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"until the celebration of rebirth is torn to pieces crawling through heaven at night!"
#i think i have commitment issues#i want to be a disembodied thang in the void too#constantly#saint my comfort character real.#sorry for disappearing i have no excuse tbh#rain world#rain world downpour#rainworld art#rainworld saint#AMARA by sasakure UK
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i apologize for the intense writer's block i am having i just can't come up with any ideas but, at the same time, i have too many ideas.
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I'm writing Hangman/Swerve fic and my god its kicking my ass so hard right now. The struggle of having to write their interactions with other people for the plot when I just want to skip it all and go back to them being weird with each other is so real
#other than needing some editing the 1st chapter is done but i literally can't post it because i don't trust myself#like i have a tendency to abandon fics after 2 chapters and i don't want this to happen again#so i want to have at least 3-4 chapters fully finished before i even attempt to post anything#i think i have commitment issues
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i wish i could play an instrument and actually enjoy it
#ive tried picking up guitar and i did trumpet for a year in 4th grade but it made me miserable#i think i have commitment issues#i want to play violin it looks so cool but practice sounds dreadful and starting it in highschool will just make me feel behind#i also wish i didnt forget how to read music
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how does one do the committed relationship thingy?
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The Guide telling Nandor that he's all about the conquest and not the victory is so damn cathartic cause I've been seeing WAY too many people accusing him of acting out of character. He's not. This is how he is. He's a war lord and is only interested in shit he can't have. Once he gets it, he looses interest and moves onto something else. This is what he has done through this entire damn series. It's one of his most obvious and consistent character flaws he has. He's a warrior. He likes to fight and you can not fight if there is nothing to fight FOR.
#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#nandor the relentless#nandor the relentless commitment issue#the guide wwdits#seriously tho this is really good character writing and it's just going over some of yall's heads#legit the reason i don't think Nandermo will be cannon#it would be a really bad idea#let me have my asexual rep
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gideon cheerfully accepting kremy using suggestion on him left and right (and also being like '*fond smile* aaaaw yeah all the good old times :)' at the implication that kremy has essentially wielded him as a bloodied blunt instrument all these years) has some. hm. kinky implications. perhaps. also narrative/character/interpersonal ones of course but the kink factor here is unspeakable.
why are you as a man freely and gleefully offering the use of your body and occasionally autonomy to another man. why would someone who fought so hard for freedom and agency find such joy and satisfaction in willing submission. who's to say! finally actually having gay sex about this would frankly be less gay than whatever sublimated thing is going on right now
#hey man don't mind control me. unless it's for a really fun reason of course then go ham. gideon baby what is wrong with you (affectionate)#coalecroux#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#gideon coal#kremy lecroux#something something the difference between imprisonment and devotion (and the similarities)#I got to the 'falling in love ain't a crime' episode the other day and now I am just. thinking. feeling. having emotions nonstop#gideon has commitment issues AND he's The Most committed any man has ever been at the same time#he handles this. he handles that. I think he could stand to be handled a bit himself when he's ready for it#(kremy being 98% of gideon's impulse control is also one of the most wonderful throughlines hfksjad)
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getting money back on my taxes this year and i do realize it is MY money that *I* earned but holy jesus

#see this is the issue for me okay. listen. money comes and goes for me.#like i have had some scary moments in my life but like. it always comes back. it literally always comes back.#damn being 24 is crazy i kinda hate and love this#<- now everyone pray i didn't commit tax fraud.... i think im fine... it is not a crazy amount of money to get back...#but i was skipping boxes bc like... what does that even mean?#i think im fine... yeah...#and now i will NAWT be selling my plasma or whtever#throwback to that one time in uni i had a friend sell her plasma for harry styles and.. i almost did it with her.... like damn yeah
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He is home, yes, but he got what he deserves
#otgw#over the garden wall#woodsman wirt#the hunter au#bad end friends#the hunter#otgw wirt#au#otgw au#the hunter au askblog#this would probably not happen because there would be no one to prove that Wirt committed all the murders he did in the Unknown#once he goes back home he would be free from all the actions he has done#So if Wirt would ever have a punshingment then it has to be in the unknown#but I liked the idea of him ending up into a mental asylum#like despite being finally at home his actions in the unknown still follows him and so he ruined his life anyway#in this scenario it could be that once he got back home he didn't recive proper mental help and so Wirt still has this issues that leads#into dangerous and unstable reactions that makes him cause violence#I can imagine that one point Wirt goes back to murdering but this time he is quicky caught and after a psychologic evaluation#the court decided to sentence him to be in the mental asylum of the city for the time he needs it#kinda sad ending#but I just share these ideas because I think they are interesting to explore and think about it#what do you think?
