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makey makeover - rodrick x hyperfeminine reader
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pairing: rodrick x gn hyperfeminine!reader
warnings: rodrick isn't used to being taken care of but only briefly mentioned at the end, rodrick does not know what hyaluronic acid is
summary: rodrick can never say no to you, but if it means having you straddle his lap while you use all your skincare products on him and listen to music together, he wouldn't want to say no anyway.
song recs: makey makeover - crazy ex girlfriend cast, jesus of suburbia - green day, perfect day - hoku
a/n: I started writing a kids book yesterday?? like I finished the first chapter and outline in one sitting???? it wasn't at all planned but when the muse strikes yk. Anyway I don't think it will take me as long to write so if you wanna read a chapter book about magic and girlhood and unicorns and other mythical creatures with bella sara vibes that's probs gonna be ready reasonably soon lol
tags: @yesv01 @magcon7280 @dustyinkpages @the-snake-pit @kiara7777 @inthehoneymoonwithconnorrk800 @followingthefanfiction @2220825 @Maggzsworld @xiaos_crustytoenails @ionlymadethisaccountbcihadto @strawberryjen124 @Isaentremundos @hxnbah
Rodrick likes to think he's a pretty tough guy. Between being born and raised on the rebellious messages of pop punk music, and the nonconforming ideologies of emo and other alt subcultures, Rodrick knows in his bones that he'll never let the man break his spirit. He'll never bow down to someone just because they want him to do something. He's had countless opportunities to stand by these beliefs at school and at home, and he has never - not once - come close to doing anything for someone simply because they want him to. Rodrick has been confident in his ability to never give into other people’s orders, no matter how much they demand of him.
Until now.
“Pretty please, Roddy…?” You pout your glossy lips at him, blinking up at him and batting your doll like eyelashes, and that’s all it takes to make him fold.
“...I guess, if you really-” He’s cut off by an excited squeal from you, and he’s glad that you’re too distracted to notice him blush. Rodrick has never felt his willpower give in so fast, but as he watches you rush around your room and smile, delighted that he’d agreed, he realizes that he’d do pretty much anything you tell him too. Ben and Chris would call him a pussywhipped simp, but… no, that’s pretty much it. He chuckles a little at the thought, watching the pile of stuff grow. He recognizes nail polish and tweezers, but that’s about it.
“Thank you thank you thank you!” You say, rambling happily as you settle down on your bed across from him. “I’ve been wanting to do self care stuff but I’ve done so many everything showers and self care nights there’s nothing left for me to do on myself. But you…”
You take his face in your manicured hands, moving him around to inspect more closely.
“You are in serious need of a facial.”
Rodrick doesn’t really process what you’re saying, he just loves when you touch his face like that.
“...Uh, yeah totally.” He mutters absentmindedly, distracted by your sweet smell. After a moment, he processes what you said, and chuckles, leaning back into your silky pink pillows. “Babe, you can do anything to me, anywhere, anytime.”
You giggle, feeling your face flush a little as you get all your stuff organized. Rodrick runs his hands up and down your waist, fidgeting with your soft fluffy pajama shorts and big loded diper shirt you wear all the time. He sees the little burn marks and worn out hems and realizes it’s the one you stole from him. He smiles softly, loving the way you look in it even more now. His attention is pulled back to you when you push something over his face, brushing his hair back. You adjust the fluffy cat ears on the headband, making sure you have access to his whole face. Rodrick giggles a little, knowing he must look a little out of place wearing a pierce the veil shirt and fluffy kitty cat headband.
“I don’t think my forehead has been this exposed since like, 4th grade…” he chuckles.
“That’s good, you’ll have less sun damage that way.” You smile, putting some micellar water on a cotton pad. It’s a little cold to the touch, but after a moment, the feeling of you gently wiping over his face and neck ends up being way more relaxing than he had expected it to. You throw it away, and he hears it land in your trash can with a crinkle.
“I’m gonna mist your face now, okay?” You say, and he nods. You spray rose water on his face, and Rodrick can’t get over how considerate you are to give him a heads up like that. Rodrick smiles a little as he adjusts to the subtle floral smelling facial spray he’s used to smelling on you. He basks in the quietness of your room, opening his eyes as he watches you sitting on his stomach and looking for the next product. You hesitate for a moment. You feel like something’s missing, but you can’t put your finger on it.
“Oh,” you say, reaching for your phone as you remember. You open up Spotify, and put your favorite playlist on shuffle - the one you and Roddy share. It’s full of both your favorite songs, mostly boiling down to early 2000’s pop punk and trashy pop. It’s chaotic but really does suit you both perfectly. Rodrick smiles suddenly as he instantly recognizes the opening notes of Jesus of Suburbia begin to play. You take out your favorite serum, jasmine and blackberry hydrating jelly, and place a few drops around his face.
“What’s that one?” Rodrick asks, picking up another bottle.
