#i think he is totally a switch but depending on the position he wears different hats

[glorygodngore]

Batshit insane bottom John Seed you are in my heart and on my mind

[mikalara-dracula]

🛌🏻 Sharing a bed with Shu

Warning: 18+ content below; don't read if you're a minor or aren't comfortable with slight NSFW.

Ah, the sleeping fuck prince.

What better way to spend time with his s/o than sharing a bed with them.

Honestly, sharing a bed with him gives him a lot of access to you, so he’s definitely into the idea of you lying beside him, but of course, he’d never admit that.

He’ll tell you it’s fine and that you can just as long as you’re not going to do anything to ruin his sleep or his music.

However, this asshole is definitely going to tease you about it tho and he’ll even go a little further than the unexpected.

“If you're gonna sleep next to me, at least wear something inviting.” He'd smirk, hinting towards a certain favorite set of lingerie you owned, making blush rise to your cheeks.

Well, as we know, sleeping is literally his hobby and the way he spends most of his days, so as his s/o, you’ll definitely be sleeping with by him if the situation calls for it, or if he’s just needy and wants you beside him . . . not that he’d admit that tho.

I’ll definitely say that he’s not open to sharing a bed with just anyone, so as his s/o you have quite the privilege.

Shu may appear to be lazy and that he’ll just ‘sleep’ next to you when sharing a bed, but dear god is that a myth.

This narcolept is quite the character when sharing a bed with you and it honestly depends on what kind of mood he’s in.

If it’s a full moon, fuck . . . .

Anyways tho, if he just wants to sleep and not engage in anything, he’ll pull you into him and have his arm wrapped around your waist.

If you’re facing him, he likes the idea of your face being buried into his chest, mostly because he likes to feel your warmth against him.

Might indulge in a bit of conversation but it’s pretty minimal, and with this, he may take the opportunity to place a kiss on your forehead.

His eyes are closed most of the time. It's not very often that he opens them when laying down next to you and bear in mind that when he does open them, you have his full attention, especially when discussing something serious.

He secretly likes it if you delicately stroke his hair, or softly run your fingers through it.

He'll tell you you're being bothersome, but deep down he really enjoys it.

Does like the feeling of falling asleep with you clinging onto him since it gives him the reassurance that you’re there.

He also likes to trace shapes into your back in a soothing and relaxing way to make you fall asleep smoothly.

Sometimes, Shu will let you sleep on top of him, however, don’t think it’ll be very innocent.

When you’re in this position, he likes to trace his hand down your spine and have it travel back up soothingly or will lay his hand on your ass and clutch it.

With you on top, he might share a few intimate kisses with you, and would be quick to ask if you’re inviting him into something more intimate or better yet to your room to do something scandalous, especially if you initiated the kisses.

If he’s on top, however, it feeds his yearnful need of having you beneath him and all to himself. Plus, he likes the idea of you not being able to escape due to him being heavy.

He definitely won’t refuse to sink his fangs into your neck, collarbone, or chest area if he’s feeling thirsty.

“Hm, admit it, you like me on top of you, don’t you?” He’d smirk.

If you’re not facing him tho, things are a little different.

Mostly because this is where he seeks an opportunity to do something perverted since you can’t see the mischievous grin forming on his face.

While you’re trying to fall asleep, he’ll attempt to slip his hand into your pants to touch your crotch area.

Will definitely be into the idea of having you jerk him off or getting the chance to finger you if he’s in the mood.

For no apparent reason, he casually likes to lay his hand on your ass and keep it there. It’s like as if it’s just ‘comfortable’ to him to just have it rest there.

Will share his earbuds with you--however, if he's listening to one of those 'special tracks' where a woman is screaming in ecstasy, you won't hesitate to slap his arm and pull your earbud out.

“That's disgusting!”

“Heh, you say that yet you sound the same when we-,”

“Shut up!”

Now, if you're actually trying to sleep and he isn't but is in a certain mood, oh god prepare yourself.

This mf will talk about your underwear, and will especially tease you about it if it’s not skimpy or if it isn’t matching your bra.

If he sees that the waistband of your underwear is showing, he’s definitely taking advantage. So, he’ll pull the waistband of your underwear and let go of it abruptly so it snaps against your skin.

​​Won’t hesitate to clutch your ass since he finds it to be right in front of him, and it’s mostly because he likes to see your reaction.

“Shu, quit it! I’m trying to sleep.”

“Heh, it was your idea to sleep here, now you’re paying the consequences.”

Might nibble on your neck and have his fangs brush the surface of your skin just to keep you on the edge and see goosebumps rise. He literally thrives on the fact that he has this effect on you.

“Mm, am I that satisfying to you?”

He’s honestly not opposed to the idea of sex.

If he’s in a certain mood, he'll be on the edge of his seat waiting for you to say something or hint at it so it could happen.

But if it doesn’t, he’ll go about things a different way in hopes that it leads to that.

So with this, he’ll be bold and ask you if your intention of coming here was to have sex with him.

“Is you sleeping here an excuse to get something more? Just admit it, you came here because you want me.”

Since he sleeps all day, he has plenty of time to think about such a topic and come up with new things to try on you. It honestly doesn’t take him much to get him going. After all, he’s more perverted than Laito as we all know.

Likes to rest his hand on your thigh, having it travel up and down slowly in the hope of having your skin tickle or just to annoy the fuck out of you.

Speaking of tickling, he’s a total asshole when it comes to this.

For example, while you’re trying to sleep, he’ll start by poking your side every few minutes or so, making you jolt every single time.

You’d of course scold him about it, but it soon started to become a lot more consistent, leading it to a full-out tickle war.

Secretly, he loves the way the chime of your laughter echoes in his ears as you beg him to stop. It’s literal music to his ears.

“How am I ever going to go to sleep with you bothering me every five minutes?”

“Did I ever say I would let you?” He’d smirk, leaving you to blush.

You’re the little spoon most of the time, but he doesn’t mind switching roles.

In fact, he kind of likes that you show a bit of dominance, but definitely has a kink for being the real person in charge even though he isn't too insistent on it.

[imagineurfavs]

Nu’est - Baekho A-Z

“I knowww you’re in hiatus but would you consider a Baekho A-Z ??? Your last couple asks have me thinking fr”

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A - Aftercare

Boy gets so cuddly afterwards, he just wants to lay together until the end of time lmao, so it’ll probably take him a minute to even think about aftercare. But he’ll probably run a bath or shower for you

B - Body Part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner)

on himself he likes his arms, they’re big and strong, he loves that he can hold you close to him no matter what position yall are in. On his partner he likes their legs, esp when you wrap them around his waist when he’s on top of you...oof...nice.

C - Cum

Likes the intimacy of cumming inside you, but if that’s not an option, he likes to cum on either your stomach or your chest. He’ll glance at it for a second, looking super proud, then rush off all bashful and shy to go get a towel lmao

D - Dirty Secret (a dirty secret of theirs)

Sometimes he cries when he cums lol. Not bc he's like overly in his feelings or anything like that, like it's just a reflex that happens sometimes and he has no idea why. He won't be like full on bawling either but like you'll look over at him and just see his eyes all glossy with like a single tear drop on his cheek djdjd

E - Experience

It’s a tricky one lmao. I feel like he’s just got a natural way with people lol, he’s a pro at wooing anyone. However, he doesn’t strike me as much of a one night stand kinda guy. Idk, I’d say he’s got a fair amount of experience, but from relationships, so like...its moreso, he’s done it a lot, rather than he’s done a lot of different stuff...yknow??

F - Favourite Position

Anything where he can keep your face close to his and maintain close eye contact. He likes being able to whisper sweet nothing's in your ear and kiss you freely whenever he wants

G - Goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous etc)

I wouldn't say he's humorous per se, but he's just smiley and sweet lol. He likes to keep the atmosphere warm and loving, the last thing he wants is for you to feel uncomfortable in his company

H - Hair (how well groomed are they)

He’s not like, immaculately clean shaven, but he’s not super wild either lol, he keeps it at a middle ground.

I - Intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect)

Mans a total romantic, even in times when yall are in a rush and it's just a question of chasing that climax, even then he's just got words of love flowing non stop out of his mouth

J - Jack Off (Masturbation)

Almost every day, if not every day lol. It’s something he just kinda does without thinking. Like, he’ll be in bed, winding down, relaxing...then without knowing it his hand is in his pants lmao

K - Kinks (one of more of their kinks)

Now, this is where it gets a lil controversial lmao. I dont think Baekho is a dom. Not at all. Just bc he’s a big guy doesn’t mean he’s dominant lol; Baekho is the truest of switches you could ever see. 100% switch lol. He literally just wants to please, he just wants to make you feel good. As for actual kinks, I dont think he has that many that are that out there. He likes some light marking (giving & receiving), edging (receiving), and maybe a tiny hint of a femdom kink.

L - Location (Favourite places to do the do)

Anywhere where y’all can move about freely, that's literally his only requirement lol. He doesn’t wanna be cramped up in a tiny spice, which also means no car sex lol sorry lads 

M - Motivation (What turns them on)

One of the easiest men to rile up on the planet lol. Three things that get Dongho all hot and flustered lol:

1. tell him how much you love his body. (bonus points if you tell him how hot he looks working out and that you appreciate how hard he works for his body lol)

2. Show the tiniest bit of skin, he loves it when you wear a shirt that sits a tiny bit higher than usual and he can see your lower stomach when you move.

3. Literally just hold his gaze for 0.5 seconds longer than usual lol

N - NO (something they won't do, turn offs)

I feel like literally the only thing he’s unwavering on is his stance on three(or more)somes. He’s really not a sharing kinda guy. He doesn't wanna bring someone else in and potentially mess up y’alls dynamic. It’s something he cant even bear thinking about.

O - Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

He can be a bit relentless when it come to giving lol, he'll hold your hips down with all his strength as he just totally feasts on your core. Deliberately makes the most lewd noises tryna get you to blush.

When receiving, boy he is LOUD, he'll be talking you through it like "fuuuuuuck yes baby, I know your throat can take all of me" "your pretty lips take me so well" he'll grab your hair and hold your head still as he cums, gets the fattest smirk on his face is he sees his load dripping out the sides of your mouth too,,,,,ooof. But then once again, he'll get all shy and bashful afterwards lol like he can't believe what he just said to you didjdjd

P - Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc)

I don't really think he has any set pace lol it can vary every time. I feel like it'd depend on the vibe of the day, like, if it's been a while and he's missed you beyond belief then it'd be much more slower and sensual. But if it's like,,,gotta chase that nut, then he can get pretty fast. I don't think he'd ever cross over into being rough, but his thrusts can get like, firm and...sharp lmao

Q - Quickies (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc)

Yes yes yes. Loves them. They usually tend to be a lot more giggly and fun than regular full sessions too lol

R - Risk (are they down to experiment, do they take risks?)

Eeeeeeh, a little bit. He's a bit of a baby in terms of pain so I feel like anything that could maybe hurt, even if it's something as simple as spanking or light restraints, could take a little convincing lol. He is definitely down...mans just needs reassuring he won't like die lol

S - Stamina (how many rounds can they go, how long do they last? etc)

I mean, he’s a healthy guy lol, he’s gonna have super good stamina. I feel like there’d be literally no stopping him, he can go for however long you need him too. You might wanna get as much as you can out of him though bc once he's done, he's done for the night lmao

T - Toy (do they own toys do they use them on a partner or on themselves?)

He doesn’t own any himself, but that’s not to say he’s not open to experimenting with any. He just wont do it of his own volition lol. Hes thought about getting some numerous times though but he just doesn't wanna be the one to bring it up

U - Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Not really a fan, he just doesn’t understand it lol. He’s not big on teasing or being teased; he's not good at holding back when he's the one *trying* to tease you, and he gets so so fidgety and antsy when being teased lol. He’d much rather just get to the main event lmao

V - Volume (how loud are they, what type of sounds they make)

Lots of loud sighs and choked out groans. He can get quite high pitched, which he’s honestly a little embarrassed of lol. He gets louder slowly the closer he gets to climax, he’ll attach his mouth to your neck as he starts to get louder; tryna muffle any sounds bc he doesn't wanna hear himself like that lmao

W - Wild Card (a random headcannon)

Okay. This is where this whole thing started lol. Baekho is not a dom, he’s also not a sub either. BUT, he get’s so unbelievably turned on by watching you take control. Like he just thinks you have this aura to you when you’re the one pinning him down and getting what you want from him. It’s literally the only time he ever enjoys edging too; he'd never do it to himself, nor does he do it to you, but for some reason having you edge him, having himself be totally at your mercy is just...omg

X - X-ray (what's going on inside those pants)

Average/maybe a tiiiny bit below average in terms of length, but pretty veiny and he’s got some nice girth lol

Y - Yearning (How high is their sex drive)

I feel like it’s either one extreme or the other lol. It’s either he can’t keep his hands off you at all for days on end, or he’s just busy occupied with other stuff and his mind doesnt even go in that direction...there’s no way of knowing sksks

Z - Zzz... (How quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

As long as he's happy that you're both fully satisfied, he'll be out like a light almost instantly lmao

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[actuallysaiyan]

Heyy! Mind if I request the Rasa nsfw alphabet? 😄

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Rasa is pretty traditional with his aftercare. He likes to clean you up softly as he presses soft kisses to your lips. He’ll get you something to drink or he’ll suggest a shower. Then he likes to hold you close as you both fall asleep.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He’s never been picky. He doesn’t want to choose one body part that’s better than the others. He thinks he’s fairly strong and that he has a good mind. That’s all that really matters for Rasa.

On you, he’s got an equally hard time choosing. He loves lots of different things about you. Your smile which makes him so happy, and your gorgeous eyes that look up at him whenever he needs your guidance...but he also loves your tits so much. He loves to squeeze them together and press his face into them.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Rasa wants to be so damn messy with his cum. He wants to paint your skin with his seed and watch you scoop it off your breasts and suck your fingers clean. The messier it is, the better. He gets so turned on by your pretty face being covered in his cum.

