! HE SUCKS!!!!! THATS THE WHOLE APPEAL!!!!!!!!!!) I dont have time or energy to go Deeper into the Four Appeal but u can probably guess. Hes fun <3 40 - Overall thoughts on the community? I'm too old for this

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[strainingfororiginality]

Chapter 13

Part 2

Inspiration: Still - Daughter

Still with feet touching Still with eyes meeting Still our hands match Still with hearts beating Two feet standing on a principle Two hands digging in each others wounds

“You know I don’t speak Latin, Quintus.”  She had used his name … she always did here.

He had lost himself within the story he was recanting to her and he was sure he’d trailed off into his native language.  He had been staring up at the ceiling as he laid on his back on the other side of the bed from her.  His fingers interlaced and his hands resting peacefully atop his stomach.  He turned his face to see hers peering back at him from her pillow.  She had been laying on her side, staring at him while he spoke.

They were back in the house, back in that upstairs rooms that had once been his and then had become hers.  He knew it wasn’t real; he knew it was just dream, but he didn’t care anymore.  The frustration that he once felt had given way to acceptance.

The delicate right corner of his lips curved up in a miniature half smile, “Then that is something we shall have to remedy.”

She seemed to like the thought of that statement and she smiled wide enough to show her perfect teeth which, in turn, caused Quinlan to smile even wider as he rocked himself over onto his left side to face her, propping his head up with his hand.

“Yes?”  He asked rhetorically, simply appreciating and wanting more validation from his statement.  He had promised to show her how to shoot in a similar manner … he had promised her … he pushed the thought from his mind as he was here with her now, even if it wasn’t real.

She nodded once and with this compliance, he reached out and tapped the top of her hand that was resting in front of her, palm down on the sheet between them.

“Manibus … hand.”  She attempted to mimic his accent.  It was truly terrible and he could tell by the furrow of her brow that she knew it.

He tapped farther up on her forearm, “Brachium …”  This time, he waited for her recitation before defining it. “Arm.”

He touched farther up still, on the highest part of her shoulder and his touch lingered longer here, the finger resting on her shirt, “Scapula …”

“Scapula”  It sounded more like “spatula” to him, but she was attempting to put more emphasis on the sounds this time, attempting to at least roll her R’s.  “Shoulder.”

He rocked slyly forward on the bed, moving his body closer as he softly brushed the small bit of hair that had fallen down and covered part of her eye from him, pushing it back behind her ear, “Pilorum …”

“Peeloroom.”

“Hair.”  He heard her heartbeat rhythm increase with this prolonged touch as he let it linger there, before tracing the delicate skin of her outer ear down to her jawline with the very tip of his middle finger.  He felt himself shifting closer to her on the bed as he stared at the skin under his finger tip.

“Audite …”

“Audit-tey.”  He smiled, it was close enough, he would work on her pronunciation later … later?  Quinlan pushed the thought from his mind.  He was here … now …   “Ear.”

He traced her jawline next as he pulled himself a few inches closer still and he immediately felt his own heart rate jump, “Maxilla …”

“Maxilla.”  This word was nearly perfect.  Good.  “Jaw.”

Now Quinlan touched the cheekbone under her eye and brushed his finger across her face, bringing it up across her nostril and stopping at the tip of her nose.

“Lentigines …”

“Linty gene ness.”  He hid his grimace at her atrocious accent with this word and found it sounded more Australian rather than Latin.

“Freckles.”  Then, his finger traced from the tip of her nose, delicately brushing up and down the bridge of it, “Nares …”

She repeated again and he defined it after, “Nose.”

Quinlan brought his finger from the tip of her speckled nose, down and over her mouth until he stopped on her chin, “Ostium …”

She did not repeat it immediately and he could feel the tension that he had just created in the air, the goosebumps that he had caused across her arms, and the breath that she was now holding back from escape.  He repeated the word again, “Ostium …”

She complied without hesitation the second time, “Ost-hume.”  And he smiled briefly, staring down to where he had just touched, “Mouth.”

He brought his finger back up and traced from the left side of her lower lip, gently across its width to the right side as he quietly inched closer to her, “Labiis …”

“Labeese.”  She giggled quietly under her breath at this word and he knew it was because it was quite similar to another body part.  He smiled as he thought he would get to that part soon.  Her breathing quickened as he defined it, touching them again as he spoke, “Lips.”

Quinlan leaned forward towards her until he could feel her breath on his face, “Oscula …”  His heart raced.  Would he finally be allowed to kiss her?  Or would he wake up before …

“Osc–”  She was halfway through the word when he finished his lean and his lips pressed to hers, softly and briefly, before pulling back to allow him to speak again, “Kiss.”

He followed this with another brief connection before pulling away again.  She attempted to lean forward for another, but he managed a word before he meet her again, “Lingua …”

This time, the kiss was not brief and he opened his mouth, pushing himself against her firmly, running his tongue tenderly across her lips before pulling back.  “Tongue,” he defined it and uttering the word caused him to tighten.

Mmmmm.

“Auriolus …”

She tried to lean forward again to taste him and he pushed his forehead to hers, halting the intended advancement momentarily.  He wasn’t done with the lesson quite yet.  One more word … just one more.  His body fought him fiercely on this contentious decision, but he ignored it.  As much as he hated this protest, he knew he would wake up before …

Her hand was suddenly on his arm.  Rattled at its meandering path from his elbow up to his shoulder, he touched her cheek again, directly under her eye, he whispered, “Libellula …”

She pulled back from him, so that their eyes could lock and he saw the grin on her lovely thin mouth as she spoke, “Dragonfly.”

He opened his eyes and sat up on the dirty little bed in the ransacked airstream trailer that he had been calling home for the last few weeks and looked around at the mess within.

Another dream.  They were always different, he never experienced the same one twice and they plagued him nightly now.  He had loathed them in the beginning because they seemed to be nothing more than torment.  They never came to any kind of fruition … he always woke before …

However, now he came to look forward to them.  He came to almost anticipate them.  She was always there and she was always pleased to see him.  Looking at the clock across the miniature metal mobile home, there was at least an hour or two left of daylight and he laid back down.  He didn’t need to sleep this much, but … he liked what happened when he did.

And Quinlan closed his eyes again …

Auriolus …

    … (beautiful)

They had come to a nicely orchestrated impasse.  She knew he didn’t have the clearances to understand what exactly she knew as he was just getting orders from someone else.  She refused to tell him anything that she claimed he wasn’t cleared for and he smiled.  She assumed that the US had already declared Martial Law in this state of emergency and now the bluff was whether or not they would bother locking her up or whether they would bite on the bait that she would be more useful for them elsewhere.

She’d planted sufficient reasonable doubt in his mind about everything he questioned her on and now he was under the correct impression that she harboured information and technology that would be helpful to them in winning this fight.

