#i think ive compensated it tho lmao

[scribz-ag24]

do you have any favorite fanfics involving grovyle, dusknoir, & celebi, either shipping or platonic? 🥺

In fact, I have some! Perhaps if I hadn't found them I'd be a bit more sane now, alas... So the next three are all from the same author and are my favourites from PMD (although I havent looked for Grovyle/Celebi or Dusknoir/Celebi alone, idk if someone has some recommendations for those). Still, tho, here is what I've read.

One more adventure https://archiveofourown.org/works/48325621

Platonic future trio (tho the author has stated that they can see the shipping happening lol). I like this one especially bc of the Celebi appreciation, she's the POV and has added lore abour her crucial role in keeping the dark future stable and helping to fix it. Also great dusknoir and grovyle characterization, but that's a given with this author.

The next three are actaeon (Dusknoir/Grovyle), so Celebi barely appears or has relevance. It's a shame, but they're still some of my fav fics.

Stars that shine https://archiveofourown.org/works/33070633

ABSOLUTE FAV. IVE REREAD IT LIKE 20 TIMES. ONE OF THE MOMENTS TOWARDS THE END LIVES IN MY HEAD RENT FREE. Btw you can ignore the tags, its not as grim as it sounds lol. No spoilers but this fic is the fic ever. Also Dusknoir is so in love in this one it hurts lmao. I sketched some fanart for this fic i need to clean it and post it.......this fic deserves it.....

Together we'll be heroes https://archiveofourown.org/works/37172176/chapters/92737780

This one is also actaeon, but theres also focus on Hero/Partner. It's a retelling of EoS through snippets of Hero, Partner, Grovyle and Dusknoir's PoV, and is really well narrated. While i was put off at first by the idea of a retelling of the game, I was pleasantly surprised by how entertaining the story and characters are! ts unfinished, and unfortunately ends before the story progresses much beyond the plot of the game, however the part of the story that is set in post game is precious. and it also has my favourite thing ever, that is, future trio not knowing what the hell to do with their lives now that theyre not dead.

It's not unfounded https://archiveofourown.org/works/28630209

This one is not from the same author, but it's also short and sweet, and it even inspired one of my posta about future trio (the one with grovyle's "tail" wagging xd). Maybe it can get a bit too "fanfic-y" at times, but I still enjoyed it a lot. Its basically actaeon hurt/comfort and discussing what their future is gonna be now the the world is back on track and on its way to healing.

So yeah those are the ones I've read and enjoyed lmao. If you've looked for pmd fics before you might have already read them, since there arent a lot of fics and these are all well tagged and all.

[the-kipsabian]

..this is maybe a stupid question, but if i did offer to make socks, would anyone consider buying them? idk premade or pick a color or whatever, tho i cant make more than basic socks (tho i do know how to make ones with patterns? if i have instructions) but. yeah??

[fordtato]

LOVED THE JERSEY BOY UPDATE.

one thing tho- you might want to be careful asking for donations on ao3, because ive heard its against the terms of service. i dunno if they close accounts or take down fics based on things like that, they might just give a warning or something, but i just wanted to let you know in case you didnt know already.

(that whole policy sucks btw like i get why its there but personally i think fic writers deserve some fucking compensation every once and awhile)

oh RIP i had no idea, I'll remove it when im back at my computer lmao

but also THANK YOU SO MUCH IVE BEEN DESPERATE TO TALK ABOUT IT AND IM SO HAPPY TO HAVE FINALLY GOTTEN THAT OUT

[ajaegerpilot]

brbbbbb thinking abt my friend who is now dating guys when last summer he was surprised to see me on a date with a girl despite knowing i was bisexual, like you know what that is GROWTH <3

[nexttothelamp]

....

[ko-eko-ev-go-ms]

Oh my god I just realized math wise I’ve lost 10 again but I’m only 2-3away from being at my lowest/less than it. Literally wtf how is that actually possible rn man it’s only been a few days wtf. Can’t tell if it’s a fluke bc of my habits the last few days/time Of weigh in or what, but I’m confused. Haven’t weighed in yet today but I assume since I did less yesterday it might have either gone back up or maybe it’s evened out???? Idk man I’m super confused

[miraneko19]

Okay, Ive decided I actually really DO need to make an appreciation post for Ryusui. This man.. seriously, HOW did I get so invested in this man?? I shouldve known. The fucking MOMENT I thought "oh no he seems like hes going to be infuriating" I shouldve REALIZED there was going to be more going on here and.. I SORT of knew. I learned with Law. And with FMA Greed, actually. Ryusui was CONSTANTLY giving off vibes of "Hate me LOATHE me" while simultaneously COUNTERING them with endless love and an absolutely INSANE amount of development and depth the further you get into the series!! I swear it was on PURPOSE.

