#i relate to her HEAVILY
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Anya Mouthwashing Headcanons
TW FOR MENTIONS OF SA AND MISCARRIAGE
Aroace (not that it matters now)
However, she was still in the closet to most people, as she never really knew how to explain it (some people just don’t get it) or never had a good time to bring it up
21-23 in my head
Likes cute things
Has a really cheesy sense of humor
Also has a bad sense of humor
The dumbest things will make her laugh
Covers her mouth when she laughs
She would unironically enjoy those “hang in there” kitten posters
Sees Daisuke like a brother, and she wishes she had known him before this all happened
Has anxiety, and it just got worse After
Once got so mad at Daisuke during a board game that she considered sabotaging his psych evaluation out of spite
Constantly crashing out during said board games
She gets SO angry
“Anya, please, it’s just a game—” “IT’S NOT JUST A GAME, HE CHEATED”
Feels safest around Swansea
Sorts the medical stock when stressed (both before and after the crash)
Fidgets with the buttons on her jumpsuit
Sings well but too shy to do so in front of other people (unless it’s to do purposefully bad karaoke with Daisuke)
Absolutely drowning in student debt, lord help her
Can’t swim
Doesn’t drink (or, well, she DIDN’T)
Bites her nails down to the quick
Cold hands
Sunburns SO easily
Wanted a pet cat
after the cut are the heavier hcs with the above TW, so proceed with caution!
Aborted by inducing her own miscarriage around three months after the crash. She never intended on having the baby, and even though she held a grudge against the fetus, she wasn’t about to bring a child into the situation on the ship, where it would most certainly suffer and probably die anyway without proper resources.
In similar vein, she never wanted children.
Blockaded her bedroom door with pretty much every piece of movable furniture after It Happened, and she curses herself for not doing that beforehand.
Refused to shower for a good two weeks after It Happened because she didn’t want to see her own body. (And maybe if she’s so disgusting, he won’t touch her again)
She was a bit wary when she first heard that she would be the only woman on the ship, but she rationalized that surely nothing would happen.
For that, she hates herself for being so naive. And she wonders if it’s her fault for letting her guard down.
After the assault, she cried for her mother. Her mom was the only thing she wanted in that moment (because somehow, wanting and getting her skin back seemed less probable than her mother showing up in the ship)
#before anyone says ANYTHING#her being aroace has NOTHING to do with her trauma#i’ve been in a fandom where people got mad at people for hcing an sa victim as aroace#like no#trauma has nothing to do with sexuality#the two things can coexist#and you can be aroace before you know. trauma happens#also i’m aroace and i say so#also also i’m VERY opinionated on anya NOT having that baby#i get so mad when i see content where she has it#i have a LIST of reasons why it wouldn’t work#anyway hello mouthwashing fandom#anya my beloved#i relate to her HEAVILY#so she’s my fave#mouthwashing#mouthwashing headcanon#mouthwashing anya#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#tw miscarriage#tw sa mention
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I gotta share even if it's nonsense because I'm high and need to ramble.
I love mouthwashing so so much. I also recently watched Markiplier play it (he live streamed it for Halloween, and he kinda missed the whole story of the game, but whatever), and now im thinking again.
Curly and Jimmy being bad people is perfect because if they weren't, the fans would love them and ignore everyone else (except for maybe daisuke) because they are "attractive" visually. So the devs making all these characters so detailed and Curly and Jimmy these bad people is a wonderful detail. I think the game went in a good direction with design to really make it feel Right. I also think giving Curly as much love as I keep seeing defeats the fact he's still a Not Great Person.
Anyway, again, this probably makes no sense. Someone could probably say it better than me.
#anya is my favorite#i relate to her heavily#you can interpret this however you want#im not going into detail of my own traumas for you.#anyway#add onto this if you feel you can word it better#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#ramblings
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lottie matthews
wait for real for real????
does this mean i could spearhead a cult an intentional wellness community?
