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I feel everything way too much and all at once.
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i’m very tired, i’m so tired of not being like these adults, i’m so tired of being called a child but not treated like one (well more like a different species then a actual child) i’m just so tired
#cade’s things#cade’s thoughts 💭#i just really need to stop caring#i need to#it’s such a weakness#i’ll just only care with certain people ig#i’d love to be heartless honestly with how they treat me#call me all kinds of names i’ll still feel like i’m nothing#you make it seem like because i’m a child i’m less than you you can spit in my face and curse at me#but i really want to just stop#i wanna be numb#there’s something wrong w me#but nobody will say it#sometimes i wish i was grown already#i really want to just end it all#i just want to be someone else
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I thought I was out... I thought I was okay... I thought I could finally let myself be happy.
But I was wrong. Like always.
The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful
#tw depressing stuff#i wanna die#tw depressing thoughts#tw sui ideation#sui ideation#cutt1ng#i wanna cvt#cvtaddict#baby cvts#i wanna be numb#im so fucking stupid#im tired#why cant i just be normal
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I just want to start a flame in your heart~ 🔥🧡🔥
#BEING THE CHANGE I WANNA SEE#AND FOLLOWING THRU FOR ONCE#they were friends!! they clicked instantly!! the first decent person she met and the first not to turn away when he told the truth!#She wanted to take him home and he wanted to go with her!!!!!!!!#no im not over them they're GREAT!!#Vaultknight#maximus fallout#lucy fallout#lucy maclean#lucy x maximus#fallout#fallout tv series#fallout tv show#fallout prime#fallout series#fallout tv spoilers#brotherhood of steel#myart#fanart#artists on tumblr#been wanting to do more lineart stuff so i thought i'd do some quick and dirty black lined stuff#which turned out not to be so quick. or dirty. in fact i refined so much my hand is numb now#worth itttt
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You wanna know how I know your daddy, don't you?
#falloutedit#cooper howard#the ghoul#lucy maclean#vaultghoul#usergif#fallout prime#foedit#fallout#fallout 2024#epurnelledit#mine: *gif#mine: *fogif#i actually went numb in one eye from staring at these colors for the past 5 days#don't wanna talk about it!#i can now focus on writing....for now.
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Y'all better be careful out there in the deserts of No Man's Land, there's a Typhoon approachin'.
#fanart#trigun#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#meryl stryfe#roberto de niro#millions knives#legato bluesummers#not tagging the rest bc... well *points at their itty bitty forms* does that really count?#i dont EVER wanna have to go through the mind numbing nightmare that was this gun.. i know it's wrong and way too short#but im so so tired...#art
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season 4 in nutshell (IT'S BEEN JUST 2 EPISODES HELP)
yes, I know what the show I'm watching and love it for this, BUT HEY PLEASE STOP I WANNA KMS YOU SAID IT WOULD BE FUN
#only murders in the building#omitb#omitb s4#omitb s4 spoilers#omitb spoilers#PLEASE PROTECT CHARLES I WANNA CRY#I feel numb I feel sick
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He's practically melting but he doesn't have the heart to move them
#noise's arm is going to be completely numb when he wakes up i just know it#straight up not gonna feel it for hours#someone said peppinoisecoupletavo in a reblog so im using that from now on thank you#klowndraws#my art#doodle tag#pizza tower#pizza tower fanart#peppino#peppino spaghetti#the noise#noisette#gustavo#pizza tower gustavo#peppinoise#noisecouple#peppino x gustavo#peppinoisecoupletavo#also wanna call them pizza poly teehee#pizza poly
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this cycle will never end and i can’t decide between, to cry hysterically or be numb
#tough shit#tw depressing stuff#spilled thoughts#depressing life#sad grl#988blr#i wanna kms#i want to disappear#bpd thoughts#bpd feels#bpd#numbness#suic1de#self mutalition#self sabatoge#sad thoughts
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multiple fears actually
#god i hope i didn't jinx anything by accidentally saying this aloud#those last two are my worst fuckin fears#please do not do this dc#bernard becomes a vigilante is my least favorite thing ever#*smacking you with a newspaper* HE'S A CIVILIAN WHO SURVIVED A SCHOOL SHOOTING!#WHY WOULD HE WANT TO GO OUT AND FIGHT GOTHAM CRIMINALS????#the 'dc kills bear' thing is not my favorite but.... i kinda wanna see how tim would react to that....#would he go numb? would he go crazy? would he give up on superheroing all together?#bc what does it matter that he's saved the city when he couldn't save the one person that mattered the most#bernard dowd#tim drake#timber#timbern#dc
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Day 23, as promised! Alternate universe! conjoined twins AU by @ingo-ingoing-ingone
DAY 24 HERE
#bit rushed since my hands were so numb from the cold#so many things i wanna change but that’s just how art block is tbh#subway master ingo#subway master emmet#emmet and ingo#ingo and emmet#submas#alternate universe#submas au#conjoined twin au#spiderware#month of ingo#sept ingo
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'Moon is goddess, wife of sun'
#not me actually making a Helaegon mood board...#this ship is kept afloat by the amazing fandom and GRRM himself because HOTD won't ever deliver#they are growing on me. that's all.#i mean in general i'm much more of a 'aegon does not view helaena as a woman but as his sister ONLY' and that's why their marriage fails#finally a targaryen who is not into incest i guess#we literally know nothing about their relationship we have scraps#but Helaena saying how he ignores her unless he is drunk...#people naturally interpret it as oh Aegon is an evil abuser who rapes his sister when drunk#and not like. Aegon can't bear the thought of bedding his sister so they only consumate their marriage when he's too drunk and numb to thin#that's a more interesting interpretation to me. personally#teenage Aegon DID NOT wanna marry Helaena at all#asoiaf#hotd#aegon ii targaryen#helaena targaryen
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Peeking into the drow tag is incredible because people really do just be out here saying shit like BEFORE LARIAN DROW HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SEXY AND EVIL AND NEVER NUANCED EVER
Like damn I don't expect anyone to read an almost 40 book series but if you're going to do big informative rundowns you should at least do your research and look at a couple modules or something
#like even if u dont wanna look at novels... waterdeep dragon heist...jarlaxle's right there.......??#out of the abyss also has drow stuff that isnt Auto Evil?#i'm cursed with knowledge and i dont expect anyone else to page through a mind-numbing amount of sourcebooks#but like idk i bring a 'do some fucking research' vibe that half the ppl on here positing themselves experts dont like
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I don't think I was ever this close to ending it all.
There is literally nothing keeping me alive anymore.
#suicide#suicidal#depressed#depression#death#ending it all#dead#pain#suffering#mental illness#mental health#i cant take it anymore#worthless#ugly#piece of shit#numb#empty#dead inside#cutting#self harm#die#wanna die#alive but not breathing#painful#nobody cares#whatever#hopeless#life#ending my life
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does anybody else feel the weight of living today or is it just me and the guy who shaved his head in snap back music video
#i'm so numb today idk#i can't really focus on anything i wanna go home please let me go home#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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