#i wanna do that.

[puppyeared]

filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

[bumblingbabooshka]

Vulcan teen on Vulcan [tiktok] saying "I have just lost track of my father in the grocery store." The camera turns to show the viewers the grocery store in which almost every single older middle-aged man has a bowlcut and long robes. Camera turns back to show the teen's face which is expressionless and yet communicates all it needs to.

[everythingwasnormalhere]

pls rb if you think cuddling doesn't have to be s3xual

im tryna prove a point to my bf's mother help me out

[sabertoothwalrus]

everything is fine now except it's not cause I still feel guilty about it

[ameba-from-space]

[12neonlit-stage]

you're allowed to discuss and work together, reblog for a higher sample size or something

You have 1 week, good luck!

[monsoon-of-art]

[beaft]

it is legit bizarre to me how hard video game creators and film directors and showrunners try to pretend that fat people don't exist. can you think of the last time you saw a fat person in a lead role? god forbid a fat woman? i can walk down the street or go into a shop or restaurant and see fat people everywhere but then i switch on the tv and suddenly it's like a glimpse into an alternate universe where no one has a bmi over 24. insidious and weird

[pangur-and-grim]

one thing that took me embarrassingly long to learn is "sometimes when people say things, they will not be true."

I used to tell people about this revelation and they'd be like yeah.....duh.....but like, why wouldn't my base assumption be that you're communicating to me in a straightforward manner. anyway, I get scammed a lot.

[pepsimaxolotl]

[dovesick]

endless night

[lylahammar]

My take on unicorns! I'd really love to make a mythical creature field guide someday, since the Spiderwick Field Guide is what inspired me to start drawing in the first place 🥰

[lettucedloophole]

so on those career assessment things i always score the highest on art which SUCKS because THOSE CAREERS ARE LARGELY NOT VIABLE FOR ME LOL. welll maybe graphic design or interior design or fashion design but, i would kinda like to do something that pays kinda well and is like practically important...? i want to do something that betters humanity more than decoratively. and these can be part of important efforts, sure, but.. it's just not what i'd like to invest my life in. i'm interested in them more as hobbies or beginner jobs.

my second highest thing is usually social, which is Um. recently off the table lmfao.

so my next two highest scores are investigate and realistic. investigate is a little higher but they're fairly close. the other two are not even options for me, even less so then the two above, so. looking at realistic or investigative jobs.

they're really broad categories. here's what i'm thinking.

rather than trying to directly help people with the job i do (like i was trying to do with social work), i could get a job i could handle well and use my excess time and money to help. so i was looking into jobs with high pay and well, i think you know where this is going.

i would kinda wanna avoid getting a doctorate so that leaves *drum rolls* engineering and computer science! i am really intimidated by that given that i kinda hate math and am not super sciency, but engineering in particular is such a wild field, if i could hack this stuff it might be not only financially but personally fulfilling. also scary that theyre so often dropped out of. I don't know what the work entails of either but i'm a liiiittle drawn to software engineering. because coding equals... i could develop games in my free time? yeah, that's my thought process. it's not a good one but it's mine. i gotta learn more about the fields before i make any concrete decision, so if you know anything about anything i mention here PLEASE feel free to share.

really (unfortunately) what i think i have to do is take a break from college after this semester to job shadow and volunteer or get an internship or something. i can't keep taking classes without knowing what i want to go into because like... interior design and engineering are Quite different fields lmfao 😭 not a lot of class overlap on that.

there's other sciency stuff too like uh, lab work and what not. i'm not particularly interested in it but i'm not NOT interested in it. i worry maybe i don't have the smarts or keen eye for detail needed but part of me is also like... i know this is such an unconventional choice for a flowery little arts&humanities lover girl like me that i want to prove i can do it. to... SOCIETY... and myself. but that's not really great reasoning on it's own ówò it is .. very tempting, though.

i'm really only willing to get a bachelor's atm so stuff's gonna get shaved off if i have to go for a master's or more. to make a living wage. that's the goal. but ideally more!! that would be cool.

but yeah... i genuinely feel like that sylvia plath poem. the fig one. i know i need to get rid of this feeling of finality because it's not like choosing my degree means i'm only confined to that, but... i guess i'm just scared that's what'll end up happening. that i won't find a place or have an opportunity to learn as much as i'd like to learn and do as much as i'd like to do. is any choice the right choice if that's the fear? well... there's definitely wrong choices at least, so i'll try not to make those 😭

so you know... if anyones's reading my attempt to process my thoughts and fix my recently disjointed life, drop your career suggestions in the comments beloww

[humming-fly]

I love how Gerald was trying to keep Shadow from spoiling anything about the future meanwhile literally everything Shadow says and does around Maria is the biggest death flag ever

[sangled]

shipping win! they have different but equally terrible coping mechanisms