“We both know they won’t be able to do anything against The One, even if they could geolocate him.”

There was a knock on the door and Mr. Tie packed up his shit.

“It was nice to meet you, Mr. Richards.”

He looked at her confused for a moment and furrowed his brow.  He opened his mouth to say something, thought twice, then closed it.  Finally he spoke again, repeating his original fake name “It’s … Johnson.”  He gave her a troubled look before leaving the room.

Ass.

It was was a few minutes before she was graced with the General’s presence himself.  He entered and was followed by the hazel-eyed young man who had escorted her earlier.  The General was an older man, tall, thin, gray haired, and wearing fatigues that matched all of his soldiers.

She stood when he entered the room and he waved her to sit back down as he took the only other seat and sigh heavily as he relieved the pressure of gravity on his bones.  She quickly decided that she might as well behave around him.  He’d already been watching, she was sure.

“Hello Di–”

“Dawn.”  She corrected him before he spoke her name.  Yesterday is dead.

He looked confused for a split moment and she spoke again, “I go by Dawn now.”  And he shrugged … sure … whatever.  He obviously had more important things to worry about.

“Dawn, I think we can be useful to each other.  So, I’m gonna show some good faith given the circumstances … “

“I’m gonna release you into Corporal Webb’s custody for now.”  He waved towards the young man, “He’ll make sure you don’t get into too much trouble, I hope.”

“What about Dutch?”  She knew she was pushing her luck with that one.

“Velders will stay where she is … which is outta trouble, and if we see fit to use either of ya’lls skills, we’ll let you know.  The good Corporal here will ensure you don’t … get lost again.  I hope you understand … given what we know about your background, it’s best if your brain doesn’t fall into their hands, right?”  She nodded as she knew what he meant and although his smile was genuine, it left her uneasy.  She understood this was not a man that she needed to fuck with.

“Listen up though, if it were up to me, you’d already be in a cell, but things bein’ as they are, there’re more important things I need to worry about.”  He shifted uncomfortably in his chair as they were far from comfortable.

“And one more thing, sweetheart … my trust is something that’s earned.  I don’t give it for free.  In this world, you don’t get nothin’ for free.  Don’t make me regret it.”

Standing, she offered her hand to the older man, “Thank you, General …?“

He seemed to appreciate to gesture of it and he stood, grasping it tightly as she returned the favor.  His grip was much stronger than hers, but she gave him her best shake.

“It’s Shaw.  And … welcome to Fort Detrick, ma’am.”

Inspiration: No Love - Secession Studios

She heard him sweet talking the guard again.  He’d likely sweet talked the commissary woman again to give him extra candy bars, and now he was bribing George, her lovely dayshift guard, to let him by.

“Just a few minutes, man?”  George tries to deny him, but she could almost hear his giant, dimple ridden smile through his words, “Awww, come on man.  What am I gonna do?  I ain’t gonna sneak her out.  Beside, da lady gave me two Snickers ta-day.”

She hears George sigh in surrender and then footsteps leading up to the outer door of the stockade.  The keys clanked gloriously against each other as he fiddled the doors open.  It was almost the exact same routine everyday, and she thought George just acted reluctant so Fet would give up more goods each time.

As he rounded the corner and saw her face peering back from the bars, she saw that giant dimpled smile and it brought her immediate comfort.

“Hey Criminal.”  He teased as he approached.

God damn, she was so happy to see him.

“You know I hate it when you call me that, love.”

Fet continued to smile, “Den maybe ya shouldn’t have been one.”

She reached through the bars and he grabbed her hands as he turned to George, “Sum privacy, ya?”

George tilted his head to the left, “Come on, Vasily.  You are gonna get me in trouble if–”

“It’ll be quick, I promise!  You already patted me down and everything.”  The guard sighed and started to open the newly acquired candy before departing back down the hallway.

“I don’t know how you do that,”  She said as she squeezed his hand, “That guy won’t even say two words to me.”

“Ya, well … you are a criminal, right?”

Deep down inside, Dutch knew why George didn’t talk to her.  She knew why no one would talk to her, even the people in the other cells.  They had to entirely isolate her after the second day because of the animosity towards her.  Everyone blamed her for all of this.  On some level, she blamed herself too.

However, she knew Vasily did not and he was full of smiles now, “How is every–”  She asked eagerly.

“She woke up!”  He interrupted like a little kid.  He’d been holding it inside until George was fully gone.

“Are you shitting me?”

Fet nodded eagerly and raised an eyebrow to her.  God, she wanted to give him a giant kiss right now.

“Is she ok?  I mean … Is she …”  Dutch tapped the side of her head, “ … O.K.?”  When Quinlan had brought her back to them, there was a lot of debate on whether or not brain damage might have occurred.  Eph was 100% certain it had.

“She seems fine, I mean … really fine.  But we didn’t get to talk to her too much …  Dey took her away.”  Dutch nodded.  Of course they took her away, they were all bastards here, but it was still  good news and she smiled.

“Can we get the hell out of here then?”  She questioned as quietly as possible and Vasily nodded.  The idea had originally been to just stay long enough to assess her situation and move on.  Initially, it had seemed like a good plan, until she was arrested shortly after arriving, Eph was placed under protective custody and Quinlan seemed to disappear all together.

“Has anyone seen him lately?”

“No.”  Fet shook his head, “Not since …  “  From what he told her, there had been a fairly substantial argument between the two of them, on whether it would be a good idea to leave the base in Dawn’s current condition.  Fet had said Quinlan pushed that it was the safest place for them all to be, regardless if Dutch was in jail or not, and there was little room for compromise in his final decision.  She was glad she wasn’t there to witness the ‘conversation’ as Fet had described it.

Without Abraham around anymore to diffuse the tension that tended to build between the two men, she shuddered to think how it might have gone down.  She tried not to think about the old man too often, as she teared up each and every time she did and this time was unfortunately no different.  Fet saw the wells pooling up in her eyes and he assumed wrongly it was because she was still stuck in this shithole.

“Hey, hey … It don’t matter.  Dis doesn’t change da plan.  Two more days.”  He gripped her hand tightly.  She wasn’t going to tell him it was because she was thinking about the Professor.  No, he’d taken his loss the hardest of everyone and she could still read it on him.  He was a bit quieter than he normally was, a bit angrier, a bit less Fet.

“That bloody bastard … “  Dutch said under her voice.  That statement was true in more than one way.

“Has Eph been ta see ya lately?”

Dutch shook her head, “No, it’s not that easy to get in here, Vasily.”  She smiled at him.

“Dat don’t stop me.”  She knew it didn’t … each and every single bloody afternoon, and she knew it was the highlight of his entire day.  He showed her his dimples again as he gripped her hand tightly between the bars one more time before they heard George shuffling back down the corridor.

