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Broke (2016): BBC Sherlock is a phenomenal piece of media and anything that seems like a flaw just hasn't been fully explored yet
Woke (2020): BBC Sherlock is an incredibly flawed series run by an egotistical writer, it never deserved the hype and is actively bad on so many fronts (especially representation)
Bespoke (2024): BBC Sherlock is flawed and bogged down by increasingly poor writing, which many fans refused to see while it was airing, leading to hugely misplaced expectations (particularly for the final series), AND it has the seeds of some compelling characterizations and portrayals, some genuinely solid performances, and touches--albeit imperfectly--on complexities that are still being discussed today (particularly as it relates to the relationship between Sherlock and John). The huge cultural impact of the show has created a massive pendulum effect in its public perception, leading to most people today remembering a caricature of the show (whether positive or negative) rather than appreciating its nuanced merits and failings...that being said Season 4 sucked
#these just sum up my personal takes at the years in question and also what i'm seeing on tumblr/other social media#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#and i actually have a lot more thoughts to share on this series#specifically relating to the cultural impact#there is SO much about the show that goes unappreciated in hindsight because of how public perception of it has soured#and i totally fell into this as well--i still regularly rewatch hbomberguy's video absolutely dismantling the series and he isn't wrong!!#but what i'm saying is that i think it's easy for us to look at a piece of media (especially one so massively popular) like sherlock...#with very black-and-white lenses. it wouldn't have become so popular if there wasn't something inherent in it that resonated with people#and that's being buried (and i totally forgot it) because 'sherlock is cringe and problematic. can't believe i liked that'#which again it IS full of issues and those are well-documented as they should be. future portrayals should not repeat those mistakes#BUT being able to impact so many people is a merit in itself. and that's only possible because of other genuinely good things about the show#yes the way they handled the relationship between john and sherlock was riddled with problems YES it was often queerbaiting#AND the way they portrayed that relationship had a deep effect on me. i saw a lot of myself in sherlock and the complex way he loved john#the nuanced feelings he had about john's marriage to mary. the part (in s4!) where john calls him inhuman for not feeling romantic love#there was genuine intention and care put into some parts of this show and it comes through in scenes like those. they impact people.#and because of this realization i'm going to (eventually) do a rewatch of the show. i'm much older and i want to see how i'll view it now#but i want to go into it--and i want everyone who engages with it still--to have an open mind and evaluate it for what it is#not what we expected it to be (secret episode anyone?) or what the cultural drift has turned it into (the tiktok of sherlock's mind palace)#but the messy problematic somewhat-heartfelt massively significant and ultimately meaningful piece of media it actually was#anyway that's my thoughts would love to hear y'all's perspectives#funny how after all this time making a sherlock post still feels like i'm poking a bees' nest lol please be kind!#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#kay has a party in the tags
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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Poor little meow meow literally moments before he commits multiple atrocities~ <3 uwu
SPOILERS: he sacrifices Shak and then opens the coffer with all the Dread magic and unleashes hell on earth
#Daniel Spellbound#Jayce Chinda#Shakila Chinda#I should post more screenshots but also wanted to post my edited ones... that I need to finish#I feel like people think I woobify him in my AU version and in general but want everyone to know#I think he's awful in the show for the most part but the issue is that his character was too inconsistent for me to make a solid judgement#on if it was him or the Dread the whole time bc he flip flops a lot and it often doesn't make sense even from an evil plan perspective...#Did he sacrifice Shak anyway and be manipulative to do it? Yes#Did it feel totally in character for him to do so with hardly any remorse? Not... really?#My point is: I think he can be a shitty person and still actually care for his sister despite this. I wish they made it clearer which it wa
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I have learnt things about Geto that I wish I could unlearn
#I think I'm getting about the same amount of spoilers as a few weeks ago except now I understand them#But like. I expected so much of him#Seeing gifs of that one scene in which Gojo gets distracted because of Geto almost made me watch this a year ago#Geto was actually my favourite character in that one JJK fanfic I read that I mention so often even if he had literally one scene#I know so much of the emotional turmoil and conflict in JJK and Gojo in particular depends on him#And you're telling me he's Thanos?#I learnt a few days ago that everything pretty much happens in one year. That there's one year between Geto's death and Gojo's#I thought it would be like ten years. Ten years of the act haunting him#But no? So it's not a broken teenager who has these ideas and is killed by another teenager to stop him?#It's a what? ~30yo man saying Light levels of stupidity? Even worse perhaps?