The second that man said "you may despise me, but I love you!! Because I desire every woman on this earth- and every man too! Im the greediest man alive, after all" (or something along those lines, dr stone readers know what im talking about) and with that glowing smile on his face to BOOT, I knew I was doomed. And I am, Im so doomed. A man who USES greed for love and unification?? And progress and advancements, instead of the stereotypical evil connotations?? My heart was already on the VERGE of being taken. But then.. they just kept going further!!! Born a rich kid but doesnt just snap his fingers and expect other people to do things for him, to lead the way in getting for him what he desires- no. If he DESIRES something, then even if he has to be the one to figure out HOW to obtain it, how to MAKE it, on his own then he absolutely WILL.

He straight up will go DAYS on no sleep or anything, working himself to the GROUND making those model ships and then will compensate BEYOND generously anyone who helps to bring his creation to life?? Hes the kind of man who will "desire" the safety of his workers and sailors and will go TOE TO TOE WITH GOD HIMSELF TO SEE TO THE HAPPINESS AND SAFETY OF ANYONE UNDER HIS CARE (lmao didnt mean to imply Senku was God or anything. Senku and that beautiful gambling debacle aside Ryusui WOULD have desired a way to march straight to the heavens and FIGHT God if he knew he was a direct threat to anyone he cared about and damn it he wouldve made it HAPPEN).

And just.. theres that saying of throwing money around, and usually with rich people that kind of stuff makes you RAGE but he does it in the BEST way!! The kind of man who will see a waitress holding back tears at a diner and be like "an expression like that on a beautiful face such as yours breaks my heart. It cannot continue, for I desire your happiness!" And gives her a $1k+ dollar tip and speaks with the establishment to arrange for her a long vacation and whatever else to combat what was making her sad. And did I even mention yet how he says ANY and EVERY woman is a beauty that must be treasured no MATTER their age and looks etc?? Hes the DIRECT counter to "If she BREATHES she a THOT" no no ALL women are QUEENS. Yet he is ALSO an absolute pansexual icon!! And he just keeps GOING. He develops more and MORE and just when you think youve finally understood him he goes DEEPER. He desires more than ANYTHING to go on that space trip.. yet he desires the success of the space trip MORE and anything that needs to be done to make it happen even if it MEANS recognizing that he isnt the best candidate to take one of the positions.. im just... ive gotten to the point where he could tell me he desires anything and whatever it is I would just GIVE it. Im so attached to him now. Ive never made a ramble appreciation post for ANY specific character that I remember and even tho i could even be considered late to the party on this.. I just NEEDED to okay?? I need. More love for this man. And honestly RIP to my wallet because of it

[superphlyduskull]

some core and halfa physiology thoughts

found a page of notes from when i thought i was gonna rewatch dp (apparently i got three episodes in before i realized i just couldn't do it by myself lmao) and i found some interesting thoughts i had on how halfas work!

also look at the single note i took from one of a kind tho dfkhsldfk

One of a Kind

* tucker and danny snuggle…

also might be watching dp with my friends tomorrow so maybehaps ill take more notes when i do that!

ANYWAY

this post got away from me, so im gonna put the rest under the cut in case it’s a bit long lmao

now to the meat of this post!

so i surprised myself by having written this. i have zero memory of it:

* Cores: concentrated ball of ectoplasm inside a ghost, similar to a heart but more difficult to destroy or manipulate. has organelles as well, and there are some that are the same across all ghosts, but some that are different based on core type and ghost type. is kept strong by feeding the ghost’s obsession and/or by being in the ghost zone. 

    * with halfas, its a little different. there hasn’t been much (ethical) research done, but a halfa’s core is sustained both by continually feeding the obsession and keeping the human side healthy (mentally and physically, but mental health in particular). not keeping up with the obsession significantly weakens the core, but it also won’t kill the halfa, just weaken. Same goes for the human health necessities; if physical and mental health are not kept up, the halfa won’t die/end, just be weaker. Both sides have to be neglected  in danny’s case, this gets difficult, as he tends to rely on his ghost powers to feed his obsession (protecting and helping others)

i havent thought extensively about cores and core types yet, but i picture cores with at least four organelles: one for holding the form together, one that determines what their appearance is like, one that contains energy for their element, and one that harnesses the energy they get from their obsession or other sources (like ambient ectoplasm or emotion). and some pretty standard core types ive seen around are ice, fire, electricity, plant/nature. also time and space

ive always had a hard time figuring out whether i vibe more with danny having an ice core or an electricity core; electricity bc of how he died, and ice bc of all that stuff with frostbite and whatnot. then i thought, maybe danny’s a weird case, because he is in every other way, isnt he? there are two other halfas, and he at the very least came about through very different means than they did. i subscribe to the hc that vlad isnt “as much�� of a halfa/is less stable bc he didnt half die immediately/died less than danny, which makes danny even more different from him

and from that thought, i arrived at: what if danny has a multi-element core? like one element is dominant, but the organelle responsible for his core type just kinda grabs a little of an element if he has a strong enough attachment to it. like he is primarily an Ice core (for some reason? still don’t understand the choice for that in canon but what else is new), but because of his death, his core latched on to Electricity a bit as well. and it gives him the potential to have a bit of Time if clockwork mentors him. i also think Space would be plausible, both bc of his love of outer space and the fact that he died in a portal. this makes him incredibly op but like..... he was already, why not ramp it up a notch?

