#i still need to replay this book tho cause i do not want to be a vampire
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kazu-naito ¡ 1 year ago
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never thought i'd love a guy named chad
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rjschoicesstuff ¡ 5 months ago
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ok i am curious about rex and i think you might've mentioned it before: how has her gender developed throughout their story, especially in meeting imtura and other orcs, etc? how was their gender perceived with humans vs later on and how did it affect her :3
OOO fun question, thank u!! I ended up rambling really bad but feel kinda bad answering an ask with a wall of text, so I'll give the tl;dr and put the rest under the cut hhaha
I'm not gonna interchange pronouns for the whole thing like I usually do for Rex LOL cause it's easier 4 me and also she wouldnt gaf
Rex was raised as a boy cause her adoptive parents couldn't tell if she was a boy or a girl when she was found. (I hc that all orcs have the same primary sex characteristics) Rex is made aware of this as a child but doesn't really have her 'oh wait im not just a guy im also a girl' moment when she starts being mistaken for a girl sometimes in her mid teens, after she started growing out her hair and wearing make-up and stuff because she liked it on her girlfriends.
Rex only really told those she's close to, but it's no secret either, she's just very indifferent about what pronouns and stuff people use for her so if people catch on that's nice, but if they don't it's whatever.
The only thing Rex is really 'strict' about is that she's Kade's brother and not his sister.
In Riverbend she never really changed her presentation, a mix of being hesitant to do this and just not really feeling the need to.
I'm still figuring out what I want my take on orcs to be like + feel like I need to replay the books first because I want to keep canon stuff in mind too, but don't think Rex is necessarily gonna change her perception on her gender identity once she interacts more with other orcs. But idk for sure yet! Because she does want to learn all about the culture and this will impact her and in the end gender is cultural too. (but also it's a thing that Rex does feel like an outcast among the orcs and doesn't fully fit into their culture + just generally lots of complicated feelings)
Things that do kinda apply tho: Imtura and Tyril are her first romantic relationships she had since figuring out her identity and there's something affirming about the way her relationships with them are vs the relationships she had with humans in Riverbend.
And also through Imtura + in shops on Flotilla she gets the chance to try on more feminine clothes that fit her frame and that way she gets to figure out her style more and does start branching out with clothes.
Because of the whole 'male orcs can get pregnant too'-thing I imagine the orcs all have like basically the same genitals and the difference between male and female orcs are secondary sex characteristics + some subtle differences that are present from birth (like horn color or something?). And humans aren’t widely educated on how to determine the sex of young orcs. (And even get it wrong often for adult orcs if they don’t present in a way that makes it easy to tell for humans)
When Rex and Kade were found, there were no other orcs that lived in Riverbend and so Rex’ parents just guessed she was a boy and decided to raise her like that. I imagine humans also just kinda view orcs as inherently more masculine so I think the thought process was also sorta like a boy would fit better or make her feel a little less like an outcast in the future? It was always sorta approached as like ‘Rex might feel differently in the future though’, and was sat down at around age 10 by her adoptive mom and was basically told ‘This is what we did when we found you but you get to decide what you are + the way your body changes the coming years might not match what you expect based off other boys’ and Rex was like ‘Ok.. I'm gonna throw big rocks into the lake now.’ (This feels so funny because it feels v like   modern accepting mom but I just didn’t really wanna go with anything like    she was also forced into being a manly man or whatever and it doesn’t feel v out of place because people seem chill with queer relationships in universe too)
As a child Rex was ‘a typical boy’ in a lot of ways, but she also really enjoyed playing with dolls and taking up feminine roles when playing pretend with other kids and stuff like that. 
I think due to being an orc she was at times perceived as more masculine than she really is? Like orcs just possessing a lot of qualities that are considered masculine by humans. (Like I always imagine a lot of humans would consider Imtura masculine while other orcs think she's pretty feminine) Rex never cared about being perceived as a man, like she’s just indifferent about it. Never like  let anything hold her back because it would make her seem effeminate or something like that. She also always felt more similar to tomboys than to boys.
When Rex went thru puberty and started getting a lot bigger she got real popular with The Girls and some boys in the village (attention she enjoyed lol). I think partly inspired by her girlfriends she also started experimenting more with her appearance, growing her hair out, wearing make-up and wearing jewelry whenever she wasn’t working. 
I think especially once she had long hair travelers passing through town would sometimes mistake her for a woman rather than a guy like everyone in town. Which she found she didn’t mind, she actually liked it. Felt important tho she doesn’t really understand why. Thinks it over for a while and basically decides to tell those closest to her that she figured out that she enjoys being referred to as a woman but also that she’s pretty indifferent about it all so like ‘do with that info what you want’. 
She insists that she’s still Kade’s brother tho, like she doesn’t want that to change. Kade often introduces her to new people like ‘This is my brother, her name is Rex.’ Rex doesn’t like turning it into a big deal or having a whole convo about gender, she’s always like  'dw about it, just be respectful'. She didn’t really start dressing differently after ‘coming out’. Genuinely doesn’t care about how people gender her or whatever, all that was important to her was that those closest to her knew. 
So that’s where she’s at when the story starts, like I’m not sure if it really ended up changing much after. I think Imtura (and Tyril) influenced it more in a way of like, Rex experiencing her first relationships after figuring herself out more + having relationships where she wasn’t expected to be ‘the man’ or whatever. And I think there was something affirming about that I guess? But also that feels like kinda one of those things where gender and being an orc intersect or sth?
I still haven’t really made up my mind about the whole orcs + gender stuff, especially because I’m planning to replay the series soon and will catch up with the lore then lol. I wish I had more to say haha 😭.
I was gonna start rambling about my ideas n shit so far but then I started rly derailing because it’s not really about Rex anymore, so I’ll leave it for another post, perhaps once I’ve replayed the books. Like when I try rn I find myself going back n forth a lot like ‘oh but that makes no sense, why would they do this or that? why would they be like that though..’ 
I honestly don’t think it’ll change anything for Rex though, like she’s already done all the self discovery when it comes to gender when she lived in Riverbend (tho I definitely think it would've been interesting if it hadn't been that way LOL but yeah). And it’s more gonna be like   general culture stuff that’s gonna have her feel all sorts of ways (identity crisis, disappointment that she still feels like an outcast, shame that she’s an orc but feels like she doesn’t know how to be an orc, the whole ‘human in an orc body’-thing but also healing + connecting to people she’s biologically related to who can tell her about her mom)
I think through Imtura letting her try on clothes + in shops on Flotilla Rex gets to try on more feminine clothes that fit her frame for the first time ever and that’s how she starts figuring out/expanding her style more. Like I always imagined her mom offering to make her a dress, but Rex declining because she’s not sure if she’ll like it and then all that time and fabric would’ve been wasted. I think Rex especially loves dresses and stuff for like special occasions, like the circumstances aside, she’s excited to dress up for that ball in undermount and there’s definitely something gender affirming about it.
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bedtimebrain ¡ 4 years ago
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EXO Baekhyun: Cry for Love Part 1
Boldly writing this very unlikely scenario about baek. Part of me just feels like there might be a part of baek that might be in such a situation if he ever feels so deeply for someone that is not be able to handle the stress of dating an idol.
Using the song title of one of my favourite songs from his latest album for this~ there’s going to be 2 parts(hopefully not 3), and just a disclaimer the ending might not be fluff, so don’t get started if you’re not prepared !
Edit: Part 2 is up! (No part 3 tho, thankfull)
Part 2
Characters: Baek x You
Baekhyun finds himself falling for you, but feels he cannot be so selfish to put the burdens of dating an idol upon you. In an attempt to control his feelings, he tries to stay away from you
Standing across the narrow road opposite to Wendy Cafe, Baekhyun looked intently inside, with a sort of sourness at the back of his throat. This is at least 5th time this guy has been here, and it’s been the second time this week already. His inner self was literally scowling at that thought, but what could he do?
His phone that vibrated in his pocket called him out of his thoughts. It was a call from his manager, asking him to return to the SM building.
Taking one last look at you, at the guy, and at the cafe, he placed both his hands back in his pocket, head facing down and walked back to where his car was.
During the ride back, he thought long and hard, was this the right thing to do?  Just 4 months ago, was the first step into the cafe the beginning to this unwanted path ?
He can’t help but replay once again all that started 4 months ago...
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‘Bye! See you next week!’
Ending his gym session for the week, baekhyun headed for the carpark, eager to get there quickly. Today, he was to be home for a family dinner.
He had been up till late yesterday, practicing and preparing for EXO’s new album. With just 4hours of sleep, his ruined body clock woke him up in time for a gym session in the afternoon. Beating himself to be disciplined so that he can show his best image to Eris during the comeback, he got himself to the gym. 
But now, the sweat from the gym session coupled with his sleep debt, was making him feel extra sleepy.
Needing some caffeine in his system, he stopped his car by the roadside to search up coffee houses nearby. Scrolling through, Starbucks -too crowded , dal.kom- he was not a fan , Daebak Coffee and Tea - seems very popular among reviews, Wendy Cafe - no reviews.
Feeling it’s best to avoid crowded cafes on a Friday afternoon, he decided to give Wendy Cafe a try. Following the voice of Google maps, he found himself along a narrow road, secluded and outcasted from the bustling roads just 2 minutes ago.
‘Am I at the right place? Why would someone open a cafe here?’ He loudly spoke in a typical monologue with himself
Just as he was about to give up, a small signboard peeked out from the brick wall stretching along the road.
‘Ah yes, found you! I hope I didn’t make the wrong choice’
After parking his car, he crossed the road to the cafe.
Wendy’s Cafe was clad in wood and white, wooden tables, white chairs, surrounded by grey walls. It was so small only about 6 people could be seated by the tables. To make up for it, a counter-side table was made available and soft music played in the background. Walking in, Baekhyun felt a comfortable sense of peace and relax.
‘Hello, 1 Ice Americano please’
‘Hello, that will be $5.. omo’ Just as you looked up at him, you were shocked to recognise him as Baekhyun from EXO. But you quickly recovered in time, taking the money from him and continued your chores.
Seeing that you have recognised him, he nodded politely. He appreciated your politeness and professionalism to not overreact. And proceed to wait patiently for his coffee.
‘Thank you, have a nice day’ you smiled brightly at him and handed the coffee over.
Just then, it started pouring heavily outside, stopping Baekhyun in his tracks.
‘Should I drive back now ? It’s a long journey back and it’s raining so heavily ...’ he thought
‘Do you want to wait out the rain instead? It’s not too safe to drive in such heavy rain. No one comes here on rainy days, I can put out the close sign for you if you like’ 
You asked rather sincerely 
Looking out again at the rain, he weighed his choices. He was going to be drenched if he crossed the road but what if you were one of those fans that would expose where he was to everyone? 
He was feeling a little suspicious inside, afterall why would you close the shop to business just for him?
‘You can take the table furthest away from the window if you’re worried’
He looked at you, judging a book by it’s cover. And decided it doesn’t appear like you would turn out to be one of those crazy fans and took the option of waiting out the rain. 
His phone was running out of battery, so instead of sitting by the corner table all bored and lonely, Baekhyun sat on the bar counter table instead; facing you and the other male employee who were busy with fresh bakes.
You presented a bite size muffin on a white plate and gave it over to him. ‘It’s on the house, we’re not going to have any more customers anyway’
Being curious since the start, he asked ‘why would your boss open a cafe right here? It’s really not the best location to be attracting people right?’
Laughing slightly, you replied
‘My boss? That would be me, and does this cafe look like I want to attract people in? The tables are all for 2s, I’m just encouraging solitude here’
‘You own this place? Wow I would suppose you’re only in your early 20s right? Anyway this place does give a sense of quietness that we dont quite get outside. I like it’ He lively replied
‘Yeah, I just wanted people that come by to be able to stop and find quietness they don’t get anywhere else. Finding time for themselves to be away from noisy city life just a few minutes away’
Not really having anything to say to that deep thought of yours, he simply replied ‘Ahh... I see. Uh, thanks for muffin, it smells tasty’
You smiled politely and left him to himself as you cleaned up the open kitchen.
The rain that was beating the ground outside was almost like a lullaby to Baekhyun. The warmth of the shop and the music aided the rain and drowsy effects he was having, shortly without knowing, he drifted to sleep. --
‘Baekhyun ssi, Baekhyun ssi’ you tapped him lightly till he woke up
‘It stopped raining, do you want to head off’
‘Oh my , can’t believe I slept, but that was certainly the quietness I need, haha. I’ll be leaving. Thank you for the coffee’
As he left, he thought to himself that he will surely be back.
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A week later, he came back. On that day, he saw from outside that you were casually sitting down by on of the tables, chatting with a middle age office lady.
Opening the door, he caught your attention and you smiled slightly to acknowledge. As you were the only working employee today, you got up from the table to serve him.
‘Hi Baekhyun ssi, I see you’re back. Ice americano for you? Or would you like to try something else? Wendy’s special for a bright sunny day’
‘Sure I’ll go for the Wendy’s special’
Handing over the coffee to baekhyun, you asked
‘I heard EXO’s preparing for a comeback. How’s it going for you?’
‘Did you search up on EXO after you saw me last week? Hahaha. Anyway it’s fine, it’s just the discipline in diet, exercise and health that’s annoying’
‘I see. And nah, don’t make me sound like a stalker fan please. I just moderately keep up with kpop in general’
‘Anyway is the middle age lady there your friend? Or do you just chat with your customers all the time?’