“Don’t worry, we’re workin’ on da plan.  With or without da muncher’s help, we are gettin’ you outta here … Her wakin’ up is just good timing, yeah?”

Dutch nodded and released his hand as the guard returned and ushered Fet out of the building.

Good.  About bloody time.  It was starting to get super boring in here.

Ephraim’s shift was over and his shadow stood at the end of the hospital hallway as he normally did.  The first couple of days, he followed him around like a good puppy, but quickly grew bored of the monotony of doctorhood.

He moved into the now empty room which had been occupied by his little friend until earlier today, closing the door behind him as he sat on the bed.  The night shift would be coming in soon and he had a few minutes before Herbert would notice.  He couldn’t remember his real name, but that one seemed to fit the bumbling Private best.  Herbert McHerbertFace.

Rebecca had argued with him on taking these remedial doctor shifts, she wanted him in the lab working on the next bio-weapon with her.  He wanted to stay close until Dawn woke up, so this was how he had chosen to spend all of his free time.

The sun set roughly ten minutes ago and he knew her nightly visitor would arrive soon.  He generally waited outside until Darla checked her vitals at the beginning of her shift before pulling the zipper apart from outside and slipping in.

Ephraim had only actually seen him once, the second day she was here.  He knew it was because Quinlan had allowed him to, simply to let him know he was still around, and Eph also knew the window was open every single morning when he came in to check on her.  Sometimes he would make it there before the next shift and zip it shut.

He was staring down at the ground and he nearly jumped off the bed as he realized that the man in black had entered the room and stood before him without making a sound.  

“Ah fuck, man!”  He yelped under his breath as he jolted.

Quinlan’s hood was pulled over his face and the old man’s sword was secured to his back.  He’d carried it since Abe’s death.  His eyes were wide with worry.

“Doctor, where–”  Ephraim was hoping to halt any amount of concern that was immediately and inevitably building within the half-breed as he interrupted him quickly and succinctly as possible.

“She’s awake, Q.”  It was hard to read any emotion from the dhampir, but his shoulders relaxed in a nearly miniscule way that Ephraim almost missed.

“Is she–”

“She’s O.K. and she felt well enough to down two of our biggest orderlies when she woke up.”

The smallest of smiles graced the right corner of his mouth, “Where is she?”

“They took her into the main building a couple of hours ago,”  Quinlan moved towards the window and Ephraim put his hand up, “Wait … what’s the plan now?  The others–”

“I am unsure yet.”  Quinlan was still moving and Ephraim stood up as he arrived at the window and grabbed the aluminum sides, preparing himself to jump out.

“Wait wait … One thing … you gotta lay off the soldiers, man.  Rebecca’s not an idiot … she’s already suspicious as it is.  She knows I’m hiding something from her.”

Quinlan’s immense desire to leave was apparent and only growing stronger by the second however he held himself back for a moment as he sneered a response back to the Doctor “Yes.  Well … they should be grateful the camp is free of feeders for miles around.”

“You said you’d only need one a week … not three.”

Quinlan rolled his head in annoyance and answered with a rattling voice.  He wished to leave already, “I am aware.  I was interrupted with the first and the second was teeming with narcotics … I will be more discerning in the future.”

“Wait … The second one?  You mean Barnes?  That bastard … I knew drugs were miss–”  Ephraim started to say, but he dropped his sentence mid execution as he realized he was now completely alone.

“Damnit… we need a plan, Q.”  He said lowly and hoped that the dhampir would hear him.

Inspiration: Secession Studios - Jambalaya

The Doctor was wrong, she wasn’t in the largest brick building, the one labeled Administration.  She wasn’t in any of the brick buildings, Quinlan quickly determined.  The bulk of the civilian refugees were being housed in the makeshift tent barracks in the area surrounding the Family Housing facilities, so he decided to start there next.  It was also where Gus and Fet were being housed.

He stood behind the densest area of trees, just beyond the furthest tent and listened carefully.  There were thousands of people crammed into the open grassy area, and the children’s voices were the hardest to weed out, since her voice was light and soft like theirs.  He focused on each one as he moved around the edge of trees that circled the encampment, until he heard it.  Soft and light.

She was laughing.

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Bundesliga: Bentaleb interview: "My mind is made up that I have to play"

Check out https://sportworld.news/bundesliga/bundesliga-bentaleb-interview-my-mind-is-made-up-that-i-have-to-play/

Bundesliga: Bentaleb interview: "My mind is made up that I have to play"

Nabil Bentaleb has been with FC Schalke 04 for two years, one year ago S04 signed him as a permanent member of Tottenham Hotspur. In the interview, the Algerian talks about early disappointments at the beginning of his career and a fateful encounter with a scout.

In addition, the 23-year-old reveals what lessons he has learned from the harsh criticism of him over the past season.

SPOX: Mr Bentaleb, you grew up in Wazemmes, a working-class area in Lille, where you started playing football. Where does your passion for round leather come from?

Nabil Bentaleb: At the very beginning I wanted to do karate, because that’s what my seven year older brother did. But at some point he stopped and switched to football. When I saw him kick, I wanted to emulate him there too. I was five or six years old then. Since then, there’s been nothing else in my life. I was extremely ambitious very early on and always cried when I lost a game. I also wanted to improve relatively quickly. My goal was to be much stronger than my brother.

SPOX: How’d it go at school?

Bentaleb: I was a very good student, but I was too distracted by football because I hadn’t thought of anything else. I often sat in class and wondered who could have everything from our neighborhood in the afternoon to go kicking together. Football motivated me more than school. (laughs)

SPOX: At the age of ten, you moved to the junior performance centre at OSC Lille. How did it go for you in the beginning?

Bentaleb: In the beginning it was easy for me. I was technically superior to the others because I also played a lot of futsal in the hall. Over time, however, things got more complicated because my coaches didn’t believe in me very much. For them, my technical skills, my passion and the desire to win were not skills they wanted to refine.

SPOX: Four years later you were told that the LOSC would not go any further.

Bentaleb: In Lille, young players were very focused on the physical and athletic aspects. Those were the main reasons they didn’t want to keep me. I was too small and not muscular enough for them. That was very difficult to understand, because we were all physically on the same level. There were a few players who were already bigger and who had developed physically faster than the majority. These players took them over, my total package didn’t have enough quality for them.

SPOX: How close was this decision to you?

Bentaleb: Very close, because a very big dream was destroyed. I wanted to play with the pros in Lille at all costs. Especially since I came from the city and loved the club.

SPOX: How did you react to this first setback?

Bentaleb: Looking back, I think I gave my first little proof that I can be mentally strong. I told myself that I just had to stay tuned so that one day I could earn my money with football. I wanted to show them that they were wrong and I could do it outside of Lille.