#thank you i am flattered#i love my homegirl#i too am lonely and statuesque (not so) rich girl with daddy issues and a martyr complex#i relate to her heavily#yellowjackets
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Trying to be a little less A-N-X-I-O-U-S, but our world is filled with stress. We're A-N-X-I-O-U-S.
my new anxiety anthem 💃💃💃
#candace flynn#phineas and ferb#pnf#gloria sato#marcy wu#libby stein torres#i dont know what is it with candace and songs and her neat outfits but#i heard this song and it gripped me by my anxiety and shook me violently lol#heavily relate to libby's verse 😭😭😭 and gloria's bridge verse and second all verse are just so 🤌🤌🤌 relatable too#honestly the whole song is just an unexpected banger lol
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few bive sketches i did yesterday night




#regretevator#regretavator fanart#regretevator fanart#regretevator bive#bive fanart#regretevator split#split x bive#split#bive#spive regretevator#spive#SHE LOVES YOU#she's just like me fr#no seriously#it's kind of scary how much i relate to her#split fanart#did this while heavily projecting#so sorgy for the somewhat nonsensical text#JUST NOTICED I MISSED HER SHARP TEETH#OOPSIE
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Guys I NEEDED to get her out of my system
Have you ever had a moment when character was so relatable but in rotten parts of you and it's so horrible it's almost funny? You're not alone.
#she is such a good rep for masking#I can't take it#ohh my heart#I am autistic and bipolar and relate heavily to her#my art#tadc#tadc gangle#the amazing digital circus#tadc fanart#tadc fandom#fan art#rough sketches before bed#I did it in like an hour max#artists in tumblr#character design#humanisation#human gangle
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i understand joel had it coming to him for years, but the saltlake crew still pissed me off in his death scene. like, they had their reasons, and it was understandable, but damn it still made me mad.
on another note, i don't think people really grasp how traumatic that was for ellie. she's alone in a cold basement with strangers holding her down. the only people she knows in that room is her unconscious uncle-like figure that she might have assumed dead and the man who raised her who is currently being tortured.
the last thing she sees of joel is the fatal blow that leaves his brains over the floor. literally, you can SEE his brain during the scene, also a broken artery. and during the entire time, she's left powerless to do anything and probably thinks she's next. and before she gets knocked out the thing she's stuck looking at is joels gorey disfigured face.
also by the way it's noted in her journal that the first thing she forgets about him are his eyes. she can't fully remember his face after it.
#the last of us#tlou ii#ellie tlou2#ellie williams#joel miller#joel tlou#all my posts so far are about ellie its kinda concerning#whatever... i love her. shout out to my heavily traumatized blorbo that feels too relatable at times
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Pokémon Timeskip Series: Champion Dawn 🌸❄️
Known as Sinnoh’s Ice Queen, Dawn is best known for her intimidating yet caring nature. She’s fierce and calculating, never leaving any room for error especially when it comes to battling. On her off days you can find her in the contest hall, a hobby she picked up from her mother, or in the Battle Frontier/Pokémon Lab to catch up with her best friends. It is said she was recently engaged to a certain johto boy (Ethan. It’s Ethan.) however they will not publicly revealed their plans for the wedding as of yet
Made a timeskip adult champion Dawn design a while back! It’s still my favorite of my timeskip series hehehe I hope you enjoy!
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#trainer dawn#pokemon#pokémon#dawn pokemon#Art#Ally draws stuff#pokemon timeskip#Wait I can ramble in the tags that’s fucking right#ok so her design was heavily inspired by Cynthia obviously carrying over the same sorta philosophy#She has a few references to the Pokémon she uses! The scrunchies on her wrist for example relating back to (Shiny) Mega Lopunny#Very proud of that Diamond and Pearl necklace btw while her skirt alt design comes with a jacket so it’s v platinum-esque#She has moon earrings if you zoom in closely along with her star clips!#I still like the triangle clips she has cause it’s a more shape but star clips are cool hella regal#I forgot Lucas wore a beret tbh 💀 but translating her hat to a beret was hella fun#also DP color scheme ofc but I changed it up a bit hehehe#her shoes are a reference to palkia in a way! I paid a dumb amount of attention to how Pokémon translates shoes…#But yeee she’s my favorite timeskip design by far along with my Lyra#I have this whole story I’m building up I hope to release one day hopefully aaaa#The Cherry Blossom in the Winter Snow……….#Oh yeah the engagement ring…… she and Ethan are engaged btw 😳#pokemon dppt#pokemon bdsp#YUCK THERES A BDSP TAG NOOOOO gotta do it for the clout
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i haven't posted anything in a while, so here, hold this. one of my commissioners wants me to draw dragon seteth + flayn, so here's my first stab at their designs.