#Goodness I hope this is not so. I hope this is better written than what I am seeing#Because goddammit I can't do it. It would kinda ruin every emotional scene from then on?#That one scene I was so looking forwards about patting Gojo's back or whatever. The one in which Gojo gets distracted. It just. I don't know#I won't be able to be moved if Geto doesn't work xD#I was fearing I wasn't going to like him a lot because my expectations were big but oh my god please not like this#This is way worse than I expected. Someone tell me he actually makes sense. What's the point of this whole political play#in which no one is fully wrong and no one is totally right otherwise? What is the point of the haunting. This feels just idiotic xD#And I don't care about the traumas and all that. That works for the teen not the ~30yo man#It would have worked if Gojo would have killed him like 1-2 years after everything not like a few months ago. Last winter#After like ten years a 30yo man should have realised this plan sucks.#Even if it's utilitarian. Who is going to make clothes? Buildings? Streets and railways? Bread??? Go have a talk with Nanami please#We have been told there are not a lot of jujutsu sorcerers. How are you going to fulfill all those needs out of nothing?#And even if it were little by little so the needs could be getting fulfilled little by little too#If you decimate humans won't that cause more curses? I guess he's thinking on the long run but still this plan seems like a mess#I hope it makes more sense than it's looking it will make because of my god this would truly be the last nail on the coffin xD#I am being more and more tempted to get to Utahime and then just drop this. This is breaking my heart xD#It could be soooo good and it always almost is#And then. AND THEN. Abfksbfndbfkan#Jen pick me up. Come solve this. I am scared xD#I talk too much
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Pushed the queer slider to full today
#Got new makeup brushes and had to try em out immediately#Also i think masc clothes full face of makeup is funny#I should do this more often#Also listening to studio killers always reminds me of the girl named jenny (spelled differently tho) that i had a crush on for like a year#I made a total fool of myself but it was fun lol
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more customer service voice Damian hcs, bc it's been a bit.
After learning the "regular citizen" voice, Damian decides he has to master more accents and dialects, in case he's on a mission away from Gotham and needs to blend in. (This is the son of Batman we're talking about, of course he plans for these things). Over the summer Damian travels to large cities around the world, and familiarizes himself with their way of speaking.
Cass found out very early on and decided she's going with Damian, bc I think Cass would enjoy sightseeing. But after they were caught leaving for Moscow(and after Damian explained that he was doing this for research at least 7 times) it was decided someone should supervise them. Dick patrols Bludhaven, so that was a no. Jason and Tim were automatically out. Steph went to supervise them, but was exempt after they were arrested in Seoul. So Duke ended up being supervision, unless Dick was available to go with them.
This doesn't mean they didn't get into chaos bc of Duke. No, it's bc with Duke, they can be invisible and not be caught doing the chaos. Duke does enjoys the trips with them tho, mostly for the sightseeing and food.
One time, Cass convinced Bruce to join them(how, no one really knows. Cass is just magic like that). And they had a good time in Rio de Janeiro, tho Bruce was almost recognized a few times, and he would sometimes try to sneak off and work. Unfortunately, Cass's attempts to invite Babs weren't as fruitful, mostly bc she didn't understand why Damian wanted to actually go to those places instead of learning it through the chatter radios of those areas instead. Damian's only response was that it wasn't the same and being there changes everything about it.(he was actually doing both methods).
Damian, Cass, and Duke do run into Talia at one point. She was intrigued as to what her son was doing in Melbourne with Cassandra, and the newest child Bruce had taken in, but is by no means unhappy to see him. Duke on the other hand, is scared to meet Damian's mom, given her reputation. Damian and cass being so nonchalant about meeting up with her probs didn't help.
There was a small "hi, what are you doing here? Huh, what a coincidence." Type of conversation. And then Duke sticks out his hand and says a (very awkward) "it's nice to meet you, Ms. Al Ghul." Which Talia shakes and says (also very awkwardly) "Uh, Talia is fine. And nice to meet you as well, Duke." Then leaves. Damian was surprised, he's never seen his mother so blatantly awkward before. He's seen her at a loss for words, but she remained elegant as she pondered what to say next. But in that moment, she was shy and dare he say nervous. "Thomas, what did you do to my mother?" "What? I dunno man. I was more worried about her glaring a hole in my skull."
The only trip that Damian went on with someone besides Cass was his trip to England, bc he wanted to go with Alfred. While he knows Cass would do fine, Damian wants to learn as much as he can, and learning from someone who grew up there and is close to him is his best bet. This of course took a lot of work, bc as everyone knows, Alfred Pennyworth is the backbone of the Batfamily, so convincing both him and the rest of the family would take some time and effort. But after a promise from Bruce to not be up to his ears in work while they were gone, Babs noting she will enforce that promise, plus Jason and Duke vowing to protect Alfred's kitchen at all costs, Alfred went with Damian for a week to visit the UK(by far the longest trip Damian went on).
