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irwinkitten · 5 years ago

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matching tattoos | poly!kayshton

notes: thanks to the wonderful @aquarius-hood1996 for creating this moodboard, i got inspired and ran away with the idea. this is honestly some soft shit lmao. don’t like it, don’t read it. simple. warnings: none word count: 3.6k (will i ever learn to not write so much for them??? apparently not)

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It was rare when you got to spend your days off that coincided with both Ashton’s and Kaykay’s. Sometimes it was one of them, but never both of them. Yet here the three of you were, lounging together in the living room.

The last few weeks had been full on, so being able to spend a bit of down time with them eased the tension from your body as you sat nestled between them.

You’d been doodling small drawings for the better part of the last hour, and whilst they never directly asked you what you were drawing, you’d feel their lips touch your temple every so often when they recognised that you’d been drawing them.

It wasn’t ever anything fancy, but small fun doodles that you liked to create. You knew they loved seeing them scattered around the house, small notes that you’d write for them, with a small doodle accompanying the words.

But this time you ditched the paper, an idea striking as you took Ashton’s hand pulling it further into your lap. He gave you a questioning look, which you ignored in favour of tracing the lines of a small sun on his wrist.

He returned his attention to the TV as you did this, occasionally glancing up at the TV before returning to your idea, adding in a small star and then a moon, the small drawings connected by small dashes. Almost absent-mindedly you filled the sun in, pausing before you did the other two and left it, moving his hand from your lap once you were done.

“Are we your drawing board now, angel?” Kaykay’s amused voice broke your concentration after you’d reached for her hand. You glanced up, the amusement clear on her features, your own lips pulling into a shy smile.

“We’ve been together for so long now, you should be used to this.” You murmured and she giggled, shifting so that you had easier access to her arm, her head resting on your shoulder.

Silence fell between the three of you again as you started the same drawing on her, but instead of filling the sun, you filled in the moon. You tried to make it look as absent-minded as possible, however, you didn’t take into account that Ashton was watching you so carefully, his eyes flickering from your face to the drawing.

When you’d done Kaykay’s, you hesitated.

“You need to match us, little one.” You nearly jumped at Ashton’s voice, his lips quirking up at the corner at the short inhale of air you took. You glanced down to your skin and hesitated before putting the pen onto your skin.

You felt silly, but you coloured in the star on yours, a small smile overtaking your lips as you completed it. Whilst they didn’t quite match, it felt appropriate for the three of you.

Once your pen was down, Ashton’s hands took your arm that you’d drawn on, his lips pressing soft kisses around the tattoo. You could feel your heart begin to race and your gaze broke from him, the flustered feeling of butterflies filling your tummy as he chuckled.

“C’mere.” You didn’t hesitate to shift into his open arms, allowing them to wrap around you, a content hum escaping as he pressed a kiss to the column of your neck, lingering only for a moment before pulling away. Kaykay took the opportunity to slide closer, tapping your legs for you to move them momentarily before bringing them back to rest on her lap.

You never got tired of these moments. It was peace away from chaos.

“Why that design specifically, little one?” Ashton’s voice broke the monotony of the TV, his hand tracing small patterns across your stomach as you gave of a small noise of confusion. “The drawings, little one. Why that design?”

Ashton had timed the question perfectly, your body was getting heavier with sleep and he knew that you’d be less embarrassed to admit the reason to the two of them in your sleepy state.

“You’re my sun, my sunshine. The golden rays of the morning that break across so perfectly and create beauty where some might not see it. You’re the warmth of the midday sun, comfortable and consistent. And the evening sunsets, where the skies burst into colour, a different kind of beauty to behold. You’re the ray of joy on the days that I can’t quite get there.” Kaykay’s eyes were watching you, suspiciously bright.

“You’re my moon, my moonlight.” Your fingers curved around her hand gently. “Something so beautiful and ethereal. You bring a kind of peace that I find in the moonlight, the comfort knowing that I’ve got light in my life, no matter how stormy the days get, you’re there. You’re beautiful and sometimes I feel like it’s kind of untouchable. But it isn’t. You shine with him.” You reached up to wipe the lone tear that had fallen, her lips curved into the biggest smile that set your heart on fire.

“And the star, angel?” She prompted you after a moment. This made you pause, your tired mind trying not to be self deprecating.

“At first, it was because I feel like I don’t compare to the two of you.” You admitted softly. “But as time went on, I realised that I hold my own beauty, my own worth. I’ve pushed myself to shine in a place that would otherwise make me feel dull and unappreciated. You two noticed me and told the world how you loved me. I feel like I’m home with you two, no matter where we are in the world.” Your words were growing heavier and Ashton pressed a kiss to your temple.

“Get some rest, little one.” You needed no further encouragement as you snuggled into him, your breathing falling heavy and slow within moments of your eyes closing.

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The next few days you were back at work, the ink drawing faded on your skin, but every time you glanced at it, it brought a smile to your face.

You’d heard Kaykay complain loudly when Ashton went to clean it when they were showering together two nights ago.

It made you soft that she didn’t want it rubbed off and she had a very smug look on her lips when she crawled into bed. Ashton had lain on her other side, rolling his eyes playfully at her antics. You’d just giggled and kissed her.

You sent a photo of your rotas to the two of them when you got back to work, so they knew when you’d be off and planned days accordingly.

When your next day off rolled around, you were woken up by an excited girlfriend who was practically vibrating in her excitement.

“C’mon, we’ve got a busy day!” Her whines were enough to pull you from the bedsheets. Ashton had long since gotten up for his morning run.

“I’m moving.” You groaned in return, pulling yourself so you were sat up. She offered a beaming smile in return, her lips finding yours before slowly pulling away, a frustrated noise escaping as you chased her lips with your own.

“Up and out, Angel.” Her tone was firm and you pouted before pulling yourself out of bed, lips capturing hers, your arms pulling her against you. You could feel her practically melt into the kiss, her arms wrapping around your neck before you pulled away.

“See, I’m up Peachy.” You breathed, a grin on your lips as she snorted before kissing you once more.

“Get dressed. We’ve got a full cooked breakfast this morning and then we’re heading out.” She finally peeled herself away from your grasp, laughing at your pout as she kissed your lips once more before heading downstairs.

Grumbling about mean girlfriends and pushy boyfriends, you headed into the shower and allowed yourself five minutes to relax, the heat of the shower and the pressure of the water doing wonders for your mood.

When you were dried and dressed, you knew that your partners would be getting impatient, so you took a little longer as you came down the stairs, laughing at the frustrated noise from Kaykay as you slowly sauntered into the dining room.

“Please Angel, I’m begging you here, I wanna be out on time.” Her pleading puppy dog eyes had you caving in seconds, kissing her pouted lips softly.

“Fine Peachy. But this better be a good trip.” You hummed as you dug in, pausing once to get a kiss from Ashton as he took his plate into the kitchen.

“You’re gonna love it.” He murmured reassuringly and so you tried not to over think it as you finished breakfast before your dishes got swept away by an excited Kaykay.

Your exasperated gaze met Ashton’s amused one as he laughed and held his hand out to you. You took it and allowed him to pull you up, his lips planting a firm kiss to your temple before letting you pull away.

“If this has been a secret, how the hell has she made it this far?” You grumbled to him as you put on your shoes and jacket. Ashton snorted.

“She’s been driving me up the wall when you’re at work. She’s had to get it out of her system before you go back so the surprise wouldn’t be ruined.” He explained as she came bouncing down the stairs.

“At least I can keep a secret Mr ‘I’ve-got-a-secret-but-I-can’t-tell-you-oh-we’re-going-to-Bali.’ Irwin.” Kaykay fired back as she collected the car keys. You laughed.

“You two are never going to let me live that down are you?” The pout that he wore made you grin wider.

“Nope. Right. Any clues to where we’re going?” You were hoping for some clue during breakfast but nothing had screamed at you for an idea of what was going on.

“If you tell angel, no sex for a month.” The threat was casual and Ashton stared at her, slack jawed. You pouted but she held firm. “I’m warning you, it is a surprise.”

He finally rolled his eyes before nodding.

“C'mon. Let’s go.” And you were hustled from the house and into the car before you could even protest.

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You didn’t recognise any of the area Kaykay was driving. You’d been thoroughly confused when she drove towards the city and the confusion didn’t let up when she pulled up in a parking lot.

“Okay, this is where you’re telling me you’re axe murderers but coming to kill me in the middle of the day?” Ashton snorted as Kaykay rolled her eyes before turning in her seat to face you.

“You trust us right?” You felt confused by her question yet answered anyway.

“Of course.”

“Then just trust this, please?” Her eyes were wide and pleading and you caved immediately, ignoring Ashton’s smirk.

“Fine.” The grumble made her grin before she got out of the car. You and Ashton both followed.

Her hand slipped into yours and automatically your other arm looped through Ashton’s, allowing her to guide the two of you. Although from Ashton’s smug look, he clearly knew what was happening.

“If this is all for coffee, I’m going home.” You warned as you finally recognised the area and Ashton laughed, turning his head to press a kiss to your temple. Kaykay huffed.

“Would we really do such a thing?” She glanced back, giving you the most innocent look she could muster.

“Yes and you’d do it again no hesitation.” You returned deadpan, eyebrow raised slightly. Ashton laughed as she stuck her tongue out at you, but you squeezed her hand reassuringly.

“Well it’s not coffee.” You grinned at her theatrics, the way she stuck her nose in the air, dramatically ignoring the coffee shop as you went past it.

It was a few shops away that she stopped and you took in the tattoo parlour with confusion.

“Are you getting another tattoo?” Was the first thing you asked Ashton and he grinned.

“We’re getting a tattoo, little one.” The confusion must’ve been clear as daylight on your face because he laughed and gave you a gentle kiss. “Inside now, c’mon.”

With Kaykay pulling you inside and Ashton helping, you were hard pressed to back out of the shop. And you watched as Kaykay greeted one of the tattooists with a familiar ease.

“Tay’s doing our tattoos today. Tay, these are my partners that you’re probably bored of hearing about by now.” You found yourself staring as she introduced herself and it took Ashton pinching your side to realise and you found your words getting lost.

“You’re certainly right about one thing,” Tay commented as she shook your hand, “they’re adorable when flustered.”

You groaned into Ashton’s shoulder as the three of them laughed.

Once your brain was back in gear and you introduced yourself to her properly, she pulled out a very familiar drawing and you stared at it in shock.

“But, it was just a doodle?” Kaykay shook her head at that.

“But it wasn’t. Your meanings behind why each one was coloured in, it made it so much more important to you and when you shared that, to us. We’re gonna be that couple, but we’ve been together long enough. And it’s a tattoo for us to look upon and share.”

And you felt a rush of affection for the two of them.

“Okay.” You finally whispered and Ashton went first. You watched in fascination as Tay set up the station and the spot was the exact spot more or less where you’d drawn it so many weeks ago.

“You, wow.” Was all you could manage as the needle began to pierce the skin and it came to life. Ashton grinned in return.

Kaykay videoed a couple of seconds and you missed her snapping a photo of the look of awe on your face when Tay has finished Ashton’s tattoo with the sun coloured in.

Kaykay went next and once again it was the same spot. Your fingers kept tracing over Ashton’s wrapped one, the plastic wrap around his wrist feeling weird under your touch, making you giggle to yourself as he pressed a kiss to the back of your neck.

Excitement finally bubbled as it got to your turn and the first sting of the tattoo needle piercing you. It was a small tattoo but to see it on your skin for good felt slightly overwhelming, especially knowing you shared it with both Ashton and Kaykay.

Kaykay had wandered to the jewellery case and you could see her eyeing up the variety of gems before she glanced over to you.

“Another piercing?” You quietly asked and she shrugged as she wandered back over to where you were sitting.

“Maybe. Not today.” She murmured in return before retaking her seat. Your hand reached out, fingers running through her hair before your palm curved against her face, and she nestled into your touch, a smile appearing on her lips.

You had a soft look on your face, studying the way she seemed to melt against you.

You hadn’t realised that Ashton had taken a photo or that the tattoo was done, until Tay finished and began to clean it, drawing your attention from your girlfriend to the artist.

Kaykay was quick to take a hold of your hand in hers as your attention refocused.

“So, same as the other two. Unwrap when you get home, clean it in warm soapy water and put tattoo cream on it. If you need any help or touch ups, give me a call, otherwise you’re all good to go.” You grinned at this information.

Ashton paid whilst you were getting your jacket back on and once you were out in the bright sunshine, you shared a look with the two of them before sighing.

“Fine.” Was all you muttered and Ashton laughed as he led the two of you to the cafe you’d spotted when you first arrived.

“You love my coffee addiction.” He teased as he stepped in and you rolled your eyes.

“I love you. Not your ridiculous addiction to cold bean juice.” You fired back making Kaykay giggle as he placed his order. Kaykay placed hers but you declined making him roll his eyes.

You maturely stuck your tongue out in return.

By the time the three of you returned home, you were ready to get the wrap off from your wrist and you couldn’t help but feel amazed that one small drawing that you’d done on almost a whim was now not only inked on your skin for good but on theirs too.

“Is this your way of saying that you really want to make this work? Otherwise you two got inked for no reason.” You couldn’t have hidden your hesitancy, your fear, if you’d tried.

Kaykay rolled her eyes as she took your hand once more and pulled you through to the kitchen. She hoisted herself up onto the counter next to the sink and you found yourself nestled between her legs as she washed the tattoo in the sink. Ashton stood to the other side, letting her do the honours.

“We made us work. Despite what everyone said to start with, we worked and we made it work. And at this point, the only thing really is a ring, but I know you’re not there yet. And we’re not going to push you to be there so soon. But I want you to know that this is it for us. We love you and we love how you fit so well.”

You could feel your heart beating rapidly as you finally took Kaykay’s hand and began to wash hers, your mind mulling over his words.

It was a lot to take in, a lot to consider. But it brought a warmth to your chest that you hadn’t expected and certainly welcomed.

“I wouldn’t say no.” You finally murmured and glanced up. Both of them froze.

“What?” Her voice was soft, confused. You smiled as you patted the tattoo dry.

“I wouldn’t say no. If you asked. But I’m not ready to wear the piece that will tell everyone else. I want to just be us. But I want you to know that if you asked, I wouldn’t say no. Just, no jewellery for now.” Her arms wound around you once you let go of her hand and you smiled, holding her tightly.

“Always catching us off guard.” She finally murmured and you giggled, breaking Ashton from his trance.

“Gotta keep you both on your toes somehow.” Ashton could only grin in response as he leaned over, his lips meeting yours briefly.

“Never with us, sweetheart. Always gonna love you, whether you catch us off guard or not.”

Once your wrists were dried and the cream was applied, you glanced between the two of them before hopping off the counter, your fingers taking ahold of their untattooed wrists and tugging them through the house.

“Something you want, angel?” Kaykay’s tone was amused, making you glance back to see the smile on her lips. You stuck your tongue out at her in return.

“My sleep got disturbed this morning. It’s naptime. No arguments.” Ashton laughed at the almost petulant tone of your voice.

“Bedroom or living room?”

“Bedroom.” The ‘duh’ was left unsaid, but Ashton’s snort told you he’d heard it without you having to say it.

“It’s a good job we don’t have any visitors today then.” His tone was amused and you grinned as you pushed him onto the bed first, his raised eyebrow making you tilt your head to the side in an almost curious like manner, a pout on your lips.

“Ooo, we’ve got the pout. How can you resist those lips? And that face?” Kaykay teased as she slipped from your grip, only to let her arms wrap around your waist from the side. She planted a kiss to the corner of your lips and you found them curving up involuntarily.

Ashton laughed before shuffling back, opening his arms to you and you turned your head, giving Kaykay a swift kiss before pulling from her grip and crawling into Ashton’s arms, letting your head rest on his shoulder as the two of you settled back.

Once you were comfortable, Kaykay slipped in behind you, her face nuzzling into your hair, her arms wrapping around you and her fingers slipped into yours.

“It’s nice when we get to do things like this. No meetings, no shifts, no shoots. I enjoy our days out, but this is much nicer to do when we don’t get matching days off for a while.” Kaykay murmured and you hummed softly.

“You just like being the big spoon, Peachy.” You teased and Ashton huffed a laugh as Kaykay let off a petulant huff at your words, shifting her head so that her lips were by your ear, the ticklish sensation making you giggle.

“I get to hold you, of course I do. It’s not often our man lets me be the big spoon.” Her words were taunting, making you giggle as Ashton groaned.

“You two are going to be the death of me.” He muttered as you clung to him a little bit tighter, tilting your head to press a kiss to his jaw.

“Absolutely. And you love us for it.” You murmured in return and Kaykay laughed as the three of you settled a little more and you felt content enough to just lay there between the two of them.

Even if you weren’t going to nap, you were in your favourite place with your favourite people. And as your mind replayed over their earlier words, you felt the fluttering of hope that they meant what they said, because it certainly gave you a future to look forward to.

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irwinkitten · 5 years ago

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party pieces | poly!kayshton

notes: oh look my fingers slipped. don’t like, don’t read. i have possibly two more poly!kayshton pieces to post and honestly i’m not sorry and yes this has smut lmao. warnings: smut and use of the word ‘daddy’ like seven times. (yes i counted) word count: 3.1k oops we all know i have no self control with this ship lmao

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Your stomach was twisting with unease as the motorway gave way to familiar signs of your hometown. You hadn’t been sure about going to this event only after your parents pleading did you relent, but only with the reassurance that your partners would be welcomed.

The sick feeling didn’t dissipate as Ashton pulled off from the motorway, the roads becoming familiar and your fingers digging into your palm. For once the small rented car had its uses, Kaykay leaned forwards and took your hand in hers, allowing you to squeeze without inflicting any damage to your skin.

“Everything alright Angel?” Her voice carried easily over the low volume of music. Her question caused Ashton to glance to the side and frown.

You’d never gotten like this before.

“I’ll be fine. It’s just-memories.” You muttered. They didn’t press you as you fell silent.

When Ashton pulled up the hotel that was next door to the venue, you stayed in your seat for a few moments longer as he killed the engine, the strong winds whipping around the car.

“You don’t have to do this to prove something, little one.” His voice was reassuring but you shook your head.

“They need to see it to understand. But also there are some people who I’ve genuinely missed. I grew up with them in my life, they taught me a lot of things.” You admitted and he leaned over, pressing a soft kiss to your lips.

“If you need to ditch, just let us know, okay? C’mon, let’s go check in.” The weather was particularly brutal as the wind continued, but the rain held off.

