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THIS DATABASE CAN INTERFACE, BUT IT CAN ALSO DEVASTATE!
YAY yahoo yippee :-) my first time drawing sidney (and actually first d20 fanart) for @fauxpossum, for the d20 gift exchange!! she was a treat to draw, i hope you enjoy!!
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hellspawnmotel · 9 months ago
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hi im in lauv with your art it is very inspiring to me. i started out loving ur deltarune stuff. then i moved onto just scrolling through your art tag until i was ab to go insane. the smoothness but the fluidity. the colours. the expressions. the stylization of characters. the silliness but also the way you draw darker scenes with characters. like i was REALLY fond of the old gore anime fanart. your ocs also look sick. the dogs ones i think? you just have a style thats so reminiscent of like. weird animations/anime styles and old music videos reminiscent of devi mccallions album art style from a decade or so ago. it's really nice and i hope you keep loving what you do and that knowing someone out there is infatuated with your creations inspires you for a long time 🦗
🫨 YER KILLIN ME HERE...... how am I supposed to respond to thisssss!!! I love old gore and old/weird anime, nothing could make me happier than being told my art reminds u of that. also I didnt know who devi mccallion is (I dont generally know anything abt the bands I listen to) so I looked her up and was like oh I've actually been listening to this persons music under different names for years LOL so that is also cool!! thank you sm for all this and thank you for the cricket also!
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bhpop · 6 months ago
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i LAUVE ur artstyle like i wanna eat it soo badd :3 what app and brushes do u use??
I use ibisPaint X when making art though I currently just use four brushes !
These are the current brushes I use but sometimes I'll just go on Pinterest to look for some which I highly recommend if you can't find certain brush textures your looking for or just wanting to experiment with other styles !
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Also here are the opacity and brush sizes I personally use with the canvas size of 2000x2300 !
(They're in order btw !)
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Though I will say Blurring Marker 1 is the main one I use personally for both sketching and line art just at different opacities though the others are great for detail and coloring !
As for my artstyle I based it off an artist I look up to, their name is Kibutsqui on tiktok, I highly recommend watching their art tips/advice as its personally helped me be simple but detailed with my art and OCs.
Here's a reference and tip I use daily to help simplify poses for characters, it really does help !
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Overall I hope this helped greatly !
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saturdays--sun · 1 year ago
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💭 @strawberrisoulmate asked: 🎵📝🧾 💌🎀🎠🎡 for Saturday hehe~ <3
wails and cries and sobs the boy!!!!! the specialest boy ever!!!!!! the love of my life!!!!!! (from here)
🎵 list three songs that remind you of your selfship.
limiting it to three is cruel to me specifically so i'm doubling it and making it six <3
over and over - neck deep
like you do - joji
head to the ground - neck deep
brainwashed - waterparks
single - the neighbourhood
we'll never have sex - leith ross
honorable mention to paris in the rain - lauv because i started crying listening to it once while thinking of him
📝 give us a piece of a wip involving your f/o (writing, art, etc.)
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[lets out the softest little wah imaginable]
🧾 what’s your favorite headcanon someone else has made about your f/o?
i hope you know i'm utterly obsessed with the "if he saw you wearing his shirt, he'd ask to stay home all day just so you'll keep wearing it" thing. it's ruined me. i think about it every single day. every headcanon you've told me about him is my favorite, but that one in particular is just—
[giggles n covers my face n kicks my leggies so hard] /)//w//(\ !!!!!!!!!!!
