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fragrance: by the fireplace, replica / timeskip!ushijima wakatoshi x reader
notes: pink pepper (top), chestnut accord (heart), vanilla (base)
description: embers of burning firewood, billowing smoke and flushing warmth
disclaimer(s): N/A
wc: 1.06k
warning(s): big fat super domestic makeout!!!!! slightly touchy so ig suggestive?? not sure but i think ushiwaka might be a little ooc at times oops... IDC this took THREE FUCKING REDOS im TIRED
Wakatoshi has always wanted a fireplace. The prospect of burning firewood crackling in a dimly lit room seeming like some infinitely gentle blanket is what he confesses to you in bed with his back pressed up against your chest, your hands squeezing and massaging at the knots in his shoulders.
"It would be nice, I like the smell of firewood." His head tilts back to meet your gaze, and you giggle, fingers pressing meitculously into the flesh of his back. The mattress dips when you squeeze a spot, just in the curve that connects his neck and his shoulders, as he finally loosens up with a content sigh, the tension in his body released in an instant.
"Fixed it?"
"Fixed it."
Wakatoshi smiles, leaning back into you until his entire body is sprawled on top of yours. He takes your hand, wrapped around his torso, and holds it tight against the little area of his chest that his heart occupies. His hair is a mess of olive green on your chest, disheveled as you run your other hand through it, pressing your fingers into his scalp and rubbing strands against each other between the pads of your fingertips. His heart beats steadily beneath your palm, and he sighs in satisfaction.
"What would you ever do without me?"
He breathes out a chuckle at your question, bringing your hand from his chest to his lips. His thumb plays with your knuckles, and your hand in his hair crawls down to his jaw, fingers tracing nothings into his cheek instead. You feel Wakatoshi's weight shift, rolling around to press his chest flush with your torso, his head resting in the dip of your ribcage. For somebody who wants a fireplace for the smell of firewood, he sure encapsulates it already, toasty spices and woody chestnuts filling your senses when he pulls himself up for a kiss.
Wakatoshi's father once told him what his name meant, to be young and to be sharp. Wakatoshi trains and plays with a wildfire in his eyes, smashes hits through opposing teams with blazing flames coursing through his body. Scalding passion, burning diligence, so hot that surrounding air burns away into suffocating smoke.
Yet his lips meet yours like the crackling of wood in a fireplace, nibbling at you softly like occasional sparks that fly out when things run a little too hot. The burning sting of his hands hitting leather volleyballs is nothing but a dull glow of warmth that emanates from his palms, spreading to your face from his fingers that push strands of hair from your forehead. His droning exhale sends tremors through your body, and when he parts his lips against yours, you can feel his fingers rolling and rubbing at the hem of his shirt that drapes over your frame.
Greedy, wanting more, like the radiating heat of fire that spreads across a cold room.
Your waist takes the shape of his palm when his hand slithers its way beneath your shirt, drawing circles into your skin. His knee presses into the mattress between your legs, holding himself up just enough to give your chest room to heave up and down in rhythmic rises and falls. His hand squeezes the flesh of your waist, the cold promise ring on his finger sending a jolt up your body. It pulls a sharp inhale from you, and rips a stutter from Wakatoshi's throat. The kind of stutter that begs for your lips to stay on his, and for your heart to push even harder against his own, until he's sure that they will never separate. A feverishly lovesick stutter, so much so that the heat of Wakatoshi's fire is spilling everywhere, with nothing to contain it.
When your hand joins his beneath your shirt, two rings come together with a metallic clink as your fingers meet Wakatoshi's, holding them tight between your knuckles. They follow his hand to the grooves of your ribcage, his thumb pushing gently into the underside of your chest. When he swallows the sigh of his name that escapes your lungs, Wakatoshi thinks that this must have been what he was made for. His fingers were made to swipe lines and etch shapes into your skin, his legs made to trap you in his embrace, his mouth made to press against yours for as long as you please.
He almost whines when your head pushes upwards, before detaching from him to breathe. Your other hand pulls his head towards you, his pulse pumping into your palm as you press your lips into his jaw, peppering kisses down to his neck. He hums at the sensation, lowering his body onto yours as he nuzzles his face into the pillow beside your head. Your fingers run through his hair, relishing in the softness of the strands that slip between your knuckles. His chest is flush against yours, head turning to press his nose against the side of your neck, where his mumbles send tingles down your spine as your hand shifts to hold his head close to you.
