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I love miraculous ladybug and I’m not ashamed to say it!
#i rewatch it after a while#although i was (and am) dissapointed with the ss5 finale#i still hold it dearly to my heart#just need to be a bit more delusional to believe the fix-it fics in ao3 are canon#but anyways#i love miraculous#the quirks; the cons; the dissapointments; the joy; anything#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#miraculous sugar
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just got into the far cry series…i’m so obsessed
#just finished 6 and it was delicious absolutely delectable#however i still hold far cry 5 dearly into my heart#and 3#so so good#can’t wait for 7#anyway#here’s a shout out to try it out if u can#i get Xbox game pass through Microsoft bing reward points#tedious and takes a while but worth it in the end#lots of game options#chatter#dani rojas mi amor! 🫵
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dont worry i am still aliv 👍🏻 i am having a quarter life crisis tho and death is real and always lurking around the corner but thats the fun part right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#sorry everyone the horniness is on hold still#but for real#um#all i have to say is. if youre doing something. sometimes you have to sit back and look at what youre doing and go#“im gonna die one day and THIS is what im doing with my life???”#filled with rage and angst against the world while holding the part of me that loves humanity and humans and people so dearly to my heart#no matter how bad things get i will protect that part of me. humans are beautiful.
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LOVELY DAUGHTER UNSOUND MIND!
#her name is the morning dews her name is light ! her brother has no excuse for his cruelty she can#change the world she has to change this country first if one day she resents me i hope i will care for her stil#his name is the lake his name is the singing bird he is going to to die soon its all neurodegenerative i miss him dearly#and ill miss him more still. a pool of wealth gathers on the shores of an island in the carribean holding ears#building domes and turning heads away in terror of the finite. a photo to the chat of a styrofoam cup full of himalayan salt#sent by the millionaire. answer echoes answer. would you like to be a guest speaker inside my lungs?#THROW THE ARROW INSIDE THE AUTOCLAVE PIERCE THE APPLE ON THEIR HEAD WITH GREAT STERILITY WITH GREAT CARE WITH SOUND MIND#somewhere over the ocean there is turkish coffee the dark wood of a berlin coffee shop the white sunlight of swiss alps#my friend sending me poetry in jest from tokyo her heart in rural china#my heart with the large sun of northern iran flowing through streetlight poles at dusk holding two trans girls hand in hand
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aaaaand officially finished rereading homestuck!
#libra.txt#thanks for playing :')#might rewatch collide and the rest of the panels#bc i feel like i rushed through them a lil bit#but. man. jeez. boy howdy. etc.#homestuck holds a very special place in my heart. i love it so dearly.#yeah some of the jokes and references are a little dated. but so much of the writing stands up!#and these characters are incredible. genuinely. even the ones i dislike i have a certain respect for!#i'm glad i got to re-experience this. and finally met the dancestors!#not as much to them as i hoped but. i still liked them! :]#and now to be sad bc all the fics on ao3 either suck or are davekat centric (this is a generalised statement i have read many excellent fic#it's just that so many are davekat centric and ughhhh i don't like flushed davekat!!!!!!!! oh well. many such cases. etc. i will just#have to write my own! lol. lmao)
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realizing that of all my early 2010s ships frary is the only one left standing in my heart....my ultimate comfort otp <3
#text#reign#frary#mel talks#my babies i love them so much#forget comfort characters....what's your comfort ship?#like the one that no matter how much times passes you still hold dearly in your heart?
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i miss venti …
sighs as i open the TATT drafts
#due to how long the next part of chapter 2 will be … it’s still not gonna be released for awhile#im afraid …#ummm sorry to like the 4 ppl that read it 😭😭#sighs i miss TATT venti#hes so … idk how to put it#cant find the words#but just know i hold him so dearly to my heart#i support all his rights and wrongs !!!!#— [ rambles ] ; eydís talks!