OH AND ALSO its like that because he’s A) a new ghost, which i hc are more susceptible to change as they get used to being a ghost, B) an adolescent at the time of the accident, which is a time of turbulent change for humans and C) was literally between dimensions when he died, which is as about as symbolic of change as you can get!!

now for my thoughts on halfa physiology! not sure i fully vibe with what i wrote before, but there are two hcs that i like:

- if he takes care of one form and then some, that “and then some” bleeds over to his other half and he doesn’t need to care specifically for it. like if he overfeeds his obsession, he doesn’t really need to worry much about eating or drinking or breathing depending on how much he overfed. if he can’t get to the ghost zone for the ambient ectoplasm or feed his obsession, overeating will do just fine

- the above, except that only works for so long. one half can only compensate for the other for so long. he can go a lot longer without than a full ghost or human, but eventually he’ll need food or ambient ectoplasm

- surprise third option: his ghost half can override his human half’s needs, but not the other way around. he doesn’t really need to eat or brink or breath anymore (even if it makes him uncomfortable) as long as he’s keeping up with his ghostly needs, but ignoring the needs of his ghost half isn’t sustainable and will cause great distress, madness, or death

i may have accidentally stolen these from the many fics ive read over the past year, but if anyone has any input i’d love to hear your thoughts!

[ectoplasm-james]

@yolopatriarch gave me xue yang but my ask box is out of commission so we’re doing it like this lmaoooooo

send me a character and i’ll give you my feelings on them, the people i ship with them, my brotps, my unpopular opinions, etc. 

how i feel about this character

every day i think about when wang haoxuan said that xue yang just wants to feel safe bc 1) it broke my heart and 2) i think it brilliantly puts his whole character into perspective. literally everything about him--the murder, the constant smile, the constant laughter--all makes so much sense if you approach it from the view that xue yang feels constantly lowkey terrified and out of control and is trying to compensate for it. the kid murders an entire clan because of one busted finger and i think his motivation is equal parts a desire for revenge and a need to control the source of his trauma. 

i always write him with the understanding that, psychologically, he hasn’t really progressed past the moment he got run over. when you grow up poor and homeless, nobody really considers you human, and when you kill a bunch of people, nobody really considers you human. so no one is going to talk to you, no one will touch you, and certainly no one is going to care for you. so of course he keeps on killing people and goes absolutely out of control because 1) he can’t afford to let all of that bother him and 2) if he stays violent and unapproachable, he can’t be taken advantage of, and he can’t be hurt / made to feel inferior / weak / etc. it’s a self-fulfilling prophecy.

this is also why i have a lot of feelings about submissive masochist xue yang and pain in controlled environments and sex as self-harm but that’s a fic for another day lmao

your honor, i love him

all the people i ship romantically with this character

it’s like this: jiang cheng might be the fandom bicycle (which is funny for several reasons) but xue yang is MY fandom bicycle. i am prepared to read this disaster with more or less anyone. i think every character in the untamed deserves some unethical non-free range dick (especially the women. let the women of the untamed get some zest in their sex lives. on god.)

that being said, xiao xingchen of fucking course. every day i think about xue yang deciding to get revenge and then just fucking. living with him for three years bc he’s nice to him and laughs at his jokes and gives him candy ive said this before but the soft dom energy of leaving candy on your man’s pillow every morning makes me go apeshit every time i think about it holy fucking shit xxc your mind

I’m actually not as interested in songxuexiao tbh (although it does comprise a great deal of what i read mostly bc fics in that tag have a reading of his relationship with xxc that runs closer to my own, and there is some absolutely brilliant stuff out there).  i think my personal lack of interest is mostly because I just can’t quite get a hook on song lan’s character

i’m also very partial to him and jin guangyao together as like an evil fuckbuddy situation (altho i have seen at least one fic where they knew each other as kids that hurt way more than i expected it to). be gay do crime. on a similar note i think xue yang deserves yiling laozu hatesex

my non romantic otp with this character

he and a-qing are basically tom and jerry in yi city and it’s the funniest thing in the world.

i also really enjoy the concept of xue yang and qin su vibing together at jinlintai a) because again it’s really funny and b) jiggy would have an aneurysm about it

qin su: oh darling that nice young man stopped by for tea again today!

