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localfandom · 2 months ago

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has anyone else seen something they dont want to but at the same time the artstyle is so fire you just scroll back and torture yourself just because of that

#this is so poorly worded #im sorry to the ppl who are reading this #uhhh should i give myself a “fandom talks” or sum tag #idk #i think ill forget to use it lmao-#anyways #uuhhhh-#talking #random thoughts #random #random post

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dustykneed · 5 months ago

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Hello! Random whipper snipper! Share a WIP of your work!

ooh, with pleasure. six the musical araleyn fanart? in the year 2k24? more likely than you think xDD

i realize this looks finished, but technically i'm still deciding whether to add a background or not lol. still, for the sake of sharing a proper WIP, here's a line or two from an araleyn brainworm WIP that i started reworking yesterday (mild tw for religious guilt and period-typical internalized homophobia from aragon's pov):

She remembers sharing her bed with Anne at Henry's behest, remembers the nights of tossing and turning and trying not to think about Anne asleep next to her-- remembers waking up to dark hair spilling across her pillow and the press of blood-warm bosoms against her own, softer than sin, as hot as the Devil, remembers lying still as death, mouthing prayers into the heat of Anne's neck like an act of penance.

#six the musical #six the musical fanart #six the musical araleyn #araleyn #araleyn fanart #i... cannot remember if it's fandom custom to use the full name tags #ah so it appears it is in fact fandom custom #catherine of aragon #catalina de aragon #anne boleyn #today we hazard a fleeting glimpse into the abtruse psyche of the dusty...#what other fandoms do they contain? wouldnt you like to know weather boy #well i mean honestly i don't know either but we'll find out as they rotate thru my conciousness #not trek #yeaaah i'm a spones girl (gender neutral) through and through. The more you know #and before you ask no this is not the og old married couple that went so hard i gained a type in ships forever after #though they are pretty up there in my blorbo rotation cycle #... on some level i may be yelling into the void with this one but no harm in that yeah?#but maybe the six fandom isn't as dead as i've been assuming. who knows? this is my self indulgent blog dammit #ill be self indulgent <33 #also i keep forgetting it's pride month xDD my straight irls wish me happy pride and im always like OH Right nice yeah #but i haven't drawn these two in so long!! feels so good stretching the old married sapphics muscle again #dust writes #so happy about the vibe in this one ngl! theyre Soft ok. i like that very much. And also this aragon is so my type LMAO #really rambly tonight whoops. but i guess its the closest to a non-art post i can get to keep my page navigable? mm #...dammit now I'm thinking about araleyn in spones' roles. also i REALLY really should study #in hugely dire straits right now yall except i can't stop drawing/writing. whooooops.#sapphic #pride month #dust talks

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dreamsy990 · 7 months ago

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this joke mightve worked better for dream drop distance in retrospect

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suckdickforcoin · 2 months ago

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Gained a new obsession…

#my art #fanart #invader zim #iz zim #iz dib #iz gaz #iz gir #idk how to tag for this fandom…..#i feel like the #‘the party ended hours ago and blud is still here !!!’#meme rn #im new gen im new gen!!!!!#us new gen boys! we stick together!!!!!!!#i cant stop thinking about them….#The style is so fun yet so hard to draw LMAO #one day ill learn the style fully and be UNSTOPABLE!!!!#zim would LOVE the sims #I KEEP FORGETTING ZIMS PACK NOOOOAOAOO

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todayisafridaynight · 8 months ago

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everyday i constantly think of masato's wheelchair and if that's his only one/main one no wonder he's so pissed at everyone

