#i remember reading the books all of them
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listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded mfer happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.
#seeing some discourse and im not saying lucy grey didnt know#im saying she never dropped the kind of hints that she knew like she did in the movie#or if she did snow isnt worried about them until he very suddenly is consumed by them#snow is not concerned about whether or not she believed him. of course she did! hes snow!#but then shes gone…. for a while……#and its the sudden immediate drastic unravelling that comes across so clearly in the book#that i knew wouldn’t translate to screen yet still cant help but miss#the hunger games#coriolanus snow#tbosas#lucy gray baird#not a crime or anything just a note that i cannot stop thinking about#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#this is all from memory of reading it quite a while ago. so maybe 3 pages is an exaggeration#but i remember it happening VERY quickly and without much external cause#like we as the reader have no indication as to whether shes nearby or not.#snow has no idea either. he just SUSPECTS. and his suspicion breeds the hatred that has been bubbling inside him all this time#he hates how she undoes him. he hates that he WOULD run away with her if shed let him keep his secrets#and he HATES more than anything that she makes him WANT to tell his secrets#he wants to be vulnerable and reveal the ugly nasty parts about himself and still be loved#but he does not let himself and it is everyone’s downfall#he chooses cruelty bc it is easy and familiar and makes him feel more powerful than the vulnerable give and take that real love requires
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tshirt that says NO LIVE ORGANISM CAN CONTINUE FOR LONG TO EXIST SANELY UNDER CONDITIONS OF ABSOLUTE REALITY
#i literally JUST finished hill house a few days ago and i already want to reread. Badly. it's sooo so so soo sooooooooo good <33333!!!!!#also completely enamored by shirley jackson's writing style i NEED to read everything she has written ever like right now..#opening lines of ALL TIME btw 👆❗❗❗#r.txt#the haunting of hill house#ALSO i've seen commentary videos on the tv show they made of hill house but from what i remember of it it's SO different from the book???#i think they were all siblings in the show which is??????? like why would you change that part?? i love sibling relationships as much as the#next guy but i feel like the fact that none of them knew each other was such an essential part of the story like why would u change it....#also eleanor was like. an entirely different character who was also already dead in the show i believe??? and dr. montague doesn't exist??#hill house could've been really good as a show idk why they changed it up like that...like was the original story not interesting enough for#you or something?? WHO decided to make that change i just wanna talk 🤨
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VI; six for the truth above solace in lies
#remember that post that was like ‘i started reading the bone books’#well#i’ve read them all and i’m in for round 2#because i have many many problems#anyway! here are some necromancers and cavaliers#im starting with the sixth house bc they’re my favourites#camilla hect i am free on thursday etc#camilla hect#palamedes sextus#sixth house#gideon the ninth#the locked tomb#tlt#the locked tomb fanart#gideon the ninth fanart#art
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When I was very small and I didn't feel good, my mom used to make up stories to tell me. Books were nice but didn't tell me the things I wanted to know about most. I didn't get to explore them unless it was in my own imagination. And that's fun, but being told stories is better in a lot of ways. So I would ask her to tell me stories about Peter Rabbit or Robin Hood, or any other character I really loved. I would tell her what I wanted the story to be about, and she would make it up, and I could stop her anytime and ask her for more details, or to change something. I'm sure this was occasionally frustrating for her, but it's something I really enjoyed. I think it was probably part of what made me want to become a writer.
I don't feel good tonight. I'm too drained to read. Audiobooks aren't the same as somebody sitting with me and telling me a story.
I don't wish for my mom to be around very often, and I'm not really wishing for that now. But I do wish I had somebody to sit with me and be kind and make up stories for me until I feel well enough to get up and do it for myself.
#anyway yeah if you have kids story time is one of the most important things you can do with them#you don't have to make up stories out of whole cloth like my mother did#I know that's a lot of work#but reading books or telling stories or talking about your past or your family's story#all that kind of thing#it sticks with your kids in a way that really matters#I was maybe 5 years old?#even if I'd lost my mom really young I would still remember all that story time#rambling again#screaming endlessly into the void
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i went on a couple of crazy writing sprints this week so please enjoy some out of context bits from my 3 different novel WIPs in no order with no theme
honourable mentions:
#ramble#book writing stuff#remember when i only had one novel wip#one of them will see the light of day i swear#i am slowly getting more comfortable posting my writing#it's weirdly vulnerable for me akfdhdf#idk how i can write and post comics All the time but any novel writing feels like exposing myself lmao#also i can't stick to one genre and i don't think i should apologise for that#personally i like to read everything and it makes me want to write everything as well#let's play 'will i get insecure and delete this later'
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☎️ i love natori's depressing ass apartment...