‘Oh, she’s just a customer. Really depends though, some people come here seeming to have heavy thoughts, sometimes when I notice I’ll just casually chat with them. Some others are here really putting up a do not disturb sign. Those I wouldn’t bother’
Being cheeky, Baekhyun asked ‘what about me?’
You thought for a while before answering
‘Like a cat? Like those I would give some affection to before letting them run off so they don’t start scratching me. I mean not saying you would be aggressive, but rather, I’m sure a good balance of chat and quietness would be best for you’
Raising his brows and thinking through what you just said, he smiled after a while and went on sipping his Wendy’s special by the counter again. Occasionally, he would look up from his phone to chat with you.
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For that 1 month, it seems like he started developing a routine to drop by your cafe for short breaks. He enjoyed your company and somehow your cafe seemed like a place of comfort and refuge. With you, he could talk about anything, from the laughters to the deep insides. Over there, the burdens of being an idol is always momentarily lifted.
On the first week of the 2nd month you guys met. He dropped by again, only to find that the lights were off. A little surprised, he went up to the door which pasted a notice
‘the shop will be closed till further notice due to the owner’s personal reasons. Sorry for any inconvenience caused’
His regular high spirits whenever he came by was dampened as he read the notice. Turning back, he headed off.
The next two weeks, he drove by repeatedly, at least 2 times a week, but your shop was still closed.
It made him a little worried, did something happen to you? But seeing how you left this shop behind with just a notice also made him feel a little down, strangely. It made him think that was he nothing but just a customer to you? He had thought you guys were friends, friends with a special bond, one who he could tell everything to, and place so comfortable almost like his home sofa. But the sign that hung coolly by the cafe’s door left no sign of that friendship held.
Whenever he wasn’t working or was by himself, he pondered over what happened to you. Looking at his phone, he suddenly felt a disconnect. You both knew so many things bout each other but not each other’s numbers. There was nothing to call to reach you. Wherever you are, were you thinking about what you left behind?
He thought to himself 
let’s not be too invested into this coincidental friendship
He made up his mind, tomorrow he was going to make a final intentional trip down. If you were still closed, he told himself he would never drop by intentionally again just to check if you were open.
—-
Driving by the next day, his heart was beating fast. And was as if the heavens heard his words, the lights of your cafe were on.
The sign outside still hung closed, but he walked briskly over and stood by the door. You saw him and beckoned him inside.
‘Hey! What’s up with you? Where did you go? ’ Within him he heaved a sigh of relief, finally seeing you again. But his heart wouldn’t stop racing as he waited for your answer. Looking at your face, he can’t help but notice you’ve lost some weight, making him a little worried.
‘Hey Baekhyun ssi, it’s nice seeing you again’
You smiled at him your normal smile and there was no hint of anything extra apart from the normal customer service you gave him. Your lukewarm reply bothered him a little, was he the only one who considered you both as friends? That thought came but left quickly
‘I went home to visit my parents, unfortunately I fell ill. Pneumonia.. Got me in bed for a really long time’
‘Oh no, no wonder you lost some weight? I hope you’re feeling much better already. But you’re not opened today?’
‘Yes I just came back to tidy up this place.’
Not really wanting to leave yet, he offered to clean the place for you, also worried you might not be feeling the most recovered yet.
‘Do you want to have dinner together tonight?’ Baekhyun asked on impulse.
You looked up, a little surprise, but didn’t reject it. 
‘Probably not at restaurants or something though. Delivery , do you mind?’ He added
You were never someone who seemed bothered about such trivial things, as expected you agreed.
Over dinner Baekhyun was his chirpy self again, telling you about all he wanted to say the few weeks you guys didn’t met. You listened to him without much words, only saying words when it mattered, as usual.
As you guys were eating and chatting, there came a point where a comfortable silence settled between you both.
Till you broke it
‘Baekhyun ssi, can I share something with you?’
Though he wasn’t expecting this, he was ready to listen.
‘Go ahead’
‘When I went back, I found out my one and only best friend had died in a car accident. And no one told me because they were afraid I wouldn’t be able to handle it alone in Seoul. He.. was all I had.. when I was bullied because people thought I was weird... when I didn’t fit in... he.. he..’ you couldn’t continue as you burst into uncontrollable tears.
Handling such situations was definitely not something Baekhyun was most comfortable with. Catching him off guard, he internally panicked, Omo, what do I do. What should I say? Deciding the only appropriate thing to do was to pat your back or your head. He reached out and gently comfort you, feeling a little awkward.
After a good 3 minutes you finally calmed down. But still, Baekhyun didn’t exactly know what to say to a crying girl
‘Are you feeling better? Care for some BingBing now? Ice cream cannot solve your problems, but it’s sweet at least ’
You managed a laugh, and Baekhyun went to the kitchen fridge to pull out the ice cream that came with the dinner earlier.
On the drive home, Baekhyun decided that sometimes a friend is the ultimate remedy to sorrow. And as much as you have been there to hear him out, he wanted to pay it back to you too. 
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But slowly, their comeback preparations were getting more and more hectic. He no longer had the liberty of time to plan what he wanted to do. But today, there was a short 2 hour interval of free time and they were free to do whatever they wanted.
Deciding between whether to crash at dance practice room or to head to your cafe, he decided to do the latter instead. Though he was feeling rather tired, it has been at least 3 weeks since he came by to say hi. He left after telling suho he’ll be back swiftly.
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Reaching your cafe, he was surprised to see you smiling and laughing so heartily as you were chatting by the counter with a fashionable young man. When you both spoke, you were always giving him polite smiles and laughters, somewhat out of manners? It somehow hurt his pride a little that while he still thought about you when he was away, did you just think of him as a normal customer who would just come and go? It made him feel like his spot in the cafe was easily replaceable.
As he entered, you did not even break away from the conversation you have with the young man. Only until he reached the counter did you look up.
‘Ah! It’s you! It’s been really long! What would you like today ?’
‘6 Iced americanos, thank you’
‘Alright you can take a seat at the corner table first’ handing him his change , you pointed him to the one at the furthest end of the shop.
He came by having the intention to have a short catch up with you, but apart from the exchange of greetings you had pointed him so far away from the counter and busily went off to prepare the amercianos as if he really was just another customer. He laughed a little bitterly and went to sit where you told him to.
When you were done, you brought the coffee to him and dropped to a whisper suddenly.
‘Baekhyun ssi, are you doing well? Sorry I had to cut our conversation short at the counter because of the oppa sitting there. Didn’t want to bring you trouble in case I accidentally say your name’
Smacking himself on the head internally for being so sensitive earlier on, inside of him also wondered what kind of magic does that ‘oppa’ have for you to be so comfortable? The friendship has almost been 3 months but there always seem to be a strange distance between the both of you. Baekhyun knew himself that his personally was not one people found hard to warm up to and neither did he take very long to warm up to others. He was confused, how sometimes your friendship felt so close yet sometimes so far.
‘How have you been? That guy’s your new customer friend?’
‘Not too bad, I started attending some baking classes and in my free time now I just read as usual. Nothing much as changed.
Yeh he’s been coming quite often because he’s back in this area to visit his parents and there’s nothing for him to do’
‘Ahhhh so what kind of customer is he?’ He arrowhead his eyes at him then back to you.
Laughing you replied ‘ just a really funny and nonsensical kind. Kind of just reminds me of my childhood friend I told you about.... oh right, there’s something I want to give you’
Rushing to the kitchen then quickly walking out, you handed him a box. You explained
‘Baekhyun ssi that day I was at a mall and i walked by this tea shop and I dont know why,I thought about you. It’s all without caffeine. I know you’re having your comeback now and you should be really busy. I purposely picked out some that would help you sleep, some that would revitalise you and just some others that could just help you relax.
I’ve kept it for so long but you didn’t come by again. I almost just kept it for myself already.. anyway I’m glad you’re here today so I could pass it to you’
Hearing this from you really made him touched on the inside, but on the outside he didn’t really know let those emotions show. Instead, he merely said
‘Thanks y/n ssi , for thinking about me. I’ll use them well.’ Looking at his watch , he added,
‘I got to go now, see you sometime soon!’
After saying the goodbyes, Baekhyun returned to his car. Setting his Americanos aside, he held the gift in his hand and looked through his driver’s window at you.
At that very moment he finally came to terms with his feelings.
He did not just want a friendship with you, he wanted you as a partner he could tell his everything to, someone that belonged to him and someone he belonged to.
This should make him feel happy and elated, warm and fuzzy. But there was discomfort lying in his heart.
Deep down he knew that desiring anything more than a friendship with you was putting chains on you.
You liked quietness and freedom. But in his world, parts of his life are made public and his freedom was not really freedom at all.
He cannot sink deeper into this, but could he stay away ? His heart clenched.
He tossed the gift aside and drove off.
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To be continued!!
Sorry for stopping at such an awkward place, but I couldn’t find a good place to stop this at, hahaha.
Anw, I’m sure you guys already know bout baek’s medical condition? My respect and love for baek just hit another level. I really think we are such lucky fangirls to be stanning someone like him. The effort he puts in for us is above and beyond what is required. Sigh. Baek I hope you know we really appreciate you💛
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irwinkitten ¡ 5 years ago
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requested by anon:  Okay so we all know how protective alpha!Kayston is about omega!reader but what about her getting sad and needy cause she’s watching them help each other through their ruts and won’t let her join even tho the doctor gave the okay on it. Like they’re afraid to hurt her physically but don’t realize they’re hurting her emotionally. notes: this was intending to be like, 600 words long??? HA. that was never gonna happen. don’t like it, don’t read it. (there is also some abo!lierra in here too) warnings: angst, smut, fluff word count: 4.6k. (600 words my fuckin ASS)
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Being pregnant with twins was certainly an experience for you. Being pregnant with twins after being impregnated by two Alphas was something else entirely. 
Mercifully for you, because of the pregnancy, it meant that you stopped going into heat. But when a bump had started showing, your alphas had turned to each other when their ruts had hit them.
This appointment you’d attended alone, their ruts having caught the three of you by surprise. Your doctor was surprisingly kind, a Beta. And she sensed a question that was burning your mouth. 
“Even if it feels stupid to ask, sometimes asking helps.” She encouraged gently. 
“Will their ruts hurt me or the babies?” And you felt the lone tear fall. She handed you a tissue with no hesitation. 
“No. It’s perfectly safe for both of them if they’re rutting. The only thing I wouldn’t recommend is both of them. It won’t cause any damage from what we’ve seen in previous cases like yours, but it’s better not to take the chance. One of them, yes. Both of them, it’s not been proven to be dangerous but it’s not been proven to be safe either.” Her words were both comforting and frustrating. 
“They’ve been focusing on each other instead of you, haven’t they?” Her question wasn’t unkind, but the tears fell regardless. 
“It’s like they can’t even touch me any more and it’s driving me mad but they won’t listen. And I can hear them and it hurts to think like this because it draws back to the fears of just being a breeding purpose.” You’d never admit that to your Alpha’s. But some of the words that had been slung at you had stuck. 
“It might be presumptuous of me, but I can always put you in touch with a therapy service. It’s not to make you believe the rhetoric spouted by the bigots,” she cut in at your outraged look, “but to help you go through all of this. I might be a professional but even I recognised that both of your alphas are famous.” Her dry tone caused your face to grow warm and you hesitated. 
“I could maybe take a look.” You finally admitted quietly and she handed you a small card. 
“Don’t be too mad with them. They’re just thinking that they’re doing the right thing and are entirely misguided because of it.” 
You nodded your thanks to her before leaving, booking the next appointment. When you got into the car, you made the journey home, wondering if you could step into the house knowing that their scent was going to drive you crazy and they wouldn’t do anything about it. 
You could hear them as soon as you stepped through the door, and you steered your thoughts away from being rejected. 
But it didn’t make it hurt any less. 
Grabbing a blanket and a couple of pillows from the living room, you headed out to where the porch swing was, curling up and wrapping yourself in the blanket as you muffled the heartbroken tears that fell. 
Whether they knew they were hurting you or not, you couldn’t stop the pain, the loneliness. 
When the house fell silent, you pressed your face into the pillow, unwilling to give them worry. You weren’t too sure if you’d be able to face them at that moment. 
Taking the decision to stop your heart from breaking further, you called Luke. When he greeted you, you couldn’t find the words to ask if you could stay with him. 
But he understood. 
“I’ll be around in fifteen. At least tell your dumb alphas that you’re coming to mine or they’ll panic.” Part of you wanted them to panic, to feel that worry. But you hummed an agreement. 
When you made your way upstairs, it was quiet. When you stepped in your shared bedroom, joy tried to ignore the heartache at the sight of them wrapped up together, asleep. 
So you quietly packed some clothes and made your way downstairs, leaving a note on the kitchen counter for them to find when they woke up. 
Luke has arrived and once you were in the car and he was pulling away, you cried. 
“What are they doing, sweet thing?” And you told him everything.
When you’d arrived at his, Sierra was there to greet you, her concern melting into annoyance at your alphas. 
“They should know better.” She muttered as she took your hand and guided you inside.
When your bag had been set by the stairs, her arms drew you into a hug. Her touch felt wrong and yet you leaned into it because it was the first piece of physical affection you’d gotten and the small, sad thought caused the tears to fall. 
“Sweetheart.” Sierra’s concern was overwhelming and you held onto her tightly. And then it clicked for her when she caught a whiff of their scents on you. 
Without another word, she pulled you upstairs to the spare bedroom, her arms and body wrapping around yours as you cried. 