“Didn’t realise that the river had risen so fast?” Kaykay commented as her arm latched onto your free one, overnight bags over your shoulders. You’d commented and questioned why Ashton had a suitcase, but he simply grinned and tapped his nose so you let it go.

“It’s storm season, so it’s almost always gonna rain. Every year the river floods but this year got really bad. The worst in like, two hundred years or something.” You commented as you made your way into the hotel arm firmly linked with hers.

You glanced to the right where the area opened out into the bar and you caught sight of one of the group you were here for and her partner. He spotted you first and nudged her, catching her attention.

You could feel your stomach turn uneasy as she glanced over and got up, a wide grin on her face as she made her way over.

“You made it!” Her grin widened as you slowly pulled from Kaykay’s grip and wrapped in a hug.

“Wouldn’t have missed it for the world Naomi.” You murmured and she squeezed you gently.

“And I see you brought... friends?” Her tone was questioning and you smiled in understanding.

“They’re my partners. Naomi, meet Kaykay and Ashton.. Ash, Peach, meet Naomi.” She pulled away to shake hands with both of them.

“It’s nice to finally meet you both. I’ve heard stuff from your mum, but I didn’t want to just assume till you’d said something.” Naomi explained and you felt relaxed. You watched as her partner made his way over and greeted him with ease.

“Hi Rob.” You murmured and he returned your hug before you introduced him to Ashton and Kaykay.

“So are you three going to join us in the bar before we head over?” You glanced at Ashton who was checking the time. Somehow he’d managed to get an early check-in on the room and so it was barely hitting midday.

“Maybe a little bit later? The journey wasn’t good on my nerves with coming back here.” You admitted and she nodded in understanding.

“Your mum said it might be like that. If you guys decide to head down before we head out, we’ll be in the bar till about seven. Doors don’t open till half seven and the band starts at quarter past eight.” You nodded in thanks to Naomi before hugging her again and the three of you made your way to the lift.

Your room was on the top floor, your body tense and a slow breath escaped you as the lift doors shut and it started to go up.

“You okay little one?” Ashton’s concern made you smile and you nodded.

“M’fine daddy. It’s just a lot.” Kaykay had kept silent, her hand in yours reassuring and strong grounding.

When you stepped into the room, you felt a smile spread on your lips as you childishly leapt onto the bed, the three of you laughing as Ashton moved to shut the curtains as the door fell shut and switched the light on. Kaykay was quick to clamber on top of you, her hands taking hold of yours, pinning them to just above your head.

“Gonna be a good girl for us, angel?” The words were smooth and sultry. Keeping your lips closed, unsure of the rules, you nodded your head. Ashton smirked as he opened up the case and you had to stop yourself from gasping.

He’d brought along a collection of items and you felt yourself falling further from the nerves.

“I want you to use your words, little one. Be a good girl for daddy.”

“Yes daddy.” You complied instantly, and Kaykay beamed at you as her lips met yours.

“No marks, at least, no visible marks.” Ashton warned as her lips left yours and began to trail down your neck.

“Let’s get you stripped, angel.” Kaykay breathed against your skin, pulling you up. You didn’t fight her as she helped you discard your top and bra. Her lips slowly worked down your skin and Ashton seemed content to watch as her lips found your nipple, her tongue and lips paying attention to it before she gently pulled at it with her teeth.

You held back the moan, your chest arching up, desperate for more stimulation. She obliged on the other side as her hand slowly worked your pants open and then continued her trail down your body.

Lifting your hips, she pulled them down before standing up, stripping her own clothes off. Keeping your hands above you, despite the aching need that was building to do something, you pouted as Ashton joined behind her, his own clothes gone and his cock already dripping with the pre-cum.

“How do you want it little one? We can’t go too far since we have to go out tonight. But I want you to relax.” Ashton’s question brought you up short and you hesitated.

“Use me?” The words, although as a question, brought a smirk to Ashton’s lips and the almost evil like grin on Kaykay’s lips had you feeling hesitant for just a second.

“Stay there. Be a good little toy for us and you’ll get a reward later.” This had you almost freezing in place and you watched as Ashton collected a few items. On closer inspection, you saw the buckle cuffs and bar in one hand and he passed off the custom vibe to Kaykay who worked to get the harness on, a soft moan escaping as it pushed into her as well.

You remained silent as he cuffed you, wondering if he was going to hook them to the bed, but he didn’t as he settled the spreader bar, keeping your legs apart before settling to the side of the bed.

“Peachy is gonna use you first. You don’t have to ask to cum, not tonight because you’re going to stay silent. Peachy is gonna use you all she likes before it’s daddy’s turn.” You could feel your heartbeat accelerate as his hand trailed over your breasts before he pulled away and nodded to Peachy.

“You wanna suck my cock princess?” You loved this side of her and you nodded, remembering to keep silent as she pulled you up by the cuffs so you were sat up. She wasted no time in standing on the bed, positioning herself to that the vibe was on the tips of your lips and she pushed it in.

Despite the taste of some type of plastic, you moved your head, knowing that it was pushing the other side in her, the noises she made confirming that she was getting close. You didn’t let up and before you could finish her, she grasped your hair, pulling your head back.

“You’re a determined little thing.” She gave your shoulder a shove and you went easily onto your back. She wasted no time in pushing the strap on in, and you nearly moaned before you caught Ashton watching, his hand languidly stroking his cock.

And you stopped the noise in its tracks, taking in sharp but heavy breaths as she really worked you with the vibe, switching the vibrations to a higher setting.

Your first orgasm washed over you in silence and you tried to close your legs, but the bar prevented that. And then your second hit you.

“You like that when I fuck you like daddy does? Are you gonna tell me how much you like it?” You hesitated, knowing she was trying to goad you into speaking, but you kept silent. You wanted to be good and she smiled.

“Oh you are such a good little fuck toy for us.” She continued using you like that before her own orgasm washed over her and yours just tipped over the edge, body trembling as she glanced to Ash.

“Wanna fuck her face daddy? Wouldn’t she look so pretty between both of us.” Ashton’s responding chuckle as you trying to calm your heart rate down as he pulled you to the edge of the bed, your head dangling over whilst Kaykay continued to slowly fuck you, her thrusts calculating. The payoff showed when she found the angle that hit your spot and your lips parted in a silent moan, which Ashton took advantage of, sliding his cock between your lips.

Tears gathered in your eyes as his cock hit the back of your throat and his hand wrapped around, feeling himself in your throat.

“Wanna feel, Peachy?” A dainty set of hands joined his and she moaned as he moved.

“Daddy that’s hot.”

He laughed as another orgasm washed over you and you knew you were close to falling completely. Kaykay found another orgasm from both her and you before she pulled away, Ashton pulling out at the same time.

“Get on your knees.” You didn’t hesitate feeling his hand grip your shoulder as he knelt on the bed behind you. Kaykay has taken Ashton’s spot on the chair and was watching you two, fucking herself with the vibrator.

He unclipped the cuffs so they separated, but you had no chance to move your hands for stability as he pulled them behind you and clipped them together once more.

He then grasped the chain, giving a test pull. You didn’t protest as he pushed in from behind, bending you over but holding you in place by the cuffs.

Your eyes were rolling in the back of your head as he hit the spot every time, unable to think as your orgasms hit you one after another before his hips held still and you felt his cum inside of you.

You felt dazed as your shoulders moved and he pulled from you but you couldn’t quite hear either of them, the ringing in your head loud as your face pressed into the comfy sheets. You could feel their touches but not hear them.

It was disorientating when one moment you were on the verge of passing out to being helped into the large tub that easily held the three of you.

Their touches were grounding and Ashton cradled you against him as you slowly came down.

“Hi.” The word was raspy and unsure but you felt Kaykay press a kiss to your shoulder.

“You went for a while little one. Why didn’t you tell us you needed this?” He was careful to keep his tone neutral and you shrugged.

“Thought I was doing okay. Didn’t really know how overwhelmed I was getting myself.” Your whisper made him sigh as he pulled you close, Kaykay settling next to you.

You surprised them both as you slid into her lap, arms around her as you hid your face in her neck. Almost every time you cling to Ashton when you got this far but you wanted Kaykay too.

“Don’t let me go.” You whispered sadly and her grip on you got tighter.

“Never. C’mon, let us help you out and we can get you dried up and catch a nap since we still have a good five hours before we need to be at the party.” Her words easily coaxed you back into Ashton’s arms to help you get out of the tub but she was quick to take you back once she was out.

You didn’t fight them as they pulled on some comfy clothes and you lay on the bed, wrapped around Kaykay with Ashton pressed behind you.

“I’ve got you sweetheart, rest up.” She whispered and you slipped into an easy slumber, snuggling down into her.

When you were next aware, you could hear Ashton’s and Kaykay’s voices over you.

“I wish she’d said something sooner.” Ashton’s seemed sad, disheartened.

“I think this trip has put her under more pressure than she realised.” Kaykay’s tone was gentle and understanding.

“Maybe we drive further north for the next couple of days after tonight. I know she took the week off. Release a bit of that pressure.” Kaykay hummed in agreement.

“Do we have to wake her Ash? She looks so peaceful for the first time in weeks.” The words were gentle and you felt your stomach clench. So they had noticed.

“We need to wake her up.” You felt fingers trace your skin and you sighed upon feeling Ashton’s lips against your shoulder.

“Come on little one. Time to wake up.” You nestled yourself closer to Kaykay, unwilling to move an inch, a muffled ‘no’ escaping you which made her giggle.

“We gotta get ready. Please angel?” Her words were gentle and coaxing and you whined in return.

“Don’t want to.” The words were so quiet and Kaykay held you close as you nestled against her, unwilling to let go. You were safe.

“Baby, we need to show up at least.” Her voice was pleading this time and you could feel your resistance crumble. “Please angel, Ash will be there with us and you know he won’t tolerate any kind of shitty behaviour towards you.” You finally peeled your face away from her neck, peering at Ashton.

“Promise?”

His heart broke.

“I promise little one. You wanna let Peach go so she can get up now?” He opened his arms out to you and you shifted, letting your girlfriend go before snuggling into his embrace.

“M’scared Ash.” The fact you used his name told him how bad your fear was. He pressed a kiss to your forehead.

“I’ll be with you and so will Peachy. I promise. Now, will you get dressed for me, little one?” And you only hesitated for a second before peeling away and kissing him gently before getting up and heading into the bathroom where Kaykay was patiently waiting for you.

When you were ready, you headed downstairs to the hotel lobby where a few others were congregated. Introductions were exchanged before you set off to the venue next door, your arm firmly looked through Kaykay’s as you walked a little ahead of Ashton.

They knew that you were using them both as a shield, but neither commented on it as you made it to the venue and more greetings went around.

“So is this your boyfriend?” Was the first thing you heard from one of your mums old friends. You smiled.

“Yeah, this is Ashton. Ash this is Terry, a friend of my mum’s.” They shook hands before Terrys eyes turned to Kaykay.

“And who’s this lovely lady?” You sucked in a deep breath but Kaykay got there first, shooting him a kind smile.

“I’m their girlfriend.” Terry froze as he worked it out before his lips broke out into a genuine smile and pulled you in for a hug.

“Glad to see you happy sweet pea.” He shook Kaykay’s hand too before excusing himself and your knees went weak with relief.

“How do I announce ourselves without doing this song and dance routine every time?” You muttered making Ashton laugh before he pressed a soft kiss to your lips.

“I’m not going to mention my suggestion because we need you semi coherent.” And you flashed a grin at him as another set of friends descended upon the three of you.

Those that you’d grown up with in your life barely blinked at the three of you, welcoming both of them into the madness that was your extended family.

But then there were the few family members who outright ignored you, sending scowling looks in your direction. You expected it but it didn’t make it hurt any less.

“Shall we find our spots at the table? Terry mentioned something about childhood stories.” Ashton’s grin was predatory but you knew what he was doing, so you played along.

“Everything they say is a lie.” You muttered making them both laugh as they guided you through the tables. The three of you got a few funny looks, but otherwise people didn’t comment.

Ashton disappeared to get the three of you some drinks and you were semi relieved that with a glass in your hand, you were less likely to hit someone but with a glance to Ashton, he nodded his head at your unspoken question.

It wasn’t often that you got drunk when you went out, more often than not ending the night being pressed between two bodies doing down from the subspace, but tonight was different. Tonight they’d already taken care of you and now you were letting yourself go for the night.

It felt nice as you sat with old family friends and eventually when the band got up to play, Kaykay was quick to pull you up to the dance floor, the upbeat tempo helping you relax as she kept herself daringly close, but nothing too explicit that sharp eyes would catch.

But seeing Ashton watch you, his gaze never wavering from you both, you knew that you wanted to give him something in return.

But you could be patient for him. For both of them.

For now, you enjoyed dancing and singing, laughing as Ashton joined and did the ridiculous dance moves.

A small part of your mind whispered that this was certainly the best idea as you relaxed with them and danced with no care.

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alpha’s and omega | poly!kayshton

notes: i really am not sorry for this one at all. @sexgodashton has her wonderful A/B/O!sos going on and she got an ask about what the poly!kayshton dynamic would be. Combined with what she replied to the anon with vs what i sent her in a text because both of us are absolute trash for this ship, with her permission, i took the idea and literally two hours and 3k later this exists. enjoy. again, don’t like it? don’t read it. warnings: smut word count: 3k lets all accept that i’m never gonna be able to write something small for this ship.

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The first meeting is always the most important. It’s the one that they denied each other because they both presented as Alphas.

When they found that spark, it was undeniable.

At first they’d hidden, inside of the backlash they would receive. Fans had thought nothing of Kaykay spending time with Ashton, the belief that two Alphas mating being impossible.

They’d slipped up one night, both of their ruts possessive and dominating, the carnal instinct to mark one another overwhelming everything else.

At that point, they were in love and didn’t care. They had each other despite how rare it was. It was their little bubble.

And then the floodgates opened when they’d announced their mating to the world, fans and friends alike scathing in their comments and harsh words.

“Another alpha? Could she be any more selfish?”

“Did it have to be her? Anyone else would be better.”

“Isn’t there supposed to be a submission to one of them? How would that work? They can’t be together.”

When Ashton had returned home to find his beautiful, bold and stubborn mate curled up in tears, he felt his hatred towards the world for their judgement. With each tear he wiped off her face, he felt his anger at their words. With every sob that he soothes with gentle tones, he wanted to fight back.

But Kaykay wouldn’t let him. She knew how fighting back could damage much more than their reputations. It would hurt his career.

“We’ve done enough damage as it is. Don’t make this worse, please.” Her pleading tone and big eyes had him caving in seconds. He could never deny her.

“We’ll get through it.”

But having to hide from their friends, despite their obvious marks, they were unhappy. They loved each other, no one could deny that. But there was no joy anymore since her tears.

Days out turned into secret getaways, weeks off turned into becoming reclusive so they didn’t face the backlash of any media.

There were small mercies of understanding with his band and their families. At least, their immediate families. They knew the urge to claim, to mark was overpowering. And they had a safe space from the harsh words and dirty looks.

But it was exhausting.

—

It’d been an easy day for you, trying to get things finished up so you were able to get through your heat in semi peace. You tracked the days between almost religiously and despite cutting it close this time, you’d not managed to take the time off work beforehand.

It left you scrambling to get what you needed so you wouldn’t have to face any unmated Alphas in the middle of your heat. The last thing you wanted was one of them taking full advantage of you that wasn’t in control.

So when you ran into someone, their steady hands gripping you so you didn’t hit the floor, your body reacted and you inwardly sighed.

Yet another Alpha.

But lifting your gaze, lips ready to apologise, your voice was stolen at the sight of the dark haired vixen in front of you, your eyes unable to leave her face, studying every bit of it as if she were about to disappear.

Her hands never left your arms and you couldn’t find it within yourself to push her off, partially wondering if you’d finally met your mate.

Then you spotted the mark on her neck and your heart sank. But you continued to drink her in. You knew that if she had someone good, she wouldn’t reject that mark for you.

“Sweetheart, what drove you to run full speed at the paps before disappearing?” A breathless male came into your view and your mind clicked into place what your heart was screaming at you.

Not mate. But mates. Both of them.

His own gaze held yours and you fought the urge to back down, to bare your neck to them both.

“That answer your question, love?” She breathed in return and the side of you that was begging you to submit to them both wanted to melt at her voice.

“But—how?” The words finally left your lips before a wave of questions started to get closer. The vixen holding you grimaced before turning to the dark haired male, his own features marred with a frown.

“Here isn’t the right place. Not with vultures. Reckon we could make it to the riverside?” She asked him and he glanced behind him, almost calculating before his eyes returned to you.

“Do you have a car nearby, sweetheart? I’d rather you not have to be faced with those vultures so soon after meeting you.” And you flashed them both a cheeky grin.

“It’s around the corner. C’mon.” You took the hand of the dark haired vixen and she followed you willingly, your mate following quickly behind. Your car was small and nifty, but it did the job.

You didn’t expect the soft moan from the beauty beside you as you pulled away in the car, keeping as far from the hoard that appeared around the corner as you could.

“So despite helping my mates’ getaway, I would quite like to actually know your names.” To other Alpha’s the comment would’ve been borderline rude. But their eyes lit up at your attitude.

“Kaykay.” Came from your vixen.

“Ashton.” Followed on from your dark haired third.

You couldn’t help think that they suited their names well as you gave them yours.

“Where am I heading? Because as much as instinct is telling me to hurry the fuck up, I don’t want to crash and I don’t want to get marked in my car.” A groan erupted from Ashton.

“God you’re gonna kill us both.” He whispered before pulling in a dark breath, his fingers gripping the seat in front. Kaykay’s hands were gripping her thighs tightly.

“Still doesn’t answer my question.” You fired back and a growl escaped, earning your first act of submission.

“We can head back to ours. No unmated alphas and we might actually be able to talk before anything else.” He muttered, earning a snort from you and a sigh from Kaykay.

He was careful with his directions, and you kept your hands clamped on the wheel to stop yourself from leaning back to touch him or leaning over to touch her.

It was driving you wild.

When you reached their home, for a moment, instinct settled in deference to the awe that swept through your body at their home. It was beautiful.

But despite the beauty that made you want to explore the home and gardens that surrounded it, your impatient mate had taken a firm hold of your hand, her eyes flickering to Ashton before you, and pulling you towards the house, making you laugh.

“Impatient much.” You teased her, but there was a side that was creeping up and you were almost certain that if one of them marked you in that moment, it would trigger your heat that was already so close to the surface.

“You’ll understand why. Now c’mon.” The petulant whine made you grin as you followed dutifully behind her, your senses suddenly overwhelmed with the scent that was them.

