#i still love you with my whole heart
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some ppl might noticed that my typings r dry recently
i hope they didn’t thought that i’m being uninterested anymore
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i have someone i must protect.
#caleb why are you so attractive#i thought id gif these bc these animations are insane hfjsdkjgnv i love them so much....#his gameplay is EVERYTHING#my head is STILL reeling and i cant believe we actually get to fight beside him now huhu???!#:iamweak: i swear he has my whole heart my whole life my whole soul rn#(this user thinks about caleb daily)#lnds garden 🌹#love and deepspace#love & deepspace#lnds#lads#l&ds#love and deepspace caleb#love & deepspace caleb#lnds caleb#lads caleb#l&ds caleb
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Happy Valentine's Day! (and this blog's first post anniversary!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Woah...it's been a whole *year* since I took the leap and uploaded my 'first attempt' art.#It's outdated now but it holds a special place in my heart for the fact it started all of this off.#Calling this 'poorly-drawn' was always about accepting that my art was going to be imperfect and messy - and doing it anyways!#There has been a staggering number of times I have drawn something I almost didn't upload because I didn't think it was 'good enough'#only for someone to say they liked it - or that it made them laugh. And it has helped me realize -#-The worst critic for my work has always been myself. If I listened to it all the time...well we would not be here now B'*)#And now that I have dabbled in other fandoms I can truly see how lucky was to start out with the MXTX fans.#The supportive messages and tags have truly been a guiding force toward my artistic and self improvement.#I really can't describe how grateful I am.#Thank you for seeing something worth rooting for when I was just figuring things out.#Thank you for being sweeter than the candy I have strategically hidden in the nooks and crannies of this house.#But watch out! If you forget to find them we will get ants.#I remembered to not hide chocolate in the bed this year. Yes I know it melted last time. Yes it did stain. I'm still sorry.#Thank you for loving me regardless <3 Even if it looked like I shit the bed real bad.
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I always think it's funny when I see one of those posts from someone going I can't BELIEVE people talk about Ghibli films as aesthetic comfort sweet soft movies, these movies are about DARK FUCKED UP subject matter and heavy topics like DEATH and WAR and then you can scroll a little further and you can see reblogged clips from Ghibli movies of slow pans across sprawling meadows and beautifully rendered alien fauna or cozy villages with the most beautiful piano score played over it, sandwiched between moments of genuine human compassion and connection, quiet sequences of people performing mundane tasks, and I'm like yeah man that's crazy, definitely people are crazy if they associate these things w their corresponding movies. personally, I sit down to watch Kiki's Delivery Service stone-faced as I meditate on the Loss Of Innocence and I don't experience any other parts of the movie. only the serious bits. I don't reblog a single aesthetic gifset from the movie because then that means I would be Missing The Point
#be so for real you guys. movies can be multiple things#the serious subject matter and the darker parts of ghibli movies are not like. the only thing.#it's actually really funny to summarize them that way#there's so many Ghibli movies also and they are not interchangeable so when i read these posts#i love imagining frustratedly reciting it to someone who was just watching whisper of the heart#which is about a lot of things. and also very much IS a soft and relaxing sweet movie#“but you don't get the POINT of the movie is serious/dark” no i super do. i also see it as a whole.#sergle.txt#even the really fucked up ones are still beautiful damn! the wind rises? fuck#nausicaa is one of my favorites and it is in fact. still aesthetic as hell. and soft. despite it all.#ofc i love mononoke. i also like the art in it. keep up bud
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cruelest thing that kpop has ever done is impose a "you can't eat anything" rule on their idols in the country that says "have you eaten today?" as a way of showing love
#yena talks#so much of korean... affection? centers around eating and eating well and asking if youve eaten as a sign of love and concern#bc historically it just holds so much significance to like. actually have enough to eat that the question is engraved into our culture#and rvery time fans ask idols if theyve eaten it always come from a place of love but it breaks my heart because it's just so so likely that#the answer they give is either a) a lie or b) misleading because theyre not allowed to eat as much as they ought#also just the symbolism. “have you eaten today” = i love you; “you cant eat” = the opposite of that#like the whole diet culture/ obsession with looking perfect is of course so damaging by itself but it feels even more cruel like this yk#this is an exaggeration btw like i know kpop has done way worse things but this still breaks my heart
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You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.