#snap chats #someone pointed this out to me like last year so im stealing it sorry cause I Think Of It Constantly #the handling of masato's disability will forever annoy me esp with how vague it is but esp his chair #one day ill draw masato with an appropriate wheelchair. maybe then he'll be happy for once #in a way i guess it could tie into how restricted or trapped he felt since the type of chair he's shown is more like. a hospital one #and not one youd really use as a regular user- like in that vein it is a bit of storytelling in that he can ONLY go out with help #since hospital chairs are SO much different from home chairs ESPECIALLY in regards to mobility and independence the user has #AND NOT TO MENTION HOW UNCOMFORTABLE THOSE CHAIRS ARE get his ass a proper cushion P L E A S E #like it portrays the idea that its unfathomable for him to go anywhere on his own and so in that vein . Interesting Storytelling #theres a lot of implications going on here if im so honest and again it makes for Really Interesting Story Telling #however i refuse to give rgg credit like that when it comes to disabilities. ... they havent earned that from me yet #see this is why the vagueness of his condition annoys me because he's shown to be independent enough to roll himself to his elevator #and presumably get himself dressed but he cant have a proper chair ?#because ik there are people who have expressed they have conditions where even writing is tiring #so if his condition was in-line with that and it was hard for him to push himself in his chair then i could buy it #obviously the issue lies with his lungs but i just want to know the full extent yk...#to wrap this up tho ive been thinking of character design in rgg and how we dont give credit to it enough #sooooo if i make a second post ten minutes from now thats why cause i keep forgetting to spam my thoughts on here LMAO #ok bye

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wampiryzm · 4 months ago

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#parent death mention -#i guess ill tag this first because its gonna talk about that. lmao #i was cleaning around in my drawers and shit and i found a phone that i used to text and contact ny dad with. while he was still alive obvs #out of curiosity i guess. i wanted to try turning it on #but it doesnt work. i dont know if battery died completely or just because it's a really old phone (not a smartphone)#but i guess a part of me is relieved it doesn't work #its been what. 4 years now? and while ive come to terms with him being gone and i no longer feel guilty i had no contact with him before he #died. i think if he tried contacting me beforehand. i dont know. i dont know if it would've been a good thing to know #so in a way. ignorance is bliss as they say #and i think for my own sake it'll be better not to know #but its still something that passes my mind occasionally. i see him in my dreams sometimes #its still “fresh” enough that i still remember his voice and how he looked like #i dont know how ill feel forgetting

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venomgaia · 10 months ago

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i also have been testing pngtuber+ vs veadotubemini and heres rhe fruit of a 49 layer model

#not all the emotes are shown in this lil demo theres one i keep forgetting where it is lmao #return of the coke heartthrob #i like that i made a pngtuber despite the fact that i am extremelt averse to being percieved in video formats. i used to stream more #n would do drawing streams specifically while working on projects but. ive been outta the game so long im not. too sure how i feel about #like. going back #i also did yt for like. 2 videos during lockdown to try and chronicle that whole art school mess and ended up exploding #this boy is not made for audio/video formats 💔#this is actually to test run how efficient i could be if i were to make pngtuber a commission option when i open those #this took 5 hours and all his psrts including clothing are separate and he has skin under there (i dont save the images like thst tho)#so i can swap out outfits n stuff n not have over 49 moving parts #the ONE issue with this lineless style though. is recoloring parts #i tried to do recolored mouths for s paragon model and it was a pain so i didnt rlly finish or save it.#i think i still prefer veadotubemini tbh. the blinks feel more natural in it than in pngtuber+#but i rlly like the bounce that pngtuber+ provides for just Talking #so. hit or miss #and before anyone asks no i will not be learning live2d vtubing and will not make a 3d vtuber #all of that is just too scary for me i respect everyone i see who does it WAY more now that ive like. LOOKED it over #scary shit. leaving that to the professionals #my 3d model is strictly for fun and because i like vr and vrchat. but i do not think ill ever make a vtuber in 3d.

