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u are all so awesome sauce!!!!!!!! :D <33333
#i think this is the most people i’ve ever tagged in a post#yay me!#i love and appreciate all of u even if we don’t speak much#your all so incredibly wonderful#/p /gen
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Get these gay people OFF my screen >:/
#based on some doodles I don’t think I ever posted here cause I didn’t really like them#also ignore mephiles’ legs idk#I’ve decided to finally try anything with this designs legs cause i really didn’t like them in the first drawing of it#idk if this is what ill stick to but its something for now#idk if i really like it cause like it felt right but but idk if i like it#n e way#gay people#sonic fanart#mephiles the dark#infinite the jackal#infinite x mephiles#mephiles x infinite#mephinite#mephinfinite#doodle#the living dead au#is that the tag for that au? i cant remeber lol#autodesk sketchbook#i really dont like that i draw them the best when im like five minutes from falling asleep#like i did most of the sketch last night and then cleaned it up just now#my theory is that when im sleepy im too tired to feel cringe and will just draw anything (within reason)#trashcreatyre's art
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it makes me SO sad that it’s hard to go through Samwise’s tags or find people for whom he is their favorite that don’t put down Frodo. I���m thankful that the number of those who truly understand him and love both him and who he struggles for is greater than it could be and has been in the past, but it’s still so heartbreaking to see, because I love Sam so dearly, and he’d never want this. It’s such a disrespect of Sam’s character to think that the only way to praise him is to undermine or insult Frodo. And it’s a disrespect to the narrative of Lord of the Rings as well. People constantly reference a cherry picked and out of context piece of a letter Tolkien wrote, desperately trying to claim that Sam is The Singular Hero of the story, when that wasn’t even remotely the context of the letter, yet its been used for years to undermine all the other characters of the series and erase the well rounded character Sam is to shave him into some one dimensional He-Man. Sam is undoubtedly one of the chief characters of the story, THE chief character of the story alongside Frodo. Without Sam the quest would not have been fulfilled. Yet Tolkien makes it clear that Sam could not have done Frodo’s job— especially not on his own. Just as the Ring broke down Frodo, it would have done for Sam— especially by the point of Mordor. That isn’t where Sam’s strength and value lies. It doesn’t lie in being the sacrifice. It lies in being the hope, the support, the utterly maddened loyalty and stubbornness and love that overcomes and strengthens. As I have come to say, Frodo carried the world, and Sam carried Frodo. People seem to think that as lesser, and I find that insulting. Would you find a friend that supported you in dark times lesser? Are they not your world in those moments? Do they not hold up the world for you yourself, as you struggle to carry the weight of it, and remind you that whatever suffering, you will never be abandoned or alone, even if both of you endure the fires of hell and no brightness shines through. It will not be alone. That is the beauty of Sam, and the people that treat that role as though it was not enough or that he should have had more on his plate show their lack of understanding of the very character they claim to praise.
#samwise gamgee#frodo baggins#I was just thinking this bc i realized I didn’t have as many Sam posts on my blog and I began to wonder why since he is one of my favorite#characters of all time#and then I remembered that I have learned to avoid diving directly into his tag without screening the poster first#because most of the content for Sam is just treating Frodo as a burden or useless or weak and Sam as though he had no weakness#and that always hurts because it’s such a disrespect and pity to two of the most wonderful characters ever written#to erase Sam’s struggles and faults and weakness is to reduce him and the very reason he is such an amazing person.#that Sam pushes through and becomes the hero he does despite his flaws and weakness is the very point#the fact that neither Frodo nor Sam could accomplish the quest without the other is the very point#putting down one over the other is such a gross simplification and misunderstanding of the text#and oh I am SO tired of the ‘Sam is the real hero Tolkien said so’ misinfo#I don’t know who started that whole thing but if I ever met them they would get a black eye or a lecture and maybe both#I’ve looked up that letter and it is not at all what people make it out to be.#the general group that spreads that shows they have zero critical thinking or reading comprehension or even media literacy.#it’s sad to see such a valuable story and lesson and narrative be bastardized and trampled on#I love Samwise so deeply. he is undoubtedly the reason Frodo makes it as far as he does#I am lucky to have friends like him. their worth cannot be measured.