Starring Role (Patreon)
#My art#ISaT#ISaT Spoilers#Siffrin#Loop#Technically - you know how it goes#Me when I relate to Siffrin: Oh no haha that's probably not great whoops haha#Me when I relate to Loop: Oh. Oh No.#Lenti has such a deathgrip on my ISaT opinions wtf how is she so powerful I thought my fave was Sif?? But I mean well-#Lol#Does this count as vent idk lol#It was fun to write tho :) Very easy! Done all at once!#As was drawing this! Also done all at once! And black and white is still really fun to work with hehe#I got to use some pretty cool outline/lineart tricks for this one yay :D#The original draft of the fic had a different title but ''Starring Role'' is kinda?? too perfect???#To the point where I looked around and I was like#Kinda shocked that there doesn't Seem? to be another fic with the same title?#Which is.........oddly relevantly thematic to this fic actually hahaha#Not to get too exacting about it but the whole thing of Loop feeling replaceable well#It would imply that other someones could do what they do better than them#What an odd refutation. Huh. Weird#Anyway - behind the scenes fun fact!#I actually really love the song Starring Role but I didn't think of it until after writing this#And now that I sing it to myself it's actually kinda perfect what the heck#So that's something to think about as well#Anyway if you're going to listen to it pls listen to the Axiom remix it is The version in my heart <3#The glitches and stutters are perfect.....#And the clock ticking?? Why is this song so ISaT I'm gonna think about this for a while now heck#Animatic in my head shower thought -core lol
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me leaving my bubble and seeing everyone hate on demetri for taking the last sekai taikai spot

#you guys don't get him like i get him#like that annoying prick is my FAVORITE character#and eli fucking stomped all over his heart once again#give him a break if he acted out of anger#and guess what!!! eli and dems whole fight was not about who was the better fighter!!!!!#i stg it's like everyone missed the whole point#anyway take my baby's name out of your mouth#demetri solos and no one is ready to admit that#like all his actions are justified#and he's the only one with enough of a brain to be like why the FUCK are we still doing this karate war bullshit!!!#the man is TIRED#he's ready to be DONE#also congratulations is is order for his MIT acceptance#that's INSANE GOOD FOR HIM#ok rant over i just love him#ck spoilers#cobra kai spoilers#cobra kai season 6 spoilers#demetri alexopoulos#cobra kai
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guys
sigh
jerry.
#the eltingville club#eltingville fanart#the helltingville club#welcome to eltingville#jerry stokes#eltingville jerry#eltingville club#wip#current wip#Im now reminded that I have to draw josh and may still#and the extras#guys guys guys guys guys listen listen listen#I assure you I love this man with my whole heart#scrawny motherfucker with a cool hairstyle#look at him
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me, starting up da2 again: man idk if I'm still as emotionally attached to this game as I was back when I did my first playthrough, I mean I was going through it TM when I first played da2 so maybe it's not as important to me anymore also me, 5 minutes later: *in tears over the backstab sound effect*
#maaaannnn this game slaps#how could I ever not love you da2#this game and story has my whole entire heart what was I even thinking#WE NAMED OURSELVES THE WAY WE DID BC OF THIS GAME OFC IT STILL HOLD WEIGHT#anyways default hawke best hawke#I'm playing a rogue!marian named Rielle#shes gonna romance Merrill or Fenris#still undecided#and I gotta be a bit mean to anders:((( my bby boy:(( my problematic war starting bisexual :(( I love him#but its okay cause in my heart of hearts I know him and mage!garret are out there somewhere living their best life together#dragon age#da2#hawke#Rielle Hawke
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Terry doesn't have siblings. He's always wondered, quietly, what it would have been like to grow up with one; someone to get in and out mischief with, someone who's supposed to be on your side despite everything else.
Claudia had been bitter about her brother.
Terry had wondered if he'd misunderstood what siblings were supposed to be.
Then he actually starts hanging out with Soren and Corvus, and well. Now he knows.
They are both older than him and decidedly more adventurous, and it's been a tough couple of months, y'know? Things are getting better—Evrkynd is almost self-sufficient, and Katolis Castle is still being fixed up but the builders have declared it livable again, and the refugees at the Banther Lodge have slowly started to move back in. Soren is not... irresponsible per se, but he does do a lot things because he thinks they would be funny, and Terry gets dragged into it because he's dragged into everything Soren and Corvus do nowadays, and that's how he ends up in their High Cleric's newly rebuilt office dressed for burglary and feeling like a child caught red handed with a cookie jar he's not supposed to have.
"Tell me again why you were sneaking into the wine cellar dressed like thieves."