SPOX: They then moved to Royal Excelsior Mouscron in Belgium, but just a year later the club went bankrupt. From there it went on to the U17 of USL Dunkerque. That’s not necessarily the way to go to the Premier League a little later.

Bentaleb: That’s true, but I didn’t think about it and honestly I didn’t believe it could happen. My point was not to let up so that one day I wouldn’t have to blame myself. I thought If it works, it works and if it doesn’t, it doesn’t. Mouscron is around the corner from Lille, but I was in another country, saw my friends very rarely and got up every day at five o’clock to get school and training under one roof. That wasn’t easy, but my thoughts at the time were only to become a professional footballer.

SPOX: Have you lost hope in the meantime?

Bentaleb: No. At that time I had the perception anyway that I was alone and everyone was against me, that was what it looked like in my head at that time. During my time as a youth player, I had the constant feeling that I always had to be twice as good and do twice as much as the others in order to draw attention to myself at all.

SPOX: Haven’t you ever thought that maybe that’s the way you see it, but it may not be true?

Bentaleb: No, for me these thoughts were perfectly normal at that time. My parents are immigrant children. They had to work very, very hard to get through and give us a reasonably pleasant life. They also had to do twice as much as others, it was also anything but easy for them. My father had up to three jobs. That’s why it was firmly anchored in me that you have to work twice as much to survive in life. It all comes down to how you react to bitter moments. For example, I know several players of my age group who were also eliminated in Lille. They gave up afterwards and did not become professional footballers.

SPOX: Frederic Basire, your coach in Dunkerque, once said that many people had warned him about you.

Bentaleb: He was the first coach who really believed in me and my abilities. He found it worthwhile to develop me as a player and person and not to let me down immediately, as some other coaches have done before. We often got in each other’s hair without losing respect for each other. He said that we neglect the technical area and put me in the defense. I didn’t understand that at first, because that wasn’t my strength at all. I was a midfielder who could play decisive passes into the offensive. But he wanted to help me to become more complete and he saw something in me.

SPOX: One day a consultant is said to have arranged a trial training at Birmingham City for you. How did this happen?

Bentaleb: This story had its origins early on. My brother used to take his boys to play futsal. I went along for weeks every time, but I was not allowed to play because I was clearly too small. But I kept calling until one player was missing and they couldn’t help but let me play. Later, when I was twelve, 13 years old, I kicked along regularly, always on Sundays. A few years later, a scout from a consulting agency was in the hall. After the game he went to my brother and wanted his number because he saw something in me. He didn’t even talk to me directly. It took us eight months to hear from him again. He called my brother one Saturday and said, “Tell your brother he’s flying to Birmingham on Monday. (laughs)

SPOX: What did you think?

Bentaleb: Actually just: All right, I’m ready, let’s go. The call came at the right time, because the season in Dunkerque just ended and it was not quite clear how it would go on for me. So I flew over and the practice went really well. However, the club had problems paying the training compensation to Lille. That’s how it went and I had to wait a bit.

SPOX: What happened then?

Bentaleb: The scout talked to me and my parents. He said he could give me a practice session at Manchester United, Arsenal, ManCity and Newcastle, but that would take some time. Only Tottenham would do it right away. I replied: Then let’s go!

SPOX: What then came up to you at the Spurs?

Bentaleb: On the first day I trained with the U17, the next day I was allowed to join coach Tim Sherwood’s second team. There I met much bigger and older players. After a week of training, they told me it would fit. I should go home, pack my stuff, come back and sign my contract.

SPOX: And suddenly, for the first time, you were really far away from home and in a foreign country.

Bentaleb: That was not easy. There were periods when I didn’t see my family for six, seven months. I was forced not to think about it much, even though I often really missed it. But I knew I had to make such sacrifices. I always knew why I was doing this.

SPOX: Why did Tottenham finally give you the chance you were denied in France and Belgium?

Bentaleb: Because England simply has a different mentality. When I played in Mouscron and Dunkerque, it was mandatory to attend school regularly. But what counted for me was to play football every day to get better. That’s all I wanted to think about. I arrived at Tottenham and they said to me: “You have four hours of English lessons a week, the rest is just football. I was thrilled and trained like a madman every day. The support of those responsible was also incredible. I could now easily name ten of my former teammates who are now earning their money as professionals.

Page 1: Bentaleb about early disappointments, his detours and a scout at futsal

Page 2: Bentaleb about his ambition, the criticism in the pre-season and changing ideas

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2016 in review

I’ve never done anything like this before, and it might be a little too late? Ah, oh well. 2016 was a big year -- a year of my most extreme highs and lows, a year of many firsts (and surprising myself).

#Uncharted2016 - the UP MedChoir Europe tour

Of course, this one tops the list. This was definitely a once in a lifetime experience -- we were able to travel 7 countries in a month and had the honor of representing the country in the international stage. The preparations, however, were the hardest we’ve experienced so far. Sobra ‘yung sakripisyo, minsan nakakadurog ng pagkatao. I don’t know if other people really understand how difficult it is to be a performer. I didn’t know where to get my strength anymore. I didn’t know if I wanted it enough. I wished I were more resilient (like my favorite tardigrades). On top of that, I had other personal issues to deal with too, which was dragging me down even further.

Strangely enough, winning wasn’t my most favorite part of the trip, probably because it was tainted with feelings of the worst rehearsal (and post-rehearsal events o h g o d) ever in my (and the other members’, apparently) stay with the choir.

Personally, the best parts were:

1. Being able to honestly do my best, and not leaving any regrets onstage. Iba ‘yung feeling. (Unfortunately, hindi ko pa ‘yun nararanasan ulit.)

2. Meeting the most wonderful and generous hosts who welcomed us into their homes and supported us all the way.

3. Successfully performing a challenging solo descant with relatively few preparations. It was given to me, I think, a week before we left the country. Lumipad na kami hindi ko pa rin siya nagagawa nang maayos. I felt so pressured because I knew the previous ones who did it were better than me. I was crying in rehearsals and during random times in UK because I still couldn’t do it days before the competition and I was terrified I will never be able to do it. One mistake and the whole performance, which everyone had worked incredibly hard for, would fail. Thankfully, by some stroke of miracle, things went just right during our debut concert; and in Italy, it was one of the pieces in the category which we won in. Imagine that: I was able to do that solo descant in the international competitive stage, and we won! This was a big reason why I cried out of joy upon hearing the good news. :) It could have been better, but I’m proud of myself already for conquering one of my biggest fears.

4. Being able to share our music with people, of all ages and from different parts of the world. Being reminded how music can sincerely change people -- how it can bring joy and make one dance; how it can move one to tears. For me, this is truly the best part of being a performer.