And while the trip wasn't perfect(Damian almost beat a man bloody for insulting Alfred, and lots of bad weather), it was by no means a bad time. Damian picked up the accent and slang almost automatically, Alfred met some of his old friends. By consequence, Damian learned a lot about what his grandfather did before meeting the Wayne family, which he will not retell in a promise to Alfred(but he will say he knows just to mess with the rest of the family)
Did Wayne manor crumble in Alfred's absence? Surprisingly no. For the first couple days, Bruce made good on his promise to take care of himself, but by day 4, Babs had to entirely disconnect the computer when it was time for Bruce to sleep. And if Cass didn't guilt-trip the hell out of him and Steph didn't bully him, he probably wouldn't have fully left the bat-cave. Duke and Jason were able to protect the kitchen for the most part. Jason often made the dinner, and Duke catered to the random cravings of the rest of the family. They did have to call Kate for backup twice, but the smoke alarms never went off.
Overall having to fill Alfred's shoes was a good bonding experience for the family, though not one they would ever try to replicate willingly.
So I think that's all for Damian Wayne's summer world tour.
#the chronicles of damian's customer service voice#note: if it was just Damian there would be less of a problem but since it's both dami *and* cassie patrol it requires more thought#especially when their motivations weren't totally clear#Steph is very disappointed she didn't get to go on any trips but knows she can live vicariously through duke & cass's stories#damian's too if she's lucky#do we ever see Cassie and Talia interact in the comics?#idk but I think they'd at least know each other enough to be able to not think to much of it if they bumped into each other#Duke and Talia tho. they would have no clue what to do or think as they only know each other from Damian and Bruce#bruce gets very sunburned in Rio de Janeiro even bough he put on the most sunscreen and he's very bitter about it#Steph should bully people into self care more often#does Damian ever get to use these voices the way he planned? probably a little#damian wayne#cassandra cain#duke thomas#bruce wayne#alfred pennyworth#talia al ghul#stephanie brown#batfamily#batfam
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#I get tired of people trying to explain what lens I should view the world through; what way I could think that would make everything better#forgive me but I don't care; I do what I do and I do what I can and you don't see the work I do under the hood#I don't want advice on self validation or whatever; I want... I want someone to hold a mirror up so I can actually see myself#by which I mean I want input on how I'm doing; if it's good enough; if it's worth anything; if anything I make is good#everyone things I'm nice; everyone has always thought I'm nice#but given nice leaves me profoundly isolated I don't think I care#not to mention in my opinion what nice in this instance means is that I'm capable of listening#it's mostly that I have manners rather than some quality about me#I'm well behaved and polite and can listen; and that's perceived as nice or even sweet#and it's not like I'm offended by people seeing me that way; but maybe you can get why... I can't do anything with that information#but if I'm doing enough... if I provide any value to the world... I might have heard that less times in my life than years I've lived#that's where I'm totally blind#people don't tend to offer any input; and also people don't tend to let me know what they're thinking#and I in fact am not a mind reader; I can often accurately infer things; but no of that means a thing till it's confirmed#and... well... hopefully no one reads the stupid shit I say and especially not the tags so this is safe and hidden#but truthfully people just like to hear that stuff they're doing is wanted and matters#and I do not#I don't know... gotta go do more cleaning cause I need to#and I have no idea if... I've got a reason for fighting so hard to clean; but I get very little input so... I expect... well...#and thankfully I don't think they read my tags so I can say this#but I really expect they won't take me up on my offer to come out here and get away from their parents; so there will be no pay off#not that I blame them in the slightest... it's just the only possible pay off for this cleaning would be helping someone I like out#and a scrap of company#but then again... in many ways anyone coming out to live with me is the worst thing they could probably do#sorry... I have a rather bleak outlook on many things surrounding myself purely cause of what I infer from the past#there is never pay off; only more shit I need to get done#I will never be loved; I will never be wanted; I will always just kinda be an afterthought that's occasionally worth venting to#no one will ever be particularly interested in anything I'm interested while I'll chase their interests or at least try to#certainly let them talk about them when they want#...though I take that over my normal total isolation... better to at least be permitted to follow in someone's shadow than have nothing
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never ask a woman her age or [redacted] where he got sacred cow milk from
