#i wanna move out so bad
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my parents keep petting my cat's backside while she's in heat, which if you didn't know, essentially means theyre getting her off. when i told my mother that this is what she's doing, she said she can do what she wants! and the best part is that i cant do anything about it because they actively dont listen to me when it comes to *my* cat, so i just have to wait until her appointment to get spayed.
#desire mona#i wanna move out so bad#i cant fucking do anything about it and i just have to let it slide and watch it happen#its so gross#it boggles my mind that they just dont care#thoughtsing
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godddd i just can't do this anymore i really don't want to go to work tomorrow but i have to and ik i've just gotta suck it up bc ik it'll be fine once i get started but i just hate this city and i hate seeing people from secondary and i just want to do something that i actually like and live with all my friends and my partner and i just miss that when i was at uni
#can the grad job reply to me asap plss 😭😭#i wanna move out so bad#crying abt work the night before absolutely miserable 🤣🤣
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thought we were to the point where my mom could be home while i smoked one (1) tiny joint while i was out with the dog and not get upset but i do not think this is the case
#i feel like shes just jealous but shes too prejudiced against weed to take it in any form#i wanna move out so bad
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they should be a mom who isnt my mom
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someone please give me strength, i’m about to start trying to put together a budget for myself
#txt#i wanna move out so bad#but to do that i need to know how much i can realistically afford to spend on rent#......... which is kind of pointless anyway cause we're in a rental crisis rn and rents are so fucking high#but rip me i guess#i'm supposed to be working too but ive had such a shit few days that i need a moment to think about something other than work#even if budgeting is arguably even worse fadskgfsd
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PLEASE can the singapore gov allow me to buy a flat.
#i wanna move out so bad#35 is way too far please just allow me to get one now I CAN AFFORD IT ALREADY#(and i found one i really want....)
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idk how I’m supposed to focus on school when I have to like navigate this shit at home 😭
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I’m done with college but at what cost. Now I have to pay student loans and this is the US,,,,,
#rambles#I’m suffering#it’d be smart of me to stay home and pay off my loans asap but also#I wanna move out sO bad
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man I Hated public school but I wish someone could’ve been able to tell me how much getting homeschooled in high school would’ve completely and utterly fucked me over
#at least I might’ve been able to like. form a support system of friends outside my family#if I’d gone to public school#cause now my family’s all I’ve got and. I’m gonna be brutally honest here. they’re not very reliable!#I wanna move out so bad#no actually I feel like I NEED to move out#if I actually wanna get anywhere with fixing my mental health#but also I’m worried I’m being too rash and I wouldn’t be able to handle myself#fuuuuUUUUUCK#vent#rant#shut up wren#the only irl friend from middle school I’m still in contact with moved I think#and I think I know of one other’s account but we don’t talk anymore
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Man I can't wait to move out and have my own place. I know I probably won't have the money to any time soon but still. I can't wait to not have to walk on eggshells every time my mum is in a mood and not have to deal with my dad deadnameing me every chance he gets.
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Cringe garbage that I despise how it turned out
#south park#sp fanart#wendy testaburger#bebe stevens#nichole daniels#heidi turner#my art#this is my formal apology for never drawin the girls#not that this makes up for it since im pissed as fuck with how it turned out#whatever though#this is bebe's place n she dont clean for shit#she moved out early so eveyone loves crashin at her pad#also wanna apologize to the chicks that follow me-#i think i make girls really stereotypical n i genuinely feel bad about that#if anyone has suggestions on how i could improve that please lmk
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the difference between these two 🥺 both??