Ashton was immediately behind you, his hands and body steadying you as you stumbled back, your eyes closed as a soft moan escaped your lips.

“Soon, little mate. But we need to explain, help you understand.” His words were promising, helping you ground yourself before they guided you into the living room.

It was open and spacious, the couches large enough that it would comfortably fit ten people with space to spare. A sliver of entry rushed through you before instinct squelched it down viciously.

Kaykay was firm about having you in her lap, her hands around your waist as her nose buried itself into your neck. You tried not to react to it, but with her so close to the spot, you were fighting a losing battle until Ashton settled next to her, draping your legs over his lap.

They way you were sat would’ve been comical if it wasn’t for the fact that both of these Alpha’s wore serious expressions.

“We mated about eight months ago. At first we couldn’t understand it. Two Alpha’s being mated is almost unheard of.” Ashton started off. You nodded in understanding at his words.

“We both fell into our ruts at the same time.” Kaykay’s voice was quiet and you understood the implications of her words.

“You couldn’t fight instinct.” It wasn’t a question, but she nodded her head at the statement.

“It caused a lot of problems for the both of us. Especially with Ashton’s career. With us being so public, it’s dangerously easy for fans and the media alike to pry where they’re not wanted or needed.” Her words were scathing and your hand reached up to rest on her cheek.

“It’s no one's business but yours, well, ours now, I guess.” You watched her eyes light up at your words, Ashton’s own features lifting up into an easier smile. He carried on.

“We’ve been wondering if we were missing something. We’re mated, in love. Living life. But neither of us have been happy. It’s been such a battle to deal with the same people that insult us behind our backs.” You frowned.

“Regardless of how it started, you’re both mine.” The snapped words of possessiveness was not something you’d expected, but the thought of them hurting drove a splint into your heart, making your chest ache for them.

Your words had a profound effect on Kaykay, a moan falling from her lips as she pressed them where you knew her mark was going to be.

“Please. I can’t take this anymore.” Her plea was something you hadn’t expected and you could feel the heat pool in your belly, your arousal flooding the room.

“Please.” You finally whimpered, giving into the demand that had been driving your body and mind insane.

Her nose brushed the spot that had you tilting your head to the opposite side. Her lips mouthed the area, almost as if she were some sort of lioness, mailing her food before you felt her teeth sink into your skin and your body just sang.

“Fuck.” You whimpered and you could feel the clawing desire run rampant through your body, earning a wide eyed look from Ashton.

“Mine. Ours.” Kaykay murmured against your skin before her nose identified the change in scent.

“I was close to my heat as it was.” You whimpered out, the almost agonising feeling rushing through you. Kaykay was quick to have you straddling her, your hips rocking into her to try and find any form of relief.

And then Ashton presses in behind you.

“I need you to stand up little mate. You’ll get our knots I promise but the clothes need to come off.” His voice was husky and demanding enough that the need to obey overwhelmed your desire enough to follow his order.

Their hands were all over you as they pulled off the clothing, uncaring of the living room. You couldn’t even find yourself to care that it was in their living room. You were needy and desperate. And willing.

Ashton pressed up behind you and his hand wrapped around, fingers sliding into you with ease, making you whimper in return.

“Alpha please.” Your whine has his fingers beginning to work you, slowly adding in a third finger which had you panting for more.

You watched as Kaykay knelt up on the sofa, coaxing Ashton to step you forward, despite your jelly legs. You could see her own arousal slowly building, the thought of her knot in you pushing you closer to the first edge that you were barely hanging onto with Ashton’s fingers working you so well.

And then her fingers joined and you let out a keen whine.

“Cum little omega. Show us how good we make you feel.” Ashton’s demand caused your body to obey, a strangled noise escaping as your legs trembled through your orgasm, coating both of their hands in your cum.

Kaykay used her fingers to slide and collect your juices, her fingers wrapping around her own arousal that had your mouth watering, her fingers building herself up as you watched in awe of her.

“Isn’t it so pretty, little omega? All for you. To knot you and breed you like a bitch in heat.” His words snapped something inside of you and you pushed Kaykay’s shoulders so that she was sat back on the sofa once more.

You sank down onto her knot slowly, your mind clouding over as you felt Ashton’s tip stretching you, and you whined as he slowly moved.

The stretch made you wince, you’re breathing heavy as Kaykay held you tightly.

“It’s okay little mate. Say something if it’s too much.” But your voice couldn’t say anything. The stretch was uncomfortable with both of them, but god the feeling of both of them was driving you to insanity.

“Move. Please.” You finally gasped out. Kaykay moved first and your eyes rolled back, head resting on Ashton’s shoulder.

The desire came clawing back, and you rocked your hips slightly, indicating you were fine. It took some timing, but they found a pace that worked for all three of you.

Your mind was growing hazy as they worked you, a second orgasm washing over you with no warning, your walls tightening around them and earning a growl from both of them.

“Gonna get both our knots little omega. Both of us are breeding you. Is that what you want? To be filled with us?” Ashton’s words worked wonders as the rhythm changed again and you could tell they were both close. Kaykay came first, the knot expanding as Ashton followed seconds later, the feeling of both of them buried in you sending you through your final orgasm as Ashton’s teeth marks you on the opposite side to Kaykay’s.

It takes some deft manoeuvring on Ashton’s part to get the three of you comfortably lay on the couch, pressing together as your mind tried to wrap itself around the new bond you had with them.

“Sleep for now little omega. We’ll try and get stuff done in between keeping you satisfied.” Ashton hummed, his fingers gently tracing his mark.

Your body relaxed into their touch, satisfied in that moment that you were full of both of them and they’d claimed you so soon.

—

When your heat had passed, you felt different. It was like you’d managed to integrate yourself so easily into their daily routine.

But now that your heat was finished and you’d marked them both in return, unwilling to even let one person judge your bond with them, it felt right.

When you’d marked them both, it had been various times. You’d marked Kaykay first in return, cornering her in shower when she tried to tease you. She hadn’t minded, the result meaning that she was knotted firmly in you and you’d practically become her limpet. Ashton had laughed himself hoarse at the two of you settled on the bed, still damp from the shower. But he understood.

You’d gotten Ashton the following day, sat on the counter just talking whilst he cooked. When the food was plated up, he’d stepped between your legs to rest against you, just needing the excuse to touch you whilst the bond was still fresh.

But your heat had surged forward and the need combined with instinct had driven you to pull him closer and mark him. He hadn’t expected it and Kaykay still grins every time your fingers danced across your mark on him.

You were certainly not what they expected in their lives but you were everything they needed.

When the first rumours started to pop up, so did the nasty comments. Comments that seemed to slide off your shoulders because you knew that these comments were likely from the same people who’d brought them sadness.

It wasn’t something you tolerated and they’d witnessed you berate a journalist in the middle of the street when they’d tried to harass them for an interview.

That was when people started noticing the second marks on their necks.

Their families had already been introduced to you, the sharp wit and sass to match falling sideways when you met their immediate families. Kaykay has teased you, asking where her brass pup had gone and you’d gotten so flustered by the term of endearment that you’d spilt your drink down you.

Ashton had gotten a kick out of that.

But for both of them, they’d been worried about your reaction to the press, to the intrusion. But by the time you’d moved in with them, barely a month after mating, it didn’t bother you.

It was when Ashton found himself laughing more as you fooled around on the floor with Kaykay, that it truly struck him that you were their missing piece those first eight months.

The both of them smiled more, and he was never as tense. Touring was still difficult, but it didn’t feel like a weight on his chest that was demanding him back home.

His arms opened to catch you as you launched at him, grinning at your pout.

“I really thought I’d catch you off guard then.” Your grumble made him grin as his lips pressed against yours gently.

“I think I can confidently say that when it comes to you two, that is never gonna happen again.” And at the combined laughter from the two of you, peace settled in his body.

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soft words | poly!kayshton

notes: are you surprised? no so shut up. i’ve got so many ideas and i’m soft soft soft. don’t like it, don’t read it. warnings: depression word count: 2.3k

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It was easier to just check your phone, ignoring the texts from various friends and family members, falling back asleep once your alarms had been turned off.

The next time you woke up, it was to pee. Your phone told you it was midday but the exhaustion was like a heavy blanket, unwilling to release you, despite leaving the cosiness of the bed to relieve your bladder. When you’d crawled back under the covers, sleep claimed you once more.

When you next woke, it was disorientating.

Darkness had fallen and you weren’t entirely sure what woke you up. Then you felt the ache in your body and summarized that this was what had pulled you from the land of dreams.

Glancing at your phone, the numbers read nine pm and you had several missed calls from both Ashton and Kaykay and your stomach sank. Before they’d flown out for the promo, you had promised that you would keep them updated, let them know when you were struggling.

But it had been easier to ignore and brush off. You still hadn’t told them you’d been signed off work earlier that week, but you couldn’t bring yourself to say the words.

Another text came through from the little group chat you had with them both and it surprised you.

‘If you’re awake angel, Ashton’s got you a ticket to fly out. Don’t worry about work. Flight is tomorrow. Just let us know you’ve seen the message and that you’re okay angel’

You couldn’t bring yourself to type anything, and simply reacted to the message with a little heart.

‘See you soon, little one.’ Came through from Ashton and you felt the first bloom of warmth, a feeling that had been avoiding you like the plague.

It had barely been twelve hours since that text and you were sitting on the plane. You knew that you looked worse for wear, judging by the air hostess’ facial expression when she checked your ticket which confirmed that you were indeed in first class.

When Ashton had forwarded the information, part of you wondered how he had gotten your passport details before remembering that the three of you had swapped that information long ago if there was a whim to escape from the city and just get out of the country. The only stipulation was that the others would be forewarned of the trip.

When the plane landed, you had tugged the hoodie tighter around your body. It was one of Ashton’s old ones, paired with a jean jacket that Kaykay had purchased for you a few christmases ago. Your eyes sought out the various faces before clocking the sign with your last name.

Foolishly you’d thought they’d be here, but you knew that would’ve caused a feeding frenzy with the press and Ashton was deliberately being discreet about your arrival to Europe to be with him and Kaykay.

So heading up to the person who held your name, they gave you a small smile as you greeted them and they helped you with your luggage to the awaiting car.

You were fighting the heavy blanket of lethargy that swept over you once more, determined to remind yourself that you were about to see two of the few important people in your life. That you would be safe from judgement with them.

Your mind had hissed at you how they were away together, to get away from you, to establish the relationship as theirs and you were merely a bit on the side. It took everything in you to not ask the driver to turn back around so you could get the next flight back home.

Because home wasn’t LA. Home was them.

Unsurprisingly, when the car pulled into a hotel’s underground parking, you thanked the driver who helped you get your luggage into the elevator before checking your phone.

‘Room 508 angel, 5th floor.’

Hitting the circular 5, you leaned against the mirrored wall, unwilling to look at the state you were in. You’d tried, but your memory failed to recall when you had last showered, that wasn’t just a quick body scrub to ward off any body odour. The circles under your eyes had begun to look like bruises and you weren’t unaware how you looked like the living dead.

Stepping off the elevator once the small ding had alerted you that you were on the floor you needed, you glanced to see an arrow pointing to the direction you needed. Mercifully the room you needed was scarce. Only ten on the side that it was pointing, the rest going in the opposite direction.

By the time you reached 508, you felt drained once more. Every part of you was fighting to stay awake, knowing how close you were.

Knocking the door three times, you heard scrambling and the door was pulled open fast, frightening you for a second before a set of arms wrapped around you and you could only melt against Kaykay as your arms finally moved, wrapping around her as you closed your eyes tightly, taking in a deep breath.

Nothing ever did their touch or smell justice. Your memory could never compare it to the actual thing and you were unwilling to let go or pull away, not realising how much tension had been held in your body, how much you didn’t want to allow that tension back in.

Finally opening your eyes, Ashton stood there, his face both concerned and soft as he watched you both. When your eyes met, the smile that lit up his face made the guilt bubble in your gut. How could you have ever thought that they didn’t want you? That they wouldn’t be there for you?

“C’mon Peachy, share.”

“No. Mine.” The muffled word was quiet, but it gripped your heart, squeezing it tightly until a tear rolled down your cheek at the possessive tone she had held.

“Let’s get in at least, Peach.” It was another muffled protest before she finally pulled her head away, her lips finding yours instantly. You pulled away before she could push it, earning a pout. Ashton snorted.

“Peachy.” The warning in his voice was clear and she sighed dramatically before finally let you go, but before you could at least grab her hand, unwilling to lose the human contact, She’d grabbed your case and bag.

“At least I got the first kiss.” Her tone was smug, earning a slap to her backside, her laughter following after her as you stepped in, Ashton letting the door shut after you.

Being enveloped within Ashton’s arms was a different story. It felt like home. They both felt like home in different ways. Ashton was calm and collected, the person of reason in moments of panic and stress. Kaykay was a whirlwind that swept you up but held you close, unwilling to let go unless absolutely needed. She was the driving force, the one that seemed to pull out the needier side from you, the side that relied on her firm attitude that often got the two of you into trouble, but allowed you to break from the stringent rules you found yourself following.

“All ours.” Ashton’s whispered word caused the twisting sensation in your heart and you could feel yourself shake from the emotions that threatened to overwhelm you.

He didn’t move as he held you, allowing you to break in his arms in the tiny hallway of the hotel room. You felt the second body behind you, Kaykay’s head resting on your back as she wrapped her arms around your waist, her fingers grasping the soft material of the hoodie as you cried.

You weren’t too sure why you were crying, the overwhelming depression, or the fact that they were yours and you were theirs. Perhaps it was the one thing that tipped the iceberg, but once you started crying, you couldn’t stop, you couldn’t breathe.

That was when Ashton finally pulled back, Kaykay’s hands moving from your waist to your back, her hands rubbing soothing circles as you heaved for air, desperately trying to keep from the full blown panic attack that was slowly constricting your chest, making it difficult to keep your breathing steady.

Ashton’s hands cupped your face, thumbs carefully brushing the tears that he could reach.

“Follow my breathing little one. Inhale. Exhale. That’s it. Inhale. Exhale.” You followed his words easily. The hands on your back helping you ground yourself so you didn’t completely tip over the edge.

When Ashton was satisfied that you were breathing steadily, your hands trembling slightly as you pulled yourself back, he kissed your forehead before his lips found yours and you melted against him.

“We’ve got you little one, I promise.” And you knew that they did. They were those moments that held you together, giving you the reprieve you sometimes needed.

Kaykay’s hands worked the jacket off and Ashton tugged the hoodie over your head. Part of you wanted to shy away, but Ashton was having none of that as Kaykay let her hands rest on your shoulders.

“C’mon. Shower. I promise no funny business, we just want to look after you angel.” And normally you’d have shot her a skeptical look, but the tone of her voice convinced you easily, allowing you to not fight her as she pushed you towards the bathroom.

“You might think you’re good at hiding it angel, but both of us saw you were falling. It’s been a long time since it got this bad, huh?” You couldn’t answer at first, the relief filling you. There was no judgement or scolding. There was no reprimand for not talking to them.

“I don’t even know what set me off. But I just, I couldn’t function. I felt like the world was caving in.” You admitted quietly facing the spray of water as it washed through your hair. Kaykay’s face wore a look of heartbreak as she ran her fingers through your hair, lathering the shampoo through it slowly, her fingers working into your skull and you could feel your knees go weak.

“You’re here now. Ash spoke with the execs and they aren't gonna try and send you home this time.” Her words were gentle and you could feel your heart feel heavy.

“But work-”

“Can fuck off. They haven’t helped you one bit. Did they check in with you after you handed in your sign off note?” And shame washed through you.

“No.”

“There is no shame in needing to do what’s right for you angel. We were going to let you tell us in your own time, but since you brought up the subject of work...” She trailed off as the shampoo was rinsed and she worked the conditioner into your hair.

“I didn’t know how to tell you. I didn’t want you both to think I would freeload or do it for attention.” You finally whispered.

“Oh angel.” Kaykay sighed as she tapped your shoulder to get you to turn around. You did so, keeping your hair from the direct spray as she pressed a kiss to your lips.

“I’m sorry.” You whispered against her lips, your arms holding her gently, she shook her head, another kiss on your lips stopping any further apologies.

“Never with us, angel. We all struggle and we know how it feels. You’d never get that from us.” The reassurance did little to ease the butterflies in your tummy, but you nodded anyway, to show that you understood what she meant.

“Let’s clean you up angel. I know Ash wants to snuggle tonight since we have a few days off.” At this, you allowed her to work the body wash into your skin, feeling relieved that she didn’t push you.

Then you felt slightly guilty, but she slapped your thigh gently.

“None of that. Even I know better than to push you when you clearly don’t want to.” You could feel your blush, unable to look at her.

“Sorry Peachy.” The words were whispered, but she wrapped herself around you once more, the reassurance that she wasn’t mad, helped you relax into her touch before she washed out the conditioner and shut off the water.

Two of Ashton’s shirts and some underwear lay on the toilet seat, and you glanced at Kaykay who shrugged.

“I didn’t hear him come in, but I forgot to bring them.” She admitted sheepishly and you felt yourself smile.

“He’s always good to us.” You murmured and she returned the gentle smile with one of her own as she helped you get dried and dressed. Normally you would’ve protested, but you knew that their way of reassurance was to look after you, and after the last few weeks, this was what you needed. Their touches.

When you left the bathroom, Ashton was already settled into bed. You crawled into your spot in the middle, allowing him to wrap himself around you, pulling you against him. Kaykay wasn’t far behind, pressing herself against you and the heavy weight of them both added to the relief that you were home with them, regardless of being in a hotel room.

“Ready to talk now, little one?” And as you spoke, the ease seemed to help you get everything off your chest, your words heavy but your mind becoming lighter with each burden shared.

And there was no judgement for the choices you made. They listened to you, and even though you rushed to explain yourself, they did not demand it of you. That was when you relaxed entirely and finally everything caught up once more, the heaviness returning but feeling like a welcomed blanket as Ashton kissed you softly.

“Let's get you recharged for a bit. Take the time you need too recover and get yourself back to where you need to be. We’ll be with you every step of the way.” His words had the desired effect of releasing the last bit of tension and you finally felt okay to truly fall asleep without your worries plaguing you.

“Love you both.” You finally whispered. Kaykay pressed a kiss to your shoulder as Ashton kissed your forehead once more.

“Love you more.”

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step forward | poly!kayshton

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The relationship between the three of you had certainly rocked the boat with people, a lot of people still scathing over the fact that Ashton and Kaykay were mated too.