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Dancing to the radio! Successfully this time
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Ritual Self Torture Masterpost
#radioapple#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#hazbin lucifer#alastor#lucifer morningstar#art#drawing#doodle#ritual self torture#they are dancing to electro swing! I think it's canon(?) that alastor likes it but tell me if im wrong#on a fun note alastor is genuinely having fun here. unlike prev where they're both slightly tense and uncomfortable#ok ok i know I'm stalling the plot heavy parts of rituals...but i have commitment issues bear w me here😭😭😭
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Apollo's entire vibe in God Games feels like "Dad Said I Had to Be Here" and I feel like that's so Golden Child of him
#seph listens to epic#epic the musical#epic the wisdom saga#apollo epic the musical#wisdom saga spoilers#i don't know why this is the funniest thing to me#like ive been listening to god games a lot#and like i think ares really wants to try and prove himself against athena#and hephaestus and hera want her to give at least one solid argument even if it doesn't have to be important to anyone else#aphrodite has like... a personal issue that needs to be argued but like. that's how love is. fickle and in need of personal justification#apollo like. did not bring a personal justification to the table. he even has sun imagery in the animatic#like yeah the song did not specify it was helios' cows and the musical has a theme of fathers getting vengeance for their sons#aeolus was a king in the Odyssey not a god so changing the sun god from helios to apollo whose cattle were slain is very minor#and would emphasize the theme of fathers and children and cycles of vengeance and Helios does get absorbed by Apollo so like. augh#either way. this guy did not prepare for the debate because he has so many other jobs and grabbed the latest thing he could think of#'Odysseus... uh. he. sirens. right. did that thing right? no? if that's true fuck it. if not i don't care.'#he doesn't even fully commit. he says 'if that's true release him'#he got that fucking prophet trickster tongue bullshit noncommittal agreement#because technically if Athena is proven faulty he can be like 'i said if it's true release him but it wasn't true oops'#don't expect straight answers from the god of prophets
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Shout-out to Green Arrow : Seeing Red for not telling us jack-shit. Like, there are so many comics that tell you what's going on show you the hot gossip before the main characters even know (love the dramatic irony tbh), and so many with those narrative boxes that tell you when a character is lying or straight up take your hand and tell you the "lesson" of the story...
But Seeing Red? Oh no you don't! What do the characters think? What do the characters want? What is going on in the important scenes?!! Fuck you! Everyone is an unreliable narrator and everyone answers important questions and remarks with vague sentences while having their face half hidden for a reason or another and everything is implied and nothing is resolved.
What's going on in Green Arrow: Seeing Red? Take a fucking guess buddy!
#to be clear I don't think it's bad per se#my biggest issue is that it needs a closure/end/follow-up arc#both as a mia and an ollie story that's my frustration#it shouldn't have stayed open-ended#but that's for another post#mostly this one is to appreciate the commitment to not telling us what's going on in there#which i do find very funny#dc#dc comics#green arrow: seeing red
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I love characters who are flawed and have trauma and make terrible choices based on that trauma. I really do.
I'm saying this because while I've never been a huge sonic fan, I fucking love shadow. I have been all over shadows part in sonic x shadow generations. I am so hype for sonic 3, you don't understand and I did not watch the first 2 movies. I was only interested in shadow. Was.
See, I ship sonadow/shadonic and with the new movie reigniting my interest, I have been reading sonic fanfiction again. With fanfiction comes a need for context. With context comes the understanding that sonics life is so fucked up. Like, I kept seeing christmas island being used as sonics birth place and I looked it up and that's canon. Cool, he came from a place with snow and stuff. Guess who just found out it's named after the real life Christmas island, the island that the US used for nuclear testing back in the 50s without evacuating the nearby town (which there is another government run experiment on the moon in the 50s in canon. Im just saying, theres something we play with there) . And that's just side stuff, there's so much in the games and comics that's just messed up. My guy was stuck in a torture egg for 6 months in forces, and lost his memories but had to keep going in frontier.
I'm just saying this bad boy (smacks a hedgehog obsessed with chili dogs, a struggle food, yes I am reaching based on my own experience and will continue to do so) can hold so much trauma.
I will be overthinking this to make aus at work.
