#i slept 12h today

[mosviqu]

slept until 2pm and only woke up to my dad coming to my room to check up on me because he was worried i died in my sleep

[niuniente]

My cards for the past 3 years: You're not sleeping enough! You need to sleep, there's important healing happening while you sleep. Other peoples' cards for the past 3 years: You're not sleeping enough! You need to sleep, there's important healing happening while you sleep. Me: What do you mean? I don't do anything else but sleep for 10-12h. I actually feel like I should sleep less so I can get things done. I feel guilty for taking long naps after long night sleep... Me, discovering 10-12h long ambience audios: Wow, these are nice for sleeping. I will sleep with headphones on from now on. Me, waking up: So refreshing to sleep 8 hours! Ambience audio: This audio has been running for 5 hours. Me: ... Really? Well, next night I'll sleep longer. Next night's audio: You've slept 6 hours. Me: What? Me, today: Wow, I slept at least 10 hours! Really needed that! I was so tired yesterday. Audio: You've slept 8h. Me: .... I've been sleeping less than I thought?

[clarisse0o]

Hiiiiii,

Since you are so happy about yesterday's concert... wouldn't you make us just as happy by giving us the 50th part today?

Some of u have too much audacity. Girl I haven’t slept a full night since Wednesday. I took a 12h bus Friday in the middle of the night I didn’t slept more than an hour. Today same i had a bus at 2:00 Am and I just arrive home after 12h so no as I said part 50 tomorrow at 20:30 don’t be ungrateful you had a part every day for the past weeks

[kskbli]

(x . x) ~~zzZ

25.04.2024 (1)

ive been at home since my last entry and i’m back on medication again afters 3 or 4 years

i visited my doctor last friday and ive been taking my meds since then . . .

i know it takes time when youre on antidepressants till they start working but since i started taking them ive been getting worse, it’s like my eyes are slowly opening and im starting to see how depressed i actually am

theres not a single day where i was able to wake up early the past days and it makes me so frustrated, because i want to wake up early! i want to go on walks in the morning! i want to see the sunrise! but my body doesn’t want to

i slept for 12h today and fell asleep again for 2h at 5pm i just don’t get it

doing the dishes or even the smallest thing like putting a plate back where it belongs seems like living hell for me

my apartment is so messy no matter how much i try to tidy it and when it’s tidy it feels empty and cold but at the same time i don’t have the strength to decorate it

i wish there was someone who could clean my apartment, do my laundry and make me food for once just so i don’t have to do something for a single day, does that make sense?

i especially feel bad for my cat . . . i haven’t played with her in so long, she loves going outside and i actually even bought her a harness so she could safely go outside with me but the weather has been super cold lately and when it’s sunny outside i don’t have the motivation to stand up

doing nothing all day, clenching my jaw, if my girlfriend wasn’t with me the last couple of days i would have forgotten to eat

i hope i get better till monday . . . my final exam in german is on the 2nd of may and as of right now picking up a piece of paper seems like too much work, i don’t even want to think about studying

i was thinking about what i should do and tried drawing or playing games but both just annoyed me, watching tv is annoying, cleaning is too much work and i’m not tired so i can’t go to sleep

22:38

[osarina]

CARINAAAA HAPPY BIRTHDAY🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

I WISH YOU THE HAPPIEST, BEST OF THE BEST, MOST WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sooo, somehow I managed to not notice you answering my ask?? Literally how, I have been stalking your blog, idk how I missed it 😔😔

But anywayyy I'm going to yap to you abt my trip to Vienna since you kindly asked, and I have yapped so much to my bestie abt it, she hit me </33 😢😢

Soo, it was a 10 days and 9 night vacation and it started with a 12+ h long car travelling. 12+ h. And i forgot my headphones at home. It was horrible. I will never forget them at home again.