For you, he will overstimulate you everytime. He loves overstimulating you and watching your eyes roll into your head. It gives him such a big ego to know that only he can do these things to you.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

As Kazekage, he loves having people keep tabs on you. Then in the dark of night, he loves to watch you from your bedroom window and he loves to fantasize about the things he’s going to do to you. When you finally come to find out he does this, it excites you. You decide to turn it into a very sexy role playing experience.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

He knows what he’s doing. It doesn’t even take him that long to know how to make you come undone within minutes. He’s just so damn good at it. Every little touch and movement, he knows what you love most. He’ll have you right on the edge so quickly, you’ll think he’s known you forever.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Rasa loves missionary positions. He loves the closeness of your body being slightly smothered by him as he pumps in and out of you. He wants to watch your reactions as he fucks you so good. He also loves cowgirl because when you ride his cock, it’s like being in heaven.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He’s someone who likes to keep sex pretty serious. He can laugh and smile during sex, but prefers to keep it sensual and sweet, or he’ll be mean and dominating. He loves to make sure you know that you are very loved by him, but he also likes to tease you and have lots of fun.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He’s got a small amount of hair near his lower abdomen that trails down towards his pubic hair. It’s fluffy and soft, and it’s a light auburn color which is a little lighter than the rest of his hair. He likes to keep it as clean as possible, but he knows he won’t always have time to shave for you.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Rasa keeps things pretty romantic honestly. Except when he’s feeling dominating and that you are being a total brat. The nights where he is romantic, he will literally make you feel like you are the only woman in the world. When he wants to be mean, he will teach you a lesson and show you how you should never go against his words.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He’s not very much into masturbating as he doesn’t always have the private time to do so. If he does, it’s going to be when he can’t see you for a very long time. You gave him some nude photos long ago, and he keeps them to help him stay motivated when you’re apart.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

He’s got a lot of kinks: BDSM, spanking, collaring, biting, breeding(given the right mood, he doesn’t necessarily want to have more children, he just loves the idea of breeding you and making you pregnant), lingerie, rope play...he loves to try all kinds of things with you, but he very much enjoys being in control of the situation.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Rasa doesn’t care where you fuck. He does prefer the bedroom, but if you show up in the Kazekage office wearing something a little revealing, he is going to take you right then and there. He doesn’t mind getting caught, he’s the Kazekage for christ sake! Who’s going to stop him from fucking his lover? Nobody would dare say anything.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

He’s got a lot going on and he’s often distracted by other things, so if you just rub his shoulders and give him lots of soft and sensual kisses, it will take his mind off the stressful stuff. If you wear something revealing and come to his office, he will be so horny. He loves it when you tease him a little, but don’t get too bratty or else he will punish you.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He won’t do anything to permanently hurt you or damage you in any way. He loves you and wants to make you cum, not hurt you or make you cry. He will not harm you in that way.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

This man really loves it when you get on your knees, and with your ass in the air wiggling, and then you wrap your lips around his thick cock and look up at him through your lashes while you choke on him. He’s going to praise you for being such a good little cocksucker.

Oral is one of the best ways to overstimulate you. He will finger you and suck on your clit while using his Gold Dust to hold you back. He will not let you go as he laps at your dripping cunt. Just the taste alone makes his cock twitch. He loves the way you look when you come undone all over his face.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

It all depends on how he’s feeling. He loves to switch it up on you, and especially when he switches it up mid thrust. The look on your face when he’s fucking you slow and then he just slams into you roughly. He loves your surprise yell whenever he does that. It’s so sexy.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Sometimes, this is all he has time to do. He loves quickies because it gives it that extra sense of urgency. The two of you paw at each other until you can’t hold back anymore and he bends you over his desk and thrusts into you roughly. It feels so good to be able to fuck you quickly and then watch you walk away with his cum dripping out of you.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Rasa enjoys taking risks all the time. He will experiment with all kinds of different kinks in the bedroom and watch how surprised you are whenever he does something new to you. You’ve told him in the past that you enjoy being surprised in the bedroom, so he doesn’t worry about scaring you. He just knows you have fun with it and that makes him happy.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He’s got fairly good stamina, but he does have a long refractory period. He needs some time between sessions, so you often like to shower off and then go for another round if you both feel like it. It takes a long time for him to cum, so this is why he loves to overstimulate you so much.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Anything goes with Rasa, especially when it comes to toys. He usually uses his Gold Dust to restrain you, but if you both find something else to use, then it’s lots of fun. He’s also a huge fan of vibrators as it’s something that gets you cumming so quickly.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Rasa loves to tease you whenever he’s feeling mischievous. It’s his favorite thing to hear you beg and plead for him to make you cum(or for him to make you stop cumming). He hates being teased too much, so don’t do it to him unless you are a glutton for punishment(which is pretty sexy to him honestly.)

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He’s average when it comes to volume. He’ll grunt and groan and talk dirty to you, but he’s not overly loud. He wants you to hear all the filthy things that come out of his mouth, but he won’t yell...unless you make him cum very hard. Usually that’s when he’s fucking you hard in his office and he wants his guards and assistants to hear him.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He’d love to fuck you in front of his guards and assistants. He wants to show them all what a good slut you are. He wants them to know you belong to him and you love being fucked by his rock hard cock.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He’s fairly well built. His cock is very thick and about average length, so about 6 inches. It’s just the right size to fill you right up with a delicious stretch.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Rasa has an insatiable sex drive, but he knows he can’t always fuck you at every hour of the day. He needs to make time for other priorities, but rest assured he will fuck you at least twice a day to satiate that need a little.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

It takes him a long time to fall asleep, but when he fucks you good and proper, sometimes he even tuckers himself out and then he’s out like a light.

[yanderedbh-moved]

Kamski x F!Reader x Connor Polyship NSFW Alphabet

NSFW and yandere relationship below, please do not continue reading if this sort of content upsets you.

Word Count 3100

Requests are open, not just for DBH, I’m going to try and write for more fandoms in the future to prevent burn out, so you’re more than welcome to submit other fandoms if you wish! (As a matter of fact I’ve been on a MASSIVE Disney characters/villains kick right now... just saying...)

Donations are always welcome.

Link the similar N/S/F/W alphabet I made for a Connor x F! Reader x Kamski Polyship

Aftercare, are they very doting after sex?

Considering how Kamski is hardly the type of person to extend much sympathy or compassion to you without some kind of ulterior motive. Your expectations for him helping to soothe you after intimacy were low. This is not true, however, but perhaps not for the most wholesome of reasons. See, Kamski loves you in a rather objectifying way, as in you are one of his possessions, and he prides himself on taking excellent care of his belongings, you and Connor both. After sex, Kamski would help to clean you up, get you freshwater, a pain killer, some tea, anything you request to soothe you. He’s more than happy to oblige you with.

Predictably, Connor can’t help but wear his heart on his sleeve when he’s isolated with his lovers. Connor too, would want to help and get you cleaned up, but he would also be at your side, whispering sweet words in your ear, soft praises, and helping to put your mind at ease.

Body Part, their favorite body part of either their own body or yours

Kamski, like any craftsman, is rather proud of his strong hands, and by extension, the hands are always a feature Kamski can’t help but feel drawn to. Kamski can be a rather touchy-feely kind of person as well, so even if the two of you aren’t being sexually active at the moment, it’s tough for him to resist running his hands along your body and feeling your flesh against his. 

Connor and Kamski do share an affinity for the neck. Something about the thin flesh, your throbbing pulse, the body heat, it’s all so alluring to the men. Because of this, it’s nearly a constant guarantee your neck will be covered in bruises and bite marks while in their possession. While it may be a shame to tarnish such a lovely part of you, it will heal in time, and it’s only a matter of time before you’re ready for another fresh batch of scars and marks to cover your neck, collarbones, and chest.

Cum

There’s no one answer when it comes to Kamski. If he’s putting on a show, as in is taking you while he’s recording. (Whether you’re privy to this information or not) If he’s going down on you and another Chloe or two? In cases like these, Kamski loves to make a mess, leave you sticky. In private, it’s another story. The man is most meticulous with the cleanup.

Connor pretty exclusively prefers to cum inside you and wouldn’t really feel comfortable covering you in his seed, making a mess all over Kamski’s nice sheets. Your body is already so lovely in its naked form. Why would he feel the need to cover you up anymore?

Dirty secret

Kamski loves to record you during sex without your knowledge. Not just from Connor’s perspective, either. He likely has at least a few cameras set up to capture the moment at different angles. He imagines on a dull day leaking the footage of you like this, just to see how you’ll react. 

Connor finds the idea of you suffering from a complete and total mind break very attractive. The concept of a human, the one who he loves more than any other becoming nothing more than a braindead, submissive, obedient little toy for the deviant and his master to control. Another of Connor’s nastier tactics around you is isolation. Even though he does his best to appear the sweeter, more loving of the two, Connor punishes you by locking you away in the dark with no one to socialize with. To leave you so utterly depraved that you're practically crawling back to him, begging for forgiveness.

Experience

In a sense, both Kamski and Connor likely had little experience with human women before this relationship. Kamski occupying any physical needs of his own with the Chloes and Connor, never having a desire to pursue anyone before deviancy. However, Kamski isn’t the demure, shy type, and even if he may not have the most experience with a human lover, he’s been waiting and practicing for this moment.

Favorite Position

Considering how easy it is for Kamski to get in on some group action, it’s unlikely Kamski would simply identify as either a top or a bottom. He prefers more than one partner at a time. He wants to feel and experience sensations on more than one feeling all around him and is generally a more switch-type partner himself.

Connor, while still discovering more about sex and his own sexuality, generally prefers to face you during sex but is more than happy to obey orders and comply with whoever happens to be dominant in the situation. What Connor does know is he wants to touch and see you in all your beauty as much as possible.

Goofy, are they goofy or serious during sex?

Kamski really isn’t the kind of partner who would mess around too much before or even really during sex. He’s really such a slow and sensual type, the type of person trying to really commit to setting a mood.

Connor is less picky about this, however, if he senses one of his partners is really trying to set the mood seriously. He wouldn’t want to be disrespectful and ruin that. Though, if he feels you’re getting a little too intimidated by Kamski, he might try to “break character” and comfort you, promise you everything will be alright.

Hair, how well-groomed are they?

Kamski, who lived as a bachelor before he started this relationship, likely would’ve kept himself well-groomed “just in case.” He wants to sell people on his image of the perfect, polished, and well put together protégé. Leaving no detail unaccounted for. He, too, holds a preference for other people to be well-groomed. It’s a useful short handed way to show him you’re doing your best to be presentable, clean, and worthy of him. Connor, on the other hand, is nowhere near as strict as his partner is. However, he’d likely be more inclined to try different things or change details of his appearance if his partner were to request so.

Intimacy, Are they romantic in the moment?

It depends, with Kamski, but as for Connor, he feels most aroused and most in the mood for intimacy when he knows he’s the one giving you pleasure or when you’re the one yearning for him. Because of that, Connor is easily more inclined to take things relatively slow, communicate, whatever it is he thinks would work the best between the two of you. 

As for Kamski, he’s a bit tougher to read. Even as a yandere, and even if he is madly in love, he doesn’t ever wear his heart on his sleeve and is seldom easy to read. He likes to keep the tension high during sex and have your full attention on him, so imagine he’s more the type to shock you with a little rough play, draw blood or leave you needy and desperate after edging. 

Jack off, masturbation headcanon

Kamski is known for working long hours into the night or pulling allnighters in the name of productivity, and because of that, he feels no shame in relieving a little tension during breaks between projects. Even though he could use any android he desired to do the work for him, Kamski likes to watch the recordings he has of you having sex without you knowing you’re being recorded. Kamski is likely the type to flip flop between voyeurism and exhibitionism frequently.

Connor actually jacks off more than expected. As someone new and just coming into his own sexuality, he is still a little timid and self-conscience about some things and finds masturbation a more discrete way to explore and try out new kinks he’s curious about. 

Kink, one or more of their kinks

As mentioned above for Kamski, he flops back and forth between enjoying being watched and watching others without their knowledge. However, he also has an intense praise kink.

As of right now, Connor still falls into the “is willing to try anything once” in terms of most kinks. However, what he has noticed is the way he feels his arousal spike whenever your eyes widen and fill with fear. The way he can practically feel your adrenaline spiking is delicious to him and makes his feel so powerful and domination over you.

Location, their favorite place to get dirty

Neither would want to take you just anywhere, so the two would both likely agree the best place for intimacy is in the bedroom. However, Kamski likes to take you out to the pool and tease you while you’re in a skimpy bathing suit. Teasing you by undoing your top and brushing up against the bare skin of your flesh, pulling you onto his lap, that sort of thing.

Motivation, what are some big turn-ons for them?

Obedience! Not to say they don’t see the appeal in a bratty partner. However, compliance, weather forced or not, is just so pleasing. Connor loves explicitly when you’re begging for him specifically, as it really boosts his ego as a newly deviated machine. While Kamski, on the other hand, finds nothing hotter than watching you be taken by Connor, as well as maybe a Chloe. Both humans and machines under his complete control.

No, something they’re unwilling to do

Kamski is not ready to be a father. Pregnancy is strictly off the table. He might’ve suffered from a rougher childhood than one might expect, and because of that, he finds himself very taken back and almost scared around children. He doesn’t like the idea of you ever using the child against him, either. (Imagine if you were to ever threaten to leave with the child. He knows he wouldn’t be able to remain in control if you were to do this.)

As for Connor, he wouldn’t want to share you with another lover outside of the household. (It took him a while to come around to trusting the Chloes with you, but little by little found himself opening up to them.) He is also very turned on by the fact he stole you away from your past life and your old lover. As far as he’s concerned, your old life with others is over now.

Oral, preference in giving vs. receiving, skill level, etc.

Kamski and Connor both definitely prefer receiving. However, Connor wants to make sure you’re enjoying yourself as well, and Kamski would like you to know what a capable lover he really is. 

Pace, are they fast, slow, rough, gentle, etc.?

Both prefer to keep the pace slower, whether this is between just two people or several different parties are involved. Though while Kamski may take his time with things, that doesn’t always mean he’ll treat you gently, and if you test him, Kamski won’t hesitate to lash out and teach you just what happens when you try and disobey your master. 

Connor certainly has the potential to get just as rough but prefers to not use physical force unless he really has to. It’s a subtle power play against Kamski actually because he knows, even if the two of them are keeping you here against your will, if Connor treats you gentler out of the two of them, you’ll subconsciously warm up to him more, and maybe even start to genuinely start to trust in him. 