“Love?” Luke had followed helplessly behind, feeling at a complete loss of what to do. 
“Their Alpha’s haven’t touched them during their ruts. It’s probably the worst thing they could’ve done because our sweet omega here is trying to convince their mind that it’s not a rejection. That it’s out of care. But they’re hurting.” Sierra’s voice was soothing and her hand ran up and down your back as you struggled to contain the sobbing. 
“But, this?” His hesitation was met with a warm smile from his mate. 
“The physical connection with an Alpha is a form of grounding. More often than not it’s an Alpha they know, which is why we’re like this. You’re emotional support but they need that physical touch, especially with the babies.” Luke’s face was a picture. 
“Babies?” 
“Surprise.” You muttered into Sierra's shoulder. 
“Oh sweet omega, you were never gonna be able to  hide that from other Alphas. Luke here is just a bit slow on that uptake and scent change.” Sierra teased and you simply sighed in return. 
Eventually Luke crawled behind you and didn’t protest the other omegas touch. 
It had been very hit and miss with the pregnancy, other omegas touch having made you feel physically ill. Part of you suspected it was because you were nestled into Sierra. 
“Is it wrong for me to say I’m glad that we don’t have a third?” Luke’s quiet huff instantly had guilt rushing through you. 
“Sorry Lu.” You whispered and he scoffed, his arms tightening around you. 
“Don’t apologise. I’m just thinking out loud. I know you’re mates and this doesn’t bother me, but sharing another? I don’t know how I’d feel.” He murmured and you chuckled. 
“I wasn’t sure at first. But they were both so possessive, Kaykay more than Ashton, and I wanted them both. I guess there’s something guiding us with our mating, at least our attitudes. You wouldn’t have a third if you got jealous easily. They get jealous, yes, but when I’m not focusing on them after so long.” Your voice seemed to get heavier and Sierra tutted gently. 
“Questions later. Rest sweet thing. When can I expect your mates to start storming the walls?” 
The order wasn’t quite an Alpha’s order, but your body began to submit regardless. 
“Probably when they realise that I meant what I said when I told them I was spending a few days away.” You replied before you finally fell asleep. 
When you next woke up, you felt confused. You were still sandwiches between Sierra and Luke and your bladder was about to burst. 
You shifted, climbing over Sierra before rushing to the bathroom, your bladder feeling the relief once you’d peed. When you returned to the room, Sierra was sat up. 
“Looks like you needed that last night sweet thing. We thought you’d wake up to the smell of food but you didn’t even twitch.” Her tone was amused and you felt your eyes unable to meet hers. 
“You should’ve woken me, I need to-I have to still eat even when I don’t want to.” It explained why you hadn’t been hit with morning sickness yet. 
“Don’t worry. It happens. Let’s get some food started and this big lug of an omega should get up then.” 
You followed her downstairs, and watched as she began to make breakfast. You’d retrieved yourself phone from your bag to find the battery nearly drained as well a lot of missed calls. 
Plugging it into a charger, you opened up the texts from your mates, noting the apologetic tones. You sighed. 
“I guess they’re feeling sorry.” Sierra murmured and you nodded. 
“I know they are, but this, this is different.” You hummed and she nodded. 
“It is. You’re more than welcome to stay another night.” She murmured gently and you nodded in return. 
“I appreciate your hospitality.” The two of you shared a smile as you heard footsteps upstairs and she dished up the food. 
When Luke got downstairs, his hair was ruffled and he couldn't contain his yawn, but he greeted you with a grin before greeting his mate with a kiss. 
You looked away, the sharp pain giving you a shock, your hand reaching up to grasp over your heart.
Sierra was immediately in front of you, her hands cradling your face as you shrugged to take in any kind of breath. 
“You’re not going catatonic on us sweet thing. Yes your Alohas have been dumb but they’ll come back to you.” And your mind latched onto those words, the few tears that had fallen made you feel slightly guilty. 
“You shouldn’t have to deal with this. I’m sorry.” You whispered and she shook her head.
“Despite them being idiots, letting you fall into a catatonic state would make everything worse. And I’m certain your Alphas would rip me a new one.” She murmured as she cleaned your face free from the tears. 
You didn’t argue with her as she finally pulled away and returned to breakfast, your mind replaying her words over and over to ease the pain in your chest. 
“So I was thinking, maybe winding the two very dumb alphas up today, what do you say?” Luke’s question was so casual you very nearly didn’t pay attention to it, trying to keep your mind focused on the fact that they hadn’t rejected you. 
But you’d heard his words and felt that they deserved some worry. 
“Luke...” Sierra's tone was a warning and he grinned impishly at her. 
“We’re just going out. But you aren’t going to know where, and neither are they. I’ll take my phone so we can call if we need it, but today is an omega day.” He turned a cheeky smile in your direction and you tried to smile back, but it felt like a grimace.
“It’d be nice to be around people who don’t make me wanna throw up.” Both Alpha and omega snorted their drinks in laughter before the three of you went and got ready for the day. 
By the time the car was down the highway, you ignored the tug that was begging you to go home. You knew you were going to go home but you needed to teach them a lesson. 
Even if it hurt you. 
It was a day of the beach mostly. Neither of you were looked at twice, not with your two marks and his singular one. And if there were fans about, they left the two of you alone. 
You’d done some shopping, finding the silliest finds that you could for your mates. You’d picked out the most obnoxious shirt for Ashton, knowing he’d probably wear it, paired with the most ridiculous board shorts as well. For Kaykay you’d picked up some outrageous skirts that held clashing colours as well as another obnoxious shirt. But you’d also picked out some nicer gifts as well. 
As you walked about, stopping every now and then, you were feeling more relaxed for the first time in weeks. 
It felt like a small piece of freedom which soothed your aching soul. 
“Do you think if I asked, they’d move closer to the coastline?” You asked as the two of you got ice cream. Luke paid for you, much to your dismay. 
“I think they’d move to the ends of the earth if you asked them to. However I know that Ash has been looking at either selling up or expanding. Why the coast though?” You were walking along the parade, your arm looked through his as you hummed, trying to process your thoughts. 
“It just feels soothing. I know that it’ll be hell during tourist season but if we could find a quiet place with a nice sized garden along the coastline? It’d be ideal.”
The two of you finished up, heading back to the car. The sun was beginning to set and you knew that Luke had promised for the two of you to be back for dinner. 
You hadn’t expected to see Ashton’s car parked just outside of the driveway, causing your eyebrows to shoot up. You also didn’t expect to hear shouting from within the house when you stepped out of the car. 
“You two are thick fucking Alpha’s if you really believe that to be a way to treat your Omega!” Sierra’s voice cut through the air and you shared a look with Luke. 
“I guess she decided to give them the what for.” He muttered as the two of you made your way back inside. 
“We’d damage them or the babies, it’s why we-”
“Says who? Did you talk to your mate? Ask their doctor? I held your mate as they cried last night because of you absolute morons!”
The shouting had masked your entry back and you slowly made your way to the sound of the shouting. 
“If anyone should be shouting, it should be me.” You muttered as you stepped into the living room and three pairs of eyes snapped to you. Sierra smiled. 
The relief on Kaykay and Ashton’s faces made your anger surge. 
“You don’t get to look at me like that.” You snapped, causing both of them to reel back in shock. “Had you listened to me the first time, you’d have found out that it’s fine for you to be with me when you rut. Maybe not both together but individually, yes.” 
Their faces fell and you turned to Sierra. 
“I know you extended the invite for me to stay tonight, but I think we’d best get home.” She smiled and pulled you in for a hug. 
“You’re welcome back anytime.”
When Luke pulled you into a hug, you held on a little bit tighter. 
“We need more omega days.” He whispered before letting you go. 
“I did have the best day today. Thank you.” And he beamed. 
You made your way upstairs and collected the few things you’d brought before heading back down to where your two silent Alphas were waiting. 
The journey home was excruciating because they held their silence. You refused to give any satisfaction of breaking the quiet, so the journey was held no conversations or music as Ashton drove the three of you home. 
When you were back within the walls of your own home, you headed up to the spare room and this finally broke their silence. 
“Are you, you’re not sleeping with us?” The hesitation in Kaykay’s voice made your chest hurt once more. But you tried to ignore the side that was screaming at you to crawl back into your room with them. 
“Unless you two are going to touch me, no.” 
Her hand reached out, fingers curving your cheek with a hopeful look in her eyes. You could only sigh. 
“You know I don’t mean like that.” You got out and her hand dropped. 
“We could hurt you, hurt the babies.” Ashton finally whispered, the determination that you’d seen days before, replaced by uncertainty. 
“If you’d have bothered to even try and listen to me last week, you’d have realised that one of you won’t do any damage. The whole fucking point of being your mate and omega is to help you.” You finally snapped and Ashton flinched back. 
It felt wrong on every level to see him so, submissive. Even Kaykay had her eyes on the floor and you felt wrong, wrong, wrong. 
You were their omega. 
“Please, look at me.” The words were a broken whimper and their heads snapped up. And you weren’t entirely sure what changed, but they were both surrounding you, their scent so unique and welcoming as you held onto them both. 
“Please I can’t take it. I’ve cried so much. It hurts my soul being like this but all I feel like is just a thing for you to breed and then for you both to turn to each other.” You finally got out, and the realisation of your words hurt you more than you realised, a sob breaking free. 
You caught a glimpse of the matching looks of horror on their faces and you felt the guilt begin to eat you up for making them feel like that. 
But then Kaykay spoke up. 
“Sweetheart, we didn’t realise it was hurting you this much. Oh god I’m so sorry.” Her arms were around you and you barely moved as the both pressed against you, your body relishing in the fact that you were pressed between your Alphas. 
Only when you’d calmed down, did they finally move, but it was to bring you back to your own room, Ashton leaving for a moment to retrieve your things. 
In those few moments, a side of you was clawing at you to follow him, but you were encased within Kaykay’s arms. So you whined. 
“Sweetheart?” Her voice was gentle and soothing. 
“Alpha.” You whimpered in return and she understood immediately. 
“Ash baby, come back.” Her voice was calm and the second he was back in the room, you settled. “Sweet omega, how did you survive like this?” There was no patronising tone, her curious genuine as Ashton crawled in and pressed against you. 
“Survive what?” His voice held confusion and she pressed a kiss to your lips before getting off the bed. Your eyes tracked her as she walked around the room, but the moment she left the room for longer than fifteen seconds, the whines began to escape, fingers digging into the sheets, torn. 
She stepped back into view and your body relaxed. 
Pushing yourself up, you crawled across the bed to her, kneeing up when you reached the edge of the bed where she stood. 
Kaykay smirked.
“Needy little omega. So desperate. We’ve been such piss poor Alphas, making you think you were nothing but something for us to breed. But we need to rectify that. Make sure you know that we want you.” Her voice was husky and you tried to keep your breathing steady. 
You were going on your instincts at this point, the desperate need so strong and demanding. 
“Please Alpha.” 
You could see she was visibly hard, and she glanced over her shoulder to Ashton. 
“I can see your worry, but we take our sweet, willing omega one at a time. Make sure they know they’re all we want.” You bit back a moan at her words. The bed shifted and you watched as they both got undressed, Ashton taking the chair in the corner. 
She helped you off the bed, undressing you with practised ease, her fingers feeling like fire on your skin. 
“Back on the bed little omega. Hands and knees facing your Alpha.” You did as you were told, eyes studying Ashton as his hand moved up and down his cock slowly. 
You felt Kaykay press behind you, the bed sinking with her weight. She wasted no time, burying her cock inside of you, a loud moan falling from your lips. 
“Needy little omega.” She murmured as her hips began to move and you knew that you weren’t going to last long at all. 
Your first orgasm surprised her, pulling a stunned gasp from her lips as your arms trembled from holding you up. 
“So desperate for your Alpha’s that you’re barely being fucked and you’re already making a mess. Oh baby we’re gonna have fun with you.” You whined at her words, fingers grasping at the covers. 
With one hand on your hips, she leaned forward, her other hand gripping your shoulder and pulling you up against her. 
The new position had you seeing stars, head falling back onto her shoulders as she continued to drive into you, her lips playing with her mark on you and you knew she wasn’t too far off. 
“Look at your Alpha when I knot you little omega. We may have already bred you but fuck, show him how good this feels.” Her words were much lower, and you couldn’t fight the command, head tilting back towards Ashton as you felt the shift and you moaned. 
Your eyes stayed locked with Ashton as you came again, Kaykay’s orgasm following and her teeth sinking into her mark, your body twitching as she held you in place, her breathing heavy. 
“So perfect little omega. Are you ready for your Alpha to fill you again?” You gasped, a whine escaping as you felt the knot already in you deflate and Kaykay slid out effortlessly. 
“Come sit on your Alphas lap little omega. You’ve been so good for us.” His words were coaxing and you slowly climbed off the bed, legs trembling a little. 
Kaykay remained on the bed, her body almost flopping into the bed sheets as her eyes watched you both, Ashton’s arms catching you as you half collapsed into his lap, straddling him as you did. 
“So good for us little omega. I promise you we won’t do this again.” His words had a profound effect as you ground against his cock, a whimper leaving your lips as his hands pressed into your hips, lifting you up and your hand gripped his cock, the other grasping his shoulder as he settled you down, a low moan escaping from him in time with another whine from you. 
“Alpha.” The word escaped and he shifted the two of you until his hips began to rock against you and you could feel your eyes rolling back as he fucked up into you. 
“God I’m so sorry little omega, denying this from you when I should’ve listened.” The words were a low growl, your mind spinning as you felt Kaykay come up behind you, her lips working your neck. 