jiggy:

if they’re both banging him so much the better

my unpopular opinion about this character

characters like xue yang inevitably invite rancid takes which is why i’m proud to say i don’t really know what the popular takes about him are. as long as we’re talking tho, i don’t think xue yang is a monster but also i’m not sure that he would be capable of changing completely even if he’d spent the rest of his life with xxc, bUT i’m not really pressed about it, you know? he is what he is, and he is very gorgeous to me

one thing i wish would happen / had happened with this character

i really would have liked to have seen more of the yi city stuff since i’m pretty sure you get more from a-qing in the novel. understandable why it was pared down but also! i deserve domestic goddess!xue yang

[tianhai03]

How often do you draw? And (this one isn't in the list) there's any tips you have to draw bodies? I turned senior year and need tips to compensate the lack of train TuT

i used to draw much more, like. one drawing everyday. but ive gotten much busier due to school even tho i dont even care about studying lmao

nowdays my drawing schedule is really random, sometimes i draw for 5 straight days and sometimes i dont draw for a week. i need more time sobs

as for tips, im probably the last person you wanna ask about giving advices honestly hahahaha

what i do is that i break the human body into a few shapes and just kinda go from there (an example under the cut)

this is kinda bad but you probably get the gist of it, basically you dont wanna get too much into detail when you’re in the sketching phase, just kinda draw out how you want the pose to be while constantly checking if there’s any anatomy mistakes(unless if your art style is heavily stylized, mine isnt so i cant help you with that), then you start getting into the details like clothes, pants, skirts, abs when you think it looks okay.

when you draw more and more, you’ll eventually get the hang of it and even skip a few of the guidelines, but you need to take everything slowly. art dont just come to you like a snap, you need to give yourself time and put effort in it.

also dont be afraid to use references!! find pics on google, save them in a folder in your pc/phone, take pics of yourself doing the pose, ask your friend/family member for it if theyre okay with it!! whatever helps you, just use it.

that’s all, hope it helped it someway haha

[aharris00britney]

ASKS 08

rip it’s a lot of stuff, some good, some weird….

Anonymous said: do you like eating ass? I bet your booty is thicc and juicy :)

idk who would even send this but ummm I’m a bottom so yeah.. that answers that wedhfnsh have u nice day/night <3

@thesimpley2k​  said: your cc is so beautiful! and you’re a britney stan :) ily sis

thank youuuuu omg ily2 lmao I don’t voice my Britney stanness much but once B10 starts getting more hyped up I’ll be back up there! Thank you again and rip original make me MV

Anonymous said: Oof I need all of your wip hairs right now            

oof you haven’t even seen half of them sweetie ;) I have 10 wip hairs as of now so like… you’ve seen 4 on this blog through edits/playlists. the rest are on my patreon and some go on my wips section in my discord (omg shameless plug im sorry but its true)

Anonymous said: Can we gift you packs through origin?

if u want?? idrk how that works tbh ;-; if u did tho like rsdfgfbvc thank you!!! I prob will only buy packs that I can use for cc from now on tbh ;-; my computer is at that point where i need to be really picky about stuff, plus imo they arent worth it wedfgdbfn i regret buying most of the SP’s

Anonymous said: Are you posting a shorter version of the Zoey Hair as shown in your latest post because it looks amazing?!!!!!

thank you!!! That is basically what the idea of it is lmao, but I think im gonna make an accessory hair clip for it too. Not 100% sure yet tho

@agentwashsims​ said: Crying over the wip hair and the grimes reference! Okay you’re still perfect and ily that it all okay bye. 

aaah thank you! grimes is so good omg Art Angels is my favorite album but there are a lot of ongs on Visions I like as well. I like a little bit of Halfaxa toooooo

Anonymous said: Hi, would it be possible for you to just reupload the lydia hair post? As it’s marked as sensitive content, I can’t see the picture and I’d really like to be able to have a look at it before I download it.

Hi! I emailed tumblr support about it since it has been over a month since it has been up for review. Hopefully they get it worked out soon <3 there is a picture of it on my download page if you want to look at it there

Anonymous said: Hey, how do I do Patreon? I want to but i’m new to all those things of Patreon cause now I want lots of hairs that need it, and I wanna learn how can I Patreon you!

Hello! Hopefully you see this haha. Patreon is sort of like Netlfix in it is a monthly charge for goods. To get 3 cc hairs early each month, it is a $1 pledge. Higher pledges get better rewards(such as watching me work on cc, getting to vote on hair releases, and more). I think that Patreon is a great way to help support creators as long as they do it right (no exclusive CC). I really hope this helps you and thank you so much if you decide to pledge any ammount <3

Anonymous said: When are going to upload your maxis match hairlines? Like in a post

oml I am horrible lmao I deleted them and don’t seem to have them backed up, but I will maybe make more in the future?? I honestly don’t find them that usable on most hairs but everybody is different so we will see <3

Anonymous said: Is the black braided hair on your April Playlist a WIP? If not WCIF it cuz it’s gorgeous <333 Ily.

issa wip for Juneee

Anonymous said: how old are you?