Risk, are they willing to experiment?

Absolutely! Kamski loves to mix things up with the three of you to keep you guessing and unsure how to behave around them, and loves to analyze the reactions you give and learn even more about you. While Connor is just as happy to be the one to shyly ask you to try something new out on him, as well as to plot against you with Kamski. Both are equally rewarding for him, making him all the more difficult to read.

Stamina, how many rounds can they go?

Typically speaking, Kamski isn’t the type to limit himself to just one round. However, if you’re clearly exhausted or don’t appear to mentally focus yourself entirely on the sex, he finds himself far less inclined to continue. And he might even show you a rare moment of tenderness, snuggling your body up against his and making sure you’re soundly asleep before leaving the bed. 

Connor is somewhat similar to Kamski here. He tries his hardest to be very in tune and aware of his partners’ needs, and because of that, can pick up on any chances of going another round with you, or if he should dial things back a little and let you regain your strength and let you sleep, rather than to push you too far.

Toys, Do they own any toys, or are they averse to this?

It really goes without saying, but if there’s one thing Kamski and Connor are in firm agreement on, it’s being very in favor of the idea of using toys. While Connor isn’t too interested in porn outside of the bedroom, he might, out of curiosity, of course, watch and research to see what he can learn and try out on you and Kamski later. 

Neither would feel much shame about this either, considering they are both relatively secular men in their own right. They see nothing wrong with the idea of enjoying some more perverse technology to test out on you. While this is a massive turn on for the two, it’s also important to know, if they really were testing out some new gadget on you, Connor would urge you to use a safe word, just in case something went wrong.

Unfair, are they likely to tease?

It really goes without saying. However, Kamski is very much the type of person who would tease his partner. Both before and during sex. Even if he does prefer to keep a slow and sensual mood during intimacy, that doesn’t mean he won’t edge, tease or deny you to help get you extra worked up and needy for him. 

Connor is far, far less likely to act this way. However, if he’s being guided by Kamski, then he wouldn’t hesitate to obey his master and force you to service both men all night long without returning the favor. However, he’s much easier to convince to go easy on you, even if he may enjoy watching you struggle much more than he would confess.

Volume, how loud are they?

Kamski not only isn’t too loud himself, but he also has little interest in loud partners. He finds little pleasure in the idea of you screaming or overemphasizing your natural reactions. What Kamski loves most is the shyer, hesitant reactions he can work from you and Connor. 

Connor prefers to listen to his partner and hear what they sound like rather than drown them out with his own volume. Also, he might think it’s merely proper or more natural for the male partner to be so quiet, considering he’s been studying Kamski as a mentor. 

Wildcard, any random headcanon

Kamski, the mastermind, even though he cares deeply for Connor, wouldn’t hesitate to put him in danger as a means to get to you. Imagine a scenario where Connor was left to watch over you while he was away, and Kamski learns Connor let you out of the house while he was gone. Kamski wouldn’t hesitate to hurt the android as a means to get to you. Even if both men terrified you, Connor was by far the lesser evil here, and knowing that because you left the house, now Connor is hurt would really guilt you into becoming far more compliant with Kamski in the future.

X-ray, what’s going on under those clothes?

Kamski prefers to keep both his lovers and himself in high quality, practically tailor-made undergarments. It’s not that he thinks you need to be all dressed up to be beautiful, but rather, it’s the control he truly loves. The way he can order you around, as though he programmed you himself.

Connor is more than happy to obey here. He prefers to keep himself a perfect, loving image of his creator, considering it an honor to wear such comfortable, lovely garments. While Kamski isn’t too interested in seeing you wear his clothing around the house, he loves it when you wear Connor’s jacket, or if you were to let the Chloes style you.

Yearning, do they have a high sex drive?

Kamski is, to his core, a secular man. He’s never been the type to deny or to downplay the desires of his flesh, and as someone who sees himself as something of a god-like figure in this world, it’s only fair that he indulges in all the most refined pleasures life has to offer. And by extension, he likely sees Connor as something of a disciple to him and would want to show the fledgling deviant all the benefits of indulging in human desire.

Connor, as a new deviant, can’t help but be at the mercy of his own irrational desires. While he is allowed far more freedom to come and go and live an independent life than you have, he would never want to search out another partner sexually. Even if Kamski were to suggest matching Connor with his own personal Chloe, it’s unlikely Connor would feel the same intensity and attraction he feels with you two.

Zzzz, how fast will they fall asleep after sex?

Given his admirable work ethic, Kamski is something of an insomniac. He is no stranger to pulling allnighters, pushing past drowsiness in the name of progress. Because of this, he’s not too skilled at lulling himself to sleep. It’s possible either to see curling up with another warm body helpful to relax Kamski and is just the trick to help him drift off. Alternatively, he might just not be much of a sound sleeper, and even if you and Connor are curled up at his sides, Kamski will be tossing and turning well into the night.

Connor likely would want to stay awake for a little while after sex. He enjoys the way your warm body still clings to his body. Even in slumber, he treasures the way your sleeping body is so precious and tranquil, something for only him to enjoy.

(also, the talented people over at @detroitbecomeyandere have a lot of Somnophilia content featuring Connor. If you’re interested, give them a follow. They deserve it)

[mydisasteracademia]

Random Shigaraki Headcanons

This boi. This grubby boi. I love him so much but at the same time he would probably literally dust me so... (oof this one kinda dragged on and on... lol)

Literally has no idea about real-life relationship dynamics outside of what he’s observed in his own parents, in Sensei, and in Kurogiri. All he thinks in the beginning is that people who claim to love you will stand by and let you be hurt, that villains took care of him better than any damn hero, and that he can only truly rely on himself. (And Sensei.)

It takes a loooooooong time of interacting with other people to break himself out of this mindset, and even then, sometimes it comes creeping back if bad things happen.

Getting into canon territory with this one, but really, really, reeeeeeeeally hates heroes because they didn’t even bother to help him when he was going through a whole mental breakdown. Literally one of the only reasons he hates them so much. I know this is pretty much canon, but I doubt he would ever grasp Stain’s ideology of ‘maybe some are good’ because in his eyes, not even the underground pro heroes even bothered to see if he was okay. Remember the scene from the manga with the old lady when he was a child? Yeah. There were bound to be heroes he bumped into, even off-duty ones, and nobody even gave him another glance.

Has extremely bad abandonment issues. If he likes you, he’s gonna want to keep you because he didn’t really have anything nice to call his own while growing up, and Sensei kept him fairly isolated so he literally tolerates nobody else other than him and Kurogiri at first. Reacts horribly when his friends want to break off the friendship. Goes through a whole depressive episode for a while, his old insecurities pop back up, and he really thinks he’s worse than trash and not worth anyone’s time or attention for a while. Prime time for Sensei to further twist his mind.

On that same note, if you’re dating, for the love of everything still good in this world do not break his heart. He will never forgive you. Literally will go to the grave before he forgives you for doing what you did (whether it be cheating on him or completely dropping him like a hot potato). Although this might also extend to little issues that make him feel like you don’t love him enough, he’ll forgive you if you show him plenty of attention and apologize for whatever he was upset over. If you cannot remain patient through his toxic mindsets, it’s best not to get into a relationship in the first place with him if you want to still remain friends afterward, because breaking it off means instant heartbreak.

Anyway! Back to happier, funnier hcs!!

The whole embodiment of the “Wears black in summer because I look good and am willing to suffer” vine. Will not give up his comfy black shirt and sweats for anything because yes, he does look good in black, and yes, he is willing to suffer. He’ll switch to a v-neck tee though. Even he’s not that masochistic.

Really prone to dry skin. I know that’s canon, but just... this poor man can’t keep moisturized to save his own life. Constantly has to apply a special moisturizer that’s specifically made for ultra-sensitive skin and has no scents whatsoever.

Will gripe about having to spend so much money on ointment and moisturizer for both him and Dabi. It’s one of the very few things they bond over, other than having a shitty father and pushover family... and their hatred of All Might.

Shigaraki 100% would be Dabi’s alibi if he actually managed to kill Endeavor. When it comes to the shitty dad club, he’s a fuckin’ ride-or-die.

Kinda sensitive over the fact that both he and Midoriya have the same sort of red shoes, but he loves his pair too much to throw them out. Purposefully aims for Midoriya’s shoes every single time they meet each other on the off chance that they get ruined enough for him to get different shoes, unknowing that he literally can’t just... get differently-colored shoes due to him being originally Quirkless (yes, The Shoes™ theory strikes again)

Literally never forgets a single thing about people he cares about. He’s the type of person who will remember every single thing you tell him about yourself, and especially birthdays. While he doesn’t exactly show his affection very loudly, he would be the type of person who tell you “happy birthday” on the day of as soon as he first sees you, and would treat you a little nicer all day that day.

This boy just has the biggest, scarred heart for his ‘good crowd’. I cannot stress enough just how much like Midoriya he could’ve turned out if he hadn’t been abandoned by society. This mf would give the green bean a run for his motherfuckin money.

“I really just hate the world and everything in it... except for you, maybe I could make an exception for you because you’re nice to me and I appreciate your company too much”

Even though I hc quite a few League members to be like cats when it comes to affection, Shigaraki’s spirit animal is a cat. Likes to lounge about in off-moments, slow to affection and very quick to remember exactly how people treat him, yet if he likes you he shows affection quietly enough that it’s not obvious at first. Like “oh, you’re in the same room as me. It’s not like I missed you or anything, me sitting right next to you at the bar when it’s totally empty means nothing. The fact that I’m looking right at you when you’re talking doesn’t mean I like you.”

LOVES HUGS. If you hug him and he likes you, you’ve probably made his whole day. Depending on how things are going, probably his whole fucking week. Just please hug him, he needs positive affection so bad

Major tsun-tsun. The most tsun-tsun. Grumpy until you get to know him, and if he likes you he’ll show you in little ways: listening to your ideas more, letting you stay closer for longer, maybe getting you something like food.

AFRAID OF TOUCH. I REPEAT, AFRAID OF TOUCH. Not from anyone he likes, of course; this baby is so touch-starved that he deserves a thousand hugs. But if he likes you, he will not initiate physical affection because he’s so afraid of accidentally dusting you. The memories of his family dying (except for his father, because #FuckKotaro2k21) haunt him almost every time he dreams (and if that doesn’t, then other traumatizing events certainly do), and he absolutely would not forgive himself if he dusted his favorite League member/civilian.

Definitely likens the rest of the League to his MVPs after a while of knowing them. Knowing how he operates, it’s adorable.

Would begrudgingly let Toga play around with his hair. I can just see him sitting blank-faced, staring at the mirror as she talks about whatever while brushing and braiding it into a cute plait. He would be hesitant to undo her hard work afterward, no matter how much he grouches that it “ruins his boss vibe”.

The kind of person to go to McDonalds at 3 AM just because he was craving chicken nuggets and ranch. Yes, ranch. He’s an old-school mf who don’t got no time for no barbecue.

Gets really irritated over Toga mooning over Uraraka and Midoriya, but doesn’t stop her from talking about how much she wants to ‘be’ them. (Encourages homicide. Advises homicide. Spinner has to stop her from actually getting ready to commit homicide.)

Disgruntled™

G L O A T S about the time he took away Overhaul’s chance to use his Quirk. “Yeah, we would’ve been satisfied with Compress taking his left arm away to be petty, but then Overhaul had to be a sentient piece of dick cheese, and well, y’know I couldn’t let him get away with that”

It’s becoming a problem. The others have learnt to tune him out once he gets going. Compress just smiles under the mask when he remembers it. Nobody knows what he’s really thinking.

His damn crowning moment. His apex point. There’s no going further beyond that (until he finally defeats Midoriya and takes over Japan as the world’s most feared villain of all time).

“Shigaraki, I’mma let you finish, but AFO still holds the record for being the most infamous villain of all time! Of all time!” <-- let the boy dream okay, he’s been waiting for this moment his whole damn life

Can you tell that I’m still horribly salty over Overhaul being an ass? Because I’m still horribly salty over Overhaul being an ass

Chronic emo phase. Hears the G note and just sighs heavily

Has probably seen hentai. Doesn’t really get the appeal of high-pitched feminine screams. Probably more of a tiddy man than an ass man. Just... boobie

His first fictional crush was Aeris/Aerith. Legitimately lost his shit when she died.

Man Crush Monday is Sephiroth all the way. Especially his one-winged angel form. Wanted to cosplay him for Halloween but didn’t because the cosplay was too costly.

Will make “That’s what she said” jokes in the most deadpan voice. At least Mustard kinda snickers at them.

Probably would’ve been pretty patient with Eri. Her traumatic past certainly would’ve pitted her as a kindred spirit with him, and he would think her Quirk would be a powerful asset if used right. Probably would’ve practiced it by destroying something and then telling her to rewind it so that he can break it again.

Shigaraki, holding Eri by her armpits: “I’ve only had her for ten minutes but if anything happened to her I’d dust everyone in the room to make her feel better”

The rest of the League: “???????? Okay?????”

Legitimately holds a powerful grudge against parents who abuse or neglect their children, especially against abusive fathers. Almost as powerful as his hatred for All Might. Will actively go after someone he sees is abusive to their children and will not let them live.

Would probably adopt an orphan after killing their abusive parents. “Oh, that was your dad/mom/parent? Well guess you’re mine now. Let’s go get chicken nuggets, kid”

Might somehow rope Dabi into going abusive-parent-hunting with him during a raid. Takes great pleasure in seeing the guilty party’s horrified, pained look on their face as they slowly dissolve into a pile of ash.

[vinciwolf]

Rex + nsfw alphabet

Pairing: Rex x fem!Reader

Warnings: 18+, nsfw

Here’s a nsfw alphabet that nobody asked for xD

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

           It depends on the night. Sometimes Rex is so messy that both of you end up in the refresher, the end up changing the sheets from all the sweat. On the more lazy-sex days, aftercare is simple and sweet. Rex will usually be the one to grab a towel and wipe you clean.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

           Rex’s favorite body part are your boobs. He loves massaging, sucking, biting, or simply fondling them when he’s taking your ass from behind. Those large, calloused fingers will play with your hardened nipples until you beg him to stop. The next morning, your swollen nips will itch from tenderness and be very sore underneath the fabric of your bra.