With both of your Alpha’s stimulating you, you knew it wasn’t going to be much longer and Ashton groaned as your body shook and the orgasm hit you, his low moans having a dizzying effect on you. 
“Keep cumming sweet omega. Cum on his cock till you’re spent.” Kaykay whispered and you didn’t fight her words as the angle he was driving into you, sent you spiralling once more before he chased his own high, his knot expanding inside of you. 
His teeth sank into his own mark, Kaykay’s teeth sinking in a second time and you felt everything in you settle, the care of your Alpha’s driving away any doubts as you all caught your breath. 
“I’m so sorry sweetheart.” Ashton finally whispered as he drew back and your lips found his, gentle and soothing compared to the desperate and needy kisses. 
“Talk to me. Don’t shut me out. Even Sierra recognised that you doing this to me was both stupid and dangerous.” You whispered in return and he sighed as he pulled out and groaned at the sight between your legs. You smiled gently. 
“I know you’re in a rut but both of you look like you haven’t slept.” Ashton pulled you back to the bed, Kaykay having retrieved a cloth to clean between your legs before crawling up your body, dropping a kiss to your lips. 
“Then nap time sounds amazing sweetheart.” She whispered, her body settling next to yours. Ashton has discarded the cloth before settling on your other side. 
Their scent enveloped you as your mind settled, falling asleep with ease as their hands rested over the small bump. 
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You ended up waking up the following day and despite how tangible your mates scents were, it wasn’t overwhelming and desperate like the last few days had been. 
Kaykay’s face was nuzzled into your neck, her breathing slow and heavy. Ashton’s fingers traced light patterns on your barely showing bump, his face pressed into your hair. 
“I know you’re awake sweetheart.” His voice was soothing and soft. You hummed in response, unwilling to lodge your mate from her position against you. 
Ashton made no further attempt to talk as you just enjoyed the peace of being wedged between them both, your heart and soul seemingly allowing the moment to balm the edges that had appeared over the last few days. 
“You really hurt me.” You finally whispered. Ashton’s hand stilled only for a moment before he continued and you took that as a signal to continue talking. 
But the words wouldn’t come. Or at least, words that wouldn’t break his heart. 
“It felt like my chest was caving in at the thought of you both rejecting me, or even just using me to breed pups and then turn to each other.” The tears were in your eyes, lifting a hand to wipe them away. 
Ashton held his silence, knowing you needed to get this off your chest. 
“All I could think was that the fans were right and I was nothing to either of you.” This time a sob broke free, and a gentle squeeze from Kaykay alerted you to the fact she was awake. 
“We made the wrong judgement without your input, and would have lost you because of it.” Ashton spoke softly, the pain in his voice certainly telling of how much he cared. 
“I’m your mate. Your third. I’m carrying both of your pups for fucks sake.” 
“And we picked the wrong decision. I know our hormones and emotions were high yesterday, but when I said I was sorry, I meant it sweet omega. You’ve changed us for the better but we’re both headstrong alphas who need you. And we nearly lost you.” Kaykay’s voice was filled with sleep and you could only hold on to her and Ashton’s grip around you got tighter. 
“If I had to spend the rest of my life making it up to you, I would. You deserve better than how we treated you.” Ashton’s voice was gentle as you shifted around, wiggling so that you could look at him, a stern look in your eyes. 
“I do, but you’re my stubborn alphas who still forget that their omega is not an alpha, no matter how much sass I give you both. I accept your apologies and when I’m not so angry about it all, you know I’ll forgive you. But you have to promise me, both of you promise me that you’ll never do this again.”
“You have my word, little omega.” Ashton didn’t hesitate with his words, and you turned to Kaykay. 
“I promise you, sweetheart. It won’t happen ever again.” And you could hear the honesty in their words. 
“Good.” You felt petulant but being wrapped up in both of them felt too good for you to want to willingly be away from them. 
You knew the bond needed to settle and you were not going to say no to a day with your alphas, especially when they were like this. 
Settling into their embrace, Ashton resumed tracing patterns on the bump and your mind followed it slowly before you fell back asleep, murmuring a soft “love both of you.” 
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bunny-nation ¡ 6 years ago
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Have I Ever Told You?
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You struggled slightly as the weight fro the bags weighed down on your arm. You opened the door with your hands full of food for your best friend, Jisung. “Hey, Jisung,” You greeted. “ I got you some dinner.” You said as you closed the studio door behind you.
Jisung turned around in his chair as a smile was plastered on his face. You placed the bags down on the table before peeling off the plastic left to show him the food. “I also got you some coffee as well as some dessert.” You finished off with a smile, looking up at him pleased to see his reaction.
“Thanks, (y/n), you’re the best!” Jisung beamed as he took the utensils into his hands. Your smile widened, even more, seeing how excited he was about his meal. 
“So, how long are you going to stay here?” You asked as you leaned back in your chair to watch Jisung enjoy his meal. 
Jisung shrugged his shoulders without taking his eyes off of his food. ”Until I finish this project.” 
You could only nod your head at the new information you just received. “Can I stay with you?” You then suggested with a smile.
“Of course, you can help me with it!” Jisung beamed.
“Help? I don’t know how to write lyrics.” You said with wide eyes causing Jisung to chuckle slightly at your reaction.
“You don’t have to help me write,” Jisung said, chuckling still. “You can help me with ideas, like inspiration and stuff.”
“And how am I going to help you with that?” You asked as you crossed your arms. 
Jisung shrugged his shoulders as he looked around his studio. “Just be yourself.” He said, smiling cutely. 
You only nodded your head with a smile in response. “Eat your food,” You said gesturing at the take out boxes. “It’s going to get cold.”
“You’re not going to eat?” He asked, looking up at you from his plastic box. You immediately shook your head in response. “I already ate, these are all for you.” You said as gestured for him to continue with his meal.
“No,” Jisung said as he picked up a dumpling. “At least have one.” He held the dumpling up to your mouth, waiting for you to take the first bite. You shook your head as your eyes stayed on the dumpling. You pushed his hand slightly away from you. “Eat it.” He said, holding the dumpling up to your mouth again. You shook your head once more, pushing his hand away. “Open,” Your eyes shifted between the dumpling in front of you and Jisung. “Open,” He repeated. 
“Fine.” You mumbled before opening up like asked.
“Good!” He beamed. 
After Jisung finished his meal, he continued to work on his project while you stayed on the couch scrolling through your phone. With nothing much to do in the studio, you slowly started to nod off on the couch behind Jisung. Seeing how peaceful you were, Jisung left you alone as he continued to work on his project.
Hours passed and you were still asleep on the couch. Jisung noticed it was getting late. He scooted next to you before poking your side slightly. He continued to poke you until you responded to his touch. 
Your face immediately scrunched up due to the light from above. “Go home, ugly, it’s late.” Jisung said as he pinched your nose slightly. 
“Late? What time is it?” You asked as you pushed yourself up from the couch. 
“It’s almost 11:30.” Jisung said looking behind him at his digital clock. He scooted his way over to his equipment and laptop. “By the time you get home, it’s going to be midnight.”
You quickly gathered your items in fear of missing the last bus. “You coming with?” You asked as you stood over him, trying to get a glimpse of what he was working on. Before you could even make out the first word, Jisung closed out his tab. 
“No, I still have a lot to do, you go home first.” Jisung responded looking up at you.
“Are you sure?” You asked getting a nod from him. “Alright,” You said as you made your way over to the door. “Don’t overwork yourself.” Jisung hummed in response.
“Call me when you get home.” Jisung said as you opened the door. You hummed in response with a smile before shutting the door behind you. 
- two days later -
You just finished preparing for bed when you heard your phone ringing loudly from your desk. You looked at the caller ID to see Chan’s name. Your brows furrowed, perplexed to why he was calling so late. “Hello?” You greeted.
“Hey, (y/n)?” Chan responded. You hummed in response just as you sat back down on your bed. “Can you please check on Jisung for me? He locked himself in his studio. You’re the only one who has the key.” Chan explained. 
Hearing how worried Chan was got you anxious. “Did something happen? He seemed fine when I called him.” You pointed out. 
“He locked himself in there for over 36 hours, he hasn’t come out and I’m getting worried.” Chan pointed out.
“A-alright, I’ll go check on him.” You said as you slipped on your sneakers. 
“Thank you.” Chan said in relief. 
“I’ll call you later, okay?” You said getting a hum from Chan. You quickly threw on your hoodie before booking it out the door, grabbing your keys and wallet on the way out. 
Once you were in front of his studio door, you could hear music playing loudly. You quickly unlocked the door to see Jisung hunched over in his chair. “Jisung?” You called out for him as you made your way over to him. Jisung immediately hummed in response at the sound of his name. 
He remained focused on his screen, not responding much but a hum or a nod. “Jisung,” You said as you placed your hand on his shoulder. “How long have you been up?” You asked once you looked into his worn out eyes. 
His eyelids were hung low but you could see him making an effort to keep his eyes open. “42 hours!” Jisung beamed, smiling tiredly back at you.
“Jisung!” You scolded. “You need to sleep, come on,” You said trying your best to get Jisung up from his chair. 
Jisung shook his head before pushing himself back down on the chair. “Not until I finish this project, it’s for (y/n),” Jisung said giggling slightly to himself. “But don’t tell her.” He held his pointer finger up to his lips in a hushing motion. 
“Are you okay? You sound drunk, did you drink something?” You immediately asked, seeing the way he as responding. 
He shook his head once again before holding up an empty cup from the side. “Straight up coffee!” He exclaimed. 
You let out a sigh before responding, “Come on, you need to go home and sleep.” You tried your best to pull Jisung up from his chair again. 
“Have I told you that you’re beautiful? Like BEAUTIFUL?” Jisung asked emphasizing the last word with his eyes. 
“Yes, Jisung, you’ve told me many times.” You said playing along with his games. 
“Really?” He asked, sounding quite surprised. You hummed in response kicking the door closed behind you. “Then have I ever told you that I like you?” He then asked. You hummed in response as you nodded your head unknowingly, not really understanding what he just said.
“Of course, you like me, I like you.” You said before hitting the button for the elevator. 
“No,” Jisung protested, looking at you with his sleepy eyes. “I like you, a lot.” Without even giving you a second to process what he had just said, he continued. “And not as best friends too.” He said with a smile. “I like you, like you. AAAAA LOT.” He emphasized with his hands. 
“Are you sure, it’s only 42 hours? You’re starting to hallucinate. You’re saying some weird things.” You said trying to brush off what he said was due to his lack of sleep. Before he could say anything else, you immediately shushed him. You carefully guided him into the taxi. “You’re tired,” You said as you pushed his head down onto your shoulder. “Rest here until we’re home.” You said. 
Jisung mumbled an okay as his tiredness started to catch up with him. During the duration in the car, everything was completely silent. Nothing could be heard but the sound from cars speeding by. The silence pushed you into thinking about what he said before. 
The scene from earlier replayed in your head over and over. "I like you, like you." You repeated to yourself quietly. There's no way. He's probably just saying nonsense. He's tired, he hasn't slept in almost two days. Yeah... He probably didn't even mean it... 
Once both of you arrived at Jisung's building, you slowly and carefully guided his body out the car and up to the ninth floor. "We're almost home." You said quietly looking over at Jisung who was leaning on you for support. You carefully set him on his bed before throwing his blanket over his body. You sat down near his bed as your thoughts began to fill your mind once again. 
What would you do when he wakes up? 
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A/N: lol i don’t know how to end this. like i have an idea, but difficult to write. lol sorry...? i can try if yall want it tho
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knine-nights ¡ 5 years ago
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Welcome to Night Vale Year Two!! Let’s go!
Honestly, most of these are out of context reactions soooooo....yep.
Also, I shoved all of the stuff for Year Two into one post, so it’s a bit longer than my other ones (There’s usually 1-3 bullet points for every single episode so yeah it’s a bit long). Hopefully still good. I’ll put it below a ‘read more’ so it doesn’t clutter everything up.
@ the Faceless Old Woman: STOP JUDGING MY FRIDGE ORGANIZATION. THEY’RE ALPHABETICAL OKAY?! (I’m voting Hiram McDanials out of spite now.)
AAAWWWWW!!!! Khoshekh’s meow is eldritchly adorable!
Okay. Cecil describing his and Carlos’ date was the most adorable thing I’d heard since Khoshekh’s meow.
Tamika Flynn is a baddass. Further comment was discouraged via threats of decapitation.
Newly revealed attributes of librarians: they are either personally capable of making decorative signs, or they are capable of persuading others to do so. They are capable of speaking English. They also possess creativity.
I wrote that, and now I’m imagining a Librarian, Station Management, and City Council all in an episode of Don’t Hug Me I’m Scared.
Carlos just leaning over with a spatula and just being like “Oh yeah, that’s a mirage.” is significantly funnier to me than it should be.
Well StrexCorp has come to town and I’m scared.
For some reason the phrasing I accidentally used above and the fact that Kevin’s show’s opening music sounds like Christmas music makes me want to make a parody of “Santa Claus is Coming to Town” with “StrexCorp is Coming to Town”. (I did it. I wrote it. Someone needs to stop me.)
Okay, ep 33 (Cassettes) was disturbing, but I’m mostly concerned with the fact that Cecil can apparently break cassette tapes with his bare hands. I know those aren’t super sturdy but that still shouldn’t be that breakable.
Is no one else more curious about the computer virus? (The one who was friends with Megan, ep 34).