But the way they bore your mark with pride, quietened a lot of the noise, especially when Ashton finally admitted in a documentary how difficult the comments had made his relationship with Kaykay to begin with.

“What people don’t realise is that we toed the line for months. Instinct was telling us we're mates but our minds refused to accept it. We knew there was no way two Alpha’s could be mates.” Luke has been sat beside him, nudging his leg against Ashton’s.

“It was difficult to watch them both struggle once they’d marked each other and the world ripped them to shreds.” Luke added when Ashton remained silent. “Their love was a beautiful thing to witness but they couldn’t show any affection unless it was behind closed doors. We dropped a lot of so-called friends who reacted badly and continued to do so.”

Ashton snorted and blew out a breath of air.

“We were so unhappy and it hurt because there was nothing we could do. I’m almost certain that had our omega not come into our lives when they did, we’d have fallen apart. And losing something like that changes you.” Ashton grimaced before his attention refocused on the interviewer they’d gotten for the documentary.

Their eyes were wide with shock at the admission.

When Ashton had gotten home that day, you’d been at work, and he needed to reassure himself. So he’d knotted Kaykay holding her tightly. And when you’d gotten home, smelling of the unmated Alphas who traipsed through your store, his emotions had driven instinct to claim you again, Kaykay doing the same.

You were precious to both of them and the documentary had highlighted it to the world that it was all of you together. No one could take that away.

As time went on, people slowed down on their remarks and it was easier to go out in public. Despite being an omega, you could hold your own and never held back when people made comments.

You were possessive and they loved it.

It was when your heat had passed and something Ashton had said during the previous one when you’d clawed desperately for them, despite triggering your orgasm, it had sat on your mind.

“Can we talk?”

He’d been sat in his office, eyed focusing on some of his work, but you offered the distraction that he was craving. Kaykay had been out doing errands and you’d been pottering about the house. It was a day off for you before you were in work for the next week to compensate for the days you’d be missing during your next heat.

“Of course. What’s up sweetheart?” His haze finally broke from the screen, spinning in the chair to face you.

Your teeth pressed against your bottom lip as you sat on the futon style sofa that sat within his office, Ashton pulling his office chair closer to you.

“Do you really want to breed me or was that just your rut talking?” You finally got out and Ashton froze.

Your face grew hot as you looked down at your lap, your mind struggling to accept that maybe he would want this as well, but his silence was deafening.

After a few more minutes of silence, your nerve turned into sadness and you fought back the tears that were threatening to spill onto your cheeks.

“It stupid. Forget that I asked.” Your voice broke mid sentence and it seemed to break your Alpha from his silence as you stood up.

“Sit down, little omega.” Your knees buckled under the order, a fleeting moment of panic hitting you that he would use the alpha order to break your heart this way.

“Look at me.” You obeyed. Watery eyes met concerned haze and his face fell as he moved off the chair to kneel in front of you. “Don’t cry my sweet omega, you just caught me off guard.” This time it wasn’t an order but your body begged you to fight the tears so the sad look on his face would disappear.

“Alpha.” You got out and his heart broke that you would feel so upset that you couldn’t use his own name.

“Sweetheart, do you realise how long I’ve wanted to see you pregnant with our pups? God, do you realise how often our mate complains that she wants to breed you when you’re in heat?”

“But that’s the rut talking is it not?” You demanded, the first tear falling. He sighed.

“Sometimes, yes. But this is something we want too, sweetheart. Even when you’re not in heat, I dream of nights where your belly is swelled with our child, and it drives me to distraction.” His admittance soothed your worst fears as you both heard the front door slam shut.

“Kaykay, come up to the office love.” Whether he meant it or not, you could see there wasn’t much room to deny that order. And soon enough Kaykay was standing at the door smirking. But then her face fell at your tears, anger flashing across her features.

“What happened?” Her haze had moved to Ashton and so the order in her tone didn’t hit you completely.

“A misunderstanding when our little omega caught me off guard. They want to know if we really want pups with them or if it’s our ruts talking.” Ashton’s cool tone with the words had you wanting to look away, but his fingers caught your chin.

Kaykay was breathless before she stumbled over, dropping to her own knees and a part of your mind noted how the roles had reversed. Two powerful Alpha’s on their knees for you, their little omega.

“Baby, my god I want you full of us.” She breathed, her eyes meeting yours. “It’s not even the rut talking. I want children with you. I want to watch your belly grow and see you glow.” Her voice was breathless and eyes glassy.

It truly struck you, almost how desperately they wanted you. How the idea of having a family drove the three of you. A sob broke free from your lips as you fell into Ashton’s embrace, his arms catching you as Kaykay wrapped herself around you.

“We want it all, sweet omega.” His voice was firm and unrelenting and filled with so much love that part of you felt like it was going to suffocate.

You were theirs.

“Your next heat is in a couple of weeks isn’t it?” Ashton questioned carefully and you nodded.

“No morning after or blockers.” Your heart nearly stopped.

“Really?” You breathed between your sobs, stunned at his words.

“I think it’s time we worked on our family, don’t you?”

—

The lead up to your heat was one that you anticipated with excitement. But the excitement seemed to draw in those unmated Alpha’s, despite the two glaring marks that screamed you were claimed. Twice you’d called Kaykay before leaving work because an Alpha had lingered around the store when you were closing up.

The one time you called up Ashton, he sent them scattering.

They couldn’t blame you for your excitement but after your called Ashton when the unmated Alpha’s weren’t getting the message, they took you to work and picked you up from work without you having to ask.

But as your heat crept closer barely a day away, you took the day off. Your excitement had already made your scent appealing to your mates and the last thing you needed was a fight breaking out because of it.

It was the day before that you could smell it and you recognised that both of your Alpha’s were close to their ruts.

Ashton had left the house for the day to get a food shop done because he knew with their ruts syncing up with your heat, none of you were leaving the house.

Kaykay had teased about you smelling so good but she knew that you were nervous because their ruts had never synced up with your heat before now.

“Do you think it’s because we made the active decision to start a family?” Your voice was quiet as your head lay in her lap, her fingers massaging your scalp. You were jelly at the sensation.

She hummed in return, silence filling the space before finally speaking up.

“I think it’s that, but your excitement at being bred, little omega, might have a stronger part in it as well. I nearly ripped that other Alpha’s hand off your shoulder the other day. Ashton and I worked out that our ruts were most likely syncing up to your heat which was why I was so angry and possessive.” Your neck still bore the assault she had done that day, the possessive streak having taken over instinct and marked you over, filling you up as she did so.

Ashton had simply watched, knowing that she’d needed that time to settle her instinct and him encroaching would’ve started a fight that would’ve resulted in you possibly hurt.

The lethargy that hit you the following morning, didn’t concern any of you. Ashton had hustled you from bed to eat something and Kaykay had switched the sheets around.

It was the waiting game of who broke first. Your heat or their ruts.

You spent the morning napping, your Alphas going about with their day to day routine until you felt the beads of sweat break across your skin and the desire that had been sitting at a comfortable twenty shot up to one hundred.

“Alpha.” The word was moaned as you pushed the covers from your body, pulling the clothes off as your skin warmed up.

When your eyes pulled open, they were stood there, hard as anything and naked. And your fingers gripped the sheets firmly as you whined at them.

“Please. God, please do something.” Kaykay sauntered first, her knot looking delicious in your eyes but you were needy for something else.

“What do you want us to do sweet omega?” Kaykay’s words were dripping in honey and it felt like torture until her fingers trailed your skin and you pushed your body into her touch. Ashton chuckled.

“I want you to fuck me. Fuck me and knot me please.” The whine had her smirking as she settled over you, barely touching your entrance and you whined.

“I’ll tell you what we’re gonna do, little omega. Your Alphas are going to ruin you. We’re going to give you so many orgasms till you can’t think straight and then we’re going to breed you like the bitch that you are, so willing and desperate for our cocks.” You moaned in return at her words, her eyes going glassy and it seemed to be an even break as you bared her mark.

“Please. Please breed me. I want you to fill me, have your pups.” You breathed and you watched as something within Kaykay snapped and she pushed in.

“Is this what you want little bitch?” You surprised her by flipping the two of you over, her back pressed into the mattress as you began to fuck yourself on her.

“Tease later, please.” You whimpered and a soothing noise from Ashton as he pressed behind you did wonders for the clawing need that was filling you.

“You’re already close, little omega. God, your excitement has really pushed this on you.” He breathed and you whined as his fingers moved around you, adding to your build up whilst you fucked yourself on Kaykay.

The Alpha beneath you allowed this, Ashton’s words ringing a sense of truth. Your excitement in the lead up had pushed your heat practically from zero to one hundred in mere moments. And you were so close. She could feel your legs trembling and walls clamping down on her.

“Cum little omega. Cum for your Alpha’s.” Your moan at the order as you came, Ashton’s hands firmly holding your waist, keeping you moving, fucking yourself on Kaykay before his tip pressed in and stretched you.

It felt needy and primal as he set the pace for you, Kaykay fucking up into you as you moaned their names, the second orgasm washing over with no warning and you were slowly losing the capacity to say a word, any word as they kept going, giving you no reprieve.

You could feel their knots, your mind dimly registering that both of them were close, but you could barely think, another orgasm hitting you before you felt their knots expand, filling you up with their cum.

Your breathing was laboured as the heat in you seemed to die down, the sensation of feeling so filled with your Alpha’s knots and their cum settling the need to be filled down, the three of you moving so that you and Ashton were lay down.

Being pressed between your two alphas like this never got boring and the way that Kaykay peppered your face with kisses soothed you.

“Gonna breed you all week, little omega. You barely pull through to the end of our ruts, but coupled with your heat?” Her groan drew a whimper from your lips.

“Let our omega rest baby. We’ve got time since we’re not going anywhere.” Ashton’s words cut through and Kaykay pouted but she relented and you snuggled into her, eyes heavy.

“Rest little omega. We aren’t going anywhere.” She whispered and you felt light kisses on your shoulder as well as your lips as you slipped into a light sleep.

—

The week itself was overwhelming to say the least.

You were mated to two possessive Alpha’s and more often than not, you were pressed between them, barely coherent and in unmeasurable amounts of pleasure.

It took three days after your respective ruts and heat had finished before you could sleep in your bedroom again, the mixed scents of your heat with their ruts sending your head spinning.

By the time the air had cleared and you were back in your normal room, everything fell back into routine. You went back to work, Ashton continued with his music and Kaykay was off doing shoots every so often.

As the weeks started to go by slipping into months, you lost track of the days, completely forgetting the original reason of your excitement when your previous heat happened.

So when you came home to both of your Alpha’s waiting for you, confusion flooded you as you accepted Ashton’s open arms invitation, settling yourself on his lap.

“Sweet little omega,” he began, his voice soothingly sweet, “have you been tracking your heats?” A frown crossed your face as you tried to think back before it hit you.

You should’ve been in heat last week, but you weren’t.

“I haven’t. I, I was meant to be in heat last week.” There was a tremble to your voice as the realisation hit you. The only reason why your heats would stop was if you were pregnant.

“Go with Kaykay, she’s got some tests upstairs for you.” He soothed and she took your hand, pulling you up the stairs.

Your voice was lost as you followed the instruction of the package and she glanced at the tests which were face down, taking a deep breath.

“Do you want me here or do you want to come downstairs?” And you were torn. Part of you wanted them both but the other part was hesitant if they came back negative, even if you were so sure of the dates of your heats.

“Wait with Ash? Please? I need a minute.” And she smiled understandingly, pressing a soft kiss to your lips before the soft click of the bathroom door filled the empty space.

You knew you couldn’t completely freak out, your two overprotective Alpha’s wouldn’t let you be alone if you did. But your mind raced with the possible implications, the possible outcomes.

And then the timer beeped and you could feel your heart thundering.

You mildly wondered if you were going to be sick from the way your stomach was twisting, but you kept yourself together.

That was, until you turned the tests around and fell to your knees, shock colouring your face as your emotions surged up, tears falling almost immediately. The two little lines on each test, telling you that your instinct was right and you were pregnant.

“Oh my god.” The words were breathed out as you stood up on shaky legs, pulling open the door and racing across the landing, your knees weak as you rushed down the stairs.

They stood, waiting as you flung yourself into Ashton’s arms, a sob escaping from your lips as he pulled you closer to him tightly, your feet lifting off the floor.

They got the wrong message from the sob, a soothing hand rubbing circles between your shoulders before you could finally find your words

“I’m pregnant.” And when your face pulled back, the tears on your face clear, but the wide grin on your lips spoke otherwise. “We’re having a baby.” The looks of shock on their faces were priceless.

“Really?” Kaykay whispered and you nodded.

“Go check!” You urged as you wiped your tears and she was gone as Ashton set you down on your feet. His face was a picture and his hands held your hips tightly.

“You had us so worried for a second.” He breathed before a squeal interrupted. You could hear Kaykay’s footsteps thundering down the stairs before her arms had you picked up, spinning you around.

“We’re gonna be parents!” And it seemed to set the trigger for Ashton, a stunned laugh escaping as he finally wrapped his arms around you both.

“We’re gonna be parents.” He echoed and you smiled, lifting a hand to press against his cheek. He pushed his head closer to your touch, eyes closing as he let out a breath of air.

“We need to get it confirmed.” Kaykay finally broke the moment and you nodded in agreement. So it was easy work to get an appointment set for the following week and you could feel your heart beating rapidly at the thought of the small life you carried.

That week was careful for all of you, making sure that you gave nothing away. Your caution was explained to your friends that there’s been some threats this time, which wasn’t untrue, but they’d already been dealt with. But nobody questioned the three of you.

When the appointment arrived, your excitement was palpable as Ashton drove. You’d received some filthy looks from those who were waiting but they were minimal. You received kinder looks from the pregnant omegas who were with their mates, all in varying stages of pregnancy.

Part of you mused at some of the kinder looks, it was out of reminiscent memories of when they found out about their own pregnancies.

Your hands were shaking as the doctor pressed the small wand against your abdomen, and you had to remind yourself to keep breathing.

“It’s unsurprising to me, since you’re mated to two clearly strong Alpha’s. But congratulations to all of you, because you’re having twins.” You could’ve sworn your heart stopped.

When you were back out in the waiting room, Ashton booking the next appointment, you could only stare at Kaykay in awe.

“Twins.” You whispered in shock and she beamed.

“This might be a running theme if both of us breed you, little omega.” Her voice was teasing but you felt flustered at the thought of them filing you like they had.

It was any wonder you didn’t carry four babies instead of two.

“Right, next appointment is booked. Let’s go home and celebrate with some ice cream and renovation plans.” The joy in his voice made your heart melt as you pulled him in for a kiss, doing the same to Kaykay before allowing your amused Alpha’s to guide you from the building.

“Not that I’m complaining, but what was that for?” Ashton’s tone was tinged with amusement and curiosity.

“I get to share this with you both. Can I not kiss my mates because I want to?” And a soft smile settles on his lips as he pulled you in for your own, his lips searching out Kaykay’s moments later.

“Can’t wait to do this with both of you. Our sweet little omega giving us the perfect family we want.” The grin you wore for the rest of the day would have surely powered LA alone, it was that bright

It was the next step forward and you couldn’t wait.

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brat tamer | poly!kayshton

notes: surprise! did u really think i wasn’t gonna post a fic of my mans on my own birthday??? lmao i know that this aint everyone’s cup of tea, HOWEVER it’s my birthday and I’ll post what I want to. I was gonna do another idea however it’s been shelved for now because i just couldn’t get my inspo going. a lot has been going on but this has genuinely been such a joy to write for this week. prompt was picked out by @sexgodashton and obvs it’s our faves. this was written more for us than anything and i’m not sorry about that lmao prompts: “Trust me.” | “You could have warned me.” warnings: smut, use of the word daddy so if it aint your cup of tea, don’t read it. word count: 2k oops

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Your hands were clasped in front of you as you waited patiently for Ashton to get to the car. His jaw was tense and you kept your gaze on the floor, but Kaykay stood next to you, defiant and beautiful, smug and rightfully so.

She’d been winding both you and Ashton up, but you’d behaved, not feeling like playing up. Ashton has muttered how you were so docile and good for him earlier and your mind had it ringing around for the entirety of the day, unable to get it out.

You didn’t want to be his bad girl and he could see that. You’d even snapped back at Kaykay when she tried to push you. She didn’t try a second time.

The drive home was silent.

When you were in the house and the door was shut, a firm slap sounded and you tried not to jump at the noise. Kaykays whine made Ashton roll his eyes.

“You acted like a brat today, don’t think you get out of your punishment just because our little one was so well behaved. Get upstairs and if you’re not stripped when we get there, you will be in trouble.

This was news to you, but you remained still, waiting until Kaykay made her way upstairs dramatically.

“You know how you wanted to try and take charge little one?” Your breath caught.

“Daddy.” The word came out breathless as his hand cupped your face, caressing your skin gently. You leaned into the touch, watching his face soften at the small show of affection.

“I saw how annoyed you got at Peachy, little one. She managed to push your patience, so what better time? I’ll still be in charge of you, and I’ll direct if you want me to, but you’re handling her punishment today.” And you felt the anxiety disappear. As much as you wanted to try being in control, it was daunting to your mind. Knowing that you still fell under Ashton’s power and role eased any worries as you nodded to him.

“Trust me. Tell me what you want to do sweetheart.” The term of endearment was different, but you found that with this power dynamic, you enjoyed it.

“I want to ruin her orgasms. I wanted to enjoy mine and now I can’t since she’s being like this.” The pout on your lips made him chuckle.

“Any other ideas? Daddy won’t get mad if you use some of his, sweetheart.” And you felt your face flush at how easily he could read your face.

“Can we tie her up, use the crop till she cries?” It was a favourite of Ashton’s, to bring you to tears when you’d been bratty. And you were fascinated with the possibility of doing that to her, to see it from his perspective.

“Of course. It’s your show, and I’m going to enjoy this front seat that I have for it.” And then a wicked grin curved across your lips, making him pause.

“Wanna ride you, show her what being a brat made her miss out on.” And he chuckled, pressing a kiss to your lips that left you breathless.

“Oh we’ve definitely pulled out that small sadistic streak. Daddy can do that for you sweetheart. Shall we go see what our brat is up to?” And you nodded, allowing him to lead the way, his hand in yours as the thrill of excitement shot down your spine.

As you entered the room, a frown marred your features as a moan slipped from Kaykays lips, her fingers working herself. Ashton was quick enough to grip her wrist, a whine escaping before falling silent at the look on your face.

“Gonna punish me angel?” Her voice was sickly sweet and you glanced at Ashton who nodded once. And you allowed a grin to settle on your lips.