💌 how did you/your f/o confess your feelings to one another?
well, it certainly wasn't anything planned.
it was just sort of... something that happened. it was late, and he was about to go home, but something was... really obviously weighing on him. so i asked what was wrong — which he expected (and, maybe, really deep down, hoped) i'd do, but didn't make it any easier to actually say. prior to me calling him out on it, he wasn't going to actually say anything at all — because what if, ever after everything we'd been through up to that point, i didn't actually want to be with him? what if i rejected him? bottling up all the feelings he had — all the ones he wanted to tell me — was infinitely better than facing the pain of losing me entirely.
but just dropping something and brushing it under the rug isn't something i'd let him do — he knows that; appreciates it, even, because he also knows he'd never address anything if it weren't for me. but that doesn't make it easy or any less terrifying to admit, even in a roundabout way, that he has real, genuine feelings for me. but he did, eventually — albeit slowly and not as explicitly as he'd probably prefer to have told me in hindsight — despite how afraid he was.
he told me he wanted to stay by my side; i told him i wanted the same thing.
it wasn't some Grandiose Confession Of Love or anything, but i prefer it this way. i think it suits us <3
🎀 what’s your favorite thing about your f/o’s appearance?
everything, he's perfect <3
but if i had to pick one thing specifically, i'd say his eyes. they're so so pretty and i love looking at them — i never particularly cared about the color blue before, but they're by far the prettiest shade i've ever seen. though, maybe that's just because they're his. maybe that's why it's become one of my favorite colors, too.
also, at the risk of sounding even cornier, his smile. but not some casual one or one that he puts on because that's how he's conditioned himself — his real one. the one that comes out when he's actually, genuinely happy. the one that he only ever shows to me.
🎠 what’s your favorite thing about your f/o’s personality?
everything, he's perfect <3
but specifically the fact that he's a LOSER. A DORK!!!! SOPPY AND PATHETIC!!!!!!! there's just something so unbelievably cute about the fact that — once he's in an environment where he doesn't have to keep up a specific act; where he's allowed to just act naturally; where he's not worried that i'll suddenly stop liking him if he "breaks character" — underneath the persona he's crafted, he's just... such a dork. guy who used to say the cringiest lines without batting an eye now gets embarrassed over asking me to link arms with him?? guy who has never felt insecure in his life suddenly feels it entirely too often when he's around me — what if i say something stupid and she laughs at me? what if i wear something different and she thinks i look bad? what if i embarrass myself around her and she stops wanting to be with me? would actually rather Die than have me think he's lame even for a second. dotes on me every chance he gets. changed a core facet of his wardrobe because i said he looked better without it once. misses me after a singular night away from me. misses me when i go into a separate room from him. guy who's SO down bad and in love with me it makes him look STUPID.
it's the cutest thing on the entire planet and i love that about him so so much <3
🎡 what’s your dream date to go on with your f/o?
like... anything? it sounds so corny to say, but any date with him would be my dream date — from dates where we just stay in and watch a movie or something to the fancier, more planned out ones he'll take me on to anything in between.
but, to come up with a specific scenario i like— you know those sorta like... fair / carnival type places? that are usually on some pier somewhere? the kind you see in a lot of 80's teen movies? yeah. i wanna go to one of those with him.
it's not the kind of place he would ever go — not on his own, and especially not on a date — but that's... sort of why i want to. it's different and not anything either of us have ever really experienced — me because i never had anyone to go with; him because his previous lifestyle never took him anywhere close to someplace like that — so i think it'd be kinda nice to have something that's a First Time for both of us, ya know? and more so than that, i just wanna... instill in him the thought that he doesn't always have to try so hard with me. not that he's particularly uptight or not himself with me, but he still has a tendency to get in his head and worry that i'm unhappy with him or that he's not doing enough or something else equally untrue — and i think a casual, fun date would... not necessarily get rid of those thoughts entirely, but would remind him that i'm perfectly happy with him regardless of what we're doing; that, regardless of what his brain tells him, he doesn't have to achieve some impossibly high standard to keep me by his side; that i'll still be there no matter what.
and, less seriously, i just think it'd be a lot of fun. wanna go on all the silly little rides with him and take dumb photobooth pictures and eat cotton candy and stay out all night laughing and having fun <3
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serafilms · 4 years ago
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FEELINGS
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song #1 – feelings by lauv (lyrics, song)
“I wanna do whatever you wanna do. If you wanted to, girl, we could cross that line.”