Okay, I know Stop Sign Immunity is a bad idea. But if I ran a town and had no restrictions on what laws I could implement and enforce, there’s a chance that’d end up on the books.
I hate Lauren Mallard. Further comment is too infuriated to be written.
I am....going to suppress the events of Lot 37 and move on.
Since Marcus Vanston has so many chimneys, I’m just imagining a Night Vale version of “Chim Chimminy” from Mary Poppins.
Can I see a Tropicana OJ add (like this one) where all the people who drank the orange juice just flicker out of existence and the add just keeps rolling with cheery music while everyone flips out around them?
Okay, the voice that possessed Cecil during his broadcasts about The Woman from Italy makes me think of Dr. Doofinshmirtz from Phineas and Ferb. And now I’m imagining a parody of “Der Kinderlumper” (Season 4, Episode 6) but with the Woman from Italy. Why do I have so many parody ideas and no ability to actually make them?!?!
Dana is nice. Further comment was lost in the void and is yet to return.
The Man in the Tan Jacket is spooky and reminds me of The Silence (from Dr. Who). Further comment has been forgotten.
Fey is so sweet. 9 , 23 9 12 12 , 13 9 19 19 , 8 5 18. (abc123)
Cecil’s voice when he’s talking about things he finds cute is, in and of itself, incredibly cute.
Kevin’s commercial sounds like a cross between a nightmare, a Jehovah’s Witness commercial, and a car salesman pitch.
STREX HAS (technically indirectly) INJURED KHOSHEKH. THERE WILL BE Ǹ̴̬̟̲̭̩̽̕O̷͖̤̤̹͎͒̒̐̈̏̎̈͒̚ͅ ̴̭̻̈́̿M̸͔̩̥̼͍̦͚̺̔̇͑͗̊̐̅͜Ě̴̺̮̰̭̗̹R̸̪̫͈̳̄̍́̿̈́͊̈́C̵̨̙͓͎̫̱̻͐̊̈̓̀̏͆̚͜ͅY̸̢̛͈̜̾́̐̈͝͝.
Carlos talking with Cecil is the most adorable thing ever. Seriously, just the way Cecil’s like “Hi Carlos” is so fucking cute.
The fact that Cecil very specifically comments that he made faces at Daniel is very cathartic. Thank you. But also, F*CK YOU EVERYONE WHO LET TAMIKA GET CAPTURED.
Parade Day was a f*cking emotional roller coaster. Excuse me while I obsessively replay Khoshekh’s meow to make myself feel better.
I have said it before and now I am going to say it again. I HATE LAUREN MALLARD. (LAUREN, YOU DON’T DESERVE TO TALK ABOUT CARLOS)
......K̶̖̲̈́͂̆̾͗͒̈́ȩ̵̱̘̝͚͖̾̉̐͜ṽ̴͕̉̄͘̕͠í̴̢̖̞̮͚͙̕͜n̷̡̼̏̐̽ͅ....
Why does Kevin get accordion (concertina?) music while he talks? He doesn’t deserve an accordion. At best, he gets a set of broken wind chimes. Lauren doesn’t deserve instrumentation. Lauren doesn’t deserve to talk. Lauren should do us all a favor and be a more productive employee and stop being so wasteful with air usage, like breathing.
KEVIN, LAUREN, DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH KHOSHEKH’S KITTENS.
Yaassss. Go Pamela Winchell. Invoke that veto power.
CECIL IS BACK!!!! (Thank you Erika)
HAH! F*ck you Daniel. 
I love that even Kevin is getting annoyed with Lauren. I still hate him, but that’s one thing I appreciate. (“Pteranodons are not dinosaurs, Lauren. They’re arachnids.”)
Okay, as much as I deeply despise Kevin (it’s a lot) he’s still kinda funny.
 I’m honestly only imagining the Minecraft oak doors. Complete with the sound effects. 
Kevin is creepy. But I kinda enjoy his character. Like, he reminds me of Daniel from Camp Camp. Hate him, but enjoy hearing him nonetheless.
Go Mayor Dana! (Concerned about Hiram McDaniels and The Faceless Old Woman plotting, but go Dana!!)
That voicemail from Carlos tho. I don’t even want to imagine how sad Cecil will be when he listens to the voicemail.
I’m gonna go cry again and then immediately start binging Year 3 cause I need to know Carlos is okay.
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itgetsbetteroneday ¡ 2 years ago
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He says he loves me, he lies through his teeth
He’s giving me reasons I’m not what he needs
He’s breaking my heart, then he asks why it bleeds
He’s driving me senseless
He must want me cause he always comes back
I’m too much to lose, but I’m too much to have
He thinks he’s a tattoo, he’s more like a rash
He’s itchy and ditchable
He walks the town like he’s in a new band
He sticks up his chin but then sticks out a hand
He promised me goals but I’m not the plan
I pay a dime for a penny
His girl is too much and their love is too little
Not cause him tho, he’s so fucking essential
I call him out and he says I’m so bitter
Look where that got me
He calls my phone and I let that shit ring
He’s pounding the door and I let that man sing
He tells me I’m wrong about this whole dang thing
I don’t wanna know you
He drops a tape and it sounds like it’s cracked
He wants to play defense, I never attacked
Yeah he had my heart and I had his back
now I feel stupid
He’s on the soapbox, I’m at the altar
He’s preaching to people, I’m praying to gods, yeah
He wants it back, I want it to stop here
Let it be over
He thinks I’m clueless, but I wrote the book
I got him down, I don’t need to look
He’s planning the next move, I’ve got the playbook
It’s through
He thinks it’s his win, I don’t blink an eye
It’s really a loss, if it’s only a tie
I won your absence, don’t undo the time
I lost trying to love you
He says he hates me, he lies through his teeth
He’s giving me reasons, I don’t have the need
Patched myself this whole time
That’s why I’m not bleeding, hey
I hate this whole road I’ve been driving alone
He’s dead-end hell, he swore he was home
Now how do I forget all I have known
The silence is devastating
And I’m getting calls from the past
It’s hard to move on, I can’t go back
I made my mistakes, I drank from the flask
And love is poison
I swore for years I had no one to hold
Everybody comes, I make em all go
I still keep the image that I’m all alone
Guess that’s how I’m comfortable
I live in dreams, he lives in the world
I dabble in the real, then cut out the known
I don’t know how to feel, he’s right, I am cold
Now he’s fucking up my mind
He stops by my place, he stumbles and folds
My glass table shatters, it all gets thrown
We can’t live like this, it’s getting old
I’d rather fake a new scenery
He grabs his knife and I grab my hopes
Our whole block is fucked up anymore
I have no words, we lost the oath
Still swearing he wants me
His hands are shaking and mine are too thin
Maybe that’s why it’s just scribbled in
We never had time for a shape-up and cleanse
It’s all just so messy
I don’t want him back, I just wanna fight
This time I’d kick, next time I’ll bite
You were the one that made me get violent
How do I know if I know me?
He says I take it too far but I’d take it all back
If I knew it then, I would just laugh
It’s out of my pocket, it’s all highly taxed
And he don’t care
He comes back, he never tells the truth
Where have you been? What’s up with you?
Your goal is the same, but your tracksuit is new
Your ass still says it’s cute
He lives in my mind,
he takes up my time
I forgot what came before he died
Were you more or less a villain than I made you?
People asked, but he never told
People still do, but now I hold the torch
And I don’t ever know what I should say
Hey, I still relive it every day
It was fucked up what you did to me
And I’m not gonna lie
The thing that saved me killed me
As a child
Why couldn’t you leave me
With the truth
However that shit added up for you?
I shouldn’t have to hit replay
Remember every word you’d say
Like magic answers lie within the page?
You shouldn’t leave me holding onto you
Make me believe you’re my whole truth
Like the only thing I had I threw away?
How dare you for fucking up like this
What made you stop and realize it
Was that the spider creeping your brain?
Was I really the realization
Had you at god’s doorstep praying
Any step away would clear your name?
Did you ever care about my life
Tuck me in and say goodnight
Moses drifting down his fucking way?
Did you ever really give a fuck about me?
He says he loves me, he lies through his teeth
He’s giving me reasons he’s not what I need
He doesn’t get to make that choice now
He says he hates me, he lies through his teeth
He’s saying I’m different, yeah, you ruined me
You fucking prick, and I defend your name
I died too the day I went insane
And you never gave a damn about me
Why can’t— Why can’t you leave me with the truth
I’m right where you left me, you left me abused
I’m not your boy, I’m not your muse
You dedicate your art too
The skill behind the knot of a noose
You don’t get to blame me for you
This ain’t the life where you get to choose
And leave me with notes that make me break loose
Free from the last bit of hope that I knew
Hoping on you
Hope it aint true
Hoping that maybe somehow we’re still cool
Making up stories to cover with wool
But these eyes are still going back to you
I can’t pretend and I cannot lie
I keep going back, I can’t say goodbye
What if you were the love of my life
And I scratched that?
I say I love him, I lie through my teeth
Truth is I never know what I am feeling
I gave him my heart, but he left that shit bleeding
It’s so cruel
I say I hate him, I lie through the pain
He drove me crazy, in love and insane
I burn all the bad and then rack my brain
How could I hate him?
He walks in my day whenever it shines
He ended his days and still wants my nights
If you wanted a life, why not take mine?
You would have still escaped me
I live in the past, he died long ago
I think I’ve gone crazy, be merciful
My murder still haunts me,
The case is closed
He calls my phone and I let that shit ring
He calls my name and I let that man sing
I won’t ever know what that really was
I paid a dime for a penny
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marvel-lously ¡ 7 years ago
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It’s who I am now...
Content: angst I guess
Pairing: Avengers x reader
Words: 1157
A/N: So this is my first attempt at writing so yes this is kinda trash, but please, don’t go too hard on me. I’ll be grateful for every like, comment, reblog... Before I start, I just want to say thank you to @supersoldierfreak ‘cause girl you’ve helped me tremendously. I also wanted to tag a few of my favorite blogs (I hope none of you minds), because I would really really appreciate your opinions: @tbholland @hymnofthevalkyrie @itstomsdarling @ptersparkers @that-fandom-sucks-tho @inkvin @a-confused-turtle @str-spangled-banner @fandomyimagines @hufflepuffholland @fictional-wonderland @shitty-imagines-95 @acrossthehearts @potatolikesmarvel @avengerschatroom @winterbuttmunch @agentmarvel13​
Heading to work you were walking through the city streets, repeating the things you've been now repeating in your head for over two years. Keep your head low, avoid eye contact, your hood on and your face covered. Avoid all restaurants, cafĂŠs, larger shopping centers and any larger public places. Don't talk to anyone for longer than five minutes and never two days in a row, or they will memorize your face. Pay in cash and in cash only, credit cards can be tracked. Take the subway instead of a bus or a taxi. Every day a different path and every day a different shop. Every month a different job, a different name, a different person.
A different person.That's what you've become. Every time you looked in the mirror, you barely recognised yourself. The person that was looking back at you was no longer you. Y/N you once knew was gone, gone for what you now thought, was for good. A smile that was once present on your face was now long time gone and the sparkle that was present in your eyes died along with it. Your facial features faded significantly. There were now dark circles and bags under your eyes, growing bigger and bigger with every night you lacked sleep. Your cheekbones seemed to drop and your chapped lips no longer complimented your once present smile. Your pretty face was now hidden behind the mask of the person you've become. So that's who you were now. A different person, barely a person. This month you've dyed your hair in black, quite a difference from last month's blonde ombre. You could barely remember how your natural hair color looked like, since you've dyed your hair differently so many times in the last couple of years. You missed your old self, but more than that you missed your old life, your friends. Your friends… do they still think of you every now and then, do they still care about what’s going on with your life. Is Steve still mad at you for what you did, is Clint mad at you for leaving Wanda, Nat, all of them without as much as a goodbye, do they even know you did that for their own good?
Those thoughts were running through your head again as you saw your reflection in a glass door of a small suburb Court you were now employed in. You didn't want to work in a place full of people, but you had to pay the bills for your apartment. You started out as a cleaner in a small night club, where you weren't noticeable and the danger of someone recognizing you or memorizing your face was low, since all the people you came in contact with were drunk and drugged. You hated that place and were more than happy to go elsewhere after a month. You worked as a cook in an even smaller food delivery shop, but it ran out of business due to the lack of orders. For a short time, you even worked as an assistant of some librarian. Sorting books and checking through the system every now and then. You changed your job every month, sometimes for better, sometimes for worse. And with every job you changed, you changed your name as well. Your first fake name was Lilliana, then Jane or Janet or something, you can't really recall all the names you’ve had. For this month your name was Amelié. An ally of yours helped you create your fake background for every job. It wasn't much, but it was enough so that you could get one. People would think that a job somewhere in court would be risky and all, but it proved to be safe since it was just a small court in a city suburb. You worked as paralegal, which meant zero contact with people, only sorting through papers and old crime reports, but it gave you a nice opportunity to have a check in  on things that concerned your sudden disappearance. The pay was good enough and you were wondering whether you should perhaps keep this job for a while longer.  
You entered the hall that opened before you, showing your fake identity card to the guard. He gave you a nod and you went up the stairs, making your way to the main hall, where your office was located. You unlocked the door and entered. The late renaissance ceiling greeted you. There was an old wooden desk near the window. The walls were in faint yellow colour, decorated with fading flowery patterns. The office wasn't very big, but you didn't need big anyways. As long as it had a couple of bookshelves, where you could put the already printed paperwork and a working computer, you wouldn't complain.
