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got the idea for this around two weeks ago when i snooping around in the textures for the balatro crossovers, so i decided to make some of my own but for tginf! if i had known when your birthday was i wouldve finished it up sooner lol. consider it a late birthday gift!
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Im sorry WHAT THIS IS INSANE GOD THIS IS SO MUCH WORK AND EFFORT YOU LITTERALY DID THE ENTIRE MAIN CAST OHHHHH OHHHHH WHAT
THANK YOU THANK YOU THIS IS SO COOL MY JAW DROPPED oooo I love them all so much đđđđđ You stylized them into pixel art so nicely, it's also generally fascinating to see what colors people imagine for some of the guys. OH THIS IS ABSOLUTELY CHARMING. A huge fan of the way you drew Pr Agent 121 (the second one) keep going back to stare at her again and again. AND OH TIME SELLER ONE IS GENUINELY CREEPY. Ohhh what an amazing stuff. Pr Agent 117 holding his little suitcase is so đđđđđ€Čđ€Čđ€Čđ€Čđ€Č Also really like the visual of said suitcase being mirrored and merging on both top and bottom of the card. THE TENANT WITH HIS WALLET IM TRASHING AND KICKING. AND OHHH THE MINE ONE IS SO MESMERIZING. I really like the color pallet, something something her blue eyes visually connecting her to the rest of Feudals in your cards. AND THE OXYGEN TURNED OUT SO CHARMING I CANT. She looks so giddy đđđđđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș. AND THE KING THE KING ONE IS SO PRETTY IM EATING CEMENT. The Dummy looks so silly and fun this card needs to be cherished.
KDLSLALDLA GRR GRRR BARK BARK THANK YOU SO MUCH IM SHOCKED THIS IS SO COOL THANK YOU
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close your eyes, give me your hand
gn reader and wanda (no powers au)
summary: you would love her in any way you can and show her in all the ways you could (is that good enough of a summary?)
a/n: i think it's better when the fonts for the summary, notes etc is better when it's tiny. do let me know if it's the opposite though i'm still trying to work my way around. i listened to the poll and the other 30% won. iâm not sure if i wanted to make it smutty or not but i think the fluff was needed. the history between me and the title is saddening. if you can guess what it is you will have my love. also some fluff was needed after the devastating weeks iâve had. and sooo i thought, along with the vote, maybe i could write something for wanda, who does deserve and need all the love. she is special and lives in our hearts. leave anything in the comments section spam with love spam with your lovely presence LETSGOOO
warnings: nothing, just pure fluff and reader reassuring wanda. proofread although there might beâŠdrumrollâŠmistakes left behind. but do let me know if i missed anything else
w/c: 2.28 k (i think i got it right)

Everything was wrong. She wasnât even sure she looked good in the dress she was wearing, that she had to practically dive through her wardrobe to find. So she did the only sensible thing, she took it off and tried another one.
But itâs not like she, or even you could walk out of this. You already accepted to go to the dinner party along with Pietro, Monica and Darcy. A dinner that was rare, seeing as Pietro was climbing the scales of being an international athlete, Monica was an engineer in aerospace and Darcy was running her own art gallery. And with you being bakery owners it was complicated to gather around everyone from different states. Thatâs why backing down was not an option.
It doesnât mean it was not stressful. Sure, the thought of seeing her brother along with her bestfriends warmed her heart. But the negativity slowly took over. For no apparent reason.
She could hear your faint hums in the living room, dancing to the music you would always play for whenever youâd get ready. It made her smile, just hearing you sing the lyrics with a grin, without caring whether you got them wrong or not. If only she could go downstairs and sing with you, twirl in your arms as you delay going over last minute details but she canât.
It was never like this. Maybe itâs because her introversion went from interesting to boring. Maybe she wasnât an interesting person at all. And she canât even dress well enough to go out-
âWanda?â You called her name. Though your voice was soothing it wasnât enough to drown the plaguing thoughts.
God she wanted to cry but she couldnât because that would mean having to do her makeup that she spent her time doing all over again. Even more when you stepped closer, your hands gingerly reaching for hers.
âHeyâŠwhatâs wrong, lovely?â She intertwined her hands with yours, playing with your fingers, words mulling over and over in her mind. Should she be truthful? She doubted youâd scoff it off but she was being ridiculous, nearly crying as if sheâs a teenager who wants to make a first good impression on their date.
You waited for her to speak, not wanting to rush her, but still comforting her in any way you can, stroking the skin of her arms, silently letting her know that youâre here for as long as she needs.
âI justâŠâ Itâs an attempt, a slow one but an attempt nonetheless. âI donât know, does this dress look good on me?â She expected for you to laugh, or even chuckle, but you did not. Your eyes were gazing warmly at her, as if the answer is evident to you.
âI think it looks wonderful. You are wonderful.â That was the only word that came to your mind but if you were being honest, you would say so much more. The only thing youâre capable of doing is admiring every intricate detail of her outfit. âIs thatâŠis that what youâre worried about? Because we have time, you know. The reservation wonât be over until an hour.â
âThatâs the thing.â She slowly drops your hands, nodding to the pile of clothes on the ground. âI tried so manyâ but I donât know, they donât seem to fit me. And youâve been waiting enough and I donât want to waste your timeâŠâ
You turned to look at the clothes, dresses, suits, skirts, blazers all scattered. It made your heart sink, though you could tell there was more to her worrying about her clothes. You lift her chin, making her meet your eyes, away from the growing pile of anxiety. âWaste my time in any way you want, I wonât leave.â She playfully rolled her eyes at your remark and you shared a sparse but genuine laugh. âWanda, youâre amazing in anything. Actually, you are amazing. More amazing than the word amazing and that isâŠwellâŠamazing.â It was oddly sweet how you clumsily stumbled on your words but you were honest.
âYouâre not saying that because you feel like you have to, right? I mean itâs okay if I donât look good. I donât even know why I bother going out these days Iâm so- I donât want you to hate me, and I donât want you to think Iâm awful by saying that, I know you donât but you can and Iââ You interrupted her ramble by raising her hands to your lips, kissing each knuckle, lingering on the one that bears an special attachment symbolising your attachment and love to her. Then you turn her hand, kissing the inside of her wrist.Â
âI promise you. And thereâs nothing that can make me change what I say, what I think or feel about you.â Your words, your touch, makes a pleasant heat bloom in her chest. Even the way youâre looking at her right now, like you feel tethered to her. âIfâŠif you want, I can show you.â And god, your voice was low, in a calming whisper, similar to how you would speak in your most intimate moments.Â
âButâŠthe reservation?â It was not a bad idea. But she did wonder what you had in mind.
âIâll be quick.â You tapped the tip of her nose, making her bite your finger in retaliation. âHey!âÂ
âAlright, alrightâŠshow me. But if weâre late-â
âDarling, we wonât. Trust me.â You kissed her, chaste but sweet, and sealed your promise. You raised your eyebrow in a silent question, to which she nodded.Â
You then led her to the vanity, making sure that her whole body can be seen, and stood right behind her, eyes never leaving hers in the reflection. Your hands found themselves around her waist, holding her near you, the warmth of your body blending with hers. âI donât see anything that I wonât like. Or that anyone wonât, for that matter. I see someone who is beautiful, has a beautiful soul and mind. Youâre caring, kindâŠand so attentionate. And funny.â As if on cue she makes a funny face, about to protest when you kiss her cheek. âYes, your silly dad jokes play on rewind in the back of my mind, yes I tell them to others and mention that itâs all you.â
âYouâre just being sillyâŠâ The flush taking over her face gives her away. Though she doesnât deny it, she does try to hide but you donât let her, tracing her face with your soft palm, your eyes still focused on your reflection. âLook up, baby. Weâre not done here yet.â It takes everything in her to control herself from hiding in the confines of your arms but she listens. You press a kiss to her neck to express youâre proud of her, admiring the goosebumps rising on her flesh. âItâs true. I tell everyone, as soon as they ask me about you, how you can be funny.â
âBut Iâm not necessarily talkative?â
âIt does not make you not, not funny. BesidesâŠyou have non-verbal funny traits too. Like when you would flop down on the bed after a long shift of baking cookies, how you would swear in Sokovian and whenever youâd tilt your head when youâre angry. Although, thatâs hot if Iâm being honest here.â She tries to hold back her smile but she canât, it even forces a laugh out of her. Your hands then spin her around, making her erupt in giggles. âAnd your laughâŠI swear thatâs the only thing I want to hear. I can be in the busiest of streets and Iâd recognise it. Nothing can make me forget anything about itâŠor your voice, for that fact. Itâs a song that I will never get tired of hearing.âÂ
It was like you were reciting your vows, but even better. Like you were extending them. And she liked it. The cruel voice slowly dimmed down to nothing, being chased and crumpled by your reassuring tone, carrying her to safety and warmth.
