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I feel like u should have a minimum of 3 snappers in your lair (minimum 1 m pose) to be able to talk abt them, i dont wanna hear anyones opinion on them if they dont own them anymore
#'but i dont own them bc i dont like them' okay? i dont wanna hear what u have to say then#go talk abt your skydancers#'heres my snapper redesign!' go buy more imps or whatever dude#dont get me wrong im not saying theyre flawless but you dont see people being nearly as critical towards other breeds as they are towards#breeds like snaps or tundras or bogs#they ALL have errors and wonky anatomy ive been drawing these cunts for years trust me i know#be equally critical or talk abt it from a fans perspective or i just dont wanna fucking know dude
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The more I think about W1 and Gabriel the more I realize that unlike with V1 which (imo) doesn’t feel like it has much of a deep super strong opinion on Gabriel. Not resentment at least.
W1 does not like him. It in fact hates him. like a lot.
On a deep personal level it absolutely despises that angel. And it makes me think of just how cruel it would be to him in the second fight and I honestly wish I had drawn Gabriel even more injured in that one comic, than just his heart being torn out. I think W1 would want to make him into minced meat.
When you combine the most bloodthirsty over-confident hyperactive maniac with the pettiest cunt robot alive it makes for one sadistic little guy when it feels wronged.
There’s something very magical about Gabriel experiencing torture in hell and being brought down to the level of sinners that call out his name for help or for strength. In the same way he doesn’t hear them, God does not hear his calls.
In those moments he realizes this is not a fight for redemption. And that it really isn’t to be found in hell. When the entire idea behind Christianity should be to seek redemption and forgiveness, to better yourself. To know god is ever loving and forgiving, it feels like there’s no one to hear him out. Or anyone else.
And for what reason? And who does this senseless torture benefit.
And so the campfire scene in my au would probably be skipped.
#mm#i wont put this in the main tags#but ill tag as characters for the sake of organizing my blog#w1#gabriel#anyway i would make a comic about this as i usually do but i cant rn! so ull be seeing me ramble abt stuff like this from time to time ^^#uhh if u dislike my reading thats ok!! if u wanna share your perspective id be happy to hear. im actually nto the best with handling gabriel#but its fun..#just be polite when discussing with me and ill reply even if it takes me a bit :D
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#minecraft#minecraft poll#i may have forgotten something but i made sure to include trident (my beloved)#idk if this will reach half as many people as the enderman/creaking shitpost but#i have so much love for the different ways people prefer to play the cube game <3#i wanna hear abt it from u !!!
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WHO DOES OLIVER N ISAGI MAIN!!!!!!!
i couldn't hold it in fr i'm just gonna list them all LMFAOOO
BLUE LOCK CHARACTERS + THEIR MORTAL KOMBAT MAIN (to me...)
rin -> noob saibot
oliver -> johnny cage (DUH LMFAO)
isagi -> raiden (will also occasionally play sub-zero ^_^)
kunigami -> jax
nagi -> ermac (or noob saibot Sometimes)
sae -> sub-zero
shidou -> kano (or baraka sometimes)
barou -> does not play this game (he mains jade he is a jade stan and thinks she could do no wrong ever. secretly tho he'll never tell)
hiori -> kung lao (also plays sub-zero or noob saibot)
bachira -> mileena (duh. or scorpion sometimes . enjoys the "get over here!" a little too much LMAO)
karasu -> erron black (or kung lao sometimes! mostly erron tho)
otoya -> kitana (because shes sexy. mostly plays her but will play liu kang occasionally against karasu imo)
kaiser -> shang tsung (or sometimes scorpion!)
chigiri -> sonya blade
reo -> reptile (get the joke)
raichi -> shao kahn (i will beat his ass cuz hes stupid for maining him but its whatever)
ness -> doesn't play the game but if he had to kabal (or sub-zero lol. especially if kaiser is playing scorpion)
gagamaru -> nightwolf
#i love silly hcs#esp abt video games im insane#IK THERES PROLLY MORE CHARACTERS BUT these i could like . point out from my head#SM OF THEM WOULD LOVE SUB ZERO I HAD TO BE REAL LMAO#u dont wanna hear abt my tekke.n one... or the overwatc.h one lol#sora.inbox#io <3#TY FOR ASKING I KISS U
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Go, make as many suicide jokes as you want. I allow it and only my word matters👍🏾
#this post is /hj my word isnt always right but yea if u wanna joke abt it youre a free person 🙏🏿#i hate it when mfs tell to stop making suicide jokes like my brother this is how i cope what do you want from me#and the joke that promted this post was literslly not even about me killing myself it was about this dumb little moth that sat infront#of a car's tire and waited there until the car moved and squished it. then i said that bug killed itself#it wasnt even a joke really bro did commit unalive 🤷🏾♂️#then mf was like “stop joking about suicide its unhealthy” gurl i wanna be free just say YOU dont wanna hear it#and i will stop#anyways#wierd ramble lol#suicide tw#tw suicide#the dib speakz!!
