#i told her that her scream scared me not the scene lol

[atsu-i]

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[mitsuki91]

Anyway yesterday I went to the movie with my friends and one of them had never read the book nor knew the plot of the movie, but she knew who Snow is... But she cracks me up with her comments (we were alone in the cinema).

One of the best: "How can I enjoy the plot if everytime he is on screen I want sit on his face?"

So yeah, I knew she would have loved Snow... She is my best friend, after all... We can not remember for a single moment who Coriolanus Snow is, let alone have the braincell to mind his red flags...

(And anyway before someone else come to us because "you only like the pretty Tom" please remember that I tell her about Snow's thoughts and yes, everytime he thinked about something unhinged it shows and my friend looked at me every. Single. Time. Making a Face™ and we actually loved Snow more for this).

[skullyragdoll]

Thoughts on episode 13 cuz i forgot to post earlier :P

This is so late lol, its a collection of my thoughts and ramblings.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! So much happened in this episode!!!!!

Levi is a murder and doesn't care for other people.

Ok, so I didn't see this coming even though there were a lot of hints. I just always thought he was bad at picking up on social cues and dealing with intense people like Ace, which I guess is still true just in a stronger way. The fact that his whole gentle and mild mannered act was fake is a little sad cuz I liked his fake persona, but I think him faking being nice is a cool twist. Although this does change the way I like characterized his previous actions in my head, I think that the new drama and angst it adds is really intresting!!!!! :D

2. Acevi getting torn to shreds ToT.

Every acevi shipper is like crying cuz of this rn, and I am too, even though I knew it was probably never gonna be canon. But I don't think its completely dead cuz Ace kinda implies one sided acevi might have existed during chapter 1.

3. Acevi Angst!!!! One sided Acevi!!! ToT

Ok so this made mee screeam!!!! The angst!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We finally get Ace angst!!!!!!!!!!!! This is what I've been waiting for since chapter 1!!!!!!!!! Acevi angst!! It hurts so much to see that deep down ace did really care about Levi ToT. Ace's sprite looks sooooo good!!!!!!! (Also this is so gay and i luv it).

4. Ace seems to mention his friend from the Q&A.

Ok so it looks like Ace mentions his friend from the Q&A that I forgot the name of lol. But here he says it would be "an insult to his memory" which to me, implies that his friend is dead, or atleast not his friend anymore. I can't wait for the angst!!!!!!

5. Hu and Veronika's secrets

Most people predicted the secrets correctly, it is sad :(. But its good that it seems that Hu has grown and seems to be in a healthier place. But I am also a little scared cuz Hu might be the killer and she is getting a lot of screentime and moments were she girlbosses.

6. Teruko's secret...

I believe that this is not Teruko's real secret as it seems like it's obviously about Xander. I think that David used this as a trap or something to try and get more information out of Teruko, which is why I think he made that evil face. I'm not sure how David knew that Min's clue was Xander's, maybe he told David in private in chapter 1? But Teruko's belief that this is her secret is interesting...

So, even though I don't think this is Teruko's secret, the fact that she thought it was means that she feels like the death of her family was her fault, likely because of her luck. But the most interesting part of this for me is the fact that the secret mentions the death of Teruko/Xander's parents and siblings. This kind of implies that Teruko might have been lying about her brother being alive, or she believes that he died after he got adopted. And yes, this could be a coincidence but the specific phrasing of "parents and siblings" seems like it was meant to imply this since it could have been phrased as family instead. But obviously this could also be a coincidence, especially since it also says siblings, and Teruko claims she only has one so Idk, its up to u whether u think its a coincidence or not.

7. WHY R THEY DOING THIS TO MY HEART!!!!!!!!!  😭😭😭

Arei's scene with David was so sad and so wholesome!!!! It literally made me so sad, I got so scared when she said that she was a bad person but then what she said about them being imperfect together cuz perfect people don't exist is soooo wholesome. This is extra cute cuz her whole arc was about being scared to be vulnerable around people but she was willing to be honest and kind with David even after she knew he was a liar. Also the next thought...

8. WHAT THE HECK EDEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I literally screamed when I saw this, I was so shocked, draw dropped. And I didn't even notice the fork thing, I thought it was a wrench until I went to tumblr and saw everyone talking about the fork and xander connections!!!!!!! THis is crazy!! Eden what happened!?!

In more seriousness, since I believe Teruko's secret is about her being the reason for the killing game and who appears like Xander says all this stuff in episode 1, I wonder what happened. Did Teruko accidentally cause the killing game and Eden tried protecting Teruko from Xander, or were Teruko and Eden like evil/manipulative. I have no idea, I also don't know who was the one telling Xander to kill Teruko. (The phrasing of "end the killing game" could imply that they were in a previous killing game, but I think that's probably me reading too much into it since he's probably just trying to end it before it starts.)

Anyways I'm so interested in what Eden did since she is one of the kindest characters, and that was one of the best twists in Drdt.

9. Why is Whit so upbeat and why does he know so much about hanging?!?!

Whit is always upbeat during trials, he even made a joke about Min's execution earlier in chapter 2. I understand that its probably cuz he's comic relief and its probably a coping mechanism for all the death but it is still kinda suspicious. He also knows a lot about breaking necks through hanging like Veronika, so that's either sad or suspicious. Anyways I don't think he is the killer but I know some people think he could be the mastermind and yeah is kind of suspicious. But based on what he said in episode 7 in the movie room about Teruko grieving its probably just a coping mechanism.

10. Nico!?!?

Ok, so I don't think that Nico is actually the killer, especially since there would probably one of those selection screen thingies. But I know that a lot of people suspect that Hu assisted with Nico's murder attempt because Nico used a wire while Hu's special weapon was a wire. (I'm obviously not the first to say this I saw people talk about a bunch of months ago). This kinda makes me think that Hu could be the killer since she could have helped Nico plan the murder and she could have reused the methods for Arei's murder. Hu was also the most reluctant to give up her secret, so if she wanted to keep her secret safe she could have committed the murder. Hu does have an alibi but it is with Nico in private. (Also now after the time reveal it may not have to do with the secrets since it was the morning after). Also I don't think Hu was the one who actually tried to kill Ace because Nico admits to it in part 1 of chapter 2, and that would also kinda takeaway from Nico's agency and possible character arc and stuff. Anyways I kinda hope it isn't Hu cuz she ate David up last episode and I don't want her to die.

That's it, hope u enjoyed my ramblings lol :P

[madrone33]

I have been CHILLING this week post-Vengeance saga release! I managed to avoid debilitating stress and anxiety from the onslaught of fan stuff by simply avoiding all social media for the first two days, so it's been good!

However, I am now BACK, dumping my immediate reaction of the saga from a week ago. I thought I was ready. I was not ready. 600 Strike blew my mind. I was left staring blankly at my ceiling. Jorge please rest sometime, I'm begging you. The amount of talent beaming through my screen is exhausting even me.

Also, to every cast member and collaborator and behind the scenes person: y'all are amazing. Like seriously. I hope you all get a yummy drink and a cozy blanket and just. Bask in the satisfaction of a job well done. Hats off to y'all fr.

Anyways! I keysmashed the following at around midnight, 14 hours before the livestream ('cause australia is the superior timezone /j). Be warned there's LOTS of swearing 'cause sleep deprivation + incoherent excitement lol

AHHH IT'S GO TIME

Ok it's starting the same as the Goodspeed festival showed. Tho, the first lead in sound thing reminds me of Lucids.

Gorgeous vocals. Hate Calypso, love Wangui fr

"Let me speak!" She really doesn't care about his feelings huh. I noticed in LIP as well, she always makes it about her, which is absolutely in character.

Those ensemble harmonies tho!!

"... You do?" Girl you literally told him to lie smh

"Why in the world won't you love me too?" 'Cause he has a WIFE

IT'S HERMES TIME

FSA melody? YO??

"Cause I had one goal in mind..." the silence where the crew's chorus would come in is PAINFUL

BAG?? HERMES!!

"Hello old friend!" Grinning so hard rn

"Well it's a little bit ✨dangerous✨" AHHH IT'S HAPPENING

Fingertapping and headbopping to this chorus

"Put your whole braiin in it!" I love how he says that sm

"And lastly the wind bag" NEW STUFF

WINIONS

Wow ok I did not expect the wind bag to show up again. Tho it makes sense; this is probs the storm that Ody told Sirenelope kept blocking the way home

ODY SINGING THE CHORUS!!!!

RUTHLESSNESS MENTION

"Hermes! Thank you" AHHH THE CALLBACK! He sounds so tired and like down to his bones grateful this time 🥺

"I'm not the one who fought for you!" MY EYES WIDENED SO FAR. WE ALMOST GOT AN ATHENA NAMEDROP. I'll settle for the reference to her

Okeee. Charybdis!!