“Since I’m daddy’s good girl, I get to call the shots. Hands and knees, brat.” And the look of shock was worth it before Ashton forced her over onto her stomach.

“You gonna use the buckle ones or the metal cuffs, sweetheart?” He was giving you options.

“She’s gonna tug and I don’t wanna hurt her too much. So buckle.” And you watched as he took pleasure in teasing her, the way his hands trailed down her body as she gripped the headboard to steady herself.

“Daddy.” The whine from Kaykay made him laugh as he climbed off the bed, stripping down and slowly undressing you, his fingers and lips working your skin to get you moaning.

Then he took a seat that was within Kaykays eyesight if she turned her head, patting his lap.

“Want me to fuck you now or later?” He asked as you straddled a thigh, edging you closer to your orgasm. And you wanted to say now, but you knew this would be so much better after denying yourself a few times.

“Later.” You moaned and he stopped, allowing you to catch your breath. Glancing back, Kaykay hadn’t taken her eyes off you as you moved towards her. Your fingers grasped her ass, squeezing the flesh before pulling away. And she groaned in frustration.

Picking up the crop that was out of sight, you waited till her body relaxed and then you struck her skin, a startled yelp escaping her.

“Count for daddy, brat.”

If she wasn’t turned on before, she certainly was now as she started off mumbling the numbers, Ashton silently indicating to hit her harder. And then she was speaking loudly, a few tears trailing from the corners of her eyes. You stopped when you got to twenty five, her knuckles white from gripping the headboard. So you slid a finger into her and nearly moaned at how wet she was.

“Daddy, she’s dripping.” You gasped and he smirked, a small chuckle falling from his lips.

“Taste her sweetheart. Taste what you do to her.” And you did, a moan escaping before you dipped your fingers back in, sauntering over to Ashton, holding your coated fingers to his lips. He smiled as he took them into his mouth, his eyes never leaving yours as he cleaned the digits with his tongue, your mind pausing for a second before his fingers squeezed your ass, pulling you back to the present, soft whimpers coming from behind you.

“Gonna apologise?” You hummed, being met with a few sniffles. Shrugging at Ashton’s curious look, you headed to the toy box the three of you had, pulling out the hitachi and plugging it in.

She whimpered as you set it to the most brutal feeling setting, trailing it along her back.

“I’m asking you again, are you going to apologise?” Silence was your answer so you dragged it so that it was resting on her clit. She was immediately squirming, so you smacked the flesh gently, causing her to hold still. You could see her legs begin to tremble as she started getting louder and you counted before pulling the wand away and a frustrated shout escaped her.

“Gonna apologise?” You taunted but she held firm in her silence.

So you repeated the process.

You changed the settings, making her squirm and then denying every single orgasm.

You got to seven before she started crying, begging you to let her cum and you simply smirked in return.

“I’ll ask you again, are you going to apologise?” She held her silence and you denied the next orgasm.

Only when you hit ten, did she break.

“I’m sorry, please I’m so sorry I’ll be good. Please please let daddy fuck me.” Tears were falling and you turned to Ashton who nodded.

“Cum all you want to then, Peachy. But daddy gets to fuck me.” You strapped the wand to her thigh, her entire body trembling as her first orgasm washed over her.

Ashton had readjusted the chair so you could watch her as you sank onto his cock, your moan mingling with hers as the wand worked her clit.

Ashton was ruthless, his hands holding you still as he fucked into you, leaving marks littered all over your body.

In the time that Ashton sent you over three times before chasing his own one, Kaykay was a quivering mess, you slid to her side, moving the wand once more and she whimpered.

“One more peachy. Want you to cum for me.” You whispered and she went, her entire body shaking as you turned the wand off, unbuckling her.

Ashton stepped in, scooping her as he indicated to the bathroom.

“Run the bath sweetheart. Let’s take care of our girl.” She was babbling her apologies amidst her tears and you felt mildly bad as you did so, Ashton bringing her in and telling you to climb in behind her.

Holding her body reassured you she was okay as you and Ashton cleaned her up.

Once all three of you were clean and settled into new sheets, she clung to you, and you simply did what she did with you, running your fingers through her hair before she fell asleep, your eyes meeting Ashton’s.

“You did good little one.” And you felt yourself settle as you relaxed into the warmth of your girlfriend and slept easily.

When you woke up, Kaykay was still pressed into you, but you could feel what woke you up, her lips on your skin and a soft ‘oh’ escaped you.

“Angel you were so good last night.” She murmured and you glanced at Ashton who was passed out, returning your gaze to Kaykay who smirked.

“I’m not gonna be a brat, angel. Daddy knows I wanna thank you for last night. Can I thank you angel? Leave my marks all over you like daddy did?” And you hesitated.

You wanted her, wanted her to reclaim her dominance and you wanted to submit. But you didn’t want to disappoint Ashton.

Almost as if he could sense the turmoil in your thoughts, he turned over, hazel eyes studying you carefully.

“Let daddy watch Peachy thank you, little one. You let daddy appreciate you, now it’s peachy’s turn.” His morning voice was gravelly but you relaxed into the mattress as her lips began to work your chest.

“You could’ve warned me he was awake and I wouldn’t have hesitated.” You moaned softly, your back arching into her touch.

“Daddy, can I fuck her with the toy you got us? Show her that she does it for me too?” And he must’ve nodded because suddenly his lips were on yours as she got off the bed and rummaged.

There was a telltale buzz of the vibrator. And then you felt the rounded edge of the dildo and you moaned into the kiss with no hesitation, making Ashton pull away to chuckle.

“Look at our needy little girl daddy.” And you can't help but whimper as your hips rise to meet her thrusts.

“So good for us. Taking control last night. Tell me little one, what do you want peachy to do to you as a thank you? Don’t worry about daddy, he’s just gonna enjoy the show.”

“Fuck me till I can’t think straight.” You whispered and you felt the vibrations go up a setting,

“Your wish is my command angel.” And you knew you were a goner as the first orgasm washed over you but she kept going.

Your body felt like a live wire as you met her thrust for thrust until Ashton held your hips down and Kaykay fucked into you. You could feel your coherent thoughts slipping and Ashton noticed immediately.

“One more peachy. Fuck one out of her.” And you could only watch as he jerked himself off, his own moans mixed with yours as you felt the euphoria fill your body, eyes falling shut as she kept her movements before shuddering over you, switching off the custom strap on.

“Thank you peachy.” You whispered as she used her tongue to clean you up, lapping at your pussy before crawling up your body.

“No, thank you angel. You put me in my place when I needed it. You feeling up to a day of just us?” And you felt yourself cuddling closer to her body, making her chuckle.

“Day of us it is. I’ll make some breakfast, why don’t you two clean up?” Ashton presses a kiss to your temple as Kaykay held you tightly.

“Sounds perfect. C’mon angel, maybe if we hurry, we can convince daddy to make some blueberry pancakes.” And the grin that spread across your lips relaxed her instantly.

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new kitten | poly!kayshton

request from anon: mom listen!!!! secretly getting a kitten you found in the rain and hiding it from poly! kayshton because you think they'll be mad but they're sold to the idea of the tiny fluffer becase shes so fucking tiny and you LOOK so cute singing to it in the night ya thats all notes: so are we surprised??? no. don’t like it? don’t read it. it’s all soft i promise. warnings: none word count: 2.7k will i ever not go overboard with them?? the answer is no

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It had been a long day. The wind had been howling and then the rain followed.

You’d been stuck at work, finishing up and sighing at the fact that you were going to get soaked.

Normally it wouldn’t have bothered you, you could’ve just ordered an Uber. But with your phone on minimum battery and only a jacket to protect you, you knew that you were going to have to walk. So you fortified yourself and began the thirty minute journey home, the cold water seeping through your jacket.

You were halfway home when you heard a noise of distress, making you pause. You heard the noise again and began to move towards it, only pausing to judge where it was coming from.

And then you came across the most heartbreaking sight. It was a black kitten, clinging to the body of its mother and crying out as their cardboard shelter became decimated by the rain.

Without even thinking, you reached out to pet the small thing and it moved closer to the little warmth your hand emitted. Part of you wondered how long the kitten had been out there, crying.

It was easy to see that the kittens mom hadn’t survived, so you plucked it up and tucked the small protesting animal into your jacket. The protests stopped once it realised that it was being sheltered in warmth.

You hesitated for only a moment before making the decision and continuing your journey home.

Ashton and Kaykay were both away on business trips. So you decided to house this kitten for a couple of nights and see if you could find a new home for it.

Once you were inside, ditching your jacket to rest over the radiator, you headed upstairs, kitten still clutched to your chest to raid the airing cupboard for warm towels.

The purr you got in response made your heart soft. You were quick to grab your laptop and phone charger heading downstairs and settling on the sofa. The laptop was perched on the coffee table and your phone plugged in and charging.

Immediately you began to google, reaching out to the various animal rescuers you followed on Instagram. They were sympathetic and kind, offering tips for the night. You immediately texted your assistant manager and asked her to cover your next few shifts.

You noticed that there was an emergency vet, so once you had enough charge on your phone, you took one of the rescuers advice and made your way over.

The vet on call was kind to your practically clueless state.

“It happens more than people think. But I’ll give you a quick crash course once we’ve checked over our furry little patient.” The kitten let out a meow as the vet petted it.

“My partners and I, we discussed getting a pet but I don’t think they envisioned it to be like this.” You murmured wryly and the vet laughed.

“Oh it never is. If you need any help to find foster families if your partners aren’t up for handling this little fluffy monster, I can always pass on your details.” You nodded in understanding.

“So you’ve got a beautiful female here. It looks like she may have been there a day, maybe two at a push. Otherwise she’s healthy. She’s vocal, which is good.” Almost as if to support the vets words, she meowed again, followed by a series of chirps.

Your resolve to find her a family was diminishing.

The vet instructed you on the best way to feed her, and when she would need to get her vaccinations. Nodding in thanks, you paid before taking the small bundle home, her purring loud yet already comforting.

“Man, Ash and Kaykay may or may not be pissed about this.” You murmured to the small kitten. “And we need to give you a new name.”

On the journey home, you stopped for supplies, thankful that stores were open late and by the time you got home, you could see that Ash was FaceTiming you.

You hit the decline button, the regret almost instant as you made your way to the living room and began to set things out for the kitten.

For now, she was happy to snooze in your lap, her purring loud and amusing.

Ash called a second time and you hit accept.

“Catch you at a bad time, little one?” The screen was split into two and you felt your chest grow heavy.

“Just a bit. You mused, wondering if they could hear the purring kitten. If they did, they didn’t comment on it.

“Want us to call back later, angel?” Kaykay’s eyes were concerned, but you shook your head. You’d lost enough time with them as it was. The different time zones made it difficult. With Kaykay the other side of the country and Ashton in Europe, you could see his tired eyes clearly.

“How’d your days go?” You belatedly realised that your hair was still soaked and wondered if they were going to ask.

“It wasn’t so bad. We’ve started shooting over here but there’s been a few changes. I might not be home by the end of the week.” Kaykay admitted and you poured, earning a chuckle from Ashton.

“None of that now. We knew it was possibly going to happen.” Ashton chided and you stuck your tongue out almost childishly. Kaykay grinned.

“What about you, Ash?” She asked after a beat. You refocused on him and he smiled.

“It’s all good. We’ve got those handful of shows tomorrow so I’m gonna most likely be performing when you guys are about.” You just smiled.

“That’s what we get for having an international rockstar boyfriend Peach.” You sighed dramatically and she giggled. Ashton rolled his eyes.

“You gonna try and act up little one?” The warning in his tone was clear and you beamed at the screen in return.

“Nope. Gonna be good.” You knew that sneaking a kitten into the house without their knowledge wasn’t good but there was still a part of you that said the kitten would be gone before they got home.

But that part was getting quieter with each time the kitten snuggled into your lap.

You talked for another hour and you were partially wondering how long you could keep going until you needed to feed the kitten.

Kaykay unintentionally granted you your escape.

“Ashton it’s late. You need to rest for the shows tomorrow.” Her tone brokered no arguments and Ashton simply smirked in return. “And you, angel, need to eat. We’ll have time tomorrow night to call.”

You pouted but didn’t voice your protest.

“Alright Peach. Get some rest yourself sweetheart and text when you can. Same to you little one.” You felt the heaviness in your chest return and sighed.

“I will. I love you both.” The words were quiet but they knew why.

With another round of ‘I love you’s’ exchanges and the call cut, you tried to fight the heaviness off as you glanced down to the kitten in your lap who had woken up but was silent.

And then it chirped before trying to climb up your top, making you laugh.

The next few days were crucial as you continued your care for the kitten and she responded positively. You’d texted your assistant manager what was happening and she’s promised that the shop could run with just her and the other members of staff.

You silently thanked whichever deity blesses you with them.

By the end of the week, you returned to the vet with her and the vet had declared that she was healthy. The offer was made that the vet could find foster homes but you shook your head.

“I think she was meant to be in my life. I can’t let Moonlight go now.” The vet didn’t hide the amused smile. They understood and talked about a care plan for the kitten.

Once things were in place for the shots and checkups, it was time to let the cat out of the bag to your partners.

When you returned home, you saw Kaykay’s car in the driveway and you felt your stomach drop. Moonlight, who was perched on your shoulders, seemed to sense the change in your mood and meowed softly, her face pushing against yours.

“Can’t hide you forever, can we?” You murmured before making your way in. You could hear Kaykay clattering about and so you shut the door loud enough to hear her.

“Angel, why are there cat-oh.” She’d stepped from the kitchen and spotted you with Moonlight resting on your shoulder.

“Uh, I found her on the way home last week when it was storming and I had to walk home.” You admitted softly. Kaykay’s face gave nothing away as she stepped closer and held her hand out to Moonlight.

You’d already let her roam through some of their things and you silently hoped that the scenting thing would work.

To your relief, she purred and butted her head into Kaykay’s palm and you watched your girlfriend melt.

“She’s so cute. Why didn’t you tell us?” You allowed her to pluck Moonlight from your shoulder and carry her into the lounge, with you trailing behind.

“I guess I thought she would be gone by the end of the week so it didn’t matter. But, I can’t let her go. I was going to talk to you and Ash about it tonight.” You admitted and Kaykay smiled gently, kissing your lips gently.

“Even though Ash is more of a dog person, you know this cute baby will win him over. Does she have a name?”

“Moonlight.” You both settle on the floor, your body resting on Kaykay’s as she played with Moonlight. Unable to help yourself, you took a video of the two, your heart feeling like it was going to explode at the cute sight before you.

“Ash won’t be able to say no to all three of us, especially when this one works her magic. Does this mean your title of kitten is going to someone else for the time being?” She teased and you gave her an outraged look before clocking the smirk.

So you pouted at her instead.

“No fair.” You muttered as she laughed and kissed you.

When it got later in the evening, Kaykay disappeared for a shower, you made your way up with Moonlight singing softly as you got ready for bed.

You missed the shower stopping and hadn’t paid any attention as you fussed with Moonlight, the smile on your lips impossible to stop as she seemingly settled in the spot on your pillow. You’d laughed the first time but now you were used to it.

Kaykay sauntered in with a smirk and you felt yourself freeze before rolling your eyes at the giggle she gave off. You’d settled as close as possible to her, relishing in just having her next to you.

Both of you were woken by Moonlight, determined to parade around the bed and find a new warm spot. You’d cozied yourself closer to Kaykay who in response had held onto you tighter. But then you knew you needed to feed the kitten, so you extracted yourself from Kaykay’s arms and scooped Moonlight up, heading downstairs to feed her.

Once you had crawled back into bed with your girlfriend, she groaned.

“It’s like taking care of a child.” She sighed and you grinned as you pressed your face into her neck.

“Said child is being occupied by cat toys.” You breathed and she didn’t hesitate to roll over, pinning you down. Her eyes were tired, hair in disarray but she still looked stunning as her lips met yours.

—

The following day, the both of you had been taking turns to look after Moonlight. You’d gone upstairs to nap, Moonlight in tow when Ashton had come home.

“So, angel kind of ended up getting a surprise for us. One that you might need to adapt to.” Kaykay started off, her tone hesitant and Ashton gave her a curious look.

She said nothing else but motioned for him to follow and curiosity pushed him to do so.

The sight they came upon, melted his heart.

You were fast asleep on top of the covers, a small black kitten nestled against you.

“So we gained a pet?” His tone was teasing and Kaykays shoulders relaxed a little bit, a grin tugging on her lips.

“Apparently. Angel was worried about telling us because, well it had been assumed that the kitten would be gone before we both got home.” And Ashton held back a laugh.

He was well aware of the heart that resides in your chest, how it was so big that you would not deny any kind of love to a willing creature.

“How about we let them wake up. I’ll be fine with the kitten in the house.” He murmured, pulling Kaykay away from the cute scene, but not before taking a photo.

When you’d woken up, you could feel the heavy sleep pulling at you, but a paw that kept tapping your face kept you awake before you finally giggled.

Moonlight seemed to take that cue and jumped, making you laugh tiredly as you scooped up the kitten, unable to resist singing ‘soft kitty’ at her after having rewatched The Big Bang Theory, as you made your way downstairs.

When you went into the lounge, you froze at the sight of the TV paused and Ashton lounging around, Kaykay resting against him, both of them wearing fond smiles.

“So we have an interloper?” His voice was gentle and you shyly made your way to the open spot next to him, giggling as he pulled you in, his lips finding your neck which made you giggle.

Moonlight protested being jolted and he chuckled as she squirmed free to investigate the new person. You happily rested against him as Moonlight sniffed and explored, clambering over Ashton before spotting Kaykay and ambling over time her, making you laugh.

“You’re not mad?” You finally whispered and he shook his head.

“I wish you would’ve spoken to us, but Peach explained that you hadn’t expected the kitten to be staying?” You shook your head at his question.

“I thought I’d be able to find a home for her, but she just grew on me and I couldn’t let her go. I was going to call you both about her yesterday but Peachy got home and she said about waiting till you were back today.” The words were shy but he shifted you, pulling you so that you were straddling his lap.

“I’m almost certain that she’s found her home here.” The two of you glanced to Kaykay where she was cradling the kitten with a grin on her face, shifting herself so that she was pressed against Ashton.

“Not to mention, you two are stupidly adorable together. Honestly I think I turned to mush just hearing you sing to her.” Kaykay pointed out and you ducked your head in embarrassment.

“It’s nothing to be embarrassed about sweetheart.” Ashton murmured and pressed a kiss to your lips. You responded with ease and he smiled into the kiss.

