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do you guys like digital circusified lightbrush i think they kinda funny
#inanimate insanity#the amazing digital circus#ii lightbulb#ii paintbrush#ii trophy#lightbrush#arent they hilarious#ARE YOU LAUGHING GUYS#CUZ I AM#i just think itd be funny for her to be a mime#i should make a tag 4 this too#bcuz i know im gonna draw even more of it#the amazing inanimate circus au#tryinh to be mor organised on this blog#but not like organised enough to tag everything i do#yk what i mean
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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this is basically what happened, right?
(these guys are very lucky that everyone at NRC 1) has the combined intelligence of a sack of bricks, and 2) is easily distracted by shiny things.)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#stage in playful land#stage in playfulland#these two are SO sleazy and i am utterly delighted by them#can't wait to find out their tragic backstory in approximately 3-4 weeks!#fortunately i have like a month to figure out how the heck to draw their hair (spoiler: i will never figure it out)#also. god. i love it whenever leona accidentally reveals his Mom Side.#he doesn't care about any of this but he WILL be tagging along to make sure no one else gets into trouble#once again he has to be the Responsible Adult and he hates it. the whimsical hat weighs heavy upon his head.#anyway this is me so excuse me while i now talk about diasomnia for three hours#but lilia being all 'kids gotta have some adventure in their lives!' is hilarious#specifically because you know silver would NEVER.#100% silver not only never snuck out but he always went to bed on time AND brushed his teeth AND flossed even when nobody made him.#lilia: aww but you should be enjoying your youth! >:c#silver: i am. i enjoy being respectful and disciplined and honoring you as my father.#lilia:#lilia: maybe i'm TOO good at raising kids#you know i was going to say none of his kids would be involved in this but i actually think malleus definitely would#he would not see it as a moral quandry though. he would just be excited to be invited along.#(the only reason he isn't there is because he was busy admiring a termite-infested beam somewhere and yuu didn't get a chance to ask him)#i mean MAYBE if lilia as his single authority figure told him no then he would have some reservations#but lilia's the one who's screaming HELL YEAH LET'S SNEAK OUT AND DEFY AUTHORITY while dabbing so moot point there#sebek would never and he would rat on everyone else. unless malleus is going in which case he's already there.#and i guess if everyone else is going silver probably would too#but he'd. y'know. feel conflicted about it.
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A continuation of this post
You thought it was just rise and 2012?
Im thinking I’ll make more of these crossover shenanigans I’ve got a lot of ideas silly smirk emoji
NEXT
#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#art#rise tmnt#tmnt leonardo#2012 tmnt#2003 tmnt#tmnt crossover#it’s 4:44 am at the time of writing this lol#hyperfixated too much and I hear my family’s alarm clocks chiming#2003 leo#2003 teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2003#gonna tag it crossover prank war or something idk#crossover prank war#ok that’s a lame tag what should I actually make it#tw eyetrain#cw eyestrain#eyestrian#eyestrain#can you tell I can’t to backgrounds#tmnt donatello
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post-mission shenanigans
#caused quite a stir on twitter so figured I should post here too :0#happy to announce i am extremely annoying about resident evil <3 yes i love the sexies <3#i hope i make more painterly pieces soon ahh 🥹#art tag#resident evil#resident evil 4#re4make#re4#ada wong#leon kennedy#aeon#ada wong x leon kennedy#leon kennedy x ada wong#nya that should be all#oh also this whole thing i hc was leon’s idea#both needed a lil time to be silly off work teehee
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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tlm lottery au except minus everything about the lottery and skip to the stoning part. bye bye construction Boy.