"Can't live without you. I love you."
In the darkness of your room, all that remain are Wakatoshi's soft exhales into your pulse as he drifts to sleep, one arm inside your shirt and the other laid above your head. You absentmindedly push a kiss into his head, and he shifts in his slumber, his lips curling into a serene smile. Beneath his eyelids, fleeting images of you pass by. The first time you cry out his first name instead of his last, the first time his lips learn of yours, the first time his blazing sharpness is mellowed out for something gentler. He watches you like some vintage film, shoved into the depths of his heart, not to be seen by any other eyes but his own.
"I love you too, Toshi. So much."
Wakatoshi is a wildfire, smoke and ash rising from his feet, sending people running from his blaze. You are the only person daring enough to be engulfed by his radiance, only to find that his inferno is mellow as a candle on a shelf, sweet as toasted vanilla pods, gentle as a paintbrush drawing outlines on a blank canvas. And although you're still open to getting the fireplace that Wakatoshi has always wanted, you think he's warm enough to beat out a fire any day.
author's note:
guys i really hope i did domestic ushiwaka justice because this took way too long to write up and i don't know why :( i legit had to rewrite like three whole times and i was about to smash my head into my laptop trying to keep going because im in a BLOCK it's super annoying BUT i needed ushiwaka brainrot and this was my take LOLOL
guys i love ushiwaka sm :(
anyways tags!!
@staraxiaa @chuuya-brainrot @hiraethwa @akaakeis @iiwaijime @fiannee @afyrian @catsoupki
ok love u guys see u next fic bye bye
#haikyuu x reader#ushijima x reader#ushijima wakatoshi#haikyuu ushijima#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu scenarios#ushijima fluff#ushiwaka x reader#hq imagines#hq x reader#haikyuu imagines#hq fluff#hq ushijima#haikyuu ushiwaka#haikyuu!!#haikyuu timeskip#guys i love ushiwaka so incredibly much it's not funny anymore i really need domestic ushiwaka to be mine frl#sorry if this is a flop i really needed to get it out here but i was in a horrible horrible block (i still am smh)#will find more songs to write about but the extra cologne part might have to wait as a result!!!!
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mtt therapy moment except dust keeps taking breaks to talk to phantom papyrus and horror just wants this to hurry up so it can get to his turn because he couldn't give two shits about dust and killer's trauma and killer physically cannot discuss his issues and just starts zoning out while crying for some reason during it
and i'm the therapist listening to all of this writing down notes fervently because ITS CANON MATERIAL CANON I NEED TO GET THE CANON MATERIAL
#i have to break apart like 34 potential fights with my otherdimensional godly creator powers#i would be an ass therapist i will not lie. infact i would make them worse with my knowledge of their lives. never put me in a room w them#OH MY GOD I JUST REVISTED THIS IDEA AFTER LEAVING IT TO COLLECT DUST (hehehe) IN MY DRAFYS FOR A MONTH#ANS TJIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY HELP 😭😭😭😭😭 HELP😭😭😭😭😭😭#still real tho highkey i havent changed 1 bit. ITS CANON OMG WRITE THSY DOWN WHAY WERE THE EXACT REACTIONS#ive got these guys wearing microphones i got cameras in the room i got advanced psychologists watching to explain every detail#is it a therapy session or just a badly disguised interview#nooo nooo its therapy......DONT LEAVS!!!! (activates the chains (that coincidentally all are connected to eachother) (heheheheh))#now youCANT leave😈😈😈😈😈 not until im done asking my questions ASSHOLES. dont question the handcuffs that keep you guys together please#actually id probably get like nothing out of them because theyre all repressed and defensive and whatever. BUT im simply more determined so#tricule rant#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#fandom event if the mtt ever became real. we're all lining up to the facility to ask one question#world's hardest challenge: if you could ask the murder time trio one thing what would it be#FUCK idk...... id simply hav too many questions!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!#triglycercule do your homework SHUT UO RESPONSIBLE VOICE IN MY HEAD!!!! I WONT!!!!! NOT UNTIL THIS IS DONE#fall headcanons for the trio when. i'll think of them once i'm done with homework#see a reward system! now i have a thought that i dont wanna say in tags this will be going to the side blog#anyways! i think that's enough drafts undrafted and posted i REALLY need to do my homework#i dont even have that much it's literally 2 assignments but i know damn well doing 1 of them is gonna bring me to dream and nightmare's age#sigh......... i hate school bring me back to summer break i wasSO productive. SMH