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historically accurate trip to clifton's cafeteria!!!
[progress shots under the readmore]
#em draws stuff#SEND HIS ASS TO THE CLIFTON’S CAFETERIA!#I have been working on this image for More Than A Week and I feel like it has taken years off my life :]#look sometimes you get possessed by enthusiasm about fun comics you read and also nostalgia for bizarre novelty restaurants#due to the fact that clifton's no longer exists I cannot go there. but I can send the blorbos there by force if I so choose.#there's just something about old southern california restaurants with strange gimmicks and themes. take me away to there.#since I am very proud of this I will be using the full proper tags just this one single time [lying through my teeth]#swapping my usual format so there’s not just an absolute deluge of organizational stuff right off the bat#I think I said that the madness would probably go away soon but as you see that has not been the case (it's only gotten worse)#this is the most people I’ve put in a picture since I don’t know when#actually after a quick look-see through my files this might very well be the most people I’ve put in a picture Ever#the madness will do that to ya I guess. also the sheer raw clifton’s energy.#(altho' I got so tired in the end that about half the background is a very crunchy photo of The Real Clifton's...)#this is why my header is what it currently is and also why I posted that horrid 70s jello drink a week ago#many thanks are owed to jon dxppercxdxver for chatting with me about outfits and drink orders and such!#this is fanart for the weirder forefather of a rainforest cafe just as much as it is fanart for a videojame#I do not know what the typical tagging etiquette for this is but by golly I'm going to guess#clifton's cafeteria#team fortress 2#spy tf2#engineer tf2#soldier tf2#sniper tf2#demoman tf2#medic tf2#heavy tf2#pyro tf2#miss pauling#scout tf2#why yes I am tagging clifton's Like It Is The Piece of Media. what of it.
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HI TUMBLRR it’s me
#I ate ramen just now it was soooo god I think ramen is just it just is better after 10pm#im right#ughhh ok that actually reminded me earlier my classmate was making an Asian people eat dogs joke like he put on this awful accent and he wa#all like ‘dog tastes so good with rice’ and then he did other stuff too#but what really made me upset is that someone who I thought was my friend found it really humorous! wow okay!#I know it’s not really a big deal but im still kind of sad like I’ve lost all my respect for you now#anddd they were my only friend in the class so now I’m stuck there for the rest of the semester I guess . I mean I’ll still be nice to them#but I just don’t think I can bring myself to like them anymore sorryyy . not really . but kind of#idk if I’m overreacting . in elementary school though people would make jokes actually about me eating dog and it always made me really sad#but I never held it against them cause we were children#but now I feel like you’re old enough to know what you’re laughing at..#wow ok this really derived away from me being on tumblr and having just ate the worlds best ramen#well . not really I mean it was good but I’m allergic to normal noodles and I need to eat rice noodles and they’re not bad I just don’t lik#them as much Lol#I feel like my actual posts say nothing but if anyone ever reads the tags they probably know everything about me..#I use tumblr to complain half the time loll and I used to post my drawings more but I haven’t made any good drawings recently😭😭😭BUT WAIT!#i have a comic I’ll post in October we’ll see how far I am in it by then…#im like . halfway done with chapter oneeeee so maybe like I’ll post all of chapter one on hallowern.. how does that sound… cause actually#for those of you who don’t know my story has ghosts in it#im like trying to keep it a little silly right now but the tone might shifftttt idk!!!!! we’ll seeeeeeee cause actually I have NOT worked#out the entire plot.. just like. most of it.#but I keep having ideas like midway through ughhh it’s an endless cycle!!!!!#like Francis . she used to be a random character who shows up once but then I was like . wait no! anjali should have ghost friends! and tha#that’s how Francis came to be#and actually today I kind of finalized her design^_^ albeit in my math notebook lol
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I can go on that ramble about the future and housing and aromanticism though now. It’s like man, the future is already something that is so inconceivable to me. To then have the sexuality that does not allow me to slot in the cookie cutter you find a romantic partner that you end up moving in with is terrible. And like In this economy I sure can’t live alone, and I know at least when I’m sick I desperately want someone to be there. And then there’s I’m likely to move around a bunch how do you deal with that housing, other than the work having paid housing. like constantly having to find somewhere that’s looking for roommates and it isn’t terrible? And then long term, when I find a job I stay at for a while (that’s remote so I’d love to live in a remote place) is it like I find a place to stay and then I’m stuck there forever and I just have to hope that I make good friends at this new place. (Friends that don’t want to live exclusively with a romantic partner no less.) I want to live with close friends so bad and I’m not sure if that’s a feasible thing for my future. I’m a person that has so much hope so I have to assume that yes it will work out, I do believe that. But man just hearing someone mention it, sparks that hope.