Oooh it's just like in the reference vid. No lyrics for this start part!

The 5/4 is amazing. And the electric guitar!!

God this song is SO BADASS

LETS GOOOO ODY!!!

ahhh I KNEW there'd be some sort of soft KYFC esque "I can't wait to make some new memories" type verse AND I WAS RIGHT

he sees ithaca!! Oh god poseidon's gonna show up isn't he

my heart's beating so fast i'm scared

PENELOPEEE

the ELECTRONIC DISTORTION OH NO IT'S HIM

RIGHT INTO GET IN THE WATER AHHH

"Coward" AHHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE WE'RE FINALY HEARING THIS FOR REAL

"That's when our paths collide!" THE RASP

"Now get in the water" Oh shiiiit here we go

the choir is so eerie

"GET IN THE WATER" THE GROWL

"aren't you tired poseidon" ooh it's this part!!

ha he changed it to ten years instead of eight like the demo had XD

"maybe you can learn to forgive" the line from that one snippet!

"No" oop

"DIE" DAMN that deep echo!!

*underwater sounds* oh shit ody's fucking dying

NO! FUCKING POLITES

EURY

ANTICLEA

FUCK YOU JORGE

THE CREW

WAITING??? EXCUSE ME WTF

AHHHHHH WHY TF DOES JAY LOVE HURTING US SO

HUH? HUH??? WHAT WAS THAT! AND THERE'S A FUCKING AD. Probs good, I need the break but WAHT. I KNEW he'd do another fucking polites reference gods damnit jorge WHEN I CATCH YOU

Ok time to hear 600 strike. Holy shit we're here

ELECTRIC GUITAR LETS GOOO

Aeolus theme. IS HE GONNA OPEN THE WIND BAG AGAIN??

600 MEN MOTIF HOLY SHIT

ANIME SCREAM

HOly shit there's magic sounds happening. I'm really curious about whatever Jorge's cooking up for the animatic in the livestream, 'cause I have no clue what's happening rn 👀

"For every comrade!" FSA melody!

"all those _ who were slaughtered by your hand" hmm I can't quite hear what he's saying there?

wait wait wait he's ACTUALLY using the power of his 600 men!!

"You idiot" damn lol

DIFFERENT BEAST ODY HOLY SHIT

is that a blade sound effect?

WAIT DID HE JUST STAB HIM WITH HIS OWN TRIDENT

HOLY SHIT ODY

HOLY FUCK

POP OFF ODY

OMG "MONSTER" AND THEN "RUTHLESSNESS"

BRO HE'S BEGGING??

*trident drops* hot damn ody

"Next to my wife." OHHHHHHH MIC DROP

Holy FUCK that was crazy

I'm gonna listen to it again.

Ok but holy shit Odysseus literally just tortured a god until he gave in?? Daym ody

Tho I like how he tries using open arms first, and then ruthlessness. He's kinda found a balance? I say kinda, 'cause he went hard on the ruthlessness, but since he sincerely tried to ask Poseidon to just drop the whole thing already, his later actions in 600 Strike feel more warranted.

I honestly don't know how Jorge keeps doing it. He just keeps topping himself! Like! Thunder Bringer? And then God Games?? And now Six Hundred Strike??? They just keep getting better! Banger after banger, like!! How.

Wait I just wanna. Sit with it. Imma lie down and stare at the ceiling for a bit, aight?

... I am shooketh.

But BRO THAT WAS INSANE! ODY FUCKED HIM UPPP

AMAZING BRAVO EXTRODINARY INCREDIBLE SHOWSTOPPING GORGEOUS WONDERFUL HOW DARE YOU

[brainddeadd]

ouuu can I request a Matthew tkachuk imagine where reader is banging on the boards because someone on florida is fighting somebody on the ice and she’s cheering him on and let’s say the opposite team guy loses so he bangs back on the board to the girl trying to scare her and calls her a name. And then tkachuk defends her honor? Maybe they don’t know each other lol

You watch as Matthew Tkachuk throws a final punch to the player from the Minnesota Wilds before finally being dragged away from him by the referees. Your throat hurts from screaming so loud, and your friend next to you laughs as the Wilds player is dragged away.

Turning to get a drink, you miss the way the Wilds player breaks from the refs grip and skates over, fists banging on the boards in front of you. Jumping, your friend squeals, and you look up in shock.

The player is yelling, but he's impossible to hear over the sound of the crowd around you. You can however make out the words "whore" and slut", just before he's being slammed into the ice by a Panthers player. Gasping in shock at the scene in front of you and the '19' plastered over the players back, you can't tear your eyes away from the fight.

You can just about make out the way Matthew's mouth is turned up, spewing comments at the Wilds player, but you're unable to hear the words.

There's a few more moments of a fight, blood splattering over the ice, before the two teams get involved and pull the players away from each other. Matthew pulls free from his teammates, skating over to the boards in front of you.

"You ok?" He mouths, eyes locked on yours. When you nod, his shoulders seem to relax, and he nods at you before skating over to the bench where he's been ejected from the remainder of the game.

~~

The rest of the game passes uneventfully until you're tapped on the shoulder by a woman wearing a Panthers uniform.

"Come with me, miss." She's polite, and you're rushing after her a few moments later, your friend being left behind as you're being lead down a closed corridor and told to wait outside for someone to come to you.

It's five minutes later when the door is opening again, and Matthew Tkachuk is standing in front of you, the beginnings of a black eye forming and bruised knuckles.

"Hey, you ok?" He asks, moving forwards and crouching down slightly to look you in the eye.

"Me? You just fought someone! Twice!" Matthew grins, shrugging slightly.

"Couldn't let him talk to you like that," he sheepishly runs his hands through his hair. "I'm Matt."

"Yn," you take his outstretched hand in yours. "Can I buy you a drink? You did just defend my honour."

[somelonelywriter]

Can I request a Leto!Joker where I have powers (telekinesis) and save J from someone who wants to hurt him but I over use them which causes me to pass out but he catches me in his arms and he carries me to our shared room and he starts to panic about what happened and he stays with me until I wake up (you can add the rest) (we are husband and wife) thank u :)

VOICES

Pairing: Husband!Jared!Joker x Wife!Fem!reader

(i used she/her pronouns since you said wife, but if you want me to change them tell me, also it's just a one shot I'm sorry, let me know if you wanted headcanons or something else).

Warnings: use of pet names, light swearing, fainting, mention of guns/weapons, mention of Batman, mention/description of blood, mention of death, mention being worried about someone well being (does that really need a warning(?)), Hurt/comfort, tiny bit of toxic relationship and as usual Joker is his own warning, let me know if I missed anything.

Summary: Batman almost catches your husband, almost is the key word.

A/n: I'm sorry this took me so long. AHHHH im SO excited! My first request!! I'll try my best, and i hope you don't mind the fact that i made it start in the car like the scene in 'Suicide Squad', feel free to critizice (obv in a constructive way). Let me know if there are any grammatical errors. Enjoy!

Not really proofreaded 😅

Faster.

That was the only thing in your mind as your husband drived the purple Lamborghini on the road.

You needed to get that stupid bat off of your car. "He's gonna ruin our date night!" You screamed, your anniversary night was gonna be ruined and it was all his fault! You pointed your gun at the ceilieng of the car and fired at it a couple of times, letting your anger out.

The joker near you laughed, a stressed laugh. You knew what that meant. Sooner or later something, or worst someone will blow up.

So you decided to take care of the situation in an even more aggressive way. It was risky to say the least, but extreme problems require extreme solutions, and oh if Batman was a fucking problem.

So you taked a deep breath and cleared your mind (as much as you could with the Clown losing the last bit of sanity he had in the driver seat) and visualized the annoying bat being throwed under your car.

Suddendly all the noises stopped, then a loud 'bang' could be heard and you saw Batman flying rigth on the car windscreen leaking blood over it.

You did it!!

Joker clapped his hands "My good Darling! He got what he deserved! Death to the bat! Death to the bat!" He singed sang, but it sounded muffled, oh so muffled...

The only thing on your mind was a drop. 'tic tic tic' (a/n: does this make sense?)

You looked down and saw your hands covered in blood, your nose was bleesdng... Your eyes felt heavy, the last thing you heard was your name, Joker was calling you. Then it all went black.

Joker on the other hand did not excpect you to faint. It was unplanned, and he even if he loved surprises he didn't love having you in this state.

If we're being honest, at first he was tempted to leave you there (a/n: for me the story finishes like this :) but a request is a request lol) but then a voice, one of the too many in his head, told him not to do it, that he needed you, even if he didn't really know for what... So he drived to his mansion, every now and then checking on you.