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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My ffavorite thing about writing is that I can write a story that's dark and pretty serious but then canonically have a normal cat that likes to drink whiskey and is somehow good at cards
#I really need to give that cat a name smh#writeblr#writing#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#writer#writers
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gonna try to gif the rest of the cast from that video tomorrow bc i should've been in bed like an hour ago lmao I'm gonna be exhausted tomorrow
#also I really need to get back to writing#bucktommy got me giffing now smh#lol im having so much fun
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there was name talk last night? :3c
Flint is Silverstein's original name, now used as his first name, chosen/given like all other clay men still haven't decided my hc on that oops. Silverstein was chosen with not too much thought, picked from various names he heard around the docks in his first days in London. He goes by his surname because he is a Professional, Thank You, and mostly talks to people on business terms.
Theodore Pembroke is her full given name, with Cordelia being picked up later on. She probably could have changed her surname on account of mostly abandoning/disowning her parents, but she had been called Pem/Pembroke most of her life already, even more so when she was experimenting with gender and names; it's her name now, not her parents'. She goes by all her names interchangeably :D
Vincent Bell is a slight bastardisation of their name in order to avoid issues raised by the english having to contend with foreign words. Their full name is Vícenç Creuer Libèl·lula, which loosely translates as Vincent Cross Dragonfly; double surnames from Spanish naming conventions. Their name is actually Catalan, not Spanish, as they (and their family) are from Barcelona and in the right company they will be Very proud about that fact. They only really go by Vincent and probably won't realise you're refering to them if you just use Bell.
(fun fact! spanish doesn't have ç or l·l and only has one direction of accent/tilde)
#i do need to write up backstory timelines for all of them bcus it really influences their names#silverstein is actually a german name iirc? i dont have my notes for that on hand rn smh#oh and people who get to call him flint are essentially: clay men and also pem lol#she insists and he likes her enough that she gets away with it <3#other trivia uhh#pem went through a few names before settling on theo/delia#and for vin- creuer is an adjective so it like? someone who crosses? traveller or cruiser ig? idk i like translating it as cross#oc: flint silverstein#oc: cordelia/theodore pembroke#oc: vincent bell
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i nEed to get my life together
#i need to#i need to draw more#and .#actually do school properly#i need to get back on my french too#and#to write.#and fix my sleep schedule#whag the freek man......#oh AND my health#like why. why can i not drink water.#i know i complain about that all the time but#WATER SOUNDS SO GOOD RIGHT NOW#I HAVENT HAD A GLASS OF WATER IN A MONTH. AND A HALF .#surviving on bottled juice and chocolate milk smh.#i know those are really good but#water sounds........... so yummy right now#& what happened to my drawing grind?? wheres my motivation to draw#gawd and i need to study my maths and science again.#okay bye punaise d'amour <3#wrylu#shitpost#shittea posts
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This was not meant to be a redraw, but I ended up sorta turning it into one! This is Rohan and Debbie Blane, the grandparents to my beloved OC Jude, at two different ages and art styles. Yup, Rohan has acquired an epic earring and Debbie now has a really cool hat.
Fun Fact: Rohan is a bit of a spotlight character in my little flash fiction story I wrote almost a year ago! It's from Jude's perspective (my sweet chaos child I will write another story for you soon.)
#writing#the thaumaturge world#ttw#my oc#my book#my art#my story#art#rohan blane#debbie blane#their story make me sad#and i am writer#so it my fault#image description in alt#image descriptions will be my downfall smh i really hope they aren't annoyingly detailed#ocs#my ocs#writeblr#jude blane#ahhhh i don't know if i wrote everything in this post i needed to
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yeah i decided to scrap fairy tale event...
idk just lost interest? it sucks to be so excited for something and then just lose the inspiration for it like i can't even remember why i was so hyped for it
so shrugging @ myself rn wondering if i'll at least do smth for christmas...