#… vaguely related other way too personal ramble#I need to try so hard to keep my friends for a long time. I want it so much#but I’ve never had close friends till now and once I went to a different period in my life the friends I had were gone#and Ive made really close friends now in college and one day I was talking with one of them on a walk home and mentioned still being friend#in 5 years. and they were like that’s not happening this friendgroup isn’t sticking together that long and they were right#at least for them specifically they were the one that came back worse and it’s a big group#there are most definitely different groups inside it and that makes me worry if once I finish college I’ll still chat with them at all#and oh hey tying this into another thought I had earlier… I’m planning on studying abroad next semester (that’s the application I’m procras#inating rn lol) and I’ll be like 8 hours in the future and I guess that’ll be the ultimate test on if I can really keep friends#a trial run before I graduate#and I won’t let this thinking of the future ruin my time now I know that doesn’t help but still.#well… actually summer sorta also is a trial run. and I still talked with them just less often and in a different way… it’s gonna be okay#this is a post i made#uh I am bad at tagging if things are vent posts or not#vent#oh I completely forgot to put the online part of the tag ramble! Ive made quite a few friends online and we talk for a while and I love the#and then it’s a every once in a while going hey I still care about you but I can’t hold a conversation for the life of me#and now there’s. you know who. who I care about so much and we say things I never imagined people saying about me#and I am so scared? (… sure) that that’s gonna go the same way. and I’m not sure reassurance on any of this will really help I think it’ll#just be I will only be less scared of the future as time passes and it’s proven to be wrong#mh hit the I want to keep this all inside and not let this out to not make other people think about it thing#… okay now I need to make a joke that is so tonal whiplash cause uhhh okay siffrin#… I need to go to sleep it’s late I’m sure that’s why all these feelings are being brought up… ’I’m fine’ as great role model siffrin says#… but it doesn’t feel real that people care about me. that I do actually have an impact. that I’m actually a note in someone’s story#I know it logically everyone I’ve ever known is part of me but it’s so hard to imagine that applies to me in others#okay I’m gonna go shower and go to sleep. I wanna say ignore this post but that’s not a good idea I don’t think#though just talking into the void does help a lot. I’m great at talking myself into believing that things are a okay if I just talk about i#… this wasn’t supposed to be a vent or be so long geez
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Whatever, I’ve felt so cute lately and I wanna share the joy so tag game!! Just post your fave pics of yourself recently so we can all bask in your beauty ily
Tagging my loves @lestatism @smokedsalmoniloveyou @appleisms @poetrylesbian @ethanilsa @warmshrine @witchstone @anneing @dykemedusa @sayesayes @thatadult
#i tried to tag people I know are comfortable posting pics of themselves#but if I’ve got this wrong there’s absolutely no pressure ily#anyways I think my favorite treasured mutuals are the most beautiful people ever#💌#rbs ok btw
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too much manic energy rn. put on don angle