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girlthativealwaysbeen · 4 months ago

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standing up for myself feels so fucking good i don't know how my mom lives like this

#1.5 years more and then good fucking riddance #i will cut him out of my life so hard he'll forget he ever had a daughter #yeah keep paying for my education like a fuckin idiot im gonna use it against you and be so happy and free you'll never be able to touch me #again #he was so fucking irritating today #the audacity to scream and shout at me and pretend nothing ever happened and everything is jolly happy is so #like yeah too fucking late asshole maybe try going back like 12 years and act like a sane person and give me back my childhood #he thinks it's fine but i literally stood in the mandir he forced me to go to 'bhog lagane ke liye' and prayed super hard to god that #of you're real #k word him #and that was at like 11 am in the morning lmao #imagine the rest of the day #it's so fucking over man ill pretend to be nice and okay too until i need him to pay for my living #but that's it he's so fuckinh delusional to think that he'll treat me this way and im going to be like #his budhape ka sahara or whatever. die alone in a hospital for all i care see if i give a shit

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hellion-child · 3 months ago

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seeing posts about tommy or maddie kissing bucks birthmark is v cute but also kinda funny bcos , from someone who also has a facial birthmark, we all just. kind of forget its there??? lmao

#like not fully forget it but u get so used to it #that u never really think about it #But Also i am not and actor w thousands of ppl obsessed w my face soo lmao #anyway if loverboy deliberately kisses my birthmark i have never noticed nd just saw it as a cheek kiss lol #ill ask him later #shut up hel #hel yaps

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coridallasmultipass · 6 months ago

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Personal vent post, how I tag things, apologies for this probably showing up in search results because I'm not censoring words (do not have the spoons rn)

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So I'm getting really frustrated (at the situation, not at individual people! Sorry to vague right after getting a request, I was gonna make this post like a week ago) that multiple people have asked me not to tag Bro/Cal reblogs as Stridercest.

Stridercest does not mean incest, it means Strider/Strider relationship. I'm tagging it for followers who don't want to see Strider/Strider at all (or for those who do, too, I guess). On MY blog, it has NO bearing on whether or not something is incest. Lil Cal has been a Strider since Day 1 to me, way before any of the events after Act 6, as a pure vanilla puppet. A Strider by marriage, in my opinion. But I'm not opposed to calculating the amount of Strider that got put in Lil Cal, as I've done before. You also have Dirk/Hal which is also Stridercest, but not incest (at least in canon, sometimes it is incest in fan depictions). Or Guardiancest, which I don't think counts as incest in canon either (but usually always is in fan depictions). Even selfcest between one Strider (beta!Dave/beta!Dave in a time travel situation, for example) is still gonna be Stridercest to me.

The ONLY Stridercest I add the specific ship tag for is Bro/Cal, because that's otp5eva for me, separate from any other Strider stuff (Stridercest probably doesn't even make top 3 HS ships for me). Everything else only gets the blanket Stridercest in reblogs, because I already tag a lot, I don't have the energy to add nuanced tags for weird Strider situations, and whether or not that constitutes incest, or which version of a character it is, especially when the artist/authors don't usually make the difference explicitly stated in their own caption/tags, and sometimes it's vague on purpose! (I'm currently writing a fic where Bro and Dirk are the same person! I'm not gonna make the distinction a big deal.)

It's mostly frustrating because then I have to decide if untagging the relationship as Stridercest is going to make someone else following me uncomfortable who will then see it untagged.

Going forth, I am going to delete whatever reblog I made if I get this request from someone else again. I'm trying to remember names, so I don't reblog any future content that would conflict with their requests, but this has already happened with three people in like the past two weeks. Had to block one person for telling me to die because I tagged "Stridercest" on the post preventatively, as usual, because I care about tagging for my followers. (I literally checked their blog like 3 times to make sure they didn't have a DNI pinned, and I still got told to die for my efforts lmao.)

Literally, please just DM me privately (thank you to the other people who did, sorry for the trouble!), and I will either delete the reblog, or block you if you request that. I'm not TRYING to make people uncomfortable, which is the whole reason why I tag it to begin with.

So, I'm not un-tagging shit anymore, it's delete only from now on. I'm not going against my own blog rules I set both to try and accommodate my followers, and to make searching my blog easier for myself. (Used to not tag anything from like 2011-2016 or later, and I'm still in the process of back-tagging everything, since it's been so frustrating to find old fandom posts.)