Once in your shared bedroom he layed you on the bed.

Joker started to genuinely feel concerned for you, almost an hour as passed and you still weren't awake.. His pretty toy can't die, not if he doesn't want she to do so at least.

He then decided to lay down near you, for the first time in his life he felt a little scared, the voices in his head getting loud, he could hear them scream, scream that you had to wake up, that you couldn't leave him, that he-

He suddendly turned his head to look at his pet, who had now opened her eyes.

you tried to talk but he stopped you, he just wanted to held you on his chest. You didn't dare to discontent him by moving. Not wanting to miss the chance to have some affection since he rarely initiated it, you ignored your headache and relaxed into his touch.

Ironically the place where you felt the most safe were the place where everyone else felt the most scared.

[dumbasslesbi2]

But I Thought You Had a Girlfriend? ~ Chapter 4 (Agatha x Rio Students AU)

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3

Summary:

Agatha and Rio have been caught by Agatha's mother, Evanora. Will their relationship be able to survive this?

Notes:

Hey y'all I'm back! Just warning, the series is coming to an end! Only two more chapters about our beautiful couple but trust I'll still be writing lol. As always please tell me if there's any misspelling or grammatically incorrect stuff, I have dyslexia so sometimes I miss some stuff.

“AGATHA HARKNESS WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS” Evanora screamed, disgusted with the scene before her. Agatha and Rio awoke, scared by the yelling and looked at each other in horror. Rio knew about how cruel her mother was and how much she disapproved about Agatha being a lesbian. Instantly, Rio put herself in front of Agatha to protect her. “Mother?! What are you doing here?” Agatha asked, unsure of what to do. “I was able to get an earlier flight, now what is the meaning of this. Who is this girl?” Evanora told her sternly. “Um, this is Rio, s-she’s uh, she’s um-” “I’m her girlfriend” Rio interrupted Agatha, knowing that it may not be for the best that she told her mother but she didn’t care. She would protect Agatha at all costs. “I suspected as such. Well Rio, please leave my house” Evanora stated, moving to give Rio a path to leave. Rio looked back at Agatha and was met with a nod that she should leave. Rio got her belongings and left but not without looking at Agatha again to make sure she truly wanted her to leave. “It’s ok Rio” Agatha said, looking at her solemnly. Rio left the house but not without a bad feeling in the pit of her stomach. She decided to sit in her car just in case of anything happening, just because they told her to leave didn’t mean she had to go home. “Now, Agatha. We talked about this, you have to stop this disease of your’s.” Evanora told her, closing the door. “Mother I-I can’t help it, it’s not a disease Mother. We can work around it.” Agatha pleaded, hoping her mother wouldn’t do what she thought she was going to do. “Agatha, we’ve talked about this, if my daughter can not be good then I have no daughter. Now tell me, what is that girl to you?” Evanora asked rhetorically. Agatha knew the answer her mother wanted but she couldn’t, there was nothing Rio was but her lover. “She’s my girlfriend,” Agatha stated, unable to look at her mother. “Just because she’s my girlfriend doesn’t mean I can’t be good. I can be good mother. I can be good” Agatha pleaded, tears in her eyes as she looked up at her mother. She was returned only with a cold stare. “As far as I am aware, I have no daughter. You have till the end of today and then I don’t want to ever see you in this house” Evanora stated, opening the door to leave. “NO! Mother please don’t do this” Agatha cried, pleading with her mother to not kick her out. “As far as I’m aware I am no longer your mother. I have no daughter now as far as I’m concerned” she stated, leaving the room. Agatha cried and cried until she was able to calm herself. She thought of calling Wanda but ended up getting a text from Rio.

Hey baby, everything all right? If you need to call I'm here for you <3 

Uh actually yeah can I call you? 

Agatha had tears forming in her eyes just from texting Rio. Her emotions were catching up with her again and she didn't know what to do. When she saw the call incoming she immediately picked up “Hi baby” Rio said in a soft tone, leaning back into her car seat. Agatha couldn't reply, all that came out were tears and muffled crying. Rio was heartbroken but also the most angered she had ever been in her life. She vowed that Agatha would never be left like this ever again and would do everything in her lower to help her. “Agatha stay there, open your window, I'm coming” Rio said, already opening her car door. “No-no. No please. No, Rio please don't. Not right now” Agatha pleaded into her phone. Rio wasn't sure what to do but she closed her door and stayed in her car. “Fine but only because you said not to” Rio said, hoping to cheer up Agatha. “T-thank you. I just- I- I don't know what to do Rio. My mom's kicking me out” she cried into the phone, cradling herself on her bed. “What?! What the fuck. Baby it's gonna be ok. I swear we'll figure this out ok. Agatha everything is going to be ok” Rio said trying to calm herself down as well. “I don't know what to do Rio, I have no where to go” she said, more tears forming in her eyes. “It'll be ok. Just- you'll stay with me ok” Rio said calmly as possible into her phone. “I can't do that to you Rio. I can't burden you-” “You're not a burden. You are never a burden” Rio interrupted Agatha sternly. “But Rio-” “No Agatha, no questions about it, you're staying at my place and then we'll figure all this out, ok?” Rio said, interrupting Agatha again. “Ok” Agatha said quietly. “I'm still outside, just bring all the stuff you can right now and we'll go to my place, ok?” Rio asked, trying to restrain all the anger she had towards Agatha's mother. “Yeah, ok, I'll be out in a hour probably. Have to pack some stuff and then I'll be out” Agatha told her quietly, sniffling into her phone. “That's fine baby, take your time” Rio said softly. After about an hour and a half, Agatha came out with a couple boxes and Rio helped her put everything in her car. Her mother didn't come out at all and if anything she was smart to do so or else Rio would have probably stabbed her.

The drive to Rio’s place was quiet but Agatha couldn't help but break down again. Rio pulled over and immediately started comforting her. “ It's ok baby, everything is going to be ok. You're ok” Rio said, hugging Agatha. She couldn't help but cry more and break down more when Rio comforted her. She's never shown this side of her to anyone and whenever she remotely showed this side to her mother, she was immediately punished. After about 30 minutes Agatha was finally able to calm down and get her breathing regulated. “Thank you, for uh all that” she told Rio, struggling to talk with her throat sore after all the crying. “Baby you don't have to thank me for all this, all that matters is that you're safe now” Rio said, cupping Agatha's face. “Still though, can we just get to your place?” Agatha asked, nuzzling into Rio's hand. “Yeah, we're close, just 3 more blocks” Rio said, putting her hand on Agatha's tigh. After about five minutes they made it to Rio’s family house. “Stay here for a minute, let me just talk to my grandma and I'll be back. I swear it'll be super quick” Rio told Agatha, pecking her cheek. She then got out of the car as fast as she could and opened the door. “Rio! What the hell, why are you acting crazy??” Her cousin questioned. “Not right now, where's abuelita?” Rio asked, rushing over to the stairs. “Up in her room watching her novelas, why?” Her cousin asked but before she could even finish her sentence, Rio was already running upstairs. “¡Abuela! ¡Necesito un favor!“ (Grandma! I need a favor) Rio yelled rushing into her grandmother's room. “¡Espera! ¡Espera! ¿Por qué estás así? ¿Qué pasó?” (Wait! Wait! Why are you like this, what happened?) her grandmother questioned, turning off the tv. “¿Recuerdas cuando te decía que mi novia es la que me ha estado ayudando en la escuela y que por eso no estoy libre los fines de semana? Bueno, ella necesita un lugar donde vivir... “ (Remember when I was saying that my girlfriend is the one who has been helping me in school and that's why I'm not free during the weekends? Well, she needs a place to live…) Rio asked awkwardly, unsure of how her grandmother would answer. “¿Por qué? ¿Qué pasó? ¿Por qué no tiene un lugar donde vivir? (Why? What happened, why doesn't she have a place to stay?) Her grandmother asked, completely taken aback from the question. “Su mamá la echó de casa, se enteró de que somos novias.” (Her mom kicked her out, she found out we're girlfriend's) Rio said nervously, hoping her grandmother would let Agatha stay. “Y ella ya estás aquí?” (And she's already here?) her grandmother asked, staring into Rio’s eyes. “ Sí, ella está esperando en mi carro” (Yes, she's waiting in my car) Rio told her truthfully. “Pues, ella lo puede vivir aquí pero van a compartir tu cuarto “ (well, she can stay here but you'll have to share your room) her grandmother told her with a smile. “No preocupes, eso no es un problema para nosotras” (don't worry, that's not a problem for us) Rio said happily, running downstairs and out of the house.

