#i should see a doctor

[randomstress]

This part of me

desperately

wants to write a poem

about onion skins.

It was taken

with the idea of chewing them

for a while—for years.

Then,

just now,

my heart hurt,

physically, I mean, I've

never felt something like that.

It felt fibrous,

and weak,

and like a pulled muscle, but

pulled muscles only hurt when you

move them. This part of me

pictured my heart as if it were

woven from dried spring

onion greens, fibrous,

and weak, but only just enough

to be worrying, when tested.

The weave ought to hold out.

It always has, so

far. This part of me, which is older younger, thinks

of a person who marks it, who

is linked to so much

nature I am

thinking about their heart, too, all

burnt indigo skies and

stars and

the little fibres of

paper when you

let it into your life in more than one way

and the moon

and the canal in my hometown greens

its willow fronds and whispers like I think a friend might

but it's always been lovers who've gotten that close, so

far.

[wonderlessblog]

Jesus H. Christ, are you stalking me??????? This is my process to a T.

ppl don’t understand adhd/autistic cleaning processes. we think so far ahead it’s like,,, impossible to do shit. you want me to vaccuum my bedroom floor? okay. we need to pick up all the stuff thats on it first, though. and where are we going to put the stuff? well, theres a couple categories of Stuff- Clothes, Random Items, and Trash. Trash is easy, we just throw it away. Clothes have to be sorted into Clean, Not Clean- and then the not clean ones have to go in the laundry bag, but theres so many so i might have to start a load now- ugh, distracted. lets go back to the clean clothes. well, these go in my drawer but- my drawer is really disorganized, so i’ll have to organize the clothes first so that theyll fit and look neat. by the time i’m done with that, i’ve spent an hour and a half trying to do stuff in my room. i finally turn to random items, most of which can find a home on my desk, but others i dont really know what to do with. plus, my desk is dirty. so i have to organize my desk, figure out where everything goes, and the stuff that doesn’t have a place can go in… a box, i guess. (not like i don’t have three other boxes full of random stuff in my closet)  so i put all the items back up but now i have this box full of stuff i dont know if i need so i have to go through it, sorting it into donate and dont donate piles. i might as well throw in some clothes to, so i dig through my clothes drawer and get the clothes i dont want, throw them in there too. okay, back to the random items- the ones i dont want to donate are still here, so i have to put them somewhere. i dont have anywhere to put them- maybe i should get a shelf? i start googling shelves, figuring out which ones would be best for my room, debating prices, learning about installation, and eventually im like ‘well, already on my computer’ and i decide im going to ‘check’ social media and end up lost in it for an hour or so. you walk back in, and theres stuff all over the floor, albeit in bags and boxes, and it still hasnt been vacuumed. its been five hours since i started. how does it take five hours to clean your room? it just does. 

[chubbyhyena]

Love when my heart hurts for half my shift from a sudden onset of random anxiety/panic for no good reason

And then the last few hours are just me feeling absolutely exhausted

[alfhist20]

numbers pal numbers

I can give you numbers if I can have yours 😎😎🔥🔥🔥

Sorry

[not-vee]

I will never forgive this show for writing my own life with so few twists

I feel plagiarized and I can't even complain because I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I HAD SO MANY PARALLELS TO HOUSE AND HILSON UNTIL I READ THIS

House MD was crazy for having their mc be an autistic bisexual depressed disabled drug addict who canonically self harms and experienced abuse AND was in a doomed codependent toxic yaoiship with his repressed homosexual bestie

[kaiserinjacky]

i’ve been getting muscle spasms for a bit and they’ve only been getting WORSE

[stars-on-fabric]

It is honestly concerning how horny I am for this man

i-

[woah-existentialdread]

Might just start posting splatoon clips here, just to feel something

[catabasis]

every day i think of the light progressively abandoning the doctor's eyes in season four

[nipuni]

THE DOCTOR We had a pact, him and me. Every star in the universe, we were going to see them all.

My version of The Master and The Doctor in their Academy days 😊

A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon on april 1st!

[nat-20s]

I fucking LOVE that Donna is not immune to being a little starry-eyed over The Doctor in the way that many of us get a little starry-eyed over our best friends but she IS immune to being that way in front of them lmao. Double love that this appears to also be Catherine Tate and David Tennant's dynamic

[bixels]

As cameras becomes more normalized (Sarah Bernhardt encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use cameras because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by manufacturing companies. I paint not because I want a painting but because I love the process of painting. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.

if i have to explain to you that using a camera to take a picture is not the same as using generative ai to generate an image then you are a fucking moron.

[that-lego-frog]

not sure how im supposed to make my eczema go away when it’s on my eyelids and you aren’t supposed to put eczema cream on or near your eyes

[fleabagdiaz]

boat show remains awesome btw. john stamos had two boyfriends + autobrewery syndrome and a gay couple ate so many yams they almost died and the one straight couple on the boat birthed a giant premature baby to bob the drag queen performing I’m coming out. and they’re literally doing a slow burn will-they/won’t-they throuple.

[expelliarmus]

[northernfireart]

If you need me, I'll bе in my coffin You could come knocking, and I'll raise hell for you