(I just realized it’s the first time I’ve written a long post about the tour haha)

Fell in love like it was the first time -- and got hurt like it was the first time too.

Ah, this blog is a witness to this, from the initial kiligs I couldn’t contain, to the incapacitating heartbreak at the end. He built me up, left me, and handled it so poorly, which was the part the hurt me the most. Of course, I wasn’t perfect either. Even so, I found it so frustratingly hard to move on. There were (are) times when I wanted to go back to the way things were, despite that “don’t go back to what broke you” advice. Then I had to remind myself that maybe I’m not really the one who can make him truly happy, and vice versa.

I remember feeling so much anger towards him, but I’ve moved past that and now I just want to reach out. He most likely also has problems of his own, and that’s probably a big factor for what happened between us. I just hope he’s okay.

Med school made more sense.

Gone (or lessened) were the days where I broke down in tears while studying (maybe because I cried for a different reason then hahahaha). The second semester of LU3 was miles better than the first. I was able to get higher scores in exams, and even got to be one of the toppers in the Neuro OSCE. I’m also enjoying LU4 way more than LU3, because of more interesting lessons, our group activities and hospital exposure.

I’ve grown to love our group dynamic. I love how we’re able to work together (most of the time!) despite OFS activities. I love how we’re able to honestly support each other when one is lacking. My favorite part is definitely integrating histories and discussing differentials after ward works where we’re finally able to apply the lessons we’ve learned. I also admire how stellar my friends are! I feel lost with the material sometimes and I just wanna be a sponge and soak up all their knowledge.

Besides application of classroom lessons, hospital exposure is also a great reminder of our purpose. On another note, it’s also an effective reminder of how shitty our healthcare system is. God, I swear I just want to make those public officials stay in PGH even for just one day so they can understand what both the patients and staff go through. But still, here we are, to serve and treat these people despite the system’s flaws.

Sometimes I’m really motivated to get my shit together and do my best for our modules, yet sometimes I just can’t. Sometimes it was because of my heartache, crying before exams (and making sad blogs oops) making me unable to study. Other times, however, I just found myself lurking in social media and waiting ‘til past midnight to start doing schoolwork. It was mainly for these reasons that my body clock got really weird in LU4, with 1-4 hours of sleep being normal on a regular school night (It was also partly because I didn’t have a roommate for many months -- for some reason, I lose my sense of time *and responsibility* when I’m alone).

Handled more responsibilities.

I’m the type who shies away from responsibilities mostly because I just hate disappointing others, and less because of the added workload. I’ve never been an officer for classes or organizations.

I still remember the private conversation I had with one of the choir officers while we were on a bus during the tour. He offered me the the finance head position. Before anything else, I warned him that I had no idea how to handle money. Bobo talaga ako sa pera. And he told me, okay lang. Ako rin naman dati (he was the previous fin head).

So, okay.

MedChoir is a very small organization anyway, and at one point I knew I was going to be given a position in the executive committee. It was bound to happen, so I just accepted it.

So far it’s been... okay. My predecessor has had much patience teaching me the ropes and working with me, which I’m very thankful for. However, I still get scared whenever we have meetings because I always feel like I will be asked of something and I wouldn’t be able to deliver. A semester has passed since and I know that I still have a lot to learn.

In addition, I was also one of the people assigned to lead the sopranos for the year’s TRP. This was also the case last year, but I was more into it this year because I really loved the song my batchmates have created. Furthermore, being part of MedChoir, it is also expected of us not only to teach singing techniques but also to be able to cover the rest of the batch during performances. It was difficult, especially since the song required much of sopranos, and it is hard to really teach how to sing, especially since these methods are very abstract. In addition, it was hard to expect much from some people who clearly had other priorities. However, we did feel that we were all working hard towards a common goal especially towards the end, and we won!

New house!

From Cainta to the mountains of Antipolo! It’s very different from our previous home. I love how it’s so quiet and peaceful up here, and you can see and hear different animals (seriously feeling one with nature haha). Of course, the view is also great. I also have my own room for the first time! Honestly I’ve been having a hard time sleeping in the same room as my family for some reason. My bed is so comfortable and whenever I go home here I just lie down all day, only bothering to get up to eat. Furthermore, I also like how this gives my family a new start, somehow. (Now, when we get stressed, we can at least get relieved by how nice the house and the surroundings are hehe.)

And other things.

Modeled and became a layout editor for the primer. This used to be my favorite kind of work during high school and I regret not doing it much after and developing my skills further. Doing this during med made me feel refreshed. :)

Research accomplishments. Going to biochem to help out after toxic pre-concert and pre-tour rehearsals, going home past midnight, and still surviving the remainder of LU3. It was actually fun, and getting to bond with my researchmates actually became a stress reliever. We also got to participate (and place) in several events like APMC and the BSGC in Malaysia!

Learned to do my brows!!!! And apply more dramatic lipstick!!!!!!! Yes of course this is a huge part of 2016 hehehehehe!!

Marathoned MMFF movies in the cinema, from 1pm ‘til midnight.

Got to perform on local TV and radio! (We were also featured in Llangollen television during the tour. Yay for my artista dreams.)

FRIENDS APPRECIATION -- I found that I really had true friends who are ready to pick me up from my lowest point. I love you guys!

Learned to stand up for myself. :) Even if I was crying during the confrontation, hehe. I feel like this is my biggest character development during the year.

What’s next for 2017?

I hate making resolutions (I remember the ones that made last year which was previously posted here and wow did I even do any of those?? 1/2 jk huhu) but this year I’m really inspired to:

1. Take care of my skin better. Yup, this was one of my main takeaways from our trip to Korea haha. I’ve been looking up their (at least) 10-step face routine and I want to try it!

2. Save up money for my next trip, so I wouldn’t have to ask much from my parents. I’m determined to do the reverse 52-week money challenge in P20 increments which will enable me to save up around P27,000 by the end of the year! I’ve even made a google sheets and everything so I really hope this pushes through.