#this cd is wild it’s like. duke ellington. the beatles. the most beautiful melancholic drag you ever heard. original composition. beatles.#did I hunt this down because I fell head over heels in love with minor drag? mayhaps.#hey remember that post I went off in the tags in a few days ago being like I GOTTA WRITE THE PAH SECTION AAAAAA#so it turns out I’ve been procrastinating on that#made a nice plot and read a bunch of stuff in the meantime but oh hey I still gotta write this section#maybe frenetic harpsichord will help me focus#I don’t want to work on my thesis I want to write school of the air scripts and make little trinkets#why is it so difficult to work on the things I actually Need to do ;A;#also?????? people (or one person at least) is demonstrably excited about the Ptáček rp????????#why is my reaction to being perceived to be simultaneously excited and embarrassed this is stupid lmao just be excited it’s allowed#(points at self) say hi in the discord!!!!! tell them you’re pleased they like it!!!!!!!! be normal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#idk idk my ears feel warm just thinking about this that’s so dumb lol why am I having a physiological reaction to this#also still losing my mind from Box!!!!! this was so nice I’m gonna cry omg#should see if I have any sheet metal hmmmm#cannot make anything requiring soldering or casting but I can still do some things…….#okay okay I gotta get back to writing I’m meeting with my advisor at 4 aaaaaa#using music and manic energy and methylphenidates to get this section done 🥲#putting those in my acknowledgements btw
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having a normal one over here
#i think the meds overcorrected#i cannot sleep and i am bubbling with Emotions#can i tell what most of them are? No#but there’s a lot of them#and they’re not actually super shitty??#they’d be nice if they could just dial it down a notch#also this isn’t vague posting to be clear i’m not having Emotions because anything happened#this is run-of-the-mill confusion posting#kinda nervous for the comedown after these like. several consecutive pretty great days in a row???#other than the late night panic attacks i was giving myself by reading the news#my doctor literally made me go into my settings and turn off notifs for my news apps#while telling me ‘at least you’re self aware’#(bc i knew it was the news fucking me up i just wasn’t Allowed to turn off notifs)#anyway i’ve gone on a tangent#tumblr is back to being my journal#which means i’m gonna get like. at least 3x more annoying with my posting.#anyway i’m also thinking about Women but like. what’s new right?#also it’s Pride Month if there was ever a time to be gay over women it is NOW#someone’s gonna have to talk me out of dating apps again soon#(i hate dating apps and i don’t even want to date)#(but like maybe there are other cool queer people who wanna have queer movie nights and be casually gay together)#(you never know unless you try!)#anyway i’m not gonna be embarrassed for those tags bc if you’ve read this far that’s on you#personal
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I can listen to the most deranged free improvisation albums that most people in their right mind wouldn’t consider to be music and be like “man I love this” (topography of the lung baby) but something as universally well-liked as Godspeed! you black emperor comes about and I’m like “this shit just doesn’t hit idk” 😭
#though I liked the album who’s name is impossible to tag more than I thought I would#so maybe g!bye isn’t the right example#let’s see which controversial music opinions do I have#well normal people opinions not the opinions of someone who listens to jpop idols with two monthly listeners like I normally do#I hate sigur ros I do not like music as the right to children at all spiderland didn’t hit#I’m super picky about most metal though I kinda wish that would change#SUNG TONGS IS BETTER THAN MERRIWEATHER POST PAVILION#since I left you didn’t fully hit but I also think frontier psychiatry is one is the best songs ever#my favorite coltrane I’ve heard so far is ascension…#words of mine#the last person I saw on Twitter who hated boards of Canada got destroyed…these Sesame Street samples are SERIOUS to people 😭#it was frightening#wait it’s called frontier psychiatrist not psychiatry ALAS
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2/2 Do you have trust issues?
