i like big boys because they make me feel safe and they seem like. sturdy and reliable and like they could protect me. but i also hate big boys because what if they use all that power that strength to hurt me
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Lonely. I’m feeling lonely. But I can’t tell people that because I don’t want them to feel forced to hang out with me. I want people to hang out with me cause they, well, want to hang out with me. Not cause they feel bad for me.
So instead I’ll push it down. Pretend it’s ok. And maybe someday I won’t have to do that anymore.
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Soft sleepy affectionate Jason Todd is good for the soul:
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Just standing in the kitchen, half asleep in the early morning, sunlight catching the curve of your mouth on a yawn and a warm, thick pair of arms circling your waist from behind, a forehead pressed into your back.
There’s hardly any sound, the tick of a clock in the background, a soft little exhale into the back of your shirt. Fingers warm and sly sneaking up under your pyjamas in search of skin. Palms splayed over your tummy, a content mumble echoing in the space between sleep and awake; caught in a dream.
Leaning forwards into the counters edge to make a cup of something warm and sweet and being tugged back into place with a tired growl, no real choice other than settling into place and letting Jason hold you close, swaying slightly with how drowsy he is. A quiet, whining grumble of your name when you move again.
Hopping up on the kitchen counter and tugging him in close between your parted knees, his head tucking into the warm space where your shoulder meets your neck. Your fingers sweeping through his tangled hair, down his neck, across his shoulders. Feet locked at the ankle around his hips, not willing to let him pull out of reach.
Sliding back into bed with a warm drink and Jason clinging at your side, legs tangling together when he nudges yours apart with a knee. Playing with the hair at the nape of his neck and listening to him drop back off into sleep, a gentle, quiet slur of “I love you” the last coherent thing you get out of his mouth for the next few hours.
Just…Jason being soft and a little needy and feeling safe enough to trust you to lead whilst he slots into that tired space where you’re only half aware of what’s happening outside your partner being close and warm.
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A Wild Battinson (Social Media AU)
Part 43 (Masterlist)
(Part 44)
Me, to myself: I just think the series was better when I posted several times a week because the pacing felt more natural, and it translates better when people binge it.
Also Me, holding two jobs and a bat: If you try to post once a day again, I will disconnect your head from your shoulders—
@bruciemilf guess who’s back
Anyways, folks! :D So I'm thinking of a new upload schedule where I spend a bit preparing the next ten or so parts then post it all in two weeks? I think that would be fun (and much better for my creative process.)
I’ll be posting the next part very soon :) But it's going to be drastically different from what I've done before. Let’s see if anyone can guess why.
Yada yada don’t die LOVE Y’ALL
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"binnie?" he feels the gentle way you tug at his shirt now, careful not to distract him too much while he's putting away the dishes he's just finished washing. when he looks up, the smile he always has for you ends up falling when he realizes you've been crying. "i'm sorry, i..." you sniffle, blinking back tears. "can you hold me for a little bit?"
"do you want to talk about it?" he says, continuing to put things away. there's only a little left, and he'll be able to give you his undivided attention after the chore is done for good.
you shake your head, blinking rapidly now before you crumple. your breath hitches, and you're already crying when changbin closes the last cabinet and comes over to you. he tugs you into his arms all too easily, holding you securely against him as you sob into his shoulder. he shuts his eyes, rubbing circles onto your back.
"it's okay," he says softly. "come on. let's go sit down, okay? it'll be okay."
he doesn't need to know what's wrong. if you want to tell him, he knows you will. all he does is bring you over to the couch, pulling a blanket around your shoulders before holding you again. you just snuggle closer to him, letting yourself cry while in the safety of his arms. he's got you tonight. no need to worry.
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I like the idea that Cross realised Killer was touchstarved (he didn't have the words for it but he noticed how much Killer would settle down from it) and started giving him very small basic affection. Pat on the back, hand on the shoulder, maybe a quick friendly hug, all things he probably learned through royal guard training and thinks of as normal friend/coworker stuff.
But as they both got more comfortable in the routine of it, Killer started instigating touches and he was not shy about it (like not just leaning into Cross's side during movie night, he looks like he's trying to get into Cross's jacket with him)
And that this more intense affection made Cross realise he might also be just a little bit touchstarved
Bonus:
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