18 d2f m4m

Anonymous said: What is your Origin ID?

spotharris

Anonymous said: Hey! I 🖤 ur content btw and I wanted to just like clarify something. Ur posts say u can recollect but don’t include the mesh. What does that mean exactly??? Do people still need the mesh for the recollections to show up in game?? Sorry if this is really dumb, I’m a new simblr. Thx!            

hey!! sorry for the super late reply omg, welcome to simblr!! it is kinda crazy here but hopefully u can find ur peeps and make a nice home :) anywaysssss i think u mean recoloring, which is like when people add different colors other than the 18 EA base colors. I don’t allow people to use the meshes mainly bc I know that sometimes I have to go back and update things and this way the recolors don’t have a broken mesh and require that person to redo their package.

Anonymous said: whose ur fave member of lOoNa

my rankings as of right now: Kim Lip, Go Won, Olivia Hye, JinSoul, HyunJin, Chuu, HeeJin, Choerry, HeeJin, HaSeul, ViVi, and then YeoJin

also omfg if u have jinsoul/kim lip/choerry limited edition mix&match photocard and would like to gift me it then umm PLEASE they are impossible to find and i need for my collection ;-;

@disneynsims​ said: I am also a massive Britney Spears fan, and I have to say I appreciate you naming your hairs after her songs. I do make one small request, that a hair eventually be named after one of her best bonus tracks, “Up n’ Down”.

omg Up N’ Down is one of my least favorites on femme fatale grfbg but thank you!! I don’t really name hairs after her songs anymore :(

@issharky​ said: you’ve improved so much over the time! ive been following (on tsr and tumblr since i joined) since like 2016! ♥ still love your blog!            

ygvhbjn i didnt have a tsr but go awf lmao thank you!!! i was a mess in 2016 and a lil of 2017 <3

Anonymous said: Ur such a babe austin            

thx for sending this @dogsill​ ur a babe too 😘

Anonymous said: Discord? Patreon? And this are how a good simblr die

oof discord is literally like a groupchat thing but go off also patreon makes it so i release 3 hairs a month when before it was like 1 or 2 so ummm

Anonymous said: I have recently downloaded blender to make cc hairs, but I can’t zoom in, rotate, or do anything basically. Do you know of any tutorials that explain how to use it well/ in detail? (I have a windows laptop). Anyway, I recently discovered your hairs and I am in love!! Thank you for making so many beautiful pieces of cc!

urgg i really wish i could make video tutorials and stuff for blender and hairs :( I have tried about 3 or 4 times to record/stream and it is so laggy and just pure shit on stream and twitch. I kind of just learned stuff as i went in blender but a must have is a mouse of some kind, otherwise it is 10x harder

@alexschmidt629 said: Hey! I hope you’re doing a bit better than the last time you made your last post! I’m sorry to hear about all of that, being a senior is so difficult and college stuff is even more difficult. I hope you’re doing better!

thank you! I’m doing a bit better now :)

Anonymous said: holy shit it sounds like everything that literally could’ve gone wrong did. wishing u love and luck bb. and also i think its absolutely FINE that u put ur stuff up on patreon early, it’s still free in the end!! its just a choice to actually compensate cc creators for all that they do for us. god that person was just so rude and im kinda surprised at how kindly you took it. props to u xx 

yeah dsgf everything kinda went shitty the past few months but hopefully it all turns itself around :) and I try not to pick at any rude anons/asks in general bc I feel like by doing that it just causes more attention on the issue and more people/trolls want to jump on the band wagon. Thank you!!

Anonymous said: Oh honey, you need prayers and I wish you the best of luck with fasts, college, moving, and the rest of your life. Stay strong hon you got this!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

thank you <3

Anonymous said: hi is there a version off the Ella hair that has a bun in the back or am I crazy? probs crazy honestly, but thx for answering

I think you are thinking of my Maja hair? It has a different bottom but it has those same bangs! It is here

[many-gay-magpies]

bestie your sleep schedule scares the shit out of me pls take care of yourself and make sure you get enough rest !! YES I WOULD BE VERY INTERESTED IN THE SOLON WOLFBAT ART. I HAVE NOT YET SEEN ANY OF YOUR ART (i think??) AND I WOULD BE VERY EXCITED TO !!