âAnd your clothes. When you told me about your emo phase it made me fall harder for you. Leather jacket, smokey eyes, knee-high socks and skirts? I would let you do anything to my heart. Seriously. And even if youâre not dressed like that anymoreâŠyour shirts, your pantsâŠhow you would wear sweats for when youâre staying in, sundress for when itâs casual or long dresses for when you need to go outâŠâ Your hands were now on her sides, sliding down, as were your eyes, as if slowly memorising her. âYouâre gorgeous in anything. Especially when youâre wearing my clothes.â
The heat she felt in her chest now traveled to the rest of her body, a welcoming sensation, and youâre the cause of it. A cause she happily accepts.Â
âMaybe I should wear more of yours thenâŠâ She canât even speak anymore, too caught up in your devotion. Nearly everything else is ignored but you.
âMaybe you should. But again, Iâd like you, love you in everything. AndâŠâ You let go of her hips, making her miss your touch but you lifted her hands again, this time to your chest, placing them on your heart. She can feel the regular beating rate, how steady it is. âI can explain what you do to me in words. I can explain what you do to me. My heart, my senses, everythingâ they are locked on to you, Wanda. I can never hate you. I canât hate my best friend, my lover, my wife. Not for the simplests of reasons, ever. AndâŠeven if you doubt it, you are human, Wanda. Youâre allowed to make mistakes. Iâll walk you through it if youâd allow me. Youâll never be alone because youâll always have me and your friends. You are loved and appreciated by everyone.â
She felt a tear fall, then two, then four more. She wrapped her arms around you, pulling you close, your words a soothing balm, the shouting voice in the corner of her head completely forgotten.Â
âI love you.â She brokenly whispers, arms tightening around you, not letting you go, refusing to let you go, even if youâre not leaving.
âI love you too.â You kissed her hairline, swaying your bodies, giving her all the time she needed to process. She pulls away from your shoulder and grazes her lips against yours. You allow her to engulf them in yours in a passionate, tender embrace, a testimony of your words, how you feel for her, always felt for her.
Her mind is now blank, not being able to focus on anything but your hums, your scent, your hands holding her face in place, until air was necessary again. You break apart, softly gasping, eyes heavy with desire. A sweet, innocent kind.
âIâm lucky to have you. You know that, right?â
âIâll be in every dimension you are, Wanda.â You kissed her tears before pulling her closer to your chest, enveloping her with warmth. She could now hear the music playing in the living room again, as if itâs a reminder. She is supposed to be here. She belongs here. With you.Â
You hold her in silence before she kisses your lips once more again, holding herself back, or else she knows you wouldnât make it past the door.
âDo youâŠdo you still want to go? Iâm sure theyâll understand, we can reschedule. Or just eat at home if thatâs what youâd like.â It seems you were trying to hold yourself back too, eyes flicking between her swollen lips and the ones that stuck you in place.
âIâmâŠI can do it. With you. I just need to take care of this mess and my makeup-â
âIâm on it. Iâll take care of it. Do you need anything else?âÂ
âHmmâŠâ She ponders, heart racing at your eagerness. An inviting, but not invasive eagerness. âMaybe just one more kissâŠand you, here. That can be taken care of later.â
âRight, got it.â You stepped near her again, wrapping your arms around her hips, offering her anything she wants.
Youâd spend an eternity doing it, all out of love, and genuine devotion, and your reminders will always be eternal, in any moments needed.
#lgbtq#wlw#wlw post#wlw blog#sapphic#sapphic blog#queer#bisexual#wanda maximoff x reader#wanda maximoff marvel#wanda maximoff#reader is whipped#but then so would all of us#wanda needs reassurance#soft wanda rights#yes everyone is alive in this because my heart canât take any sadness#besides canon wanda already went through enough lets give her a rest#and give her all the love she needs#spideythings#spideywrites
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Pleak,,,, I beg of thee,,,,, soft Jackie and Eddie art,,,, or,,,, if youâre feeling generous,,,, headcanons on Jackie and Eddieâs relationship in an au where Jackie lives,,,, I think theyâd be a powerful duo in and out of the wilderness despite their awful parents,,,


theyre such a boyloser girlfailure duo theyre mlm wlw rivals theyre haters theyre so stupid i love them quite a lot
headcanons and writing under the cut
jackie hits eddie a lot. like a lot a lot. usually she just slaps him on the arm or over the back of the head, but the sweet fragile vibe that she has with the rest of the team evaporates whenever eddie acts up (breathes)
eddie hates jeff with a passion because one time jeff tried to mansplain something he learned about world war one (except he stole the information from a movie on world war two and eddie is highly abnormal about history). jackie hates all the girls eddie's dated not because he has bad taste but because even before she knew he was gay, she could tell that he was only dating them for gifts (cigarettes, cassettes, collectibles). jackie is so neutral on travis she had to ask "who" after spending two months out in the wilderness with everybody.
jackie's much closer to their parents than eddie is. ever since he was outed to them in 1993, they refuse to kick him out but also refuse to treat him normally. jackie doesn't know much about what goes on at home because shes usually out at practice, parties, studying, or up in her room with jeff.
eddie kept all the old cassettes that jackie wanted to throw out even though jackie swears up and down that she doesnt listen to "old" artists like madonna anymore (she still sings along when she hears him playing her music)
if jackie were to live (no crash au), eddie's life probably wouldnt go all that different, minus the fact that eddie would be living on the west coast (no fear of planes). one of my friends has an oc that he pairs up with jackie so im sorry jackieshauna truthers but she ends up with him instead. eddie's the uncle with the job you dont understand until youre around 13 or 14 whos always doing something to spoil his nieces/nephews. look at my oc hes lowkey just a chill guy /ref
--- doomcoming (the fun part) drabble ---
âShe canât even fit into her dress.â Jackie muttered under her breath. Eddie looked across the clearing to see Shauna swaying to the acapella music awkwardly. He snorted.
âAnd whose fault is that?â He mumbled the snide comment, leaning in closer to Jackie so no one could hear them. âSure as hell isnât yours that she's trashy. Or that she chose that God-awful dress.â He sipped his berry wine, the taste growing on him.
âUgh. Don't make me think about it.â Jackie sighed.
âYou want me to request a song from the DJs?â Eddie pointed with his pinky over to Crystal, Akilah, Gen, and Melissa, who were all harmonizing Hotel California -by Crystal's instruction- as the others danced.Â
âWhat song?â Jackie asked tiredly.Â
âTrust me, its one of your favorites.â Eddie lied. Jackie smiled, allowing it.
Eddie walked over to the choir group, past Javi, who was trying to convince Travis that he should be allowed to drink the berry wine. Travis relented right as Eddie whispered the song name in Crystalâs ear. She nodded and brought the song to an end - there wasn't much in the way of instrumentals and the portion with lyrics had already been sung. Crystal conferred with the rest of the group as Eddie took his place next to Jackie. They started humming the opening to the song, and it took a second for Jackie to realize what Eddie had chosen. She looked up at him.Â
âNo- no, Iâm not doing it.â She couldn't hide the amused grin on her face.Â
âSee that girl, watch that scene,âÂ
âYou don't have a choice, sorry Jacks, rules are rules.â Eddie shrugged, smiling wide.
â-digging the dancing queenâŠâ
âCâmon, Iâll embarrass myself too.â Eddie pulled her by the hand onto the âdance floorâ. They had a routine for that song that Eddie knew she still remembered. Jackie stumbled over the first few steps, but eventually started to dance side by side with Eddie, laughing. It was corny, it was dorky, it was evenings after the dust from their arguments would settle, and he and Jackie would watch movies and have dance-offs together. Eddie almost tripped over a branch, and glanced up at Travis, who was smiling at them.Â
âAnybody could be that guyâŠâÂ
Jackie twirled Eddie around, a move that was clearly intended for a time when Eddie was significantly shorter than her. A few others started joining in. Tai and Van were giggling like crazy as they danced with each other. Mari pulled Akilah from the singer's group for a moment to join her.Â
Eddie remembered exactly when they had last danced to that song. He had been about twelve, Jackie fifteen, and it came on the speakers at some family friendâs wedding. He and Jackie had stolen the show, and by that he meant they had danced horribly and everyone had laughed at their performance. That was good. That was the point.