“Hyaluronic acid.”
Rodrick looks at the little dropper bottle.
“Does it, like, melt the flesh right off your bones?”
“No…?” You chuckle, massaging his cheekbones and jawline with your fingertips.
“Then why is it called hydroponic acid?” He asks rhetorically, “Acid is supposed to melt shit.”
You laugh again, and he makes a mental note to sample your laughter for a song at some point in the future. He doesn’t know which one yet, but he knows it will be his best one yet.
You rub some cooling aloe vera gel into his skin, then take out your rose quartz gua sha stone. You tap your fingertips against his chest, and he looks at you with an amused smile.
“What does that do?”
He watches you work, eyes locked on you. He can’t remember the last time he felt this relaxed and peaceful.
“I’m prepping your lymphatic drainage system.”
That clarified absolutely nothing for Rodrick, but he trusts you implicitly. You’re so good at so many things, but Christ, you could write a book on all that girly beauty stuff. It’s way more hardcore than people think it is. You know about all these acids and drainage systems and the pink rock thing, and even though he’s impressed, he’s not at all surprised by how good you are at all this stuff.
You begin gently gliding your gua sha over Roddy’s skin, working from his forehead down to his neck and jawline. He stops talking as you work, and it’s like you melt all of the stress out of his body through his face. He could fall asleep with you touching him so gently like this. After a while you rub some more cream into his face, then place something under his eyes that feels like thinly sliced jello.
“What the fuck?” He asks, bringing another laugh out of you. He watches you take two more of the weird jelly things and put them under your own eyes.
“They’re under eye masks.” You answer with a chuckle. “They hydrate your skin, depuff, and get rid of dark circles.”
“Huh…” he hums in response, playing with the patches as they sit on his face.
Once you’ve used half your arsenal of skincare products on him, you peel off his sheet mask and let him sit up. You hand him a mirror, and as he sits up and stretches a little, kind of wishing you had more to do, he feels like he just woke up from the best sleep of his life.
“So? What do you think?” You ask excitedly. He can’t help but crack a smile at how cute you are. Rodrick takes the mirror you offer him. When he sees his reflection, he almost doesn’t recognize himself.
“Oh my god…” he says with a soft smile. He’s glowing. He doesn’t think he’s ever looked this soft and moisturized and… cared for before. He doesn’t even have any crusty eyeliner from yesterday smudged around his eyes. He can never get it off all the way, but one wave of your magic wand, and it’s gone. He laughs again, touching his cheek. He looks up at you in surprise.
“My face is so smooth…” “I know!” You exclaim in delight. “So, do you like facials after all?”
You have a feeling you already know the answer, but Rodrick looks up at you anyway.
“Yeah,” he states, pulling you in for a kiss, his lips soft and exfoliated, topped with your favorite strawberry lip balm. You think Rodrick is right, it does taste better in a kiss. After he pulls away, it takes him a minute for his brain to stop short circuiting.
“So… uh, are we doing this again next weekend?”
You laugh at his hopeful tone of voice, how he raises his eyebrows a little.
“Yeah.” You nod, taking him in for another kiss. You take his hands in yours, looking at the stick and poke tattoo he got of the heart you drew on his hand in chemistry class, his little calluses from drumming. “Next week I can do something about your cuticles.”
#rodrick heffley#rodrick heffley x reader#rodrick#rodrick x reader#rodrick x hyperfeminine reader#hyperfeminine reader#diary of a wimpy kid#diary of a wimpy kid x reader#doawk#doawk x reader#yeah no idea where the book thing came from#i literally wasn't even a horse/unicorn kid growing up#i was more into faries#like i liked the horse girl aesthetic ig but i never really got into it#but it's fun#i almost accidentally named a character after a member of paramore so im glad i caught that lol#stay tuned
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first time playing ace attorney
#I WAS PANICKING THE WHOLE TIME BEFORE J REALIZED IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A TUTORIAL……..#screaming at my ds like PHOENIX!!!! PHOENIX I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS GOING ON!!!!! PHOENIX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I was so fucking lost like#AND THE CIRCUS THING DIDNT HELP. I WAS SO CONFUSED#the parrot really is pivotal in preparing u for all this#doodles#my art#myart#sona#puppysona#playthru#ace attorney#aa#justice for all#diary
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BORDERLANDS 4- the lore so far
a post compiling all the tidbits from the trailers/descriptions, about everything we know about the story (so far).
wanted to make this post because i may be borderlands' biggest hater, but this new stuff looks really intriguing so far! call me optimistic but i'm definitely interested for now...
(speculation/theorizing involved here. i'm not actually 100% knowledgeable on all the lore but this is just what i'm gathering from it. if it turns out to be true then i called it here first <3)
so here's the timeline we know so far:
-> At the end of Borderlands 3, Elpis is crashing into Pandora. To save everyone (on both places), Lilith flies up and teleports Elpis away. Presumably, just like Sanctuary in BL2, she can't exactly control where it goes.