Okay, those will have to do for now. The more I add, the more I feel like I won’t be able to do it, huhu. There are other things that I would like to try, though... like cooking (hey my family has a multi-purpose oven now), maybe act in MediScene if I like one of the roles, hosting?? Let’s see. :)

[bloojayoolie]

Af, Anaconda, and Bad: The Globalist Takeover of the Internet Anonymous (ID.C 1210/173un)14.59.11 Long before fake news or Net Neutraity INN) bacame major media topics the U.S govemmant was aseady bad, nght? Sure the intemet became a quasiusy, but it didnt really aflect you anything, you got a chanos to finally sick t to Comcast G Ask yourself shy NN eame out of nowhae Why was it so haavily adwertisad? Who paid for the adwertising? And who benefited from i Now alk yours or what sequeme led up lo N N and who lodd⑩there? Whena did tha sequence mand t end? Beiw itor not, the sequenoe already came to completion. On Obama's final month in ofice, the intemet was quietly nationalized by egisaion he signed the day before Christmas Eve The preeident himeelf became legally capeable of taking down any website This is a long piecs, and the beginning will cover some masterial that you already know but it is crucial to understand the bi U.S. House of Rapresentatives commissions the Roase Commitoo to inwessgae potential oommunist inuence of domesti NGOs and noprotts. Head investigator, Norman Dodd, pubished the final report in which he diecovers that the Ford moral lutivism and No. 152700184 tsmu Tniemationaliem to the end of oligarchio collectvism" in other words, globalism. His roport was silanced and the two- 1980 - Civil Sociaty Sactor The oxi ocery sector typaty understood to be comprised of NGOs and nonproets that, aoordrg to conventmal of the sort But if that was ever irue, it isnt anyore, and hasn't been for decados. By 1950 al of cvil society had bean taken over by private and stale inereets, operating as praxies for their agendas. Just as Norman Dodd had discovered the White House. Googio Ideaswas hoavly involved in the Arab Spring which was irnstigated by social modia. VP of Stratfor sald they have a "oovert role in foaming up risings." and that they are doing things the CIA cannot do Bl Clinton's Teleconmunication Act of 1996 legaizes the monopolization of the media, paving the way for a two-decade gobaist crusade to consolicabe dounens of medis outwis into just six. And jut e that, the globa bs need anly pluck sin strings to maka us danco to for tise song Coell. Disney, Viacon, Trno warmer, News Corp. CBS, and sta stinking DAnonymous (ID12101Sun)1501224 Na.152700281122231 marteed tby a quote from a reddt ㄱf you happen to havo a right-sing perspotho, Googeputs your soasch resuts on the 10h pago, Youtube demoroitzes your videos (or removes hem) Tuitier bans your account, and Facebook censors your posts so they mever show up in the 2010 The Iniermet The globalists, having soidfiod their control over banks, oducation, cil socioty, mecia, and social meda, now turm thair Araady controling much of the intemats media and all the social madia platioms that propagato it, the only thing t for the globaliets to control is the Intrastructure itselt that comprises the imernet That's why 3Ps are important now. Belore privato ontitios with minimal oqulation trom the gowemment Separato and unrolatod 3o that dlassiication, the FCC hald Verizon v. FCC changad that, nuing that id th FOC wanted to onforce Opan-ntomet Fls thy need to -dlassily ISPs under Ttle as quasik-utlities strictly regulated as "common camiens", efectively a stane-loeneed monopoly. The most crtical factor here is that under Tise I ISPs need to apply for Broadcasting Lices, which give the govermment masive their politioians. Netfx alegedy manipulaied their own service to frame the I3Ps for throtting No. 152700355 mszmer The full extent of the infbenoe rat ywt known it may be, that the Isusut's oatoom wns 8heer ㎝rodence Rognleg this was a hupa win for tha globasls, becausia now thay are ona stup coar to lareing I3Ps to apply for Broadcanting the ISPs go bankrupt. The govemment can leverage Remember this, because Broadcaeting Licenees become the globlist's most valuable weapon in just orne act more of Three jdges presided over the cae Lauranco H.&ibarman (appointed by Ronald Roagan) Judith Ann wilaan Rogn。apported by Bil Cinlon) Davd S. Tate (appointed by B4 Cinton The Cinion-appoiniee Demoorats ruled in fawor of the Tife II classication nuing. The Reagan-appointee parialy dssented No surprise Now he PCC is stuck between a rock and a hand place H they want to enlorce Open-Intemet hey Broadoasting Lioense. The FCC is stumped and cant seally figure out what to do next... .So Obama comes in to save the day He pressures them to move forward with the Titie II clasitcation and give the govemment sweeping authority over The' pubii: 1ld tat hey iro saving t1m iraernet, But samg 1 fram wham? Hahaha frtam t1m very people who "ra balling revokedOpen Internet in Venzon w FCC, nepackaged it, and gave back to us in borta of red tape Now hare's whore the story picks up... and winning. Thay No. 152700444 Nat Neuralry Ivokes Tile of the Telecommunications Act of 1896 to require all i5Ps and any oompany that provides we. whatけthe FCC doesn't want torenew them? Ah but thats crazy tak, te FCC antjust revo Broadcasting But imagine what happens when you're appointed by the president as chaiman of the FOC, and shortly after you get a I voted for Trump and