yeah dude where the hell did my assets go. think i have to sue the mf who ran away with them
#uhhhhHHHHHH#i don’t actually know how to answer this question#like... on the one hand i don’t THINK i have ‘trust issues’ per se but#on the other these asks are probably the most open i’ve been willing to be as of late and how do i do them.. by putting a joke in the post#and then proceeding to tuck my real answers away in the tags. which on my theme is effectively a collapsible hidebox.#so no one has to see them unless they opt in#good lord#i guess i kind of do? but for me i feel like i struggle to see it that way because it’s not as if i don’t take people by their word#(given i don’t have a reason not to obviously)#and i don’t particularly think my friends are gonna ditch me#i just. i don’t know how to talk to people about myself????#i’ll go on like a madman about my interests every day of the week but when it comes to my thoughts and feelings outside of that#it seems inaccessible#i’ll be like oh i’m pretty genuine around people but the next second i realise do these bitches even know what my favourite colour is#contrary to my reputation outside of the bit i don’t think i ever lie to ppl outright. i just lie by reduction like a lot. like a lot a lot#and ig the logical extension to that is my bitch ass peacing out of existence for a while when things aren’t going so great for me#and promptly reappearing once i manage enough stability to be around folks again without going dead silent whenever im asked how i’ve been#only to be greeted with ‘???? BITCH WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU??? IT’S THE YEAR 2037 WE THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD’#i hate how much i make people who care about me worry#but i also kinda don’t know how to solve that problem? ? ok google how do you be fine with the mortifying ordeal of being known#when in the first place you’re not sure how talking things out like that works#it’s weird. sometimes i think about how i’ve known my friends for years but i’m only just beginning to realise people want to be around me#and who don’t just interact when they need something from me or to have me answer their questions#not out of any mistrust towards them as individuals but moreso. ‘oh. this is a thing you can do? i didn’t realise that’#just... didn’t know that was an option until it was presented i suppose#wow this is probably the most personal one of these’s gotten how’d that happen
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as it’s the new year I want to say thank you for all the love on this!!!
I made it feeling a little melancholy about myself during a difficult year, and feeling very distanced from myself , but seeing so many people look at this with hope and happiness has been really lovely :’)
Seeing how much this has resonated with people of all genders, cis + trans + nonbinary, has meant a lot and I’m very glad that it’s connected with so many!! I do read all the tags/comments on this and I really appreciate every one of them! Idk how to put it into words but it’s really meant so much.
Much love to all my trans siblings 💕 hang in there and may the new year bring better things! :)
a day late to my 6 years on t anniversary ✨🏳️⚧️ a short comic about looking back
#six years post top surgery this month too :’)#tho my feelings on that are a little more complicated#forever grateful for trans healthcare 💕#would not be here without it I don’t think#feels silly being like ‘it’ll get better!’ bc that feels empty sometimes but it rly does!#it’s not perfect but I’m very glad I’m here as I am now#this is the most popular thing I’ve ever done by far and I’m immensely grateful for it#apologies for being MIA here it’s been. a year.#very funny reading tags from people who are like oh I look like that too#🤝#apologies if this reads very formally too tho I do mean it very deeply
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I’m bad at the apps but can I just send “I’m gonnna be so honest do you wanna fuck?” To this fellow dyke who got back on the app so they could talk to me again or is that tooooo forward hahaha.
Like yes it’s the app but I am genuinely unsure if they are here for friends or like girlfriends or whatever and that is one of the banes of my dyke existence bc, yes I wanna fuck you, and I thiiiiink you wanna fuck me but I am not sure bc you are from not here so maybe you just need friends, but oh MY god you responded on the app after like a month and a half just to continue our 7 mssg conversation so like do you wanna meet up and climb all over each other haha? Like I want to stick my hand down your pants idk.🤷. Like.
yes. I am discussing swords with you bc you asked me what kind of combat you need to best me in to win my heart and your dyke ass said “swords right?” And so I was like “obvi swords” but really I wanted to say wrestling bc i want to grapple in a way that is sweaty or whatever, can I put you in a headlock? Can you put me in a headlock? And I can pin you to the floor or whatever? And I want to grab you by the hair? Or you can do that to me. Haha it’s literally fine. It’s literally fineeeee.