-> Where it happens to go is the planet of Kairos: a planet hidden in space- it's insinuated that the "protective barrier" surrounding the planet (made of glass?) turned it invisible. Or at least undetectable.
-> This "revealed" Kairos to the universe. Elpis presumably has been pulled in and is now orbiting Kairos.
-> Kairos is currently being controlled by "The Timekeeper." The Timekeeper is not a PERSON, but rather an Eridian Guardian. AKA... A Vault Monster.
-> This is explicitly stated in one of Nyriad's diary entries from BL3. She mentions the Timekeeper by name as an "Eridian Creation," in the likes of Graveward (BL3) and the Traveller (TFTBL). It's also obvious by the images above that it isn't Human- it has robotic limbs, floats, and seemingly harnesses/is connected to the Vault Gate behind it.
-> The Timekeeper is described as a dictator obsessed with Perfect Order, furthering the idea that this hidden planet was in a perfect state of "Order," with only the Timekeeper + its "synthetic" army. Remnants of whatever Eridian Society created it, and hid it away, for whatever reason.
-> Elpis crashing into Kairos, and breaking the barrier, has enraged the Timekeeper, who's planet is now visible to the galaxy. And a big hole in the ceiling of it's house. Damn.
-> It's confirmed there's a few years' time-skip between the crashing of Elpis and the start of the game. The SCAVS of Elpis (and bandits of Pandora most likely, however they hitched a ride) have now made their way to the surface of Kairos and are causing mayhem. They seem way more mechanical in nature than the last time we saw Elpis, but similar vibes. Very tech-y, robotic, etc. -> These bandits become their own faction known as "The Rippers," and their leader is a robot lady named Callis.
-> Queen Callis is shown in the trailer to ALSO be not human (robot? something else? Kairos's influence, or Elpis tech? who knows.) But apparently she also has the power to control the bandits, through their masks. She puts the masks on them and their eyes turn red, matching hers. So it's possible she's just mind controlling every bandit.
-> Anyways, it's a "robo-bandit" VS. "synthetic Eridian" civil war deal. The Timekeeper appears to be attempting to subjugate the entire planet again, especially based on all the "break free" wording of the teaser descriptions. Whether you're fighting WITH Callis's army or just as a third party, it appears the Vault Hunters are from Elpis (or, were on Elpis when it got yoinked at the very least). And they're trying to escape this planet. -> The last description does mention "cast of characters, new AND old," so it remains to be seen in what capacity old characters are involved. It IS a time-skip, so maybe Sanctuary finally tracked down Lilith's whereabouts and she's stranded on Elpis. Maybe Ava is an adult now and leading the Crimson Raiders. Maybe the whole "Timekeeper" business means there will be timeline fuckery- pulling alternate timeline versions of old characters, bringing back dead ones, who knows.
-> (I'M PERSONALLY INCLINED TO BELIEVE that Sasha and Fiona will also play a role in this game? Because New Tales called specific attention to Sasha being in a different part of the galaxy unable to be found (hidden planet? wink wink?), and Fiona's talk of Sasha's anahatium pocketwatch, with the etched phrase "TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS.")
-> (Who knows if that is true, or what that really means. Just speculation here. I miss Sasha and Fiona, and they've been hyped up with BL3 Echoes, New Tales stuff, and even their own book. Give us the two best Borderlands characters back please.)
-> Last thing as an aside, it DOES show that we will be getting a Siren VH again. So she either needs to have Steele's unknown power, the Leech power, or some secret third thing. Maybe she isn't a real siren at all. The device on her arm could either be a way to REPLICATE a siren's power (like Anu, making her a "fake siren") or possibly as a way to enhance/contain the Leech power, like Tyreen alludes to in BL3. Interested to find out.
TLDR: we're finally getting the Eridian War plotline! They didn't forget guys! AND it directly involves Elpis, like the game where we first learned about the Eridian War!
Synthetic "Eridian" army led by a Vault Guardian/Monster, THE TIMEKEEPER, vs. the robotic bandit army, the Rippers, led by QUEEN CALLIS. Time-skip again (intrigued to see how long this time. It's canonically been at LEAST two years since BL3.) New + Old characters. New Eridian planet, like Nekrotafeyo. 4 New VH's, either FROM Elpis, or wayward travelers who accidentally crashed onto Kairos.
“Early 2025” gameplay reveal, unspecified 2025 release date.
