#i second the xanax

[meangirlstobin]

religious steve is so alien to me that’s a guy who told his entire first grade class that neither god nor santa is real

[holocene-sims]

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august 19, 2021 12:15 a.m. star noraebang

song in queue: man & woman - kim bum soo w/ park sun joo ✨

[beneaththebrim]

uggghhhhhhhhh i have to do interview prep

[faithfromanewperspective]

that moment when you see a piece on childhood neglect and likely underlying neurodivergence and you’re like ‘oh this reminds me of a song that makes a really good commentary on society’ and then realise that song is not in the same way

[hollowfairybabybat]

youll never guess who threw on hadestown again (its me)

[dreamofbecoming]

why is it that i spend a whole day feeling totally fine and the second i lay down to go to sleep my heart starts doing some new fucked up shit

[panb1mbo]

my fucking problem is that i lived in survival mode for so long that now it is so difficult for me to identify when i need to use outside tools to help me cope with a distressing situation bc my automatic response to pain and discomfort is usually "i've survived worse i'll be fine"

[pavusdorian]

have you ever quit a job because you were working in a toxic place with people you couldn't stand?

[nagdabbit]

one day orange wont be able to do a kip up anymore you ever think about that

[pinkrangerv]

<3

@queen-of-carven-stone this made me think of you

I made it

[mayspicer]

Mmm nothing like a good old full blown panic attack, I haven't had one in years. This time at least I have access to medication to make it stop a lot faster, but I have 6 pills left for the next 2,5 months and the recent trends in my mental state are not looking good.

[fangsup-cobrastyle]

I'm finding it so funny that one of the last things I did before my brain broke down this morning (had a panic attack where I thought I was gonna lose consciousness) was announcing on Instagram "F. T. Willz was right" 💀 the signs were all there, I just wasn't reading them

[godisaknife]

very anxious about starting the new year plus very anxious about having to skip the first day of classes cause i have a sprained ankle

[ilovealeclightwood]

literally just took 4 different meds in one go (not in a bad way) but just. Fuck. This really is what it takes to get to sleep huh

[sp3llboundgirl]

Um. Wtf. Two crazy coincidences happened at once 🤯

[puppywilliams]

dealer!abby hc’s

a/n: hi this is my first time writing abby or posting anything actually on my account. go easy on me pls(ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡ hope i did abby justice

☆ dealer!abby who parades you around at parties, always keeping you at arm's length, glaring at anyone who dares to glance your way. If someone stares a moment too long, she drapes her varsity jacket over you to shield you from their gaze. not caring when you complain about how silly you look with her bulky purple and blue jacket over your sequin dress.

☆ dealer!abby who before you were dating gave you a ‘pretty girl discount’ which was basically you unknowingly robbing her blind. cutting a huge chunk out of her income just to to see you smile as the prices decreased with each deal.

☆ dealer!abby who trip sat you the first time you took a tab. putting on her LED lights and giggled watching you be starstruck over the moving colors

☆ dealer!abby who always rolls for you knowing you’re exceptionally awful at it, trying not to laugh the first time she sees you try, cringing when you lick the paper just for it to fall apart again. swearing its Really “not that bad” for someone who primarily uses a bong.

☆ dealer!abby who almost had a heart attack when you asked to buy xanax off of her. telling you to ‘fuck off’ thinking you were simply joking with her, not buying it for a second her sweet girl was reaching for something like xanax of all things. as soon as she realized you were serious she lectured you about the dangers of it, prying for you to talk to her, begging for you to just tell her whats wrong to make you want to turn to something like that. upon seeing the Read 1:38am on her dimly lit phone screen she reached your dorm in a mere five minutes. clad in her wife beater and My Little Pony pajama bottoms you had given her as a gag gift.

☆ dealer!abby who after you after you mindlessly ranted through tears about how you felt unloved and alone confessed to you. wiping the tear pooling in your waterline with her thumbs, not giving them the chance to fall. how truly special you were. because to her, you were everything she had ever dreamed of, like you were crafted by the hands of whatever god that might exist just for abby.