After the day in the office you headed home. You lived in an old apartment a few blocks from the court so you could go by foot. Your entire apartment building was old and it was a miracle that the building still stood. Dirty pink walls welcomed you to your bedroom. You threw your clothes on the bed and your bag on the ground, too tired to care. You were in need of some good sleep, but you were also hungry. You decided that it's better to head to kitchen now and make something to eat while you still have your energy left, rather than take an hour of afternoon sleep and wake up even more tired and drained of energy than you already were. Your kitchen was very poorly equipped. It only had a rippled stove, with no oven, there was a small kitchen counter and something you could barely call a sink, and a fridge that came to your mid- thigh if you stood. There was only one cupboard in the corner of the room, but you somehow managed to put all your dishes and plates in it. You took an egg from the fridge and put some coconut oil in a pan. You decided to make ˝ham & egg ˝ and have some bread with it, something your father used to make you when you were little.
You soon finished eating and decided to finally go to bed. The weather was cold and it was raining outside. You wrapped yourself under the blankets, more than ready for some rest. You weren’t even sleeping for an hour, when your nightmare and the lightning outside woke you, still panting you got up, deciding to make yourself a cup of tea, which would hopefully calm you down.
Sipping on your cup of tea, you tried to push the nightmare in the back of your mind, yet, needless to say, you weren’t succeeding. Nightmare brought memories and they made you replay all the bad things in your head, that happened to you in the last years, and again you found yourself thinking of what got you in this position…
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neonstatic ¡ 7 years ago
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Everything wrong with 13RW
Firstly, the premise of the source book is distasteful and it should've never become a full show with 13 episodes of 1 hour each season.
The creators contacting health professionals to get advice on how to handle the themes in the show and ignoring ALL of the advice shows the little care given for “spreading a message” or “starting a conversation” (more like starting a controversy).
Now onto the points in which the show failed to convey a positive message in both season 1 & season 2.
I recommend watching this video for short indications on why the show does more bad than good.
And before anyone says anything, I am mentally ill and I study psychology so jot that down.
SEASON 1
Sensationalism of suicide
As a vehicle for vengeance (thru tapes)
As a tool to gain attention
The tapes are treated as words of truth and justice
If the tapes are ever criticized, it is done by characters featured on the tapes, which serves to delegitimize such opinions since they're the "bad guys" of the story
Act of committing suicide blamed on others (esp bad when the 11 persons’ wrongdoings cannot be equated in most cases)
Most people didn't deserve a tape:
Jessica cut ties with her over a misunderstanding
Zach emptied her encouragement mailbox (and quickly stopped after being called out) and she thought he threw away a personal letter she wrote him (this tape is extremely unwarranted)
Courtney claimed Hannah came onto her because she was afraid to be outed as lesbian but in the end, the photos and rumours affected them both anyway
Ryan published a poem of hers without her consent; disrespectful but not ill-intended
Clay walked away after she insisted for him to leave her alone (this tape is extremely unwarranted)
Sheri knocked down a sign and left Hannah out on the street because she didn’t want to call 911, which “caused” the death of a student (this tape is extremely unwarranted)
Those who deserved a tape (debatable in some cases):
Justin, for making up lies about her and spreading a revealing picture of her
Alex, for cutting ties, objectifying/publicly humiliating and submitting her to harassment in school
Bryce, for spreading a revealing picture of her and raping her
Marcus, for misleading, harassing and humiliating her in public
Tyler, for stalking and spreading pictures of [Courtney and] her
Mr Porter, for his very poor handling of her obvious distress
Hannah's story is no fair representation of real life
Technically, she’s a victim of social bullying (damaging someone's social reputation & lying and spreading rumours) but...
She's esp a victim of circumstances made by the creator - she's a fictional character whose purpose is to be a martyr in her story; in the real world, things would have played out much differently
Hannah tries to reach out once then gives up and justifies this bc the school counsellor didn't come running after her when she stormed out (again assuming ppl are mind readers)
Graphic rape scenes with the potential to trigger viewers - even those who aren’t survivors (replayed numerous times throughout the show as flashbacks)
Graphic and extended suicide scene (goes directly against professionals’ guidelines but screw vulnerable viewers I guess?)
Finality of suicide forgotten by the structure of narration = Hannah’s omnipresent even though she's literally dead, which grossly undermines the consequences of suicide
Adults portrayed as clueless and unable to help (not a good idea to put in teenagers’ head)
SEASON 2
Vague mention of mental illness
Implying anxiety runs in Hannah's maternal side but not diving into it
Sky being diagnosed with bipolar although there was no extensive portrayal of her symptoms (since she wasn’t onscreen for long) and immediately disappearing from the show while she’s the only character going through professional therapy and recovery (smth they would have rly benefited from showing)
Trivializing mental illness for plot use
Clay hallucinating Hannah - acknowledged but not addressed for being a serious psychotic symptom
Minors in sexual situations (too many times!)
Graphic scene of a brutal sexual battery (entirely for shock value, it didn’t have to be shown this way and you can't tell me otherwise)
Conflicting message regarding drug use
Severity of addiction (Justin getting clean then relapsing)
Recreational use (minors doing molly for fun... instead of marijuana which is less risky in comparison)
Trivializing school shooting
Advertisement tool (last episode of S1 heavily hinting at it)
Teased several times throughout the season
Blatant reference to Columbine
Not going through with it - worse move ever…
Irresponsible guide on how to approach an impulsive armed person
From a storytelling POV
Hannah the martyr
Hard to sympathize with when the tapes serve to exact vengeance more than it serves to explain how she felt and why she did what she did, making her manipulative at best
The fact that she was a bully herself in the past
(Plus being “shown” how Hannah was would've been better than being “told” how she was by other characters)
Overall terrible attempt at creating a suicide victim / mentally ill person ppl should sympathize with, the last thing the mentally ill needs is to be related to a character that is so easy to dislike
Clay as a main character
Lost his value since the story's progress doesn't rly depend on him (even tho we're forced to follow him)
Character development: he gets real snappy and no one calls him out? Increasingly unlikable
(Not that he was that likeable by the end of S1… spreading a naked picture of Tyler? #WelcomeToYourTape)
Tyler and his arc
Attempt at explaining the possible cause of school shooting? Failed.
Most school shooters aren’t victims of bullying, in fact many (if not all) are associated with hate groups like white supremacist, misogynists, etc.
Had plenty of reasons to commit suicide over mass shooting (and I don’t mean it in a ‘suicide can be justified’ sense but tbh besides his interest in guns, he’s never depicted as aggressively angry or remotely prone to violence)
Could've brought attention to male depression and male suicide far better than Alex’s story
Technical POV
Very lacking warnings. There should be hotlines at the end of every episode not at the beginning. Self-righteousness and superficial philosophy in both dialogue and narration show the shallowness and pretentiousness of the directors.
The show is presented as an objective representation instead of a media to consume and dissect and judge for oneself = in other words, the morale is laid out for you. Putting up content so shocking most of your target audience cannot watch for fear of being triggered is irresponsible. Trigger warnings don't solve that. Shooting implicit scenes and not explicit scenes is what protects viewers and still conveys the message.
Message
The show is depressing; there's barely any positive outcome. Every character is helpless to their situation. It would benefit greatly of some comic relief.
“We should be careful what we say to people.” Only when it comes to Hannah, everyone else we can be harsh to, apparently. “We should care more for people.” (True, but you can’t love depression away.) “We have power over nothing.” "We can't change anything.” “Adults don't understand us.” “We can't confide to anyone.” “We can't trust anyone.”
Seriously it's a fkg downer. This show highlights all the problems but gives no solution. You expect your audience of teenagers to figure it out for themselves? You expect your audience of teenagers to go out of their way to "start a conversation" with their parents over some sensationalist teen drama show? You must be kidding me. (Do you know how a conversation about 13RW goes? “I loved the show!” “I didn’t.” The end.)
Final note
The directors should have inserted a segment after each episode (or every couple) with the actors themselves discussing what happened to/between the characters and how it could have been handled better. If you want to act like your show is a PSA, treat it as such.
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However i have got insurance and so when i go to the station to have the form stamped so i can go to the compound and collect my car back, The police tell me i have to produce my licence as well...problem is i cant find it.. so i go to dvla internet site and order form to get a new licence....But this can take 3 weeks to come back and unfortunately the car gets crushed in 2 weeks, But the law says i can continue driving even tho i havent got my licence card ...because i do have a licence but its been lost and im waiting on my new one coming.A Please dont answer if you are only speculating on what you think you know i havent got time to read brain dead answers from all you dick eds on here. Nor do i want your personal opinion on the situation as it is a Question.. put on a Question Board wanting an answer...Not a message board asking for your opinion so use the board as it should be used and stick to the rules...answer the question ...if you cant ...then dont waste my time and yours""
Does anyone know where i could get a car for my driving test? I need insurance as well. I am 16 years old?
I am going to go get my licence. I am 16 years old in California. The problem is, i don't have a car. Please don't ask me what i'm going to do with my licence if i dont have a car (it's a long story). I need a car i can take with me to do my road test. The DMV also needs proof of insurance. Please tell me where i could get a car and get the proof of insurance. Thanks!!!!!!!!""
What happens if I want Homeowners and Car insurance with the same company?
Say my car insurance is with Company C and expires October 31 and my homeowners insurance is with Company H and expires January 31. I saw somewhere that if I have both insurances with the same Company then I save money. How do I line up the two insurance renewal dates so that I do not waste the money I paid for homeowners insurance between October 31 and January 31?
State Farm insurance?
I have my own insurance and it was. 230 a month now I am getting a new car and I need collusion I am getting a Honda civic sedan 2012 white can anyone tell me an estimate on how much my insurance will go up Ps the car is financed . I have State Farm, I am 20 years old I reside in ny and I have had no accident""
""If healthy foods were more affordable, would health insurance be cheaper?""
It irritates me beyond words that people these days are almost forced to have a poor diet because junk food is more affordable. Then, the health risks associated with eating junk food cause more people in the hospital, more money being shucked at pharmaceutical companies for medicine to treat the diseases cause by poor diets, and health insurance and taxes we all have to pay for regardless of how healthy we try to be. I mean, if a packet of Ramen noodles is 50 cents and an apple is $1.50, the majority of the financially stressed nation is going to reach for the Ramen. I would love to eat mostly raw fruits and veggies all day long, but I simply can't afford that and it makes me feel like the government is forcing me to eat crappy foods in order to survive. Why are healthy foods so expensive? And wouldn't it factor out in the end to reduce the price of healthy foods knowing a lot of money would no longer have to be forked out for doctor's visits?""
What is the cheapest car insurance for me on my own plan???
i have a 2005 dodge stratus coupe 5 sp. sxt. almost 19 yrs old. i have a failure to yield ticket in feb. of 07. i live in Porter County, IN what is the best insurance for me???""
When is it the cheapest car insurance rate based on age?
I forgot when I got my license, freshmen in college though in NY. I was told that the older you are the cheaper your rate, like if you start at 25 you pay less. Is that right? I was told the opposite??????? I think I was 18.""
Best health insurance for young single people?
I'm looking for informaiton about health insurance for a single, young man...he is 27. Are there any affordable policies out there that may provide minimal coverage (annual well visit, a couple sick visits, one prescription, some emergency?)""
Which auto insurance company is better? Geico or Mercury? Please share your personal experience.?
Which auto insurance company is better? Geico or Mercury? Please share your personal experience.?
How much do you pay for full coverage car insurance?
i'm 19 and going to buy a car soon but i'm trying to get a ball park figure on how much i can expect to pay
What are short-term life insurance needs?
I currently have a 5 year term life insurance policy with State Farm and I was wondering if it were possible for me to make a withdrawl or loan from this policy. I researched this some and on some websites it said it wasn't possible; however whenever I look on State Farms website it says the below: The State Farm 5 Year Term policy provides affordable life insurance protection for a five year period and is renewable for subsequent 5-year periods until age 85 (age 80 in NY). It is great for covering any short-term life insurance needs you may have. Short-term life insurance needs may include such things as: * Car loan * College tuition * Home equity loan * Mortgage loan * Business loan * Student loan * Key employee Term insurance may also be appropriate when your life insurance needs are great but your budget is tight. Does this mean I can make a withdrawal so that I can pay off my student loans? Also, it seems that my policy has ended in December; however, I was still charged this month. The policy started in 2005.""
Insurance on a Motorcycle.?
I am 16 and I am wanting to purchase an '08 250 Ninja. What would I expect to pay every year in insurance? I live in MS if that would make a difference in insurance.
Is ehealth insurance good?
i just bought insurance there. then checked out scams im freaking out a little but my mom says in no big deal. its just other broker trying to compete. I called ehealth and asked if i was to buy from the medical place myself would it cost me less? They said no"",I might suggest one to try this internet site where one can compare rates from different companies:""
Auto insurance estimate?
new driver ( Licensed in 2013), accident free When I go to pick up the vehicle at the dealership, will they ask me if I want to pay the insurance monthly or annual? ( or do I have to ask ) Id really prefer monthly payments instead age 20. use of vehicle - work/school less than 15km 2011 Audi S4 Thanks.""
Is it legal to have two different auto insurances on two different cars but are both in my name?
I have 2 cars, I just bought one cash. So I already have full coverage on one car and its paid for 6 months, and I want to add insurance on the other but with a different insurance company because it is cheaper and I will be getting only liability. Is it legal to be carrying different insurances or are they required to be both with the same company? I live in Texas!""