Rio told Agatha that everything was fine and that she could come in. They unloaded a lot of Agatha's things in Rio's room (especially since she didn't have that much stuff anyways). “I know it's not much but if you want a studio space, I turned the garage into a mini studio” Rio told her as she guided Agatha. “Rio, this is beautiful “ Agatha said in awe of all the hanging plants and the beautiful aesthetic of the home studio. “Thanks baby” Rio said, giving Agatha a kiss on the cheek. “Ew” said Rio's cousin, scaring the couple. “I came over to tell y'all dinner is ready” she said walking away from the couple. Rio groaned in embarrassment while Agatha was giggling as they walked back into the house. Dinner was a bit awkward to say the least. There was a bit of awkward silent until Rio's grandmother broke the silence. “So uh, girl?” Her grandmother questioned, not knowing Agatha's name. “Se llama Agatha abuelita” (Her name is Agatha grandma) said Rio. “Agatha, I hope you're enjoying your time here” Rio's grandmother said with a smile. “Oh yes, thank you for letting me stay here Miss Vidal. If you guys need any help around the house please let me know! I'm more than happier to help with anything while here.” Agatha said, smiling back at the old lady. “Thank god cause someone here hasn't been doing her chores” Rio's cousin said, glaring at Rio. “Hey! I do my chores!” Rio exclaimed, upset at being accused. “Uh huh, sure “ her cousin said with an eye rolls. “Niñas! Por favor! ¡Pórtense bien!” ( Girls! Please! Behave yourselves!) Rio's grandmother said, slamming on the table. “Lo siento abuelita” (sorry grandma) the two girls said in unison. Agatha couldn't help giggle a bit and Rio gave her a look. After dinner, Agatha washed the dishes which she in fact had to fight to do since Rio and Rio’s grandma didn't want her to do it but she didn't care. She wanted to help around the house. While she was finishing the dishes, Rio hugged her from behind since her cousin and grandma were upstairs. “Hi baby” Agatha said above a whisper. “Hi sweetheart” Rio said , resting her head on her shoulder. “You know you didn't have to do this and I'm not gonna hear the end of this from my grandma yeah?” Rio joked, squeezing one of Agatha's sides. “Yeah I know but I wanted to do the dishes, it's the least I could do” she said, giggling. “When you're done you wanna head to my room?” Rio asked, kissing her shoulder. “Yeah that sounds good” Agatha said, finishing drying the last dish. After a bit of cuddling in Rio’s bed and watching another horror film, Agatha couldn’t help but want to ask Rio a question but she didn’t know how to bring it up. “Hey Rio?” Agatha asked, saying fuck it and ask the question she’s been itching to ask. “Yeah baby?” Rio asked, pausing the movie. “Can I ask you a personal question, like super personal?” Agatha asked, biting her lip. “Yeah, of course. Ask away.” Rio told her, turning to face her. “Where are your parents?” Agatha asked, unsure of what answer she was going to get. “Oh uh, wow wasn’t expecting that” Rio said, looking down. “You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to! I didn’t mean to-” “No it’s okay, I should have told you earlier” Rio interrupted Agatha, knowing she would go on a rant of apologizing. “They uh, they died when I was thirteen” Rio said, solemnly looking at Agatha. “They died in a car crash when I was in middle school which is why I was new in highschool. That’s also why I was so quiet freshman year and didn’t really talk to anyone. Alice was the only one who opened up and became my friend so I never really came out of my shell I guess” Rio said, playing with Agatha’s fingers. She looked up and saw tears in Agatha’s eyes. “Agatha! What’s wrong!” Rio said, cupping her face. “If I knew earlier I would have talked to you. You were so alone and so hurt and I could have helped but I was no better than everyone else” Agatha said, sniffling. “Aw baby, it’s not your fault.

You didn’t know so don’t blame yourself. Plus we have each other now which is all that matters” Rio told her, giving her a kiss on the cheek. “Still though, I’m sorry Rio” Agatha said, hugging Rio and putting her head on her shoulder. “Thank you baby” Rio said, with tears forming in her eyes. They both leaned back and both started giggling with tears in their eyes. Rio said fuck it and kissed Agatha. Even though it was a wet kiss, it was a necessary kiss for the both of them.  It showed them that they were both safe with each other and have each other no matter what. When they both detached from the kiss, Rio wiped away Agatha’s tears still flowing. “Baby I’m tired, is it ok if we go to bed?” Rio asked, rubbing Agatha’s arm. “Yeah, I’m tired too” Agatha told her, giggling a bit. As the two got ready and under the covers Rio couldn’t help herself. “Hey Agatha?” Rio asked, cuddling more into her. “I love you” Agatha said with a groan, knowing what Rio was going to do. She couldn’t help but genuinely laugh before saying “I love you too Agatha”

[riahlynn101]

What are your thoughts over the movie? I have some myself (and a mild mental breakdown over the Thing™), but overall, it was good. I want to talk about it with anyone, lol

Okay, so....

Spoilers below the cut:

Firstly, I loved it. You can tell how much effort they put into this movie, and it really shows. Kudos to everyone involved.

Things I liked:

Piper Rubio did amazing. No comment beyond that. Abby is one of my favorite characters now, and if anything happens to her, I'll cry.

Actually, all the kids did a wonderful job. Especially Grant Feely. He really embodied that creepy, restless spirit vibe.

Mike and Abby's sibling relationship was everything to me!

Vanessa asking Mike if he wants to dance with her (OMG).

The Springbonnie suit looked great!

Mike having a little bit of an attitude (I love him so much)!

The animatronics were cool. I like that they took the time to make them seem friendly, and almost childlike, before switching gears.

Things I didn't like:

I'm not an expert on filmmaking, so excuse me if I'm wrong here. But the pacing was all over the place. The first act of the movie was perfect, and then the second act was....fast. Like fast-fast. Based on what other people are saying, I'm 99.9% sure they cut out a lot of footage.

This one might come back to bite me in the ass later, but some plotlines felt unnecessary. I know this is FNAF and complicated is written somewhere between Freddy and Fazbear, but did we really need some side plot about an evil aunt? They didn't go anywhere with it, and we still don't know what happened to her. Did Golden Freddy K.O her? Kill her? Who knows? Because we certainly don't. We see her legs, and then she's never mentioned again.

I don't know if this is controversial, but I hate that Vanessa's an Afton. Maybe it's because I was so set on Mike being an Afton, but I really, really hate that they changed it. (I'll elaborate on that more down below).

I felt like they could have given us some more background. Some more flashbacks to the 80s. Anything.

I know I'm being overdramatic, but having the plot twist be Vanessa's an Afton kind of killed all my excitement. Which is stupid, I know, but yeah....

I mean, I'm still going to write fanfictions about the movie, and about all the ways that Mike Schmidt is actually Michael Afton.

--Sorry in advance, but I'm going to ramble--

I have a feeling that William knows Mike better than he's letting on. Of course, he did kidnap Garrett, who could have told William everything about Mike. He could have also watched the news and seen Mike with his parents, asking for Garrett to come home.

But that's not the vibe i was getting from William during the office scene. But I'll let you all decide for yourselves:

William Afton is a skilled manipulator and actor, but the expression he makes looking down at his coffee doesn't scream, "holy shit, the brother of my victim is sitting in my office." He has no reason to look concerned. Mike has no idea who he is, and he isn't even looking at William. So, why put on a show?

Also, the change in his attitude is telling. He went from cold and distant to personable in a heartbeat.

Of course, there's always the possibility that I'm totally wrong, and William is scared he's been found out. Which could be true, given that he doesn't hesitate to fuck Mike up the second he's able to.

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In the same vein, why would William Afton-a guy known for killing/kidnapping kids around the pizzeria, or at least close to the pizzeria-drive to the middle of nowhere, pick a random kid, and kill him? I know he's crazy, but I don't buy it.

Some people are saying that Garrett is a Charlie parallel, and that Mike is Henry's son. Which could be the case, I mean, we see a mechanic in the training video that bears a striking resemblance to the actor that plays Mike's dad. I don't know if those two things are connected, but it's interesting to point out.

But, like I said, it's weird that William went out of his way to kidnap a kid for no reason. And he likely wasn't in a costume (at least I hope he wasn't, because if he was and no one saw who took Garrett, I think a kidnapped child is the least of their worries.) So, how did he convince Garrett, who was by himself for a grand total of five second, to get in the car? Maybe he offered him candy or toys? I dunno.

I might go into all the evidence/theories so far that Mike's an Afton in another post. And where they're going with Garrett's character. But yeah....

Everyone, please, feel free to share your thoughts on the movie. I would love to hear them :D!!

((Thank you for this question btw <3333))

[jedimemories]

My thoughts on rewatching Monsters Inc!

