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c10v3r Ā· 1 year ago
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do you guys like digital circusified lightbrush i think they kinda funny
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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses Ā· 1 year ago
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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egophiliac Ā· 1 year ago
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this is basically what happened, right?
(these guys are very lucky that everyone at NRC 1) has the combined intelligence of a sack of bricks, and 2) is easily distracted by shiny things.)
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#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#stage in playful land#stage in playfulland#these two are SO sleazy and i am utterly delighted by them#can't wait to find out their tragic backstory in approximately 3-4 weeks!#fortunately i have like a month to figure out how the heck to draw their hair (spoiler: i will never figure it out)#also. god. i love it whenever leona accidentally reveals his Mom Side.#he doesn't care about any of this but he WILL be tagging along to make sure no one else gets into trouble#once again he has to be the Responsible Adult and he hates it. the whimsical hat weighs heavy upon his head.#anyway this is me so excuse me while i now talk about diasomnia for three hours#but lilia being all 'kids gotta have some adventure in their lives!' is hilarious#specifically because you know silver would NEVER.#100% silver not only never snuck out but he always went to bed on time AND brushed his teeth AND flossed even when nobody made him.#lilia: aww but you should be enjoying your youth! >:c#silver: i am. i enjoy being respectful and disciplined and honoring you as my father.#lilia:#lilia: maybe i'm TOO good at raising kids#you know i was going to say none of his kids would be involved in this but i actually think malleus definitely would#he would not see it as a moral quandry though. he would just be excited to be invited along.#(the only reason he isn't there is because he was busy admiring a termite-infested beam somewhere and yuu didn't get a chance to ask him)#i mean MAYBE if lilia as his single authority figure told him no then he would have some reservations#but lilia's the one who's screaming HELL YEAH LET'S SNEAK OUT AND DEFY AUTHORITY while dabbing so moot point there#sebek would never and he would rat on everyone else. unless malleus is going in which case he's already there.#and i guess if everyone else is going silver probably would too#but he'd. y'know. feel conflicted about it.
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ghostlykidplaidbanana Ā· 1 year ago
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A continuation of this post
You thought it was just rise and 2012?
Im thinking Iā€™ll make more of these crossover shenanigans Iā€™ve got a lot of ideas silly smirk emoji
NEXT
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guiiay Ā· 1 year ago
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post-mission shenanigans
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deoidesign Ā· 5 months ago
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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benny-the-spaceman Ā· 3 months ago
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tlm lottery au except minus everything about the lottery and skip to the stoning part. bye bye construction Boy.
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ghostpajamas Ā· 2 months ago
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damocles ; sword perspective
uncropped + detail closeups
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tennessoui Ā· 5 months ago
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itā€™s like baby gorl thereā€™s no way I, the author who wrote the fic youā€™re commenting on and who is the intended audience for this comment, am gonna agree with you šŸ˜æšŸ™ some things can just stay on your chest šŸ™
#thereā€™s a threshold I think of what I accept in comments about characters#and their actions or about who is in the wrong or what should happen#because I do like reading peopleā€™s opinions#and sometimes when someone is like I didnā€™t like obi-wan in this fic#Iā€™m like makes sense! maybe you werenā€™t supposed to or maybe the argument they had was supposed to not be clear cut on who is right#because arguments in real life donā€™t always have a clear cut winner or morally superior person lmao#Iā€™m ok with that Iā€™m ok with comments saying boo this character is annoying#because sometimes they just are (eg the amount of people who just donā€™t like obiwan in pbatmb like?? yeah of course heā€™s not gonna be nice#but I digress lol#anyway but thereā€™s a threshold of when comments about not liking a character go too far and youā€™re just like.#saying mean things about the writing itself and thatā€™s not something lm gonna allow to be normalized#no matter the intention behind it#you do not type a comment like this knowing it wil be send to an author#who will get an email notification about a comment#click on it and go oooo long comment :D and then go oh.#you donā€™t do that itā€™s rude itā€™s being a jerk#Iā€™ve been here for like 3 almost 4 years I feel ancient in this fandom sometimes#and Iā€™ve gotten so much feedback on my work through that time and so many nice comments and community#but mean comments can really hurt especially new writers#and they can make people who maybe would write fic for a fandom decide to not#like this isnā€™t even that mean I can almost see the writer just wanting to say how they feel#but sometimes you do not have to šŸ™#also I just think this understanding of the characterizations in the fic and probably their understanding of the characters in the films#is a wee bit trash but thatā€™s for me to say in the long tags of my own blog post and not for me to comment on their fics for the fandom#(they donā€™t have any but I did check because 3am kit felt nosy)
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wraithsoutlaws Ā· 9 months ago
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fallout oc #1 is here!! raised by raiders, slightly rotten, and very stinky. he found his guitar buried under some old rubble and talks to it like his best friend.