“So we’re a family of four now?” Kaykay questioned innocently and you laughed, arms tightening around Ashton as Moonlight began to explore once more.

“And anyway, she’ll be good company for me when you two have to leave.” You murmured and Ashton nodded.

“Oh absolutely. Duke is gonna be unimpressed with you though when we next go around.” And you grinned unrepentantly.

“I’ll still be his favourite next to Cal.” You retorted childishly as you slid from his lap and Moonlight took residence.

“So you’re officially a cat dad now. How does that feel?” He realised an eyebrow at you and Kaykay snickered.

“I thought I already was one, kitten.” His tone was a warning and you grinned in return.

“Officially. I don’t count.” You hummed and he laughed as he pressed a kiss to your forehead, an easy smile on his lips

“Well looks like we’re starting parenthood easy then.” And both you and Kaykay laughed as you settled down to watch, feeling a level of contentment that you didn’t think was possible as Moonlight settled in his lap, purring.

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irwinkitten · 5 years ago

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decisions | poly!kayshton

requested by anon: Okay so we all know how protective alpha!Kayston is about omega!reader but what about her getting sad and needy cause she’s watching them help each other through their ruts and won’t let her join even tho the doctor gave the okay on it. Like they’re afraid to hurt her physically but don’t realize they’re hurting her emotionally. notes: this was intending to be like, 600 words long??? HA. that was never gonna happen. don’t like it, don’t read it. (there is also some abo!lierra in here too) warnings: angst, smut, fluff word count: 4.6k. (600 words my fuckin ASS)

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Being pregnant with twins was certainly an experience for you. Being pregnant with twins after being impregnated by two Alphas was something else entirely.

Mercifully for you, because of the pregnancy, it meant that you stopped going into heat. But when a bump had started showing, your alphas had turned to each other when their ruts had hit them.

This appointment you’d attended alone, their ruts having caught the three of you by surprise. Your doctor was surprisingly kind, a Beta. And she sensed a question that was burning your mouth.

“Even if it feels stupid to ask, sometimes asking helps.” She encouraged gently.

“Will their ruts hurt me or the babies?” And you felt the lone tear fall. She handed you a tissue with no hesitation.

“No. It’s perfectly safe for both of them if they’re rutting. The only thing I wouldn’t recommend is both of them. It won’t cause any damage from what we’ve seen in previous cases like yours, but it’s better not to take the chance. One of them, yes. Both of them, it’s not been proven to be dangerous but it’s not been proven to be safe either.” Her words were both comforting and frustrating.

“They’ve been focusing on each other instead of you, haven’t they?” Her question wasn’t unkind, but the tears fell regardless.

“It’s like they can’t even touch me any more and it’s driving me mad but they won’t listen. And I can hear them and it hurts to think like this because it draws back to the fears of just being a breeding purpose.” You’d never admit that to your Alpha’s. But some of the words that had been slung at you had stuck.

“It might be presumptuous of me, but I can always put you in touch with a therapy service. It’s not to make you believe the rhetoric spouted by the bigots,” she cut in at your outraged look, “but to help you go through all of this. I might be a professional but even I recognised that both of your alphas are famous.” Her dry tone caused your face to grow warm and you hesitated.

“I could maybe take a look.” You finally admitted quietly and she handed you a small card.

“Don’t be too mad with them. They’re just thinking that they’re doing the right thing and are entirely misguided because of it.”

You nodded your thanks to her before leaving, booking the next appointment. When you got into the car, you made the journey home, wondering if you could step into the house knowing that their scent was going to drive you crazy and they wouldn’t do anything about it.

You could hear them as soon as you stepped through the door, and you steered your thoughts away from being rejected.

But it didn’t make it hurt any less.

Grabbing a blanket and a couple of pillows from the living room, you headed out to where the porch swing was, curling up and wrapping yourself in the blanket as you muffled the heartbroken tears that fell.

Whether they knew they were hurting you or not, you couldn’t stop the pain, the loneliness.

When the house fell silent, you pressed your face into the pillow, unwilling to give them worry. You weren’t too sure if you’d be able to face them at that moment.

Taking the decision to stop your heart from breaking further, you called Luke. When he greeted you, you couldn’t find the words to ask if you could stay with him.

But he understood.

“I’ll be around in fifteen. At least tell your dumb alphas that you’re coming to mine or they’ll panic.” Part of you wanted them to panic, to feel that worry. But you hummed an agreement.

When you made your way upstairs, it was quiet. When you stepped in your shared bedroom, joy tried to ignore the heartache at the sight of them wrapped up together, asleep.

So you quietly packed some clothes and made your way downstairs, leaving a note on the kitchen counter for them to find when they woke up.

Luke has arrived and once you were in the car and he was pulling away, you cried.

“What are they doing, sweet thing?” And you told him everything.

When you’d arrived at his, Sierra was there to greet you, her concern melting into annoyance at your alphas.

“They should know better.” She muttered as she took your hand and guided you inside.

When your bag had been set by the stairs, her arms drew you into a hug. Her touch felt wrong and yet you leaned into it because it was the first piece of physical affection you’d gotten and the small, sad thought caused the tears to fall.

“Sweetheart.” Sierra’s concern was overwhelming and you held onto her tightly. And then it clicked for her when she caught a whiff of their scents on you.

Without another word, she pulled you upstairs to the spare bedroom, her arms and body wrapping around yours as you cried.

“Love?” Luke had followed helplessly behind, feeling at a complete loss of what to do.

“Their Alpha’s haven’t touched them during their ruts. It’s probably the worst thing they could’ve done because our sweet omega here is trying to convince their mind that it’s not a rejection. That it’s out of care. But they’re hurting.” Sierra’s voice was soothing and her hand ran up and down your back as you struggled to contain the sobbing.

“But, this?” His hesitation was met with a warm smile from his mate.

“The physical connection with an Alpha is a form of grounding. More often than not it’s an Alpha they know, which is why we’re like this. You’re emotional support but they need that physical touch, especially with the babies.” Luke’s face was a picture.

“Babies?”

“Surprise.” You muttered into Sierra's shoulder.

“Oh sweet omega, you were never gonna be able to hide that from other Alphas. Luke here is just a bit slow on that uptake and scent change.” Sierra teased and you simply sighed in return.

Eventually Luke crawled behind you and didn’t protest the other omegas touch.

It had been very hit and miss with the pregnancy, other omegas touch having made you feel physically ill. Part of you suspected it was because you were nestled into Sierra.

“Is it wrong for me to say I’m glad that we don’t have a third?” Luke’s quiet huff instantly had guilt rushing through you.

“Sorry Lu.” You whispered and he scoffed, his arms tightening around you.

“Don’t apologise. I’m just thinking out loud. I know you’re mates and this doesn’t bother me, but sharing another? I don’t know how I’d feel.” He murmured and you chuckled.

“I wasn’t sure at first. But they were both so possessive, Kaykay more than Ashton, and I wanted them both. I guess there’s something guiding us with our mating, at least our attitudes. You wouldn’t have a third if you got jealous easily. They get jealous, yes, but when I’m not focusing on them after so long.” Your voice seemed to get heavier and Sierra tutted gently.

“Questions later. Rest sweet thing. When can I expect your mates to start storming the walls?”

The order wasn’t quite an Alpha’s order, but your body began to submit regardless.

“Probably when they realise that I meant what I said when I told them I was spending a few days away.” You replied before you finally fell asleep.

When you next woke up, you felt confused. You were still sandwiches between Sierra and Luke and your bladder was about to burst.

You shifted, climbing over Sierra before rushing to the bathroom, your bladder feeling the relief once you’d peed. When you returned to the room, Sierra was sat up.

“Looks like you needed that last night sweet thing. We thought you’d wake up to the smell of food but you didn’t even twitch.” Her tone was amused and you felt your eyes unable to meet hers.

“You should’ve woken me, I need to-I have to still eat even when I don’t want to.” It explained why you hadn’t been hit with morning sickness yet.

“Don’t worry. It happens. Let’s get some food started and this big lug of an omega should get up then.”

You followed her downstairs, and watched as she began to make breakfast. You’d retrieved yourself phone from your bag to find the battery nearly drained as well a lot of missed calls.

Plugging it into a charger, you opened up the texts from your mates, noting the apologetic tones. You sighed.

“I guess they’re feeling sorry.” Sierra murmured and you nodded.

“I know they are, but this, this is different.” You hummed and she nodded.

“It is. You’re more than welcome to stay another night.” She murmured gently and you nodded in return.

“I appreciate your hospitality.” The two of you shared a smile as you heard footsteps upstairs and she dished up the food.

When Luke got downstairs, his hair was ruffled and he couldn't contain his yawn, but he greeted you with a grin before greeting his mate with a kiss.

You looked away, the sharp pain giving you a shock, your hand reaching up to grasp over your heart.

Sierra was immediately in front of you, her hands cradling your face as you shrugged to take in any kind of breath.

“You’re not going catatonic on us sweet thing. Yes your Alohas have been dumb but they’ll come back to you.” And your mind latched onto those words, the few tears that had fallen made you feel slightly guilty.

“You shouldn’t have to deal with this. I’m sorry.” You whispered and she shook her head.

“Despite them being idiots, letting you fall into a catatonic state would make everything worse. And I’m certain your Alphas would rip me a new one.” She murmured as she cleaned your face free from the tears.

You didn’t argue with her as she finally pulled away and returned to breakfast, your mind replaying her words over and over to ease the pain in your chest.

“So I was thinking, maybe winding the two very dumb alphas up today, what do you say?” Luke’s question was so casual you very nearly didn’t pay attention to it, trying to keep your mind focused on the fact that they hadn’t rejected you.

But you’d heard his words and felt that they deserved some worry.

“Luke...” Sierra's tone was a warning and he grinned impishly at her.

“We’re just going out. But you aren’t going to know where, and neither are they. I’ll take my phone so we can call if we need it, but today is an omega day.” He turned a cheeky smile in your direction and you tried to smile back, but it felt like a grimace.

“It’d be nice to be around people who don’t make me wanna throw up.” Both Alpha and omega snorted their drinks in laughter before the three of you went and got ready for the day.

By the time the car was down the highway, you ignored the tug that was begging you to go home. You knew you were going to go home but you needed to teach them a lesson.

Even if it hurt you.

It was a day of the beach mostly. Neither of you were looked at twice, not with your two marks and his singular one. And if there were fans about, they left the two of you alone.

You’d done some shopping, finding the silliest finds that you could for your mates. You’d picked out the most obnoxious shirt for Ashton, knowing he’d probably wear it, paired with the most ridiculous board shorts as well. For Kaykay you’d picked up some outrageous skirts that held clashing colours as well as another obnoxious shirt. But you’d also picked out some nicer gifts as well.

As you walked about, stopping every now and then, you were feeling more relaxed for the first time in weeks.

It felt like a small piece of freedom which soothed your aching soul.

“Do you think if I asked, they’d move closer to the coastline?” You asked as the two of you got ice cream. Luke paid for you, much to your dismay.

“I think they’d move to the ends of the earth if you asked them to. However I know that Ash has been looking at either selling up or expanding. Why the coast though?” You were walking along the parade, your arm looked through his as you hummed, trying to process your thoughts.

“It just feels soothing. I know that it’ll be hell during tourist season but if we could find a quiet place with a nice sized garden along the coastline? It’d be ideal.”

The two of you finished up, heading back to the car. The sun was beginning to set and you knew that Luke had promised for the two of you to be back for dinner.

You hadn’t expected to see Ashton’s car parked just outside of the driveway, causing your eyebrows to shoot up. You also didn’t expect to hear shouting from within the house when you stepped out of the car.

“You two are thick fucking Alpha’s if you really believe that to be a way to treat your Omega!” Sierra’s voice cut through the air and you shared a look with Luke.

“I guess she decided to give them the what for.” He muttered as the two of you made your way back inside.

“We’d damage them or the babies, it’s why we-”

“Says who? Did you talk to your mate? Ask their doctor? I held your mate as they cried last night because of you absolute morons!”

The shouting had masked your entry back and you slowly made your way to the sound of the shouting.

“If anyone should be shouting, it should be me.” You muttered as you stepped into the living room and three pairs of eyes snapped to you. Sierra smiled.

The relief on Kaykay and Ashton’s faces made your anger surge.

“You don’t get to look at me like that.” You snapped, causing both of them to reel back in shock. “Had you listened to me the first time, you’d have found out that it’s fine for you to be with me when you rut. Maybe not both together but individually, yes.”

Their faces fell and you turned to Sierra.

“I know you extended the invite for me to stay tonight, but I think we’d best get home.” She smiled and pulled you in for a hug.

“You’re welcome back anytime.”

When Luke pulled you into a hug, you held on a little bit tighter.

“We need more omega days.” He whispered before letting you go.

“I did have the best day today. Thank you.” And he beamed.

You made your way upstairs and collected the few things you’d brought before heading back down to where your two silent Alphas were waiting.

The journey home was excruciating because they held their silence. You refused to give any satisfaction of breaking the quiet, so the journey was held no conversations or music as Ashton drove the three of you home.

When you were back within the walls of your own home, you headed up to the spare room and this finally broke their silence.

“Are you, you’re not sleeping with us?” The hesitation in Kaykay’s voice made your chest hurt once more. But you tried to ignore the side that was screaming at you to crawl back into your room with them.

“Unless you two are going to touch me, no.”

Her hand reached out, fingers curving your cheek with a hopeful look in her eyes. You could only sigh.

“You know I don’t mean like that.” You got out and her hand dropped.

“We could hurt you, hurt the babies.” Ashton finally whispered, the determination that you’d seen days before, replaced by uncertainty.

“If you’d have bothered to even try and listen to me last week, you’d have realised that one of you won’t do any damage. The whole fucking point of being your mate and omega is to help you.” You finally snapped and Ashton flinched back.

It felt wrong on every level to see him so, submissive. Even Kaykay had her eyes on the floor and you felt wrong, wrong, wrong.

You were their omega.

“Please, look at me.” The words were a broken whimper and their heads snapped up. And you weren’t entirely sure what changed, but they were both surrounding you, their scent so unique and welcoming as you held onto them both.

“Please I can’t take it. I’ve cried so much. It hurts my soul being like this but all I feel like is just a thing for you to breed and then for you both to turn to each other.” You finally got out, and the realisation of your words hurt you more than you realised, a sob breaking free.

You caught a glimpse of the matching looks of horror on their faces and you felt the guilt begin to eat you up for making them feel like that.

But then Kaykay spoke up.

“Sweetheart, we didn’t realise it was hurting you this much. Oh god I’m so sorry.” Her arms were around you and you barely moved as the both pressed against you, your body relishing in the fact that you were pressed between your Alphas.

Only when you’d calmed down, did they finally move, but it was to bring you back to your own room, Ashton leaving for a moment to retrieve your things.

In those few moments, a side of you was clawing at you to follow him, but you were encased within Kaykay’s arms. So you whined.

“Sweetheart?” Her voice was gentle and soothing.

“Alpha.” You whimpered in return and she understood immediately.

“Ash baby, come back.” Her voice was calm and the second he was back in the room, you settled. “Sweet omega, how did you survive like this?” There was no patronising tone, her curious genuine as Ashton crawled in and pressed against you.

“Survive what?” His voice held confusion and she pressed a kiss to your lips before getting off the bed. Your eyes tracked her as she walked around the room, but the moment she left the room for longer than fifteen seconds, the whines began to escape, fingers digging into the sheets, torn.

She stepped back into view and your body relaxed.

Pushing yourself up, you crawled across the bed to her, kneeing up when you reached the edge of the bed where she stood.

Kaykay smirked.

“Needy little omega. So desperate. We’ve been such piss poor Alphas, making you think you were nothing but something for us to breed. But we need to rectify that. Make sure you know that we want you.” Her voice was husky and you tried to keep your breathing steady.

You were going on your instincts at this point, the desperate need so strong and demanding.

“Please Alpha.”

You could see she was visibly hard, and she glanced over her shoulder to Ashton.

“I can see your worry, but we take our sweet, willing omega one at a time. Make sure they know they’re all we want.” You bit back a moan at her words. The bed shifted and you watched as they both got undressed, Ashton taking the chair in the corner.

She helped you off the bed, undressing you with practised ease, her fingers feeling like fire on your skin.

“Back on the bed little omega. Hands and knees facing your Alpha.” You did as you were told, eyes studying Ashton as his hand moved up and down his cock slowly.

You felt Kaykay press behind you, the bed sinking with her weight. She wasted no time, burying her cock inside of you, a loud moan falling from your lips.

“Needy little omega.” She murmured as her hips began to move and you knew that you weren’t going to last long at all.

Your first orgasm surprised her, pulling a stunned gasp from her lips as your arms trembled from holding you up.

“So desperate for your Alpha’s that you’re barely being fucked and you’re already making a mess. Oh baby we’re gonna have fun with you.” You whined at her words, fingers grasping at the covers.

With one hand on your hips, she leaned forward, her other hand gripping your shoulder and pulling you up against her.

The new position had you seeing stars, head falling back onto her shoulders as she continued to drive into you, her lips playing with her mark on you and you knew she wasn’t too far off.

“Look at your Alpha when I knot you little omega. We may have already bred you but fuck, show him how good this feels.” Her words were much lower, and you couldn’t fight the command, head tilting back towards Ashton as you felt the shift and you moaned.

Your eyes stayed locked with Ashton as you came again, Kaykay’s orgasm following and her teeth sinking into her mark, your body twitching as she held you in place, her breathing heavy.

“So perfect little omega. Are you ready for your Alpha to fill you again?” You gasped, a whine escaping as you felt the knot already in you deflate and Kaykay slid out effortlessly.

“Come sit on your Alphas lap little omega. You’ve been so good for us.” His words were coaxing and you slowly climbed off the bed, legs trembling a little.

Kaykay remained on the bed, her body almost flopping into the bed sheets as her eyes watched you both, Ashton’s arms catching you as you half collapsed into his lap, straddling him as you did.

“So good for us little omega. I promise you we won’t do this again.” His words had a profound effect as you ground against his cock, a whimper leaving your lips as his hands pressed into your hips, lifting you up and your hand gripped his cock, the other grasping his shoulder as he settled you down, a low moan escaping from him in time with another whine from you.

“Alpha.” The word escaped and he shifted the two of you until his hips began to rock against you and you could feel your eyes rolling back as he fucked up into you.

“God I’m so sorry little omega, denying this from you when I should’ve listened.” The words were a low growl, your mind spinning as you felt Kaykay come up behind you, her lips working your neck.