#natsume yuujinchou#natori shuuichi#matoba seiji#hexfest2k24#natomato#horrible exorcists#natsume's book of friends#star’s art#this tweet makes me laugh every time i read it i still remember seeing it and being like 🫵🫵🫵🫵 NATORI SHUUICHI#the cursephone... jsjshejrheje natori youre everything to me....#uoooaghh. i thiink this might be the last thing i can draw for the week... maybe i can do a late submission of a mini comic i really really#want to draw of his apt#but ill have to wait till school break for that probably#thank u guys for all the sweet comments on my posts.............. happy to pay my silly natomato taxes after#shipping them all alone by myself for the past two and a half years 😭😭
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Steve and Dally and Soda and Johnny and Two-Bit just causing mischief because they’re all near the same age and then Ponyboy and Darry playing go fish or Monopoly at home because they’re the two extremes- oldest and youngest. So they end up with each other a lot and their thing is just board games and small talk and just relaxing in each other’s presence
#poptart’s general stuff#the outsiders#se hinton#poptart speaks#darry curtis#ponyboy curtis#johnny cade#sodapop curtis#dallas winston#steve randle#i just have this hc that Darry and Pony really bond over the fact that they’re not always included due to age#and I can’t remember if Two-Bit was a junior twice or if he was held back prior so they’d all likely be in the same grade#like pre-canon anyways#And also I think Soda was the one who “recruited” the rest of the gang (except Two-Bit who I hc was raised with them)#So they were his friends first#so obvi they hang out#And Pony’s reading a book on the couch and commenting to Darry (who has read it for class) and Darry’s working on bills and using it#Like as a learning opportunity (post or slightly pre-canon ofc)
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TGCF art from 2021 which were very experimental and very much something out of my comfort zone but am still so satisfied with
(gonna ramble more under the cut 👉 )
My main inspiration for these were definitely classic storybook illustration styles and the watercolor-like illustrations included inside the tgcf books which depict hualian's daily slice of life routines as seen below


I wanted to capture that feeling of warmth i got from reading but i also went with the storybook look because their relationship (and by extension broad strokes of the entire plot) really did feel like something out of actual myth or legend; i'm chinese indonesian and was raised surrounded by chinese culture + values so tgcf felt VERY familiar to me, it threw me back to my childhood reading or listening to tales about chinese deities, i'd say the storybook image definitely came into my mind pretty quickly bc of this
I find this style somewhat hard to replicate now but if i could or have the time to, i really want to continue the 'companion pieces to chapter titles ' concept i did with the last 2 pieces (which are of the same chapter title but i was just indecisive 😭😭), i even had 3 more planned based on my favorite titles before burning out back then



#rotomic does art#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#mxtx#danmei#IF YOU READ THROUGH ALL OF MY RAMBLING THANK YOU VERY MUCH#as you can see i am Very Normal about this book :)#(said like a liar)#what was 2021 me cooking....like why did they go so hard on these#also bonus hozier in there bc i associate hualian with like real people do a lot#tbh a lot of hozier songs would work for them#i REALLY want to do a companion piece for chapter 243's title bc wowee#it still gets me to this day. i remember it n suddenly im like what the fuck (fond and sad)
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All Quiet on the Western Front (1930) dir. Lewis Milestone
#I normally don't put ss with subtitles in them but#but the quote that appeared in this scene was something I remembered so vividly from school#so many mandatory books during my education were based on that#so reading that at the beginning of THAT movie#was healing#all quiet on the western front#all quiet on the western front 1930#aqotwf#aqotwf 1930#lewis milestone#movies#screenshots
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Gumroad suddenly deleted my account (where I sold digital copies of Good Angel/Bad End), which. Okay, I was never crazy about them as a host, but annoying. You best believe I have like 20 "this is the REAL final draft" versions of the books floating around
But once I get them up for sale elsewhere (anyone know a good site for such a thing?), I'm making them free bc fuck it.
