#i should just go to sleep
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At times I worry I am not, will not,
Be enough.
That you'll forever be searching
For something more.
Or longing for someone else you knew
From the past.
And I wonder just how deeply you feel,
If you're just as close, just as sure,
As I am.
Insecure and jealous,
I know others love you and that you love
Them back.
I wish I could replace them, to stretch,
To take up every room, every chamber
Of your heart
Myself.
How selfish.
#poets on tumblr#writing#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#poetry#poem#spilled writing#original writing#spilled poem#lovesick#full of daydreams and worry#i cant help it#i should just go to sleep#silly girl
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buh. things continue to happen to me in my brain
#things i want to talk abt but ive kind of already told the one (1) person im not scared of telling#buhhhh... buh.#i should just go to sleep#personaltalking
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My beloved muse and me
Sitting in a tree
D-Y-I-N-G
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I was watching a dinosaur biology video and it caught me completely off guard by starting out with showing a giant picture of Eobard and starting to describe the "reverse flash" "flash" dynamic of two dinosaurs in the cretaceous period
Danny, Danny what the fuck, what are you saying I am so tired my eyes are closing I am not entirely sure I'm not hallucinating this whole ask, why was Eo in a video about dinosaur biology what help-
Was the video host saying that two dinosaurs in the creteaceous period have an Eobarry dynamic. Are dinosaurs biologically stalkers. What is happeniNG also can I see this video too :)))
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Imagine the kids at the mansion changing Raven's alarm clock sound to I'm blue dabadee dabadaa
#by the kids i mean peter and everyone else just followed along#i should just go to sleep#i mean it's five pm but i should anyways#raven darkholme#x men#xmen#mystique#xmen incorrect quotes#cherik#it's not cherik ik but they'll like it
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#vent#no words to be said#just keep having dumb thoughts about my gender and i just feel like exploding#anyways#i should just go to sleep
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im reading about kafka’s letter to his father trying to feel better because either i relate to it and feel comforted by being understood, or i don’t and maybe feel comforted by the fact that my own issues could be a lot worse.
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i hate when you cry so much your eyes hurt to keep open lmao
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I am the Hamilton of the musical of my life –
I want too much and I crave it too hard.
I am worried my time for success will come in the second act,
while I will die in the first one.
#poetry#writing#poems on tumblr#poem#hamilton#hamilton musical#burnout#tw death#tw depressing thoughts#i should just go to sleep#broadway#being in your 20s
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At this point, if I look for yet another age gap book and I get recommended books with 7 or 10 year age gaps- simply no. I need a good hefty 15+ difference okay?! What do you mean it’s “age gap” with them being 7 years apart?? that’s not it sweetie
#em talks📧#i can’t read anything that’s not age gap at this point😭#my aunt and cuncle are 15 years apart and THAT'S the age gap I need in my books lmao#age gap books#booktok#I should just go to sleep
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i’m so nervous about uni but i low-key have no reason to be bc im in a very non-nervous situation compared to my friend who moved across the country to study. she moved into her new place today (?!) and she got friends and all that fun stuff and i have to wait over a week to even register my course so it just feels like everything is taking so long shajdhjed im feeling messy and odd. also i gotta start taking walks so i can strut around in the city without sweating like a pig. also i want to whiten my teeth, but i’ve wanted that for years (i should just do it, im stressing ms out by just running around wanting things)
#BUT ALSO NOW I HAVE TO BECOME SKILLED AGAIN???#rory gilmore core in all honour but i’m not a good journalist#i like writing but that doesn’t mean i’m good at it#i’m better at having opinions for no apparent reason#i’m so nervous about everything i’m feeling dizzy#i should just go to sleep
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i hate that just surviving isn't enough to actually live
#sorry it's past 10 pm and i listened to this is me trying#so naturally i'm having a mental breakdown#i should just go to sleep#diary entry
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My covid brain can't take this anymore
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being a female football is something else. like i know the majority of the millionaires i blog about would either tell me to go back to the kitchen, laugh about the "joke", or not speak up
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how do I stop wasting time???
#how do people do it#I cannot force my goblin brain to do anything productive#hmm these are the after 10pm thoughts#I should just go to sleep
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it doesn't make any sense. im trapped in this body horror nightmare im supposed to have satin black fur and a mnice snout and black lips anf four paws and nice big ears i just dont understand
#dog kin#im a dog#im having a real hard time coming up with anything more immediately and viscerally horrific to me than dying an old human#i should just go to sleep#its better when i sleep and have more energy to spend on not crying in grief and terror
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