But anyway maybe you just want to hang out and watch tv or something? The most recent episode of Futurama actually kind of got me
#literally the most psychotic thing I have ever typed out sorry#and I’m posting it here in the void where no one I know will see it#normal dyke behavior tbh#I think it would be funny to tag this shit as wlw or something so other people have to read it#not actually the most psychotic thing I’ve ever posted#anyone else ever feel like this#rambling from the mirage#in my clients defense your honor they were ovulating
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Every time my mum throws yet another hissy fit although I can understand she’s being stupid and I let her yap to her hearts content cause she can never quit complaining, for some reason I’m so mildly bothered that the irritation makes me angry at every other thing.
For example : the fact that so and so hasn’t responded in 51 years, fifty more people haven’t even given so much as a single darn to ask why I haven’t replied yet or use those two brain cells of theirs currently fighting for third place to realise huh, maybe she’s going through a hard time ! Maybe you know like a decent fucking human being I could leave her a little note saying she can answer whenever she feels fit enough to do so but that I care for her, and the fact that I am irate by how care and compassion is offered on a silver platter to so many yet for me I have to beg and do the most absurd and pathetic displays to achieve even the slightest speck of kindness, and if I DONT do all of that in the one in a trillion possibility of me receiving kindness for free it makes me so disgusted and afraid because why the fuck would you do that, in fact why the fuck would anyone even do that even if I gave them my whole heart and soul anyways. All I am is less than dirt by way of reason given how I have been treated, and although I’m unsure as to why I am and that I can never fully understand the reason for why I’m not worth a single thing, and why I am worthless, i understand that that’s how the world works and I ought to adapt to my role and take it because nobody will stop for me
#‘u guys have seen how fast life can be taken from you’ well I hope it comes faster bc I have been praying for the end to come#for years yet nothing#I have not only been let down by this world#but I have been let down by God so many times it’s genuinely baffling#why can’t He just kill me already#I don’t even care anymore about the method#I don’t even care if it’s the most excruciatingly painful thing#if I get ripped in half or have my organs harvested or tortured for however many days#I think I just need to go and i need to go NOW.#practically the only real consistent wish I’ve had in my life is that I am to be something important to others#someone irreplaceable#but I am not even noticed much less replaced#and how a girl could yap on about her insecurity abt her bangs and within an hour she gets heaps of comments#yet for me ? when I write odes to death every other Tuesday it’s whoopsie who gives a fuck about her I hope she dies#that’s precisely how it looks like to me#I think everyone does wish death upon me for the simple fact that nobody asks#nobody cares and nobody tries to help#actions speak louder than words and everyone’s actions are very clear to me#clearly someone throwing a pity party over themselves for fucking bangs is definitely a cause for concern yes yes ! worthy of twenty notes#within the span of a single hour 🥺🥺🥺 but of course I don’t deserve shit so that’s why nobody gaf 🙂↕️#dora daily#my only request is for all to be blunt and clear that I am worthless in their eyes.at least my mum reminds me often.why can’t yall do the#same. at least she is honest and not mincing her words. listen I can handle much more than anyone thinks I’m not as sensitive as everyone#makes me out to be. so freaking tell me how horrible I am tell me that I am a chore to speak to that I am a burden and weigh u all down#and that I am some infinitely unimaginable list of negative attributes and that’s all I’ll ever amount to because I would send my dearest#thanks for you being so brave and saying it to my face. rather than being a coward and a fool for hiding behind flowery words and meaningles#nothings uttered just for filler. newsflash I can read intents and in between the lines well but I am not a mind reader nor does anything#imply that I can read minds. yes I can discern intents and the smallest signals but I CANNOT read minds#why you won’t catch me hold hope that anything I make will get hype so I won’t post it on this platform and if I do I won’t tag it#and why do people always get fed up or think I’m lying or smth when I insist I’m sick like wtf. or they act like I’m lying by embodying the
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Saying I wish the best to non Israeli Jews is deeply troubling. Half the Jews in the world live in Israel. Many came there as refugees fleeing genocide or are the children of those who did. Some have been living there for longer than the Israeli state. Jews have been expelled from innumerable countries. For some, there was nowhere else to go. Regardless of your feelings about Israel, this is simply fact.
And just like in every country, opinions vary widely! There are Israeli anarchists who despise their government, who fight the draft. There are violent and racist nationalists. And everything in between.