#ramblings //#no questions. god. thanks lev for giving me the best and most useful phrase ever. no questions indeed#all i remember was ecstatic trances and blurring selves and ''oo let me drink'' and Black... Black's energy... in the bg quietly#quietly i guess is like with 1% meaning and 99% not meant. saying ''haha yeah i guess you mildly traumatised them that day with a side#of me they dont see. except thats a pure lie. thats totally a lie#my god what HAPPENED there#astral diary //#anyway. making that into cream because im making - wait. no. we dont have it anymore. oh my god my memories scattered like#jelly beans on the floor look at all these colours. i should get more. Ah. ok! so i see. this WAS Black conveniently letting memories in#and not actually about what im talking about. man that was fun though we should do that more often#but right now... im making spiced ''scones'' - i think i was making them with cornflour i was intending too#cornflour rose petals cardamom and some other things. tiny bit of black pepper#i have strange fruit jams i made ages ago and now i need whipped cream. oh yeah. im so still seeing that in my head. when did that happen#did Black invoke me into him? In the way i usually invoke him into me?#food //#scones are a gift for a dream the other night from Purple so i hope i make them good
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thinking about. klinger
#specifically about his anger. i havent watched mash properly in a long time so i cant form many coherent thoughts but i am rotating it#kiertää kuin kissa kuumaa puuroa as we say. (to circle [something] like a cat with a bowl of hot porridge)#it's just. i know i often emphasize the fact that klinger is full of love and love for life and he IS but he is also oftentimes angry#and why shouldnt he be. in that situation#i feel like klinger's anger and frustration arent often given enough space in the show#like his anger is often used to a comical effect (which i'm not totally opposed to.#i think it makes him feel like a more well rounded character when sometimes he is angry about stupid shit. we all are)#but like. i wish we had gotten more of him being justifiably angry. at other people at the situation at the army#and i think this is a thing that should be also analyzed through the lense of race#but as i said. i havent really seen the source material in a long while so i'm not equipped to do that analysis atm.#but by god i am thinking about it#klinger. klingerrrrrr literally the only character ever for me
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your romani has these little curls on the tips of his hair IM CRYING I LOVE IT SO!!!! MUCH!!!!!!!!! T T
I love drawing Romani with slight curly hair…it just fits him…😔💕
#drawing Romani with straight hair < drawing him with wavy hair#but thank you op!! 😭💕💕💕 glad you love how I draw him!!#he is actually super fun to draw like that I should do it more often…#also I need to learn how to draw more manga like cause I totally don’t plan on making one someday 🚶♂️#fgo#fate grand order#fate#fate go#romani archaman#ask
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE WORD "ASBEL" SHOWS UP IN MY OUTLINE DOC 1,840 TIMES?????????
#2hcb1#wips#it's almost like he's the main character or something 😅#but like. jesus. that's 2% of the total word count on that one#funnily enough my second word doc w more of the actual fic in it also averages out to be 2% asbel. bro is secretly milk 🥛#2% isnt a lot really but im mostly just imagining saying the word 'asbel' aloud 1840 times in a row. how long would that even take.#ok i tested it it's about 9 min 40 sec at 180 words per minute 😂 but it's only *2* minutes at 900 wpm what a steal!#*presses play* ASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBL#maybe i should count how often his name comes up in the game so i can feel better about myself?#actually i take that back my fic probably uses it more bc that's how prose works#the game can just show him doing stuff i have to specify w words who is doing what#maybe if you counted every time his name shows up in his own dialogue bubble tag. that's akin to 'asbel said' in fiction right?#i am. rambling. it is. late. goodby
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HI MOSSYYYY my partner met you in a public server today :D he was streaming and we're muts so he asked if i wanted him to ask if it was u or not !! I hope you're having a good day man !! <3
Man oh MAN I was recognized a ton today! I had 5 separate people ask if I was me LMAO, sooooo it most likely was :3! My Roblox user is the same as my Twitter one (Mossypawsss), tell your partner that it was an absolute pleasure meeting them, hope to run into them again someday!!
also thank you man! I’m sick at the moment so I could definitely be a bit better but other than that I’m still doing pretty good! Hope life’s been treating you awesome too >:DD!!
#Cro chatter#Wow oh WOW yeah I got. Recognized a bunch#This week honestly I had a bunch of people asking if it was me! Probably around 8-9 in total#it’s so fun getting recognized in game- I never knew I was this well known LMAO#I hope your partner had fun :DD!!#Honestly I play pretty often so it wouldn’t surprise me if I ran into them again or a few more times#Hope you’re both doing good! Now that mermaids lost I should. Probably be getting to bed now it’s like 1am for me LMAOOOOO#night night!!!