↳ PAIRING – zuko x reader
↳ GENRE – drabble; fluff; f2l
↳ WARNINGS – none
requested by anon – “Hello there, would you hate me if I ask for song request #1 for Zuko x reader? Thank you for writing such awesome pieces of art ☺️”
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You didn’t know what to do. Even your pleas to the gods for help had gone unanswered. You could picture the spirits just laughing at you now.
All you were left with was Katara and Toph for advice, and they weren’t exactly the best at it.
Katara was a hopeless romantic with no realistic approach to relationships (“Oh! Take him on an ostrich horse drawn carriage ride, with flower petals strewn along the path! And then take him to a lake under the stars with a candlelit picnic and kiss him!” “Katara, we’re literally camping in a cave right now.”).
And Toph had no experience with relationships whatsover, and had also made it very clear that she didn’t care (“Punch him in the gut and he’s yours.” “Um, Toph, I don’t think that’s how it works.” “Oh, then I don’t know, you figure it out.”).
“A TURTLE DUCK!” You heard Aang exclaim from the other side of camp. You turned and watched as Zuko clamped a hand over the young Avatar’s mouth and his face flushed red.
Zuko didn’t know what to do. Aang was a 12 year old boy who had a hopeless crush on a girl and couldn’t even do anything about it, and Sokka’s girlfriend was more man than him in their relationship. And neither of them gave him good advice. 
Sokka had insisted that he should play the hero and win you over with his “manly charms and badass fighting skills,” which was apparently how he’d won over Suki (though from Suki’s tellings of the story, he guessed it was the other way around). Aang, ever the animal lover, suggested that Zuko bring you an animal for a pet (“Because nothing represents love better than animals!”).
Somehow, Zuko didn’t think either of those would work on you. At least, they didn’t seem like the right ways to tell you how he felt. He knew how you felt about relationships. They scared you, and from past experiences of yourself and others, you had always concluded that love only resulted in broken endings. A big, suffocating gesture was not the way to tell you he loved you.
And yet despite all your preaching of love being a lie, sometimes it almost seemed as if you’d changed your mind about it. Zuko had no idea whether it was just his mind playing tricks on him, or actually the way it was, but he saw love in the small smiles you sent him when the gaang’s laughter started to die down, the way you slept closer to him on colder nights and helped him pack up camp in the morning. He felt it in the way your gaze fixed on him when he and Aang trained and the way you had hugged him after he’d helped to save your lives.
He wanted to change your mind about love. And sometimes it was easy to convince himself that he was.
“Zuko?”
His neck whipped around as he turned to face you. “Hey! Y/N! Uh, what’s up?”
Your smile was nervous, an expression that you hadn’t worn around him since he first joined the gaang.
“Um, nothing really. I just…” you took in a deep breath. “Can I talk to you about something?”
He nodded immediately, concern creeping into his stomach. “Of course! Is everything okay?”
“No, yeah, everything’s fine!” You shook your head reassuringly before muttering, “More or less.”
Zuko snuck a glance at you, before nodding his head in the direction of the river near where you’d been camping. “Shall we?”
A smile graced your face as you nodded and the two of you fell in step with each other.
You seated yourselves side by side on the grassy banks of the river, listening to the rushing water in silence.
“So–” “Um–”
Flustered, he gestured for you to speak first.
You took in a deep breath. “Okay, so, I’ve asked for a lot of help with this, but Toph and Katara are nothing but unhelpful, so I think I’m just going to wing this one.”
Zuko watched you as you fiddled with your fingers, eyes cast downwards.
“So we’ve known each other a while now, and I’d say we’re pretty good friends, and uh, I hope you think so too otherwise this is just totally embarrassing. But lately I’ve been feeling like maybe friends just isn’t what I want anymore? Oh god, I don’t even know how to say this. Like, there’s a line there and a part of me wants to cross it, but I don’t know if you do, and, oh my god.” 
You stopped to take a few more calming breaths when Zuko, who’d been examining you carefully, finally spoke up.