I doubt you chose your nationality and I doubt your country is one free of human rights violations and catastrophe.
I despise the Israeli government. I want an end to the genocide in Gaza. I am not coming to you from an Israeli nationalist perspective at all. But please, if you are talking about dehumanizing and demonizing people, please look inward.
Hmm. I understand how you could read that and come to that interpretation but that’s not at all what I meant. Right now non-Israeli jews are in the particular circumstance of having absolutely influence and (not all) connection to Israel as a state. It wasn’t an exclusionary statement meaning to say I wish the worst for Israeli jews. I was stating my sympathy for those specifically in the circumstance of being Jewish outside of Israel in the time of this global movement.
Sometimes when people say things they really only mean the words they say. I do have sympathy for Israeli jews and for Israelis in general. Living in an apartheid state is harmful to all involved in different ways. And resistance is difficult and often comes at a great personal cost to their safety security health and wellbeing. They just weren’t who I was talking about at the time in my statement. No one chooses where they were born. And I know there are undoubtably Israeli, Jewish or not, who oppose the actions of their government. Young and old. We can only control what we have control over.
😓Will there come a time where I am interpreted in good faith? No matter how many words I use to try and specify what I’m saying it seems someone’s always going to read into it something I never said nor meant. Autism loss. Also. I don’t get why people come into other people inboxes on anon instead of just replying where the comment was made. Cause like I have no way of knowing who this person is. Their connection to me or my statement or the issue. When I see comments I don’t like I ignore them or reply to them directly I have never been compelled to seek people out. Especially on anon cause you’re not getting a notification for this reply so either they’re refreshing my blog to wait for my response (silly) or they’re never going to see my reply (pointless). I feel like I’ll probably get some more of these but at least this one isn’t telling me to shut the fuck up 🙄. I’m answering any of them I think are genuinely in good faith (until such a time where they prove to not be in my eye) when I have something to say about it.
If you took the time of your day to read this I hope you’ll take the time of your day to donate or reblog some of the gfms for Palestinian families. It makes me so sad that I can’t donate to them because I’m on OW and I’m below poverty. I can barely afford groceries so I really sympathize with the displaced Palestinians , and Sudanese, facing all the atrocities. Our struggles are interwoven.
Free Palestine. Land Back. End the occupation.
Pps my direct messages are open to the best of my knowledge so if you really have an issue with how I said what I said and can’t help but make it my problem the least you could do is speak to me directly as we are both just people on the internet. Glhf sorry for the long post
#long post#honestly I just feel sad for people who message me on anon#also this is the most active my inbox (anon) has been ever#I go years on here speaking my mind on any of the posts I see that I have an opinion on and for the last 6 years (plus actually cause my#original account was started in 2012 ish) without ever having this ‘problem’#but when I critique Zionism hmmm#I’ve deleted a few of these#it makes me think about the white supremacy culture website#if this is what gets you heated and not the ongoing genocide that will always say more about your character than mine#and it seems that I have not finished verbally processing this haha#my upstairs neighbour is shouting at his son 😡#he’s such a prick#(the neighbour)#anyway now I’m going to go reblog some more campaigns and some fanart unless I get time locked out of tumblr#I got the 5 minute warning while typing these tags 😋
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It’s fascinating to me how many people read my posts when I put organizational tags on them instead of just. continuing my rambling in the tags….. it’s almost like attaching searchable terms to your posts puts them in front of eyes other than those of your 2.5 inactive followers…..
#is my flop blogger era over????#I’ve been a flop blogger for like 10 years I don’t know if I can handle the attention….#46 notes on a post is like going worldwide viral to me#my most liked post ever got idk like 100 something notes? more than 100 but less than 200 and I was like oh my god I’m gonna need a#bodyguard to go outside like people are going to recognize me on the street I don’t know how to handle paparazzi what am I gonna do!!!!!#ironically I don’t even think I used any tags on it I think it was just when I had a girlfriend who was kinda tumblr famous and she must#have reblogged it and everyone else saw it on her blog lmao
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