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memoryshipping x studio ghibli: the masterpost ✨✨
see them separately: (x) (x) (x)
no need to rb!
#damn dude... what a movie does to a selfshipper....#im very proud of these - because i figured out a nice filter for these edits#for those who're curious - i used gaussian blur + bloom + faded frame or whatever it was called in ibispaint and ofc the vhs effect#and i totally intended to make the VHS effect a combo of purple and green since it was an option available AHEHEHEH#i honestly... really like how i drew stevens back view 🥺🥺🥺🥺 like it looks so.#attractive?????? is that the right word? it just looks really nice to look at from behind#i tried to make sense with his hair and i think it worked well here#jaides hair is so POOFY AAAHJCCKCK shes so pretty 💚💚💚💚💚#okay guys who wants the air walk raise your hand SLASH J SLASH J DON'T ACTUALLY PLEASE#I AIN'T DOING AN AU HERE BECAUSE YOURE BASICALLY SAYING YES JAIDE SHOULD BE A GRANDMA AKSKDJSBDHJSJDJSJSJS#yk im so tempted to do a little... directors cut here but itll be so LONG 😭#i literally havent seen this movie in ages i only saw it once but my sister is such a big fan of the movie and she checks it often LOL#but now after watching it again recently im like#alright i kinda get thr appeal now AJSHSHAJSBSHS#tho i regularly listen to the ost (THE OST IS LITERALLY ON THE STEVAIDE PLAYLIST AND NOW IT HAS MORE IMPACT ON ME LMFOAJDHSHA)#i know i keep saying this. but. howlsophie = stevaide ufghgg 😭😭😭😭 i never saw this coming#WEEEGHH IM TRYING TO PUT IN ALL MY THOUGHTS HERE BUT I CANT REMEMBER#IM ALREADY DOING A DIRECTORS CUT AKAKSKSJSJSJSJAJ#YEAH ANYWAYS YAY MEMORYYYYY#💚 memoryshipping#~ art
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to be honest i think classic sonic as a separate guy sucks and it should have just been a one time thing in generations that they never tried again. sorry classic sonic enjoyers .
#and thats not to say that i think all of the more recent classic sonic media is bad. sonic mania is good. sonic superstars is okay.#and the comics and animations are cute#but is it really worth it . i think the concept of classic sonic being from an alternate dimension#and certain characters being considered ''classic only'' characters kinda sucks. i dont like it.#and recently they seem to have dropped that idea and switched to ''yeah this is totally the same timeline as everything else''#which i dont like either. i dont like them going back and inserting more stuff into the area of the timeline#that we already passed over 20 years ago just to appeal to people who wont touch anything with modern sonic in it#its like theres no winning . maybe they should just stop with the classic sonic . leave him alone#if they think they have to keep making classic sonic stuff or theyll die though why does it have to be canon#why cant it just be a silly fun side thing that they dont take super seriously#also theres nothing stopping them from making 2d games that still use the modern designs like the advance trilogy or sonic rush#i think making games like that more often would be a better compromise than whatever theyre doing with classic sonic
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odd thing we've noticed. the less okay we are the smaller our active system gets
#like logically you'd think we'd get more members while stressed but we don't usually#we actually split way more often when we're feeling okay and alive#i think it has something to do with mental bandwidth#like when mental health bad we don't have enough mental energy to put towards the system#so we just. reduce a lot in size. to make the workload easier#like a few months ago we had about 100+ people active at once all rotating out frequently and cofronting a TON#and now we're down to like. three or four active the rest really only able to be active for a few minutes at a time#we're just too exhausted to deal with the chaos of so many people so it kinda. slows down a ton#it's hard to get used to when everything was So Loud before. its kinda scary sometimes#like damn. i cant just call Incredibly Specific Task Guy to deal with this task i really cannot do right now. that kinda sucks#but knowing that this is like. more bc of the fact that we Can't Deal With Much More Than This makes it a little easier#we're a bit like my current computer. shit ass RAM bc its got like 50 malware (illnesses) on it#and once i get a new computer (get a little better and more functional) i can get back to multitasking#side note my god my RAM on this computer is shit running tumblr and minecraft at the same time totally breaks it#like it makes the Entire Computer run at 10 fps it's Great#i'm getting a new one at the end of this month hopefully#and hopefully Actually Nice Thing Accomplished will also help brain a lot#also not having to stress about how annoying to use our computer is should help lmao
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pretty sure i got the punk shorts like last week but only just got around to checking the mailbox today. they r in my house now hehe
#something i bought online arrives and my mood instantly improves :D#i should totally do this more often!! (the devil speaking)
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