#borderlands#borderlands 4#bl4#bl4 spoilers#borderlands 3#spoiler tagging and hiding just in case you don't want to know ANYTHING.#i dunno... i'm EXTREMELY wary about the story. HOWEVER. they seem like they have a real contained story built on established lore! wow!#touching on the eridian war from bltps as well as the diary logs from 3. it seems like a step in the right direction#playing with a lot of cool sci-fi ideas in their sci-fi franchise so i'm excited to see what implications it has for the lore#but watch gearbox take a really cool set of ideas and fuck it up. GEARBOX PLEASEEE TELL A SERIOUS STORY DIAL BACK THE JOKESSSSS#I BEGGG. THE LESS COMEDY IN THIS UPCOMING GAME THE BETTER IT WILL BE.#time stuff means ... HERE'S HOW THE KATAGAWAS CAN COME BACK IN BORDERLANDS 4 HERE'S HOW I PERSONALLY CAN STILL WIN
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Sebastian’s definitely not a big fan of the fact that Noelle is an animagus… ft Clora <3
I promised a comic with Clora @choccy-milky and so TA DA 🎉 plus a little extra… I kind of got carried away 😂 I hope I did Clora justice, it’s a bit of a thank you for drawing Noelle, I still can’t believe it tysm!💙🤍
Cat Noelle definitely has a knack for bugging Sebastian, this is definitely not the first time lmao 😂 she’s an absolute menace, if anyone wants to get anything from Seb, Noelle will for sure get her little claws on it. I imagine they have a friendly rivalry where they can’t stand each other but yet they end up hanging out because of Ominis and other MCs lmao
#I actually had a blast working on this cloras design is so fun to draw 💙#I promised a comic with Clora and had this fun idea I really hope you like it#there’s for sure some cursed knowledge in that diary I just know it#I hope the comics clear i finished it late last night so it might be a bit rocky to understand sorry#I have too much time on my hands lmao#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts mc#slytherin#ravenclaw#hogwarts legacy sebastian#hogwarts legacy mc#original art#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy meme#hogwarts legacy comic#choccyart#animagus#slytherclaw#slytherin common room
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It's kind of a weird (not sure if good or bad or just neutral!) experience to realize that a lot of the personal headcanons I've written into my own writing have become well-known enough that they're treated as general fanon with a lot of people using them and not realizing that they, like, originated from a specific place rather than just being ambiently popular. Every once in a while I come across a fic where there's an AN that says something to the tune of, "Oh, I saw this popular headcanon that [insert something really specific from 666: Live On Air!] and wanted to[...]" without attributing it to me - or, most likely, even realizing that it came from me!
It's an interesting feeling! I think the times that actually bother me are when it's people that know they got the headcanon directly from me and choose not to credit me (or in one weird instance, credit me, then edit their stuff to bury the credit to be really hard to find for some reason - y'all, I do notice these things even when I don't comment on them).
I've been straight up plagiarized many times before. It's ranged from friends in RP groups stealing my characters because I wasn't using them often anymore, to more recently someone ripping out chunks of one of my Hazbin Hotel fics and rewriting it as their own. It's a uniquely horrible feeling, and I think it makes me sensitive to feeling uncredited as a result even when plagiarism isn't occuring. On the other hand, this is literally how headcanons evolve and I'm actually so fucking happy that specific things that I was outright nervous to post because I thought people would (and in a few cases, people did) react very poorly to them are now, like...fairly common fanon.
Anyway, I don't think it's wrong for people to carry forward headcanons to the point where they don't even know where they came from. I also think most likely some concepts became convergently popular when more than one person had the same thought! It's how fandoms work and I know for a fact I've done the same... but it does very much give me the warm and fuzzies when people that use my ideas do give a nod in my direction for where they got the inspiration! In return, I try to make a point to do the same.
#personal#my writing#“but here's MY take on it”#anyway it does kinda bother me when the specific headcanons get popular enough that people feel comfortable being casually dismissive#or insulting towards them the way people often are about “popular” things#without realizing it's a Specific Idea that came from a Specific Person#but it's not all that big of a deal and doesn't actually happen that often#best moments are when I am like “wow this thing I really like to see in fic sure is popular! :) I'm glad everyone seems to think the same!”#and one of my friends is like “bro YOU POPULARIZED IT”#oops! NO RAGRETS! MORE FOR ME!!!!!!!!#dear diary#anyway if I can wield the power of making fetch happen for ANYTHING it's everyone please write insecure beta Vox in your A/B/O fics >:)
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Dedz0ne, a Yume Nikki fangame based on Dedf1sh, is out now!
#dedf1sh#ahato mizuta#splatbands#splatoon#ynfg#dream diary jam#dream diary jam 7#my art#it's really short but i like how it turned out#even if i had a lot of ideas scrapped due to time
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A/n : Is this bad, maybe? do I write well? no do I love sunoo? yes of course?!?! Happy bday to my favorite boy ever, he's been my bias for a while, but he's so precious and cool and talented :0... Hope you enjoyed!!
"I'm Jungwon, his coworker, he drank a little too much with us. " you tilt your head to the side, frowning at sunoo's limp body. "And he told you to bring him here?" He nods, "This is his address...?" you sigh. "It's fine, you can bring him in."