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sorry if I become extra annoying im kinda tweaking over being on my own for the first time sooooo I might let myself become extra indulgent 💔💔💔
#‘aren’t u already super indulgent’ you’d be surprised#everything will be tagged either fanfic bullshit or gayalanwoke if you wanna block 😭#sorry i kinda maybe sorta will be having a moment. for a while.#idk if I can call myself disabled. but like yall know I have diagnosed cptsd and suspected-autism#sooooooo#taking care of myself is. not easy. At all#I can hardly manage with my parents#and now . idk. basically my routine for the past 20 years is being disrupted and im not handling it well#not only that. just.#again like I said taking care of myself in general is really hard#AND I have . college now.#lord 😭#I’ve always been a straight a student in high school and community college right#four months after my cptsd developed? I dropped out of community college 🫠#bc I literally couldn’t handle it#that was last February#now im at a . four year school#so#im tweaking#like actually this time#and since hyperfixations are All Consuming . they are as helpful as they are debilitating yk#so like yes this show/the fic might contribute to education problems. buttttt it’ll also stop me from crashing out!!!!!#so . yeah. yall might be hearing a bit more from me 😵💫#or#I’ll become extremely self conscious and never follow through#sorry#this is so funny I’m freaking out that yall might be angry im posting abt stuff that makes me happy LMFAOAOO#THIS IS LITERALLY ALL IN MY HEAD LMAOOOO#yall: hey gayalanwake! what’s up? cool binder. hey gayalanwake! wanna come over to my house today? :D#me: they alllll hated me 🐺
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have a new mental disorder im naming transit blues where im perfectly well adjusted [citation needed] right up until i miss a bus by one minute which triggers a depressive spiral so bad that the only reason i do not kill myself is because i know in 3 hours ill be literally fine again and actually mildly embarrassed about the suicide ideation at that point
#good idea generator#bus drove away without me#i also dont wanna hear it from anyone abt how tasteless suicide jokes are bc im not joking#suicide ment /#like im fine. im fine because i will be fine in 3 hours as mentioned in the post#one of those things where the trigger is so nothing that my behaviour is extremely unreasonable#and everyone assumes im overreacting for comedy#but i dont really wanna be like no this is a serious problem for me#bc it is a deranged problem to have. and probably indicates underlying issues i need to address#but also the internal experience at this point is borderline boring#ohhhh booo you want to die? you want to kill yourself? yeah thats what u said last week and u werent serious then either. bozo#and the worst part is im not serious. but i am serious. but also i know im not serious#i feel like im a teller at a bank that keeps being robbed at gunpoint by the same guy#and at this point im pretty sure its just blanks. but i still gotta take him seriously just in case this time he'll really do it
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#even tho it was so hard for me. ofc when u can only communicate via the internet so much is lost i think... sm extra things u need to be#more secure kinda? like physical presence does a lot on its own#but yeah.. ok i actually wrote more but u can only have 30tags per post and safari on ur phone does not tell u when it's stopping so half o#what i wrote just disappeared ._. i cant rmbr what i said... and i mean this is just for myself to vent but grr im so annoyed#yeah just that he was sm more patient than i realized. i just was in the start of learning how to live w my avpd#i wasnt able to do a lot. even if i wanted to. he helped me sm to uncover things in myself to start that thing within me#i just desperately wish i had found him earlier and that i've been this far along in my anti avpd limitation abilities.... truly wish that#so im trying to accept it and just think bc i dont have a choice :') i've never wanted anyone like this and that just is how it is#i will always love him simply bc he is who he is#he's so so cool and amazing to me in so so many ways. and i always loved just how he talks and communicates bc it resonates w me#and there are simply sm details i just adore. but yeah... i probably shouldnt think abt that? i feel like.. it isnt my place to think abt i#but it is what it is but it hurts so incredibly much. will i ever be able to let go of him? the love i couldve experienced? the wonderful#person i couldve been with? will i be able to stop thinking abt all his great qualities and how much i wish he was mine? and all the things#wanna do and talk abt with him? he's just.. he just is .. i cant describe it. it feels like more than just earthly love...#maybe i sound insane or too intense or dramatic or smth but.. it feels so much larger than everything#so i struggle sm with letting go bc i want to touch him and i want to love him and i just want to be with him and experience everything w h#but that isnt my place. i know... why.. have i only ever felt like this w him... what do i do with this?? am i crazy? am i going insane? is#there smth wrong with me?#he is worthy of everything and he is so so wonderful but is there smth wrong w me for being so..#for having love that actually truly is all consuming? what is this... it's scary. esp when i cant unleash it. it's like a wild beast i have#to learn how to tame. and i want to be able to find mutual love too. but i cant force anything. will the universe grant me that?#i cant imagine myself ever being able of letting go of him but if that is what the universe has planned then..#ok im actually starting to sound intense and weird and idk O.O i think i think too much#.. it hurts that i wont get to do all of the things and talk abt all the things i wanna do w him. i'll never get to hug him...#if i could ask for only one thing it'd be one hug from him....#maybe is ound crazy but with all my disorders and feeling disconnected from the world.. and finding someone that makes me feel tethered#and safe and real.. and having to let go bc it just wasnt meant for me... why is the universe so cruel.#in the end i care abt him so much i just want him to be loved. i want him to finally feel loved.#someone else.. someone else without avpd can do that for him. i want him to be oh so so loved and .. yeah.. :(#i wish i couldve loved him as he deserves but .. its not my place. not my place... all i want is to hear his voice and live in his arms
