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IM SO FULL OF FEELINGS AND I WANT TO EXPLODE
#hii everyone. i had one of those really good dreams again and now i want to do something drastic.#i need to stop missing ppl so much it’s insane. it’s NOT good for me#but alas.#i’m not actually being torn apart cuz i know it’s gonna pass in a lil bit. it’s just cuz i juuuust woke up#and things ARE going pretty good despite everything. but i’m just a bit scared#i should go eat something#arambles
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stomach: hey can we get like. food. instead of 2 day old liquid.
brain: ooohhh water :)
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I got misdiagnosed (again) yesterday. And I went through all of the emotions really. But I just keep going back to anger. I want to fight that woman. I want to yell at her. I want to rip her to shreds. I want to revoke her medical license. Why are these people so terrible at their jobs? How am I supposed to get help if they can’t even correctly identify the problem?
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Blergh so I don't actually have strep it's just a virus which kinda sucks more because with strep you can just take the antibiotics and then feel good after like 12 hours. Warm water with honey though is really good.
#the water tastes like hot cocoa for some reason tho?#like its water and honey not milk and chocolate#whatever#sick#ugh my writing is gonna be slower though#hmmmm maybe that means ill just think of more things#i spent all day sleeping though that was nice#i should go eat something
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I mean like y'all.... I get where you're coming from.
I'm not showing much love nor advocacy for linux at the moment because I only use it half of the time and I'm still discovering it. But damn...
My Windows 11 guide is for people like me who can't go pass Windows.
In uni and at work, I have to use specific programs.
I'm in archaeology and I specialise in the digital aspects of it. It means that I do GIS, databases, process LIDAR data, process topographic informations, but also there's stuff like using the Adobe suite for the drawings, publication, making posters and shit.
And like... I can't possibly come and say "hi, I decided to use inkscape instead of illustrator so now deal with a file that won't be read properly" to my fucking chief, now, can I? Like guys are already struggling with bugs between different updates of the same freaking program, they don't need to be added difficulties. And hell, considering their age and how they had to learn on the job how to use a computer ? They won't be learning a whole new program just because I don't want to use the other one.
So yeah, I know that for a good bunch of the programs I use there is an open source and linux version. But some others ? There aren't.
My line of work using those windows programs isn't even because they want to. It's because they have to.
Not only some programs are industry standards, but they can also be more efficient, or just the only one to exist. Like frankly we're out there using AutoCAD in archaeology, a shit that costs so much, and isn't even made for archaeology. AutoCAD is originally for architects and we have to add so many plugins and shit to make it properly usable for our work.
Archaeology is a mess of things. Our field is ultra specific but at the same time ultra wide.
We're also poor as fuck and share the same batch of the same version of a program around because of that. And we would love to switch to free and open source stuff. And heck, we did for some, like with QGIS. But we're also still live in capitalism, and we have to interact with many fields, and those other fields use other programs.
So yeah... We're stuck on windows.
I do love linux. It's fun, the layout can be vastly different and you have so many different versions and yet compatibility of programs. It demands less of your computer and you can control so much.
I do heavily recommend switching to linux. It can only do you good, albeit needing some work to get used to.
But I also know that there are other people like me who can't do the switch. And I know that those people will be as frustrated as me with what windows is fucking doing. And so if I can help them? Heck, I'll do it.
But don't come and drop shit like "just switch to linux" or "what are y'all still doing on windows". We're not talking about chrome vs firefox here. It's not as simple.
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pre-shower titty pic ❤️
#bitts posts#my pics#nsft#ns/fw#pics taken immediately before i get soaking wet (<-open to interpretation)#i should eat something for dinner but i just wanna go to bedddddd#made it through six days of work in a row#tomorrow im not putting on pants unless i absolutely have to
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He’s just silly
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf into the pit#hhhhhhmmmmm#fnaf jeff#pit bonnie#pix doodles#augh I should go eat something
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it’s 6:37pm and the only thing i’ve eaten all day is some anti homophobia cheese
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i love you royal trio (minus akechi)
#i was listening to the world we knew by frank sinatra while drawing this to inflict maximum emotional damage 😔#royal actually shot me fifty times in the chest and slaughtered my entire family#i’m actually inconsolable over the ending what the fuck do you mean akechi chooses to die of his own volition rather than be manipulated#god it’s just. his character actually makes me violent and insane. they’re going to drag me kicking and screaming to the psych ward#he never had an ounce of control over his life. not even once. he was CONSTANTLY being yanked around like a marionette#until he was disposed of as another pawn in shido’s plan#and then out of some cruel irony he was resurrected even though he did not want to be alive#for once in death he would have found peace—only for that to be taken from him too.#and bc he thinks he’s worthless and his life is so easily gambled away he doesn’t view it as a major dealbreaker when maruki brings it up#“do you really think something as trivial as my life should stand in the way of your decision?” yes you fucking asshole#what do you mean he’s literally fated to die in every timeline? definition of doomed by the narrative#there’s not a single version of his story that doesn’t end with him being slaughtered#GODDDDD he makes me violently ill i hate goro akechi so much he’s so fucking selfish HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS DEAL IS TEARING ME APART#i was so tempted to get the bad ending just so that he was alive ☹️#he looked so happy. he was surrounded by people who loved and treasured him.no shido. control over his life. the ability to choose his futu#TEARS IN MY EYES MARUKI WAS THE ONLY VILLAIN WHO WAS LOWKEY MAKING SENSE 😭😭😭😭😭#my toxic trait is that i think maruki was right all along 😔#ALSO SUMIRE AAUUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the survivors guilt literally eating her alive until the point where she gaslighted herself into thinking she was her sister. insane.#royal was so good bro i’m so glad i endured 200 hours of hell just to play it#terrible terrible ending with everyone going their separate ways and ren ending up in juvie for months#akechi actually being dead in the good ending is so fucked up 😭😭 i thought there was some way maruki could bring him back regardless#not ren hallucinating him in the last cutscene too 😭😭😭😭 “i still see your shadows in my room” ahh ending#persona 5 royal#persona 5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#sumire yoshizawa#goro akechi#lotus draws