You shuffle to the side, opening your apartment door wider for him to come in. Jungwon sets the man on the couch, dropping his phone close beside him. Jungwon dusts of his shirt, bowing to you before leaving.
After making sure your door was locked, you let out a heavy sigh. Turning on the heel of your feet towards your living room. you stare at him for a second, before heading for the kitchen to grab a glass of water.
"sit up." you whisper sternly, settling beside him on your couch, a soft groan escaping his lips in response. He takes the glass from your hand, immediately downing it. You watched him lean back, his head hanging over the couch.
"Didn't expect you to pick up drinking." you say, leaning forward to grab your remote, pressing play on the movie you were watching previously. "I didn't, my coworkers invited me out... can't really say no."
He turns to you, the blush on his cheeks growing deeper, his hand rested on your couch slowly finds it way to your thigh. You pull away, bringing your legs to your chest, wrapping your arms around them. "Why did you tell him to bring you here?"
"Today's my birthday, I guess I really wanted to see you. " he takes in your silent response, your eyebrows furrowing slightly, your lips curving downward. "I was thinking about you all day. I was really excited to get a birthday message from you, but... It never came."
"We're not dating anymore, why would I send you anything." "You used to send a message when we were friends." "We're not friends anymore either." You say a little louder, turning to glare at him. He smiles at you, your heart racing as you try to shift your attention back to the tv.
You body heats up, goosebumps rising on your skin when he drew closer, his blond strands tickling your neck. "I still like you y/n, I still want to work on us." "It's been almost two months." you say, your voice wavering.
"We can still try." his hands grab your shoulders, turning your body to face his. The distinct smell of alcohol causes you to cringe, but you let him pull you close. "Please?" tears burn at your waterline, your glistening eyes look down before meeting his again, nodding slowly.
He practically throws himself at you, his arms wrapped tightly around you. He pulls away to press kisses all over your face, laughter filling the air. You press at his chest, the keep him at bay, your right hand going to drag through his hair.
"Happy Birthday sunoo..."
#cherubshert diary.#cherub𔘓works#kpop fanfic#enhypen drabbles#enhypen x reader#enha imagines#enha scenarios#enha x reader#sunoo x reader#sunoo fluff#kpop x poc reader#kpop x black reader#enhypen fanfiction#enhypen fic#enhypen fluff#enhypen imagines#I really feel like my writing is ass#but i hope it's enjoyable#i luv sunoo#I've had this idea for years tbh#not with sunoo but like this thought has been there for a while#sunoo is also the extrovert version of me#I'm an infp and he's an enfp wth#ok bye lolllzzz
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Yknow how MB says that SecUnits are “cheaply produced, and we suck” yet kicks extreme amounts of ass? Well I think MB is comparing itself to Combat SecUnits, which could shrug off hits like it was nothing (from the one example we have at least)
#it at least sort of fixed the issue of secunits apparently being really bad but also the pinnacle of human engineering and security#I don’t really like how that detail is inconsistent#anyways do y’all have any ideas#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#all systems red#exit strategy#secunit#combat secunit
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1) the sunrise!!!😇🙏 it’s back to being beautiful now thst it isn’t raining/cloudy every day🫶
2) the only time he was a good boy today🙄👹
3) salpa….weird jelly creatures that fill the beaches now but they’re harmless!!
4) I’m not the best photographer but THERE ARE TWO HUGE JELLYFISH…see if you can spot them🕵️♀️ they’re bigger than my head😭😭😭 my bf swam this morning and he said ONE WENT RIGHT PAST HIM 😥😥 (he’s crazy)
5) finally feeling better & starting to teach my art classes again🥹 a student made that necklace for me over the summer so ofc I had to wear it😤💓
#sorry I haven’t been super active it is a combo of getting back to working a lot after a lazy summer plus#I’m almost done with the next chapter of my fic after many months but it’s been really hard to start writing again 🥲#plus this next chapter is kind of…😃👍 idk it’s just really heavy & difficult and I want to get it right#bc it’s a moment I’ve been working towards and imagined when I first thought of the idea for it#so I put a lot of pressure on myself to make sure it’s good#but once I finish it I’ll be back to posting these little sketches/paintings etc 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#anyways my diary post of the day bahahahahahahahahahahahahaaha#my life is pretty boring but I like to find ways to make it seem exciting (to me lol)
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im making a wedding guest list in order to. uh. destress. from work anxiety. (we are not officially engaged yet in that we are waiting for our rings to arrive sometime this month and also do not even a little have a wedding date and have not figured out a budget yet. so it's a very stupid exercise. but. i can do whatever i want)
anyway im beginning to worry that i only have two friends? i suppose it's actually good because that will cost less but possibly i have some kind of disease or condition
#how many friends are you supposed to have#friend i guess being a term here for. person it would feel fucked up to not try to have at your wedding.#normally i don't worry about this because i have a rich and active social life online and at work and also at knitting#but if i invite my labmates i maybe need to invite the whole lab??#so i have to figure that out#i don't really feel like any of my knitting friends are wedding friends. like i like them a lot but we aren't There#and for the most part i have no idea how to gauge the intimacy level of internet friends. sorry to say that to your collective faces#but you can recognize that it's a weird problem i hope esp since i am BAD AT DMING and mostly just dont do it.#reading each others diaries for 12 years etc etc.#irl i have.... my best friend from kindergarten who is a family member. to me.#and my college roommate hi jack <3 <3 <3#and maybe 5 other people from college. one of whom may still be living in australia whenever this happens#i really shouldn't be concerned about this we have five billion cousins and Family Friends between us. and 🌸 has many friends#due to their superior and highly lovable nature.#but like. what if i forgot about a lifelong friend i care for deeply and don't remember they exist in time to invite them. it could happen.#box opener