funny story though. my roommate is still taking food but my memory is so bad when it comes to things i don’t eat myself (adhd)
when i talk to friends and family about the situation the first thing they ask is, “are you sure you’re not sleep eating?” which is adorable. they wanna believe, even if for a second, that maybe i’m not truly at fault for making myself into such a cow 🥺 i get it bc im getting very fat even with the thievery but at the same time. im literally being gaslit
#by my roommate#every time j bring smthn up she’s like ‘oh??? that’s crazy??? wow’#snd she’s a bad liar but i’m such a pushover bc#i have had the fridge so filled with food i look like such a pig i can’t blame her#it’s FINE#but how cute. i wanna start sleep eating 🥺#funnel me in my sleep? make me confused as to how i’m gaining so fast?#i wanna ask someone why i’m having such a hard time moving around when im not eating a lot more#cuddle up to me n change the subject if i bring up how fast we ran out of heavy cream this time#<3#talk#ask#does this count for that tag?#what if my feeder gaslit me. in a cute sexy oh u cow kind of way#i swear the funnel moves after each night and i wake so full but obviously im just forgetting where we put it each day#it’s getting hard to fit through the doorway#obviously i’ve just been lazier than normal. no way im getting that fat#we knew i’d have mobility problems but so early on? i just need to get out#it’s not because he’s started to pump more calories into me anyway he can
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ME @ U ALL......! YOU ARE ALL SO LOVELY BTW UBUBUU.... 2025 WILL BE MY YEAR OKOK. am thinking of a soft restart (?) kinda thing bc i have an insane backlog >_> 200+ drafts..... oh my hoarder ass.... and i have not been here for 💀 A While. will make a proper post asking if anyone would want dynamics/plots to stay tho! :3c
#&&. out of#rubs my grubby raccoon hands 2gether......#was even thinking of moving to a fresh blog entirely but nah this is my lil rat lynn cave _(:3」∠)_ VEKCGSJDJD#ALSO I JUST WANNA WRITE MORE SOON UE UEE#i am just so bad at work-life balance istg#but i finished 2 assignments today and i feel POWERFUL#(it is also 1am but dw ab it..... /sssh/)#BLASTING U ALL WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS THO . BTW <333
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films just aren't as beautiful anymore there is hardly any emotion behind anything they lack depth and they lack love
#there are beautiful films out there yes#challengers is one of those#but the majority of them just... fucking suck okay#no matter how cringe or silly it sounds i think having respect for films and filmmaking is essential#it's a must#and a lot of directors and actors do not have it#it's all so shallow#you can clearly tell what movies have made with affection which ones have been held gently#you can FEEEEL it when you watch them#it makes all the difference#directors who love watching films and who have devoted themselves to the art of creating something that will move people#who have realized that the essence of it the soul of it means way more#you can make your actor cry but that doesn't mean i'll feel the sadness you know#there's no depth whatsoever#they yell and it's just . it makes me feel nothing#these people just don't understand anything at all#they have enough money to wipe their asses with it but they don't know what it means to be a person#or to feel anything i suppose#all they know is happy sad angry#that's it lmao#and everything also needs to be perfect in the worst possible ways in their eyes and i hate it#i hate it i hate it i hate it#don't even get me started on how bad everything looks too i can't get into it or else i'll actually fucking explode#everything is so fucking ugly and bland and there are no scars and mud and sweat and dirt and it's so dull and boring it's so artificial#TURN THE FUCKING BRIGHTNESS UP PUSSY I WANNA SEE THE COLORS#goddddddddddddddddddddddddddd#sorry sorry this is really#shbdghdhgaghdasgh#pissing me off so badly#mayor of loserville
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#red vs blue#rvb#locus#felix#sam ortez#isaac gates#felix mcscouty#lolix#mine#*24#art#rvb19 spoilers#just to be safe ig?#i love how even no one in the mercs discord rly knows what the hell was up with the random felix 'cameo' in restoration lol. we're all just#'idk man. maybe it's charon maybe sigma just used him as a base. who knows.'#its kinda hard to even make it into a merc plot point bc the reason WHY he's even there is non-existent. if epsilon didn't namedrop him#i wouldn't even have noticed tbh. like yeah his armor has felix's colors but that also could've just been sigma/omega mix too y'know#ofc tucker's relationship w/ felix can't be discounted reg. meta and epsilon and betrayal of trust etc. idk maybe i'll expand on this later#like maybe felix is in there bc tucker felt very betrayed by epsilon and felix to tucker is the embodiment of betrayal so meta = felix?#BUT i do like ghost felix haunting shit. even if it's not actually him but like a narrative/traumatic thing#he said you'll never get rid of me what i did to you will always linger <3#i do have some thoughts abt... Everything and the concept of haunting. wash's 'ghosts' and the guilt. meta wanting to destroy epsilon/the#past to be free. resentment of the past. nostalgia for it. the guilt of survival. moving on as a complete severing vs carrying it w/ you.#ok i'll stop rambling now lol#this didnt turn out exactly how i envisioned but i dont wanna work on it anymore and its not bad or anything so
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the problem is i get genuinely, unpleasantly freaked out by Scary Face Images a la smile.jpeg or cartoon cat or whatever which makes enjoying creepypastas and internet horror videos and stuff a real fucking minefield
#watched we'll be right back on call with friends a while back#and it Absolutely Fucking Ruled. great series highly recommend.#but the Scary Face within that um. i forget the name of the entity its been a bit but we did#just call her the cockmongler#genuinely freaked me out so bad . there was on epoint at which i was like#putting the video picture-in-picture and scooting it off to the side of my screen so i could hear but not see#and in doing so i accidentially *fullscreened* the video instead#right when the cockmongler was there#i Did scream Very loudly and May have shed a Couple tears about it dont tell anyone .#shoutout to local 58 for its minimal use of scary face image. appreciated#and like its not All scary faces either.#like the distorted faces in morley drive? those are cool! PLEASANTLY creepy!#but the goofy ass freaky faces in like the mandela catalogues? are goofy but they make me upset.#idk what the line is 😭 i wanna move past it though there's a bunch of shit i'm missing out on because of it
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