“I want to cross that line with you.” He took your stunned silence as an invitation to continue, looking down at the water below. “I know you’ve always said that love only knows broken ends, and feelings are too hard, but I want to change your mind if you’ll give me a chance to.”
Still, you said nothing and Zuko was afraid he’d misread your feelings, misread the situation until he glanced up and saw your smile as you whispered.
“Kiss me.”
Zuko had wanted to change your mind. And it seemed he had.
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twices-pup · 4 years ago
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Tattoos Together
title : tattoos together ( son chaeyoung x gn reader )
word count : 1,682 words
genre : fluff
warnings : mentions of needles
synopsis : [ requested ] you face a fear to remind your girlfriend, chaeyoung, that you love her for all that she is, including her tattoos.
side note : my first request finally done! i really hope the anon who requested and anyone else who reads this likes it! the request was a little vague so i had trouble making this fic long enough, and had to rewrite it a few times but since today is chaeyoung's birthday i was determined to finally get this out! happy strawberry princess day, everyone!! also, the title is definitely inspired by the song tattoos together by lauv because i suck at coming up with titles.
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You were never one to be fond of the idea of getting a tattoo. It most probably stemmed from the fear of needles that you've had since you were a child and never quite grew out of. The mere thought of your skin being pierced and inked was enough to send a chill down your spine, which was why you vowed to yourself to never so much as step foot into a tattoo parlor.
Your girlfriend, on the other hand, loved getting tattoos. Her skin was like a canvas, and the tattoos she had gotten over the past couple of years were the works of art. You weren't surprised, Chaeyoung herself was nothing short of an artist, after all—if you handed her a pen and a piece of paper, she'd be able to conjure up a masterpiece out of thin air. Although you were still very much against getting a tattoo yourself, you've learned to love each and every one of the tattoos adorning her skin just as much as you loved the person herself.
Chaeyoung told you her intentions to get a couple more new tattoos shortly before TWICE began filming for the music video of their then newest title track, More & More, for the mini album of the same name. She was over at your place for a visit and the two of you were lazing on your couch together, television turned on and your eyes on the screen but neither of you really focusing on the program playing. You had an arm around her shoulders while she rested her head in the crook of your neck, the room pretty dark save for the light flashing from the TV screen and some sunlight that filtered in through your drawn-in curtains. "I've already looked up some designs I like," she had said. "I'll only pick one or two to get tattooed."
You didn't think much of it at first, the only thing that crossed your mind was "Ah, my girlfriend is getting another tattoo, cool." However, that was until you made an off-handed comment, with your eyes still glued on the TV. "You really like getting tattoos, huh? You have so many already, but you still want to get more."
Upon hearing your words, Chaeyoung suddenly became aware that you were subconsciously rubbing her upper arm gently, your fingers brushing right over the cherry tomatoes tattoo she had there. She didn't say anything at first, your living room back to being quiet other than the voices of the actors coming from the TV speaker. "Yeah, I really do," she suddenly answered you after you thought that the topic had been dropped. "I hope you don't have a problem with that."
Although she had muttered the last part under her breath, you were able to hear it clearly. You turned away from the TV to look at her, with a tiny crease between your eyebrows that were furrowed in confusion. "What do you mean? Why would I have a problem with it?" you asked her softly.
Chaeyoung met your eyes and sighed. "Not everyone is a fan of girls with tattoos, you know?" she said, her gaze dropping from you to her lap. "So as the person I'm dating, I hope you're not one of those people. Those people who hold prejudice against tattoos or something like that."
Throughout the duration you had known Chaeyoung, you had always viewed her as someone who's free-spirited and jaunty, who doesn't let what other, insignificant people think of her get to her head, as long as she's able to do what she wants to do and be who she wants to be. So seeing her suddenly be so self-conscious about her tattoos, about something she'd usually feel so natural about, caught you by surprise. You realized that, perhaps, as her significant other, your opinion of her meant more to her than that of others did, and you immediately regretted letting your guard down and making such a careless remark.