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god we need to bring crackfic back. or just short and idiotic ideas that wouldn’t happen but would be funny to read
#i just had a vivid imagination of geralt’s company having a pillow fight#setting and timeframe: september 10ish. in riverdell aka transriver#dandelion hits geralt with his bedroll pillow (a quite flat thing and not very comfortable but what are you to do) for levity#it’s a game of a bygone time. a mild pillow fight is plausible between geralt and dandelion in the short stories#cahir comments . wow … really dandelion … this is so juvenile … i haven’t done a pillow fight since i was 10 … it’s for kids…#dandelion’s response: pillow to the face. immediate vicovarian reaction: dandelion razed harder by his pillow than cintra by nilfgaard#dandelion screams ear-curdlingly (you’d imagine someone was being murdered in this swamp)#geralt (still at this moment in time resentful of cahir) leaps and attacks him with his pillow#geralt and cahir spar with pillows like swords but get to smothering each other quickly#milva (see this is foreshadowing for like two weeks days later) had enough and starts pillowing the both of them#she also had not said literally anything for the past week so this is a surprise that she would involve herself#dandelion hits milva on the ass (with his pillow…) she nearly kills him#geralt and cahir try to save dandelion etc#regis has been watching all of this like 🫤#geralt (better mood now) asks him why he is not getting involved.#regis: ‘what… ought i to be doing’#geralt: ‘helping me smack cahir with pillows’#regis doesn’t even sleep with a pillow. dandelion calls out he probably has an extra on his bedroll. milva screams at regis don’t touch that#regis psychoanalyzes they are relieving their stresses and anxieties in a social bonding ritual involving play fighting#which is likely of primal origin in simian social troupes but i digress#regis reasons he doesn’t have latent quarrels with anyone in the group so it would be pointless for him to join#cahir is like well i like everybody here and i still am smacking dandelion with a pillow 😐#milva reasons just imagine someone you hate on the other end. she imagined beating the crap out of her stepfather 👍#regis still reluctant to join | geralt gets an idea and smiles—imagine the guy who coined the term ‘undead’#wrath of eons unleashed#regis after knocking geralt off his feet with a pillow: am i doing it right ☺️#meanwhile nilfgaardian spy watching them from the bushes:#‘i was going to report on them but it looks as though they’ve all gone insane’#‘or maybe they were like that all along’#the elbow-high diaries
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Question: If Luigi, were to say, accidentally find Bowser's diary (sort of like Peach did in Paper Mario) while they're dating, what would the diary entries say?
#personally I feel like 95% of the diary entries would be Bowser gushing over Luigi like an excited little schoolgirl#while the other 5% would be Bowser angrily writing about how annoying Mario is#and I find that both really adorable and really funny#may self reblog this later with some possible examples of Bowser's diary entries#luigi#luigi nintendo#bowser#bowser nintendo#bowuigi#bowser x luigi#super mario#super mario bros#mario fanfic idea
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your_home_숩 ☆
#thank you for coming home before the year ends and giving us update on how you’ve been🖤#you have no idea how much that means and how happy i am to hear from you🥺#our captain‚ our forest and our warm home🤎🌳🏡 we love you and we’ll wait for you as always so take all the time you need‚ okay?!#i knew that he was home with his family probably having good time with them but hearing it from him really did gave me a relief😭#like hearing from him that he sleeps well‚ eats home cooked meals‚ takes a walk everyday‚ looks at the sky and feels#spends time with his family‚ hearing from him that he’s healthy and happy and putting efforts to be healthier🥺nothing could make me happier#i missed you sOooOooooo much my love🥺 but i can wait you as much as you need and the passing time only makes my love grow bigger🥺#i hope he keeps having healing time with his loved ones‚ hope he never stops taking walks and looking up to the sky..♡#sighs the fact that he immediately brought happiness and brightness to my day...! and this will keep me going till they come back as 5 🙂↕️#love you soobie boobie doobie foobie🥺✨️💝💖💗💓🌟💞💕#tu’s moa diaries (tu’batu wari wari) 🌟
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Spare Me Your Mercy thoughts!! (series spoilers)
I finished SMYM this morning and I wanted to share some very quick rushed thoughts. I'm nervous because since I watched asynchronously with Tumblr and have existed in my own little bubble, I don't have ongoing fandom discussion informing my own thoughts, so yeah just know none of this is in response to anything but the series itself lol
Before the finale I had a post planned in my head that was gonna say: I'm very sorry to my beloved JJ, but Kan/Boss is a much more interesting ship to me than Kan/Tew. Boss is just <3 dearest darlingest fucked up little guy, and I really wanted him and Kan to get into a codependent situationship of some sort. Then I really REALLY wanted Kan to fight Boss harder on his internalized ableist suicidality, for On and Kan to, like, take care of him together in a coercive house arrest-y situation where he is prisoner as much as patient until they can convince him not to do murders, but Boss really does want to learn from Kan on one level, even as he resents him for trapping him in this body and refusing to let him go on another level... that is what I wanted
HOWEVER. AFTER THE FINALE.