ON THE TOPIC OF BATS THOUGH as far as we know the dark moon boys cannot turn into bats so wouldn’t it be funny if “real vampires” just . couldn’t? and that the media made it all up? like imagine sooha asking if they could turn into bats bc they’re vamps and heli goes on this rant like “no actually that’s a harmful stereotype because historically vampires were left in decrepit abandoned places with a naturally high bat population and-“ and sooha just cuts him off like “that’s a shame, i bet you would’ve been cute as a little bat” and that shuts heli up REAL QUICK. i also very much agree with noa hanging upside down to sleep for fun- and i raise your scenario like This:

solon: why the hell do you keep sleeping like that you do know we’re not ACTUALLY bats, right?

noa: it’s comfortable!

jakah, who was sitting on a tree branch and then swung back so he’s hanging upside-down next to noa: he’s right about that, it’s also very beneficial to stretch your back muscles like this

DJAJEBAJEB THE VAMPS BEING DECELIS CRYPTIDS IS GREAT BC ITS LIKE . IF THEY WERENT THAT HOT/ATHLETIC THEYD BE ABSOLUTE WEIRDOS BUT EVERYONE IS BLINDED BY THEIR PRETTYBOY SMILES AND COLORFUL HAIR AND JUST SWOONS OVER ALL THE WEIRD SHIT THEY DO- imagine once they crash after that finals week grind and no one hears from them so sooha gingerly pushes their door open like “guys? you all okay in there? i brought ice crea- ohnotheyresleepingimsosorryohwaitthatskindofcute” and snaps some pictures for blackmail material before leaving

- vrvr anon

LSGFJFHJF its fine (maybe not but whatever) its not like i stay up crazy late and wake up crazy early, these days i stay up to anywhere between 1 and 4 am and wake up between ten and, like, 2 pm (altho my average is between 11 and noon). im sure its probably unhealthy somehow but i definitely do get enough rest (except for today when i had to get up early to intercept a package for my dad-- i compensated via 2 hour nap later tho), and i am aiming to get my average down to like. 1 in the morning instead of 4. i kinda just revert to being semi-nocturnal every summer lmao

OKAY YES WEREBAT ART. ITS NOT SUPER COMPLEX AS MY ART GOES BUT IM PROUD OF IT I THINK IT LOOKS NEAT (also its almost more purple than blue but SHHH)

(also gonna shamelessly promote myself for a sec and say that my art tag is #my art, u can check it out if u want-- or i can just put all the digital art ive made so far into an answer to another ask if that would be easier)

ive always liked the idea of vampires being able to turn into bats because i love animals a lot and supernatural creatures that can turn into other things have always been super fascinating to me (werewolves, selkies, and the like). but in canon yeah its probably more likely that they CANT do that (the idea of it being a harmful stereotype is hilarious), although there will always be an au in my head where they can. in canon, however, the concept of the brothers adopting bat-like behavior despite... not actually being able to do that is top quality-- AND YES god i bet hanging upside down from a tree like that would do WONDERS for your back jakah is so right (i personally have shit posture and my back is probably all sorts of messed up in very tiny ways because of it lmao), but now im also getting the image of the scene directly after that where the branch cant hold their combined weight and gives with them still hanging from it, so they end up in one big pile of vampire on the ground with a bigass tree branch on top of them. and solon is just staring at them completely deadpan like "you deserved that"

NO YEAH THE SCHOOL CRYPTIDS 100%. the hypocrisy of the general student body feels so funny to me, because your regular average student might be like "i havent slept in three days these finals are killing me" and immediately get a minimum of ten scolding/disgusted remarks from their friends like "yeah you LOOK like it" "bro thats not healthy get some sleep" "do i need to bring you a pillow?" "or some sleep-inducing tea?" "bro how are you functioning" meanwhile heli says he straight-up hasn't slept for a week and everyone's just going "omg he's so cool and mysterious i could NEVER do that" "he must be so dedicated to have pulled that many all-nighters 🥺🥺🥺" and the Average Student before is just. SO done. they probably grumble something about pretty privilege before passing out for sixteen hours straight LMAO

also to add onto the cryptid notion . i imagine that WHEN they're pulling all these all-nighters, the vamps get restless and leave the dorm to walk around for a bit (ignore both the concept of a curfew and the fact that decelis is a night school when reading this following sentence), and theyre probably not the only ones doing this because. finals. high school. you get the idea. and if the glowy eyes in the dark thing i mentioned with noa applies to ALL the vampires,,, there have probably been several instances of perfectly normal students walking around the campus at night in the dark and coming across these tall, shadowy figures in the halls with bright glowing eyes and. well. good thing they were already planning to not get any sleep that night ksgdjfbfn

SOOHA FINDING THE VAMPS IN THEIR BIG OLD SLEEPY PILE AFTER FINALS AND SNAPPING PICTURES FOR BLACKMAIL PURPOSES.... SHUTTUP THATS SO CUTE.