With both of your Alpha’s stimulating you, you knew it wasn’t going to be much longer and Ashton groaned as your body shook and the orgasm hit you, his low moans having a dizzying effect on you.

“Keep cumming sweet omega. Cum on his cock till you’re spent.” Kaykay whispered and you didn’t fight her words as the angle he was driving into you, sent you spiralling once more before he chased his own high, his knot expanding inside of you.

His teeth sank into his own mark, Kaykay’s teeth sinking in a second time and you felt everything in you settle, the care of your Alpha’s driving away any doubts as you all caught your breath.

“I’m so sorry sweetheart.” Ashton finally whispered as he drew back and your lips found his, gentle and soothing compared to the desperate and needy kisses.

“Talk to me. Don’t shut me out. Even Sierra recognised that you doing this to me was both stupid and dangerous.” You whispered in return and he sighed as he pulled out and groaned at the sight between your legs. You smiled gently.

“I know you’re in a rut but both of you look like you haven’t slept.” Ashton pulled you back to the bed, Kaykay having retrieved a cloth to clean between your legs before crawling up your body, dropping a kiss to your lips.

“Then nap time sounds amazing sweetheart.” She whispered, her body settling next to yours. Ashton has discarded the cloth before settling on your other side.

Their scent enveloped you as your mind settled, falling asleep with ease as their hands rested over the small bump.

—

You ended up waking up the following day and despite how tangible your mates scents were, it wasn’t overwhelming and desperate like the last few days had been.

Kaykay’s face was nuzzled into your neck, her breathing slow and heavy. Ashton’s fingers traced light patterns on your barely showing bump, his face pressed into your hair.

“I know you’re awake sweetheart.” His voice was soothing and soft. You hummed in response, unwilling to lodge your mate from her position against you.

Ashton made no further attempt to talk as you just enjoyed the peace of being wedged between them both, your heart and soul seemingly allowing the moment to balm the edges that had appeared over the last few days.

“You really hurt me.” You finally whispered. Ashton’s hand stilled only for a moment before he continued and you took that as a signal to continue talking.

But the words wouldn’t come. Or at least, words that wouldn’t break his heart.

“It felt like my chest was caving in at the thought of you both rejecting me, or even just using me to breed pups and then turn to each other.” The tears were in your eyes, lifting a hand to wipe them away.

Ashton held his silence, knowing you needed to get this off your chest.

“All I could think was that the fans were right and I was nothing to either of you.” This time a sob broke free, and a gentle squeeze from Kaykay alerted you to the fact she was awake.

“We made the wrong judgement without your input, and would have lost you because of it.” Ashton spoke softly, the pain in his voice certainly telling of how much he cared.

“I’m your mate. Your third. I’m carrying both of your pups for fucks sake.”

“And we picked the wrong decision. I know our hormones and emotions were high yesterday, but when I said I was sorry, I meant it sweet omega. You’ve changed us for the better but we’re both headstrong alphas who need you. And we nearly lost you.” Kaykay’s voice was filled with sleep and you could only hold on to her and Ashton’s grip around you got tighter.

“If I had to spend the rest of my life making it up to you, I would. You deserve better than how we treated you.” Ashton’s voice was gentle as you shifted around, wiggling so that you could look at him, a stern look in your eyes.

“I do, but you’re my stubborn alphas who still forget that their omega is not an alpha, no matter how much sass I give you both. I accept your apologies and when I’m not so angry about it all, you know I’ll forgive you. But you have to promise me, both of you promise me that you’ll never do this again.”

“You have my word, little omega.” Ashton didn’t hesitate with his words, and you turned to Kaykay.

“I promise you, sweetheart. It won’t happen ever again.” And you could hear the honesty in their words.

“Good.” You felt petulant but being wrapped up in both of them felt too good for you to want to willingly be away from them.

You knew the bond needed to settle and you were not going to say no to a day with your alphas, especially when they were like this.

Settling into their embrace, Ashton resumed tracing patterns on the bump and your mind followed it slowly before you fell back asleep, murmuring a soft “love both of you.”

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two steps back | poly!kayshton

notes: so this wasn’t requested, however it kind of just happened? semi inspired by @sexgodashton‘s fic piece that looked at the catatonic state of mates and how I left the last fic, well this gets really heavy and dark. i didn’t realise how cathartic it was to write until the words were out and it was off my shoulders. please don’t feel obligated to read this because when i say it’s heavy, lau literally sent me a video of her crying. props to her and also @queer-5sos for cheering me on through this v heavy piece and giving me their thoughts on it. i love u guys. warnings: infant death, depression, angst, mention of dying, and them some gentleness at the end. when it say this is heavy i ain’t playing. please do not read if any of this is triggering. word count: 4.1k. (team long winded bitch™)

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alpha’s and omega | step forward | decisions

Ashton and Kaykay had been hovering for the better part of six days now. And they were driving you to either destruction or distraction, you weren’t too sure.

But when the first contraction hit, you were so glad that they were there for you, helping you time between each painful burst. Kaykay practically holding you up as Ashton grabbed the two bags that he’d gotten packed up. One for the babies and one for you.

He was ready with the car, calling ahead to the hospital to inform them. And when he relayed the information that Kaykay had shouted to him, they urged him to get you to the hospital. The babies were coming and they weren’t going to wait.

The drive was a whirlwind of pain, trying to regulate your breathing with Kaykay, her hand in yours being a solid grounding so that you didn’t try to hide from the pain. The only thing that felt this bad was when you’d thought they were rejecting you.

A grimace stole across your face at that thought, but your alpha’s didn’t take much notice of it.

When you arrived at the hospital, Ashton didn’t hesitate to have you in his arms, Kaykay holding the bags as they rushed through.

“We called ahead, Irwin. Our omega is having twins.” And the nurses understood almost immediately, one of the ward sisters beckoning him to follow her. And he did.

People seemed to move out of the way as the ward sister guided. Ashton could sense she was another Alpha, but he knew that with him and his mate, practically chasing after the sister, their pregnant omega lay in his arms, people scattered fast.

The movement was jarring for you, the pain in your lower back and around your belly was reaching fever pitch and you thought you were going to pass out, a strangled cry escaping.

“Nearly there angel, I promise.” Kaykay soothed from beside you, her hand reaching over to take yours. You couldn’t do much but let out a pained cry in response. It was both exciting and frightening.

They were quick once you were set up in a private room, various midwives and a doctor getting you hooked up to machines and checking your notes. You noticed that one of the midwives was about to order Kaykay from the room, the look on her face screaming that your mate was unwelcome.

But you needed both of them.

“Alpha’s.” You whimpered and they were either side of your bed, cutting off the woman and providing you with the much needed comfort.

A few confused looks were passed between the nurses, but you couldn’t care less.

“Which Alpha do you wish to stay?” Your eyes opened to the same woman, her eyes lingering on Kaykay and you felt a low growl escape between your teeth at her disrespect towards your mate.

“I need both of my mates.” You snapped back, leaning back on the pillows and gripping their hands as another contraction hit. You could hear the woman getting scolded but you couldn’t care.

“Look at our protective omega.” Kaykay whispered, a look of awe in her eyes and you gave her a tired smile.

“Mine.” Was all you could muster the energy to mutter, but she understood, leaning forwards and pressing a kiss to your forehead.

You felt the unbearable feeling twisting through your body, urging you to push. And only after a few seconds once the Doctor was ready, ignoring the grumbles from your Alpha’s, they instructed you to push.

And the pain was indescribable as you did so, a scream of frustration escaping as you sucked in a deep breath.

Ashton let his hand rest on your forehead, retrieving the damp cloth moments later and you sighed before following the instructions to push once more.

It was exhausting. Being told to push constantly, then waiting for twenty minutes and then going through the motions again. But you followed it, followed the motions until a cry of delight came from the doctor and you were spurred on by the reaction that there was some progress.

And then with the sensation of gushing followed by a surprised sound from the Doctor, the pain ceased as you tried to gather your bearings. But you felt dizzy.

“Alpha, m’tired.” You whispered and you could see Ashton’s alarmed face, but the lethargy was hitting you heavier than you’d expected.

“I need another doctor!” Was the last thing you heard.

You weren’t too sure how long had passed, but you could hear frantic callings of your name. Your consciousness followed those calls, breaking through the fog that clouded your mind as Ashton cried out in relief.

“Babies?” You muttered and Kaykay soothed your hair.

“They took them out of the room. No one is saying anything.” She whispered. You felt a strange sensation between your legs and whimpered.

“It’s okay sweetheart. They’re stitching you up.” Ashton whispered as he pressed a kiss to your temple and you could only hum in return. But something in you felt off.

It was another ten minutes before you were done, the doctor looking pale but semi-relieved.

“I’ll be back with news.” The reassurance was superficial. Your chest felt wrong and you’d gripped your Alpha’s hands tightly.

“I feel off. It doesn’t feel right.” You whispered. Kaykay could only hold you as Ashton collapsed into the seat next to the bed, his hands shaking. But no one was saying a word until the doctor returned, tears in their eyes.

And you felt it strike you, the vice grip on your heart.

“There, there were complications. The babies had gotten tangled up in the umbilical cord, hence why it was so difficult because one was pulling the other out with them. But, we tried everything and it wasn’t enough.”

Your heart shattered as a wail escaped, turning into a scream of defiance and heartbreak before you leaned into Kaykay and sobbed.

Your soul felt broken as your mates cried with you, confused and hurt. Why did this happen to you? What did you do wrong? The doctor couldn’t answer your questions, you knew that much.

But what wouldn’t leave you alone, was that you’d failed them. You’d failed your Alpha’s.

They offered the three of you the chance to hold your babies. And you couldn’t say no, not for this one chance. Part of you wondered if you’d get this chance ever again.

You couldn’t stop sobbing, seeing what could’ve been. You weren’t surprised that they were a girl and a boy. But even when they took them away once more, your chest felt like it was on fire as you cried.

Ashton and Kaykay were both lost. The excitement had turned into heartbreak and their mate could not stop sobbing.

It felt like some kind of hellish nightmare.

They kept you in overnight because of the complications. You desperately wanted to be wedged between your Alpha’s, but the hospital provided one small cot, so Kaykay slept on the cot and Ashton took the chair between the both of you.

Sleep never reached you.

You couldn’t get it out of your head that you’d failed them. You’d failed the two people who loved and protected you. Who did everything for you. And the one thing that you could do in return you’d failed.

You weren’t too sure when the nurses came, you only knew that it was dawn by the judgement of the sun rising. But even as the sun filtered over your Alpha’s stirring them into consciousness, you couldn’t enjoy the beauty of them, your mind still whirling around those thoughts.

Would they still love you?

That thought brought you up short as the nurse stepped in and began to check your obs.

Words wouldn’t come to you. You wanted to apologise to your Alpha’s, to beg for forgiveness. But the words wouldn’t come as the nurse finished her rounds and Ashton took your hand in his.

You still felt cold.

You could hear the voices, but it was only when Ashton pulled your attention that you realised that you were being discharged.

“Things are in the process. Let's go home.” He murmured and you leaned on him as he helped you. Kaykay was a few steps ahead, but she hadn’t even looked at you that morning, the ache in your chest becoming more prominent.

You felt lost.

Even on the drive home, Ashton had you sit up front next to him, his hand only leaving yours when needed.

Arriving home hurt the worst.

Kaykay didn’t even wait, she had gone in without the two of you and you flinched as the door slammed shut. You kept your eyes cast down, unable to even bear looking up.

“Do you want some rest?” Your mind couldn’t help but note there was no term of endearment. It began to race, as you simply nodded and he helped you upstairs to your shared bedroom. Kaykay was nowhere to be seen and you felt your heart sink, wondering if Ashton was going to stay.

“I’ll make sure she’s okay. Sleep for now.” His reassurance was lost on you as the door shut behind him and a tear fell.

All your mind could focus on was that they blamed you. Kaykay couldn’t look at you and Ashton kept his distance. And it hurt so much worse than at the start of the pregnancy because this time, there was a clear reason for it.

Despite having been awake for so long, sleep never came and they didn’t come to bed. You’d heard the front door open and close. You wondered how long you’d survive till the rejection fully kicked in and left you barely clinging to life.

They still had each other.

You’d failed them.

You were almost zombie-like as you pulled yourself from the bed that smelled like them, that smelled like home and love and hope. Instead you went into the nursery that still had the freshly painted smell.

You’d been insistent on warm but neutral colours, and they’d caved to your pleading eyes. Two cribs were set up so that the babies would’ve been close together.

‘They’ll never be separated now.’ Your mind whispered sadly. The stabbing pain in your chest was easy to ignore now, it was all you’d felt for the last day.

You idly wondered if this was how parents died from heartbreak before your knees gave out and you crashed to the floor, curled up in the fetal position as you tried to block the agonising pain.

You couldn’t even die from rejection peacefully.

“What’s with the attitude?” Ashton finally questioned Kaykay. He’d pulled her out of the house, the two of them going on a walk around the block repeatedly. It would give her the space to get it off her chest without you hearing but they were still close enough to check in on you.

“We did everything right. But the babies are still gone. I’m fucking angry because it feels like this is what we got for being mated alphas before they came into our lives.” The words struck him hard as he pulled her into a hug, her fingers grasping his shirt tightly.

A choked sob fell from her lips.

“It feels like we’re being punished. And our omega doesn’t deserve that, not for our choice before we met them.” She got out and he soothed her softly, the night sky seemingly to wrap around them, their emotions and pull it to the surface.

“We aren’t. Things just happen sometimes and this is one of them. There’s nothing we can do apart from be there for each other.” He whispered and she nodded against him.

They stayed like that for a few moments, a dull ache forming in their chests.

“C’mon. We need to get back to our omega. They’re gonna be hurting badly.” He whispered and they began the short journey home.

The house was quiet, too quiet to their ears and Ashton could feel the pit in his stomach twist uncomfortably. Kaykay pushed away to climb the stairs, pausing when she opened the bedroom door.

“Ash, they’re not in bed.” Her words added to the uncomfortable sensation and he made his way up the stairs, two at a time. There was no hesitation as he glanced into the empty room, rumpled sheets being a tell tale sign that you’d moved.

Panic was threatening but he held his ground as he immediately checked the bathrooms whilst Kaykay checked the nursery.

It was her distressed cry that had him almost breaking through the walls, forcing himself to stop at the sight of you on the floor, Kaykay half holding you up.

“They’re not too far gone.” Her tears were running thick and fast as Ashton stepped into the room, pulling you into his arms.

“Grab some extra blankets. They’re cold. Send out a text to one of the girls and ask if they can get some food over, we can’t leave their side.” He whispered as he carried you back into the bedroom.

He didn’t want to go back to the hospital unless it was necessary.

They had you nestled in between them, their lips brushing over their marks on you as they held onto your tightly. You were cold to touch but you had a pulse and you were breathing.

It was painful for them to see you so still, so bereft of colour and life. And with the loss of the babies already surrounding them, they knew that they’d never survive losing you as well.

“Sweet omega, please, we can’t lose you too.” The tears were falling fast from both of them, Kaykay’s voice thick with heartbreak. “We still love you, I promise you. This isn’t your fault.” She breathed, her body unwilling to relinquish any kind of grip on you.

Ashton couldn’t find words to say as he held you tightly to his chest, watching his mate break down at the possibility of losing you as well. Part of him figured that he should’ve taken you to the hospital, but he knew that waking up in the hospital would be detrimental to you, and he wasn’t about to put you through that again.

“Please little one. If you can hear us, come home. We still want you, you’re ours to love and cherish. Please, please, please.” At that moment he didn’t care that he was an Alpha begging to his Omega mate. He was a partner, desperately begging the person he loved to stay alive, to fight for them.

It was twelve hours before you moved. You’d shifted slightly, your body tilting towards Kaykay and she cried from relief. You were still there.

Crystal and Sierra had cooked up a storm, bringing the food and coming over with it. They understood the request once they saw you nestled between your Alpha’s, no babies in sight.

“Some food to tide you through the day. We’ll come back at dinner time with some more.” Sierra whispered and Ashton could only nod in thanks as they left.

They’d come and gone a second time before you moved again, a whimper falling from your lip as a shiver ran through your body.

“We’re here, we’ve got you little one. Come back to us, please sweetheart, come back to us.” Ashton didn’t hesitate, desperate for you to open your eyes.

“Please angel, we need you.” It was like you were gasping for air as your eyes opened, fingers clawing at their arms as they both cried from relief.

You started sobbing, turning into Kaykay first, your arms wrapping around her and she held you as tightly as she could, her own tears falling.

“I’m so sorry, I’m sorry I’m sorry.” You babbled, gasping for air.

“You have nothing to be sorry for. Nothing.” Her tone was firm as you clung to her and cried. Ashton had you both pulled against him, the feeling of his body against yours giving you an ease that he still wanted you.

“I failed you, failed you both. Can’t even be a good omega.” Kaykay pulled her head back, her hand firmly grasping your chin and forcing you to look at her. She could see that you truly believed those words and Ashton felt the force of her command as she spoke.

“You’re a good omega. You did not fail us and you are not to think otherwise. It was not your fault. You’re our omega, the best omega. You're mine. Ours.” You didn’t even fight the submit, your mind clearing of the thoughts of failure but the pain still lay there.

“I’m sorry.” You got out again and she shook her head, her lips meeting yours.

“Not your fault.”

“Never your fault, sweetheart.” Ashton chimed in and you shifted to his embrace. The pain was still there, but your chest wasn’t on fire.

It was a start for your healing, all three of you.

When you next woke up, you had two attentive Alpha’s who had watched you carefully. You didn’t protest this, snuggling yourself into Kaykay, a breath of air escaping her as she shifted to wrap her arms around you tightly.

Ashton slid from the covers, and your hand was automatically searching for him in your tired state.

“I’ll take five minutes. I promise.” Your bleary eyes took in the clock on the side and noted the numbers, giving a huff of acceptance, making him laugh as he pressed a kiss to the top of your head.

“Love you, sweetheart.” He whispered before disappearing out of the room.

You clung to Kaykay, desperately trying to ignore the ache in your chest and then Ashton was there, having only been three minutes instead of five.

The ache eased immediately and Kaykay relinquished her grip on you so that you could turn your attention to Ashton, your head lay over his heart.

You knew it was instinct, the loss of the babies still so very raw and the misunderstood rejection. Your mind was jumbled and tired, trying to understand. So you relied on instinct instead.

“I’ve got you sweetheart. I’m not going anywhere.” He murmured softly, your body relaxing at his words as you allowed yourself to settle between them, lethargy hitting you once more and pulling you back to sleep.