Let me try to do bullet points for all of this because there is a lot
Kanboss is still full of delicious possibilities (never mind KanBossSom ooooo), and I will still ship it, and anyone who wants to join me in shipping this + BoonDome (Taygun) from Midnight Museum, defs hmu (Do you see JJ! I'm equal opportunity to you and Tor in my unfair anti-canon shipping!)
But the implication, for ME, that Kan went so hard on courting Tew not ONLY because he needed to throw him off the scent, not ONLY because he was instantly attracted to him, BUT ALSO as some kind of desperate attempt to fulfill Tew's mother's dying wish, because Kan loved Tew's mother with the deranged intensity of a motherless child who never stopped looking for a proxy mom, and really was trying to be a good doctorson to her, and if that meant seducing her son and promising to never make him sad so she could smile down on them from heaven then that is what he was gonna do, even if the son was a cop whose beliefs are fundamentally incompatible with Kan's, Kan will make it work, FOR THE MOTHER THEY BOTH LOST
listen it's so messy and delicious and it also clarifies so much of the early energy where Kan was going SO HARD and Tew was just like :? :|
I get that some of this was always that Tew is repressed and inhibited, which I love as a characterization choice ("it's not easy for me to fall for someone" finally some representivity), whereas Kan is wide open to whatever the universe has to offer in all ways. I love that on paper, but in practice the early chemistry was just weird to me, it felt like Kan was pushing to make things happen far before he had a specific cop-deceiving reason to. I just honestly didn't believe he was as into Tew as he was insisting he was, and I love both actors and was confused why the chemistry felt so off.
So that weird frenetic premature "I gotta date this guy" energy that Kan was putting out actually being about Tew's mother, Tew's mother that Tew was always going to see Kan as the murderer of, when Kan was doing everything he could to honor her agency and wishes in lieu of being able to do the same for his own mother, and one of those wishes included romantically pursuing TEW, a COP who was always going to see Kan as his beloved patientmom's MURDERER, aghhhhhh I love it
I love Kan as a whole, I love how crazy he got by the end, I love that he shot Boss in the neck because he was afraid he was going to expose him to Tew, I love that he medically assisted Boss's suicide in trade for not exposing him to Tew, I love that he believes the law is wrong and believes he's doing the right thing and does not believe anything righteous is happening when Tew puts the cuffs on him but he's in so deep with this relationship now that he can't not give Tew what he wants. Like Tew doesn't convince Kan on anyyy level that he's wrong and should go to jail. But Kan wants to give Tew what Tew needs even when it hurts Kan and all the people he could be helping. Kan, honorer of life and autonomy at all costs, would and did ACTUALLY kill for Tew. So so quickly, his fear changed from "this cop may catch me and stop my important work" to "this cop is gonna break up with me if he thinks I killed his mom (which I didn't btw, I loved his mom) and I can't bear it" Not a single hinge in sight <3
I loved the ending. My ideal ending for cop characters is to question everything they've ever believed and like, quit their job Dan Not Me style or at least have some kind of spiral into madness, and there was an instant where I was hoping Tew was going to get that, but instead the story swung in the other direction and idk it hit that much harder for being not what I wanted but what I could entirely, with my whole self, believe. Tew tells Kan he loves him and to me, he appeared so content in that moment, catharsis achieved, romantic fulfillment unlocked, because Kan is letting him lock him away and not have to seriously question the wrong, broken laws he has committed his life to following. "I have answers, closure, true love, and a proud mom watching my career bloom like she wanted", while Kan just appears lowkey dead inside. They're not in the same place at ALL. I'm not sure they were ever in the same place for the entire series, but you really really feel it in the unsettling dissonance of that final scene. "Here's a dead flower you can't even hold with your cuffed hands as a token of my affections. (like the one you gave my mother <3 BITCH)" And I love that it ends there!! There's room to breathe and to speculate on our own about what happens next, to interpret it all a million different ways
There's just something about death and Kan insisting on his patients' autonomy always if that is what they choose, and then Kan choosing his own sort of death - death of the work that matters most to him, death of freedom, death of what he believed this relationship could be, the list goes on - with his eyes wide open and full agency, for Tew's sake. Like if the terminal patients in the show want Kan's help because they're in such unbearable pain they can't take it anymore, I think you can see the way he feels about this relationship - has been trying not to see, to shoot guys in the neck to not have to see - as akin to that level of physical suffering. Everything he does to try to make this impossible relationship work, to prevent Tew from knowing the inevitable, obvious truth which would destroy both Kan and their relationship, only puts him in more agony. So in the end he chooses death instead of trying to hang on to this declining relationship, for whatever few months he had left with Tew to struggle through in deceit and agony. Yeowch. Damn. Great shit.