#SCRAPPED EVENT GRAH#honestly i was looking forward to this before#and now its just#it just seems like a burden#especially when im not really happy with my writing now#it just seems bland asf...#PLEASE TELL ME THAT STUPID ANON DIDNT#REWIRE MY BRAIN INTO THINKING LIKE THAT#PLEASE TELL ME ITS NOT THEIR FAULT#I WILL SHOOT MYSELF SMH#its ok i just need a lil break... trust..#jj yaps
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send you a vibe!! 〰️〰️ hope you feel better soon 🫶🏻
thank you 🫶🏻 luckily the post-tit headache was just like 2 days and now i am back to normal headache 🫡 i really appreciate ppl checking in though 🥹
#asks#dnpbeats#it's always up and down afjhdlkgfjg i took some rescues earlier today and it's already like fully back and worse???#not as bad as last weekend though!#i need to ask my doctor what the real max dose of aleve is bc the otc dose doesn't do anything#and the half life on my prescription stuff is clearly too short#i fear i may have already been prescribed the real max dose of aleve and it did not do much fadhkjgfsd#and every time i go to my doctor i'm like yeah these meds wear off really fast?? and they just go oh okay (writing this down)#LIKE GIRL CAN YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT??#the first round of botox has definitely helped but there are still Problems#the second round should be a lot better boooooo give it to me right now smh
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long sigh i really am such a procrastinator THERES TOO MUCH TO DO
#working on chapter 4 is hard when i’ve spent so long rewriting stuff i didn’t think was good enough in the last chapter#now it’s like nothing i write is good enough#i need to actually WRITE the stuff before i go deciding how i feel about it#i’m not getting anywhere with this attitude#BUT AUSUYGGHHHHHHH#also working on a gift for my bsfs bday and i’m really struggling with the final parts of it#i put it off for too long cuz i couldn’t figure out what to do so now i’m kinda rushing it#smh me#WHYYYYY
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help i'm listening to an orchestral arrangement of holiday by green day and i can't deal with it
#it's so disgustingly high up. the melody. that it sounds like pirates of the carribean#like. do you not get the memo to give the melody to anyone but the violins?? give it to the cellos or the trombones smh#other than that musically it's really good. BUT the reason i'm on here#is because i need someone less sleep deprived than me to queue up holiday and then more (by 5sos) and tell me is it the same chord#that holiday ends on and more (and bobd) start on??#if so. you know what i'm gonna do#i'm gonna fix this#and i'm tired enough that i feel like i can do better than anything i hear right now#was singing along to my cd in the car on the way back from orchestra and just. singing high harmonies like i'm delta goodrem#because apparently i learned everything i know from her? checks out#but the point is. that's not the main melody#in holiday. or it straight up sounds like pirates or some video game soundtrack#anyway the video is by epic orchestra. you can look it up#they didn't get the memo on how to write bass parts for orchestra apparently. fuck off i learned on teeth (song)#green day#holiday#boulevard of broken dreams#5 seconds of summer#more#silver arranges 5sos#thinking of making it some choose your own adventure between easier/more and holiday/bobd where they can swap next songs#and musically it works perfectly#help i'm listening to their bobd arrangement now and i swear it sounds like on of the triumphant end scenes from pirates#i don't watch enough movies bc it sounds generic movie soundtrack happy. which is stupid. it's boulevard of broken dreams#it's meant to be SAD. just cause it's in a major key ffs#sorry i should shut up and go to sleep#you can ask me about this later#i will post any demos that i make. you might not remember by then#because if i had the word 'soon' in my vocabulary...#just as well no one is relying on me
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i have so many completely stupid drafts on here. like wdym triglycercule you think nightmare's gang but its all just a bunch of killer varients is interesting. the gang would completely fall apart like that. "if the mtt had mr beast levels of money how would they spend it" ?????????? NIGHTMARE'S GANG REMINDS YOU OF GRU AND THE GODAMN MINIONS???? FRON DESPICABLE ME?????