"Hey," you called out softly, reaching for one of her hands to hold it in yours. "I do not and will never have any kind of problems with your tattoos. I know you love them, and that's completely okay," you assured her, offering her a gentle smile when she looked up at you. Her eyes searched your face for a moment, before she started chuckling.
"Thank you, y/n. Wow, that conversation got so serious all of a sudden. I feel a little embarrassed now, let's talk about something else."
You obliged with a nod, letting Chaeyoung shift the conversation to a different topic as you didn't want her to feel awkward or uncomfortable. Though you did make a mental note to remind her more frequently that you loved her, every single part of her.
On the day of her appointment at her regular tattoo parlor, you gave her a call. "Hey, y/n," she greeted you when she answered her phone. "What's up? I was just about to head to the tattoo place."
"Yeah, that's what I called you for," you said on your end of the call, feeling a little nervous but refusing to turn back on your decision. "Would it be okay if I tagged along with you?"
Your question was met with a moment of silence as Chaeyoung fully took in what you were asking her. "You want to come with me...to a tattoo parlor?" she asked for confirmation, and you nodded, although you were well aware that she wasn't able to see you. "Yes," you verbally answered. "I wanna accompany you as you get your new tattoos."
Knowing you, Chaeyoung surely hadn't expected you to willingly want to watch her get tattooed, in fact it came as a pretty big surprise to her, but if that was what you truly wanted then she had no reason to refuse. She texted you the address of the tattoo parlor and you met up with her there roughly half an hour later, swallowing down your nerves and telling yourself that you were doing it for you girlfriend all throughout your journey.
As the two of you entered the establishment, Chaeyoung noticed your shifty eyes looking all around the tattoo studio, and saw that you seemed more unsure of your decision to come by the passing second. "If you're having any regrets, you can leave at any time," she told you.
Despite the slight uneasiness you were feeling, you quickly shook your head. "It's okay, Chaengie. Like I said, I'm gonna be here for you."
"But why? y/n, you and I both know you're scared of needles, including tattoo needles."
"Because I know how much you love your tattoos. And I love you, so I wanna give you my support."
Your response was enough to put a wide smile on Chaeyoung's face, and seeing her smile was enough to make you smile too, in spite of your jitters. Chaeyoung's hand found yours and held it tightly as she led you deeper into the tattoo parlor. "Thank you," you heard her whisper. "I love you too."
The tattoo parlor was brighter than you had imagined it to be, but frankly that was because you had pictured the place to resemble a dark, soul-sucking torture chamber. Although the sufficient lighting managed to calm your nerves down a bit, the many scary-looking tattoo designs—skulls, snakes, demonic faces—hung up on the walls as decorations weren't helping. As you sat next to Chaeyoung at one of the tattooing stations, you did your best to not look at anything that, to you, were frightening, especially the tattoo machines.
You stayed quiet and only watched as Chaeyoung showed the tattoo artist the designs that she had chosen and told him where she wanted the tattoos to be. Your body tensed up and your breath hitched in your throat when the man took out a tattoo machine and started preparing to tattoo your girlfriend. Chaeyoung, noticing that you were as stiff as a board, gave you a reassuring smile. As much as you appreciated the gesture, you weren't able to smile back.
When the man finally started, you immediately diverted your eyes from your girlfriend to stare down at the floor. However, that did little to nothing to block out the whirring sound of the machine as it did its job. You gripped Chaeyoung's hand, the side that wasn't being tattooed, claiming that you were comforting her, though she had a feeling that it was the other way around instead.
"You're acting like you're the one getting a tattoo," she couldn't help but tease you.
When he was done with her tattoos after what felt like an eternity to you, you let out a heavy sigh of relief. You were finally able to turn back to Chaeyoung as she showed you her two new tattoos, one of a plant on her upper right arm and another of a butterfly by her right wrist.
"Woah, they look great," you complimented, genuinely impressed by the artist's handiwork. "I can't believe I made it through that, I guess watching people get tattooed isn't so bad after all."