#SORRY IF THESE ARE 90% unpopular opinions i have no idea!#it's really cool if you read the series totally differently btw i'm super interested in that!#i just like to get my thoughts out of my brain while theyre fresh so that's what im doing#spare me your mercy#smym#spare me your mercy the series#suicide#suicide warning#dear diary#kantew#kanboss#smym spoilers#spare me your mercy spoilers#euthanasia#medically assisted suicide
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Wverytime I sit down at a computer to make music I get so scared
#i like siting down with a guitar and writing music but the daw is still so scary to me and i dont know how to make it less scary#its like i dont know where to start#i understand music theory i can write chord progressions i can write melodies but arranging feels so daunting#like just trying to pick keyboard voices and stuff im like overwhelmed and then its like i just dont even know where to start#i think i need to do more covers to practice arranging because trying to do it with my own songs im just like i have NO IDEA#i do think that trying to recreate arrangements of other songs I like will help me but also just idk#i really want to get better at writing at the piano but i find it really hard#rn i write almost all my songs on the guitar then i guess what i have to do is try to think of like what style i want it to have#and sort of try to create a map like probably literally on paper and then try to go in and sort of do it but god its so hard i dont know#it feels so so daunting#even trying to make silly little stuff with just like some synths is really hard for me right now its so out of my comfort zone and AUGH id#its frustrating im scared of the computer but i also very much do not want to be an acoustic singer songwriter but thats all i can do#because all i can do is play fucking guitar!!!! and its just so frustrating#technically im like with a midi controller i should be able to do whatever program drums write little synth lines etc i dont have to like#know how to play piano and yet whenever i try to do it i just get so overwhelmed and freaked out with how many possibilities there are#that i just . cannnnnt#AHGHHHHHHHHHHHH im so im in such a bad mood right ow#ive had such a horrible night honestly#i think i will just go engage in fixation for comfort and then go to bed sigh#i dont know what to do to improve at making music in the daw i guess ill just maybe try again this weekend to take another crack at it#god its just so frustrating that i only started writing songs 2 years ago and have only learned to use a daw in the last 3 months i WISH#that i was one of these teenagers who spent all my time writing silly songs and playing around with a midi controller but i just didnt#because i was scared!!!!!!!#playing the guitar and singing has always been like the only thing that felt safe cos i felt if i tried to actually write and arrange songs#by myself i would fail so now i just feel so frustrated because i dont feel like a real musician and i feel like im starting too late#AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH whatever sorry for using the tags of this post as my diary but#i am frustrated!!!!
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How would I go about explaining my posts on here to my dad? Do I openly admit that i've pretty much used this account like it's a diary, where I can gain validation for my ideas and empathy for my stress? Because I think that's sort of how I treat social media (or well, i still hate social media as a concept. But it's how I treat my stuff on here). It's like a diary with an audience, I guess. As a kid, I always wanted to be able to share my ideas (mostly because i knew i didn't have the writing skills to do anything beyond plot them). And I always have had a problem where I only ever shared my stressors to my dad and my therapist. And I'm betting that was unhealthy (although not as unhealthy as bottling it up). So now I have a third place to share my troubles, and I think it (along with my 7-8 sessions of the online social skills class), have actually led to me becoming slightly more social. Not much more. But more than I was when I was 14 or 15, at least.
That was all a long, long tangent. Really, what I was trying to get at here is: How do I explain my 15,000+ posts on here to my dad? And how do I do it without either screwing up my phrasing, or working myself into a nervous breakdown about it all? That's somewhat hyperbolic language, but I think you get my point.
#i really do just use this place to store my vents and my ideas#and my thoughts#it almost is like a diary#which is funny#because i never had one of those#but still#how do i tell my dad about all of this someday?#thinking#overthinking#my thoughts#asd#autism#neurodivergent#autistic#adhd#actually autistic#audhd#vent#vents#rambling#ramblings#rambles#my tumblr account#tumblr
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