and then there's like the 10 different random drafts about how much i love mttpoly and the mtt. and then the random 4 different ones about error and star sanses and cross because i dont even know at this point.
i gotta admit though i kinda cooked with the relative proximity of characters theory. "two or more characters which are depicted together in official/fan works frequently are likely to be good ships." yeah youre right triglycercule its called being a popular ship why the hell do you think its popular if its not good. see now this applies to ALL ships except mttpoly???? mtt are drawn together like 80% of the time and suddenly theyre not a poly 🤨🤨🤨 i say slander because people ship bad sans poly like its water in a desert. this is SLANDER
#i really need to clean out my drafts. having 45 piled up drafts is NOT okay#oops i have an unanswered ask in here. is it too late to answer it now. ermmmmm#i like how the ideas begin to get from more killer centric to horrordust centric. oh how my mind works#okay but actually some of these are straight ass what the fuck was i thinking. there's a REASON i haven't posted these#smh triglycercule nobody needs to know your fully imagined story you had with the mtt. either draw or write you csnt summarize#i know i know but.... baby mtt living in a city and having to stick together as street rats.......#nightmare collecting negativity but its through a rave and totally not inspired by s song......... ......#some of these are infact bangers. mtt and their probably terrible timeliness. mtt and child hatred#mtt and a veil of secrecy jn nightmare's gang. mtt getting together just to indulge in addictions and bad things because they can#triglycercule manage your thoughts. keep them in reign and stop coming up with bogus ideas or else face my wrath#says triglycercule into the mirror#tricule rant
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OKAY HERE WE GO
500 WORDS RIGHT NOW THATS THE GOAL
AND IF THATS TOO HARD THAN AT LEAST 300
I AM GOING TO ADD TO THIS FIC TONIGHT SO HELP ME GOD
#i hate this fic but i love it but i hate it but i love it BUT—#ive been working on it for almost a year now😪#it needs to be finished i want to work on my other one smh#the goal is to get it done for cyno’s birthday but im REALLY not hopeful#had to resort to word count goals anytime i work on it and i HATE word count goals🤢🤢#but i have the whole thing mapped out it it literally just needs put on paper#and it’s been that way for MONTHS#so im going to suffer through a few writing sessions#and happily go through a few editing sessions (editing my beloved <3)#and it will get FINISHED#need her out of my drafts fr😭😭
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😌🏴☠️ "Misty Steppers" update soon (not tonight but soon). I know I haven't updated this fic since July. Heh. *Sigh*. BUT REAL SOON OKAY?
#I am unsure if I like the chapter or not (conceptually I do- but I've been feeling pretty “eh” about my writing lately)#but I need to release it and move on smh#I really have been working on it slowly but surely but well mental illness and physical illness and writer's block and sexy character polls#and uh Sparrow-related madness and a million other things sometimes get in the way y'know?#and for those of you who don't know what the heck I'm talking about “Misty Steppers” is a glennry pirate fic of mine haha
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me: why don’t I remember some things
also me: OH YEAH L TAKES OVER FOR LIKE 87% of EVERYTHING
#-pop#L save me. Save me L. L save me.#she knows how to do maths and won’t tell me#and like so much other things the skills I have learned are writing related and her’s are maths and science and shit#and she takes notes. She actually fucking takes notes. Unlike me who does not#she basically did most of all the highschool equivalent stuff. And proto-pop did some (before me and poppie split)#poppie took all the maths with her. Freaking why. I had to relearn most of it from scratch iugviuvvhiuuivh#my skills are like so unrelated to anything useful lol#L knows how to fence. How to kinda write? Not really. she can read really well and is good at maths. She also is very practical and pragmat#She also NEVER swears. Even Under penalty of death. her honor would be ruined if she did#You look at her and she’s this bright person who just wants to do things#it was mostly her idea for the whole drafting stuff. Anyway so far we are all on board#It’s fun honestly building houses is fun. I like all the writing parts and doing all the material picking#and writing. I love writing#she would rather cry#it’s why I took over for most of it smh and then I struggled because I don’t take notes bc I don’t need to#L loves to leave me with the parts she just doesn’t wanna do and then I HAVE TO DO IT when she could have just fucking wrote some shit and-#been done 4 months ago
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