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something people just don’t think about is how often chronically ill and disabled people just don’t have access to good food. not healthy food, good food; well made, tasty meals that don’t come from a jar or a freezer. how many of us are housebound or can’t drive? delivery services only offer within certain distances, if you live outside a city they aren’t an option. many people don’t have the energy or ability to cook for themselves if they have the skill to begin with. many certainly don’t have the ability to learn how. it’s something that goes completely unnoticed, just the opportunity to have a good meal and how much that wears you down
#all i want is chinese food#the closest one to me is 40 minutes away and its a /bad/ chinese place#its my worst option and its not even an option#‘fried rice is easy to make heres a recipe!’#i cant use a stove bc the heat will give me a seizure#even if i keep myself cool something that should take 15 minutes will take upwards of an hour bc i need to take breaks#even then ill probably be too nauseous to eat it after being active for so long#all of that for a bad cooks version of fried rice#more expensive and worse than a takeaway place#but i cant get it from a takeaway place#repeat ad nauseum for the rest of my life and is it any wonder im so sick of the same food ive eaten for 10 years#the only time i get takeaway is when my parents decide to go out and bring something home#can you imagine living like that for the rest of your life?#i dont have to#and its so dumb to want to cry over rice#but its not really about the rice is it#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#chronic illness#disability#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#ehlers danlos syndrome#fibromyalgia#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#mental illness#mental health#save post
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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some of what’s up with this guy
edit: can you pretend I wrote “after” instead of “before” THANX
#I have. To go eat dinner it’s 2 hours past when I said I would go eat dinner#my art#dcmk#aa#Conan edogawa#shinichi kudo#Maya fey#fellas what if all of your internal arguments turned into external arguments#They are. In my brain. Just two aspects of shinichi that have been kinda separated#he has these arguments with himself all the time - run or attack? tell or don’t tell? talk or stay quiet? And usually the confidence wins o#is that a good thing? Sometimes.#You guys should talk to each other about how both extremes of your personality are important to making you who you are#and how unexpected terrible major change doesn’t turn you into a different person. Or something#turnabout 4869
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Fucking finally
YT link
#heres the animation i spent FOREVER MAKING#im so. exhausted#and i just woke up#i finished this last night at 6am hhhahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#but yea#im just really tired#art#my art#invader zim#nickelodeon#zim iz#dib membrane#gaz membrane#gir iz#zadr#zim and dib romance#hatsune miku#world is mine#animation#video#my animations#im forgetting tags oh my god#i should go make something to eat
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"I have hands for building altars Lips to pray to reckless gods Yeah, I was made to be a devotee " " Won't someone teach me to love without it swallowing me whole, If to be loved is to be changed, I'm only worsenin' " you can see where i gave up on this but WHATEVAH. i usually work in doodles and sketches for a reason lol.
#great god grove#ggg inspekta#ggg capochin#thought about them for too long and started eating drywall#both quotes r from bog bodies demo because i heard the song on shuffle and went insane thinking about them. sorry#loving something long after it stopped seeing you the same way as what caused you to fall in love w it in the first place#and being the thing that's loved and still caring about what loves you but losing what u were along the way and harming them#inspekchin#GOOOOOOD I HATE THEM [PUNCHES THE WALL]#sorry i had feelings about the whole [gestures of it all]#another lyric that fits is “He only loves me when I rot with him” but im not gonna fill da whole post w lyrics#“you should be posting ur already done doodles instead of going nuts and drawing whole other image” yeagh i know. but consida.#i work on whimz#and those whimz are 5 million ggg images jeezuz#anywayz. blawrs up again. to dust.
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I've said it before, I'll say it again, obsessed with the concept of Snart not introducing Barry (as Barry) to Mick bc he's worried that Mick won't like Barry and will do something drastic, or vice versa
And then Mick and Barry meet without Snart being around and become best friends
#coldflash#i think that mick “i don't do gushy emotions” rory#and barry “avatar of gushy emotions” allen#SHOULD be best friends and team up for chaos#barry: there's this evil guy with a lot of power and no one believes me when i say he's evil! what do i do?!#mick: i set fire to his house#barry: ....go on#snart: [full of fear] do NOT#also consider#barry being the only person that can convince mick to start incorporating vegetables into his diet#and eating better. because he had a health scare and barry worried his way into getting mick to eat something green#which not even snart would have accomplished#i think it would be good actually
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A wilting flower is not always beyond healing. It'll just take time.
#a small doodle! Just a little one! Wanted to draw but also didnt want to draw but also needed to draw#you know? idk if that makes any sense#dont mind me-#if anyone is worried I am okay please dont take this as some big vent or anything!#just art I needed to get out of my head. Ya kno??? nothin crazy!!!#anyway anyway im gonna go play a game or something!!! Drink water. Eat a snack! Sit down in some quiet for a moment#Yall should do that too! You! Drink water! Eat something! Sit and be calm for a moment.#welcome home oc#dandy leon#I always feel bad tagging my art of dandy alone with the welcome home tags??? uh-#my art#sketches
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