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Can everyone mentally beam me some hot chocolate thanks
#was stupid and didnt dress for Rain today and boy. between the working outside/in a mostly unheated building#and the rain. and the WIND. and the wet clothes and shoes. ya boy is COLD#and i have another hour before i can go home and get so cozy and warm OTL#i think im gonna take a bath#and then. its sweatpants time babeyyyy#sometimes ur cold and its like ok just get next to a heater for a bit and youll be fine#this is the type of cold that literally only a hot bath will be able to get rid of#bel speaks
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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆
#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories#a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette#against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched#for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work#sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers#8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane#i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds#pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from#marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies#gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate#to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other#he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour#you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother#never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins#bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine#you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other#saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico#we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя#...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again#feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal
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blaine didnt even tell their family they were going out they just booked it out of the house and down thes treet
spader, not having a great night: it’s not FAIR-- why aren’t you HERE...
blaine: five minutes. spader: w- what? blaine: it takes me five minutes to run to your house. five minutes.
spader: yeah im calm now you didnt have to do that
spader, building up a fire for them cuz they ran here in the middle of the night and are covered in mud: don’t you live like. ten minutes away blaine: I Ran
#spader listens to blaines house phone smack against the wall a few times and thinks hm. they wont do anything rash im sure#im gonna go make tea or take a bath or something since i guess theyve hung up on me?????#adventure time#distant lands#spader#blaine#it only took them three minutes to get here what the fuck blaine#digital#i love exporting lines so i dont have to Redraw the Lineart of little comics. i hate the little gray pebbles it leaves everywhere wahh.#i erase so many#but i like the nice gritty look it gives the lines! i like crunchy lines!!#ah well. enjoy
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not to be a phannie but they have two bathrooms what???
anon i have nowhere near as much money as dnp but my house has three bathrooms in it
#i was gonna make a joke but i didnt want it to come off as mean#if you didnt have to share a bathroom wouldnt that be nice#dan loves his bath time and sure they love each other but i dont think dan would want his 'me' time interrupted bc phil needed to shit#this is the only ask i will answer nicely if you ask again im telling you they hold hands on toilets facing eachother while they shit 💞#i much prefer witnessing an action or hearing a joke to know theyre in love than analyzing their bathroom choices 💞#this is not singling u out anon as i've seen this other places too but. take a breath. youre okay. we've done the proof thing before.#no one is saying dnp hate each other bc they brush their teeth separately#sorry if i sound testy i dont mean to thank u for sending an ask but its not that serious lol#dnp#c.text#dan and phil#answered
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it just set in for me that i start community college this upcoming monday literally less than a week from now and i want. to throw up