""I am 18 and can't find car insurance under 2000, does anyone know anywhere?
its insurance for a toyota yaris 2003 Y reg 3 door hatch back for an 18 year old boy with a 1 month old full uk lisence.
When i turn 21 can i change my car insurance details for cheaper car insurance?
so im 20 now and as we all know your insurance drops when you turn 21 basically im insured now but my policy doesnt run out for like 8 months when i turn 21 can i ring them up and say im now 21 can i change this detail to get cheaper car insurance whilst not cancelling the policy
Insurance on a 2008 Suzuki Hayabusa......?
Wow dont ask me how, but I lucked up and found some RIDICULOUSLY cheap insurance. I have been looking for about a day and a half. Every last MAJOR insurance company you can think of. For some reason everyone on here kept saying check out Progessive. They were one of the MOST expensive. If you have a SUPER sport bike. Meaning either the Kawaski 12 or 14 or the Suzuki 1300 Busa, everyone is quoting you between $6,000 to $8,000 for a year. Thats like $400-$500 a month. That is the most ridiculous thing I have ever seen in my life. But then my salesman told me to call State Farm. He said trust him, that he used to race sportsbikes and always insured through state farm. So I call them and get a quote for $767 for the year. The same Bike that EVERYONE else quoted at $1000. Honestly I could not belive the lady. I do not understand how the price is that different. My salesman said that it is because State Farm is the only comapny that doesnt run the vin number of the bike and put it in the""
Whats the cheapest car insurance for a 16 y/o boy?
I'm getting my liscense soon and we have allstate and its expensive as hell! I live in texas and i dont plan on buying a sports car so how much would my insurance be you think and where should i go for cheap insurance?
""I can't afford NJ car insurance, what should I do?""
I just turned 25 and I never drove a car before because of the high car insurance rates and the fact that my parents refuse to help me pay it. I have a job, but I'm also in college. I got my driver's permit this year, but no license yet. I got a quote on how much it would cost me to drive if I get the license, and it came out to roughly 5-6 thousand dollars a year, insanity! I don't plan to ever get a job that makes THAT type of money. Is there anything I could do, or did my parents screw me by not letting me drive all these years? I have to either walk or beg a friend for rides anywhere -- Granted all my friends are 'funded' by their parents, of course.""
Medican Insurance after 21 years old???????
I am 20 years old i will be 21 soon , i heard that my medican insurance will be cut when i am 21 years old ... Can some one please tell me what i can do to keep my insurance ???? WIll going to school full time help, working ... anything please just tell me anything that u know.""
How can i finance a car and pay insurance? help?
hi, im an 18 year old student, i work part-time and make around 400-500 a month after tax. im looking to buy a car (doesnt have to be brand new) for less than 4k and insurance is ...show more""
How much would I be paying in insurance if I become a CRNA?
How much would I be paying in insurance if I become a CRNA?
Can anyone recommend a good dental insurance company that offers orthodontic coverage? ?
I have to get braces for my daughter and would like to get a good dental plan for her so that I can get as much the cost for her braces covered as possible. I know that there are few good plans out there that cover any significant amount when it comes to braces, but there must be one or two out there that are the best for orthodontia services. HELP!!!""
How much would my insurance be for a mustang GT if im 18 and no tickets or bad credit?
How much would my insurance be for a mustang GT if im 18 and no tickets or bad credit?
Will my license hike my parents insurance?
I live in Florida with my parents, and I'm 19. I don't have a permit and want to get my license, but I'm not sure if it'll raise my parents' insurance rates. I won't own a car for at least a month or so, and I probably won't be driving theirs frequently, if at all. Will it affect their Progressive insurance at all? Thanks so much.""
Average comprehensive car insurance for teenagers in 2010?
Hi, I am just wondering how much teenagers are paying for full comp car insurance in 2010. Thanks Jboy""
Full Coverage Insurance?
is full coverage insurance suppose to follow u to your next vehicle for the first 30-60 days?
Car insurance? will it go up if no claim is made?
son had car accident, was on partners polcy, wrote car off, no other vehicle was involved, insurance company have found out about the accident somehow (due to one of these no win no fee companies getting his details as he had a passenger in the car who was not injured, but who had not contacted them ) son is 18, wants to get on the road again, but we are worried about how much insurance will cost him. we havent claimed for his car either, can any please advise""
Moving out and my father says my insurance rate will go up some $80 or so. Hmmm?
Im 19 years old, and moving out of my parents house within the next month. Im already paying $140/month full coverage through State Farm, and my father says that if I move out, my insurance rates will rise approximately $80, to $220/month. Im just curious as to know if he wants the money himself rather than the insurance company? Fact or Greedy Father?""
What would be an inexpensive car insurance company for drivers that dont have the best record due to speeding?
i live in Jacksonville,Fl if anyone knows a cheap insurance company""
WHAT IS THE CHEAPEST CAR INSURANCE? AND THE BEST...?
WHAT IS THE CHEAPEST CAR INSURANCE? AND THE BEST...?
How much is Ontario car insurance for a cheap car (<$1000) for a teen driver with a G2 licence?
I am 17 years old and recently obtained my G2 licence (Ontario) and I want to buy a cheap car (under $1000). However, I don't have a clue how much monthly insurance would be. I would be under my parents' benefits, but I would be primary driver on the vehicle... Any input is appreciated :)""
16 years old looking for car insurance?
I live in miami florida and i plan to get a pontiac Solstice. I want to know how much car insurance will cost per month. My mom has statefarm and her credit history is good but i have no credit history. how much will it cost on average?
Is there a federal law that requires us to buy car insurance? Why or why not?
Is there a federal law that requires us to buy car insurance? Why or why not?
Why want the Republicans work with the Democrats to get a good health care system in the U.S.?
Is it because the Republicans are behind big business?
How does the insurance company know what Annual Mileage I am actually doing?
I bought a car last Sunday from a private seller, but was not able to drive it home because of no insurance. The person kindly offered to keep the car in his garage till I get an insurance cover. Today I went to pickup my car, but that guy was not there, his friend was there to hand me the keys and drive back home. When I test drove the car it was 87k miles exact, now today when I collected it, it went upto 87,806 miles, +806 miles extra. The seller is not answering my calls, the only thing worrying me is that I quoted my Annual Mileage up 6000miles, but already my car raked up 806 miles in one week. Please help, and don't abuse coz I am already down being cheated? Why bad things happen with do-gooder?""
Cheapest car insurance?
new drivers
Is ehealth insurance good?
i just bought insurance there. then checked out scams im freaking out a little but my mom says in no big deal. its just other broker trying to compete. I called ehealth and asked if i was to buy from the medical place myself would it cost me less? They said no"",I might suggest one to try this internet site where one can compare rates from different companies:""
""Does anyone here use cancer insurance? If so, which kind?""
Does anyone here use cancer insurance? If so, which kind?""
Is it possible to get a national insurance number when you are under 16 years old?
I am applying for a job at a cafe, but the application form requires a national insurance number, I am 14 years old.""
Names of good CHEAP! Auto insurance companies in New York State ?
I'm trying to look for cheap insurance companies for my bf who is way over the age of 25 and had two accidents. Due to the accidents from the past, their charging him an exorbitant amount. Could you please name a few.""
Health Insurance - too expensive - should I ditch it and will it get cheaper in 2014?
So I got health insurance about 6 months ago - BCBS. As a 38-yr-old female with a BMI that is(was) borderline obesity, I pay $278 per month (about twice the original quote on the website which was about $140.) I freelance. One of my jobs collects contributions from my employers into an account that I can use to reimburse my premium payments, and I was hoping that I'd be able to make enough to use that account to really pay toward my monthly health insurance. My financial situation has plummeted, however, and I am really struggling to keep my head above water for the first time since I moved out. Just looking for some outside input here. Should I ditch my health insurance? Will the options be more manageable for me in 2014?""
""What is the best Health insurance, with good maternity coverage?""
I would like to get insurance before I get pregnant because I know they won't give it to you when you're pregnant. So I would like to know who has the best coverage, hospital, pre-natal....etc! Would really like to hear from mothers, and there experience with the providers!!!! Thanks in advance""
What is the best insurance company to work for?
I'm 19 and i have also thought getting into sales would be exciting. there is other reason but doesn't really matter. Anyway I'm hoping that there is a good Insurance company that has a good training program and allows entry level people to work hard and succeed. A company that wants people to succeed. So far every agent i have talked to has said their business is the one to be in so i just want some not so bias opinions. seems like all the insurance companies just want to get UN knowing teens ( like myself ) in and work them for 6 months to a year and suck them dry of all the money they have. i understand that you have to work and its not just six figures in the first year.
How much auto insurance must I have?
I want to know what are the legal limits on car insurance in the state of Ohio for a financed vehicle? I have an 06 Mazda and an 07 Hyundai. They are both financed. How do I go about figuring out the lowest limits I can legally have? Thank you!
Do you have to pay for a full year of car insurance if your car is written off part way through that year?
I pay my car insurance every month as a direct debit out of my bank account. My policy actually expires in March each year and I'm sent a renewal letter saying that if I wish to continue with my policy I just need to keep paying it monthly as I always have. Then come July my car was total written off. According to the insurance compay I still need to pay for a full years insurance, that is I need to pay all the insurance premiums up until March next year as this is when the policy expires. I figure if I don't have the car any more as it's a write off, and I'm able to cancelled the rego on it, why should I have to pay. I would have thought that if I'd paid a full years insurance in March that I would be entitled to a refund if my car was written off part way through the year. Any help would be appreciated.""
How much is medical insurance?
I plan on moving to the U.S some day but how much would i have to pay per month for medical insurance? Strange how its free here but costs over there.
How much i will paid from insurance Vauxhall Astra DR5 1.4 1995 year and where is the cheaper??
Vauxhall Astra DR5 engine1.4 made in 1995 year.I am looking from something cheap but good.
How much do I pay monthly to insurance to cover a Acura rsx?
I am 19 thinking of buying an Acura rsx but I've been doing research & noticing that the insurance for that car is very high? Does anyone know how much a month would I have to pay & if anyone knows the best insurance company to get for the car? I'm looking for the cheapest deal? Help please
Who has the cheapest auto insurance?
I'm about to come back from active duty overseas and I just bought a 2004 Ford F150 4x4. I'm 28 and havent had any accidents or driving infractions in the past 5 years. Which provider is generally the best to use? Thanks.
Any recommendations for affordable individual/family dental insurance?
I already looked on google and found a few affordable dental plans for myself...Is there anyone who is currently enrolled? How are the prices? Any recommendations on where i should enroll, or insurance plans i should stay away from? I was interested in Aetna dental plan. Is there anyone whose enrolled with them?""
How much is insurance for a moped for a 17 year old?
I wanna get a moped and im17 years old, can someone tell me the procedure of getting a moped,do i go for a test, and how much will insurance cost for a 50cc ped, thanks in advance""
Any ideas how i could get my car insurance quotes lower? 18 year old female driver?
Okay so every time i go on price comparison sites etc, my quote will not go below 2300! no matter what car i put in with a small engine, nothing chages what else can i do? i must be going wrong somewhere because lots of people get insurance below 2000! i cannt add any additional drivers because noone in my family drives thanks! :)""
""HELP! My insurance has been cancelled, need a new Auto insurance company thats cheap?""
ok i have a BIG problem, my mother's auto insurance has been cancelled 3 times in the last 3-4 years cuz of late payments, she's a single mom and can't always make the payment on time. Now we are having a HARD time finding an insurance company that will either A) Give us insurance or B) Cheap monthly and/or quarterly payments. We can't afford to pay $2500 for the whole year. Does anyone have any ideas on what to do? or where to get a cheap/understanding insurance company in Canada, specifically in Ontario. Thanks!""
Will a medical suspension raise car insurance rates?
My wife has a medical suspension and is trying to get her license back. She has 0 points on her record. I know if you are suspended for stupidity (DUI, reckless driving, ect) then your car insurance rates go up, but do they go up for a medical suspension??""
Affordable health insurance?
i am 34 , i pay over 400.00 a month , im single , does anyone know of some possible cheaper insurance . does anyone know of better insurance that i can afford . please help , male nonsmoker also""
The best insurance for mommy and baby?
Right now, Im about 5 weeks preggers and I have no insurance and Im not able to find a job since no one is hiring. I just been doing some babysitting jobs while my boyfriend works two jobs for the baby and me. What will be the best insurance for my baby and me? One that covers ultrasounds, doc appoinments and hospital bills? Help me please.""
What are some cheap Home/Fire insurance offers for a house in Southern California?
ABSOLUTELY NO SPAM REPLIES PLEASE!!!
What will have the cheapest insurance payment? 2003 escalade or a 2012 camry hybird?
It will be my first car which one is easier to afford and which one looks better
I need car insurance help... now......?
ok... i was thinking of getting insurance on a 1998 5 door ford fiesta 1300cc.... i am 18 (male) and only had my full license a few months... trying to get an answer out of any insurance company is..MURDER.. i go through pages of junk just to click get quote and then there is a list of 50 questions... i need... an... estimate... i dont wanna see ONE link to another website... speak in numbers please =]... and... state if it is monthly or yearly!!... because i got answers that say... 1000... and im like... is that a month =o??.... so yer... average or estimate insurance for me!!... gee thx =].... i feel this is in clear violation of the age discrimination act but warever....
How do the payment work if a bunch of people are being sued by a auto insurance company?
1 insurance company is suing another insurance company, and 6 people. If the 1 insurance company wins how do they split of the amount sued for? If they do at all... I need answers please""
Tail lights and coop's young driver insurance?