#I've had them free or near free for ages but I'm just going to fully remove the price minimum.#It'd be good if I combined this with like. Using all those drawings I did ages ago. Maybe ill just put the chapters up somewhere to read to#They're my books which has a cool bonus of “like I can do whatever with them”#I bet I could with AR too but it's technically still on contract w HIP. But I dont think HIP would care#Ar is like a decade old. AAAAAA. Ga/Be is. 8 years?#AAAAAAA#I think itd be a very interesting odd video to review AR and talk about being a teen author but also It'd be. Woof.#Tbh It'd be more of a therapeutic exercise lol. I had a panic about this a few months ago and my flatmate read AR to assure me it's Fine#But would still be so surreal. I don't really remember the book.#GA/BE i know better bc time and “so much editing and formatting ”#Anyway I guess itch.io is alright tho not really for books
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this took me two days to compile and i'm DEFINITELY missing some but regardless. list challenge time!!
#list challenges#chat this took me two days to finish and also all my siblings' aid#the first 100 or so books are books i remember well bc i read them multiple times and listed from memory#the rest are compiled from old goodreads owned books and siblings' memories of library books we read together
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It's crazy how I can be like "I'm having a depressive episode" until I'm with the right people and then it's like oh no I'm ok actually
#i AM having a depressive episode going on a couple weeks now and it's a bit alarming#exacerbated by anxiety and uncertainty and my inability to handle my roommate situation#but tonight i watched the kids for small group and read them all my favorite picture books#(we got to the end of The Snowman and one little girl was like ''i don't like that when he melts because it is sad''#and one of the twins said ''i like it'')#and i told a couple people how awful my week has been and we commiserated in matter-of-fact tones#and i messed around on my phone and read gaudy night while my CG mom and dad did lesson prep and watched basketball#and now i'm going to bed and like actually i'm ok now#tomorrow will probably bring more tears and anger and deep exhaustion at the thought of doing anything#but oh well. we soldier on. in prayer and fellowship#(i hate the observable track record of my depression being tied to obvious and beyond-my-control life situations#but on the bright side there's a presumed end date for this one#and when i look back i remember less of the depression and more of the spiritual change that happened underneath it#hoping praying for the same to come out of now)#oh yeah and earlier i hung out with a friend and her shocked disbelief that i got rejected from the job i wanted#was really a balm on troubled waters. everyone else has just been sad and sympathetic#outsourcing the incredulous anger is helpful#i haven't seen her in a while since she had a baby and i forgot how much it helps to talk through academia stuff with her
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i am defo not the first person to do this but. wof x mlp fim
i wanna do more fleshed out drawings of these with cutie marks but this was just a fun little aggie sesh with my sister helping me design them!
more details in the tags for funsies
#“why isnt tsunami a seapony” I FORGOT ABOUT THEM#also pegasi are my favs so SOMEPONY had to be one#also clay is the messiest bc he's the first one i drew and i didnt do a warmup but i loved picking out the brick red for his mane#starflights probably the one i put the least effort into. sorry king but him being a unicorn just made a lot of sense and his design-#-just translated into a horse pretty easily#I imagine that as a changeling glory still changes color to match her feelings#and so to mask her feelings she usually has a default pony form she uses. probably a pegasus so she can still fly#I also imagine that the skywing dod would have been an alicorn so when it died and they had to replace it with a changeling (still thought-#-to be evil and nefarious in equestria at the time) she woulda had the same level of “wrongness” she has in the books#so yeah she tries to blend in. After she becomes queen glory she stops hiding (except for stealth missions)#i bickered with my sister a LOT before landing on sunnys race bc ponies have had kids with different types of ponies before#and they're usually just the same as one of the parents#and i didn't wanna make her an alicorn bc that just made little to no sense at why she'd be a weirdling#so it had to be something else and then i remembered kirins and GASPED#reclusive enough for her to not think about them but different enough to make her look different YAY#if you read all of this i love you#wof#mlp fim#mlp pegasus#mlp unicorn#mlp earth pony#mlp kirin#mlp changeling#wings of fire#clay wof#tsunami wof#sunny wof#starflight wof#glory wof
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In 2011 I drastically reduced my DWJ book intake to dripfeed levels, so it was only in the 2024 new year that I finally decided to read Deep Secret. My god - out of all her books this seems targeted at me personally? Stressed late-20-somethings, making fools of oneself in vicinity of fav authors, artist alleys?? Also, blatant unmistakable LGBT-rep??? I can't believe I slept on this one for so long!!! Definitely putting it on the upper tiers of my DWJ bookshelf.