just hang up. But then the ofice phones stant ringing and you got a ite nervous because now other government bodes caing n.. substartinng that yes, in t3ct, the ISP rusty is breakng he law So you hang up, call your lawyr, and ask him to look up al the laws they ware talking about to so i he 1SP ealy is violating them Atar al, what kind of law would justity such an abuse of power? None, in tact, that you know ot. The next thing that wll happen is your lawyer w walk into your osce, looking pale as a ghost, and hand you a legal dlooument trled Countering Information Act of 2016 (8.2802) This is where everything comes Boads of saeat start to form on your forehead as you begin reading the Countering Information Wartare Act of 2018 IS 20921 You put it doward look up your lawyer, reakzng why his tao, is drarod of lfo Rwas droned by the Countaring Inlormaion Warfare Act af 2018 (3 2802Yue about to nk him a question about th Countering Informason arfare Acet of 2016 (8.282), but you pauso, and another thought stkos you Why don't thery jut call it The InfoWars Act D Anonymous IID-CHO) ロ12/10.17CSunl15 0329 No. 152780604 . . 1s27xan (79 KB, 58T 1093) Your lawyer simply closes his eyes, as if with eroto satiefaction, and quickly whispens under his breath ".B chten is rapist-You look back ntt elrfolirs Act to rsed its m senn statement. -That's so tizaro, you tito yoursot. Usually agencios aso cr茵tod indopendortom other branches of cormuptng infiuences Why would you bother craating a raw independent agancy f yose iarally going to hourse it in the Whita House? so ifs a cantor, of mutiplo agoncias. In the p 1300-The head of the Cantershall be appoinled by the Presicent answers directy to the President? Okay? Wht esacty is it going to do? Maintain, eolect, use, and dissuminate rocords for rasoasch and data analysis of foraign state and nos-state propaganda wait what? №f-stato popaganda? Yournaan lkanny evening shitposta on TD? what tie tuck des I hat mean? Laraty everyone on the planet is not 귀 state. And how exactly Ispropaganda dened? Hn hat's strange tees nodenton in here. Like they delberately amted t so they can just.cal whatever they want, Inarecible Anonymous 1D 12/1018un)15:04:13 No.1527806882152722 You look up⑩your lawyer, How the fuck did Obama get this t sough Congress?" Your lawer drops anoth eon your dask. It looks sspiciously farrslar s titiod National Dalansa for Fiscal Year 2017 He wated unti Christmas Eve and hid t inice af the 3,000 page anual maitary buckget so nobody would notice it "Othth tht yeah tis is that hakan propaganda thing that Obama legized i always see get neposted on The Donald! God, what a Ken pedophle hing to So you'we already nead through R? Oh...yoah no fam a simple gay just see a gey arow -JoSUB Christ." The trwyw fhps through the 3,076pages of the NDAA to pago 1.30, (or 1.438 r, part mat CENTER This is so much more than just propaganda. Look at what thary'e going to be doing Identtying current and emenging trends in foreign propaganda and disinformation, induding the use of print, broadcast, and aports ⑩ irnonoo targoted popuurions governments ㎞ order to oordinate and shape tedevelopment of tacscs, tohriques, and proeares to expose and AnonymousID enrD ㅁ 12.1017(Sur1]15.04:56 No. 152760643 22tsamsa Nol aven Tom Clanoay would wrtn something lke this.Earar you caled this a Kayan thing to do. But even Kanyars sacrot ages t Yeah.. Mw kOaa would never do tht The legislason establishes a tnd ⑩ help tain local purnalists." But just whani couch' get wor. gets way lucking warse Second, the legielation seelks to leverage expertise from outside government.. prowide grants and contracts to NG0s, Gv oely organizations hink nk privale secdor companias, macia organizutio and othar esparts outside he US povomment.. Thay cal in their globa from some "Totaly neutral third-party" and logwther hery can call arryone a propagancist Thry oan go atorltoraly anybody who's boan fagpod by a thind-party "tact-chocker" without having to tako tham to court. Oh fuck were there all along for a branding t,e cula term Talie fews·to ga aral.. daftand for taeldeders. And than they saisfed the demand that they croated They trained te pticto accept the idea of "neutral寸 rd-parties" polong onlne oortot. Facebook, Twiter. It's brillant, really. They control the tact-chedkers, the enforcens, and wih the passage of The , the ntastuctum to ustoe tern Once a popagarotet ha 5 been targeted, the Preeadent can use atsoanoty The Center wl develap, integrste, and synichronize enign And thats it lsdies and gentlemen. Thaits why passing Not heir Titio II Broadcasting License bgly revoked, they can no longer do busness.they go bankrupt, and the government buys out ther STORY TIME IS OVER THIS IS ACTUALLY REAL Are you imagining how real this is They can physically shut down your access to the intomet without a court order! Just because someone cal lad you a propagandst' Ju because you shtpost on The-Donald! They can tako down Drudge Report, Brettart. The Donald. of yoars, iko thhay aways do, so that nobedy would notico unta is too lato They coukve takan us down one buy one, yoar by year, and quety suppress And it was 100% legal, They passedovory law thay feeded to dit YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW LUCKY WE ARE TO HAVE WON THE ELECTION BECAUSE THERE WOULD HAVE NEVER AND NOW ONE FINAL QUOTE p1446 . "The Center stal terminate on the date that 놈 8 years aner the date ofthe enactment of this Act"