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all of ur tags on the endgame sucked post!! >>> i think the complete refusal to accept anything that happened in aos/ac is, yes, as you said, hating-women-o'clock. all of the character development went backwards and they tried to cover that up with action and guns. that one shot with all the mcu women in it was pANDERING and whoooooo boy this movie makes me mad !! glad to see there are other ppl in the 'engame completely ruined the mcu for me' club tho lmaooo

(this response ended up being very very long im so sorry but i get heated thinking about this stupid franchise lmao)

RETWEET to everything you said i remember walking out of the theatre feeling so crappy about the entire movie but not being able to verbalize it and everyone around me loved it and it wasnt until like after spiderman came out and the entire movie was basically about tony and i was like actually…maybe i hate this. and yes the woman group shot bothered me so much russo brothers you owe me financial compensation

and yeah agent carter wrapped up a lot of loose ends from the first cap and it meant so much to me while it was airing and having this movie just completely erase Literally everything that happened in those 2 seasons was a punch in the gut. esp because they just treated peggy as a “”reward”” for steve at the end… it was weird and bad! after peggy had literally moved on!!! and then endgame was like sousa?? never heard of him. by the way steve kissed his literal actual niece in civil war :) we made it even weirder than it already was :)

other mcu hating women moments was captain marvel in endgame supposedly being one of the most powerful superheroes but she only had like seven lines ohhhhhh my god. and killing off black widow… that sure was a choice!!! and i know these are all white women so like the few crumbs in this movie about women were. entirely white. girlboss!1!!1!1!1!2!!32

but even if i overlooked the abysmal treatment of women in this movie it just. wasnt good anyway. everything they did with thor especially was just… yikes! they completely ignored everything that happened in ragnorak they killed off loki in like the first five minutes they gave thor back his eye and his hammer and then they turned his depression into a running gag and it was like haha hes fat now isnt that funny!! *fornite joke* and i was like im in hell im literally in hell

not to mention the way they handled time travel was like the worst take ive ever seen. the plot was just flimsy and thanos isnt even a good villain like there is not really a memorable scene in this entire film and they hyped it up so much. russo brothers how does it feel to be literally so inconsequential (and the fact that russo brothers also wrote winter soldier which is about steve trying to move on from the past…what happened. WHAT HAPPENED?? im convinced they have a ghost writer or something because its the worst 180 ive ever seen.)

agents of shield interlude because its my favorite marvel thing: it is so good. like there are better seasons but there are no wholly bad seasons. i get it if people dont want to watch seven seasons of 40+ minute episodes because that is a LOT of tv but mcu stans are watching all these new disney+ shows and acting like they Invented television and i feel like im losing my marbles a little bit because aos has been here the entire time with the character relationships/growth that these people always gripe about the avengers not having but barely anyone has seen it!! not to mention the five female characters we got who all got their own arcs and were essential to the plot (two of which were superheroes and two of which were black widow-esque spies and one of which was a scientist — and 3/5 were women of color)

were they mad that the only main cast men in this show were 1. a traditionally masculine white man that fanboys would typically idolize who turned out to be a bad guy who was never redeemed or justified and was killed off in a gruesome way because he sucked in every possible way 2. a socially awkward nerd who is not very masculine 3. an old man who is not very masculine either 4. a black man 5. a man that sacrifices himself for a woman (fuck you endgame) and 6. two other men who were most of the time played for laughs because they were less capable than the women of the team. did that hurt their feelings?? that there were no billionaire playboys for them to idolize :(((( that women were given actual depth :((( boo hoo

anyway aos season 4 robot plotline was better than age of ultron, which admittedly is a low bar, but still. i think i watched aos s4 back in 2016/2017 and it blew my mind and i expected the mcu to hold up against it and it never did

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All of them (as requested jdkdk) 👀

ahhah thank you!!

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1. describe your idea of a perfect datei haven’t really thought about this… i think it’s something involving coffee, but i think having some alone time with the person is important to me.and.. this might be a hilly billy thing but going to some nature place they/me connect to their youth is cool.

2. whats your “type”strong personality and oppinionated is propably the most important. but you have to have a will to think and to a certain extent see all of your oppinions as up for debate. people who do not care about what others think and express themselves how they want!! and i quess i like masculine girls and feminine boys.

3. do you want kids?hmmm… jeah i have sometimes thought of myself as a parent and liked the thought. but it’s such a huge responsobility that i don’t really know what the reality of it would be.

4. if you do, will you adopt or use some other form of child birth?hmmm well i already know that i won’t be the one giving birth. i see adoption as a really valid option, but jeah im not that far into considering kids.

5. describe the cutest date you’ve ever been oni’ve been on an official date like once and it was absolutely awful. but there’s this other time i hung out with this dude i liked and im like 90% sure he liked me too at the time but we were both socially incapable suckers. but jeah we rode our bikes on a summer evening and he showed me the place he goes to when he wants to be alone, which was this solid rock hill that had a view of the biggest swamp i had ever seen. was really dope

6. describe your experience having sex for the first time (were you nervous? or was it easy peasy?)you come to my virgin jack-off house….