#its a combo of omg holy shit my life is progressing im healing im reforming into a human being im a real boy#and ✨academic trauma✨ reflecting on my life now vs the last 6 years and the last time i was in school#and im not handling it well. maybe i am a little cuz so far i have held back the tears but i dont think thats an acceptable bar#the tears are certainly there. and i most certainly feel like losing the little ive eaten today#ive also started seriously considering if it would be more or less strategic to skip cr today in favor of playing smth with a friend#i was like dang its important to take the time when we're both free#but also cr uploads on mondays and ive reignited my interest in watching live and i dont trust myself to fight the vod impulse on that day#i want things to be different and i want to do good and i want to feel all the progress ive made in action#so if she is available today im gonna be honest and say sorry i cant play this thing we were both excited about bc ive got a 4 hour#nerd show tonight. and im gonna feel really shitty about it.#feels shitty and stupid to choose a piece of media thatll always be there over quality friend time#but i know if i dont get this shit thats always gonna be there over with NOW itll be really hard to put off later#hhhhhhh#im a mess dude ima finish the video i was watching before i started having a crisis and then im gonna take a bath#and then maybe stardew valley. it is the game for when life is falling apart and i just deep cleaned my desk itll be so nice
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woke up randomly in the night and my flatmate is in the bathroom so I can't go pee and immediately go back to sleep incident 7493 dead 19923 casualties
#GIRL PLEASE ITS BEEN 15 MINS. I NEED TO FALL BACK ASLEEP STAT I HAVE TO BE UP FOR WORK IN 3 HOURS. EMERGENCY!!!!!#ik shes not working today so she can do whatever with her schedule but i cant fall asleep again until i peeeee#and the longer im awake the harder it is for me to fall asleep. and ive been so fucking tired latelt already come on 💔💔#actually come to think of it the reason i woke up so suddenly is probably cuz i heard her door slamming#which is fine she can move around the flat whenever she likes. not like shed stop for me anyway. but hurry tf up in there#whats she DOING. if shes taking a bath or showering im fucked. maybe i should just piss in the kitchen sink lmao#UGHHHHH.#.diaries#well all we can do is wait. man im gonna feel like so much shit at work today :(
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the nose shape... 🥰
#‡ ooc#‡ the end is comin' for us all | high noon#yes im still obsessed with the concept art this is like christmas to me#a kissaroo from me to you (talon)#i love how the fringe takes the shape of wings too.... can you imagine how ethereal and pretty talon would be after a bath.....#and maybe a good sleep...#obsessed w the shape of the hat from the side tooo oufdghjkfd#the biggest issue i have w the concept is how BEEFY tals arms are?? esp from the side like...#sorry the thing with hollow bones thats as light as a feather doesnt have muscles like that....#but i also like the shape of the legs im sure its just. the style of the artist but it gives the hint of their legs NOT being normal human#ones and its fueling my idea of them hiding either hooves or claws that have Too Many bends#back to smth else i dont like; the way the demonic hand like... ends in molten cheez-it fingers...#where are the fingers sharpened to points in some unholy claw#the other hand.... idknooow what to describe it as? other then like. some of their flesh growing into the golden armour i guess...?#growing in segments like the ones on their thumb...??#and their fingertips are stained from their summoned knives and touching their demonic side me thinks#i should write up an actual post not just keep yapping in these tags hum#i should also write up a teeny thing on talon grieving (?) for varus' death in their own twisted way#grieving but also having that pit in their stomach knowing theyre gonna meet again and it might not end the same way as the first#and having that fear in the back of their mind every time they step up onto the sulfur rail that their angel is gonna be there.#bow at the ready
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okay ate br/unch (made eggs but have no bread. bad texture breakfast. but i did eat.) then washed about half the dishes (go me) now getting ready for appointment (anxious, so anxious) but hopefully it will be short and thankfully it is online. im like hyper aware of how messy the house is rn and am trying not to have a panic attack over 1. the amt of things I have and the amt of space my things take up in thr house, and 2. literally just like.. the future
but my roommate will be gone all wk which im pretty jazzed about. hoping to get some cleaning/organizing and general me-time movie watching in.. which will be good.