           Aside from your boobs, Rex loves your pussy. Not the exterior (even though he loves the noises your make when he circles your clit) but inserting his fingers inside your slickness drives him nuts. He loves the feeling of your slippery walls against his fingers and how your juices make the lewdest slapping noises when you’re about to cum.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He mostly loves it when he can cum inside you, then watch it spill from your entrance afterwards. The view of your eyes blissed out, body glazed over with afterglow, and his juices seeping from your core is a site to behold. Nothing can compare to how proud he is of being able to make you that beautifully relaxed.

This is very rare though because y’all wrap it up to prevent an unwanted pregnancy.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

           Occasionally, he’ll cum on your stomach in order to force you both into the refresher. There he will use the shower spray to stimulate another orgasm out of you.

           Also, Rex hasn’t told you yet, but he really wants to make a holorecording of y’all having sex (not just holorecordings of your voice) for… personal reasons while he’s away on long missions~

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

           Rex had a few encounters at 79’s before meeting you, but he wasn’t really that great at love-making. He knew the basics of PIV sex, jerking off, and that’s about it. When you entered his life, however, you helped him learn how to actual enjoy himself during intimacy.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

           Tbh, this clone is a basic bish. He likes missionary position because he can hug you tightly against his body while he rails your pussy. And it gives him the advantage of holding onto the headboard for support.

           But Rex is not afraid to try new things though. When you introduced him to anal sex, he instantly labels it as a favorite. Why? Because he can either fondle your nipples more easily or play with your clit (or both at the same time).

           Also, when you ride him, he is driven wild. Being able to watch his cock slowly disappear into your warmth, bouncing on his hips, squeezing your tits in his hands while you contort your face with pleasure… he just… explodes from arousal.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

           Sometimes if Rex is tipsy from drinking, he’ll be sloppier and throw a joke around here and there, but for the most part, the captain is more serious during intimate moments.

H = Hair (how well-groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

           You’d think for a clone with a shaved head that he’d be more groomed down yonder, but he’s actually kind of bushy. Not as in he could beat a Wookie in the bushiest crotch competition, but just sporting a naturally grown out bush for your average human male.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

           One time you returned to a dimly lit apartment with candle leading to your bedroom. Rex was in his blacks waiting on the edge of the bed, condoms scatter over your nightstand.

           Sadly, the romantic moment was cut short due to one of the curtains catching on fire. Your apartment was saved, but you ended up having to lecture the poor clone about not putting candles near flammable items.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

           Rex often times jacks off in a refresher for easier clean up, but he must make sure it’s empty because it would ruin him if Cody or Kix stumbled upon him with an upright pecker in his hand.

           Before meeting you, the captain would simple jack off for stress relief, but now Rex cannot see himself masturbating without the aid of a hologram on you naked or a holorecording of your moans.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

           It’s not really much of a hardcore kink but going back to how Rex loves the feeling of your warm pussy, his ‘kink’ is fingering you until you’re a sweaty, panting mess beneath him.

           One of his more serious kinks involves restraints. He love it when he can hold you legs down while he eat you out, not allowing you to squirm or clench your thighs around his head.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

           Honestly, anywhere. The bed is optimal, the refresher is relaxing, and the wall for when it’s a rough quickie… particularly the last one.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

           When you’re wearing lacy lingerie and switch to a dominate role in the bedroom, that is when Rex get’s going. He loves it when you call all the shots.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

           He won’t do degradation.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

           Rex dies when you give him head. See here for proof.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

           Depends on how long you and Rex have been separated. Sometimes when you two are on the same star destroyer, sex will be quick. When you two are planet-side on Coruscant, sex will be slower due to having more privacy.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

           Rex is 100% up for quickies. Remember what I said about y’all being on the same star destroyer? Yeah, Rex will totally shove you into a supply closet or the empty barracks and just pound away until you come apart.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

           In the empty barracks, Rex will clamp his palm over your mouth to keep it down, but the rush of y’all being found makes the sex more exciting for the both of you.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

           As a clone trooper, Rex will obviously have more stamina, but that doesn’t mean he won’t be respectful of your limits.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

           Unfortunately, Rex cannot keep any toys with him due to moving around too much, but when y’all have sex in your apartment, a vibrator sometimes makes its way into bed too~

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

           Since you and Rex have to keep your relationship low-profile, teasing in public is not really an option.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

           Rex grunt and curses at first, then he lets out quick huffs or gasps as his impending orgasm slowly erupts. These noises are usually accompanied by him quickening his thrusts against your hips.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

           He secretly wants to make a baby with you… If you say yes, he’ll yeet that baby into your womb in seconds!

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

           Rex is not packing in regard to length, but in girth. It’s not much, but the slight difference in girth size will leave you moaning, mouth ajar, from the sheer fullness inside your pussy.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

           His sex drive is pretty average, but when he has been without sex for longer than a couple of weeks to months, his yearning for you is through the roof.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

           Y’all will both fall asleep relatively at the same time after sex, usually a few minutes after clean-up.

[deliberatelyvague]

Tall (obey me x tall!gn?reader)

Started: April 11, 2020 at 10:12pm

Ended: April 11, 2020 at 10:40pm

Word Count: 1,122

Pairing(s): [Lucifer x tall!reader], [Mammon x tall!reader], [Leviathan x tall!reader], [Satan x tall!reader], [Asmodeus x tall!reader], [Beelzebub x tall!reader], [Belphegor x tall!reader], [Diavolo x tall!reader]

Trigger Warning(s): none that I can think of.

Author’s Note: Let me just say that since I’m 5’5”, I’m not the tallest girl, I’m more medium height, so this might not be the most accurate, but I tried my best :).

Prompt/Request: Hello! I just wanted to say I love your writing! Also if your taking requests, maybe request how the 7 best boys (and Diavolo if you want) to a tall MC. I haven't seen one yet and as a tall girl I just wondered how they would react or treat them. If this is too much feel free too ignore this. Love ya and have a nice day!

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Lucifer-

•Lucifer is pretty tall anyway.

•So, that being said, you being taller than him came at a great surprise. In fact,

•It kind of hurt his pride a little bit to see you even being an inch or two taller than him

•He started to try to make himself bigger

•(You know how guys do when their intimidated, they push their shoulders back and puff out their chest)

•But then you called him out on it and he stopped (eventually).

•He actually grew to like it quite a bit, he liked being held by you. (He would never tell anyone this but the days where when you two would cuddle and he was the little spoon, man he LIVED for those days)

•He overall came to love it much more than he thought he would.

Mammon-

•So, Mammon is not the tallest green bean in the bunch, he’s in fact one of the shortest.

•So it didn’t really come at a surprise to him when you were around his height or taller.

•Actually, he didn’t mind, but he was a little jealous of your height.

•Similar to Lucifer, he loved it when you held him.

•You could tell this, because even when he was being his tsundere self and denying it, his body spoke for itself when he melted into you after laying his head on your chest.

•He liked the idea of it at the beginning, and ending up liking it even more at the end.

Leviathan-

•No, absolutely not.

•He did NOT like the idea of you being taller than him.

•All his fantasies with anime girls had the girlfriend being shorter than him, so he was extremely against the thought of dating you only based solely on your height.

•When he nit picked about your height, you put him in his place.

•He started becoming more accepting of the thought of you being taller (not like he had much of a choice in the matter).

•He’s still not totally convinced, but surely with some extreme cuddle sessions he will come to love it.

Satan-

•Now with Satan, I don’t think he cared much. He hadn’t really given thought to it, and he had more of the thought line of

•Well, you can’t control your height, so why would it matter?

•So yeah, he’s probably one of the most accepting (not saying others weren’t, but considering he

•doesn’t

•care)

•Would always ask you to get books he put away on the top shelf since he HATED having to get the step stool.

•He also liked it when you two would cuddle and you would wrap your arm around him and you two would read together.

•Overall probably the one that you should be aiming to date the most considering he doesn’t care about your height.

Asmodeus-

•Nah, Asmodeus is short he pretty much had to come to terms with most people that he came across will most likely be pretty okay with it.

•He likes it when you show him affection, especially when you come up behind him and wrap your arms around him and put your chin on his shoulder (not his head, he worked too hard on that hair for you to mess it up).

•Would always try to make you take the lead in things, and depending on your personality, it could go two ways.

•One, you could fully be like ‘okay yeah, I’ll wear the pants, I don’t care much’

•Or two, you tell him you don’t want to and just because your taller doesn’t automatically make you the one that has to wear the pants.

•I think he might have a misconstrued sense of the dynamics between a taller person and a shorter person, but he’s got the spirit.

Beelzebub-

•Beelzebub is tall, good luck being taller than him.

•But if you are? Oh, he takes very advantage of that.

•You have a halfway good sense of hand-eye coordination? Have fun being his new basketball rival when he makes you practice with him.

•You don’t have good hand-eye coordination? Well, he would then make you get said coordination to help him practice.

•He would also take you food shopping with him to

•One, make sure he doesn’t eat everything before leaving the store

•And two, get stuff from higher shelves he hasn’t been able to get, or when everything’s gone but the one in the very back

•Even though he kind of puts you to work due to your height, he loves you anyway. He thinks it’s good to finally be able to look at someone eye-to-eye, anyway.

Belphegor-

•He’s similar to Satan, he doesn’t care.

•Half the time he’s asleep or plotting something, so why would height matter to him?

•Of course if you’re insecure, he’s handle it, but he just doesn’t care about the height difference

•He still likes to spoon you though, but enjoys when the two of you switch positions also.

•He likes that you can reach stuff on the top shelf that Beel subconsciously (or knowingly) put there.

•10/10, also a really good brother to go after if you’re tall.

Diavolo-

•Diavolo cafes slightly, but not because he doesn’t want to date someone taller.

•No, he’d most likely find it pretty hot if you’re taller than him.

•He’d care because of the way that his people and his father would see you.

•Most royal relationships are a taller male and a shorter, petite female.

•That is not particularly the dynamic the two of you have going on.

•Some of the citizens do pick on you about it, but after the first time Diavolo (as well as some other demons) shot them down, there wasn’t an issue.

•Would worry about his father until he realizes that he doesn’t and shouldn’t care what his father thinks since his father is pretty much out of the picture in his life anyway, and just stops worrying.

•10/10 would also recommend dating Diavolo, especially after he defends you.

[thatweeboverthereisthirsty]

Hey, can I request relationship head-canons sfw and nsfw head canons about natsu with a fem s/o? Thank you

Why yes you can!!!! Also congrats on making my whole day by being my first request!!! This was a lot longer than I thought it would be and the SFW part didn’t include nearly enough stuff in my opinion but I felt that I would get to write about Natsu again so I shouldn’t worry. This was also my first part doing anything NSFW so I hope it’s good. I really hope you enjoy this anon, and thanks for making my day!!!

SFW:

Being in a relationship with Natsu would include many things

Expect a constantly messy house or at least partially messy depending on how often you feel like picking up after him

He leaves his stuff everywhere and to be completely honest it’s not as bad as some might think

He tries to stay even a bit cleaner since you got together, if not for you than for him

Once you slipped on something he left laying around and got hurt

It was just a bruise but he decided he never wanted to put you in that position again

Always in your house, ALWAYS

You could come home or enter a room randomly and BAMM he’s there helping himself to your food

You honestly don’t mind that much, sure paying for all the extra food he eats is annoying but it’s a small price to pay for such an amazing boyfriend

Besides even before you guys were together he made himself at home in your place

His clothes are in your drawers and some of his stuff is in your house too

Since he’s always around he figured why not bring some stuff over

You don’t care since it leaves you more Natsu scented clothes to wear when he’s off on jobs or when you’ve had a hard day

He smells like bonfire smoke, cinnamon, and ginger

It relaxes you after a day of stress so when he’s around you sit next to him and slump over so your head’s in his lap

He loves it when you do this but prefers when you sit in his lap so he can hold all of you at once

If you bury your face in his scarf, he’ll probably blush and call you cute

Sometimes you’ll cuddle with Happy instead and it makes him feel so incredibly happy he can’t help but smile as wide as he can

He loves both you and Happy so much, to see you both cuddling together and safe is one of the best things in the world for him

Favorite form of kiss: forehead kiss

It’s sweet and calm and so different than all the chaos that always surrounds him

Almost like you two are in your own little bubble and the rest of the world has slowed down

He’s so sweet sometimes it makes you melt

Expect him to tell you that he loves you at least twice a day

“Y/n, have I ever told you-” - Natsu

“That you love me? Yes, Natsu you have, and I love you too.” - Y/n

“Ok but I think I should say it again just for good measure, Y/n I-” - Natsu

“I think you’ve told her enough times man. Plus the rest of us don’t need to hear your lovey dovey crap.” - Gray

“YOU WANNA GO ELSA!” - Natsu

“BRING IT LAVAGIRL!” - Gray

NSFW:

Natsu isn’t necessarily a horny man

Or he wasn’t… until he met you

Your first time together was life changing for him

Your technique was a little rough but you both got the hang of it eventually, and when you did…. Oh man!