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i swear i’m not mad i think this is hilarious actually but after seeing how many of you sent me “slowly kissing down the other’s body” for the kiss prompt asks i’m kindly requesting that no one utter a single word of discourse surrounding kissing in fics again
#genuinely not mad i’ve been laughing abt this for like an hour#i see u all. on anon#🤨🤨🤨🤨#anyways#when i write my kind of practice kiss fic idea i’ve had since october#but have been too afraid for my life to write despite it literally being the tamest thing on the face of the planet#i don’t wanna hear SHIT from u all#that’s all#carry on#/astro posts
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fangirl gg !!!!
#him calling cam to ask what playing like lebron was like 😭😭#THEYRE LITTLE FRIENDS!!!!!!!#SO CUTE#gg being the only person brave enough to tell lebron yo 😭#hes so silly !!! and sweet!#i wanna hear more abt cam and his friendship!!!!#they both were drafted lower than they expected#i wanna hear their hype hijinks !!#gg: DUDE!!!!!!!! u just played.. LEBRON JAMES#cam: i FUCKING KNoW R iGHT?????#gg: THATS SO COOL#cam: DAMN RIGHT IT IS#gg: eeeEEEEEKK!!!!!!!!! *SQUEALS*#cam: *BELLOWS*#jabari: WHITMORE. CAN YOU SHUT THE HELL UP. ALPEY AND I ARE TRYING TO DO yOGA TOGETHER .#IT'S CALLED TRAINING. QUIETLY. YOU SHOULD TR Y IT .#*slams the door like an angry dad whose wife just got woken from her sleep at 2am from the kids playing videogames*#gg: .... 😦#cam:#cam: .... my dad is so gay dude#gg: dude your dads going to Hell dude :(#cam: pls soon ❤️#gg
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genuinely also curious from other ppl who have drawn from live models. whenever i talk about this experience ppl ask me if the models were all attractive and young and in-shape. in my figure drawing class only two of the regular models could somewhat fit that description. most of them were middle-aged or older people of ordinary (but diverse) proportions. like my experience may not be representative but i find it curious that ppl hear about modelling for a drawing class and wonder if that's like a hot 20-something job. it doesn't seem to be lol
#this is ok to reblog btw i wanna start a discussion#text post#reblog bait#life drawing#figure drawing#like i would be willing to bet there's some body discrimination in some places#where they might have a wider selection of ppl willing to work?#i DONT know anything about working as a model or how ppl get into it or do it steadily on the side#it does seem like an interesting gig for sure. not one i'd wanna get into myself but i'd love to hear abt it from someone who does it#or just observations from other ppl who have taken drawing classes w live models#in my experience (admittedly limited) of looking at reference websites of nude figures... some of them are more 'young and hot'#which kinda DOES NOT surprise me. bc they want ppl to BUY permission to use those photos as drawing references#and perhaps ppl are willing to lay down more money for pretty people? idk. or again it could just be a hiring preference by photographers#could be a multitude of factors.#but it's kind of unnecessary bc in order to learn the fundamentals of drawing realistic bodies u gotta draw a lot of them#u have to see different positions and different features and different shapes and overall different ppl#i miss drawing from live models. most of all for the gestural sessions. those were REALLY fun#very satisfying as warm-up exercises. quick and fast-paced and spontaneous. you cant get that at home
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#idk#music#i was into polka when i was younger and deep into weird al#played accordion for a few years but i dont have the charisma to perform#im listening to this guys dance edit of a yodeling song from courage the cowardly dog and idk i wondered#franzel lang is good if u wanna hear a real good yodeler#i like all kinds of music i think its how i cope w having few friends most of my life? stimulation#idk ill make regan talk to me abt it in the am i wish she never slept#em yaps#in case u wanna block this i sense its same vibe as my other bs
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just unlocked a memory that happened like a week ago. one of my team leaders was asking me what i was listening to and i told her (soft spine by spiritbox) and i told her they were a metal band and she was like you listen to metal??? and i thought she said that bc i like wear pink all the damn time but its actually bc she hates every genre of music that isnt classical (but especially rock, hip hop, and pop)
#ik this sounds like a cartoon character but she was srsly like damn thats crazy. i listen to good music btw#she also said some things abt hip hop that i was like i dont wanna hear that from u white lady#also sorry that all my work stories are abt music its all anyone ever talks to me abt 😭#vinnie talks
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question!