Anyway, here's some designs I've whipped up for the characters! As always, might tweak 'em if ever I draw more in the future, but that's what's fun about figuring out character designs. Rob in particular is a joy to me.
btw Zinka plsplspls let me table with you
#diana wynne jones#deep secret#maree mallory#nick mallory#rob the centaur#rupert venables#will venables#simon venables#zinka fearson#ladies and/or gentlemen#i legit laughed out loud whenever the characters got stunned by them#like props to dwj that you can tell she was a bit confused but she did have the spirit#character design#also glad to say I've thoroughly revised my opinion of nick!!#first read Merlin Conspiracy back in 2009 and I remember being pissed because his backstory was so vague#the copy gave absolutely no indication that this was a sequel to another book#so finally getting context for all that was great and now i adore this eepy teen#(also reread MC after Deep Secret and boy I whooped at the one instance Rob my beautiful centaur son got mentioned by name)
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I jokingly thought before that reading Junie B. Jones as a kid turned me into a feminist, but unironically, it kind of did.
I honestly think it comes down to the fact that Junie B. was not only allowed to be "weird," but her character arc never concluded like other girl characters would. In other media featuring "weird girls," the girl always ended her arc tamed - by force or convince, she would be prettied up, she would smile and be polite, and she would never speak out of turn. She would be perfect then, and would shed her veneer of individuality with the freedom that is conformity. As a kid, I noticed that girls weren't permitted to be "weird" like boys were. So when I read Junie B. Jones, I loved that she was frankly just fucking weird. She said things out of turn, she was rambunctious and imaginative and she was a realistic portrayal of a little girl. I loved reading those books because the narrative taught her lessons without punishing her for being weird, if that makes sense. So often, narratives punished weird girls for the crime of being a socially unacceptable girl, not for any true wrongdoing like lying.
Anyway, I just think it's interesting, because I watched and read a ton of books and shows and movies featuring girls and women, but none of them truly empathized with (or even tried to empathize with) weird girls on their own merits and capabilities and terms, or embraced the idea of a "socially inept/unacceptable" girl without punishing her in some way for her supposed ineptitude.
#feminism#and like junie b. got in trouble A LOT but she wasn't punished FOR being weird (honestly i thought she was adhd as a kid)#i haven't read the books in WELL over a decade but this is what i truly remember liking about the books#and i felt as a kid it said something that she was a seeming rarity among the sea of other portrayals of girls#am i looking too deep into this? honestly i don't care#and it makes me wonder if all the pushback those books got was partially because junie b. wasn't an 'acceptable' girl#like she's no more 'out there' than the portrayals of little boys that are out there and there were lessons and things from what i remember#i'm not saying you HAVE to like the books by the way but i think sometimes other people can get really angry about GIRLS acting like kids#i was ranting about these books to my dad because he didn't like them but he did still let me read them so thanks dad 🫡🫡#i just remember them being a huge part of my personal library because of how realistic and relatable junie b. was#like i acted really similarly to her when i was a kid and i felt like i was being understood (which is why i hc she's adhd/audhd/autistic)
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oooh fictional characters who are driven by academic validation and need to be reminded that they are needed and loved and not a nuisance and feel the need to be independent are the spectacular give me fourteen of them right now
#annabeth chase#sadie wen#i know more i just don't remember them 😔😔#academic validation girlies rise#i once cried bc i got a 84%. if you didn't know that's the equivalent of a higher B in portugal#A starts at 90%#B starts at 70%. C at 50%. D at 25% and F at 1% obv#anything below 50% means you didn't pass btw i am not sure how it works in other countries#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians#i hope this doesn't find you#ann liang#honestly any ann liang book could fit ngl#i love her books they're so fun and addictive#i want to read them all thank you very much#the way that sadie wen is literally me (she's not) if i were straight#and so is annabeth chase but i think i have made that very clear in the past#i do not live the character's life. but i do carry their energy and vibe so like that's basically the same thing we're essentially clones
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