It was the type of sex you only see in movies

The ‘Stars exploding behind eyes’, and ‘ahegao faces galore’ type

Soon he craved your body almost as much as he craved food

Heck your body was better than food, it definitely tasted heavenly

He was a starving man for your breasts 

He liked it when you rode him because he could watch  them bounce everytime you sunk back down onto his length

They were so soft and squishy in his massive hands, he just wants to massage them with his tongue every time he sees them

Praise was a big thing for him

Not necessarily you praising him but he loved to praise you

Natsu loves to just push you down into the sheets and fuck you senseless while telling you how amazing you are

“You're so good, baby, you take me so well, so tight and wet for me, just the way I like it, you’re too good for me, I love you so much, my beautiful good girl”

The praise worked its way into every time you ever did it

Slow sensual, or hard and fast paced sex

No matter what he will always tell you how perfect you are for him

Praise is such a big thing for him that he could never talk down to you

Even if you were into that sort of thing it would be a total no go for him, he loves and cares about you too much

But that doesn’t mean that your sex is purely vanilla… 😏

His tongue, oh god his tongue

It’s so hot sometimes you feel like it will burn your lips as he licks them

Everytime you kiss, he pushes his tongue into your mouth and it spreads warmth through your whole face

When he sucks your breasts the temperature change from very hot to very cold as he switches to the other side makes you a moaning, writhing mess

Oh and how he eats you out

Natsu pushes your legs open and buries his face in between them

The heat adds so much extra stimulation that you cum twice as fast as you would with a normal man, that is if he’d let you cum

Natsu always tops and occasionally you decide to struggle

So he uses his scarf to tie your hands to the bedpost and ravage your body

He’s the type of guy that likes to dirty talk you till your soaked and then work his way down to your area before proceeding to eat you out until your on the very brink of cumming, then stopping to tease you about how you can’t cum till he “finishes his meal”

This leaves you breathless and shaking with desire, your head can’t wrap itself around anything but that you want him to let you cum finally, since your release has been denied so many times

When he finally decides you’ve had enough he’ll pound you into an earth shattering orgasm that has your eyes rolled all the way to the back your head and your toes curled

He always cums with you

As he cums Natsu will bite down right at the juncture of your neck and shoulders, marking you as his and his alone

He wants the world to see that you’ve been claimed and hates when you cover it up

If you try to hide it he will simply bite higher next time

Before you realized that he wanted the world to see the bite marks, you covered them constantly and it pissed him off

He came home from a particularly frustrating job once to see you putting makeup over the mark and it really got to him

He pulled you into the shower in order to wash the cover up off and pushed you against the wall growling about how he’d punish you if you ever covered his bite marks again

Needless to say you listened to him after that night and although there was some commentary from the guild, everyone slowly accepted the fact that a new array of bruises would appear on your neck every few days or as soon as the old ones disappear

Another fun thing Natsu does when he comes is momentarily lose control over his magic

Plumes of smoke will rise from him and he usually singes the sheets

A few times they actually caught on fair

You weren’t hurt of course but replacing sheets wasn’t fun and neither was holding back so as soon as you got flame retardant blankets and such, you were  both very happy

The bed still catches on fire sometimes

Natsu’s response 

“What can I say, you’re so damn hot it burns my body”

Loki taught him that one and when Lucy found out he didn’t live to tell the tale (lol)

Aftercare is also incredibly important to Natsu 

Every time you two go at it he makes sure that you don’t hurt anywhere you shouldn’t and that you’re all clean as well

When that’s been takin care of he always holds you close and whispers “I love you” into your hair before falling asleep besides you

If Natsu ever had to leave before you woke up he would leave a sweet note telling you where he was off to and that he loves you

Natsu is a sweetie and you love it very much

[amysubmits]

hi amy, i love your blog! i was hoping to ask for some advice, but if it's too much please don't feel pressured haha, i just needed to do some emotional dumping on the internet - my husband and i have been considering switching completely into traditional gender roles and HoH, like we 've been discussing it for a while. when we talk about the details (because I want to quit my full time job and we can afford it and all that), i feel confident and safe about it. i trust him. but randomly, if i'm in the middle of doing something completely mundane and routine, i get this wave of panic and anxiety about it. idk where it comes from because when we have a serious discussion about it i can see clearly, so i literally can't tell why i get so worked up about logistics/what people will think/what if it doesn't work by myself. I haven't brought it up to him because I literally cant make sense of how Im feeling or why, but i want to - i just don't even have the words to explain it? any insight?

Hi - thank you! :)

So a few things comes to mind when reading this and these are almost certainly skewed by my own experiences and the way my own anxiety or insecurities tend to work so they may be totally off base. But, I’ll throw out all the possibilities that I can think of in hopes that something will pop out at you as being the case for you.

I could understand if it’s just the change itself. Even when you really don’t enjoy a job, leaving it is still a big change. I think even when change is predicted to be positive it’s easy to be intimidated by it just because it’s new. So maybe it’s just a general fear of change?

I could also understand it being the unknown. It sounds like you’ve talked about it a reasonable amount, but no amount of planning and discussing beforehand can really answer all of the possible ‘what if’ questions that you may be able to think up. You won’t really know 100% how this will feel to either of you until you do it. So being worried about just the little details of how it will all really go could cause anxiety. 

Similar to the last point but slightly different, I could understand anxiety about how it’s hard to understand the details of a big change until you live it.  I know that looking at the big picture of things tends to make me overwhelmed. It’s like...if I have a goal that sounds really good, I can still worry about it if I don’t know every single step between where I’m at and where I eventually want to be. Like it makes me think maybe I won’t succeed, I think? So that’s kind of something I have to regularly work on is recognizing that I don’t have to know every step in advance, I can just kind of start walking in the right direction and know that there may be some bumps along the way but i’ll just have to figure it out as it goes and that’s usually okay. You don’t have to have all the answers in the beginning. But yeah sometimes I can just sort of freeze when I’m trying to look at a big concept. 

I could see it being worry about losing yourself or changing you too much. I’ve heard that fear a lot from people looking to start D/s that they’re afraid they’ll push themselves into being this stereotype they have of a submissive rather than remaining themselves. I could see that being similar in your situation. Maybe especially if you currently see your profession as being a meaningful part of your identity. But also with traditional gender roles I see that as common. Most people don’t perfectly fit the gender stereotypes and my opinion is that you just embrace what you like and reject anything that doesn’t suit you...but I do think it’s common to feel insecure about rejecting any of it if you’re embracing some of it. Almost like we try to cram ourselves into a box just to suit some label. 

Similarly, sometimes people worry about losing something positive about their previous relationship style/dynamic, or the way their partner was previously. 

You mentioned that the wave of anxiety has happened when doing something mundane. That makes me wonder if that could be tied in, somehow? Maybe you’re afraid that it’ll be mind-numbingly boring, whether from the get-go or once the newness wears off. 

I know you said you guys know you can afford this, but maybe there is financial anxiety still in there? I think that’s probably a common hesitation for people with quitting their jobs. Maybe it’s tied to just having less income and cutting back on the “extras” you’re used to having. Or maybe it’s something like worrying about being financially dependent on your husband. Or worry that he may think his sounds good but that he’ll come to see it as burdensome later or something like that. It also seems common for the person staying home to feel guilty for not working almost like they’re being pampered too much or something like that, or like they can’t possibly do enough at home to “make up for” not working a traditional job, etc. IT’s just common to have self-worth issues wrapped up in our jobs and/or our income, I think. I just see those as common concerns whence considering being a single-income household. 

Or maybe a fear of being ‘stuck’ with your choice? This is kind of a weird one but sometimes when I’m fretting over a decision I realize it’s because I see it as more definitive or permanent than it really is. So with something like this, I can see sweating over “but what if I change my mind? What if I think I want this but then I hate it...but I already committed to it?” even though logically the answer would be...well then you’d back out of it....for some reason my anxious thoughts can become rather black and white, all or nothing. So sometimes I have to remember (or be reminded, lol) that it’s really not that big of a deal, that if I make a choice and it ends up not being the right one, I can adjust from there. But yeah maybe that’s a factor...worrying that it may not work out. 

And I can also see it being a fear of failure. Maybe you’re worried it just won’t work out and you worry that you’d feel like it was bad or wrong or somehow ‘less than’ if it doesn’t work out. Sometimes that fear of something not working can make us afraid to even try. 

Okay, I think those are all of my ideas but if I think of more later i’ll add to this, haha. 

I hope something in here helped! 

[shannie-writes]

Remember Me

Word Count: 2198 Genre: Angst Pairing(s): Asmodeus/MC Warning(s): A little heartbreak, no happy ending Prompt: Asmo has amnesia and MC is taking care of them. MC tries their best to help Asmo remember them. A/N: I made a personal list of 100 prompts I liked from the OTP prompt generator online and this was probably the only angsty prompt on it whoops. My one (1) angst fic for the year. I may come back at another time and follow-up on this with a happier ending soon!

Edit: I have made a follow-up with a semi-sweet ending with Don’t Forget Me.

Asmo admired his face in his hand mirror, turning this way and that to view every angle. He was pleased that there was no lasting trace of the accident on his skin but for a few small scar marks near his temple. They were easily covered by his hair and made an excellent story should it ever be spotted and pointed out. After all, skin and bone heal quickly for demons.

The same could not be said for humans. He glanced over the rim of the mirror at the girl who fidgeted at the foot of his bed. She was in a bit of a sorry state, what with her left forearm in a cast and the bandages she still sported scattered up her arms and neck. He was told that he had protected her from the brunt of the damage, that she likely would have died if he hadn’t moved between her and a truck that hadn’t seen her as it barreled along the streets of Devildom. He could believe it, from how banged up he had been when he had regained consciousness.

His brothers had told him that she was his girlfriend. He would have laughed at them if he hadn’t seen the photos that he had posted to his Devilgram feed, the reason he asked who this human was in the first place. His phone had been destroyed and they weren’t able to recover the data, but the timestamps on his posts couldn’t lie when he saw them after getting a new one. He had spent hours scrolling through them. From the morning of the accident when he posted a picture of them about to go out to town, to photos of his birthday where she had made a special cake with human ingredients just for him, to when their relationship first officially started. He had stared at that particular photo for a long time, trying to memorize the details. He was giving her a kiss and she was smiling through it, her dimple strong at the angle of the camera and her closed eyes almost hiding behind her glasses. He looked incredibly happy and he wasn’t sure how to feel about it.

He visited her at the hospital she was in. It was obvious that his brothers had been visiting her during her stay. There were gifts of books and stuffed animals scattered around the room. He imagined she had been gifted food or treats of some kind, but if she had they were long gone with a visit from Beelzebub. He stood in the doorway, watching her sleep for a few minutes before he approached her. Standing by the bed, he looked at her, trying to spark something in his memory. When nothing happened, he wondered to himself if it was because she didn’t look much like her photos. Half her face was covered in scrapes and he couldn’t see much of her below her neck, both from bandages and blankets.

She’d whispered his name and his heart jumped at the softness of it. Through sleepy, bleary eyes, she murmured that she was happy he came, said that Lucifer told her he was healing up quickly and was happy to see that was true. He was so thrown by the look in her eyes that he jolted when she touched his arm, moving away from her. She looked confused by his reaction at first, but with a few blinks to push sleep aside, she quickly moved her hand into the blanket again, apologizing. Told him that Lucifer had explained to her what had happened. Apologized again, this one much softer than the first. He had left the room before he could see the first tear fall. He wasn’t sure how he felt about her, but he didn’t want to see her cry.

A few weeks later, she was discharged. He hadn’t seen her since his single visit and he was hesitant about her return to the House of Lamentation. Lucifer insisted it was because this was her home, and each of his brothers agreed in turn. He sighed and said he supposed it was fine then, despite the roiling of his stomach with nerves.

The doctor had told him he had lost a few years of memory. It was hardly a loss for a demon of his caliber. It threw him off, but it wasn’t hard to reconnect with old friends. The biggest change was in his brothers. They were all...different. Behaved differently than he was used to. Softer. Kinder. Even Belphegor was changed. That nagged at the back of his mind much stronger than any questions he received when he went to the club if he and his supposed girlfriend had broken up.

So now he lounged on his bed and pretended he wasn’t watching her, wasn’t waiting for something to return and reveal itself in his memories of what was so special about this human that it defied his very being.

He stretched his arms in the air before he dropped the mirror on his pillow with a sigh. “Still as beautiful as ever.”

“Mm,” she hummed. Asmo did his best to not look her way to see what her expression was as she did.

He laid down on his stomach, facing her. Propping his chin on folded arms, he watched her closely as he gave her a flirtatious smile. “Have you ever seen anything prettier than this face?” She flushed and averted her eyes. “Oh? Is that a yes? Won’t you tell me what it is?”

Her face reddened further and she cleared her throat. “Asmodeus, is there a reason you asked me to join you in your room?”

He pursed his lips in a pout. “I wanted to see you.”

Her eyes flicked to meet his unmoving gaze before moving away again. “You saw me at dinner.”

“But your cute face in my room is where I wanted to see you.” Leaning forward, he dropped his voice to a murmur. “And I think your cute face in my bed may spark some old memories.”

She jumped off the bed to her feet and took a few steps back, much to his surprise. She gripped the edge of her jacket anxiously and he couldn’t ignore the pain in her eyes.

“Asmo, you don’t have to do that. We don’t have to...that’s not...you don’t have to force yourself like that.”

He frowned. “If you don’t want me to touch you, I won’t. Come lay by me.” He rolled over to give her space, staying on the further half of the mattress and beckoned her to join him.

She hesitated, looking between the bedroom door and him before she slowly approached again. Timidly getting on the bed, she lay herself on his second pillow, finding a comfortable position as she faced him.

“I have questions for you, dear.” He sensed her hesitation and waited for her to answer.

She settled her gaze on the dip of his throat. “Shoot.”

“What was our first date?”

Her eyebrows bunched together and she worried her bottom lip between her teeth. “Well...I think it was technically a shopping trip to Majolish, but you never really counted that.” She took a slow breath. “The one you always claimed was when you took me to one of your favorite clubs. You picked my outfit, something I would never wear on my own, but you insisted and said it looked perfect.” She closed her eyes and her lips were touched with a soft smile. “It was an awful night. You got a bit drunk and praised me up and down, much to my embarrassment. By the time we left, it was incredibly late. We sobered you up on a long walk across town and when we got home we had to sneak around to make sure we weren’t caught by Lucifer. And of course we were caught by Lucifer. We had an hour-long lecture that you claimed gave you migraine and I was falling asleep on my feet. You had an awful hangover in the morning and I got blisters from walking around in those god awful shoes half the night.”

“I can’t believe I would claim such a bad night as a first date,” Asmo scoffed.

“Well, it was the first night I told you I--” she cut off and took another deep breath. “We talked a lot on our walk.” She drew silent and Asmo sensed that was all he would get from the topic for now.

“When was our first kiss?”

She seemed to stare harder below his chin even as a blush rose to her cheeks again. “It depends...you really loved kissing whenever you could. Um...the first I don’t count. You had switched bodies with Beel--it’s a long story--and when you saw me, you immediately brought me in for a kiss. It devastated Beel who was in your body and you blamed it on the hunger, it was a hot mess.”

Asmo laughed, but he knew it was dry. It was strange to hear these stories and not remember them, to not remember anything that happened since she had arrived for the exchange program.