Terry looks away. Opeli is nice enough and Soren and Corvus both promise that she's not as stiff as he thinks she is, but she is a formidable woman when she's annoyed, and she is, frankly, pretty damn annoyed. Corvus, for his part, looks like he's got a headache that matches hers, and Soren looks sheepish but mostly unapologetic, but Opeli isn't asking them—
She's asking Terry.
"Uh..."
Soren nudges him. Testing the security, he mouths obviously, so obviously that Corvus sinks further into his chair and hides his face by pinching the bridge of his nose.
"We were—uh—t-testing the security?" He parrots.
"And that involves sneaking a cask of wine out through the window, does it?"
Terry actually squeaks. "Yes?"
Opeli purses her lips. Terry falters under the pressure.
"Soren just said we were going for drinks! I thought he meant we were going out, I didn't think we'd be breaking into the castle—"
"You live here," she snaps, rounding on Soren and Corvus. "If you wanted a drink, why not simply walk to the kitchens like civilised members of society?"
"To his credit, High Cleric," says Corvus tiredly, "he really did make it sound like a security test."
"The fact that there was wine involved didn't raise your suspicions."
"He didn't mention the wine to me."
There's a pause. Terry wonders if she might want a drink herself.
"Come on, Opeli," says Soren at last. "It was just a little fun. We didn't even get a drink before we got caught, and we were gonna offer you some anyway."
"Why on earth would I partake in your stolen wine?"
"It's not stealing if it's our wine," he points out, flashing one of his more charming smiles at her. "It's all fine, no one got hurt, and y'know, the maids who caught us might have freaked out a little, but now we know there's a blindspot there! You can let us off just this once."
Opeli scowls at him, and then at Corvus, and then Terry. "I expected better from you two," she mutters at them. "Soren's been doing this for years, but you two..." She shakes her head. "Just go. Walk to the kitchens in future, if you please, and dress for the stations you occupy rather than scaring the maids by dressing as burglars." She dismisses them with a wave of her hand and they file out, but not before Soren reveals one of the two bottles he had stolen and leaves it on her desk. The other he uncorks as soon as Opeli's office door shuts.
"So maybe we approach from the South Wing next time?"
"Soren!"
"Are you serious?"
He laughs and raises the bottle. "Cheers to you guys," he says taking a swig before offering it to them. "Brothers in arms, right?"
In spite of himself, Terry snorts and hides his smile behind the lip of the bottle. Brothers in arms indeed.
#terry tdp#soren tdp#corvus tdp#the terrestrio#loved them with my whole heart this season i hoep they get up to shenanigans#still not here just dropping this off#s7 spoilers#the dragon prince#in anticipation#opeli my beloved you must be so tired#sorpeli#if you squint#sorvus#also if you squint
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happy 8 years
i will transform so i don't die
#my art#undertale#chara dreemurr#am a bit bereft of things to say lol sorry. usually this is where i have a whole diatribe to go off on#i didn't feel like celebrating very much this year so the artwork i made isnt very celebratory#but it was always the sad and futile parts of the story that made me feel the most when i was a kid . so#it's maybe truer to the spirit of my love for this game than any of the cutesy celebration drawings ive done over the years#um . as it was and still is. my heart lives where this story is#if i hadn't played it when i was a kid i don't know if i would have made it this far. im actually almost certain i wouldnt have#sometimes its hard to be thankful for that but i make myself be thankful lol.#so dramatic rofl. well it's just what i was thinking#thanks for being here everyone. i kind of like how this drawing turned out and i hope you will too
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Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,
Anime:
GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)
VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!
Manga:
GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of? VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.