i've been wanting to stray away from lu for a while now and do my own thing with wars n ledge and the rest of the links (mainly bc i feel restricted by jojo's rules/don't agree w her takes, and wanna pursuit my own stuff), but there's one big thing holding me back, and that's lack of views to put it bluntly
if i make my own au and don't tag its content as #lu, then it will most definitely get a fraction of the attention my lu content does. and i know it sounds self-centered of me to worry abt something like that, but i put months of work into the fics i post. i put days of work into each art piece i post. if i work on something for months and then 10 people on ao3 read it and an astounding 0 of them even leave a comment, that will be Devastating to my motivation And confidence
what im asking y'all is this: should i finally make my own au to separate myself from lu and risk the plunge in notes, or should i stay in the lu fandom and suffer?
#qktalks#i feel like my links are far enough apart from lu's canon to justify this#ESPECIALLY my wars#my wars is Nothing like lu wars; he's silly and goofy and not at all serious#not even accounting for the fact that he Looks completely different design-wise i think he's pretty far from canon lu now#my sky design is Nothing like lu sky's and i have my own characterizations of him despite not posting abt it much#to put it bluntly once again i wanna post stuff of them all cuddling and being a family without dipshit lu fans coming in and correcting me#so far it's only happened like Once but the fear and anxiety of being ridiculed is still very much apparent#im afraid to post stuff. i don't wanna be afraid to post stuff#i wanna have my own au where i have my Own rules#and i wanna be in a fandom that doesn't fuckin suck VGIEAYGV#but im terrified of switching over and out of the fandom bc then my stuff won't be viewed at all#and without reblogs of my art and comments on my fics i have a feeling i will simply stop producing anything altogether#i know the whole ''u should make art for yourself'' thing but . it's no fun if nobody else is gonna see it yaknow ?#i wanna show other people what makes me happy and maybe make them happy in the process#that's hard to do when u don't tag ur posts w a popular fandom tag that everybody searches through#idk . willing to hear anybody's takes on this
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thinking of u today angel i hope u know how loved u were / are
#shit happens#personal#</3#i miss my dead friends#period slay#I wish I could call you and hear your voice but all I have is the voice memo of the day before I moved and it makes my chest ache to hear it#but I don’t wanna forget your voice so I play it from time to time#I really do miss you#u were one of my favorite ppl and u always will be I’ll tell my fucking kids abt u bro fr#u meant so much to me more than you will ever know#u showed me true friendship and real authentic love and not even ina gay way#u taught me to not make myself small for others comfortability#it’s not my job to shrink myself to your standards world#I am allowed to take up space bc I’m worthy and loved#and u taught me that#u were a real one for my momma and I miss having u over for holidays#thanksgiving and my birthday will never be the same#u even came over Christmas and Christmas Eve bc u were just that bitch#I love you forever and always
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film club n film discussions seem like s9 much fun... forever ago I was in a little film group and i loved reading reviews from people....
#Brie rambles#I didn't participate much aside from an intro. But I do like reading ppls thoughts on film#Bc sometimes hearing a perspective on a film changes how you think and puts it in a new light or sometimes u get a good rec!#I'm on a not good film streak here so. I'm thinking abt film.#I wanna watch something good I've had prob 3/10 3/10 and the last one was an okay 7/10#I also do like watching movies w ppl.... I have very specific film etiquette tho...#Which mainly is. Do not talk and I need subtitles.
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