#the lego movie#lego movie#benny the spaceman#benny tlm#unikitty#princess unikitty#lego batman#batman#general mayhem#sweet mayhem#emmet brickowski#emmet tlm#you can tell i started giving up halfway through#never ask azalea to draw a comic digitally she'll explode and die#my goofy ass was like loll ikilledtvguy put a funny comment too i should make a bonus thing for that#as if i was ever not finishing this as 4 am#ok enough tag ramblings go have lunch person reading this thankss bye
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damocles ; sword perspective
uncropped + detail closeups
#supernatural#sam winchester#hey. i wrote a page of concept notes before i started painting this. with the thought 'i should make a painting about dean :)' ...#so it is inevitably of sam LOL. i was gonna paint deans face reflected in the blade but it seemed too on the nose. and confusing. and work.#anyway. my non-descriptive explanation notes read:#this is about the tension present in season 5 with the voicemail in mind.#how with what sam knows; the only way it could end is :#to die a monster at the hands of his brother - whether they win or not. (either in the big fight or he gets put down for being a bloodsucki#or to die a martyr - proving his humanity by saving the world and slaying the beast (himself and the devil. 2 birds 1 stone)#ghostart#i got my hands stuck doing the pose ref for the rosary. i truly suffer for my art ... oh and the 18 hours of painting too i guess#hm. 'bloodsucking freak' got cut off 4 tags up. whatever
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it’s like baby gorl there’s no way I, the author who wrote the fic you’re commenting on and who is the intended audience for this comment, am gonna agree with you 😿🙏 some things can just stay on your chest 🙏
#there’s a threshold I think of what I accept in comments about characters#and their actions or about who is in the wrong or what should happen#because I do like reading people’s opinions#and sometimes when someone is like I didn’t like obi-wan in this fic#I’m like makes sense! maybe you weren’t supposed to or maybe the argument they had was supposed to not be clear cut on who is right#because arguments in real life don’t always have a clear cut winner or morally superior person lmao#I’m ok with that I’m ok with comments saying boo this character is annoying#because sometimes they just are (eg the amount of people who just don’t like obiwan in pbatmb like?? yeah of course he’s not gonna be nice#but I digress lol#anyway but there’s a threshold of when comments about not liking a character go too far and you’re just like.#saying mean things about the writing itself and that’s not something lm gonna allow to be normalized#no matter the intention behind it#you do not type a comment like this knowing it wil be send to an author#who will get an email notification about a comment#click on it and go oooo long comment :D and then go oh.#you don’t do that it’s rude it’s being a jerk#I’ve been here for like 3 almost 4 years I feel ancient in this fandom sometimes#and I’ve gotten so much feedback on my work through that time and so many nice comments and community#but mean comments can really hurt especially new writers#and they can make people who maybe would write fic for a fandom decide to not#like this isn’t even that mean I can almost see the writer just wanting to say how they feel#but sometimes you do not have to 🙏#also I just think this understanding of the characterizations in the fic and probably their understanding of the characters in the films#is a wee bit trash but that’s for me to say in the long tags of my own blog post and not for me to comment on their fics for the fandom#(they don’t have any but I did check because 3am kit felt nosy)
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fallout oc #1 is here!! raised by raiders, slightly rotten, and very stinky. he found his guitar buried under some old rubble and talks to it like his best friend.
#fallout#fallout 4#oc: rip#my art tag#the guitars name is bloody mary. i tried to make it look 1950s :shrug:#high charisma low intelligence on too many chems. definitely thriving.#i should mention he can't actually play the guitar very well and its got a broken string but hes doing his best
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hotel wip???
#idk i havent built in a while but i renovated a hotel build off the gallery and the synapses started firing so i started to build my own#i stopped building bc i suck ass at exteriors its embarassing i just dk how to make things symetrical and then rooms end up too small BUT#im doing ok so far there's 4 two bed rooms nd 2 single bed rooms and then two “penthouse” suites#also i havent playtested yet so dont get too attatched but also im kinda excited to play w/ this!#idk what mod it's from but the rental (shared) lot type works so well w/ hotels i will say it is laggy tho so be wary of that#also umm i hv w*ckedwhms now um that mod is... a lot esp w/ hotels but i guess it's kinda accurate?? it's fun to snoop on sims#s#wip#not tagging this bc i dont wanna let ppl down if i end up not finishing im unemployed so i really should be doing more productive things#but oh well :p
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inspo post / ref credit
#yagami takayuki#takayuki yagami#lost judgment#judgment#judge eyes#jichanart#jichan'shandslipped#sketched directly over the ref just for convenience#this one was just for funsies. maybe i should have been more thirsty about it#(shows up several months late to the post) hey guys what's up#i was uh. digging too deep on the kuwagami tag on passthroughtime's blog. that's the context#between 1. the scans 2. the tags 3. the tags being pointed out and 4. me making the art -- we can consider this a group effort i think