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cerubean Ā· 11 months ago
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hotel wip???
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jichanxo Ā· 6 months ago
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inspo post / ref credit
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sengoku-nadeko Ā· 6 months ago
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#monogatari series#monogatari#monogatari oms#nademonogatari#nadeko draw#yotsugi ononoki#ononoki yotsugi#nadekodraw:tv#monogatariseries:gif#nadekkogif#ok i MUST go nuts about this somewhere so (cracks knuckles) tumblr tags let's go#first gif yotsugi is doing an attitude pirouette en dedans#second gif yotsugi is doing a demi rond de jambe Ć” terre from fifth position#technically sheā€™s dancing on pointe w/ her boot acting as a pointe shoe which is clever!!! her boots must have crazy foot articulation LOL#for context these are ballet moves which I LOVE!!! i am being catered to shaft looked at ME & said NADEKO DRAW HAS BALLET MOVES 4 U!!!#SO the real neat thing about this imo is the way that it is animated. probably done this way by the limitations of the animators timewise#for context in ballet a key thing when you dance is that your body should be constantly moving outwards from yourself e.g.#your arms reach as far as they can and your legs reach as far as they can etc. your back too! up and out like you are being pulled!!!#the point of this is bc dance is alive & humans who dance are alive! even when you hold a position you are thinking about moving outward#doing this breathes SO MUCH life into the dance! it is literally so important visually it makes a HUGE impact#but yotsugi doesn't do this! she doesn't breathe life into the dance bc she's not extending her body outward she simply holds a position#yotsugi is obviously very skilled to do what she's doing here like a pirouette is hard af you need crazy strength to go on pointe too#so imo she performs the moves in the correct way! she is turned out! she knows what she is doing! this is not due to lack of training!#my personal theory is that she moves this way because she is a reanimated corpse!!! she literally CANNOT dance like somebody who is alive!!#corpse baby is dancing her best and imo she's very good!!! šŸ„ŗ#as a ballet enthusiast i just think it's a really neat lil touch and works well (despite the fact that it is probably accidental LOL)#anyway hi i'm noisy please enjoy my ballet ramblings lmfao! i will regif this when the BD comes out bc i want it to be extra pretty!!!#regarding the gifs. both first and second are loops!!! please enjoy ballet dancer yotsugi šŸ©°
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starswallowingsea Ā· 2 months ago
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Some of you fuckers: EsuPuri are so overhyped and there's a clear bias for EsuYume over the others and they all just kinda suck
EsuPuri:
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(Also for my more in depth opinions read this post before saying anything)
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californiaquail Ā· 28 days ago
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anyone else feeling fundamentally incapable of adjusting to society. also just discovered there's a 30 tag limit which i can't believe i've never hit before
#like it was one thing when i was in high school and college like wasn't socialized as a child due to not receiving schooling and growing up#sda blah blah whatever but like i'm almost 27 and i am barely functioning lol like i feel like i'm struggling to have a normal conversation#even more than i used to and i think my speech cadence is noticably off which i don't think it always has been#some of it is definitely from chronic exhaustion from having to get up too early and the stress of having a frequently panic inducing boss#but like. come on now. i can't even drive despite finally having a license because i'm too scared/distractible/poor reaction time#over a dozen antidepressants have not worked. adderall is not working great either#i'm SO much dumber than i used to be and it's driving me quite literally insane#i don't even think it's from getting covid in july because i was noticing it before although it definitely became way more noticeable after#i got this job. i've never been this bad at a job in my life and it's something anyone who knows me would assume i'd be good at#it's embarrassing. i cannot fucking remember anything i struggle to do the most basic of arithmetic to fill prescriptions i make the same#silly mistakes multiple times i am constantly asking stupid questions and still somehow fucking up all the time#it's not as bad as it was a couple months ago and frankly