#i should not have ao3 access

[dhyanshiva]

My plan to tackle post concert depression + emotional high is to propel myself into dukh over Faruv. Highly intelligent plan :)

Blame Unkown/nth for being so powerful it forced me to need to project outwards!

[dhyanshiva]

This is the core pillar of the 09.06 publication lol. This is a reblog for myself so I don't forget to add this tag.

(x)

[magicaltimelady44]

so like. if anyone else, like me, still has the occasional fanfic they follow on fanfiction.net, and hasn't been getting the update emails for the longest time and was wondering if ti meant the site is on its last legs

no

no they've done something stupid as fuck

you have to opt back in to getting the emails/notifications of new chapters every six months, because they automatically assume you don't want to know when the fics you followed for the updates have updated

[coulsonlives]

Antis whenever people in fandom donate to a fandom archive:

[cup-of-shark]

bunch of pen sketches i made last night

Head Engineer Mack they could never make me hate you. also i need to watch you go insane forever and ever. <3

[dhyanshiva]

Me going wherever the hell I want wrt to Cla$$

is this fic self-indulgent? yes. but what you're failing to consider is that I can write whatever I want so it's fine

[call-me-kitty]

Happy Halloween!

Here's a meme

[dhyanshiva]

The planning for the bookend pieces of one of my series (or more precisely the last installment) is fucking horrendous and my access to my laptop should be barred.

[dhyanshiva]

lif + the pool series' whole premise <3 /lh

There is truly no greater love than taking your most adored fictional character and throwing them into the emotionally-devastating angst fueled trash compactor and pressing every single button on the machine just to see what will happen

[will-of-the-wisps]

I am currently pausing my writing for tonight until tomorrow comes for my story, "Will of the Wisps," and... oh my God, I am TERRIFIED of what I have written (in a good way).

[virescent-v]

For Secrets and Stakes...

[dhyanshiva]

The call-out is INSANE my God (love you so much, fellow clown 🤝🩶)

VERY accurate. If not overtly then somehow EVERYTHING even ORIGINAL work is tied if not anchored to grief.

I mean, I'd love to catch a break but also it is what it is, for now.

So yeah :')

you ever accidentally create a recurring theme in your writing. you start putting together an outline for something you’ve never written before and get partway through planning, rearrange the pieces, and go “GODDAMMIT THIS IS ABOUT GRIEF AGAIN”? because let me tell you,

[lea-andres]

Actually while I'm at it, fuck King's Quest 7 lmao. Rosella AND Valanice being playable should've been twice as kickass as just Rosella in King's Quest 4 was, but it was, as Lucahjin put it, the Perils of Emotional Women. :(

Not to mention the jarring art style change. YIKES.

[thebestkirbyantag]

SINCE WHEN HAVE I HAD A FUCKING NETFLIX ACCOUNT?????? TIME TO WATCH HEDGHOGS I FUCKING GUESS??????

[dhyanshiva]

I'm so fucking tired, no wonder my brain is on a Dhruv Sanghvi (especially) projection carousel lately, given how WIP generation is literally my only outlet (super unhealthy ik but nothing to be done about it) and lemme tell ya, I'm so tired of my brain.

Also taking great willpower to not give into the persuasion of wiping my ao3 - it's like a marker atp.

Lord help me. Anything or anyone if not God, even.

[dhyanshiva]

Gonna be me soon but I think I'll just sort my bullet points very properly then accelerate. Both of them look like they're gonna reach at least 10k. So yeah.

But SIR that's my emotional support unedited 8000+ words of an in-progress fic I can't publish yet because it's not chronological