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#monogatari series#monogatari#monogatari oms#nademonogatari#nadeko draw#yotsugi ononoki#ononoki yotsugi#nadekodraw:tv#monogatariseries:gif#nadekkogif#ok i MUST go nuts about this somewhere so (cracks knuckles) tumblr tags let's go#first gif yotsugi is doing an attitude pirouette en dedans#second gif yotsugi is doing a demi rond de jambe á terre from fifth position#technically she’s dancing on pointe w/ her boot acting as a pointe shoe which is clever!!! her boots must have crazy foot articulation LOL#for context these are ballet moves which I LOVE!!! i am being catered to shaft looked at ME & said NADEKO DRAW HAS BALLET MOVES 4 U!!!#SO the real neat thing about this imo is the way that it is animated. probably done this way by the limitations of the animators timewise#for context in ballet a key thing when you dance is that your body should be constantly moving outwards from yourself e.g.#your arms reach as far as they can and your legs reach as far as they can etc. your back too! up and out like you are being pulled!!!#the point of this is bc dance is alive & humans who dance are alive! even when you hold a position you are thinking about moving outward#doing this breathes SO MUCH life into the dance! it is literally so important visually it makes a HUGE impact#but yotsugi doesn't do this! she doesn't breathe life into the dance bc she's not extending her body outward she simply holds a position#yotsugi is obviously very skilled to do what she's doing here like a pirouette is hard af you need crazy strength to go on pointe too#so imo she performs the moves in the correct way! she is turned out! she knows what she is doing! this is not due to lack of training!#my personal theory is that she moves this way because she is a reanimated corpse!!! she literally CANNOT dance like somebody who is alive!!#corpse baby is dancing her best and imo she's very good!!! 🥺#as a ballet enthusiast i just think it's a really neat lil touch and works well (despite the fact that it is probably accidental LOL)#anyway hi i'm noisy please enjoy my ballet ramblings lmfao! i will regif this when the BD comes out bc i want it to be extra pretty!!!#regarding the gifs. both first and second are loops!!! please enjoy ballet dancer yotsugi 🩰
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Some of you fuckers: EsuPuri are so overhyped and there's a clear bias for EsuYume over the others and they all just kinda suck
EsuPuri:
(Also for my more in depth opinions read this post before saying anything)
#shay speaks#enstars#esupuri#i will be their strongest defender idc#you guys are too mean to them. theyve had one unit event together#like. idk#you wouldnt say the same thing about crazyb and hot limit and rinniki would you#no bc we have had 4+ years to get to know these characters#the esupuri characters were announced like 8 months ago#and only just debuted as a unit.#the other characters will get their time in the spotlight#but they cant do it all at once man#kanna got his fs1 4* and the story was good for him as a character#they arent ignoring everyone else you just dont like their release schedule#and you dont like that they introduced new characters and dares take an event slot#from everyone else#which is so dumb they make sure to have enough slots adding two units if ibuki is indeed#a solo unit collabing w akatsuki w we still have more than enough time to cover all of them#you guys are just too mean#nobody who follows me btw afaik this is about a few specific users in the tag#i already blocked one of them though bc it annoyed me too much#anyway i should go shower
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i miss claude so badly im already planning my golden deer maddening run while still in the middle of black eagles. i just want my guy. my favorite guy. unfortunately i just love the black eagles as a group/cast but i am mourning my man (i never kill him btw)
#ann in fodlan#all my thoughts are wah wah wheres claude wah wah#but i love edie too… see this is why three hopes was great cuz i got to see both of them together#im an edie yuri truther its my top 3 edie ships but number 4… hehe. edie/claude… SORRYYYYY#actually im a aroace claude truther but if i must choose someone for him. hehehehsehhegrh#but i did read this lovely aromantic claude fic one time and its so dear to me. i think i bookmarked it i should go read it again#i love him. god.#and you know i do like the gd house#its just. i dont like them as much as i want to? not as much as be or bl#and part of that honestly is because i like units based on two categories:#characterization and how fun they are gameplay wise.#and unfortunately most of them let me down on that latter category 😭😭#like. ive tried so hard to make lorenz good. SO HARD. but i cant…. i dont know what to do with him!#dark knight wyvern paladin bishop dark mage sniper HE SUCKS!!!!#raphael is also always terrible for me so one time i just made him a mage bc if hes gonna suck i may as well laugh#he was outdamaged by my warrior lysithea. actually she went crazy hard for no reason#you know who i want to like more? hilda.#on paper she is the perfect character for me. shes pink she has an axe shes valentine themed#i LOVE the spoiled rich girl trope like sorry. sorry#but i just cant get over her racism and it shocks me sometimes how that is an unpopular opinion#but idk. i know its not real and it comes from a place of ignorance rather than malice#but when youve been cyril before to someone else’s hilda its like. its hard to watch#another support of hers i cant get over is actually her marianne support and like. unpopular opinion but i cant stand that support#idk how everyone j goes ‘yuri!!’ have any of you ever been marianne in that situation.#its so uncomfortable sorry. marianne get up… better yuri awaits you.#and its not even the fact that hildas wrong in these situations its that she never acknowledges that!! no one ever pushes back! its annoying#i do like her to some extent. i LOVE her characterization towards her motivations (why she doesnt try too hard/she doesnt believe anything#is worth lives)#and then on crimson flower you see that she HAS found a cause/someone worth her life (claude) and its SO tragic its so well done#TAG COUNT IM A CLAUDE OR LEONIE RIDE OR DIE THO I HAVE TO GO BYE
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huhu i miss spring ;;;;;
#hsr#argenti#luocha#luogenti#argenluo#draw tag#fuck if i know what their ship tag is#i just know that the two prettiest women in hsr should interact^3^#transfem 4 transfem argenluo my beloved <3333333#hyv really missed out by not giving luocha caterpillar brows ;;#destroyed my wrist in the process of making this#mayhaps if my scanner connects to my pc again i shall show the sketch too
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