7. are you a morning time gay or night time gay?night time. i’m so bad at funktionin during the day.

8. opinion on nap dates?haven’t really tried but from ecperience i have with friends i think it’s such a good way to create trust

9. opinion on brown eyes?very nice. especially those almost black ones and that hazel color stuff.

10. dog gay or cat gay?dog gay!!

11. would you ever date someone who owned rodents or reptiles?YES!!

12. whats a turn off you look for before you start officially dating someone?not really that experienced with commitment (i love being trans in a small village smh) but propably i just need to know they’re mature enough.

13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one?hmmm idk i didn’t really have much exposion to them but i guess i kinda had this thought they were super different from the people around me? the typical thing bad representation brings.

14. what is a piece of advice you would give to your younger selfbeing something different isn’t bad. you don’t have to compensate being lgbt+ with aggressively being something “normal” for people to not leave you. be nice and appreachable and mature, but you won’t gain anything from trying to please the people who are more easy to digest/”park of the mass”. it won’t work and it’ll be hard to accept that people see fault in even small things, but when you be yourself and express yourself greatly enough with confdence, THEN people will be drawn to you.

15. (if attracted to more than one gender) do you have different “types” for different genders?jeah…. i really like men who are like sensitive and skinny and like i hate this but like: beta males (ajndfljns). but in women i adore the basic strong muscular and huge woman with a confident and relaxed nature. i haven’t really thought about a specific type when it comes to nb people. because “stylistic/creative” is a bit too broad

16. who is an ex you regret?hmmm i don’t really think i regret any.

17. night club gay or cafe gay?cafe gay. clubbing is okay sometimes with good company and enough alcohol in my system but if im sober-ish and with some people i hate it. (also i have mostly been to straight clubs  and ffff i don’t fit there at all and it gets bad if i start to think about it)

18. who is one person you would “go straight” forbi..

19. video game gay, book gay, or movie gay?all.

20. favourite gay ship (canon or not)uuhhf.. hmmmmm.. bumblebee?

21. favourite gay youtubermiles jai

22. have you ever unknowingly asked out a straight person?prolly not. but it’s a grey line since i did some romantic shit as femme representing when i was in the trans closet.

23. have you ever been in love?yes. it was such a defining feeling for me

24. have you ever been heartbroken?yeah, but i’m kind of embarrassed by it

25. how do you determine if you want to be them or be with someonethis is something it think about a lot as a trans masc person, but i have always thought that despite my taste in men/masc people and my ideal look often being intertwining (those young artsy gopnik -aesthetic boys are the ideal look for me lol) the feelings of “i want to be like that” and “i want to date that” have always been clearly different for me.

26. favourite lgb musician/banddoes tyler the creator count? because he’s propably an artist i relate to and admire the most. ohhhhh lil peep is the same too. also kevin abstract, he means the world.

27. what is a piece of advice you have for young / baby gaysit’s hard to live in a society that doesn’t always give you the same possibilities because of your identity. but try to see it in a healthy light and compromice only on things that don’t hurt your identity and who you are. you’re allowed to be weird and controversial and it doesn’t matter what people think because it’s them who are shallow and small minded. but remember that things you have to do as a person who’s part of a society need to be taken care of for your own health! :D (and queer excellense heh)

28. are you out? if so how did you come outyes. well.. ACTUALLY i never came out about my sexuality??? i never saw it as necessary. i think my parents know tho, i don’t really think about it. huh.. how weird i didn’t even realise. i’m “out” to almost everyone tho cause im super open about it.

my gender was a more complicated issue. i first came out to my closest friends. then to some friends who weren’t really lgbt+ informed (and they were all so supportive!) then to my mom. then to everyone else in instagram. the last and most hard was my dad, who has always supported me in everything, but isn’t really informed about stuff like that and is the typical old school finnish man. he was supportive too! at the moment the only one who doesn’t know is my grandma.

29. what is the most uncomfortable / strange coming out experience you have coming out to my dad lmao. cause he didn’t know what i mean XDD i thought that in light of resent lgbt+ visibility he would have at least heard about nonbinary people but he just didn’t know so i had to explain and jeahh.

30. what is a piece of advice for people who may not be in a safe place to express their sexualityi have pretty safe surrounding so im not completely sure what i can say.. but from my experience i want to say that despite how it always seems and feels, people are empathetic. people truly are understanding. no person wants harm, we’re all just so confused and misinformed. people will understand and change their ways if you give them your honest self because they are just confused. the most beautiful and supportive words ive gotten in regards to my identity are from a cishet boy in a party, who previously had really toxic and mean perception of nb people, but after i came out to him and we talked about the whole thing. he gave me this whole speech about how i should always be myself and not let anyone give me shit. honestly i get a bit teary sometimes when i think about it. but jea, there’s this raw goodness in people that i often forget exists, but it is there.