#dbtag#I do not understand this writing it's so bad aklsdlkasjd#Toei wants Goku to be Clark Kent SO bad and he SO isn't lmao#they're so good and dumb and rounded and complex in the manga what is the anime so afraid of#Toriyama said 'no no this man is a detached faux-immortal who has a dear pure heart but he's childlike and selfish even though he's kind'#and toei went 'got it goku's never done anything wrong ever in his life'#toriyama said 'Vegeta's gone through a lot and he's finally settling into his more mature leadership role with the confidence he's earned'#and toei said 'got it vegeta has the confidence of a high school bully except now he can interact with his family as a comedy bit'#girl hWHAT#Toei trying to group Goku and Vegeta as two people who would rather train than be with their families and Toriyama said NO Vegeta wants#to be HOME this is the first time in years that he's HAD ONE and it makes him HAPPY to be with his wife and children!!#Vegeta trains so that he can protect the things he doesn't want to lose again and Goku trains because it's the thing that makes him happies#They are NOT the same lmao And yeah Vegeta still wants to beat Goku but he also knows that Gohan could dogwalk both of them if he wanted#He also knows Trunks and Goten are going to surpass them it's not about being the best anymore he's past that he just wants to Not Need Gok#He just doesn't want to have to rely on Goku to save the day he wants to be Enough on his own he just wants to know he can be#because every time it's mattered he WASN'T and people he loved were lost to his inability to protect them and he carries that#Like Whis diagnosed him with anxiety and cptsd out in the open and Beerus said he was self-centered for feeling guilt#+ he lowkey enjoys the rivalry it keeps him goal-oriented so he can't get complacent and lazy which is what triggered his Buu Saga breakdow#realized how Fucked Up it was that having a home and loving family made him feel like he was failing and went 'wait no I won actually??'#now he's chill as fuck in the manga. cool confident leader.#and sometimes he is childish and dumb with Goku as a treat#you know what rocks about his rivalry with Goku in Super though is that it's Playful. Vegeta is learning how to Play.#You ever seen a shelter dog get introduced to a really playful dog and it takes a minute for the shelter dog to understand it's safe here#And then they're both running around the backyard playing hot potato with one braincell?? That's Goku and Vegeta's relationship#and the way the anime sleeps on that dynamic is so fucking criminal especially when it's literally canon it's in print it's out there#you had the playbook how'd you fumble it this bad#anyway that's my 25+ year blorbo thoughts I love Geets a lot okay#And I love Goku in the manga a lot I'd forgotten that he's actually a great character when Toei's not fucking up his whole vibe
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I am always thinking about the dark island trilogy journal entry things Wu writes and how much he genuinely adores all the people he cares about. He writes so fondly and lovingly about Misako and Lloyd and all the ninja and and and augh This bad boy can fit so much love in him
#I get so emotional when I think about how much they all mean to him#And how much he means to them#Literally in tears writing this hope you know. I love him so much#He was there for them all at their lowest he gave them the support they needed and they all found family in each other because of it#11 minute era will always hold a special place in my heart#For the sheer fact that it gives a lot of focus to Wu and his bond with the ninja individually#Maybe not with all of them but still#I could go on whole rants about his relationship with individual ninja they're everything to him#The thing he said in DR about how he was lonely for so long after Garmadon fell. But once he found them he's become much happier#Im sick.#wu#wu ninjago#master wu#ninjago#lego ninjago
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Being a (platonic) HeartSoul fan is so upsetting. They only interact one on one ONCE and it was for like 5 seconds. I genuinely have no idea why I love them so much, there’s no logical explanation or canon evidence to back it up. I feel like I’m going crazy. Heart and Mind/Mind and Soul are much more compelling relationships, why must I adore two losers with NO canon chemistry.
#doodle rambles#it’s genuinely all fanon and headcanon with them and yet I’m dead on the floor shot in the heart#their love transcends space and time yet it’s still not strong enough to deter Souls loyalty to Whole#yeah you’re my everything and I love you but you’re not exempt from punishment and scrutiny#I thought you loved me / I do and that’s why I had to do what I did#I can’t get love from my other half so I must seek comfort in you#I can’t get love from my creator/god so I cling to you instead#their love is so inherently selfish#BANGS ON THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE CAN ANYONE HEAR ME#cj heart#cccc heart#cj soul#cccc soul#cj platonic bloodmoon
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Me trying to figure out which jenmish photos to use for my tt and tumblr profile pictures be like:
But also help 😭. I have like 6 options that I love and I can only choose two.






#jenmish#cockles#destiel#supernatural#jensen ackles#misha collins#i love them#impossible to choose just two#I also love Jared with my whole heart too#j2m#forever#but I also have a slight problem preference to jenmish#sorry Jared#still love you#profile picture#they are so cute
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#did i get it right this time?#hashirama senju#tobirama senju#got inspired by my favorite tf artist who also loves these guys apparently#i was drawing them in my new style and then my old style from when i used to draw them a lot started creeping in#im fighting muscle memory dawg#ehhhh this is more right than last time. hmmmmmm#im still trying to feel out the characters. idk you guys tell me#muscle memory but the muscles are atrophied and wrong so theyre misguiding me#i showed my brother the one thats a nrt fan and he asked me who these characters were OK buddy#ok fine ill go sleep this off and get jumpscared tomorrow#i recommend you see seafood_pie on twitter with my whole heart. she drew hstb back in august 2023
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