Chaeyoung raised an eyebrow at you, amusement evident in her smile. "It isn't, but saying you watched me get tattooed is a bit of a stretch," she opined, and you pouted. "I was still here nonetheless," you argued.
"Alright, alright. Fair enough." Your girlfriend chuckled. "Then maybe next time you can take it a step further and get a tattoo yourself."
You playfully scrunched up your nose at her words and were about to oppose, until she continued. "Maybe we can even get matching ones!" she proposed, her eyes bright with excitement over the idea. Your expression softened in an instant, a wide smile making its way onto your face. Whenever she looked at you like that, with such innocent joy, it was near impossible for you to ever say no.
"Well, maybe one day," you told her, as you helped her up from her seat.
"Maybe one day, we can get tattoos together."
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whitestaghere · 4 years ago
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Paris in the rain - Edmund Pevensie x reader (Oneshot)
Sksksksksjjjsk.. had this idea for a story the second I started listening to Paris in the rain by Lauv. So here you go! I hope you all enjoy it!!
Warnings - none
Song :- Paris in the Rain
Peaceful.
Sitting up on a hill which gave a beautiful view of narnia. Down below you could see the battle field. Where it all had happened. Where I, Caspian, the Kings and Queens of Old and many Narnians had fought to save their home, to save their people, and won victoriously.
The sky highlighted with an orange hue, with clouds swirled in various directions. Like that of a painting.
A light breeze sweeping past me; I let out a sigh, closing my eyes. Yes. Peaceful indeed. The silence almost making me want to drift off into dreamland.
But soon that silence was broken with a clear of throat. Eyes shooting open I looked around me to find the source of the sound only to lock eyes with those warm chocolate like ones.
Edmund.
"Your majesty," I stand up bowing down to him.
He chuckled. Placing a hand on my shoulder; he slowly pushed me down back onto the grass, making himself comfortable next to me.
Scrunching his nose and furrowing his eyebrows, he scoffed, "I thought I told you not to call me that.."
Giggling to myself I rolled my eyes playfully, looking back at the view laying infront of us.
"It's beautiful isn't it?"
"Yeah.." he sighed.
Shifting my gaze towards him I couldn't help but smile to myself. Breathtaking. Eyes closed, lashes fluttering against his skin ever so lightly. Brown locks gently dancing around his head with the breeze. Freckles on display almost like art. And his plush pink lips slightly parted.
Yes. Breathtaking.
Years of friendship, doing absolutely everything together. In and out of the Pevensie's house and them the same with mine. In time I had managed to catch feelings for the boy. Lucy being the first to notice. She was more excited than I was, which was absolutely adorable to watch. Susan and Peter catching up on it a little later, after they caught enough of me stealing glances at him constantly. And soon enough, that developed to something more. The feelings grew stronger.
But fear washed over me. The friendship we had was so precious to me and so to him as he and his siblings say. So thinking of the million possibilities, I didn't want to ruin what we had right now. So I kept my feelings to myself.
Turning his head towards me he smiled softly. Oh that smile. That damned smile.
"Y/N?"
"Hmm?"
He tilted his head a little raising an eyebrow, "you've been staring at me quite a while now.. I'm beginning to think you like what you see." He wiggled his eyebrows now.
Heat rising upto my cheeks, I nudged him gently while rolling my eyes, trying to hide the blush on my face. But with the way he was boring his eyes into me I couldn't really help it. Clearing my throat I tried to make up a sentence.
"Ooh look! You're blushing!" he pinched my cheek. "You really do fancy me huh Y/N?"
Swatting his hand away I replayed that sentence in my head. Fancy him? Part of me wanted to think he was flirting with me the second he sent a playful wink my way. But the other part of me just knew it was normal in our friendship for him to be a little bit of a brat sometimes.
Oh but that didn't stop me from being a blushing mess around him of course.
"I-I-" looking away from him, I stared at the setting sun in awe, "look! The sun's setting!"
He let out a chuckle. Looking at him from the corner of my eye, I could see his gaze back on the setting sun.
Smiling to myself I fumbled with my hands.