When you next woke up, you were confused and your body felt like you’d been hit by a truck.

“We need to get you moving about a little bit. Even if it’s just around the room.” Kaykay coaxed and you were reluctant to leave the warmth that you had with your Alpha’s. But part of your mind knew she was right.

“Downstairs and back again?” You queried quietly and she gave you a smile in return.

“Sounds like a plan. We can grab a snack. You coming Ash?” You heard the underlaying order and ducked your head, feeling silly for the fact you needed both of them, but he was having none of that, his fingers sliding underneath your chin, coaxing you to look up.

When your eyes met his, you pressed your lips together, taking in a deep breath to stop the tears that you could feel building up.

“You need us, don’t ever feel bad for needing us, sweetheart.” You let out a soft hum of agreement, his lips finding yours for a moment before pulling away. “We can see what the girls have been making for us whilst you recovered.”

This earned a confused glance from you and he smiled as he began to guide you down stairs Kaykay following behind. It was only because of her footsteps that you didn’t immediately seek out her touch.

“When we found you, they came around with food so we didn’t have to leave your side.” Ashton explained as you reached the kitchen. Your body ached as you slowly moved, gripping Ashton’s arm for support.

“You good, angel?” Kaykay’s voice was gentle as she touched your free arm that wasn’t grasping onto Ashton for dear life. You thought about it, taking a slow deep breath.

“Yeah, it just hurts to move.” You finally muttered and she smiled gently in return. Her lips found your temple before she moved around the kitchen, pulling out some containers. Unable to help yourself, you sniffed the air, your stomach growling as you recognised your favourites.

Ashton laughed as you hid your face in his shoulder in embarrassment.

Hearing him laugh made the ache in your soul feel less like it was on fire.

You knew pushing yourself too much would set you back, but just the thought of going upstairs without one or both of them made you anxious.

“Sweetheart? What’s set your anxiety off?” For a moment you felt annoyed, knowing that they were so in tune with your emotions. But it was also a relief that you didn’t have to try and explain.

“I don’t want to push it. But leaving even one of you...” You trailed off, the anxiety slipping through enough for understanding to dawn across your Alpha’s faces.

“Nearly done angel.” Kaykay soothed, the microwave going off as if to prove her point.

Making your way back upstairs, Kaykay went ahead first, easing your anxieties as you hesitated at the door, your eyes drawn to the door of the-would have been-nursery. Kaykay had put the food down in your room and returned to your side.

The loss was so harsh in that moment, a whine ripping from you as you leaned into them both. You could feel yourself slipping, the anxiety, the pain. Your mind struggled to break from the agonising cycle.

“Forgive me, please I’m so so sorry.” You missed the heartbreaking looks shared between your Alpha’s at your words, but you couldn’t stop the tears from falling. They coaxed you back into your shared bedroom and you were settled between them, your heart heavy as you cried.

“It’s never your fault, sweet omega. Things just happen sometimes and this is one of them. There’s nothing we can do apart from be there for each other.” She knew that she’d echoed the same words that Ashton had spoken days before to convince her that they were not being punished.

But seeing her omega, their omega like this, it drove the point home.

When you’d settled down, You were pressed into Ashton, Kaykay snuggled up against you. His hand was drawing patterns on your thigh and her fingers were resting on your hip, tapping out gentle patterns.

It felt like they were holding you together, super glue after something so devastating.

“You both lost them too.” You finally whispered and Ashton pressed a kiss to your forehead.

“We did. And it hurts. It hurts my soul knowing that we were so close to having them in our lives. But it didn’t happen. And we nearly lost you too. But you, sweet omega, you carried them. You were the one who went through the pain of bringing them into the world. Your pain is going to be different to ours.” His reassurance still made you feel guilty, but Kaykay was having none of that, her fingers gripping your hip gently.

“We mourn in different ways, angel. I didn’t know how to show it which was why I kept away,” you pressed back into her to reassure yourself she wasn’t going to move, “I was angry because I thought it was a punishment. But Ashton’s right. It’s something that happens and it happened to us.” You took in a shaky breath at her words, the realisation hitting you hard.

“I thought you were angry at me.” You whispered sadly and despite being wedged together, she pressed herself impossibly closer, her scent overwhelming your senses yet the reassurance from her seemed to be much stronger.

“I could never be angry at you. Not for this. I told you when you came back to us that this was never your fault. And it will remain that way. And despite everything, you felt a part of you get shut away, the reassurance that you were blameless easing the weight from your shoulders.

Her words rang around your head for a few moments, and you allowed yourself to believe them, to believe her. She wouldn’t mislead you and you knew that Ashton wouldn��t let her. Not when it was something so serious.

“Your ours to love and protect, little omega. Let’s get you healthy and then we’ll get through this, together.” Ashton’s words held a finality to the tone, but it felt comforting that they’d be with you every step of the way, even if the three of you grieved differently.

You had your Alpha’s and they had you.

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Domestic poly!kayshton headcannons would be the best. I also find it so cute to think about like maybe you and Kaykay are taking a little bit too long getting ready in the morning and ash is just like begging y'all to hurry up, but in the cutest boyfriend way possible. And I love your writing so much, ur so talented 💖

omggg so we going headcanon style for this

Even when you’ve all got work, it’s a lazy morning

Slow kisses to entice each other out of bed

Ashton has definitely taken photos of you and Kaykay before you wake up because he can’t get over how cute the both of you look

Today the three of you are going to brunch with family

And because it’s a little bit later, there’s definitely some morning sex

So you and Kaykay decide to shower together and make a proper morning of it

(Ashton’s already showered in the guest shower and by the time you two are out, he’s dressed and downstairs)

And it’s just soft kisses every now and then whilst the two of you are getting ready.

You’re giggling because she’s put Ashton’s shirt on

“Do you think he’d complain or cancel the brunch?”

You’re grinning when he sticks his head around the door and pauses before trying (and failing) to glare at the both of you.

“Please, I love you both but we need to go soon.”

“Complain.” You finally utter to her laughter

You’re almost ready but Kaykay is still lounging around in her underwear

Ashton sticks his head back around the door and sighs

“You two are probably the reason I’m always late to the studio.” and this time he comes in and sits on the bed.

“Still love us tho.” The two of you are giggling at the synchronisation and he’s got the softest smile

“Can’t deny that at all.”

This time he starts using pleading kisses and so you’ve paused just for more kisses.

But he figures out your strategy and suddenly he’s tickling you, making you laugh and try to move away, but he’s pulling you to him, the two of you landing on the bed.

Half a second later, there’s a third body on this small pile up and you glance to see that Kaykay has clothes on and she’s grinning.

“Time to go?”

Ashton just sighs before chasing you both out of the house, the two of you laughing once you’re in the car.

“Only half an hour late.”

“Better than missing it completely.” You’ve got a smirk and he gives you a look that promises payback later.

I could go on for days about them someone shut me up

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ash and kaykay giving you aftercare 🥺🥺🥺

Your body twitched as a final orgasm washed over you, unable to speak, dragging in the air for a deep breath as everything stopped.

Your mind felt fuzzy as Ashton pulled out, a whimper falling from your lips as sharp pain jolted through you.

“Shh now angel, we’ve got you.” Kaykay’s voice seemed to far away, and then her hands were gentle on your skin as Ashton climbed off the bed. You barely registered the sound of running water, twisting your body towards Kaykay.

She knew what you were searching for, her arms wrapping around you gently.

“I’ve got you Angel. Ash will be a few minutes.” The fic was heavy as you hummed in acceptance.

You felt another hand touch your waist and a whimper left you, th skin sore.

“M’sorry daddy.” The words were out before you registered them, instinctive driving you to stay still as a statue and you hear Ashton’s soft sigh.

“It’s okay little one, you’re not in trouble, I promise.” You peeled away form Kaykay and his eyes were soft. His face was relaxed.

“But I made a noise. Wanna be good.” And his eyes glanced to Kaykay before he climbed into bed, carefully pulling you in.

“Sweetheart you were so good for daddy and peachy. You’re not in any trouble.” He avoided the sore spots and winced, knowing that despite liking pain, he knew how fast you could drop.

“Angel, you gonna let daddy help you to get cleaned up?” Kaykay’s voice seemed far away again and dazedly you turned your head to look at her before ducking your head back into Ashton’s chest.

“It’s okay little one. C’mon.” You shuffles with him, your joints protesting as blood rushes down your body and you whimpered.

“Oh sweetheart I know. I promise once we’re in the bath and you’re all squeaky clean, you can rest.” His voice was soothing and grounding.

Once you were in the large tub that easily held the three of you, resting against Ashton, Kaykay sliding in to help sooth your sore joints, the fog started to clear.

You made no noise as you settled against Ashton, your head tired as you cling to him. The warm water helped bring you down as your body slowly relaxed and both Ashton and Kaykay kept touching you, soothing the sore marks.

It was when you’d returned to bed, Kaykay having already switched the sheets out, did you feel closer to the surface, snuggling between them, feeling Ashton’s body pressed behind you as you cling to Kaykay.

Her voice was soothing.

“You were so good for both of us Angel, you took your punishment without complaint and you know that daddy is gonna treat us both to his blueberry pancakes in the morning.” And finally, you giggled.

She smiled.

“Love you Peach.” She shifted in your arms, her lips carefully finding yours. A whine erupted from behind you both.

“What about me?” And you pulled away, snuggling against Ashton as his arms tightened marginally.

“Love you too Ash.” And you could see the relaxed grin on Kaykay’s lips as he chuckled.

“So blueberry pancakes in the morning then?”

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just tense | poly!kayshton

notes: shut up i was inspired by @maluminspace and then @sexgodashton put halloween stuff into my head and then my mind went zoomies and then this was born. idk if the next part to be honest to you is gonna be out this weekend so this is to kinda make up for it. sorry. i also know this isn’t everyones cup of tea and if it ain’t yours, then just blacklist the kayshton tag warnings: smut, talk of fear and anxiety word count: 2k

It had been on your list of places to visit ever since the three of you had arrived in London for some well deserved time off.

For once, it was refreshing to be tourists, especially with the amusement between you and Kaykay of Ashton trying to hide his identity as to not cause fans to come full throttle at the three whilst you were enjoying your time off.

Thankfully, the few fans that had spotted and recognised the three of you had listened to the pleas that you wanted to enjoy your trip without being bombarded and it seemed that the universe was on your side.

So it had been days filled with various activities.

You’d started off with the London Eye where Ashton had booked ahead and reserved one pod for the three of you. Kaykay had been snapping some photos and you’d been sat on the bench next to Ashton, your head leaning on his shoulder as you’d watched the world go by. It was like a bubble away from the real world. A bubble that Ashton started taking advantage of.

His fingers had worked up your thigh and you were about to warn him no, until Kaykay turned around, a smirk on her lips.

“Just think angel, the people that could potentially see what’s being done to you, see what a little slut you can be.” And you realised what they were doing as you finally parted your legs wider for Ashton to slide his fingers to your jeans button and help you wiggle them down enough for his hand to start working.

“Peach.” The whimper fell from your lips and she smirked as she leaned down in front of you, your eyes going from her lips to how the low top she was wearing gave you a good eyeful. She smirked.

“Is my angel getting worked up because of daddy?” Your head was still resting on Ashton’s shoulder, knowing that you wanted to keep it looking as relaxed as possible, knowing that there were people in the other pods.

“Peachy, please.” You whimpered out, fingers gripping the wooden bench beneath you.

“How’s she feeling daddy?” Kaykay barely breathed to Ash and he let out the most sinful noise that had your thighs tensing.

“She’d been dripping for us Peachy. I bet the little slut wants her daddy to fuck her against the window, give the audience a show.” They knew they had you the way your eyes fluttered shut, the softer moans escaping.

“What do you want me to do baby? Want me to finger fuck you like daddy, or touch that pretty little clit?” As she spoke, she straddled herself across your lap, leaving Ash enough room to keep moving his fingers and you could feel the edge coming closer.

“Clit, please Peach. M’so close for you both.” The soft whimper was enough for her to bring her fingers to your clit, and you were struggling to keep your eyes open, but they hadn’t ordered you to keep them open.

“Daddy, please, please I’m close.” Your head twisted, mouth muffled by his jacket and he tutted.

“Show your face little one. You can keep your eyes closed this once.” You did as you were told, your thighs trembling as you came, both of them working you through it before Ashton pulled his fingers free, licking them clean. You felt Kaykay’s fingers dip below the fold and then bring them to her own lips and you let out a soft moan as they helped you shift your jeans back up before she finally kissed you.

“Such a good girl for us.” She murmured.

The rest of the ride was spent like that, trading kisses with the two of them, both of them keeping you grounded enough. When the three of you stepped off, their smug smirks and your flaming red cheeks were the only indications of anything amiss, but people didn’t pay any attention and you felt yourself breathe a sigh of relief.

“We definitely need to do that again.” Kaykay’s grin was matched by Ashton’s and you could only groan at the ridiculousness, pressing a kiss to both of their lips before heading towards the tour bus stop.

It was interesting to sit atop the open top double decker, watching as various buildings went past, the tour guide rattling off various facts and films that had been recorded too. You’d taken photos outside of the Palace and got a nice shot of the three of you sat by the fountains in Trafalgar Square before grabbing some food.

“So we need to make a decision. London Dungeons or Madame Tussauds.” Ashton’s eyes lifted from the pamphlet he was reading, eyes searching yours and Kaykay’s faces.

“How about we do Madame Tussauds tomorrow? That way we can not worry about any time issues. I know the Dungeon tour is about an hour and a half.” You voiced and Kaykay agreed. But Ashton kept his eyes on you.

“You gonna be alright with it?” You nodded your head.

“I’ll be fine. I’m with both of you.” He didn’t press further and when you reached your destination, your fingers wound them through Kaykay’s almost immediately.

“Scaredy cat.” She teased playfully, her eyes full of mirth as Ashton purchased your tickets and you found yourself waiting with the next group of people to go in.

Part of you wondered why you’d agreed to do this, trying to calm your heart rate when an actor stepped forward, the macabre makeup giving your gut the sinking feeling.

At that point as you stepped into the first room, your other hand clamped around Ashton’s, ignoring his look of amusement that he shared with Kaykay, hsi fingers tightening in a reassuring manner.

You were fascinated by the history that they went through, your mind managing to push away the fear in favour of the knowledge until you got to the second part, your heart rate rising as you had to let go of one of their hands, torn between the decision. Kaykay made the choice for you, her fingers slipping from yours as she took the seat behind you and you tried your hardest not to shrink into Ashton’s side.

The ride was fun, exhilarating and damp. Mercifully you weren't soaked through but still somewhat annoyed and Ashton laughed as he moved a piece of hair from your face.

“Still one of the prettiest girls I’m dating, little one.” He hummed and you could feel your cheeks growing warmer as he pressed a gentle kiss to your temple.

The following three rooms weren’t as terrifying, although you could feel your body tense a few times. You were able to overlook the fear as you learned the history of London, jumping when Kaykay placed her hand on your back in reassurance.

She shot you a silent look of apology as Ashton held back the snickers and you elbowed his side, placing a kiss to her cheek moments later.

“It’s fine. I’m just tense.” You murmured and she hid her snort.

You couldn’t help but cringe at the torture chamber, trying not to hide too much behind Ashton. You’d already seen how the actors picked up on who was scared, singling them out and you weren’t keen on that at all.

You found yourself relaxing with the next few rooms after that, feeling less clammy and you recognised you weren’t shaking either. But then it came to the Sweeney Todd part and you could feel your whole body tense up.

You tried to ignore how your heart started getting faster, the reassuring touches from both Ashton and Kaykay doing little for your nerves as you jumped violently at one of the loud noises. You were just relieved that you hadn’t screamed like someone else within your group.

It was when you reached the Jack the Ripper exhibit and you could feel your muscles ache from how tense you were.

When it got to the labyrinth, despite knowing that they were both with you, you couldn’t ease the anxiety that had overcome you, trying to keep as close as possible as the group moved, the screams sounding so very real in your ears and the lights flickering making you feel nauseous.

Once you reached the pub, the barmaid telling tales of Jack the Ripper, the details of the cases, you felt yourself relax until the lights went out and then something moved in front of you, your fear winning over your reflexes and a small scream escaped as you backed up, fighting the tears as you felt Ashton’s arms wrap around you.

“You’re safe little one, I promise.” You were fighting the urge to sob into his arms, taking in deep shaky breaths. You hadn’t been the only one to scream, but you still felt the embarrassment flood through you.

When you reached the next part, Ashton paused in front of you, his fingers cradling your face as he pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead. You took in a deep breath, the soft squeeze from Kaykay reminding you that you were safe and were free to get out of this at any time.

But you continued.

The next few had you relaxing but when you reached the final ride, your nerves were taught and you weren’t sure if you were going to handle it. But you pushed on through, unable to let go of either Ashton’s or Kaykay’s hands as you got spots for the ride.

And then it dropped and this time the scream was a mixture of exhilaration and fear, the sound of a neck snapping going right through you. Your eyes immediately turned to either side of you, making sure they were okay, your heart in your chest when you got off the ride. At this point your body was trembling and you could feel aches build up from where you’d been so tense.

When you reached the tavern where food and drinks were being served, Ashton was quick to pull you both to a quiet corner and he could see your body was still trembling.

“Sweetheart, do you want some food or shall we head out?” His voice was soft, his finger tucking under your chin so that your gaze would meet his. He could see the faraway look in your eyes and realised that perhaps this was a bit too much.

“Can we go? Just want cuddles.” You finally whispered, a tear escaping the corner of your eyes and Ashton smiled softly as Kaykay caught the tear with a finger.

It was easy to get back to the hotel you were staying in. You were silent for most of the trip, admitting that you’d enjoyed the tour but you weren’t keen to go back again when asked by Kaykay.

They didn’t press you to talk, your head resting on Kaykay’s shoulder, her hand smoothing your hair gently whilst your hand was in Ashton’s lap, his thumb rubbing circles into the skin on your hand. You felt safe.

It was once in the hotel room, the original plan they’d clearly had, being discarded as you settled into softer pyjamas, allowing yourself to be squished between both of them as Ashton ordered room service, the three of you eating pizza and watching films as your eyes grew heavier.

You didn’t fight sleep, your body curling into Ashton’s. Their grips around you never faltered as they snuggled down with you, soft kisses being pressed to your skin before the lights were switched off, only one being left on knowing that the last thing they needed was you to wake up in the dark after the tour.

It was a warm settled feeling that filled you as you felt their bodies press closer before you stop fighting the exhaustion and passed out, nestled between your two favourite people.

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