Out of breath, the song winding down, Eddie stumbled out of the dance clearing to sit next to Travis on his log âbenchâ. As the girls started to hum the beginning to Heat Of The Moment, Travis placed a quick peck on Eddieâs cheek. Eddie turned to glance at him, both of their faces red. They weren't exactly trying to hide what was going on anymore, especially not after the celebration that Tai and Vanâs kiss had earned. But Eddie still felt giddy at the fact that they didn't have to hide anything. He saw Javi at the other side of the clearing, a cup full of berry wine, looking back and forth at his brother and Eddie, confused, before shrugging and taking a swig.Â
âYou gonna keep him from a lifetime of alcoholism?â Eddie nudged Travis, who laughed.Â
âAh- who the hell cares anymore?â Travis tilted his head as he watched the rest of the group dance and sing their hearts out. âEnd of the world, and all.â
--- thank you for reading!!! ---
#art#drawing#fanart#yellowjackets#original character#yellowjackets oc#eddie taylor (yellowjackets)#jackie taylor#yellowjackets fanfic#yellowjackets fanart#mothboy yaps#im getting through all my asks at a steady pace bear with me#writing#fanfic#the whole thing's gonna be on ao3 in due time trust
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LOL KATZEN THIS IS SENDING ME đđđ
ITS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU JEANS YOUR ART IS GOOD YOUR ART IS FUN AND IT DESERVES TO BE SHARED TO MY 45 FOLLOWERS
#asks#funkyjeans#i will reblog and comment on your stuff even when we are in totally different fandoms#i see your art and go GOD FOR HER LOOK AT HER GO
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Screwy the [REDACTED]! She loves unicorns, sparkles, giving gifts, doodling her heart out, and picking flowers <3 sometimes she gets a little confused though, and plucks out eyes instead, but she means well!
#IVE HAD THIS OC FOR A WHILE#IVE BEEN MEANING TO INTRODUCE HER#i love her to bits#she has like#pyro vision syndrome HAH#everything is cute rainbows and butterflies but oh god she is committing horrors#she wants to (splash around in your blood) be your friend!#awe screwy did fanart of dumuzi look#HAH#screwy and dumuzi has my heart and yall will see soon enough >:)#htf screwy#htf#htf oc#my art#happy tree friends#screwy found that present outside of flippys house#she dragged it over to give to you as a gift#go ahead. open it.#whiteboard
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I don't even go here much anymore but I need somewhere to throw my thoughts re: Emilie (Genshin Impact)
Yes, a lot of people have been upset or disappointed that she looks less interesting mostly in comparison to the many leaked concept arts of her, and I've definitely seen a couple colour/other edits on her which looked amazing. For me, the hair colour throws me off a bit and I have some Choice Words about her top but the green of her dress is such a deeply satisfying shade of green that reminds me of velvet, and I enjoy how her outfit, alongside Neuvilette's description and other people's voicelines, paint what feels to be a deliberately curated picture of her.
While we can't know for sure what decisions were involved that resulted in them settling on the current official design, the perception on her is so unnecessarily dampened because of that potential "what could have been" that we weren't meant to see in the first place. If anything, looking at the variety of concept arts leaked, it's at least reassuring that the artists have that skill and freedom to depict a character in so many creative ways.
honestly I'm more interested in seeing how Emilie is as a character - most of other character's voicelines about her are in regards to her business than of her (with the exception of Chevreuse) and she's a "forensic cleaner"? ESPECIALLY since she's probably going to be involved with the Burning Artifact set???There are a lot more layers here I really wish to see more people explore here instead of, well, everything else going on. I'm sitting here imagining situations involving Emilie, Chiori and Chevreuse potentially on a case, or interactions between her and Lisa/Sucrose/Albedo as a chemist (and god forbid what happens when she's put together near the Pyro Folk)
I don't know if I'll pull for her (if I do, it'll be predominantly based on her kit) but I like seeing how artists depict a character once their design is drip marketed on Twitter and it's a bit annoying seeing that the media tab there is just predominantly people talking about the concept art instead
#mine#emilie#genshin impact#emilie genshin#look okay#my entire point of this really was just that#That Woman Knows How To Hide A Body#and casting aside any Yandere Depictions for the moment which people will no doubt eventually want to mess around with sooner or later#she knows you're glad she's on your side instead#I could be entirely wrong on the ball here but my first impressions is that she feels mysterious/evasive#in the sense that her skills as a chemist and making perfumes and knowing flowers etc help deliberately mask who she actually is#god I can imagine her being able to master a disguise with her expertise#she also could just be smug/popular and that's all but my point is her being mysterious/closed opens up so much more flavours of depictions#that I want to see in art or ao3 or etc#her and Ying'er would be great friends#I just want people to stop talking about Emilie (what could have been) and start talking about Emilie (what she could be)#she fels like a combination of Ying'er / Yae Miko / Lisa to me#but given how Chiori with her no-nonsense can work with her#I imagine she probably can switch on/off her Professional Persona well#okay bye#time to go back to my hiatus and mild not-so-shitposting art of Emilie that I wanted to see others explore
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people have got to start drawing mona weirder. or at least less "conventionally attractive white woman"-like. please
#yearnscript#grinding my teeth seeing people saying they prefer the unused japanese localization talksprite for her#where they completely erase her small eyes and just generally her entire face shape#she does not fucking look like thattttttttt. the official art has problems with same face syndrome for the women but GOD#RIDDLE ME THIS BATMAN#WHY DO YOU NEED THIS WOMAN TO BE DOLLED UP IN MAKEUP AND ERASED OF ALL OF HER DEFINING FEATURES#IN ORDER TO LIKE HER#MAKING HER NOTHING BUT YOUR 'WIFE MATERIAL' AND OBJECTIFYING HER IN THE PROCESS#i swear to god dudes sometimes when people are drawing characters they dont even study their features they just do whatever the fuck is lik#their 'normal'. i hate it. STOPPP ERASING THEIR UNIQUENESS#what the fuck ever im going to be the change i wish to see in the world#(also for the record im not vagueposting about anybody in specific and almost certainly not anybody who will ever see this. ok)
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anna or lily going into a convent (and being in america) and carlo can use that as a reputation boost hhhhhhhh
#im sooooo rewriting carlo & his family. bc the existing ver irritates me endlessly u can't even imagine like my teeth r literally gritting#like im literally the n1 hater of the thing i wrote myself like genuinely#âmy heart's in the highlandsâ scene from la grande bellezza (this film & religious topic in it in general) haunts me#genuinely i dont want anna to go into a convent. girl youre so young dont do this. turning to God closer to old age is more common#*but it's so fitting for anna's character i have in my head hhhhhh#but they all are socialists (except for carlo ofc). so there's probably a complicated relationship with god#me when i cant help but make things even more complicated bc my brain works like a cancer#everyone go & listen my hearts in the highlands by arvo part right nowww#m2#i was thinking about the convent for months. just if ure interested#upd. âare you really the strongest exorcist in all of europe?â* hhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#+ for lily. when a saint is asked to talk about her life and she answers: âyou can't talk about povertyâ hhhhhhhhhh#*looked at la grande belleza's script. exact quote:#i apologize for earlier. there's one question i really want to ask you. are the rumors about you true?#that you were a truly great.. exorcist? // and then the cardinal says some kind of spell & closes the car window#hhhhhhhhhh. another scene that fucking haunts me#upd2. thought bout verro's bust that was destroyed 2 times by the mafia. thought bout anna. i can see her as a sculptor#she has very strong hands. its a pity that if shes in the usa bc have no idea bout american art schools. im more educated bout european art#and also idfk. maybe i do need to see her as a (fierce? but shes in the usa) socialist. you dont get it i need it
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Bud gaming
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#furry art#furry oc#furry#theyâre my silly billy#Iâve gotta enter my tiny canvas era I love pixels sm#I was also fighting for my life to find new speedcore songs to listen to while drawing these and god itâs so hard dude#it feels like thereâs like 2 genres of speedcore where one is all the stupid wannabe break core shit and the other half is all made by like#2 artists and theyâre the worst human beings youâve ever met#like I wanna be a big furry speedcore guy but all the furry speedcore guys fucking suck ass so bad#thereâs like One that I can vibe with and even then they donât actually make that much stuff I actually like#there used to be another speedcore artist I liked before they disappeared of the internet rip#also doesnât help that ppl apparently just donât know what speedcore is#like guys. femtanyl doesnât make speedcore. can anyone hear me. hello.#like idk maybe theyâve made speedcore stuff I just havenât heard but yâall canât be putting pet on your speedcore playlists#also stop making the rest of your speedcore playlists stuff by Her. please. for the love of god.#I just wanna listen to funky speedcore that doesnât bore me to death#maybe I need to look and see if thereâs any other like vocaloid speedcore songs the one I do know Is an absolute banger#itâs also my go to think abt bud song mostly just cause of vibes
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idk what is it about that one throwaway line from han sooyoung about her writing 10 chapters in one day that finally broke me but oh my fuckin god i love her so much