Her smile faded as well as her blush. “I suppose...the first kiss would have been…” she trailed off and was silent for a beat longer than Asmo liked. “You were mad at me. It was shortly after Belphegor was released from the attic. You pulled me aside and...well...told me to prove I actually cared and wasn’t just using you for the pact. Which, of course I wasn’t. It wasn’t totally undeserved either though.” Her right hand rose to her neck to idly trace a pale scar line on her skin. Asmo watched her carefully, wondering what she was thinking. “It was fierce. I remember feeling guilty afterward for liking it as much as I did.” She finally lifted her gaze to meet his eyes with a sad smile. “You’re a really great kisser, you know.”

He wanted to see the happy smile he knew she had. He had seen her with Beel in the kitchen, laughing and having a good time. She had seen her struggle to hide a grin when Mammon told her his daily woes after school. Even Levi got some when they talked about that mononoke game together. He wanted one for himself and not this paltry echo she gave him now.

He was slow in his descent, giving her plenty of time to refuse him as he placed his lips on hers. He stayed there, unmoving and soaking in the warmth of her skin and her chapped lips. He felt her swallow dryly, trying to wet her throat without moving away. With her shaky exhale across his mouth, he proceeded.

It started gently. Surface contact only, the lightest tilt of head to prevent his nose from touching the lens of her glasses. He wanted more, his body craved for more. It was almost as though it remembered her touch, the feel of her fingers on his cheek and the way her body slotted next to his when he pulled her close. His mouth opened and she opened hers in return, sighing out his name as his tongue entered and slid along hers. He took his time exploring, listening to her soft hums, the sweet gasps of his name when he broke for breath, enjoying the way she wrapped her arm around him and clutched at the back of his shirt.

Being careful of her other arm, he rolled them over and caged her with his body. Her eyelids fluttered as she lifted her hips up into him, her legs shifting to cradle his hips between her knees. He could sense how it was second nature for her, how she didn’t question herself as he licked into her mouth, hoping the taste of her would help him remember. If the stories and seeing her alone wouldn’t break through his mind, he hoped a physical connection would do the trick. He wanted to know what about her had appealed to him, what about her had changed him so much that the old him was unrecognizable by his own family.

His wishes were cut short as she attempted to wrap her arms around him and her cast caught on his shirt. It pulled her out of her own fantasy and she gasped out for him to stop, for him to let her go. He did so and she rolled off the bed, panting for breath and searching his eyes for something she could recognize before they darkened in despair and she ran from the room.

He felt cold as he lay alone on his bed. He buried his nose in the pillow she had laid on, praying there was a scent, something, anything, that would bring back those memories she seemed to cherish so much. But all he smelled was his own perfume.

He couldn’t understand the tears that soaked into his sheets. All he wanted was to feel the way he could see he had felt with her and he cried wondering if he would never feel that way again.

[ltbroccoli]

✩ !!

the ultimate relationship tag ( selectively accepting // @galaeus​ )

Disagreements:

WHO IS MORE LIKELY TO RAISE THEIR VOICE? Echo. WHO THREATENS TO LEAVE BUT NEVER ACTUALLY DOES? Neither. WHO ACTUALLY KEEPS THEIR WORD AND LEAVES? Neither. WHO TRASHES THE HOUSE? Probably Reg. DO EITHER OF THEM GET PHYSICAL? Not likely. HOW OFTEN DO THEY ARGUE/DISAGREE? Not very often. Reg has a tendency to keep things bottled up so he’ll just ignore conflicts until they hit a boiling point. WHO IS THE FIRST TO APOLOGISE? Reg.

Sex:

WHO IS ON TOP? They switch. WHO IS ON THE BOTTOM? They switch. WHO HAS THE STRANGEST DESIRES? Reg. ANY KINKS? Reg would like to pin her down and possibly tie her up (depending how she feels about it). WHO’S DOMINANT IN BED? They switch. IS HEAD EVER IN THE EQUATION? Often! Reg likes going down on her. IF SO, WHO IS BETTER AT PERFORMING IT? They’re both pretty good. EVER HAD SEX IN PUBLIC? They’ve been known to duck into some closets at the Academy. WHO MOANS THE MOST? Reg. WHO LEAVES THE MOST MARKS? Echo. WHO SCREAMS THE LOUDEST? Reg. WHO IS THE MORE EXPERIENCED OF THE TWO? Neither! They were each other’s first. DO THEY ‘FUCK’ OR ‘MAKE LOVE’? Both? Both is good. ROUGH OR SOFT? Depends on the mood, but tends towards rough. HOW LONG DO THEY USUALLY LAST? Decently long. IS PROTECTION USED? Whatever the Federation birth control is, probably. DOES IT EVER GET BORING? No. WHERE IS THE STRANGEST PLACE THEY’D HAVE SEX? Maintenance closets.

Family:

DO YOUR MUSES PLAN ON HAVING CHILDREN/OR HAVE CHILDREN? Reg would love to have kids, if Echo is interested. IF SO, HOW MANY CHILDREN DO YOUR MUSES WANT/HAVE? 2-3 seems like a good number. WHO IS THE FAVORITE PARENT? Reg is a big softie. WHO IS THE AUTHORITATIVE PARENT? Probably Echo. WHO IS MORE LIKELY TO ALLOW THE CHILDREN TO HAVE A DAY OFF SCHOOL? Reg. WHO LETS THE CHILDREN INDULGE IN SWEETS AND JUNK FOOD WHEN THE OTHER ISN’T AROUND? Reg. WHO TURNS UP TO EXTRA CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES TO SUPPORT THEIR CHILDREN? Both of them. WHO GOES TO PARENT TEACHER INTERVIEWS? Both of them. WHO CHANGES THE DIAPERS? Both of them. WHO GETS UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TO FEED THE BABY? Reg. WHO SPENDS THE MOST TIME WITH THE CHILDREN? Both of them. WHO PACKS THEIR LUNCH BOXES? Reg. WHO GIVES THEIR CHILDREN ‘THE TALK’? Reg wants Echo to do it. But they probably do it together. WHO CLEANS UP AFTER THE KIDS? Both of them. WHO WORRIES THE MOST? Reg. WHO ARE THE CHILDREN MORE LIKELY TO LEARN THEIR FIRST SWEAR WORD FROM? Echo...

Affection:

WHO LIKES TO CUDDLE? Both of them. But mostly Reg. WHO IS THE LITTLE SPOON? Echo, usually. But it can go either way. WHO GETS NAUGHTY IN THE MOST INAPPROPRIATE OF PLACES? Echo... WHO STRUGGLES TO KEEP THEIR HANDS TO THEMSELF? Echo. HOW LONG CAN THEY CUDDLE UNTIL ONE BECOMES UNCOMFORTABLE? Probably days tbh WHO GIVES THE MOST KISSES? Both, they are all over each other. WHAT IS THEIR FAVOURITE NON-SEXUAL ACTIVITY? Curling up in a chair together to read/study/do their own thing. WHERE IS THEIR FAVOURITE PLACE TO CUDDLE? Bed or couch, under a cozy blanket. WHO IS MORE LIKELY TO PLAYFULLY GROPE THE OTHER? Echo. HOW OFTEN DO THEY GET TIME TO THEMSELVES? Fairly often, once they start living together. Before that it’s a lot of stealing time between classes, or taking leave to visit each other.

Sleeping:

WHO SNORES? Reg snores very softly, like a little baby kitten. IF BOTH DO, WHO SNORES THE LOUDEST? Reg. DO THEY SHARE A BED OR SLEEP SEPARATELY? Share. IF THEY SLEEP TOGETHER, DO THEY COZY UP TOGETHER OR LAY FAR APART? Reg snuggles in his sleep. It doesn’t matter what Echo does, she will wake up with Reg half on top of her. WHO TALKS IN THEIR SLEEP? Reg, occasionally. WHAT DO THEY WEAR TO BED? Cozy pajamas. Or nothing. ARE EITHER OF YOUR MUSES INSOMNIACS? Reg. CAN SLEEPING PILLS BE FOUND BY THE BEDSIDE? No. DO THEY WRAP THEIR LIMBS AROUND EACH OTHER OR JUST LAY SIDE BY SIDE? Snuggles. WHO WAKES UP WITH BED HAIR? Reg. WHO WAKES UP FIRST? Echo. WHO PREPARES BREAKFAST IN BED FOR THE OTHER? Reg. WHAT IS THEIR FAVOURITE SLEEPING POSITION? Reg’s first choice would be lying on top of her. His second choice is her curled up with her head on his shoulder so he can hold her. WHO HOGS THE SHEETS? Reg. DO THEY SET AN ALARM EACH NIGHT? Yes, they have to be up for classes/work. CAN A TELEVISION BE FOUND IN THEIR BEDROOM? I imagine they have a viewscreen. WHO HAS NIGHTMARES? Both of them. WHO HAS RIDICULOUS DREAMS? Reg. WHO SPRAWLS OUT AND TAKES UP MOST OF THE BED? Reg. WHO MAKES THE BED? Reg doesn’t. Echo might lmao WHAT TIME IS BED TIME? Whenever Reg eventually passes out. ANY ROUTINES/RITUALS BEFORE BED? Just the standard putting on PJs, brushing teeth, etc. WHO’S THE GRUMPIEST WHEN THEY WAKE UP? Reg is fairly grumpy.

Work:

WHO IS THE BUSIEST? They’re both pretty busy. WHO RAKES IN THE HIGHEST INCOME? Starfleet! ARE ANY OF YOUR MUSES UNEMPLOYED? Nope. WHO TAKES THE MOST SICK DAYS? Reg is much more likely to, Echo strikes me as the type who would just power through being sick. WHO IS MORE LIKELY TO TURN UP LATE TO WORK? Reg. WHO SUCKS UP TO THEIR BOSS? Probably Reg. WHAT ARE THEIR JOBS? Both are in Starfleet, Reg is an engineer, Echo is a tactical officer. WHO STRESSES THE MOST? Reg. DO YOUR MUSES ENJOY OR DESPISE THEIR CAREERS/OCCUPATIONS? Reg doesn’t enjoy his at first. Echo seems fairly content. ARE YOUR MUSES FINANCIALLY STABLE? Starfleet!

Home:

WHO DOES THE WASHING? Either. WHO TAKES OUT THE TRASH? Either. WHO DOES THE IRONING? Reg. WHO DOES THE COOKING? They usually replicate stuff, but if they actually cook, Reg. WHO IS MORE LIKELY TO BURN THE HOUSE DOWN JUST TRYING? Gonna say Echo. WHO IS MESSIER? Reg. WHO LEAVES THE TOILET ROLL EMPTY? Neither. WHO LEAVES THEIR DIRTY CLOTHES ON THE FLOOR? Reg. WHO FORGETS TO FLUSH THE TOILET? Neither. WHO IS THE PRANKSTER AROUND THE HOUSE? Reg. WHO LOSES THE CAR KEYS WHEN IT COMES TIME TO GO SOMEWHERE? Reg. WHO MOWS THE LAWN? Reg. WHO ANSWERS THE TELEPHONE? Echo. WHO DOES THE VACUUMING? Either. WHO DOES THE GROCERIES? Either. WHO TAKES THE LONGEST TO SHOWER? Reg. WHO SPENDS THE MOST TIME IN THE BATHROOM? Reg.

Miscellaneous:

IS MONEY A PROBLEM? Nope! Starfleet! HOW MANY CARS DO THEY OWN? N/A DO THEY OWN THEIR HOME OR DO THEY RENT? They have Starfleet quarters assigned. DO THEY LIVE NEAR THE COAST OR DEEP IN THE COUNTRYSIDE? At the Academy, then aboard starships. DO THEY LIVE IN THE CITY OR IN THE COUNTRY? N/A DO THEY ENJOY THEIR SURROUNDINGS? If Reg is with Echo, yes. Otherwise he’s a bit of a grump. WHAT’S THEIR SONG? Mmmm not sure... WHAT DO THEY DO WHEN THEY’RE AWAY FROM EACH OTHER? When they get different assignments, Reg gets very sad and tries to call her every day. He’s constantly texting her. WHERE DID THEY FIRST MEET? Starfleet Academy. HOW DID THEY FIRST MEET? Echo was having a panic attack after the Kobayashi Maru, and Reg decided to try and help. WHO SPENDS THE MOST MONEY WHEN OUT SHOPPING? If money was a thing, that would probably be Reg. WHO’S MORE LIKELY TO FLASH THEIR ASSETS? Neither. WHO FINDS IT AMUSING WHEN THE OTHER TRIPS OVER? Echo, cause Reg is awkward and can trip over nothing and sometimes it’s very funny. ANY MENTAL ISSUES? Reg has anxiety, and I would not be surprised if Echo has PTSD. WHO’S TERRIFIED OF BUGS? Reg does not like them. WHO KILLS THE SPIDERS AROUND THE HOUSE? Echo. THEIR FAVOURITE PLACE? Their room at the Academy. WHO PAYS THE BILLS? N/A DO THEY HAVE ANY FEARS FOR THEIR FUTURE? Just making things work when they’re just starting out in Starfleet and don’t have much control over anything. WHO’S MORE LIKELY TO SURPRISE THE OTHER WITH A FANCY DINNER? Reg. WHO USES UP ALL OF THE HOT WATER? Reg. WHO’S THE TALLEST? Reg. WHO’S MORE LIKELY TO JUST RANDOMLY HOP INTO THE SHOWER WITH THE OTHER? Echo. WHO WANDERS AROUND IN THEIR UNDERWEAR? Probably Echo. WHO SINGS THE LOUDEST WHEN SINGING ALONG TO THE RADIO? Reg. WHAT DO THEY TEASE EACH OTHER ABOUT? Reg is a total dork and very ease to tease. WHO IS MORE LIKELY TO CRINGE AT THE OTHER’S FASHION SENSE AT TIMES? Reg dressed like a confused dad from the 80s. DO THEY HAVE MUTUAL FRIENDS? Neither of them is very good at making friends besides each other, so... WHO CRUSHED FIRST? Reg was making heart eyes at her for so long. ANY ALCOHOL OR SUBSTANCE RELATED PROBLEMS? Don’t think so. WHO IS MORE LIKELY TO STUMBLE HOME, DRUNK, AT 3AM? Echo. WHO SWEARS THE MOST? Echo.