#my art#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#fe16#fire emblem#seteth#flayn#dragons#i fumbled around with seteth's design a lot and i might still make changes. we'll see#i'm pretty fucking happy with flayn's design tho i knew exactly what i wanted to do with her#in the actual commission i'll probably make it more apparent that her flight feathers are shimmery#real talk i tend to lean VERY heavily on macuil's design when i think abt 3H dragon designs#i always look at rhea first for general shapes#and then i tend to look at macuil for details#i tried to shake up seteth's facial structure a little so i wouldn't be giving EVERYONE bird-face#bc byleth has bird face and flayn has bird face [because of macuil having bird face and me liking it]#it's really insane to me how much morphological variety there is in RELATED members of the same species...????#rhea is a lizard and macuil is a bird and indech is a TURTLE?#rip to indech i never reference him. sorry
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I. Am. Going. To. Be. SICKKKKKKKKKKKK
#destiny 2#destiny#destiny the game#d2#the witness#destiny witness#the traveler#the traveler destiny#MY BABY MY SWEET ORB OF A BABY#destiny heresy spoilers#destiny heresy#sundered doctrine spoilers#Im just… omg omg omg#THE LORE DROPS ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY EXPECT A MILLION POSTS#the traveler thinks the best of all life but the precursors thought the absolute worst of it#it loves the witness and has hope in her mutilated heart DESPITE EVERYTHING IT HAS DONE TO IT#when the universe is silent you can tell people it said anything you’d like them to believe#this works for well for my project too because I talk about how African religious beliefs about how purpose is an individual pursuit#that clashed heavily with colonizers who believed the universe could not be perceived without a god who granted purpose and morality#they were so afraid of the Carribean belief that the universe had neutral forces that could be used for good and evil#that potential for pain and and unknowable chaos scared them into enforcing their monotheistic beliefs as objective truths on islanders#much for me to say here and I could go on about how that relates to destiny#but my traveler o my traveler#truly misunderstood and punished for it#the precursors saw it as god but didn’t think about whether or not they needed a god#let alone if there were others ways to percieve the Traveler#ignore typos please
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Another good reason to play around with the whole “Miko is a glitch” Theory/Headcanon/whatever you’d call it, even ignoring canon’s “evidence” or the fact that if any of the techs were a glitch, Miko would be the most likely candidate, is the fact that out of all of the Techs, Miko is the person that would take learning that information THE WORST out of all of them.
Even ignoring that moment in Going Going Gauntlet where she has a brief existential crisis over if Ally is technically alive or not, think about Miko for a minute.
Practically her entire life she’s been an outsider in some way. Most other kids her age either know her as “that one kid who kicked Ralphie Bear’s head off at someone’s birthday party” or “that weird girl in the arcade with the high score in Rock ‘Em Sockers”. (And it’s slightly implied the series of events went Rock ‘Em Sockers -> Birthday Incident with Miko (having just moved to Bailey) originally getting herself noticed through Rock ‘Em Sockers only for everything to come crashing down when she was invited to that birthday party.) She’s had basically no real friends besides a few people she plays online games with until very recently when she met Five and even in her own family she’s a bit of a black sheep. And Miko is fully aware of all of this.
Miko desperately wants friends and she’s terrified of the possibility of losing the few friends she does have. She’s scared of being seen as “the weird kid” or “not normal” or anything that could potentially push people away from her. Just look at The Glitch Modder for one of the best examples. Mitch’s comments about Miko being weird, everyone else being unnerved by her reset immunity and ESPECIALLY Miko finding out that Five also sees her immunity as something strange sets her off for the whole day because of exactly what I’ve said before.