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daily reminder for new mbbs if you're wondering what mx content to watch since we've been starved is shownu's mukbang series <3
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theres two sides to me one where im so sad we didnt get branch as the one who got captured and had to be saved in the third, then theres another part of me thats happy he wasnt the one who got captured JNJGNDSJ
i feel it would've been so much more emotional if branch got captured? but at the same time idk how they couldve done it/made it work with how the current movie goes along w other stuff
idk theres a lot to it but im so YAAAY and NOOO that he isnt the one who got captured n it stayed a concept jNJGDJFS
#issak.txt#i feel we wouldve gotten more floyd if branch was captured too oop#no what nooo one of my reasons to wanting it isnt so i'd have more floyd noooo#nooooooo#whyd you think that?#silllyyyyy#remembering that tho makes me miserable even imagining the end when they save floyd tho if its swapped#idk all i can imagine is branch becoming clear gummy lookin yk hes like. Dead#and then u have poppy and floyd both rushing over to him#and theyre Miserable#poppy is self explanatory i dont need to explain how that'd be affecting her#but floyd? i imagine such GUILT hits him. given the context/idea they all still left branch when he was a baby#hes just kneeling there holding branch as he starts to cry regretting how he never came back sooner how he wish he came back sooner and#hes so sorry and regrets *everything* bc he loves branch so dearly and just#UGH SORRY#im getting too angsty but anyway yeah you get the jist of like. why i think it'd be a good alternative#then i remember its a kids movie and that shit hurts too much and the franchise is way more light hearted then that#so i dnt think i could handle it JNGJFDNGJSDN lord
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Ah. The grieving
#11 years today since my grandma passed away and boy#it really still immobilizes me sometimes#you know ive forgotten what her voice sounds like but i remember the exact fond look on her face she'd have when i was misbehaving#or when she'd have to chase me around the house cuz i wouldnt let her brush my hair#or the milk toast and twist up when i was sick#man.#i miss her just as much as the day we lost her and thats never going to change but. my grandpa is back with her now#and they hold such a special place in my heart that im gonna hold dearly forever#the grief is never ending but so is the love. so is the love#kind of a personal post for 11am on a Saturday but i wanna make it. so#its just another common case of 'if love could have saved you you would have lived forever'#she would have lived to be a hundred billion years old she was so adored and loved by everyone#my grandpa too
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When I was at the zoo once I sat in a place for like half an hour or longer bc one of the birds sang so beautifully. Just. Sat there and listened. One of my most peaceful moments I think.
#fun fact about me lmao#i still have no idea what the bird was called and i probably won't recognise it now bc it has been years#but it was beautiful#and it was a nice lesson in just sitting and listening#i think at least#and maybe it's good that i don't know the name of the bird anymore tbh#i could look it up if i knew but some day i wouldn't appreciate the sound as greatly anymore#so idk it's a nice memory and i hold it dearly in my heart😌🙏#god that got so sentimental 💀#i didn't come on here for the whole day and now this lmao😭#watched the hobbit trilogy with a friend it was really nice :3#johnny's silly rambles
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i am very sane about and can totally be trusted with pjsk x kagepro fanarts
#i may not talk abt kagepro much but it's still one of my biggest spinterest alright.#i'm not into it as much as i was in elementary but i still hold it close to my heart dearly#still very disappointed that i'm yet to see any lost time memory ruikasa fanarts though it would save me.#ri says the less serious things. the tag
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puts my face in my hands and screams
#just got suddenly violently ill thinking about dating and romance and love i wanna be in love i wanna love someone who loves me#my last relationship. listen they weren't bad by any means and i still love them so dearly theyre my best friend. but i knew we were gonna#break up months before it happened. j saw the writing on the wall. for the last chunk of that relationship it felt like they didn't love me#and now they talk about how theyve never been loved fully before they've never known what that feels like and it's like#i. put so much of my heart and soul into that relationship. for four year#i don't think i was a bad partner. if i was i hope they would have told me#and ik it's their mental health issues making them say shit like that but that + them admitting they spent the entirety of our relationship#thinking i was dating them out of pity#when i was so wildly in love with them and still am (though it's platonic now#it hurts. it hurts#I don't hold it against them. im sure theyd also rather not be thinking like this. but it hurts a lot#i wanna date i wanna be in a relationship but im so scared and awkward and autistic and picky and i don't go places or do things i don't#know how to meet people or how to actually behave in a relationship cuz most of my previous ones were long distance#and I've been single for over 2 years#i just don't know how to function or how to go about it#sorry i complain about the same shit always but theyre the most important person in my life#and despite all my efforts i am still so deeply insecure#raaah RAAAAAAH IT HURTS !!!!! IT HURTS AND IM SAD!!!!!!!!!!#open up
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And that Nikita, is what you exceed at best: bringing to life and Az that does get to have Elain, even if it isn't entirely on his terms (or hers).