[fluffypeachwriting]

Happy Birthday Ichiro! Pt 2

Here are some nsfw headcanons for the birthday boy! I hope you enjoy! Also this is my 100th post!

Don’t interact with this post if you’re under 18!

“Bottom” this “top” that… Nah, Ichiro is a switch. He can’t choose between feeling helpless under his s/o’s touch, and having them under his control. I headcanon that he doesn’t touch himself as often as he wants to, down to being too busy or being too tired, but it’d leave him over-sensitive when he does have the time. And with an s/o, depending on his mood, that’ll come out either as horny frustration or super needy.

He’s not necessarily ‘vocal’ in bed, but he does get loud. If his s/o was into dirty talk he would do his damn best to please them, and his deep voice saying everything he wants to do to them would be irresistible. But when he’s not focusing on it, the noise coming from him would be mostly moans and grunts, getting louder and higher as he reaches climax.

Apart from the most obvious places, he would be most sensitive around his hips and love handles, but mostly around his happy trail. The anticipation of being so close to where he wants to be touched would be almost unbearable. If his s/o was more playful, trailing their hands around the little tufts of hair, if they dragged it out for too long, expect his switch to flip and have them pinned underneath him as he gives in to what his body is telling him.

His s/o toying with his nipples would have him whimpering in minutes. The strange but intimate nature of it would make him totally weak under their touch. If they used their mouth he would start begging for them to touch elsewhere, it’d feel good but all too much. Their wet tongue on the sensitive nub would take over his thoughts, mumbling their name over and over until the rest of the world disappeared. If they pressed down on his erection at the same time, loud and strangled moans would be all he could muster up in reaction.

He definitely listens to r18 drama tracks when he’s alone. He’d tell himself that it was only out of curiosity at first, but after time he’d stop fooling himself and accept it. Even though they’re exaggerated to hell and back and have ridiculous sound effects, Ichiro would be lost in the moment as he listens to them. Sometimes he would imagine himself in the position of a character. Particularly the really unrealistic ones, like being an arrogant prince caught jacking off by a subordinate, or being trapped in a room with a rival and things escalate quickly. They’d even give him ideas to try out with his s/o.

I think he’d be willing to try out new things in bed, happy to go along with what his s/o wants, but he’d have ideas of his own. Ichiro’s a pretty strong guy, and he’s more than capable of taking a few hits, so he’d try a session in a masochistic position with his s/o. He knows he’s not gonna get really hurt, so the occasional hand around his neck pressing on the sides, would enhance the experience and eventually send him into euphoria. If he had a particularly adventurous s/o, working up to things like bondage, roleplay and sensory deprivation would be on the list!

Seeing his s/o wearing his clothes would get him harder than he’d ever admit. If they were lazing around in his shirt (and nothing else) it’d take all the strength in his being to not pounce on them. However if it was on purpose, it would be a different story. He’d be jealous of the shirt, getting to hug all of their curves and linger on their skin. His retaliation would be to make you keep it on as he runs his hands all over their torso, adding fuel to the fire that spreads throughout him, working its way lower and lower.

Another note from me: Thank you so much for reading! I didn’t think at first I would be ok with writing nsfw content, but with the help of people’s requests and seeing people enjoy them I’m glad I could get this far! If there’s anything you’d like to see more of let me know and I’ll do my best!

[kanene-yaaay]

I’m not ticklish!!

Kanene’s note: Yeah, yeah, I have like: two braincells to made titles and they are on vacations at this exact moment, sO-

Warnings, fun facts, random things and stuff:

* Lee!Logan and Ler!Virgil (It can be seen as Romantic or Platonic Analogical).

* Hmmm… This is a Tickle-Fanfic! If you don’t like this kind of stuff, please look for another blog, there are plenty of amazing art in this site! Like, for real. It’s stunning! ‘u’).

* Something around 1500 words. -w-)b.

* Sorry for any spelling, pontuation and grammar mistakes! Any advice is very very welcome!

* I just realized I haven’t written any Analogical tickles with Lee!Logan, and???? S h a m e   o n   m e . So I finally decided to change it. It’s a very silly plot, but I kind of had fun writing, soooo... Someday will make a teasy tickle fanfic, I promisse xDDD.

* E a versão em português ainda está em reforma! Thankys for reading, my lollipops! Play games, don’t cheat, run under some rain and don’t forget to drink water! Byeioo!~

                                [~*~]

 Thomas has a crush.

 - You aren’t tickling… however I can’t help myself but smile every time I’m near to you. – Logan stared at the computer, lightly biting his lower lip, habit that showed up only when he was nervous. – Do you think this is adequate?

 Virgil only dignited his being to roll his eyes, something that, even if the logic side wasn’t with his eyes captured by the severe amount of sites explaining about feelings, reading profusely every bit of information he could pursuit, the said wouldn’t be able to see since the purple lover decided to lay upside down in the bed, half of him almost falling from the furniture, being almost the fifth or sixth strange position he tried in order to best erase the pain in his back and attempt to change something due the enormous hours both spent in that same conversation.

 - Uhh. This is ridiculous. Are you really trying to find a flirt to every subject that could be brought up in a normal conversation? Tickles? You are taking this too far, and that is something coming from me. Go to sleep, Logan.

- Absolutely not. Any and every point can be crucial in a competition.

 Okay, let us recapitulate: Thomas has a crush and of course, the sides would take advantages of this. No long time ago, it has been proclaimed in all the Mind Palace the start of the ‘Love Games~’ what is, primarily, a series of challenges where who blushed first lost the match and a specifically amount of points (depending of the difficult of the challenge), however, it was possible to recapture or accumulate more points doing random flustering action through the day, as gifts, flirts, carts… anything that leaded the features of the victim be set in flames. Patton and Roman ganged up to explain how much this activity could be essential in order to help to build self-love and the others sides simply couldn’t find something to deny it.

 (Actually, Virgil could think in a great bunch of reasons why all of this could being a very bad idea, but now, think about it and convince them to stop when this competition would mean Free Crofters to Logan, Free Praises to Roman and just Patton showing them all the love he could give was a totally different story. Without telling that he would do anything to see Janus becoming a flushed mess and part of himself was kind of curious to see if someone would succeed in making the Gremlin Boy blush.)

 And, being really sincere, the one wearing hoodie was impressed with how much all the Light Sides matched with the Others in being competitive, until this day Roman already had made five serenates, Patton obtained a good amount of points only with his gifts and zero notion of personal space, Janus got almost everyone with his ‘Appear from absolutely nowhere, grabs your chin, stares intensely, grins, kisses your forehead and go away’ and Virgil kept himself well with his victories in the commons challenges. The embodiment of Flight or Fight instinct have no idea about what Remus was preparing, but as it seems Logan was trying to get in the ranking beginning and winning Flirt Wars.

 - Albeit, I believe you are correct. I’m not even ticklish for this saying.

 Virgil almost fell of the other’s bed with the astonished laughter that escaped from his lips.

 - I choose to ignore your mocking, thank you. – Pointed Logan, his voice in slightly traces of irritation.

 - Mocking? – The one wearing hoodie gave a half spin, sitting normally in a blink of eye. – I’m just laughing about something that clearly is a lie.

 - I think this is an information that doesn’t belong to you.

 Virgil scoffed, rising one eyebrow as he rested his chin in his hand.  

 - I am not ticklish!! – Logan repeated, feeling a bit childish with the tune chosen to defend himself, or perhaps it was the turn this conversation was taking.

 An evilly grin, a bit alike the Cheshire Cat, darkly gleamed in the other’s feature.

 - So you would mind a little… experiment, am I right?

 The logical aspect gulped, adjusting his tie and deviating their glare for a piece of moment.

 - A-absolutely no.

 Fingers quickly found way to his neck, scratching so lightly that barely touched his skin, going up, circling that exact spot behind his ears and appreciating the surprised squeal that floated from Logan’s mouth before focusing some special wriggles in that place. However, don’t taking too much before going down fluttering towards under his chin and in the base of his neck the best he could with the other shrugging and ducking his head in a hope to stop his big wobbly smile to be seen. Movement which also prevented the ‘not ticklish’ one to notice one of Virgil’s hands to travel to his back, being quick in landing spidery tickles in his lower back, sometimes slipping to give his ribs some pokes and prodding, something that finally bring up the babbled giggles to the daylight.

 - -Nahahahahahahahaha!! Viihihihihihihihirgihihihihil!! – And he squirmed, the sensation being as unbearable to ignore as too much good to escape. It was almost… relaxing. In a very electric way.

 - Tsc. – The anxious aspect let go a chuckle, still not believing in how the scene unfold before his eyes, albeit absolutely hypnotized with how the high squeaks and snorts intertwined the low giggles from the usually so contained side. Virgil’s thumbs applied a light pressure in the other’s spine, the attacker smugly watching how this leaded to a gasp as Logan jumped and arched his back, quickly starting to knead and buzz his fingers in each one of the ‘victim’ vertebras, following all the way up, totally unbothered by the, now very much increased, squirming. – And who would say that the embodiment of rationality just need some few tickles to become a helpless, giggly puddle, huh?

 - Shuhuhuhuhuhut uhuhuhACK!!! – The purple lover found a particularly sensitive space between his shoulder blades, being responded by Logan’s loud, and endearing childish, laughter as its owner struggled more to be free from the malefic, tickly fingers, obligating Virgil to wrap an arm around his waist and without mercy squeeze his hips in random, quick patterns. – NonononHOHOHOHOHO! PLEHEHEHEHEHEHE-

 - But what is the matter, Logan? – His voice was a whisper, although not only because it sent shivers down his victim’s spine, but also because he wasn’t really certain that the one with glasses could really hear him in any other way with how much he trashed and crackled, as it seems these two spots being one of his most sensitive ones. – Didn’t you just said you aren’t ticklish? – He gave him a break, going to his ribs in spidering, soft tickles, being sure to surprise Logan now and then with sudden pokes between them. Logan used the opportunity to breathe more evenly, even with the giggly fit and flames that took over his body. – But…no! Maybe you were lying? Perhaps this… - The grin in his lips was almost perceptible in his low tune, the words slowly rolling over his tongue as he digged into his armpits and got a surprised yelp as answer, the giggles getting louder and switched to laughter as its owner shook his head, denying. – can tickle tickle tickle tickle you silly?

 The ‘I’m always serious, necktie!’ clapped his arms at his sides and hided his red face and wide smile in his hands. Virgil felt the grin painted in his face only get bigger. Now he was just making this too much easy.

 The one wearing hoodie took a deep breath and released a raspberry right on his poor, forgotten and defenseless neck, the vibrations hitting every single one of his ticklish nerves and leading to a serious shriek to run from Logan’s mouth.

 - VIRGIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIL!!! NAHAhahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHahahahaHA!! – Logan squirmed until finally escaped and fell in the bed: butterflies flying in his belly, smile from an ear to another, remain giggles, watery, shiny eyes and… a blush that painted his entire face.

 - Thank you for the new score, mister ‘I’m not ticklish’~ - Virgil teased as laid comfortably whilst the mattress, crossing his arms and using them as a pillow while closed his eyes and ignored Logan’s annoyed grumble.

 … And also the way his eyes instantly gleamed when they focused in his unprotected stomach and sides, an evil smile creeping its way to his lips.

[curiosity-killed]

super long rambling and a fair bit of whining abt my relationship with dance AUs bc this is what my brain chose to fixate on for my whole extremely sloggish run

Because I love dance and because I love writing and because I do rather a lot of both, I pretty consistently struggle with my complete and utter block on writing dance AUs and I’ve basically realized that it comes down to a three-prong barricade that gets progressively harder to overcome as you move through it

Because part of it is just technical. Writing about dance is hard from a dancer’s perspective. I know dance, I know the mechanics of it and the sensations of it. I can walk you through the technical details of a 3-minute variation and I can tell you how my heart lifts and body fills with light the moment I step onto the stage. I can give you the nitty gritty and I can give you the grand metaphors—and I cannot for the life of me balance the lens on the middle ground.

I got asked on bumble what my favorite dance step is and immediately answered tour jete (or entrelace, depending on your school). And then, because the person wasn’t a dancer, I followed up with, “it’s a big fun jump that makes you feel like you’re flying.”

Yeah. That clears everything up.

A story cannot be made by a Big Jump That Feels Like Flying. Do you know how many steps that could cover?? Hell, how many disciplines?? A barrel leap is a big jump that can feel like flying. So is an Italian pas de chat. All three of these are  w i l d l y  different steps.

So there’s the words but—how to translate a language of precise motion and sweeping emotion into plain language accessible to people who haven’t grown up in this pidgin tongue of bad French and weird metaphors. Tombe pas de bourre glissade pas de chat contre temps—this is my language of dance. This is not only clear instruction on what steps to take but also the rhythm of it conveyed in the syllables and accents. I read this and not only see the dance across stage but feel the sway of my torso as I mark along, the flick of my wrist as I shape the steps before they’re taken, physical reminders of 17 years of training and study.

A reader reads this and their eyes glaze over and roll back in their heads.

To go the opposite way, to lay it all out in the actual physical motions is, if possible, even worse. Fall (gracefully) onto your right leg while extending your left with pointed foot to cross your left behind your right to step your right to the side to— *gasp for breath* Yeah, no.

The solution to this, in theory, is the kind of checklist I go through while performing: emotion, motion, technique. (Incidentally, this is the opposite of my checklist while rehearsing or taking class) Draw the reader in with the feel of it, move them with familiar steps, punctuate with the details. In theory. I’ve yet to make it work.

And then there’s the fact that I have had a very weird education and career in dance. I grew up dancing in the rural Midwest US—not exactly a hub of performing arts (and if you mention Joffrey, I will kindly invite you to look up “rural” and then look at Chicago). 

The vast majority of dancers in the rural midwest (...RMWUS??) go to competition schools. Think Dance Moms, high kicks and tricks on Instagram, trophies and tiaras. 

I.....went to a university.

We learned more about kinesiology than kicks. My teachers were fascinated by the way I could “jump like a boy” and didn’t once mention my waist circumference. It would be a lie to say it was all daisies and sweetcakes. We were competitive. Sometimes we were brats. We learned to push through severe physical pain and turned perfectionism to a weapon. Teachers had favorites and older girls could be downright mean.