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pokeology · 2 years ago

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howdy prof. teak! i recently got an arctozolt (she's 5mo, adopted her from an archeologist who had helped her learn her manners before turning her over to me. her name is Tozu). was wondering if i'm meant to help her with her runny nose like one might with cubchoo? and what is the runny nose a result of? she's never exactly seemed to be running a fever, but i can't be sure and i haven't seen very many people owning arctozolts. tozu's very energetic and doesn't seem to be very bothered by her runny nose, and none of the pokemon at the pokeparks have gotten sick from her, so i'm a little confused. in short: should i worry about her runny nose, and what does it come from?

Arctozolt and the others from its set are very controversial as a majority of them have very, very poor quality of life. Luckily for you, artctozolt is the best one to own, as its only major concern is in movement.

Arctozolt's runny nose is likely similar to cubchoo's, in that both are related to their Ice typing- but unlike cubchoo, you will want to try and keep arctozolt's airway clear. It isn't at any risk of adverse health effects if you don't, but it does carry pathogens that can get you sick- just like any bodily fluid from any pokemon would.

It's currently unknown why it developed this way. I do not specialize in ancient pokemon, but revived ones do automatically fall under my jurisdiction- it's a complicated crossroads for me here, haha.

#//okay obviously the fossils are mixed up but using the pokedex as referece #because theyre recent i would not say that a professor that doesnt specialize in ancient pokemon would realize theyre fixed up wrong #everybody treats it like its obvious but these guys are NEW in universe.#logically i think only some researchers would say theyre not right and none of them would be in teak's specific field #THEREFOR. AS FAR AS HE'S CONCERNED.#they actually did just look like that #theres a misconception that scientists would know everything like this ^ but i would never ever expect a general biologist to know #shit about fossil IDs like this? teak dissects politoads and writes down shit he sees gengar do. he doesnt know. he didnt take classes #on it.#so if i get any mean asks ill lose my mind #LMAO sorry about the long tags i just know people forget that a professor that lives in this world cant just rip open the game data like us #teak doesnt even know if arceus exists for sure #arctozolt

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the-acid-pear · 7 months ago

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I really expressed this before but it's kinda sad I didn't find DSaF back when my sibling issues were at their peak bc I'd have been like straight up Branded if I met this guy who is a middle child and is rotting and has a strained relationship with his older brother and used to have to take care of his little sister who on top of everything is a redhead and 6 years old and is extremely guilty but also can have an awful relationship with her like my ass wouldn't have survived brother. My ass would have never came back.

#luly talks #me and Jack we're kindred souls and we'd have been more even so if I didn't get over my guilt #sad!#well i had a brother not a sister but he was 6 years old when i left and also a redhead for no reason #reason was i mean that our grandpa is a redhead but no one else was so the gene just popped back up I guess #but yeah like. i got over my brother pretty well but i used to be super depressed #i no longer think of them bc im tired of being disrespected lmao #the only one i haven't blocked is my older brother #you'd prob go a few years back in my tag 2022 even 23? and see me be mentally ill tho #having breakdowns over that shit #i mean i was robbed of my family but they see me as the villain so #our shit is more toxic admittedly #no need to explain the rotting thing also we all know every so often i start rotting #i was rotting hard a few yeaes back 21 or 22 #like when you taste your mouth and you feel it when your hair thins when you're pale and big eyebags #sometimes your organs just start rotting with you still wearing them and that's that #sometimes death forgets to pick you up