We (aka me, my mom, my dad, my older brother and his gf) stayed at my aunt's. But, the problem was that, that there was only one (1) bedroom. Which my aunt and my uncle used, so they slept there now too. Me and my mom slept on a inflatable mattress, my brother and his gf slept on the couch and my dad slept on a mattres on the balcony 🤣🤣

But as every family vacation, everyone argued with everyone so it was quite funny (for me at least)

We went to 3 different beach, we walked almost the whole city, we visited the Schönbrunn Palace, we went to a big as fuck zoo-like park, the swans chased me, we went to the amusement park where I tried almost everyone. There were dance thingies at night, we went and watched those too and went to 2 concert. So, basically we did everything expect resting. Which was, btw, the whole vacation's main essence.

Anyway, subject change-

I hope you period will or is kind to you too. Oh how I love being a woman 😔

Btw Rinaaaaa

I had a very very very bad dream today ☹☹

I'm currently reading a dark era/15 era dazai x oc fic on wattpad and I dreamt abt ittt

But it was not some lovely-dovely dream, no, i had to have a damn nightmare.

So, I outline what it was:

Me and I think 16? yrs old dazai were dating and in a happy relationship and dazai bought some ultra luxury house which had a whole floor that was a pool. And there were different slides that were life-threatening. And there were many ppl there as well, I think it was a party or something. And the whole day I was in the pool and somehow I got a very very bad feeling. And somehow I found out from Dazai's friends (who were not odasaku, ango or chuuya) that he was CHEATING ON ME. AND WHEN I WENT TO FIND OUT THERE WAS SOME BITCH HUGGING AND TRYING TO KISS HIM. AND WHEN I CALMLY (seriously, i was actually calm. but how, idk) HE JUST IGNORED ME????? LIKE THE FUCK????? But at least he didn't let that slut kiss him. But didn't said no to her or tried to take her hands off him. And then I broke up with him.

And now time skip-

I somehow ended up trying out one of the deadly slides and he sat behind me. It was roller coaster and a slide mix, i can't explain better. And when I thought I'm gonna die (seriously, THAT THING WAS HORRIFYING) I accidently screamed his name and THAT MF IGNORED ME AGAIN. HE WAS RIGHT BEHIND ME. I WAS SHOUTING WITH ALL I HAD. THE AUDACY?!?!?

And then time skip again-

Somehow me, dazai and a bunch of ppl were in an underground tunnel that was made of rocks I think. And we had to climb up idk why. And when I asked everyone to please help me EVERYONE DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK AND OSAMU WHO WAS RIGHT NEXT TO ME STARTED TO CLIMB FASTER IGNORING ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I hate this dream. This was my first dazai dream AND HE FUCKING CHEATS ON ME?!?!?!??!?!

Anyway, so sorry for this enormous ask, I'm a yapper at heart. And sorry for any mistakes again, I was diagnosed yesterday with dyslexia 😔😔😔

Have a fantastic day, much love,

- 🍄

AHHHHHH MUSHROOM NONNIE THANK YOU SO MUCH I ADORE YOU ILY <3333

OMG i am SOOOO jealous - i was supposed to study abroad there over the summer during college but it got cancelled because of covid </33 i was so upset over it. i would simply DIE if i didn't have my headphones for a 12h car ride. AND IM DYING OVER UR DAD SLEEPING ON THE BALCONY LOLLL THAT'S SO FUNNY

KAFHAIUSDFHSDFHSDUH NOT THE SWANS CHASING YOU HAHAHAAHAHAHHHHH I'M SORRY MY FAVORITE THING EVER IS WHEN PEOPLE GET CHASED MY BIRDS HAHAHAHAH IM ACTUALLY CRYING

NAURRRRRR MUSHROOM NONNIE </3333 if the cheating wasn't bad enough the blatant ignoring when you were in dangerous situations would have actually sent me over the edge LOL that's awful i would actually cry.

BUT don't you worry our dazai would never cheat on you. he simply thinks you're the most lovely and treasured person to have ever come into his life, that man would rather DIE than look at anyone but you. that was simply an IMPOSTER dazai.

