#i remember nothing

[tubesock86]

12 and an unimpressed Clara

[blueberrysquire]

@taiga-shark is such a mood man

Me 🤝 taiga

Not wanting to be here

[ryahisbored]

(rolls out of bed nervous)

(does driving lesson nervous for half)

(get home)

(gets back in bed)

(skips to saturday)

[golden-bubblebee]

Watching Alex Rider (only recently discovered it existed)

And I'M SORRY???

How did the guy -not- notice that was an open elevator shaft???

[just-anka]

Oof trying to apply for jobs after eight months completely off post-PhD is rough! I intentionally didn't look at jobs or applications or anything before now because I wanted that break, had planned it and knew that if I looked earlier and saw something cool I'd end up applying and then if I somehow happened to get it I'd probably take it and cut the break short, so to prevent that (and also tbh because my mind felt broken with exhaustion for a while after my defence) I did nothing at all for those eight months... which was good but now it all feels veeery far away. Can I be an unemployed layabout forever please T.T

[feathers-little-nest]

omg! the reason why I was so shit at learning every language I tried to learn before is catching up to me! who would've thought!

[alexthetrashyraccoon]

I hate having feelings because it means I can cry at any moment, I hate it. I hate my trust in others, I hate my hypocrisy, I hate talking, I hate my class, I hate me living. And I honestly hate the one I called my "best friend" about a week ago.

Who acts like just because they suffered something and got over it, people should do the same, they don't care if they had gone through worse than they had, they don't care that it left a psychological and emotional scar in them, they just... I don't want them close to me anymore, I do not trust them anymore. They think I should look in their point of view, but their point of view is delusional, and fake, they thinks people can easily go over their trauma, just because she did, she says that it doesn't matters of what other think about their traumas, only about what her think, so what is different about it? Do they really care for anything?

Ever since they began to act more sassy, I didn't care, but now, I see I should care. They acted like just because they can go over some sh★t, everyone can, is not everyone who is like that, not everyone can just act like it never happened, because it still follows them, everywhere they go, they can show signs that they don't care about it anymore, but we shouldn't judge on just that, we don't know what they went through, we shouldn't be acting like it wasn't a big deal, everyone has their own way to deal with trauma, but we shouldn't just disrespect someone's reason, just because it doesn't seem like a big deal.

And no, this is not some trauma of mine, but from a story I'm writing, I talked about one my characters trauma to my friends and that one friend I was talking in the start said they deserved it, but, they did no sh☆t, why would they deserve it...? I don't know, but rn I'm really mad at them rn...

If you read until here, I apologize for it being so long, and if some of you disagree with me. I just thought it wasn't fair. They were talking as if everyone should go over their trauma quick and fast, I'm not saying people shouldn't get over their trauma, I'm saying they should do it in their own time, I would hate myself if- (that's where it ended)

So.. I just found this whole ahh essay of me hating on someone, but I don't remember who it is, because, well, I'm Dory 🐟

And I don't remember what it was about either. Maybe I was just having a terrible day and the person reminded me of something that triggered trauma.

[gravehags]

fell asleep immediately after buckling in and woke up 90 miles later like

[rxvera]

oh god im so hungover

[hedgehogism]

sketch because i graduated today

[gorgeousgreymatter-x]

no yeah I am alarmingly attracted to mr gold and we all agree mulan wants to smash aurora right

[bending-sickle]

4 and 17 for the movie asks!!!!!!

4. A movie you like but wouldn't recommend - okay, look, tim burton's planet of the apes (2001) is terrible. it is. compels me though. (tim roth's performance alone is just...you madlad.) i watched it in cinema, loved it, no one i watched it with liked it, and it then proceeded to eat my fannish brain for a good long while.

17. A movie you never get tired of talking about - i don't get to talk to people about movies :< but uh... can we just quote monty python and the holy grail at each other? no? okay, a proper answer then... *brain crickets on max* okay, i'd need a refresher but i'm sure i'd love to talk about memento (2000) for a good while.

i would however sit anyone down to watch domino (2005) and any film by fatih akin (although those are Heavy), if that counts. (it doesn't.)

[princess-lilura]

[buldrokkastee]

I don't do MMOs generally speaking, but if you say the word Dragoon and show me one sexy glove gif you can apparently force me to black out, purchase award winning MMORPG Final Fantasy XIV and a three month subscription, and blast through to level 80 just so I can then put it right back down and never play again.

[arktiksccuah]

P-orbitals? More like Borbitals

[averagemafuyukinnie]

wait was i awake this morning b4 10am ????