Movie intro- I love music and the animation in it! Monstropolis looking so beautiful and citizens are friendly, I love small monster couple and monster kids playing jump the rope, in case it's tongue of one of those monsters. Humour is good and heartwarming. Mike and Sulley coming to job. A lot of monsters inside. When Randall comes to the screen I've got an nervous and uncomfortable feeling because I forgot when he appears, I didn't watched it a long time, he scared Mike and being a show-off. It funny as well. Scare floor scene. It fun and interesting. Randall almost get himself number one at the score screen if not Sulley beat him. Mike going to date with Celia but forgot his documents. Sulley noticed someone's door activated and saw Randall around and meet with the human girl, it was hilarious and cute, Sulley actually panicked and didn't scted wise lol. He get the girl into a bag. Boo is so cute I can't. Restaurant scene. Everything is peaceful and nice. The only thing I didn't like in it when some monster opened his mouth and there's smaller monster inside it bleh… Sulley distracted Mike and Celia. Lol Mike's face when he saw moving bag with a human child. Everyone get scared. It's funny. The moment when Boo likes Mike's plush is so cute, she cuddled it with love. But when Mike get it away from her, she cried. Sulley tried to calm her. It was funny at the end of this scene. Next scene - Boo drawing and then getting sleepy. It's really cute how she was happy to show Sulley her drawing of him and her together. Oh my god! She laid in Sulley's bed and then was like don't go away, she showed the drawing of Randall and I can tell she traumatized. Ow. Sulley stayed with her and she get asleep. It's heartwarming. Sulley came up to make a monster costume for Boo. it's really good. Bathroom scene How I leave her in male bathroom? Sulley's good dad. I can't believe it's actual text. XD Then they're playing in hide and seek. Boo then runs to Sulley screaming. Randall come there too.

I love Randall, the way he making me nervous or either chill. That moment when Randall wanted to kill Sulley, when his teeth is visible and he's hanging upside down is something! Creepy and badass. The other moment when Randall hitted Sulley out off the door and saying I'll take care of the kid is really creepy and yet I'm chill. And when Randall standing before the banishing door before Mike and Sulley. Uhm 😍😳

Also when Randall laughted at Mike. This is kinda funny too. When Mike started singing and Randall was like shut up Wazowski! This is hilarious. 😆

I wish Randall will be either as creepy or get a redemption in season 3 of MAW. :(

Sorry if I'm forgot to write some of the scenes. When Sulley saying goodbye to Boo is so sad. They're so cute. Also I've noticed Boo and Sulley have a connection to each other as when Sulley told her to be silent, she's understands him and they're becoming friends is so special.

You know I'm feeling sorry for Randall too. Because when Waternoose said that Randall will never be as great as Sulley. I hate comparing because I was compared to someone all the time in the past. I don't understand, Randall itself scary, I don't understand why he's not number one without cheating. XD

Tagging @pollocode324 because I'm promised to show my thoughts.

[chemicalk7]

My The Walking Dead OC

Ay, I used a picrew, which I will link, to make my TWD OC! I guess I should include some some lore after the pictures. :p

TW: Blood, talk of death, dog death, swearing/swear words, trauma, violence, guns/shooting, hint of racism but not actually any racists, and anything else that comes with The Walking Dead lol.

Their name is Nico, they were found eating out of Rick's garden in the prison by Glenn. At the time their pronouns were she/they. Remember that one scene when Sasha unalived some dogs then the group ate em. Yeah, Nico saved one dog and was so mad at the group after that to the point she yelled "You fucking dog-eaters!" And ran off to that barn Daryl finds and where they stay during that storm that one night. Me and my OC Nico have a lot in common, we are both dog lovers/defenders.

As the dogs came from out of the bushes and began barking, Nico's eyes lit up. Upon seeing Sasha aim her gun at then, she rushed forward. "Don't shoot them!" she yelled. A black-brown dog loudly barked at Nico and Sasha shot it. "No!" She jerked her head back to look at Sasha. Nico pulled their knife out and slashed her arm, causing her to drop her gun. "Nico!" Glenn yelled. Nico turned back to the dogs and knealed in front of a dirty black and white one with a collar. "Hey boy, it's okay." She reached out and hand and it growled, but that didn't stop her. They pet the dog softly for a few seconds before one of the other dogs jumped at the group, snarling, showing it's sharp fangs, spitting as it barked. Sasha picked her gun back up and shot it. The other dogs, beside the one Nico was petting, lunged towards them as well. "No! Stop!" she screamed but it was no use, Sasha shot them. Nico shielded the black and white. "Not this one, please! He's a good boy!" She cried out. Rick told Sasha not to shoot the one Nico was shielding.

A while later the group was roasting the dog meat over fire. Nico watched from a distance, with the dog they saved resting his head on their lap. She glared at the group, watching in disgust. "You fucking dog-eaters!" she yelled from a distance, most of the group, besides Sasha and Abraham looked over at Nico. "You guys are sickos! Killing dogs just to eat them. That's insane!" She stood up, gently grabbing on the dog's collar to make sure he didn't try to run or get shot. "I don't need this group anymore, I don't want this group anymore. I don't wanna be around dog-eaters, and I especially don't wanna be around her." Nico used her free hand to point at Sasha. "We'll see each other again, once you guys can get your heads screwed on correctly." She sighed before beginning to walk away. "Nico, don't!" Maggie called out. Glenn stood up to go after them. Nico turned her head. "Don't, Glenn. I'm mad at you too, you're also a sicko for eating dog meat." She said before turning her head back and continuing to walk away, upset.

Rain began to pour down. Nico heard it even in the barn, it was very heavy rain. Thunder rumbled and the dog whined. "Aw, are you scared of thunder? It's okay, boy." she spoke as she pats the dog on the head, trying to comfort him.

The rain began to get really bad, Nico tried to sleep but it was hard to. Soon enough the group came through the barn doors, Rick at the lead. "You've got to be kidding me." Nico groaned. Glenn looked at them, "Looks like you're stuck with us." Nico groaned again, "I don't wanna be under the same roof as that bla- Sasha." Nico refrained themselves from being racist towards Sasha, they were mad but they weren't racist. Glenn knew what they were gonna say before saying Sasha's name, and couldn't help but letting out a sigh of relief.

Fast forward a bit here, they are now in Alexandria. Nico was adopted by Glenn and Maggie by this point, Carl still has both eyes.. For now..

Gun shot, bam, blood. Look at that, Coral's eye is gone.

Nico runs behind Rick, keeping her eye on Carl in his arms. When at the infirmary she asks with a panicked tone, "Is he going to be okay!?" There was no answer. Nico sat down on the floor, trying to keep in tears but it was no use.

Fast forward some more.

Carl opened his one eye, "Nico? Dad? Michonne?" He called out. Nico and Rick rushed over. "Carl!" Nico exclaimed with happiness. "I'm so glad you're okay, I'll let Rick have some time with you." she smiles at Rick and leaves with Hartley, the dog she rescued, at her side.

Uh and then after Rick is done Nico goes in there and SMOOCH Nico and Coral kiss. There we go. Am I a bit embarrassed to post this? Yes, 100%. But hey, I like writing, if you're reading this then you most likely like The Walking Dead and/or reading. After Nico losing Carl, her boyfriend, and Glenn, her adoptive dad and best friend, they just don't feel any gender, romantic attraction, anything really. I mean after grieving with long crying sessions after their deaths, they just stopped feeling, they became numb. So yeah I guess they went ftm trans but also non-binary but they don't really care what people call them, they'd prefer they/them or he/him and doesn't really like people saying she/her but ignores that. They we're already asexual, they were never not asexual, but when becoming ftm and going numb with any feeling besides physical pain (obv) they pretty much would be labeled as asexual, trans, non-binary, and aromatic.

The dog's name was Hartley by the way :D

Picrew link below.

[mellowmin]

Lmao I'm on a fnaf frenzy sorry not sorry

But I was just thinking who in mha would be good for a watch party and these are my thoughts so far:

FNAF Movie Spoilers ahead!

• Jirou is a casual enjoyer, got into the fandom because of the music lol so she loves The Living Tombstone and wants to see if they'll make it to the movie's soundtrack. Her fave song would be I got no time (not bc its my obsession at the moment or anything lol what).

She would put on an all black outfit with striped sleeves and leg warmers, do some loosely puppet inspired make up and call it a day.

• Tokoyami bc of course, come on. Look at him -a horror kid and a theater kid at the same time- he can't not like fnaf come on dude like.

His fave game would probs be Fnaf4 or maybe a fanmade like TJOC or Jr's.

What I'm still debating on is whether or not he would dress up for the movie (maybe like a securitiy guard or like puppet?? Or perhaps he'd just wear a formal suit Idk)

• Shinsou also just gives me the vibe, but I feel like he'd be a little more interested in the lore than the games, like he would play the easier ones but the more stressful games? Lol no he'll just watch Mark suffer for him. Thinks Security Breach sucks though.