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#shadonic#i will be creating so many headcanons#and reaching so far itll be an Olympic sport#ive already got on in the works#where sonic and shadow have children together#but arent dating or anything#theyre decision to do this is their respective abandonment/commitment issues#everyone thinks this is a terrible decision#they are right#the fact they met up multiple to plan this out over a year and still thought it was a good idea makes it worse#flawed characters making terrible decisions based on trauma responses and poor coping mechanisms#thats good soup
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Hi can you imagine
Charles in season 2 (yes it's not going to happen but bear with me) is approached and offered heaven. Straight up. No uncertainty of "you might be given a tranquil eternity", no what-ifs about it. He's told "you are going to heaven if you move on. You will find eternal happiness." And he freaks out. He says "I'm going to heaven?" Because he can't imagine, with all of his anger in him, that he'd ever deserve that. Life hasn't ever been fair to him. It keeps taking everything he loves. Even his afterlife isn't fair to him.
But there it is. A guarantee. He was a good person. Now he can go to heaven. Despite everything he's done, he's earned eternal freedom. And there's Edwin, a foot away, maybe less. And he says, "Charles, you're going. I won't let you stay behind." And Charles can only stare. "What do you mean?" "I won't let you give this up for me, Charles. Heaven is waiting for you. Please, take it."
And Charles hesitates. Because he's never wanted an afterlife without Edwin in it. He can't imagine it. But it's so easy to be convicted when you can't see the other option. For Charles, he's always had a 'what-if'. He's never known what moving on really means for him.
Heaven vs earth should be an easy decision. And it is. Charles always knew what he was going to pick. He picks Edwin every time. "Charles, why do you keep giving things up for me? Please. Why wouldn't you go? How could you do something like this?"
"Because there's no heaven without you in it. Because I won't go anywhere you can't. Mate, it's not even a contest." Nothing else matters to Charles but Edwin. And he'll still choose Edwin every time. Over and over again. Because loving each other means choosing each other over and over and over again and Charles is built to love him, more than anything else in the world.
#hi its 6am whoops#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detectives#payneland#charles rowland#i have issues i think#but if this happened it would fix me#listen i know charles has already basically done this#but its different ok#its about guaranteed happiness and still choosing edwin#its about making the same choice over and over again for eternity#its about the COMMITMENT#n e way this is canon TO ME
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I have this hc (and maybe others have said this but hi I’m new here) where Sampo falls first and flirts hard and has fun but doesn’t think it’ll go anywhere, and when Gepard reciprocates finally or even maybe says ily to him, Sampo’s commitment issues strike
Oh fuck yes FUCK YES this is so so sososo good like 100% anon ur. AaughGGH.
totally agree w u that sampo fell first. very much in a sort of 'fuck im in love with this guy and nothing will come from it' way. like resigned to being stuck pining forever but also like. its comfortable. its familiar. nothing has to change this way.
his flirting and jabs and the winks he sends gepards way r like ya they are all to fuck w him and get under geps skin but its also Genuine. ya hes yelling bout how handsome gepard is after gep is left hacking his lungs out from a smoke bomb but Damn the captain does look good.
i think that like. any hint of reciprocation would get him antsy. kinda scared bout it. when gepard doesnt get mad but instead laughs when sampo says a shit pickup line he is absolutely on cloud nine but hes also terrified. hes never been tied down and he doesnt know how to settle and hes afraid of getting too close and too attached. its easier when no one takes him seriously or trusts him yknow? but he can manage gepard flirting back. kind of. like he stumbles more and stutters and cant handle it at all but its still not like gepard feels the same! its not like gepard Sees Him as anything beyond this game a theres
and as Soon as gepard actually tries to reach out to him and confess and find sampo out of their uniforms. sampo feels like a cornered animal
#OUAGH....#ur so right tho i like#ouaghgghhggg#100% think theres commitment issues n a fear of being trusted. of like being Actually seen#and sampo might now have a sort of like. not entirely self hatred but hes so very aware of the difference in their positions#anon#sampo is very much like a feral stray cat to me and gepard eventually realises sampo may come and go#but he'll always come back.#sampard#edit: also welcome anon svskdbdgdh
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Many of us saw the Raimi trilogy as kids and so the main characters were just put in the mental category of "adults," but growing up and realizing Peter, Harry and MJ were all in their late teens/early 20s gives their behavior a lot of much needed context, actually.
Oh, they're indecisive and riddled with insecurity? Their love lives are a complete mess? They think one mistake or setback means their life is over? Well, no wonder! They haven't even beat the 25 allegations yet.
#all three of them feel like a disappointment to their father and that doesn't help#they should have been BONDING over that not fighting!#though i do think their traumas and emotional problems effect their relationships in a realistic way#even MJ#ESPECIALLY MJ#yeah she had commitment issues she had not been shown a healthy model of love#raimiverse#raimi trilogy#spider-man#mary jane watson#harry osborn#peter parker#op
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