"I see why you like coming up here.." Edmund broke the silence.
Humming I didn't break my gaze from the view in front of me. "I feel at ease here.. feels like a moment away from all the worries of the world. Just peaceful." Letting out a sigh in content I continued, "It's like I finally feel-"
"Free.." he said along with me.
Looking at eachother without a word, I smiled at him softly.
"I wonder if the skies are like this in Paris," the sky now turning into a pinkish colour. I laughed to myself. Edmund knew very well how much I love to go to Paris.
"Well, when we go back home, I'll take you there," he flashed me a grin.
Raising my eyebrow at him I laughed, "you? Take me to Paris?"
Smirking he nodded his head, "yes me!" My heart fluttered at the thought itself.
Honestly speaking, with Edmund here, everything just feels right. I really had nothing to fear. He's helped me uncountable times. Picked me up whenever I fell, and always pushed me to do my best.
"Edmund?"
"Hmm?" his eyes still fixated in front of him.
"Thank you.."
"For what?" he tilted his head a little, this time eyes focusing on me.
"For believing in me.. being there for me."
He hummed in response. "What friends are for.."
My smile dropped at that. Friends. What was I even thinking? That's what it always was. What it always will be.
Like I said, that flirtatious nature was just something normal when it came to being friends with Ed. It's too good to be true anyways. Maybe we're really better off friends.
I was so caught up thinking about the term he considered us, that I hadn't noticed the pair of eyes almost literally, burning holes into the side of my head. The change in my expression not going unnoticed by him.
He was always observant. Knew exactly what was going on around him.
Feeling an odd warmth upon my hands I looked at them. Inhaling a sharp breath my eyes shifted back towards the owner.
The way he looked at me, felt like he was staring right into my soul. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing Ed.. there's nothing wrong." I faked a smile at him.
Now intertwining his larger hands with mine he shifted so he was sitting right in front of me. Obviously not buying my answer.
"You're a terrible liar you know? Years of knowing eachother and you really think I can't tell when something is wrong?" he laughed.
Trying not to look into his eyes I gulped. Hooking a finger under my chin he turned me to face him.
"Now tell me what's wrong silly," he smiled at me softly. "Tell me love."
I blushed at the nickname. He had called me this before but this time it hit me harder. He really isn't making this any easier for me. Mindlessly I spat out what was at the tip of my tongue, "am I your friend?"
Oh Aslan.
I mentally facepalmed. Way to go Y/N.. out of all the things you could've said, this? Really?
He laughed. "What world have you been living in all this time to not know?"
I looked away in embarrassment. "Of course you're my friend silly. Actually, more like family at this point."
Well that was enough to show that he only considers me as a sister. I hope my inner self has that clear enough now. I felt like punching myself for even giving him the opportunity to rub that at my face.
I chuckled bitterly and nodded my head in response, "yeah.." He shrugged shifting once again to make himself comfortable. Hands still in his he traced circles on mine with his thumb.
That's it. I really need to tell him. With a sudden wave of confidence I looked at him, "you really don't see it do you?"
"What do you mean?"
I let out a laugh of frustration. Taking in a breath I began, "I've always been thankful for you and your siblings. I absolutely love and adore the bond that we have. But I umm began to feel something different. Feelings come and go they do, but with you it's different. Anywhere with you feels right. When I'm with you, I feel so happy, I feel like I can finally be myself, I feel safe.. I really hope this won't ruin our friendship but I feel like you have a right to know.. I-I.."
He sat there in silence, listening with eyebrows slightly furrowed. Hoping he wouldn't hate me after this I continued.
"I-I-I like you.." at this he widened his eyes a little and looked away, scratching the nape of his neck.
Panicked I looked away, "listen I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. Please, please just forget it, I hope you don't hate me. I'm so soo sorry."
No response.
Sighing I stood up trying my best to hold back my tears, "I-I have to go.."
"Y/N, wait.."
Stopping in my tracks I mustered up all my courage to face him. Turning around my gaze locked with his. The look on his face was absolutely unreadable.