He'd be one of those people complaining about the fort scene but Deku shuts him up real fast on that one (THEY'RE KIDS SHINSOU THE GHOSTS ARE LITTLE CHILDREN AND BESIDES IT'S RELATED TO THE PLO-)

Would dress up as either grunge or cunty purple guy

• DEKU OMG DEKU DUDE. A HARDCORE FAN. He's Mathew Patrick's no1 follower, probably follows every single one of his channels and is basically just a matpat 2.0 when it comes to making theories to be honest.

He's consumed every single piece of fnaf media possible and goes crazy analyzing every single detail on this film. I feel like talking/ranting/gushing to him ab this movie would be so much fun (but you have to be somewhat well-versed in the lore lol).

Screams through 60% of the movie, whether it is from goddamn Balloon Boy or from excitement. Will rewatch it any time he has the chance to.

Also he'd probably like the super complicated games like Fnaf2, Sister Location or UCM on all max lol. Would dress up but keep it lowkey (like a brown shirt, a little hat and Freddy ears omg what a cutie)

• Maybe Kaminari? But I feel like he'd only play Security Breach or the roblox versions of the games lmao.

He'd simp hard for Vanny/Vanessa while still being scared shitless of her chases. Other than that he'd probably rather just watch his friends play the games from a safe distance (and with the lights on). Simps hard for both Mike and Vanessa in the movie lol (maybe Afton too? Who knows).

In it for the memes 100%, he WILL start singing 'harr harr harr harr harr' in the theater at any point in the movie if he's not supervised.

Would dress up either matching deku or as toy chica (and I mean obnoxious game-accurate make up, hot pink booty shorts, a crop top and the apron- only because they told him he wasn't allowed in the theater without a shirt on)

That's it lmao but you can add anything in the tags/comments

[nebulouscoffee]

That scene between Tuvok and B'Elanna from 'Resistance' wrecks me actually... It's such a great moment for both characters (and actors, Tim Russ is SO underrated ugh) which highlights the differences between the two of them so well- yet, ultimately shows that under certain circumstances (in this case, torture) the distinctions between people... don't really matter. In an episode full of political violence, this moment is so significant, and I don't even really think I have the smarts to articulate why but I'll try lol.

TORRES: We told you already. We don't know anything about the Resistance.  AUGRIS: I've heard that many times, from many people. Take him.  (The forcefield is lowered, and Torres grabs the guard that steps through.)  TUVOK: Lieutenant, stop! That will not help either of us.  AUGRIS: He's right.

Everything about the way this scene (and the final shot where she's shoved back into her seat) is framed makes B'Elanna appear small, helpless- and embarrassed at her own helplessness- in that cell. We see her fidgeting, unable to sit down, constantly trying to break out or improvise her way out of the situation (she gets electrocuted earlier while trying to tamper with the circuitry)- it makes me wonder whether Tuvok was chosen to be tortured not because they believed he was more likely to have information, but because B'Elanna was more likely to be demoralised watching helplessly as he's dragged off. Augris's line implies that he's "broken" a great many people in the past; a tactic to instil fear and a helpless sense of inevitability in them both (torture doesn't work as a reliable way of extracting information; this is stated in dialogue in other Trek episodes such as 'Chain of Command' so the assertion here is at least not that- but what it does do is demoralise the public involved in resistances like this one.)

Later, B'Elanna is still trying to escape (do the guards know she's doing this? Are they just not intervening?) and she hears him screaming. Tuvok is someone who considers letting others witness him lose control over his exterior a huge (indecent, violating, humiliating) vulnerability, and the fact that he's the one being tortured is Not Insignificant in this context but like- it could've been the other way round. And B'Elanna knows that. It could've been her, and perhaps a small, scared part of her is relieved that it wasn't her, which is an awful way to feel (and if there's one thing B'Elanna hates, it's feeling like a coward). Also- the sheer violation of this, for B'Elanna to have witnessed him in this state, against her will- to later see him bloodied and weakened and flung in a cell, to have heard him screaming in pain- without his consent, knowing she can never un-witness it, knowing it wasn't her fault but still being put in such a situation where she has now played that role... Does this experience forcibly rewrite their respective conceptualisations of each other? Was Tuvok even thinking of her- somewhere outside, listening, worrying, blaming herself, fearing for herself, feeling ashamed, feeling so aware of him and her and the shared humiliation of this- when he was in there? Did seeing her upon coming back out change things? Could it ever change things? Did her presence, even as an outsider, whose memories of this event will always be (visually, at least) the constructs of her imagination- somehow make what happened in there real? Does her role as witness- and her memory thereby carrying some sort of legitimisation of what happened to him now, however warped and coloured by her own perspective and fears and embarrassment- make things better for Tuvok? Does it make things worse? Would he rather have endured this in secret? Would it have been better if she were a total stranger? Would it have been worse? And does any of this even matter when, for a moment, your life (your personhood, your goals, your presence) was completely reduced to what you "must endure"?

AUGRIS: We don't have to ask your friend any more questions, if you give us the answers.  TORRES: I told you I don't.  (Torres stops herself from hitting Augris, who leaves.)  TORRES: I'm sorry. I guess I always assumed that Vulcans didn't feel pain like the rest of us. That you were able to block it out somehow. Until I heard. Was that you I heard?

And the way B'Elanna's voice breaks when she asks this, as if she was still somehow hoping the answer would be no... There are complexities to this which again I don't feel like I'm smart enough to articulate, but like- yes, B'Elanna would like to hear that it wasn't him because that would mean her friend wasn't tortured "that badly", he wasn't put through "enough pain" to scream that way, and it's easier and more comfortable to think of violence (and violation) as something you can rank on a scale, and the lower on it Tuvok's experience ranks, the better! the more easy it will be for them to "move past" this! - but also, there's this element of "I want the answer to be no because that would mean I would not have been a participant in your humiliation, just some stranger's whose voice I don't have a face to put to, which is much better than having to know what you (my friend, my colleague, my respected senior officer, someone I will have to see every day on the bridge, someone I know prefers to keep vulnerabilities hidden even deeper than anyone else I know) sound like when you scream. But also... it doesn't really matter, does it...? Whatever he says, there always was still a moment- however brief- where B'Elanna heard a man screaming in agony, and thought it could've been Tuvok. And in that moment, that possibility was created. Now, it will always exist. That moment will always have happened. It will always have done something to her. It will always exist between them; an ugly, uncomfortable bond.

And this is getting into even more things I'm not smart enough to articulate, but like- it's pretty significant to me that B'Elanna is one of the few characters who never actually tries to poke Tuvok into Doing An Emotion, even normally. She doesn't consider trying to get him to crack an entertaining pastime, unlike others (and I'm sure her experiences of feeling like an outsider- always- feeling Very Visible As Klingon, play a role in this- "all they ever saw was my forehead" does not lend itself so kindly to "let's see if we can get Mr. Vulcan to smile", "why, Tuvok, it seems you've been corrupted by Human (read: default) rituals after all!"- it's a light-hearted joke for many, sure, but what if Tuvok genuinely considers the idea of smiling in the presence of others reflective of a humiliating loss of control and deeply debasing?) I think it's pretty clear from canon that he's just being himself; he's not trying to be a killjoy or trying to be mean, he's just Vulcan. And this is one of the few moments in Trek I can think of when a Vulcan's perceived "control" over their emotions is not connected with their reluctance to laugh or cry or say something sentimental, but... this. B'Elanna is shocked, she's horrified, she demands an explanation as to how he can possibly go through something like this and not feel the desire to "fight back" in a way she understands- and the way she cannot grant him the pretence of not having witnessed, here, the way she can't just shove this in a box, pretend she never heard, because she's just so fundamentally honest- and Tuvok (who is also so fundamentally honest), in a painful moment of openness, tells her exactly what his reasoning is. He lets her see. He lets her hear; on his own terms. He wants for her to understand (for her to witness?) his (very Vulcan) distinction between resistance and endurance; his understanding of endurance as its own form of resistance. Idk it's such a quietly powerful and like- devastating- moment for me... So many people try, over and over, thoughout the show, to get Tuvok to break his Vulcansona- try to make him smile, make him say tender things, make him get irritated- just to see if they can do it. Just to see if he'll ever crack. I bet B'Elanna wishes she never had.

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Suresh Route Episode Summary: 40

UGH SO BITTERSWEET....Lets get into it.

OMG WE FINALLY GET TO CHOOSE OUR MAN...and he says hes going to keep every promise he made to us in here 😭😭 (he betta!!) Also he kisses us FINALLY!