Bringing cannon elriel to life under your marvelous fic, because yes they want each other, and yes he is missing his girl so he'll fly to her, and oh yeah if Rhys can fuck her sister in a hotel all night Az can stay with Elain and sleep for a change, and yes he has a house! No, he is not obliged to stay miserably stewing in nessian nymphomaniac strike cause he has a comfortable house with a closet with clothes for his girl, an pretty key for her as well, and she has lovely kids who aren't born from her but occupy her heart all the same, and she trusts him to bring him to her world, to nurture and give love to her kids all the same, and of course they also get nasty sometimes but THEY ARE YET TO DO THE DEED, but they do have cute dates in fancy restaurants because why the fuck not! And I do now know the rest but I hope they are living their best life and fucking each other raw whenever they fancy, and sleeping in each other's arms peacefully and content!
Azriel has always been the one looking at life from the outside.
From the time of his birth, he was placed in a cupboard, separated from him mother, forced to look at life as an outsider.
Everything's been just within his reach, but it always eluded him.
There was a family that he was supposed to have been part of--his father, his mother, his step mother and step brothers. It was right there, just beyond the walls, a complete family that should've loved him. But the family didn't love him, and his mother wasn't allowed to be with him, so until he was 11 years old, he was looking at something that he couldn't have.
Then, he was discarded by his father, dumped in a camp, unable to fly, overly powerful, yet completely powerless as an Illyrian. There was a family there--Rhys and his mother, and his 'brother' Cassian, who's been there for 5-6 years already. So again, Azriel was taken on, but the family wasn't quite his. He was a Shadowsinger. He had use. The High Lord took him on and tolerated him because of Azriel's abilities and not because he needed another stray in the family.
And then there was Mor, who was within reach,. But he could never make her love him. And he looked on when she chose Cassian as a lover.
He looked on for 500 years, while Mor flirted, pushed and pulled, and kept him at an arm's length, while draping herself over his brother.
And now, both of his brothers are mates to the women that they love, and who love them back. And yet again, he looked from the outside in. Happy families, happy couples. Even Amren found someone to love her! And then the one that he finds most pleasing and desirable, the one he can actually talk to, the one who understands him, the one who cares for him--she was given to another. He is the odd man out. AGAIN. He is looking at the possibility of the one he loves ending up with another man and building a life and a family with him.
So imagine the grief that he felt when he received an offer and permission from her--he was actually accepted and wanted for once in his life--and then his own brother, his High Lord told him 'no. You cannot have what your heart desires.' He is to remain the odd man out. He was told that he 'doesn't deserve her'.
Now imagine what will happen when he actually does get to have her. When she reciprocates. And when he no longer needs to look from the outside in. When he has his own love and his own family.
His wish list would be blank. Because he'd have everything he ever wanted.
#all elriel fic writers kept me sane from the biggest part of my withdrawal symptoms#i love you all#and some of the things i read i hope to never forget#and i hold dearly to my heart#and i feel bad for the ones that never had new chapters#and the ones that i failed to finish#sometimes the spark dies because life is a bitch#but know that i appreciated them all#loved them all#still do#still think abou them from time to time
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the dnp-ification (dnp-iphication if u will) of all of my social media. the only irls i have on here are Close College Friends, so it should be fine to let them know of the inner recesses of my brain, right?
#HELLO TO NEW MOOTIES FROM TWITTER ILU#dash lore drop:#still a little sensitive over showing irls the dnp side of me#bc the last time i had a post-hs friend on my dnp / fandom twitter we broke up kinda harshly#(harshly for me bc i'm kinda non-confrontational)#and it made me sad for a whole semester#oh boy#but if i have a break-up with current friends ... i can just clock in at work and forget abt it!!!!#(that was a joke i hold y'all dearly and deeply within my heart)#((i love u i love u i love u or whatever mitski said))#dash rambles
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Remember when my url was presentmiccockandballtorture and I would get shit like this. Anyway I miss Present Mic
so then the cock n torture blog is gonna say what's bad to ship and what isn't. Get off your high horse
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