ohmygod the anxiety just will NOT settle down. i feel it so high in my chest. make it stoooopppppp
#after my appts im gonna take a bath and get rly high i think#that will be relax 🤔#uughhh i ahve to get my ideas to the person i do recipe development for today tho tooooo fuuuqqqq#its FINE ITS FINE
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uggh I'm gonna cry
#i lowkey miss when i had no friends 😭#i got invited to my friends birthday party and i really really didnt want to go#cause theres like 10 other people going and i vaguely know 2 of them#and theyre all kinda mean#like in the way your friends are mean where its clearly a joke#but im not friends with any of them-#qnd like in any other circumstance it would be fine#but its a POOL party#and there was no chace i was putting on a bathing suit and swimming#but i also was not ready to deal with being the weirdo who doesnt swim at a pool party#like i was really dreading this party#so i made some lame excuse#which is technically true#my brother DID break q bone today and my parents ARE being dramatic and i AM gonna have to wait on him#but thats not q good reason not to go#i was just really freaking out about this party#and its prob not a big deal and she definitely doesn't care as much as i think#but i feel so bad for being flaky#plus i already feel like a couple people there dont like me#so if my friend mentions why i didnt go theyre gonna think its a dumb excuse#i should have made something up but i had already said yes cause i couldnt think of anything#and then my parents wrre at the hospital for a really long time so i didnt know what exactly was happening#and i did genuinely think when i texted her that it was more serious and there would be no chance they could take me#qlso they both have stuff to do tomorrow (party day)#and i am actually gonna end up being the one helping him get water and stuff#but it just feels like such a lame excuse#idk#its just when im with these people (the ones going that im not friends with)#i constantly feel like i hace something to prove or theyll think im weird#and its so stressful
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you’re fucking joking RIBBH ends with a cryptic old man from the main protagonists’ father’s past whose name starts with a B telling the protagonist that family isn’t defined by blood but by choice and is meant to be complicated. You’re fucking joking. do you want me to kill myself
#at this point the parallels are drawing each other im going to be fucking sick#I am in the throes tonight I fear#I am deeply in the throes#perhaps the trenches#cal.txt#the venture bros#radiant is the blood of the baboon heart#supernatural#spn#bobby singer#you are FUCKING joking.#im going to kill myself AND THIS SHOW IS CANCELLELDDD ITS GONE FOREVEERRRR#THIS IS PERFECTION ANIMATEDDDDD IM GONNA#im gonna throw up just thinking about it#im gonna clock in to my work tomorrow and think about this the entire shift and then im gonna go home and release the swarm#oh my god#oh my GODDDDDDDD#I���m gonna peel my skin off#I need to take a hot fucking bath and get high over this#godddddd#im gonna be violently sick#that found family trope is POTENT
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there was a homestuck aggie ? !!!
#i wish i knew !!!#but i wouldnt have been able 2 have joined anywYs My parsnts wanted to watch RRR#That reminds me i need 2 start curb your enthusiasm My lovely girlfirjed recommended it to me^_^#im gonna take a bath now and put it on#also theres less and less spot art on twitter the 3rd movie needs 2 come out right NOWWW!!!#all the fake spot fuckers will show up Because they’ll see him all big and scary and be like awooogah!!!!#Well me too but i wS here from the very START! And you all wanted miguel you disnt give spot the light of day when he was lame🤬🤬🤬posers!!!#i like that he is a lesser favorite of that fandom thoug Because i dont think i could handle anumore shit takes on his character !!!!#im so out of it rifbt now lol My mom woke me up early
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love my right-hand rgg men deranged. a little blood splattered even.
#snap chats#this post is about yoshitaka mine and jo sawashiro do NOT reblg and put anyone else in the tag or im egging your house#one of you rebellious bitches are gonna do that cause i said it now... unless we keep playin uno and we go#'oh but now that you said that i wont touch this post' OK WELL GOOD IM RAMBLING IN HERE !!!!! GET OUT !!!!!#dont get out. stay if you want. its dark down here i have two (2) candles burning this time and i feel like im summoning the devil#yeah i am summoning the devil the motherfucker that lives in my mind#im never getting to the point of this post. btw. im stringing all of you along. im cold. literally and figuratively.#mine never even got to be blood splattered..... hate this franchise..... unless we talkin ishin but ishin was a blood bath it dont count#anyway sorry (<- not) someone reminded me of majima being fake crazy about kandas head in the box#call that a dick in a box GOTTEM. fuck kanda all my homies hate kanda#and yeah...... sat here and started thinking and giggling and kicking my feet 🥰#sorry i mention the eye scene once a month but no other scene compares to it for me. it has everything i could ever want#🏳️🌈❓❓ behavior and raw gore and nothings more brutal then personally taking your thumb and sticking it in someones eye#always reminds me of that slipknot song.. Duality... and not the song called Eyeless.... hate this band....