#orv liveblog#asto speaks#orv spoilers#(for the tags ->)#i KNOW theres more to her character in the epilogues. let me get to it#but also. god i love her....#insane edgelord tsundere writer <3#like especially in the past year or so being someone who *creates* art besides just consuming it has become such a big part of just#like its just a part of me. if i stop creating i die#so like... hsy the writer.... predictive plagiarism.... kdj witnesses yjh experiences hsy imagines.... alksdfjhlahsdlkfhslkdjf#okay also cuz i dont read much tbh KJFDHKSJDFH im an artist and theatre kid at best#but also like. yknow. the tsundere edgelord refusal to express affection like a normal person but doing it through your art#both her casting kdj in the journey to the west remake scenario as 'guy who needs to chill the fuck out and get carried by his teammates'#and also her asking him to read her novels like i want to create stories you love and stories that make you happy....#lmao lets see how well all of this ages when i hit the epilogues#i have a very very vague idea of whats gonna happen and im very. well not even scared tbh just confused KJSDHFKHSDKFJH#lol my webtoon only friend keeps getting confused at like. yoohankim in general cuz hsy hasnt rly had that big a role in the webtoon yet#she keeps going 'is this orv or link click' cuz like a lot of yoohankim art gives off lowkey lc trio energy if you dont look closely LMAO#me (newly minted yoohankim enjoyer): WELL-
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If anyone(read: nobody) was curious about Ustinya's scale :D

#many people are on hiatus rn#my hiatus is that you guys have to look at my oc-posting#ive missed them <3#i think i may have made her a bit bigger than shes supposed to be but like. thats okay :)#did you see i gave up on the other hand shhhh dont look at it#she is praising one of her subordinates bcs someone told her encouragment and praise leads to good behavior and work ethic#i think you could tell her anything about human behavior#and she'd be like 'hmm that sounds reasonable enough'#her subordinates are in a constant moral battle of:#'youre taking advantage of her when you make up lies just so you can get her affection' vs#'shes a god she cant be taken advantage of. im gonna go ask her to kiss my head and tell her it fixes sadness'#anyways it is not bird wife hours it is bird wife days <3#shes just the one coming to me lately lmao. i tried to draw a dif oc and it went badly and then i went and draw Ustinya perfectly#so yea :) hope you guys dont mind đ€ but yes this is my hiatus. from fandom stuff generally#ill prob end up drawing fanart and drf watching 2010 more before the ssn begins but this oc stuff is very comforting đ„ș#catie.art.#ustinya#art
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Tag drop: Guizhong (don't mind me re-dropping this with the fixed ones, shh)
#tag drop#[ guizhong. ] many things only seem to surface beneath the moon's poignant glow. wherever its light shines; the heart is wont to follow.#[ guizhong: ic. ] wherever her spirit may be among the countless grains of sand and specks of dust between the harbor and the mountains.#[ guizhong: inquiries. ] hmph. she always had a way with words.#[ guizhong: countenance. ] and because they are afraid; they try so hard to become more intelligent. this i understand.#[ guizhong: introspection. ] although she did not live to see the splendid sights of today: she was as much a hero as any other.#[ guizhong: etc. ] it took an elaborate treasure hunt to preserve the commandments that were once the lifeblood of a whole civilization.#[ guizhong: mortals. ] at their full potential; they could be her equal. a human who has as much to teach an adeptus as to learn from them.#[ guizhong: guili plains. ] as guizhong once said: âit takes every blade of grass and every flower to make a homeland.â#[ guizhong: liyue. ] perhaps she will look at the liyue of today and steal a smile when she sees the prosperous land that it has become.#[ guizhong: realm of clouds. ] a voyage to a sanguine sky.#[ guizhong: mechanical arts. ] in one's heart; i knew that she was indeed the superior talent in the mechanical arts.#[ guizhong: glaze lilies. ] they were far more abundant back then. entire fields would appear to the eye as a veritable sea of flowers.#[ guizhong: adepti. ] until the moon set and the sun rose. and only then would the banquet finally come to an end.#[ guizhong: morax. ] whoever it was that revered her so much was very clever indeed.#[ guizhong: morax. ] when our eyes meet; eternity is defined. [ delusionaid. ]#[ guizhong: xiao. ] if darkness comes; colors you with fear; be still and know that i'm with you and i will say your name. [ apocryphis. ]#[ guizhong: marchosius. ] who would dare snub the stove god and his wondrous creations? at the sight of him: we would drop any argument.#[ guizhong: streetward rambler. ] it almost felt like she was back again. sitting right there on the stone stool next to me; chatting away.#[ guizhong: cloud retainer. ] we each had our ideals; and neither one of us would yield to the other.#[ guizhong: osial. ] she would disrupt the silence around them with a hum; as if to sing to the harmony of the water. was this his song?#[ guizhong: sea gazer. ] he was quite the braggart when it came to those collectibles he was so fond of; he always loved to show them off.#[ guizhong: skybracer. ] to who lived by the mountain; he was their savior. in fact; they thought higher of him than the lord of geo.#[ guizhong: ganyu. ] if we planted flowers in the guili plains; do you think that one day we'd be able to recreate the sea of glaze lilies?#[ guizhong: v. descension. ] she descended whose dominion was over dust; and whose reach shrouded the skies for thousands of miles around.#[ guizhong: v. guili assembly. ] it's great to have it back but i want to go back to the world. and start with guili plains.#[ guizhong: v. archon war. ] they fought upon the plains; where black dust choked the heavens and a thousand rocks splintered.#[ guizhong: v. present. ] all wrapped up in a city that has existed for many moons to date. all these things: they are why people chase it.#[ guizhong: meta. ] her manuscripts lie unfinished in her abode. the blank pages give cause for contemplation on what might have been.
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i had such a fun dream, i didn't wanna wake up :c
#my art teacher was a former goddess and she was looking after treasure in the secret room of a church#and i was the only human who could see the other gods so she decided to make me her heir#and she taught me magic and other things and the secret room became my safe space#then one day few of my classmates accidentally got into the room when noone was there and they were gonna start investigating wtf is this#when they tried to leave without raising suspicion they ran into me the art teacher and the priest in the church garden#but we didnt realize that smth was going on so we all started playing some kinda ttrpg set in the middle ages#my classmates talked about how much more fun that era was bc this whole dreams setting was a combination of modern day and the 1800s#we played in the church garden and there was a wishing well next to us#if you looked into it your reflection became the person you wanted to be#the art teacher was sad bc she wanted to look different but i showed her that my reflection was her so she laughed and hugged me#the game was very fun and when we were leaving my former crush was waiting outside of the gates#her new best friend was with her but she smiled at me and caressed my head and i literally purred#we were walking home and she told me that dating apps suck and she doesnt know what to do#i took her hand and told her to forget those assholes bc there are so many people who love her#and the two of us started running through the forest next to the road hand in hand#we looked like two nymphs of the forest and we were laughing and i was sure she loved me#and then i woke up :c#â©â§âË
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Well that's an awkward family reunion if ive ever seen one
uh anyway this is like a month old and im not 100% satisfied w/ how it turned out but i dont think i'm going to try and fix it up any time soon so yeah. that's all youre gonna get ig
#my art#my funky guys#the longer i look at this comic the worse it gets so im NOT going to look at it! and im gonna post it anyway!#anyway yeah. eeneks fight or flight response is to run away BUT if they cant do that then theyre gonna BITE. HARD#thats just how it is with them#something is dangerous/uncomfortable/doesnt align with your worldview? avoid it! and i you cant do that?#attack it whithout thinking#great strategy bestie. no notes. flawless plan. youre so smart and mature for that.#zora wasnt going to straight up kill a random kid tho i prommy...... she just wanted to scare and intimidate them into leaving her alone#what she didnt take into account was that the random kid in question is her missing little sibling with the panic response of a feral cat#god you can see that i was still figuring out how to draw zora when i drew this#right now she just looks a bit Wrong in some of these panels lol#also jeez this is so low effort. didnt even make any backgrounds. theyre in the fucking void#oh well at least it exists!! it looking a bit like shit is still better than it not existing at all!!!#i say through gritted teeth
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rafe cameron x sweet virgin!reader



she told you she celibate but she told me I can nail her shit
cw: mdni 18+, virgin!reader but has some other experience, lowkey a freak tho, toxic rafe, corruption kink : >, size kink, first times, rafe goes a lil crazy, sweetie pie reader x insane yandere bf rafe is lowkey my favorite trope
~ 6k words
a/n: happy valentineâs day my loves <3 i didnât read this over and iâm so sorry if thereâs hella mistakes i will fix it later! this may or not be self-insert yes even that part
the trouble all began with sarah cameron and her big mouth. well really both of you were to blame, but youâd think she would be quieter when her older brother was lurking around. you were older than her by a few years, closer to his age than hers, not that it mattered though, rafe treated you like you were practically wheezieâs age. you didnât let it sting you any more you had long gotten over trying to be seen as a woman in rafe cameronâs eyes. or maybe you just stopped watching him, heâs always noticed you but you felt out reach, until now. when he overhears his sisterâs words he almost breaks the glass of water heâs holding.