Finn looks at you dejected and Im just like...hmm if only you had told Kat you wanted me 🙃

Alfie says he wont get in the way of your happiness...SIR WHAT??? how would you get in the way? I dont like you. and he and finn pull a fake mafia card and say Suresh needs to treat MC right or he'll have to answer to them...lol ok guys. Suresh agrees but im glad MC said she can look after herself (the one good thing FB did all game)

Finn's up next...and his speech is completely catered to Kat "She's had me wrapped up in her since day one." GAG. He couples with Kat. You forgot to mention the shower bits you tried to coerce me into like one night ago?

Alfie's last...and he chooses Dana. He says she's been a friend and he wants to see if they could be more.

I CANT BELIEVE THEY SENT LULU HOME...😭😭😭 so literally everyone in the final is an OG. That's lowkey kind of lame. Her exit isnt as long as Meera's many exits and im glad for that but Lulu deserved better.

LMAO Alfie said all the OGs made it to the final and MC said aren't you forgetting someone and I was like NO MC we aren't and Dana was like EDDIE...JFC already forgot about him 💀💀

SURESH ASKS FOR A LITTLE US TIME....YES BB!!!! He guides you over to the pool. suresh asks for a kiss...LETS GO!

GUYS WE WON A NIGHT IN THE HIDEAWAY!!! SCREAMING!! THEY ARE FEEDING US THIS EPISODE. Dana pulls MC away but this is the FIRST time it makes sense...to get her ready to go for hideaway. Kat says this is a fresh start for you and Suresh and a chance to reinvent your old relationship. they dress you up in lingerie. And BOTH kat and dana are gushing about how you and Suresh are a proper couple and how happy they are. (feels weird tbh)

Obvi Suresh loves the outfit "his jaw practically hit the floor" Suresh is nervous 🥹 and says MC has him wrapped around her finger. OH then you get an option of what to do...Foot rub, spoon, full body massage, he doesnt need to do anything, or show suresh you can take control. lets see if Nicolas' advice pays off here (im choosing take control) He says its so hot when you take control and you get a bunch of heart emojis...ok nic! Then you get an option to go all the way. It's def not s2 level bits but it was better than Finns shower bits. Cuddle in the morning and Suresh is being cute again

Final dates...the girls are getting ready and they dress you in an ice skating outfit 🙄 and yes I did buy it 🙃 They ask you what type of date you want and based on this that's the date you get in the next scene.. they ask what you think your future will be like with Suresh and my MC said theyre in for the long haul. but this whole exchange is lasting too long...get me on final dates asap

I chose romantic date so Suresh and I got a cabana on the beach with a table laid out for a romantic dinner. (NO BOAT OF DOOM DATE - im thinking thats the adventurous one but will confirm later) Suresh says he'll give you anything and MC is going ham with suggestions on what she wants...a romantic trip around the world, a spa day, shopping (GET IT GIRL!) he asks if you see yourself being in a real couple with him on the outside. I said I do of course. He moves closer to MC and gets super melty talking about how much MC means to him and says she does strange things to him likeeee.....he pulls out the engagement ring. MC is shocked you brought it with you?! Suresh offers it to MC and says its not a marriage proposal but a symbol of exclusivity 🥰🥰🥰 WHEW I got scared there for a second lol. I wouldve said yes obviously but much too soon for a proposal

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ATLA spoilers/Azula stuff. Kinda big mad now, why does this fandom suck so hard.

I posted something in the ATLA fandom for the first time and was super excited about participating. Then I was immediately grossed out by how much ship hate and toxic discourse there is oml.

The ship wars surrounding Zutara are bad enough, especially when I ship all the things. But on top of that, apparently if you think Azula can be redeemed (not in the sense of being forgiven, but more like coming to terms w her past actions and sorting out her very, very obvious baggage), or are even ambivalent to the idea, you're a fascist sympathizer?!

I don't even care what happens to Azula. but some people really gotta chill with the attacks and tbh, totally reductive takes?

For starters, Azula was literally groomed to become a child soldier by her father. It doesn't excuse her actions at all, but there are so many signs in the show to explain why she is like she is, and why her finding some kind of closure wouldn't be out of the blue. The whole point of her and Zuko's backstories were to show how things came to be how they were. The writers and animators didn't put that stuff there for no reason.

That look on her face when Ty Lee was speaking during the campfire scene, for example? She was obviously sympathetic to Ty Lee, but as soon as Ty Lee looked at her, she snubbed her! She wanted to care, but she didn't want to show it. World's most obvious 'tough guy' act, and how much do we wanna bet it was because her father didn't let her show weakness, and she was just more receptive to indulging it than Zuko was, for whatever psychological reasons? She came off like she was hard-wired for self-interest, which probably predisposed her to all of Ozai's bs. But I also see people calling Azula a psychopath, and I'm like bruh, did we watch the same show?! A psychopath would feel no emotions about hurting people, Azula clearly does feel stuff, even if she takes pride in her war-related work, which does involve hurting/killing people. She's not a psychopath by definition, plain and simple, calling her that is reductive af.

I don't even think 'psychopath' is the right term to use in general for people like that, so there lol. Credibility points -1.

Then she apologized to Ty Lee during the party. Her apology could've just been a way to keep Ty Lee on her side, but then she went a step further and openly admitted to being jealous of Ty Lee. What purpose did that serve in the initial apology? None! She just did it because reasons, it had no functional or tactical purpose. Her interactions with all the party people screamed that she wanted relationships, too, but she didn't know how to communicate, and it obviously bugged her. She was upset about it.

She's shown she cares for Zuko at many different times, for example, she finds out he's been visiting Iroh, but she doesn't tell anyone even though she should. She's 'looking out for him'.

She also had a total breakdown at the end of the show. Again does it excuse her actions? Nah fam, not at all. But her emotional turmoil was super obvious. She'd built up an identity around being strong and winning at all costs, and she lost it, and she never got closure with her mom, so she didn't have anything left and she just.. cried. That doesn't sound irredeemable to me, that sounds like a scared fucking person who is wondering why the f everything they're doing, which they've been told to do from day one, is falling apart.

She's a 14-y/o child soldier, and I'm not about to say child soldiers are all irredeemable (again in the context of finding self acceptance and closure) in spite of the horrors they've done and the brainwashing. She's also a product of her environment and her abusive father, of generational trauma, and I'm not about to say people who grew up in abusive households can never get better from all the harm that was done to em! I've seen some really shitty people totally turn over a new leaf.

One of the best quotes from the show is something Aang says: 'Roku was just as much Fire Nation as Sozin was, right? If anything, their story proves anyone's capable of great good and great evil.'

So I'm not buying the narrative that Azula is pure distilled evil and has nothing going for her, not with what the show has given us. Ozai had virtually no redeeming qualities, but there are so many hints with Azula that it really pisses me off to see so much garbo talk around her.

Anyways that's my complaining for today.

I really don't wanna go near this fandom. I don't know what the tags are for discourse/harassment free stuff, where people can just ship what they want, and want what they want, without being heckled or shit on. If anyone knows a tag or some blogs like that, hmu.

(Inb4 all the people without nuance interpret this as 'I support Azula's war crimes', who are the main reason I sure as f won't be letting this loose with reblogs. I guess people can still screenshot this and take bits out of context, but idgaf. Their problem not mine!)

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Tell me some more about Iris<3

I've fallen back into it and am currently reviving a couple of my ocs for Hl

Skskjsijduj GLADLY

her profile is still in the works but like eh

First of all, I'm going to explain this sheet, what she and these characters have in common.

1. Evelyn Hugo!

Evelyn does not give a shit who's in her way. If she wants something, she will get it. That's all there is too it. Evelyn asks Monique something along the lines of "when are you going to learn to grab life by the balls and take what you want from it?" She also is very well aware she isn't a great person and lives up to it. Never once does she deny it, and prefers the spotlight to be on her. Iris is exactly this.

2. Annabeth Chase

All Annabeth has ever wanted was to be seen and loved. She wants the world to notice her. In the second series Annabeth talks about how she never will be more than the brains, and if that's what it takes to be loved, then that's okay. Iris feels this way too. She feels like she will never be more than the adrenaline junkie of their little group, and that's fine. Also, Iris could relate to Annabeth because like, what are healthy coping skills??

3. Rose Dawson

I know this is an odd choice. But here's the thing. Iris is literally based off of Rose. Even her appearance! Rose is a spitfire, a loaded pistol. Her rage especially is what makes me think of Iris. The way she punches the guy in the face when he won't listen to her, and when she blows the smoke in her mother's face when told not to smoke just screams Iris. And also, I can just picture the scene where she smokes the guys cigarette and finishes his beer. She's batshit crazy y'know? And fearless. Which are two things Sebastian will tell you about Iris lol.