I live in the UK and have been getting decent quotes from cooperatives young driver insurance However if I tick a box on the online quote saying that I have modified the car from the manufacturers specification (but does not let me say what it is that I have changed, ie the taillights) it will not give me a quote. Should I contact them about this or will it be ok to say that I have not modified the car and if I were to have an accident which would damage the tail lights that they would only replace them with manufacture tail lights?""
How much is car insurance per month for a 16 year old?
I really want to get a Pontiac G6 on my 16th Birthday, I`m just curious as to how much the car insurance would be on it !""
Is ehealth insurance good?
i just bought insurance there. then checked out scams im freaking out a little but my mom says in no big deal. its just other broker trying to compete. I called ehealth and asked if i was to buy from the medical place myself would it cost me less? They said no"",I might suggest one to try this internet site where one can compare rates from different companies:""
Best place for car insurance? (uk)?
I passed my driving test a couple of days ago and i need to insure my car. I realise the insurance is going to be 'through the roof', but can anybody reccomend places worth trying where i might get the best quote? thankoooooou""
""If u wrote-off a $5000 car, on average how much would ur insurance company give you back?""
If u wrote-off a $5000 car, on average how much would ur insurance company give you back?""
My teenager (17) just got her permit. Would she be covered under my insurance?
I have not added her specifically to my insurance policy. I only have PLPD on the vehicle. Would she be covered if she hit anything... anyone , yikes! Or do I have to call to add her? It will raise my policy a LOT but she's almost 18 and when she gets her license she will have to pay for her own insurance. So for now I am trying to fly under the radar but legally. Is that possible?""
Can insurance companies be trusted?
Just wondering whether people view their insurance company positively or negatively. And why.
Is 39.56 pounds every month good scooter insurance?
hey guys i have a yamaha maxter 125cc scooter but i cant get cheap insurance :/ the lowest one is 39.56 do you think i can get cheaper? am 19 am in london please suggest cheaper companys
I need a cheap car insurance?
car insurance
VERY URGENT! Buying car insurance by telephone  heeeelp!!!!?
Hello thank you for entering in my post I'm buying an insurance for my car by phone call so far I have the best deal from a company called Admiral Tomorrow I'm going to call this insurance company back to settle the agreement I've never done a contract by phone call I believe they should obviously send me a contract by e-mail with all my details and all the details of my purchase and the details of the company  until here it's quite clear my question is: How should I pay for this contract? Should I give my debit card details by phone call? Is buying an insurance by telephone safe? Any advice according this matter will be very appreciated thank you in advance for your help
Why do Women get cheaper car insurance?
Thats the biggest joke going! they are safer my ar*e
How can i make my car insurance cheaper?
im finding it more expensive this year than in 2010 to buy my car insurance and yet that was closer to the claims i've had to include (one in july for an sp30 speeding and the other for a none fault accident in my unoccupied vehicle in october). i dont understand this at all and its really bugging me as im finding it hard to get a decent quote. my car also has a rear spoiler which was there when i bought it which is also causing me hassle. is there anything i can do to get the best quote for my car, i'm going insane lol. im in the uk also""
How come I can't keep my health insurance coverage?
President Obama stated that under the Affordable Health Care Act that any American that wanted to keep their existing coverage or doctor would be able to. I signed up today and they ...show more
Will it cost more on car insurance to tow a trailer tent?
Will it cost more on car insurance to tow a trailer tent?
""Which car for a 18yrs old driver, for cheap car insurance?""
Hi, I'm a 18yrs old french girl, who have my full english driving license since January. I would like to buy a car, but I would like to know which one have cheap car insurance. I already know that the car shouldnt be higher than 1.6L. I have some idea for my car like Fiat 500, Nissan Micra, but the insurance is expensive. Thank You""
In need of Car Insurance Sr22?? Who is best 2 go with??
I am looking for a cheaper but reliable insurance 2 go with for an SR22.. Does anyone have companies? IT is 4 a: 18 & 19 year old Male. In the IL area. Please and thank you
Auto insurance: Found Wawanesa cheaper than Mercury?
Anyone in California find that Wawanesa is much cheaper than Mercury. For our two infiniti family the rates for 1 year was WaWa-$1150 vs Mercury ($1,650) What gives here?? Why the big disparity?""
How much is the average annual insurance for a mitsubishi evo?
How much is the average annual insurance for a mitsubishi evo?
Buying a used car and auto insurance?
I'm looking to get a used car in the US, but I have several questions regarding this: 1) I will have to get auto insurance before buying the car and driving it on the road. How can I do this if I haven't bought a car though? 2) I'm a non-US citizen, and I have no credit rating at the moment. Will insurance companies deny my application or will my premium go up? 3) I will be relocating to another state after getting the car. Therefore, can I purchase auto-insurance in my current state first for a month, and then purchase it again once I reside in the new state? What's the best way to handle the insurance matters in this situation? Thanks for all the help.""
Do you have health insurance?
if so, How much is it per month. What kind of deductable do you have? How old are you? feel free to answer also if you do not have insurance and if you support obamacare?""
Car insurance question?
my car insurance was due yesterday.. i'm 17 years old and yesterday the difference between my dads car insurance and mine was due and i forgot to pay it.. am i still allowed to drive my parents car? im going to pay it on monday thanks.. let me know
California State Disability and Insurance?
Hi, I am trying to figure out how much of a % I will be getting back from the state. I have short term disability but I havent called them yet to figure out how much I will get every month. Also, I have insurance through work and apparently not all the hospital fees are paid for. For example, my coworker just had a baby and cost her about $1500 out of her own pocket. Altogether was $9000 (rest was billed to the insurance). My doc is telling me I might have to have a C-Section. How much do those usually cost? What the heck is the point of having insurance if there not even going to pay for crap! BTW I am 29 weeks""
""ATTN: New drivers, How much is your insurance a month??
I just got my insurance today and was curious to see what other ppl are paying. Thanks in advance:)
Cost to insure a 1987 Fiero GT?
Hi, I'm 16 and I currently drive a 1999 Honda Civic sedan and I'm wondering how much more money it would cost to insure me driving an '87 Fiero GT? My dad won't let me get it because of the up in price, any suggestions from you guys to persuade him???""
Insurance on a moped (under 50cc)?
i am interested in buying a 50cc or less moped, geared or not geared, it doesnt honestly matter. but i dont have a clue how much the insurance for it could be. could anyone give me a rough estimation of the cost of insurance of this moped, as i am 16. can anyone help?""
No income how do I get health insurance?
I've been reading and looking up info but I can't find exactly what to do. I have no job no saving no money at all I live in Las Vegas Nv I've tried looking for a job for the past 3 years now and I haven't found anything I live with my sister I'm not handicap nor have children or go to school so how and where do I get health insurance?
Most affordable Health Insurance provider for my employees?
I am looking for an affordable Health Insurance Company for my employees. I have 7 employees w/families and no coverage to offer because the prices are outrageous. My compnay is Incorporated, if that factors in. I have already used the sales companies that do this research for me, but I am not satisfied with the results...plus they call every 2 seconds with high quotes.""
""50% fault accident, but my insurance did not need to pay. Will my rate be affected?""
I was recently involved into an accident in a mall parking lot. My car was damaged and the other driver's car was not. I filed a claim with their insurance and received 50% of my claim as they determined comparable negligence, 50% fault . The other driver did not file a claim, and my insurance company did not pay any money to anyone. Will my rate be affected by this accident?""
Is ehealth insurance good?
i just bought insurance there. then checked out scams im freaking out a little but my mom says in no big deal. its just other broker trying to compete. I called ehealth and asked if i was to buy from the medical place myself would it cost me less? They said no"",I might suggest one to try this internet site where one can compare rates from different companies:""
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Chapter 11
Ye Hua went to fetch A-Li from the boat at the middle of the lake and then came to join me at the pavilion.
“Aunt” - Shao Xing kneeled.
“Since you came and see me, you must have decided what you want to ask of me”
Shao Xing looked at Ye Hua with an uncomfortable look.
I took a glance at him. He had his signature cold look on.
What’s going on?
“Lord Ye Hua is not a stranger” - I told her. “Go ahead and speak”
“Aunt. Can you please help save my child, Yuan Zhen?”
“Save your child?”
She gave another uncomfortable look at Ye Hua.
“It was during Heavenly Lord’s birthday banquet, my Lord brought Yuan Zhen and a gift to Nine Heavens. Who would have known Yuan Zhen would cause trouble at Xiwu Palace and nearly.. he nearly molested Consort Su Jin” - she explained in embarrassment.
I almost coughed out the tea I was sipping. Who in this world would want to molest Su Jin? That crazy person is not even worth to be molested.
“Molested Su Jin?” I turned to look at Ye Hua. He took a sip of his tea without saying anything.
A man who can be a crown prince is sure not an average man.
I sighed loudly.
“Yuan Zhen stopped at the last moment but the Heavenly Lord was alerted. The Heavenly Lord was extremely furious and had Yuan Zhen immediately bound by the immortal seal and issued a decree to have him undergo trial in the mortal world for 60 years. After 60 years, he can return to the rank of the immortals”
I put down my tea cup. “This punishment does sounds a bit severe for attempted harassment”
That Su Jin is still causing trouble after all these years. I wonder why is Ye Hua not doing anything about it?
“Yuan Zhen is a good and kindhearted child. He doesn’t even have the heart to step on an ant. I earnestly ask you to save his life, Aunt” - she begged.
“But.. the one he harassed is Lord Ye Hua’s side consort..” - I turned to him.
Ye Hua - who had been keeping quiet spoke up. “Do not need to mind me. I also think that Yuan Zhen was punished too severely”
This is interesting. I would like to know more about what you think of this Su Jin.
“But the one he harassed was your side consort” - I argued.
He smirked. “ I have no side consort”
Oh? We really need to talk about this.
Shao Xing lighten up at those words. “Since Your Highness thinks that the punishment is too severe as well, please go to the mortal world to save him, Aunt!”
“He’s just going to the mortal world to experience a trial. He can return to the rank of immortals after 60 years. Why do I need to save his life?”
“Because I’ve made some inquiries and learned that Yuan Zhen will encounter some major ordeal when he turns 18 years old. This ordeal will ruin his life. I cannot see him subjected to such torture so I came to ask to please change his predestined fate so he can make it through safely”
“So you came to see me to help your son passed this trial?”
“Yes. I do not dare to beg you to pardon him from punishment. I only ask that you secretly help him”
“You are quiet clever to ask me to help you with this” - I said to her. “You know that even if I change Yuan Zhen’s fate, the Heavenly Lord won’t pursue this matter with me, right?”
“I only know that in this world, you are the only one that is able to do this”
What a burden in my quiet life. “All right, I promise you. I will do this for you. But after it is done, our relationship as mistress and servant will be over. You will have no more ties with Qing Qiu”
“Shao Xing, thank Aunt for granting this wish” - she said with tears in her eyes.
I didn’t mean to be so harsh. Flashback of the younger days came into my mind. Even tho she was my servant, she was also my friend. That’s why I agreed to help her son. To replay for all those years she served me.
I stood up to see her off. This was the last thing I could do for her. Ye Hua came and stand beside me.
From now on, you’re on your own, Shao Xing. Take care.
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Later in the evening, I went to Ye Hua’s study and found him pacing back and forth in the room. I just plop down to sit on his bed.
“Looks like I got to make a trip to see that Star Lord Si Ming, who follows Dong Hua Dijun to see what ordeal Yuan Zhen goes through when he is 18 years old” - I said to him, while he’s still pacing.
Ye Hua suddenly stop. “That Star Lord Si Ming is quite eccentric. Even the Heavenly Lord is not allowed to take a look at his Book of Destiny”
“That serious?”
“So it would be quiet difficult for you to find out from him”
I sighed. “Then what should I do?” - I asked him back.
He starts pacing again. “Fortunately” - he said. “Star Lord Si Ming owes me a favor. If I ask him in your place, it would be easier”
“Really? You can get it for me?”
“But you have to promised me one thing” - he suddenly sounded serious.
“What is it?”
“Seal your powers when you go to the mortal world”
“Seal my powers?”
“Changing fate is an act that defies nature. The same amount of magic you used to change fate will rebound back to you”
I just nod my head.
“Qian Qian, you may be a high goddess but being hit a few times like that can be quite serious. When we take on the positions of the Heavenly Lord and Heavenly Empress, what will we do then?”
“Take on the position of Heavenly Empress?”. Oh this is something I did not think about.
“Have you forgotten? You will marry into Xiwu Palace one day. When one becomes Heavenly Lord and Heavenly Empress, one must endure 81 sacred blazes and 9 holy bolts of lightning. If you are hit by your own magic, I’m afraid you won’t survive”
“Oh..”. If we only can turn back time, I would like if we can live like a mortal. “All right, I promise”
With that, Ye Hua left to the Nine Heavens to retrieve the information from Si Ming and not long after, he came back with Yuan Zhen’s book.
“I heard you saying how precious and cherished this book is” - I said to him when he handed me the book. “I thought you would only get a copy. I didn’t expect you would come back with the original”
Ye Hua smiled at me. “Take a look. Si Ming wrote a story that really would make one want to tear up”
“It is a waste of talent for Lord Si Ming not to write a few plays”
He laughed. “Better not. It might get very soapy”
I laughed along with him. It was really nice to see Ye Hua, mostly all cold and uptight, being so casual and easy now. In the end, we spend the whole night together planning for Yuan Zhen.
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