âa virgin at 19 looking like you do is insaneâ sarah looked you up and down as you tried on the dress youâd bought together at the mall. you got shy at her words, you knew she wasnât judging you but instead genuinely in disbelief that men werenât throwing themselves at you. you had long mastered the art of looking unapproachable and uninterested after too many bad experiences.
âstoppp is it so hard to believe, you know how bad itâs been for me?â he really hopes no one sees him leaning against the wall next to his sisterâs door, heâd look like such a weirdo. wheezie would never let him live this down, sheâd barely held back on letting his little crush slip before. if sarah ever found out heâd be in another hell.
âfuck youâre right, if they canât make you come whatâs the point?â rafe winced at his sisterâs words, willing away the temptation to gag. he was trying to focus on the fact that no guy had made you come before instead.
âyouâre awful, but iâm done with men for a long time. im gonna focus on college and not waste time on them.â he relished in the twisted feeling that no one could touch you, even if the losers before had a chance they clearly couldnât cut it.
ârighttt being in a dorm filled with horny guys is gonna make that easier.â sarah deadpanned and you shoved her, seeing her point. you hadnât thought about it like that.
âokay leave me alone iâve been successful so farâ
âoh my god speak of the devil, john bâs calling me over, can you cover for me? iâll be back in like two hours max, promise.â you were a little disappointed she was leaving you but you knew how difficult it was for her to see him without someone covering for her. you nodded and pulled out your phone.
âfine but iâm ordering pizza,â rafe didnât know if he should be terrified or elated that you two would be home alone for two hours. why did it have to be today that the rest of his family fucked off? was this divine intervention?
âsave me a slice!â rafe could hear his sister rustling around, getting ready to go, so he did the same.
âyouâre gonna be too busy eating di-â rafe promptly ran off at that. heâd heard enough, his imagination would run wild with this new information.
it was half an hour later when, like clockwork, rafe made sure to be near the front door for the pizza delivery. he paid and tipped the guy, while you were making your way down at the sound of the doorbell. he hurries back upstairs, nearly running into you on the stairs. your eyes trace his pretty features and then land on the box in his hands, shock and horror cascading your face. rafe canât believe that you look so good even now, youâre wearing a crop top with seemingly no bra underneath and high waisted sweatpants. to him you look like a model.
âhey! thatâs my pizzaâ rafe laughs and continues up the stairs, you turn on your heel and follow him up. youâre kinda hangry and your pizza being held hostage is not helping your mood.
âi just paid for it so i donât think so.â you both reach the top of the stairs but rafe isnât stopping, heâs going to his room instead. this wonât do, heâll lock the door and slam it in your face, you quickly move to stand in front of him blocking the path to his doorway. rafe thinks itâs cute that you think that would stop him, he feels a bit stir crazy over how small you look gazing up at him
âiâll pay you back!â your hands shoot up against the doorframe, blocking entry even further. he wants to tease you a bit more but the idea of sharing a pizza in his room is way more tempting.
ânah itâs fine just let me have some.â you release your blockade and let him move past you, still with his-your pizza in his hold, following him mindlessly. if you were less hungry you wouldâve realized eating pizza with your longtime crush and best friendâs brother in his room sitting on his bed was in fact not a great idea. but that fleeting concern is out the window when he opens the box and you climb onto his bed like itâs second nature. rafe does his best to stay concentrated on the present, itâs difficult when your shirt rides up and a sliver of your stomach is displayed, it looks so soft and untouched and he really isnât hungry for pizza, he never was.
âi was gonna offer anyways for the record.â you say it while picking up a slice and rafe mirrors your action, laughing at your tone.
âyeah sure you were princess,â you ignore the way his voice sounds, the way he says your name, the way his room smells like him and itâs making your head spin.
rafe watches you eat transfixed when you lick the tips of your fingers, he canât believe that heâs struggling to control himself over pizza but your words are ringing in his head.
ârafe do you have any napkins?â you hold up your greasy fingers and he nods his head dazedly, getting up to grab some for you and taking the pizza box off his bed with him. you move to get off then, looking around his room, you knew he wouldnât appreciate if you snooped through his things so you just look at the pictures on the wall, the books he has. rafe finds you standing near his desk when he comes back, wordlessly handing you the napkins.
âi always forget you have a motorcycle.â your head motions towards the helmet resting on the surface of his desk.
âi donât use it as much now.â he leaned back against the footboard of his bed, arms crossed against his chest as he watched you look at his stuff. he couldnât figure out why you were still in his room, were you that curious?
âcan i ride it? iâve always wanted to try.â yeah rafe might just pass out now. you donât even know what youâre doing to him, head cocked to the side looking at him so innocently he can barely hold back much longer.
âsure but i gotta teach you the basics so you donât crash.â rafe is proud of himself for even stringing a sentence together in response. you notice a slight flush to his cheeks and ears.
âokay thatâs fair.â you turn towards him, mirroring his form and leaning back against his desk. thereâs a few feet between you but rafe thinks it would be so easy to lift you onto the mahogany and kiss you until you canât breathe. his shorts feel so restrictive and heâs grateful heâs wearing black. he canât hold back any longer, he has to know.
"is it true?" the words come out rushed, unsure of if they should even be said in the first place. but rafeâs not a quitter and he doesnât shy away from anything really, even if the past few hours feel like a dream he would have in middle school.
"is what true?" your head does that thing again like a puppy and he nearly keels over, youâre too adorable for your own good. his gaze flits away for a second, he has to commit. your trusting expression and your airy tone make it all the more hard.
"no guy's made you come before?" you blink in shock twice before covering your face with your hands. this must be the most embarrassing moment of your life.
"ugh you heard that?"
"yeah you guys aren't exactly quiet" you might have to kill sarah cameron in her sleep, if she even comes back that is. you donât know why you answer him, you could have just ran away but the magnetic pull of rafe cameron coaxes you to answer.
"yeah it's true" you sound defeated and rafe has to hold back a snicker, he watches you peer through your fingers at him, watching his expression.
"well i can rectify that..you know for the sake of mankind and all" thereâs a smirk on his lips as he says the words that will haunt you forever. youâre sure heâs just messing with you and you huff a breath of disbelief. did he know about your little crush? youâd been hiding it so well for the past few years!
"don't tease me, rafe" you step away from his desk, moving to leave his room. even if it was just the two of you in the house youâd much rather sit in sarahâs room or watch the tv than be ridiculed.
"i'm not, it'd be a shame if a pretty girl like you gave up on men, especially for me." itâs almost as if someone dumped a bucket of cold water on your head when rafe cameron speaks. pretty girl the first time heâs called you anything that might suggest youâre not just his sisterâs friend. the world spins on its axis and you try to grasp onto his words, try to understand that he might be genuine but you canât. thereâs still that voice of doubt telling you heâs just messing with you. rafe watches your expression go from shock to disappointment, you donât believe him. he supposes itâs not that believable when heâs been purposefully avoiding you for a while. you must think heâs just messing with you, but heâs dead serious. heâll just have to prove it.
âwhatever rafe i donât have time for your games.â you mumble it and leave his room, slamming the door a bit harder than you intended. the next few hours are torture. rafe cameron planted an insidious weed in your mind and itâs growing exponentially.
of course itâs not the first time youâve imagined it, youâd often thought about what his long thick fingers would feel like. or how his biceps would feel under your hands if you held onto them for support. youâd fantasized about every part of him, even the tip of his nose. so the idea that it might just be within your reach had you spiraling. you took a cold shower, not that it helped, your underwear was still soaked after. no guy youâd been with had made you so wet, let alone before even touching you. it was as if the universe was testing you. a sick thrum in your body had found its way into your bones, vibrating with need and you paced in your best friendâs room thinking over all the consequences.
when youâd reached the conclusion that even if he was sincere it was still a bad idea, your phone pinged. a text from sarah that read: âiâm gonna be staying the night here, if youâre already asleep iâll see you in the morning đ€â with all your internal turmoil you hadnât realized it was past the two hours sheâd said. she would be out all night. you and rafe were home alone, all night. you swallowed down the lump in your throat, your heart pounding your chest. your feet were moving faster than your head, the pitter patter of your footsteps almost as fast as your heartbeat, and before you knew it you were in front of his door. you hesitated for a second breathing in deep once before knocking, the light was still on so you knew he was awake.