4. Emily Prentiss

Emily is infamously unafraid to get what she wants. She's harsh, unapologetic, and impulsive. The woman lived an entire life undercover in Europe! I think Iris could be this person as well, given the circumstances. Like Emily, Iris does not have any problem taking down the bad guy to save who she wants. Also, Iris is not afraid to take the blame or jump in for someone in need. And they're both heavily Lana del Rey coded-

5. Beth Dutton

Crazy. Beth's role throughout the show is the crazy, brutal, harsh and nasty woman unafraid of anything. Knuckles are always black and blue, and her words hurt just as much as her punches do. Iris and Beth both are not afraid to say things so disgustingly horrible. They don't think about consequences. Their tempers fly off the handle. Iris's jealous streak is just as bad as Beth's as well.

6. Rowena

This one is harder to explain. Rowena is very...evil. she has redeeming qualities of course but her role in the show is to be irritatingly evil. She's also very powerful. Iris isn't evil per se but she's unapologetic in her flaws.

Headcanons

Born to Die- Paradise Edition, would be the soundtrack to her life if I'm being honest. Carmen is her theme song.

She's very elegant but her words are v i l e. Like she swears too much for someone modern, let alone a Victorian lady.

You will hardly catch her out of her high heels

Her patronus is a tiger

She loves the grotesque. Catch her trying to get a better view of a dead bird, admiring a painting of a dead man. She just thinks the horrifying has a certain beauty.

Straight A (E?) Student and the teachers just love her. However, most of the students don't. She's too bitchy lol.

Does not hold grudges oddly enough. Like she's willing to put aside the past for everyone but her family.

She's a halfblood, but she was adopted. So all her siblings are muggles.

She's a descendent of Gryffindor!

Despite her gift with dueling and transfiguration, she can't do shit outside of that. The only reason she is passing anything else is because Sebastian gives her his notes.

Sebastian is a little scared of her. She likes that.

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Are you accepting asks for the fanfic writing emoji game?

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I am! And because my answers are long with excerpts in them today I'm going to throw it under a cut to save everyone's feeds lol!

💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?:

I talked a bit about that here but as I think on it more there is a fic I've yet to upload that when I was reading it, getting it transferred into scrivener and prepped for edits, that broke my heart and it's a WoW fic starring like all my toons...

The scene that broke my heart is centered on a human paladin, Gideon, who was being treated for wound at a druid camp inflicted by another alliance member who...gods if I explain all that we'll be here all day. He was badly wounded and then this happens

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The light of the lanterns outside shined bright, bathing the floor in light. The room was empty now except for Gideon, who sat in his bed, knees hugged to his chest, crying. Despite all the druids had done the pain in his left eye would not subside. Instead it grew, slowly changing from a dull ache to a nagging burn. Deep down he knew he should call for help, tell one of the druids of his pain, but instead he sat in darkness believing he deserved it for all his sins. He did not deserve to be helped. A voice in his head told him it was wrong for him to have survived at all. He deserved death for all he’d done. Death was the only way to atone for the lives he ended.

Two figures moved passed the door, one’s hooves clomping on the wooden floorboards. As they passed the lankier of the pair stopped, standing in the arch. Then she hurried inside, sitting on the edge of Gideon’s bed and lifting his chin gently with her ungloved hands.

The lantern light half illuminated Awiti’s face, Gideon seeing concern etched on her soft, blue face. Her warm orange eyes tugging at his heart, “What’s wrong? What are you feelin’?”

He opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out, him sputtering before folding back down, holding his face. He sobbed louder now, now afraid and embarrassed.

“Cloverhoof, bring a lamp over, will you?” Awiti called to the other druid in the hall.”

“No,” he whimpered.

“Yes,” Awiti sat him up, “is it your gut or your face?”

“Eye.”

She set to work unravelling the bandages, careful not to tug or jerk him around. Cloverhoof joined, a bright oil lamp in hand. The tauren gasped, covering his muzzle with his free hand. Green, glowing pus leaked from Gideon eye, the whole thing now black. His socket was swelling and the cut around the socket was bright red, streaks forming on his cheek.

“I thought Moonwillow touched him with nature’s cure,” Awiti looked to Cloverhoof, “there shouldn’t be any poison left.”

“It isn’t perfect,” Cloverhoof said as he sat the lamp down, “we can stop it from doing more harm. Hold him steady, I need to cleanse his wounds again.”

“Just leave me,” Gideon protested.

“No,” Awiti sounded scared, “no we be takin’ care of you.”

“I must warn you, Gideon,” Cloverhoof leaned in, hands beginning to swirl with nature magic, “this will hurt. You may lose your eye. You must stay strong.”

Gideon let Awiti lay him back into the bed, holding his head in her lap as Cloverhoof touched him with Nature’s Blessing. The pain became searing, Gideon screaming in agony as Cloverhoof bathed his body in a rejuvenating spell. The tauren dug into his belt pouch, pulling a jar filled with a milky cream that smelled like honey and dreaming glory. He hissed as the tauren coated his cut with a thick layer, his breathing becoming erratic.

“Keep strong,” Awiti stroked his head. He stared up at her with his working eye, vision blurry from tears, and saw she too was crying.

Cloverhoof touched his eye with another nature’s cure and Gideon screamed again, his vision going white before passing out.

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I woke that back in 2020 and when I read it over a month ago I cried for that scene. Gideon had his issues up till this point but he did not deserve what he believed he did.

🏆 What's your most popular fic?:

Starborn Saga is my most popular fic by a country mile. It has double the hits from the next on the list and way more comments and kudos too. It was also my first fic uploaded to ao3 and my first time sharing my work so publicly, which made it quite overwhelming and daunting when I was in the midst of getting it edited and up.

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?:

One of those scenes I talked about here.

Another scene is from Ranger and the Deputy near the beginning. -

Delgado bobbed his head side to side, irritated with Diego’s rambling but not wanting to show it, “You ever had tequila?”

“Once. Anja got a bottle in the tavern and served it to celebrate a milestone a few years back. Everyone got a drink with a shot in it; I remember it was pretty sour,” she shook her head and sat the small glass on the table, “In New Homestead we brew vodka, rum, and gin in house. We serve it at our tavern but only the locals really drink it; the tourists all complain that it’s too harsh.”

“Harsh?” Diego lowered his hand, no longer ready to hurry the group into their first shot.

“Apparently you aren’t suppose to be able to taste them when mixed with lots of juices or soda?” Kitty shrugged, “I’m not sure. I just know that tourists will order a mixed drink and complain that they can taste it and it’s bad but…it’s fine? I mean it’s alcohol, it’s not going to taste like candy and sunshine.”

Diego threw his head back and laughed hard enough to draw attention from other tables, “Is New Homestead brewing moonshine?”

“We don’t exactly have room for a lot of extra equipment,” Kitty explained, “they could probably stand to filter the vodka a few more times, that one can make me shudder something fierce, and sometimes the gin tastes like the floor cleaner smells but again it’s alcohol, it’s not supposed to be nice, it’s meant to get you drunk.”

“¡Mierda! You poor soul,” Diego was wiping tears from his eyes, “It doesn’t have to be that bad.”

“Diego, they live under the ice,” Del reminded him, “they’re making due.”

“They shouldn’t have to, they belong to the fucking United Colonies. They aren’t some LIST settlement!” Diego exclaimed. He pointed at the salt shaker, “Okay, Kitty, you saw what I did, copy that. Once we have that we lick the salt, take the shot, and bite the lime once you swallow.”

“That seems like a lot for a shot,” she tilted her head to the side with a quizzical look.

“It allegedly makes the shot taste better,” Delgado picked up his shot and looked to Diego, “or you could just shoot it and not be a pussy about it.”

“I didn’t order your family’s tequila,” Diego shook his head, “it don’t go down smooth without it.”

Delgado held Diego’s stare for a beat and then threw the shot back unceremoniously. It did burn a bit, the aftertaste wrinkling his nose for a second, but it was fine. He sat the shot glass down and looked over in time to watch Kitty swallow and set hers down as well. She looked completely unbothered by the cheap tequila, wearing a toothy grin at Diego who grumbled about them being no fun before licking his hand, shooting his shot, and biting down on a wedge of lime. Kitty reached over and took one of the lime wedges and bit into it, clearly curious to what it might add to the taste.

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the idea that New Homestead is akin to some backwater isolated village where they are brewing just the roughest hooch because it's what they know and this young lady being so used to it just makes me grin like a silly person. Add to that the fact that Diego and Del are both former outlaws turned rangers in this fic and yet Diego is scandalized by the idea...and then way later you can see Diego's response after getting to actually try New Homestead liquor.

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