But, having now danced at a competition studio, it was wildly different. When there were tears in the dressing room, it was because we were graduating and going far across the country from each other—not because a teacher had come in and yelled at the entire cast for 15 minutes right before the show. When auditions came around, we discussed each other’s strengths and weaknesses and together determined what we thought the best casting would be (tbc we did not have a say in casting, it was all just a thought exercise). 

We learned about dance not as an isolated thing we do but as a part of life—dance as an expression of culture, dance as a remarkable maximization of the human body—and are still always welcomed home.

I do, if I’m totally honest, think I got a better education than people at competition schools. But when it comes to writing fanfic...this is not a model of dance that is super easily accessible. Competition dance is on TV, Instagram, it’s all over. A rigorous academic approach to modern ballet...is not.

Lastly and ultimately the biggest stumbling block is: dance has always been a very gendered experience for me. My weird university education was surprisingly queer and unsurprisingly liberal, but I am a ballerina—not a danseur, not a ballet dancer. I grew up huddling under the edge of the grand piano with my friends hastily sewing pointe shoes and tingling with anticipation when we were finally old enough to wear platter tutus. I grew up pulling my hair back in tight buns and only being allowed to wear small earrings in class when I was in high school. 

There’s some crossover of course. I’ve got (as Colorado Ballet says) Mad Hops so my teacher would make me do men’s tempo jumps while the rest of the girls stood on the side and caught their breath. My partner for a pas de deux fell sick one tech week so my best friend, female, partnered me instead. 

Men can (and increasingly do) train in pointe shoes and wear tutus. Look at James B. Whiteside and Harper Watters for some of the most obvious examples. It is wonderful and remarkable to see gender roles changing in ballet and dance and that should be expressed in fiction as well. Men dance. Men do ballet and not just to hold up the women or to do big jumps. They can point their feet too, y’all.

(Here is where the whining really begins. Just so you’re warned.)

But when I sit down to write, the stories I want to tell are the stories I know—queer women growing up and training and learning together and challenging and supporting each other. The way you are taught ballet is very dependent on your gender. Men can train in pointe shoes, but that’s not the classical or traditional route. 

While my friends and I were taping our toes and grimacing about dead shanks, the guys in our cohort were in a separate class learning how to perform big jumps and turns in second. While I was cinching tight my friend’s corset-back bodice, the guys were in tights and a shirt. Again with the jumps—it wasn’t that I was a good jumper or that I was a strong jumper, it was that I jumped like a man. It was a compliment, but it was also an exception.

Meanwhile, most of my fandoms are very heavily male. The one time I attempted to write a dance AU was for VLD and I immediately ran into the baffling problem of “There are too many boys.” As someone who’s danced my whole life...this is not (usually) a problem in the real world of dance. If I write AUs about the main characters, I am writing about male dancers. Again, great! We need more positive and varied depictions of men dancing—but it’s not what I want to write.

I wrote out an entire paragraph here only to realize that the crux of the problem is actually the usual crux of my problem with gender in fanfiction and it is, quite simply: I want more well-developed female characters. Because I can write a story about side characters, but there’s so much less to go on — and sometimes, that’s where the fun comes in. Getting to play with and create a wealth of history and character for a written-off member of the cast can be really fun. But, for me at least, the delight of AUs is slipping in and twisting around canon in a new context.

If I write a wangxian ballet AU, Wei Wuxian’s demonic cultivation can be traded for his switching abruptly to a new studio—one that uses harsh methods, demands too much from him, cuts him off from the people he used to dance with—all so that the money from his tuition can be turned to help Jiang Cheng continue at his chosen academy and pursue dance professionally. It’s a stretch, it’s a twist, but it’s within a frame readers recognize.

If I write a ballet AU with Jiang Yanli and Wen Qing...well, it’s all free form. We have so little to go on that you can make it work—Cloud Recesses becomes a summer intensive, Wen Ruohan’s conquest becomes the buying out and closing of the Jiang academy for some new development—but there’s less resonance. We’re on new ground and the reader has to offer up a lot more trust and disbelief. 

Which I suppose leads us to genderbends?? Good lord. I do not know my own feelings about that enough to go anywhere. b l a r g h

so i guess this is all to say: writing good, dance good, writing dance hard. pouty face pouty face pouty face :<

[mcnyhearts]

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Disagreements:

Who is more likely to raise their voice? I don’t see either of them as big time yellers. They don’t want to bring that sort of negativity into their relationship. If one of them were, they would more than likely apologize right away. Who threatens to leave but never actually does? Neither. The thought of leaving is too sickening to even consider and neither of them would ever want that. Who actually keeps their word and leaves? Once again, neither. Who trashes the house? I could see Mafuyu trashing the house once or twice in more frustation. He has such trouble expressing himself that is he was sad or upset about something he may throw some stuff around. It would more than likely be when Daisuke isn’t around and Mafuyu would feel total shame afterward. Do either of them get physical? NEITHER! They were both abused by their father’s and know that pain. They would never lay a hand on each other in that way. How often do they argue/disagree? Not often, it’s rare. They don’t disagree on much and if they were it would be a quick fix. They are to dependent on each other to ever let a disagreement last too long. Who is the first to apologize? I think both would be likely too. But, I will say Mafuyu just because he is so careful about things like that, since he has that death in his past. If he says or does something he thinks upset the other, he will apologize immediately.

Sex:

Who is on top? Daisuke. Who is on the bottom? Mafuyu. ( Though is Daisuke wanted to be bottom once Mafuyu wouldn’t be against trying. ) Who has the strangest desires? Neither. At least, that I know of so far. Any kinks? We haven’t discussed kinks yet but, I will say Mafuyu for sure has some secret kinks. Who’s dominant in bed? Daisuke. ( And Mafuyu loves it. ) Is head ever in the equation? If so, who is better at performing it? Oh yeah, most of the time. I think they are both pretty damn good at it, but Mafuyu is REALLY good at it. Ever had sex in public? I could see them trying it. Who moans the most? They both are good about expressing themselves in bed but Mafuyu takes the cake. Who leaves the most marks? Daisuke!!! No doubt. Mafuyu will leave like one or two marks on his neck while Daisuke will COVER Mafuyu in marks from head to two. Who screams the loudest? Mafuyu for sure. Who is the more experienced of the two? Mafuyu. Do they ‘fuck’ or ‘make love’? Make love, no doubt about it. Always. Rough or soft? Both? Like they are soft but sometimes they can be rough. How long do they usually last? Daisuke is a tease so, things go on for some time. Is protection used? Yes. Does it ever get boring? No way, these two are way to in love with each other to ever get bored. Where is the strangest place they’d have sex? Backstage one of Mafuyu’s gigs? Or a bathroom after one of Daisuke’s games?

Family:

Do your muses plan on having children/or have children? They haven’t talked about things like that yet but, I could see them adopting one day. They both had rough childhoods so maybe they both really want to be good father’s one day unlike there own. If so, how many children do your muses want/have? I don’t know how many yet. Mafuyu personally wouldn’t mind two. Who is the favorite parent? Both of them are, depending on what the child is into honestly. Mafuyu is the music parent and Daisuke is the active and sport parent. Who is the authoritative parent? Daisuke more than likely. Mafuyu just likes to sneak them candy and stuff. Who is more likely to allow the children to have a day off school? Mafuyu. He’s a big pushover. Who lets the children indulge in sweets and junk food when the other isn’t around? Once again, big pushover Mafuyu. Who turns up to extra curricular activities to support their children? Both! They both love things like that and feel they should both be there. Who goes to parent teacher interviews? That’s another both. Though Mafuyu doesn’t love going to them, they make him a tad nervous. He goes anyway though. Who changes the diapers? They take turns. Who gets up in the middle of the night to feed the baby? I’m sure they take turns on this too. Who spends the most time with the children? Hard to say. In many ways I really could see Mafuyu as a stay at home dad, so maybe him? I think they both try to be around them as much as possible Who packs their lunch boxes? Both. Who gives their children ‘the talk’? I’m sure it was a team effort. Mafuyu would go in strong and Daisuke would take over because Mafuyu was being to graphic about it. Who cleans up after the kids? Both. Who worries the most? I’m sure they both worry but I could see Daisuke being the big worrier while Mafuyu would always be telling him it’s all going to be fine. Who are the children more likely to learn their first swear word from? Mafuyu doesn’t curse a lot so... Daisuke? I think they would both be pretty good about not cursing around the kids though.

Affection:

Who likes to cuddle? They are both such cuddle monsters. Who is the little spoon? Usually Mafuyu, but they often switch through out the night. Who gets naughty in the most inappropriate of places? They both have their moments no doubt. Who struggles to keep their hands to themself? Daisuke! Mafuyu sometimes, but more than likely Mafuyu would start something and Daisuke would take over How long can they cuddle until one becomes uncomfortable? Until the end of time. Who gives the most kisses? Both. What is their favourite non-sexual activity? Just being near each other. Both of them laying in bed reading or studying. Daisuke sitting near Mafuyu as he practices or writes. Alone time is the best time.  Where is their favourite place to cuddle? In bed, where it all started. Who is more likely to playfully grope the other? Both! How often do they get time to themselves? Every morning when they first wake up and every night! They are both busy boys during the day, but when its all over they come together at night and have all the time.

Sleeping:

Who snores? Neither that I know of. Mafuyu makes a little sound when his allergies are bad but, that’s it. If both do, who snores the loudest? Neither. Do they share a bed or sleep separately? They started out in different beds but, it didn’t last long. If they sleep together, do they cozy up together or lay far apart? Cozy up. If one wakes up and can’t feel the other they get nervous. Both are more at ease when cuddled up together. Who talks in their sleep? I could see them both doing that sometimes. What do they wear to bed? PJ bottoms/ boxers and a tee shirt. Sometimes the tee shirt is taken off during the summer. Are either of your muses insomniacs? They both have issues with nightmares, so sometimes they have nights when sleeping is hard. For the most part though, as long as they are together sleep can be accomplished. Can sleeping pills be found by the bedside? Nope. Do they wrap their limbs around each other or just lay side by side? Wrapped limbs for sure. Who wakes up with bed hair? Both of them wake up with crazy hair. Who wakes up first? Daisuke. Mafuyu has a lot of trouble getting up in the morning. Who prepares breakfast in bed for the other? That sounds like a very Daisuke thing to do. What is their favourite sleeping position? They have a few. One spooning the other. Facing each other with legs all wrapped up. One sleeping on the other’s chest. Who hogs the sheets? Mafuyu. Do they set an alarm each night? Yes. Can a television be found in their bedroom? No. Only one tv is in the house and that’s the main living area. Who has nightmares? Both. Who has ridiculous dreams? Both. Who sprawls out and takes up most of the bed? Neither really, they cling to each other so much it’s never a problem. Who makes the bed? Mafuyu, he has a particular way he likes it.  What time is bed time? Whenever they fall asleep, no set time. Any routines/rituals before bed? Just normal things like cleaning up, making sure they are ready for the next day. Oh, and lot’s of kisses. Who’s the grumpiest when they wake up? Mafuyu? Though he isn’t really grumpy, just a bit out of it.

Work:

Who is the busiest? Both.  Who rakes in the highest income? I’m gonna be vague with most of these because we haven’t discussed future stuff like this yet. But if Mafuyu keeps going music, I would say him. Are any of your muses unemployed? No, I don’t see that happening. Who takes the most sick days? Mafuyu. He gets sick when stressed pretty easily. Who is more likely to turn up late to work? Mafuyu. Who sucks up to their boss? Neither. What are their jobs? Not sure yet. Who stresses the most? I think they both equally stress? But maybe Daisuke a bit more? Do your muses enjoy or despise their careers/occupations? I think they like them. Are your muses financially stable? Yes.

Home:

Who does the washing? Mafuyu. Who takes out the trash? Daisuke. Who does the ironing? Daisuke. Mafuyu more than like burned himself once and now Daisuke won’t allow it. Who does the cooking? Both. Who is more likely to burn the house down just trying? Neither. Who is messier? Neither. Mafuyu is very particular about mess and where things go so, he wouldn’t let mess happen. Who leaves the toilet roll empty? Daisuke maybe? Who leaves their dirty clothes on the floor? Once again, neither. Mafuyu wouldn’t allow it. It stressed him out so more than likely Daisuke wouldn’t do it anyway knowing that. Who forgets to flush the toilet? Neither. Who loses the car keys when it comes time to go somewhere? Daisuke. Who mows the lawn? Daisuke. Who answers the telephone? Both. Daisuke more though. Who does the vacuuming? Both. Who does the groceries? I’m sure that’s something they like to do together. Who takes the longest to shower? Daisuke. Who spends the most time in the bathroom? Daisuke.

Miscellaneous:

Do they live in the city or in the country? City.  Do they enjoy their surroundings? They are both pretty comfortable. What’s their song? They don’t have one yet and we need to change that soon! What do they do when they’re away from each other? Mafuyu gets pouty more than likely. Daisuke sighs a lot. Where did they first meet? They went to the same high school. How did they first meet? They had classes together and just connected. Who spends the most money when out shopping? They are both pretty careful about money since neither of them are super well off. Who finds it amusing when the other trips over? If the other was alright, I think either of them would find it a little funny. More than likely the first thought would be worry though. Any mental issues? I’m sure they both have PTSD. Mafuyu also has minor OCD that stems from being on the spectrum. Who kills the spiders around the house? Daisuke Their favourite place? Anywhere that the other it. Do they have any fears for their future? Sure, over things like college, jobs, ad things like that. When it comes to each other I think they are pretty confident they found there person. Who’s more likely to surprise the other with a fancy dinner? That seems like such a Daisuke thing to do. Who uses up all of the hot water? Daisuke and his long showers!  Who’s the tallest? Daisuke! Who’s more likely to just randomly hop into the shower with the other? Both would do it but Daisuke more. Who wanders around in their underwear? Mafuyu! Who sings the loudest when singing along to the radio? Mafuyu! What do they tease each other about? Cheesy stuff about being cute like sickening in love couples do. Who crushed first? I think technically Daisuke but, Mafuyu wasn’t far behind. Any alcohol or substance related problems? No. Who is more likely to stumble home, drunk, at 3am? Maybe Mafuyu later in life because gigs at the bar and such. Who swears the most? Daisuke.