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago

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#it is truly so wild to go from feeling miserable and hopeless all the time for... lets look at my excel sheet #the last 23 days. then to suddenly rocket up to smiling to myself all day. the world is so fucking beautiful #for no rational reason aside from what i have to assume is a chemical shift in my body #like is this what happy ppl feel like all the time? its truely so crazy. have i always been like this?#did i not notice this was a thing? like ive definitely noticed it in the last year but like ???#my suspicion is that it doesnt actually last long enough to b considered hypomania but like idk i should see a doctor probably lol #u would think being happy would make it easier to do things but i just keep forgetting to do them and just like spacing out lol bc rn i #feel chill. even tho i need to make a list of the shit i gotta do by Friday. bleh. but idk it makes being in thr lab so much nicer bc i #mean. i still dont give a fuck abt what im doing but im like fuck it this isnt gonna b my problem in like 2-3 months. even tho im sure ill #still have to write up everything. but idk. it also makes it easier to b like. ok so i kno what my problems r lets plan yo make things not #so horrible so u dont just live a miserable life and then like die having lived a life of fear. like its so crazy how much easier thst is #to do rn??? well see how long it lasts but yea v strange. wish i could control my fucking focus tho. like that would b great #its like the fucking painting of hypnose. my focus is like a lighthouse wildly swinging its light around until it sometimes blasts me in #the face. like not helpful. i need to b able to do things.#i guess the weird thing rn is thst while i feel happy. i also have this like simmering fear of irrational things. like when i used to live #in my parents basement and i was terrified of the dark rooms down there at night. like that kind of childish baseless fear #but like im in i tiny tiny apartment lol like bro what r u scared of??? silly silly silly #idk hopefully it holds out the whole rest of the week and then i can travel and see my parents like !!! yo !!! happy vibes :-D #that would b kinda unhinged lmao. i doubt itll last thst long. its already slipped from this morning so we shall see #unrelated

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vampyroteuthid · 1 year ago

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did anyone else have to do a trust fall from the top of a ladder onto the rest of their class in high school or was that just one of my adventist boarding school moments

#i guess other people are likely to have more than like 25 people in their graduating class. or maybe fewer i don't actually remember #the actual weird part of this was that it was during 'senior survival week' where they took us camping and had conspiracy theorists lecture #us on survival skills so we could survive The Last Days. but at least there are legitimate uses for outdoor skills the trust fall was.....#not useful or helpful or really justifiable in general and i feel slightly hazed but by the pressure from the faculty?#i think i had to try twice because the first time i got on the ladder i got scared lmao but then they pressured me into doing it anyway 👍🏻#i should have stuck with not doing it but i was already a Problematic Student due to being mentally ill #ugh i already barely remember high school but if i could forget the rest i wouldn't be losing much #me

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todayisafridaynight · 7 months ago

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I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

#snap chats #//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes #might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍‍♂️#@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ...#there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams//#recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking #he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ #oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever #first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway #aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO #though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role #daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot #yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does #if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh #and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing #theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line #masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together #if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack #but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral #im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 ....#and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like #'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)'#and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal #they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway.#tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together #like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀#one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid #so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny.#and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/

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perenlop · 2 years ago

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bonking my head to finish that ask blog story update but rn my mind has a changeling infestation apparently bc all i wanna do is make concepts for the changelings specifically in my future au

#i have it sketched out and im gonna try and do more tonight after i eat something #but... i wanna make changeling designs. so bad.#also calling it a future au instead of a nextgen bc idk if thats appropriate for what im doing?#bc nextgen kinda implies everyones getting a kid and im making a ton of kids to make a storyline with #and idk i kinda just wanna fling some designs on the wall to see if they stick and think abt fluff #i also had a barebones idea for chrysalis that i dont think is entirely original but still makes me wanna delve into her character #3 of my fave characters are thorax ocellus and pharynx so i just. forget abt THE queen #the one who gave us the banger that is the season 2 finale #speaking of which i may continue my mlp lb into season 2 if bluey doesnt grip me #at this point im putting off xy AND magireco tbh lol. tho i may just drop the latter ive kinda accepted that im not gonna enjoy it #i dooo wanna try out a mg anime but i got my mind tangled last night with ''oh do i wanna watch the tmm reboot''#do i wanna watch smile precure dubbed or subbed bc apparently the dub sucks but its harder for me to get into subs...#so. putting those on the backburner til i can at least see what i can find online #idk if netflix has the original smilepre (ik it has glitter force) but idk if i can see it without changes and such #echoed voice #also if i do continue mlp i may or may not continue into season 3 since thats short. but def taking a break on season 4 #and idk if ill continue after that tbh. if i do im only doing select episodes it doesnt look very worth it lmao

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