#i try not to think about it too much

[perilegs]

every time there's a (chain) restaurant that stops using finnish meat i die inside a bit. like. first of all your image will suffer. it's more ecological to get things made near you. you should realize that even if you don't care about anything. and yeah i barely eat meat but i do care about animal wellbeing so i'm capable of understanding that since people at large will keep eating meat, it's good to support the industry in a country where it's actually mandatory to treat your animals somewhat well and raise them in clean environments and where antibiotics are only used if an animal is sick. and not as a preventive measure so you can raise them in dirty environments. does antimicrobial resistance say nothing to you. also this is exactly why, if i had a pet, i'd be unwilling to buy them food that has meat from a country where i don't know about how the butchery works. bc it supports everyone from the animals to the consumers and their pets and whatever to have meat that's raised with prevention of diseases with the help of systematic health care work and hygiene and literally just not dumping antibiotics into poor animals in poor conditions. thats how you get e coli. my god. all that so you can get slightly cheaper ingredients. insane.

[melmedarda]

Since some jayviks refuse to be normal about Mel or meljay, I’ve been thinking about how I would have felt if the storylines were switched and Mel was in Viktor’s position. And… I wouldn’t be fucking happy with the ending either. Like, is it really enough for these people that the masterful jayvik ending is them fucking dying together? 😭😭 I’d be BIG mad if that was the biggest moment of my ship. Y’all really out here feasting off these scraps?? If I wanted good things for them I’d tell them to stand tf up, damn! (As an aside, I hope more amazing shows with real gay rep like Interview with the Vampire come out, so these fujos can stop hiding their misogyny/racism behind a pro-lgbt smokescreen)

And they messed up almost every character in s2. Heimerdinger was my least favorite character in s1 because of how callous he was towards Viktor’s sickness— telling him to wait for hextech to develop over decades as if my boy wasn’t dying. And then, at the end, Jayce tells Viktor that he always wanted to fix his “imperfections”??

What is he taking about? Who the hell is this guy and why does he sound like s1 Heimerdinger?? S1 Jayce wouldn’t talk down to Viktor that way, wtf?? I just don’t understand how fans of these characters can accept that treatment, even for “ship” moments.

ALLL of this actually. The characters in season 2 act so..... out of character. I know the writers said every character was going to do like a 180 or something, but I wish they had do it in a way that MADE SENSE. I promise you Sevika would not have been on the Council, and she wouldn't have joined hands with topside. Jayce would not have been so callous towards Mel, and wouldn't have spoken to Viktor like he does know/understand him. Jinx would never have taken care of Isha like that respectfully, and well, Viktor would never have committed genocide like that (they made him suchhhh a hypocrite). And Vi would never have forgiven Caitlyn imo (she never forgave Sevika for "betraying" Vander, and almost didn't forgive Jinx. Caitlyn didn't give her much but way of an apology either).... but anyways. Season 2 everyone!

[thatdemiboymess]

I actually, sincerely, literally had a license to piss because of health issues I have. It also gave me a free pass to carry a water bottle which was banned contraband at every school I ever went to and also let me continue to wear skirts still even after my school system implemented a school uniform. Which directly led to a reform of our uniform since it was seen as unfair by other students and their parents that I was the only student allowed to wear skirts so technically it's thanks to me that wearing a skirt as part of the uniform is allowed by my public school system. And teachers still didn't give a singular fuck and liked to try and tell me I couldn't use the bathroom, lolol.

[selvepnea]

I am having a lot of gender feelings recently

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

shattered glass B-127

[knightofleo]

Angela Orosco Silent Hill 2

[proxycrit]

(I point. Gently, in the voice of somebody who’s mind touched by the outer gods, i whisper truth in your ears:

Your honor the horses are now lesbians

(Anyways here’s the designs)

[umblrspectrum]

"smaller mass" you say

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Have you seen my little lad?

[First] Prev <–-> Next

[goldengirlchrissy]

my sibling is sick and is sleeping out on the couch tonight which means i have our room to myself. time to stay up way too late reading the aotc novelization

[ruporas]

in a mood (ID in alt)

[dryya-doesnt]

Heirloom and Honor:

In which we feel the weight of our history and bear the burdens of our responsibilities.

This took… way too long… here’s the background only version w all the little Easter eggs and such.

Some progress images! From layout to finish.

This is my most ambitious piece to date…maybe my last fanart for a while haha 😞😞

Some lore thoughts going into this illustration — feel free to ignore:

I was thinking this takes place in S2 in the Zianna Ro’Meave rescue arc, where Garroth returns to O’Khasis after many years to rescue his mother…He comes across their oldest (historically, the first in Ru’aun) cathedral and finds it in a wrecked and pillaged state.

The pious folk have pretty much abandoned the cathedral following Zane’s disappearance for 15 years and the Tu’la invasion was the nail on the coffin. The cathedral is completely barren of life except for the few intact stained glass windows that recount the history of the Divine Warriors.

Around this time it’s revealed that Garroth is the current holder of Esmund’s relic— is he anxious? Lost? Jumpstarting his quarter-life existential crisis?

I hope that everything here in this illustration captures my vision and conveys it to you. This is pretty much a love letter MCD HAHAHAHA

[clovreat3r]

Made in the Image of Bill

Closeups of the quality gets roasted (just like bills family) ->

[inkskinned]

he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

[jinnies-lamps]

I want love affection but I can’t get it. I fully believe I just don’t deserve it, not pretty or smart enough to be loved, not beautiful to look at.

[wince77]

now that twitter is dead in brasil i might as well go back to posting here uhh