DON'T APOLOGIZE, I LOVE IT HAHAHAHAH i will always be the listener to people's yapper, i love listening to people yap

[poetusa]

DAY 16/30 - RECOVERING DAYS

📌 To do list:

Finish one of the two pets I'm embroidering

ECM's last class notes on my notebook ✅

Prepare the to do lists for the week ✅

📱 Screen time yesterday: 5h40

📝 Quick journal:

I had a party yesterday, I had bought the tickets almost 2 months before. But it was SO COLD here that when I finished my bath I completely gave up. Instead, I stayed in bed eating mocotó and slept 12h. By the morning, it was my brother's school June fest. We drank, danced and ate a lot of traditional food.

🎧 Today's song:

Doja Cat - Options (feat. JID)

[lakeglitter]

i slept for 12h yesterday and felt roughly 40% human, but today i woke up before my 6am alarm, had coffee on the balcony and feel some optimism seep in again so i think the reset worked <3

[drama-rebellion]

Feeling better today, slept for 12h straight, still have to do my workout and go running. Maybe today I can read a bit and/or write. There aren’t any therapies today, so I have to spend my day somehow… any suggestions?

[wigglesforsquiggles]

HI WIGGLES!! HOW WAS YOUR WEEK BELOVED!!♡♡

hi rain !! my week has been p chil. honeslty i can’t believe it’s friday. Wild

i went to london yesterday w my friends and after doing literally 0 exercise for months i did 16k steps andy legs have never hurt more in my life. it was fun to catch up tho and we rly got to see the sights w how much walking we did

my mascot from the olympics arrived today actually! my mum’s friend actually went to watch so at my mums request she bought one for me (in the swimming broadcast for BBC they had the mascot in the background wearing swimming goggles and i got Very attached)

but ye chill week. i slept 12h one day and then went to bed at 5am the next. i am a person of many talents.

i hope u have a lovely weekend rain !!!!

[lestratjuggler]

Week 2, Wed 23/8, Day 3/5

Important assignments:

C&A: Compose an 8-bar period

Music Studies: C18 and 19 SATB writing

Multiculturalism: Reflective Essay 1

School Stuff:

Literature: tutorial 1 and 2 mindmap

Research: Draft outline

Ethno: questions

To be done when on transport:

Music Studies prep: C17-19 (Tonicization)

1045: Slept at 2+am ended up waking up slightly pass 9 and was late for an online. What a horrible start to the day. But let's not let this affect us ... its currently 1045 which means we have more than 12h left before the day comes to an end. Today I definitely want to finish composing the 8-bar period assignment since, I will be having a consultation tomorrow. I should also finish up my draft outline by today... 1630: Just completed my draft outline and sent it in to my prof. We will have to leave campus soon and get to BJJ class which will start at 1900. Contemplating whether to have dinner in school or in town... Side note: I probably wouldn't have the energy to complete my composition assignment tonight so we will be leaving it for tomorrow morning. This means that in the remaining 2.5h before class, I should settle my dinner and make some progress with my SATB writing.

[sssssssim]

how’s you quarantine weekend going?

[moved-19871997]

every day i wake up and make bad decisions

[awaybacktothen]

i'm so fucking tired of being so fucking tired all day every day

[emmelinevrp-blog]

(The world is upside down and nobody noticed

- Relicário, Cassia Eller/Nando Reis)

“O mundo está ao contrário e ninguém reparou.”

— Nando Reis 

[ghxstboii]

Me: *waking up in the middle of the night after getting 12h of sleep*

Also me: I'm tired af

[real-sun-wukong-fan01]

Tripitaka’s mother was the eldest daughter of a wealthy governor and merchant. She picked out her husband who was slated to be the governor of Another city But he was killed on the way there by a bandit and she was forced to pretend That man was her husband and had to send Tripitka down the river baby Moses style Where he was found and raised by monks. He rescued her later in life but she still is killed by the bandit. He helps catch the guy and is saved by his father’s ghost so he doesn’t have to attack anyone. The gaurd that helps him do all this is later sent on the journey with him But Does yo The first demons They meet. Rip Mr gaurd You were a real one.

I DIDN'T SAW YOU I'M SPRRY

I've slept for like 12h today I'm so disoriented

But oh my god Tripitaka went through all of them oh my god