âyeah?â rafe did his best to hide the satisfaction he felt seeing you twitchy and shy in front of his door. you swallowed down again, looking up at him with as much confidence as you could. there was a few seconds of silence, he gave you the time you needed, looking down at you with bright inviting eyes.
âis your offer still on the table?â his face split into a grin, moving aside to let you in like youâd done before and with no hesitation you pushed past him. even the small graze of your shoulder against him set his skin ablaze. he was going to lose his mind.
ââdoesnât really have an expiration date.â your mind was blanking at his every advance, you tried not to think about his words, you couldnât afford to fall deeper for him.
âjust donât like tell anyone about this?â you murmured, watching him close the door behind you two and getting a bit nervous. if sarah found out youâd be in for hell. losing your virginity to your best friendâs brother wasnât exactly a great conversation to have.
âiâm not topper donât worry.â you believed him, rafe despite his other faults, was always respectful.
âcan i kiss you?â you nodded fervently, rafe held back a laugh at your enthusiasm. he walked up to you slowly as if giving you the chance to run and slid his hands from his hips to the curve of your waist. you stood on your tiptoes, your arms going around his neck and rafe couldnât believe this was real. maybe if he pretended it was a dream he wouldnât be so nervous. heâd have to do just that. one of his hands cupped your face, thumb stroking along your cheekbone and your eyelashes fluttered closed at the touch. he pressed a tentative kiss to your lips.
his lips felt soft and you breathed out in relief after, as if some sort of spell was lifted. rafe kissed you again, this time letting himself breathe you in. you felt so small and delicate in his hold, he wanted to take his time with you. you had other ideas. kissing rafe cameron felt even better than youâd imagined, when he pulled back you surged forward this time, biting his lower lip making him groan into your mouth. another chill of desire wracked your body at the sound and you tested the waters by licking the seem of his lips. rafe pulled you even closer and bent down to kiss you deeper. his mouth opened and his tongue met yours. you tasted so good to him he couldnât stop himself from sucking on your tongue slightly, making you whine in his hold. the sound flipped a switch in his mind, he wanted more of the sound, he needed to hear you say his name in that airy desperate sound again. a string of saliva connected your lips and snapped off in the middle, your breathing was heavy and his was too. you caught your breath all the while looking up at him, he held your gaze. the furrow of your brows grew deeper the longer you looked.
âwe donât have to do anything else.â him asking for consent again drew in another crushing wave of arousal, you were a lost cause. okay maybe your standards were in hell. even his cologne was better than any other guy, something woodsy and heavy, mature, not like the shitty ones youâd had to smell before.
âno-no i want to,â heâd have to ask you later why you looked so mad after kissing him, right now he had too much else to do. you could only watch as he lifted you by the grip on your waist, your legs going around his hips in fear of falling. heâd done it so casually you couldnât process it in time. rafe set you down gently on his mattress, his weight pressed into you and your legs tightened around him. he kissed you again, already missing the taste of your lips, and leaned back. you realized what he was about to do as he sat back on his knees.
âno i-can you just come up here?â you felt far too shy for him to eat you out and although rafe respected your wishes he was a bit disappointed. heâd just have to make sure there was a next time. there were other ways to taste you anyways. he followed your lead, leaning back over you and kissing you again, tongue and teeth clashing together in need. one of his hands moved from your waist up and under the hem of your shirt, traveling up slowly until he reached the fat of your breast. the feeling of his fingers on your nipple jolted your body. usually you didnât get anything out of a guy touching your boobs but him you were arching into his touch, huffing into his mouth. rafe loved how sensitive you were, reacting to every touch of his. he massaged the tit in his hand, reveling in how you squirmed underneath him. if you kept moving youâd feel how painfully hard he was in his shorts.
after giving up on kissing you he peeled off your crop top, trailing kisses down your neck. he bit at the skin and sucked, surely littering your neck with hickies. you smelled so sweet to him and he couldnât get enough, biting hard in the juncture between your neck and shoulder. you squeaked at the feeling, shocked at how pleasure blurred the lines of the pain you should be feeling. being marked by rafe was transcendental.
âlook at you, so fucking pretty.â you met his gaze, his eyes raking down your chest and back to your face. the compliment made your head even cloudier, youâd let him do anything he wanted already, and it didnât even scare you. his mouth trailed lower, biting at the tops of your breasts before latching onto your nipple and sucking, biting and laving over the sensitive nub with his tongue. you writhed under him, desperate for some friction between your legs. you huffed out a breath in frustration. he took his time bruising your chest with his marks. everyone should know who you belonged to. he leaned back to admire his work, his eyes finally meeting yours and seeing your waterline filled with unshed tears. god he was being so cruel, you just wanted to come and here he was doing as he pleased.
ârafe can i have your fingers please?â he was about to take pity on you anyway but the desperate sound of you begging was too delicious to give up. he looped his fingers through yours, hands intertwined against the silk sheets next to your shoulder.
âfuuckkk when you ask like that how can i say no?â his eyes nearly rolled back in his head from your voice, he might just come from it alone. âhow dâya want them?â he knew, of course he knew, he just wanted to hear you say it. your lips were swollen from his kisses and you still managed to look so innocent under him, he wanted to mark every inch of your body so no one could touch you again.
âyou know!â you huffed out, a pout on your lips that he kissed away, you still looked at him with frustration. your underwear was practically sticking to you now, you felt so warm and uncomfortable between your legs, desperate for friction. youâd never felt like this before, completely wrecked with need, unable to think about anything besides addressing your desire.
âspell it out for me, i canât think clearly right now.â he kissed under your ear coaxing you into submission, a purr curled through you at the feeling. his lips were featherlight against you, soft and adoring and you couldnât remember why you were holding back.
ââwan you to fuck me with them.â it was a small mumble, slipping past your lips but rafe caught it nevertheless. his free hand hooked into your pants and pulled them down, you kicked them off and let him settle back between your legs. at least being out of your pants gave your legs some reprieve but the cool air only illuminated how drenched your underwear was. rafeâs large hand skimmed past your breasts to your stomach and rested against your waistband. he looked to you for admission and you nodded your head. instead of dipping underneath the band he trailed downwards, over the flimsy material. the ghost of his touch near your clit had you jerking under him, your hands flying to his shoulders. two large fingers pressed against the fabric, right above your opening, his fingers felt moist and he clicked his tongue at the feeling.
âbaby you soaked through your panties, whose got you so worked up?â you whined, a pretty throaty sound that youâd been holding in and he vowed to pull more from you. his fingers were skimming along your opening, teasing the fabric and not quite touching you. your legs wanted to close on his hand but your hips moved closer, trying to make him touch you.
âyou!â you screamed out, eyes squeezed shut as he removed his hand completely. youâd start leaking through them if he didnât do something soon.
âthatâs right me, not those fucking losers, just me.â his free hand, closed around your chin making you open your eyes and meet his. he looked crazed, pupils blown and overshadowing the blue with hooded eyes and a satisfied grin curling his lips. when you met his gaze he finally dipped his fingers beneath the band and pressed his thumb against your clit. he found it with such ease your eyes rolled back into your skull, gasping at the feeling of finally being touched. âi got you baby,â your legs spread wider for him, pulling him into you as his fingers slid through your drooling folds all the while his thumb ground against you. his fingers were so much larger than yours you could feel him everywhere. he prodded your hole with his index finger, grunting at how tight you were. streams of arousal kept pouring out of you, you needed him to do something. you squirmed under him again and rafe acquiesced, shoving his finger in. you were so tight and warm around him, slippery and soft walls hugged him as he stretched you out with one finger alone. âf-fucking tight,â he was gonna start soiling his shorts from the way you felt around his finger alone. he fucked you slow and deep, feeling along your insides for your sensitivity. he knew as soon as he found it because you screamed his name, hands clutching his arms tightly.
âfeels weird,â he let you get used to the feeling, his thumb grinding against your clit. you were already feeling close and heâd barely started.