i'm shocked i haven't gotten fired i keep thinking that's going to happen#of course i wanted to quit this job four months ago but now i'm at like a sunk cost fallacy point unfortunately#this is obviously not like any kind of career position for many reasons but i don't know what else to do unless i move across the country#again. i'm not even qualified for anything besides animal related things and summer camp which are fine obviously but not great if you want#things like benefits or paid leave or not to get burned out as hell lmao#i don't even feel like i could do any customer service jobs because i literally struggle to put a coherent sentence together on the spot#everything is so slow. soooo slow i'm literally losing my mind which is catastrophic because my mind is all i've ever had going for me#and i'm having kind of a horrible existence lately which is exacerbating all my problems except the problems make it mostly impossible to d#anything to fix it. ok going out and doing some fun stuff for a day makes me feel better that's great. except then i need a day after that#to recover from doing things the previous day. so the only feasible day for doing things would be saturday. except on saturdays i'm#recovering from working. i literally only work 4 days and barely over 30 hours it's Not that crazy. i mean the boss is crazy and the job ca#also be crazy obviously but 30 hours a week is minimal compared to other work schedules i've maintained before#anyway but the most i can do after work is go to the store if i need to but i almost never have energy for anything fun#and the fucking bus doesn't run on sundays and walking miles to get literally anywhere takes a lot of energy i don't have#i'm about to move next weekend and i'm dreading it because it's going to be so much work and i'm so fucking tired#and i don't have any friends to help me with cleaning i might be able to get help moving my stuff but i'm not even confident about that#i might have to rent a uhaul but i would honestly rather pay somebody to help because i'm that scared of driving even for one 30 min trip#whatever....sorry i had to feel bad for myself in the tumblr dot edu tags again i'm not in therapy rn#(<- guy who should be in therapy)
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silverselfshippingchaos Ā· 5 days ago
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the fact that j.oongi doesn't show up until the second to last chapter of y.akuza 8.............. how else am I gonna be motivated to play? /j
#ash rambles šŸ’š#actually.. s.ugiura shows up in that game-#but seriously ajdhwjej#i love how the director legit said 'yeah i wasnt gonna put j.oongi in the game but he has so many fans so may as well stick him in lol'#I'm glad since him and ash can finally reunite and FINALLY FUCKING DATE#it took them 3 years to say something..#y'all are pushing 40 and can't even confess??? oh come on man#on that note. i always forget that j.oongi is around that age- i kinda lump him in with my y.akuza f/os that are mid-20s#but nope#he's got a decade on them#he's born in the 80s shockingly enough#anyways#speaking of y.akuza 8... there's another character i have my eyes on. i wont say much since I've still gotta beat 7 but#the sapphic yearning... i love girls so much... she's so gorgeous.. wonder if she likes girls too..#unrelated but thank you to y.8 for making it canon that S.eonhee likes girls. we knew anyway but thank you so much anyway šŸ™šŸ½šŸ™šŸ½šŸ™šŸ½#this post is all over the place... there's been a lot going on as of late irl qjdhajdhs but I'm doing my best and hanging in there#this other crush i have is taking over my brain though. havent been into the series for 3-4 years so it's pretty nuts to randomly go#'WAIT ISNT THAT ONE GUY FROM THAT OLD ASS MOVIE SERIES KINDA...'#i wont post about him too much here because i'm honestly embarrassed about it but maybe a few gifs wont hurt#oh fucking hell why does his theme always come on when I'm thinking about him- it's really good and always on my on repeat but ugh#anyways back to j.oongi#I'm so excited to see him in 8 <3 even if i have to wait a whole game to do it. ALSO HE HAS A COWBOY OUTFIT IN THAT GAME.... HIIIII-#I'm so glad they took him out of his trash bag jacket fit#like a flowing wind šŸ”³#chain breaker ā›“ļø#<- gonna have that be the tag for the other guy from that movie series#but yeah.. i do need to get to 8 to see whats the deal with that pretty girl.. theres this scene at a casino#where she wears a low cut backless dress and i just. fuck. fuuuccck. you single?? you like girls??? i don't even know her but WOW.#anyways i love j.oongi so much#i should get ready for class now.. think I'm almost at tag limit anyway... see ya!
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