[bloojayoolie]

Af, Anaconda, and Bad: The Globalist Takeover of the Internet Anonymous (ID.C 1210/173un)14.59.11 Long before fake news or Net Neutraity INN) bacame major media topics the U.S govemmant was aseady bad, nght? Sure the intemet became a quasiusy, but it didnt really aflect you anything, you got a chanos to finally sick t to Comcast G Ask yourself shy NN eame out of nowhae Why was it so haavily adwertisad? Who paid for the adwertising? And who benefited from i Now alk yours or what sequeme led up lo N N and who lodd⑩there? Whena did tha sequence mand t end? Beiw itor not, the sequenoe already came to completion. On Obama's final month in ofice, the intemet was quietly nationalized by egisaion he signed the day before Christmas Eve The preeident himeelf became legally capeable of taking down any website This is a long piecs, and the beginning will cover some masterial that you already know but it is crucial to understand the bi U.S. House of Rapresentatives commissions the Roase Commitoo to inwessgae potential oommunist inuence of domesti NGOs and noprotts. Head investigator, Norman Dodd, pubished the final report in which he diecovers that the Ford moral lutivism and No. 152700184 tsmu Tniemationaliem to the end of oligarchio collectvism" in other words, globalism. His roport was silanced and the two- 1980 - Civil Sociaty Sactor The oxi ocery sector typaty understood to be comprised of NGOs and nonproets that, aoordrg to conventmal of the sort But if that was ever irue, it isnt anyore, and hasn't been for decados. By 1950 al of cvil society had bean taken over by private and stale inereets, operating as praxies for their agendas. Just as Norman Dodd had discovered the White House. Googio Ideaswas hoavly involved in the Arab Spring which was irnstigated by social modia. VP of Stratfor sald they have a "oovert role in foaming up risings." and that they are doing things the CIA cannot do Bl Clinton's Teleconmunication Act of 1996 legaizes the monopolization of the media, paving the way for a two-decade gobaist crusade to consolicabe dounens of medis outwis into just six. And jut e that, the globa bs need anly pluck sin strings to maka us danco to for tise song Coell. Disney, Viacon, Trno warmer, News Corp. CBS, and sta stinking DAnonymous (ID12101Sun)1501224 Na.152700281122231 marteed tby a quote from a reddt ㄱf you happen to havo a right-sing perspotho, Googeputs your soasch resuts on the 10h pago, Youtube demoroitzes your videos (or removes hem) Tuitier bans your account, and Facebook censors your posts so they mever show up in the 2010 The Iniermet The globalists, having soidfiod their control over banks, oducation, cil socioty, mecia, and social meda, now turm thair Araady controling much of the intemats media and all the social madia platioms that propagato it, the only thing t for the globaliets to control is the Intrastructure itselt that comprises the imernet That's why 3Ps are important now. Belore privato ontitios with minimal oqulation trom the gowemment Separato and unrolatod 3o that dlassiication, the FCC hald Verizon v. FCC changad that, nuing that id th FOC wanted to onforce Opan-ntomet Fls thy need to -dlassily ISPs under Ttle as quasik-utlities strictly regulated as "common camiens", efectively a stane-loeneed monopoly. The most crtical factor here is that under Tise I ISPs need to apply for Broadcasting Lices, which give the govermment masive their politioians. Netfx alegedy manipulaied their own service to frame the I3Ps for throtting No. 152700355 mszmer The full extent of the infbenoe rat ywt known it may be, that the Isusut's oatoom wns 8heer ㎝rodence Rognleg this was a hupa win for tha globasls, becausia now thay are ona stup coar to lareing I3Ps to apply for Broadcanting the ISPs go bankrupt. The govemment can leverage Remember this, because Broadcaeting Licenees become the globlist's most valuable weapon in just orne act more of Three jdges presided over the cae Lauranco H.&ibarman (appointed by Ronald Roagan) Judith Ann wilaan Rogn。apported by Bil Cinlon) Davd S. Tate (appointed by B4 Cinton The Cinion-appoiniee Demoorats ruled in fawor of the Tife II classication nuing. The Reagan-appointee parialy dssented No surprise Now he PCC is stuck between a rock and a hand place H they want to enlorce Open-Intemet hey Broadoasting Lioense. The FCC is stumped and cant seally figure out what to do next... .So Obama comes in to save the day He pressures them to move forward with the Titie II clasitcation and give the govemment sweeping authority over The' pubii: 1ld tat hey iro saving t1m iraernet, But samg 1 fram wham? Hahaha frtam t1m very people who "ra balling revokedOpen Internet in Venzon w FCC, nepackaged it, and gave back to us in borta of red tape Now hare's whore the story picks up... and winning. Thay No. 152700444 Nat Neuralry Ivokes Tile of the Telecommunications Act of 1896 to require all i5Ps and any oompany that provides we. whatけthe FCC doesn't want torenew them? Ah but thats crazy tak, te FCC antjust revo Broadcasting But imagine what happens when you're appointed by the president as chaiman of the FOC, and shortly after you get a I voted for Trump and just hang up. But then the ofice phones stant ringing and you got a ite nervous because now other government bodes caing n.. substartinng that yes, in t3ct, the ISP rusty is breakng he law So you hang up, call your lawyr, and ask him to look up al the laws they ware talking about to so i he 1SP ealy is violating them Atar al, what kind of law would justity such an abuse of power? None, in tact, that you know ot. The next thing that wll happen is your lawyer w walk into your osce, looking pale as a ghost, and hand you a legal dlooument trled Countering Information Act of 2016 (8.2802) This is where everything comes Boads of saeat start to form on your forehead as you begin reading the Countering Information Wartare Act of 2018 IS 20921 You put it doward look up your lawyer, reakzng why his tao, is drarod of lfo Rwas droned by the Countaring Inlormaion Warfare Act af 2018 (3 2802Yue about to nk him a question about th Countering Informason arfare Acet of 2016 (8.282), but you pauso, and another thought stkos you Why don't thery jut call it The InfoWars Act D Anonymous IID-CHO) ロ12/10.17CSunl15 0329 No. 152780604 . . 1s27xan (79 KB, 58T 1093) Your lawyer simply closes his eyes, as if with eroto satiefaction, and quickly whispens under his breath ".B chten is rapist-You look back ntt elrfolirs Act to rsed its m senn statement. -That's so tizaro, you tito yoursot. Usually agencios aso cr茵tod indopendortom other branches of cormuptng infiuences Why would you bother craating a raw independent agancy f yose iarally going to hourse it in the Whita House? so ifs a cantor, of mutiplo agoncias. In the p 1300-The head of the Cantershall be appoinled by the Presicent answers directy to the President? Okay? Wht esacty is it going to do? Maintain, eolect, use, and dissuminate rocords for rasoasch and data analysis of foraign state and nos-state propaganda wait what? №f-stato popaganda? Yournaan lkanny evening shitposta on TD? what tie tuck des I hat mean? Laraty everyone on the planet is not 귀 state. And how exactly Ispropaganda dened? Hn hat's strange tees nodenton in here. Like they delberately amted t so they can just.cal whatever they want, Inarecible Anonymous 1D 12/1018un)15:04:13 No.1527806882152722 You look up⑩your lawyer, How the fuck did Obama get this t sough Congress?" Your lawer drops anoth eon your dask. It looks sspiciously farrslar s titiod National Dalansa for Fiscal Year 2017 He wated unti Christmas Eve and hid t inice af the 3,000 page anual maitary buckget so nobody would notice it "Othth tht yeah tis is that hakan propaganda thing that Obama legized i always see get neposted on The Donald! God, what a Ken pedophle hing to So you'we already nead through R? Oh...yoah no fam a simple gay just see a gey arow -JoSUB Christ." The trwyw fhps through the 3,076pages of the NDAA to pago 1.30, (or 1.438 r, part mat CENTER This is so much more than just propaganda. Look at what thary'e going to be doing Identtying current and emenging trends in foreign propaganda and disinformation, induding the use of print, broadcast, and aports ⑩ irnonoo targoted popuurions governments ㎞ order to oordinate and shape tedevelopment of tacscs, tohriques, and proeares to expose and AnonymousID enrD ㅁ 12.1017(Sur1]15.04:56 No. 152760643 22tsamsa Nol aven Tom Clanoay would wrtn something lke this.Earar you caled this a Kayan thing to do. But even Kanyars sacrot ages t Yeah.. Mw kOaa would never do tht The legislason establishes a tnd ⑩ help tain local purnalists." But just whani couch' get wor. gets way lucking warse Second, the legielation seelks to leverage expertise from outside government.. prowide grants and contracts to NG0s, Gv oely organizations hink nk privale secdor companias, macia organizutio and othar esparts outside he US povomment.. Thay cal in their globa from some "Totaly neutral third-party" and logwther hery can call arryone a propagancist Thry oan go atorltoraly anybody who's boan fagpod by a thind-party "tact-chocker" without having to tako tham to court. Oh fuck were there all along for a branding t,e cula term Talie fews·to ga aral.. daftand for taeldeders. And than they saisfed the demand that they croated They trained te pticto accept the idea of "neutral寸 rd-parties" polong onlne oortot. Facebook, Twiter. It's brillant, really. They control the tact-chedkers, the enforcens, and wih the passage of The , the ntastuctum to ustoe tern Once a popagarotet ha 5 been targeted, the Preeadent can use atsoanoty The Center wl develap, integrste, and synichronize enign And thats it lsdies and gentlemen. Thaits why passing Not heir Titio II Broadcasting License bgly revoked, they can no longer do busness.they go bankrupt, and the government buys out ther STORY TIME IS OVER THIS IS ACTUALLY REAL Are you imagining how real this is They can physically shut down your access to the intomet without a court order! Just because someone cal lad you a propagandst' Ju because you shtpost on The-Donald! They can tako down Drudge Report, Brettart. The Donald. of yoars, iko thhay aways do, so that nobedy would notico unta is too lato They coukve takan us down one buy one, yoar by year, and quety suppress And it was 100% legal, They passedovory law thay feeded to dit YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW LUCKY WE ARE TO HAVE WON THE ELECTION BECAUSE THERE WOULD HAVE NEVER AND NOW ONE FINAL QUOTE p1446 . "The Center stal terminate on the date that 놈 8 years aner the date ofthe enactment of this Act"