âpoor pussy probably never felt this good huh?â you whimpered at his words, he was being so filthy and usually it turned you off. nothing about rafe could do that at this point. you shook your head, affirming his suspicions and his middle finger circled your opening. he was gentler this time, moving his fingers in inch by inch until you stopped clamping down. the pressure of him stretching you wasnât unbearable but you didnât know how youâd ever take more than his fingers at this rate. he accurately hammered against that spot, out for blood, while his thumb circled your clit. you were dripping onto his hand, coating him with your juices and the squelch of his fingers fucking into you filled the room. the sounds were so obscene you tried blocking them out with your pathetic little whines but rafe was determined to hear your soppy cunt crying for him. it wasnât long before you felt the encroaching of your release and he knew it he could feel it in the way you clenched around him and whined when his fingers pulled out completely. one more carress of the sensitive gummy spot inside you had you seeing white. your vision blurred as you shook in your release, holding his wrist so heâd stop his motions, shivers wracked your body as you came the hardest you ever had. your walls fluttered around him, more of your release dripping down your cunt and soaking the sheets below. he was sick enough to leave them like that for the night, you smelled so sweet and he bet you tasted even better.
his fingers dipped out of your underwear and your eyes opened to watch him, probably a mistake on your part because just the vision of rafe cameron licking his fingers clean and groaning at the taste made you ready to go again. his eyes rolled back in his head at the taste, his eyes ground shut at the sugary flavor coating his tongue and teeth. he really hoped youâd let him have more later because now that heâd had a taste he wanted the full meal. you shivered at the way he reacted, your whole body on high alert from your orgasm, but even as sensitive as you were you couldnât help but be greedy.
ârafe, can we go further?â his heart might just give out, you look nervous even now after heâs already addicted. he moves back slightly, pulling his shirt over his head and your eyes are drawn to his chest.
âthought youâd never ask.â youâre not even trying to hide how you ogle him, seeing him at the beach is one thing but in front of you, when you can touch him is another. rafe watches you reach a hand out, slightly out of range and moves closer to you, letting you touch him. your smalls hands traverse the expanse of his shoulders, his pecs, and trace the outline of his abs. when they reach the tuft of hair above his waistband, rafe has to stop you. the tiny fleeting touches make him twitch in his pants. he moves your hand to rest against his shoulder, pulling your underwear all the way off and looking down at how he completely drowns your body out.
âfuckkk canât believe im the lucky one who gets to break this little pussy in,â he kisses along your neck, hands squeezing your waist and marveling at how diminutive you feel. he canât wait to be inside you, he wonders if youâll even be able to take him.
âs-so dirtyâ his words are heating up your entire body and youâd feel embarrassed if you werenât arching into him. rafe moves to pull down his shorts, waiting a beat before he does.
âyou sure you want this?â while taking your virginity was something he could only dream about before he needed to be sure.
âyes i want it to be you, i trust you.â you say it as normally as you can.
âwe can stop whenever you want, like i said âofferâs not gonna expire.â you hope you can take it up even after this, maybe not even once or twice. if he could make you feel like this why would you need anyone else? then he pulls his shorts off and you start to regret your decision.
âoh-is th-that gonna fit?â his cock sprung out and slapped against his stomach, long and thick and way too big for you. you could barely take his fingers this would never fit. it looked so angry white precum dribbling down stark against the flushed pink curling along the veins and curving with him to the right. you wouldnât survive this.
âyouâll do your best right?â you nod enthusiastically, you wanted to take as much as you could. âgood girl.â oh, youâd have to explore that later. you nearly moaned at him calling you that. rafe caught it though, he knew your reactions well by now. he lined it up over your stomach, seeing how far it would go and your eyes nearly bulged out of your head. your belly button was completely covered, not that it mattered he was halfway up your torso. rafeâs grip on your waist tightened, heâd ruin you for anyone else, stretch you out and mold you just for him. no one would feel as good as him and he nearly drooled at the sight.
despite how feral he felt, he made sure you were still wet enough for him to slip in, you were. his tip pressed against you, he let you drool onto him, juices swirling with his and making a sick plap plap plap sound as he tapped against you. heâs far wider than his fingers and you tried to relax. you motioned for him to come closer, his lips out of reach and you kissed him sweetly. when he could feel you relax he pushed in, instantly being shoved out. so tight he couldnât even get the tip in. âfuuckkkk gonna have to marry you.â you donât even process his words and he doesnât really know heâs saying them out loud either. he tries again, pulling you slightly onto his length and you gasp at the stretch. youâre gripping him like a vice and itâs nearly uncomfortable but being inside you breaks something inside of him and heâs drooling into your mouth. you donât even care you want more. âdoin well angel-hah-taking me so well.â
the pain is an afterthought now, you want him to stretch you and fill you until you canât breathe. you donât know if youâve wanted anything more in your life. so you do the unthinkable, you try moving down his length. rafe canât be held responsible for his actions after that.
he gives into your silent plea, skewering you on his cock and pushing past your gooey rings of resistance until heâs halfway in. you held your breath the entire time as he curved into you, tip smearing precum along your walls as he molded you to him, his veins catching on your entrance and making you jolt at the feeling. you push at his chest, the pain making you scream his name as he lets you adjust. thereâs tears trailing down your cheek that he licks away. he kisses you until the ache between your legs becomes distant, itâs salty and sloppy but it distracts you enough. rafe makes the mistake of looking down, sees the way youâre gaping for him and how it looks like heâs splitting you in half and he bottoms out. the snap of his hips against yours makes you moan, heâs filled you up now and you can feel him in your throat. you swear you feel him get bigger when you whine his name pathetically, his dick twitching inside you.
itâs too much and you try running from it, shoving up the length of the bed but rafe just pulls you back down. ât-too big hng canât-â
âcome on i thought you were-fuck-a big girl,â he groans into your ear, you shove against him once more and he slips out a few inches, just enough for you to relax. you can still feel him nestled against your cervix, heâs leaking into you and your thighs are coated in both of your arousal. you tap his shoulder for him to move again, pulling out until his tip is the only thing inside and then spearing all the way back in. the feeling makes you cross-eyed, his throbbing tip bumps along your sensitive spot until it nestles against you, as far high up as it can and you think you might be coming on every thrust because youâre so obscenely wet more slick just pours out of you every time. rafe knows itâs because thereâs no space for anything but his cock and he canât help but grin, watching your pussy engulf his length despite how small you are under him. every thrust sends your whole body upwards but his grip on you keeps you close, heâs almost fucking you back onto him.
âfeels good hah,â you finally murmur into his neck, wrapping your legs around his hips so he can drill into you better. his thrusts are deep and slow, letting you get used to the feeling but you donât think you like it like this. if heâs going to ruin you he might as well do it properly. âh-harder.â rafe moans your name at your request, his voice sounds so wrecked you clench down at the sound alone.
âturned this pussy into a slut, âcouldnât even take-hah-two fingers now look at you.â really heâs proud of you, proud that he made you like this. although he wants to tease you he canât hold back much longer either and itâs your first time so heâs gonna be nice to you. rafe pulls out and slams back into you setting a faster rougher pace, your skin is slapping against each other and you think he might bruise your hips. your head is shoved up the length of his bed until it threatens to bump against the headboard, he puts his hand between you and the wood, his other hand holding onto the frame for support. your legs are being bent and pressed to the sides and the new angle makes him hit that spot with blaring accuracy. a sick ring of white forms at the base of his dick and his balls are slippery from your arousal. you still have a vice grip around him, something he wonât get used to but is definitely get addicted to. the room smells filthy and the sounds of you chanting his name combined with the squelch of your cunt is pornographic.
âgonna be a good girl and come around my cock?â your walls flutter at his words, like his permission has you ready to come. you come undone with one more thrust, your cunt is milking him as if coaxing him to come. âfuck fuck fuckkkk.â he pulls out just in time to come onto your stomach, shooting thick gooey ropes onto your soft skin. the white contrasts the blue and purple that is starting to bloom around your neck and tits.
you blearily watch it happen, disappointed he didnât come inside, but warm and fuzzy from your release. thereâs one thought nagging you though as you rest comfortably on his sticky soaked sheets. âit wasnât a one time offer right?â
âno fucking way, iâm never letting you go.â rafe looks at you like youâre crazy, heâs ready to propose. thereâs no way in hell heâs making this a one night stand. after all heâs broken you in, now itâs the fun part.