#like please its my crack its my meth its my drug of choice#knife scene good too for similar reasons....... but i do like the eye scene just .2% more... sorry... i like how gorier it is...#knife scene still raw as hell tho like UGH sorry love them. i love jo and mine cause they Seem calm for like .2 seconds and then theyre ill#their demeanors are so funny to me tho like mine's like Thoroughly professional near all the time but jo is just Slightly more vulgar#like jo more typically says crass/aggressive things while mine Genuinely most of the time is just 🧍♂️#very funny... love them all the same... <- said he was gonna draw but hasnt drawn shit#I SAW THE FIRST EPISODE OF KYOUEN (jdrama starring nakai) AND NOOO IT LOOKS SO SPICY I WANNA WATCH THE REST#but i made a promise..... so i'll save that binge session for the morn i suppose....#anyway dont look at me im giggling and twirling my hair at the thought of my Real Crazy bitches#i love them <- cant say this enough my heart will literally explode if i try to#stream chat got me thinkin a jo.... oopsie..... i refuse to say anything heinous Respect Your Elders etc etc#ok bye. im normal <- is going to go watch the eye scene again
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so stressed about school i feel like im going to throw up but at least im not having another derealisation attack so theres that
#its not even over anything bad#just the smallest things will send me anxiety spiralling#like my chest is so clamped up right now and all it was because i accidentally submitted the wrong file for an assignment and now its late#and i have to ask my teacher to let me submit the proper file but i know that accidentally making it late makes more work for her and idont#want her to be upset/mad at me even though shes a great teacher and the worst i would get would probably be a stern reminder to submit the#proper file next time or an exasperated sigh#but do i care so much BECAUSE shes a fantastic + fun + kind teacher?? would it be easier having a bad tecaher#SEE IM SPIRALLING THIS IS WHY I WAS HOMESCHOOLED FOR TWO YEARS#i guess i am still homeschooled mostly kind of#its more like i just dont go to school half the week#im so stressed i think because this is my vet course and i cant miss any classes and i really like it and dont want to fail#you know what im gonna go have a hot bath and read some fanfiction and take my mind off homework i cant function like this#yeen rambles
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I'M BACK, LOOK AT THIS MAN!!!!
#god#GOD#...#breathing...#breeeaathiinggg#👁️👁️#i. am fighting the urge to draw him...um.#ehe#....... i shan't say#i mean. i might. it's just gonna take a minute to get there so expect a wall of tags#teehee :3c#okayokayokay let me ramble for a minute... okay. so. peeb? you see him. he's right there. he's beautiful.#let's talk about him. but like not coherent thought because I'm so head over heels that i can't even think straight#(also because I'm a raging homosexual. ain't nothin straight about my infatuation)#his hair? im jealous. i wish my hair was that effortlessly nice. but. he'd totally use that like 76-in-one shampoo conditioner body wash#at least when he was living on his own. man was not practicing self care and that was visible by him sitting in the shower in his suit.#mood peeb. i understand.#good god. uh. whoa okay. that made me think of somethin gay#i... wanna draw him and widow sharing a comforting bath#the kind where one is gently washing the others hair. massaging shampoo into their scalp. the poor sap damn near nodding off in the tub#false widow and tragedy would be so kind to him ( ;∀;) thats why I'm making a peeb for them#he's not gonna be a spider. idk what he's gonna be yet. maybe a high school teacher#and widow has/had a sibling that went there and they became friends from him always picking them up from school#AH#okay okay being gay now#cuddles? thinkin about it again. but I think mayhaps sometimes he'd like to be little spoon#someone needs to hold that man and i would be more than happy to step up to the plate#oh also have i mentioned how i love that he doesn't have perfectly straight teeth? yeah. happy about that#little details just make me love him nore#more*
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my brain so fogged from all the snot stuck inside my skull
#this is so annoying i honestly. feel like im high a little bit like i just cant think or focus much. am i saying anything weird i hope not#i tried to play bass n i couldnt move my fingers how i wanted to and i kept forgetting what was coming next#im gonna try to draw because i WANT TO. and if that doesnt work i am going to TAKE A BATH and READ A BOOK well im going to do that ANYWAY#blows my nose really loud do you still think im hot
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