Miko desperately wants to be viewed as normal (most likely because she’s been othered before for being “weird”) and seeing everyone else’s immediate reactions to her immunity and especially the reaction of Five, her literal best friend, has to be pretty soul crushing to her. That’s also why Mitch’s comments get under Miko’s skin so easily here. It’s a massive pressure point for her.
Even as a much smaller point, we have Miko’s reaction to Five calling her Meeks. She hates it, but lies and goes along with it anyways because she’s afraid of doing anything that could even risk pushing Five away from her. It’s a tiny point, but still worth bringing up because it’s a tiny example of Miko just being desperate have friends.
So take all of that into account, and then look me in the eyes and tell me with a straight face that Miko would take learning that she’s not human but in fact one of the literal MONSTERS that she and her friends regularly hunt down even REMOTELY well. It is maybe one of the worst possible things that could ever happen to her.
#glitch techs#miko kubota#analysis#And that’s before even focusing on some of the really specific things#like Miko getting briefly hung up on if Ally counts as being alive or not#because that’s definitely going to be the first thing that enters her mind the next time she tries to sleep#Or the much much worse realization:#Oh what’s that Miko? You’ve always wondered why you kind of felt like an outsider in your own family?#Bad news: Here’s the answer.#on another note I think Miko may be one of my favourite characters because I can relate to her a lot#viewed as the weird kid throughout all of my time in school#had no real friends for basically all of my childhood#once I got a small group of friends I was desperate to not lose them because I didn’t want to go back to being alone#horrible undiagnosed ADHD#I see a lot of myself in Miko and relate to her heavily
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just kiddiiiing i thought of the something of substance like five minutes after posting that hope is not lost :)
anyway. we know that doug eiffel had never liked sharing his birthday with christmas, on account of it often resulting in him being overshadowed by the holiday. and we also know that in the finale, he gets his memory erased, leaving him to question whether or not he still is doug eiffel.
we can assume that he learns about his previous aversion to his date of birth through listening to his logs, or if not, through minkowski or hera telling him about it. And knowing how much his past self hated having his birthday fall on december 25th, and knowing that without his memories, he is inadvertently yet undoubtably separated from that man… i think he, minkowski, hera, and lovelace agree that his “re-birthday” should be celebrated on the day of his sacrifice. the day that the new doug eiffel was born.
#for anyone curious— that day would be september 25th. a whole three months earlier :)#i think it would be cute if lovelace also decided to change the day her birthday is celebrated to the day of her funeral. when she came back#which would be may 11th :)#one could argue her new birthday should be the day she arrived on the hephaestus again#but i think her realization of ‘i am not who isabel lovelace SHOULD be. i’m who i AM’ is heavily related to that day and it would make sense#it’d just be cute to me if they both got new birthdays because they’re besties :)#i miss them so much i love having them occupy my brain again <3#wolf 359#doug eiffel#w359#wolf359
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アネモネ
#miu himawari#sleepy nurse#my sona#<- i mean they're heavily related to her so#oc:anemone#my art#this took me a ginormous amount of time it's not even funny#like 2 hours and a half?? and i'm someone who draws fast too#hate this guy
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This game is one of the best sonic games I've ever played!!! And it hurt my heart so so much!!
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations#shadow generations#my art#I lost my 17 year old sister two years ago because of our shitty government not caring about disabled people so#its weird that I can heavily relate to shadow's story now#like whenever I suddenly get reminded of her I always freeze up and think back to the event that took her away I fuckin hate it
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// Decided to try and draw Four in the Coroika style which- was so much harder than I thought it would be lol Might try and draw the Coroika cast in my style on main
#its probs due to the fact the way i draw is- very far off anything splatoon related style wise#also i heavily referenced Omega for this since she has the same hairstyle as Four#feels weird not giving four her sans undertale teeth :(#agent 4#splatoon#splatoon 2#splatoon 3#art#coroika
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oh. so now i’m crying in my car because of the ace lore that just dropped. and now im just supposed to go to rehearsal and live my life after that. great.
#her relationship to femininity is something i relate to so heavily it’s not even funny#actual tears#ace the outsiders#tilly evans krueger
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