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Losing Control Now masterlist/ Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo headcanons
part one - part two - part three
Pairings: Mobster Gojo x bartender F!reader
Summary: Something about running the Gojo mafia just makes Satoru so bored. Boring, boring boring. Sure, he loves money, he loves women, he loves snorting snowy powder off their bodies. He loves the power that comes from it- but he's just bored. That is, until he stumbles upon you, the brand new bartender that makes him pause, falter, and then soon he becomes obsessed, with knowing you, in every single way. Paying off your mom's debts and working two jobs, you're exhausted, but something about this pretty Mob boy just makes you... excited again. How far in are you, and how far is Satoru in the mafia world? All he knows, is he must have you.
CW: Sexual tension, eventually explicit sex, mafia themes, drug themes, violence, obsessed ass whipped ass Satoru Gojo, oral sex, possessive Gojo, drug use and drug dealing - lowkey Yandere fkn Gojo hehe. Light angst, some fluff, heavy smut, lots of teasing, light angst and hurt comfort.
That Gojo art is by michi_ia on X!!! This is the Gojo from Pour it Up (Stripclub owner Sukuna x reader)- likely a mini series- I would suggest reading it too so you'll see his personality, but can be a standalone WC so far- 22.5k
Playlist -Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo headcanons below
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo who just finds everything so boring, even snorting lines off pretty stripper's bodies, even drinking with his best friend and partner in crime, Suguru. These meetings and those things, and this job, and this drop, blah. Negotiations!? Pfft. No he wants something fun and no amount of fruity drinks or sugar up the nose is cutting it anymore.
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo has his drink getting filled by one dancer, sipping it and finding it much too harsh, he stands up then, as Sukuna chuckles 'need it even more of a lil bitch drink?' Satoru rolls his blue eyes, flipping Sukuna off then saying 'it's not sweet enough!' Satoru walks out into the humming club then, faltering as he sees a girl that must be new, in a black bra, black booty shorts and fishnets that are glowing under the blacklights. His eyes trail slowly up and down her body, filling him with filthy images as he finally meets her eyes- your eyes.
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo who is usually so cocky and arrogant just stands there for a minute, like you're bringing him right out of some haze he's been in, as he feels your eyes looking right back, nervous smile on your pretty face. 'New here, sweetheart?' he asks, voice husky and deep, probably the prettiest damn person you've ever seen, for a moment you can't answer, blue eyes swirling and bright even under the club's dark lights and through the smoke and fog, you feel his gaze on your body as you're leaning over the side of the bar. 'I am new'
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo can't get your name out of his mind, as you bite your lower lip, focusing on making his drink - 'the first of the new job, you're special' you tease, and Satoru manages to get some of his charm together, chuckling as he leans over the bar. 'I am special, hmm?' you wonder why he wants that many sugary concoctions in one drink, but god it's the best drink, and he has to murmur 'bet you taste even better' earning your blush even under the flashing lights, 'huh?' he just brushes back your hair, smirking before he walks off, bombarding Sukuna with questions about you.
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo specifically requests you sit with him during the next meeting, as they discuss the Zenin family and the Kamo family, two other big names in the Mob scene, but now he gets to focus on you, as he decorates your collarbone with snowy powder, snorting it off you, while you can't stop a little whimper. No one hears it but him, and it makes him feral, cock throbbing as your hips shift, his eyes notice every movement until they close, and he licks the residue off your throat, hot tongue making your mind go insane with images of just what that long pink tongue can do.
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo finds these meetings about the business so much more fun now, but instead of looking at any of the strippers, he's only looking at you, at your pretty eyes, plump lips parted as you look at him, and he wonders how pretty you'll look cumming just for him. When they're all leaving the meeting in the VIP room the next time, you can't stop yourself, sitting on his damn thigh, wetness making your panties sticky, and you look at him then. 'Need something, sweets?' he murmurs, smirking like an arrogant little ass, as his hand slips up and down your thigh, and he's been edging you for just too long, so you break - 'touch me, please Mr. Gojo'
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo dies internally at your request, precum already making his boxers stick as he finds your clit under this slutty skirt you have on, rolling a fingertip over a twitchy clit, and your head falls back, 'mnh, s'good!' you whine, grinding on his thigh, but it's just not enough for Satoru, he turns you so you're straddling him on this red velvet couch, he looks dangerous but somehow sweet, as you clutch his suit jacket, and he sinks two fingers in your cunt, pressing against that spongy spot in your slick walls, making your cunt drool down to his pretty silver rolex, those sleeves of his coated with you as you roll your hips, moaning, back arching - 'shh, sweets, don't want anyone t'hear this slutty cunt, hmm?'
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo has the most ridiculous, long thick fingers you've ever felt, you're closer and closer as he continues curling them inside your eager hole, your lips just a breath from his as your hands now enwrap in his silky white locks, grinding even more on his hand, as he chuckles softly, his breath ghosting over your lips. 'need me to play with that little clit, too?' you nod weakly - 'sure things, pretty girl, there you go, that's it' you're shattering now, and Satoru is watching, while his thumb presses over your twitchy clit, and you're cumming so hard you feel dizzy, pussy pulsing and dripping down his fingers, trembling thighs on either side of him.
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo sighs at how pretty you are, slipping those two fingers in your mouth, smirking and murmuring 'suck them clean, be a good girl for me' and you eagerly obey, before he grabs your hair by the nape of your neck, slamming your lips down on his. You both get interrupted by a very amused Sukuna then, who says 'let her get to work Satoru, or you need to get behind the bar and shake your ass' Satoru chuckles as you're blushing furiously, and he helps you adjust your skirt and panties, 'give her the day off tomorrow, I'll pay to cover someone' Sukuna sighs 'whatever' he grumbles, you blink then, looking down at his grinning face 'Satoru I can't afford to take off' he doesn't know the bills you have, the situation you have to take care of with your family, to help them, he sighs then 'I'll pay you four times your shift to just date me'
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo has never really gone on a date, no he just has girls on his arm, under him on his bed, he certainly didn't have to even try to do something like offer money, but he'd offer anything for a chance at you. You all don't end up going anywhere, though, because once you're in the back of Satoru's limo, and he's doing a line off your inner thigh, he starts licking at it, and before you know it he's dragged your panties off, burying his pretty face right in your pussy. 'ah, Mr. Gojo!' he leans up as he swipes the flat of his tongue from your drooling little hole to your clit, pressing a kiss on it 'Satoru, while you're cummin' all over m'face, hmm baby? taste s'fucking sweet' Satoru dives back in and the sounds of him slurping you up are obscene
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo licks and sucks your clit, humming on it until you're shattering, cumming so hard you see stars, then you're riding him right in that limo, struggling to take his huge cock, as it stretches your tight little pussy out, veiny and thick and sloppy, he moans into your mouth as your walls tighten around his cock, as he slams up endlessly into your pretty cunt over and over. You're on your knees, sucking his cum off him, off his pretty pink tip, before you're on your knees right in the plush limo seat, and he's hitting it from the back, making you cry out 'Satoru!' which makes him bust again, inside you so deep, pulling out and watching your arousal and his cock drip down so messy, before he scoops his sticky cum and shoves it back inside you.
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo can't stop thinking of how good it looked, your pussy sucking up the cum so greedy, when he sees you the next day at your work, and it's not long until he's behind the bar, eating your pussy that he cannot get enough of, all while you're trying to work, you're so cute trying to mix a drink when his tongue is on your clit, and you're squeaking at him, 'Satoru, s-stop' but he can't stop. He's got your panties in his pocket, he'll keep them for later, you shouldn't worry about that, but you're trembling with nerves and fear when he runs out to deal with the Zenin bullshit with everyone, worried about things you don't fully know yet.
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo is dying to get back to you, he doesn't wanna deal with all this shit, he just wants to drink you up more, but here he is, as he deals with some of the bullshit that the Zenins are doing, he can't stand them then, when he has to actually show them just who and what the Gojo family is. When he is covered in blood, him, Suguru, Toji and Sukuna come back to the club, exhausted, when you see him you blink back tears, and he murmurs 'come to my place, clean me up?' He is exhaling and shooting that smirk, but there's so much behind it, you see now. You eagerly obey, realizing you both don't know anything about each other yet, as you're bandaging his pretty face, all cut up, in his pristine bathroom, and you're wondering just what it is that Satoru has gotten into, but for now you both just kiss, his blood tangy against your lips, as his kiss gets hungry, desperate, and he murmurs 'I need you'
Mafia! Prettyboy Gojo He's smearing that blood across your pretty tits as he has you right on his bathroom counter, knowing he'll do anything to protect you, to keep you, from shit you will now get into for being with him, cupping your face as he fucks into you, and your eyes roll back in your skull, covered in Satoru's spit, his blood, now his precum as he's pumping in and out of you, knowing he certainly can't let you go, but he also can't let anyone know you're his weakness.
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