"Edmund I-"
He shook his head. Coming closer to me he placed a hand on my cheek. It took all the strength I had in me not to squeal. He began to lean in. What is he doing?! My body refusing to make a move, I watched as his eyes momentarily flicked from my eyes to my lips.
Finally closing the space between us he brushed his lips against mine. Just for a brief second. But even when he pulled away, the feeling of his lips still lingered.
I couldn't believe it.
Edmund Pevensie. The Edmund Pevensie kissed me.
He pulled away smiling shyly, "I hope that answers everything?"
I looked at him in confusion. What does this actually mean? "I.. Ed I don't get i-"
Placing his lips on mine once again he shut me up. But this time he didn't pull away. His hand still on my cheek and the other now snaking around my waist; he pulled me flush against him. Slowly moving my lips against his, he smiled into the kiss. Tilting his head, he deepened the kiss. The breeze brushing past us, time seemed like it was slowing down around us.
As soon as he pulled away in order for us to catch our breaths, I covered my face in embarrassment, wanting to run away. But my body said otherwise and decided to stay.
He laughed removing my hands off my face and holding them in his, "you don't know how long I've been waiting to do that, how long I've waited to hear you say those words."
"So.. it's umm.. it's mutual?"
He nodded his head.
"B-but.."
"I'm sorry," he cut me off. "For not saying anything before. I was just so shocked when I heard all that. I just couldn't believe it. Truth is, I've liked you for a long while now."
Widening my eyes my mouth fell open, "you-you what?!" At this point I swear my ears were just playing tricks on me.
As if reading my thoughts he nodded his head, "isn't it obvious? I like you too. I really wanted to confess before, but I was just too afraid. Afraid that I'd scare you off if you didn't feel the same.. I tried to brush it off several times for the sake of our friendship. But well, that.. didn't work. So yes. Conclusion is, I like you too. And since the feelings are mutual I guess it's safe to say, I always have and I always will."
All of this. It was like a dream come true.
"Love is a strong word they say. But with you, love it is."
As if on cue, we both cringed visibly. Looking at eachother without a word, we burst into a fit of giggles.
"When did you get so cringy Ed?" I managed between laughs.
"Cringy much, I thought so.." he laughed.
"But," he paused. "But its true. How I feel."
I smiled at him softly nodding my head, "guess I could say, you fancy me too?"
He laughed heartily. "Yes, you can. So miss Y/N.. now that we both fancy eachother, to make this official, may I- may I court you?"
Smiling widely I nodded my head once again, "yes. Yes you may."
He pulled me into his arms. Snaking my arms around his torso I breathed in his scent. He rested his head upon mine, "my best friend, is my girlfriend. I like the sound of that."
"Yeah, I like it too," I giggled.
Placing my head on his shoulder, he slowly began to sway our bodies together. Under the night sky. Together. It felt just amazing.
"I love you Y/N," he whispered.
"I love you too Ed," I sighed contently. Anywhere with Edmund, feels like Paris in the rain.
Okay wow... I literally wrote half of this while listening to Paris in the rain. It really is a lovely song.
I hope you all enjoyed this! ❤️ I'm sorry if there were any mistakes. Please do send in requests. Love you all and stay safe <3
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uwua3 · 4 years ago
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Hello! Sunflowers hold a really special meaning for me so when i read the "sunflower dreams" My heart was so happy!! I havent felt this happy in a long time since quarantine started so thank you for taking the time to write it! It really made my day. If i could request a kazunari x reader where they're both artists that would be amazing. Maybe the reader can be a famous anonymous art influencer? Its up to you! Again thank you so much for writing "sunflower dreams" 💜
i’m so happy i could make you smile ‧⁺◟( ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ ·̫ ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀ ) it’s messages like these that absolutely make my day! thank you so much for taking your time to even read it, i’m glad to know it touched your heart ♡ i hope you have a good rest of your day—please know all of a3! love you vvv much!!! `・ω・)9 i hope this makes your heart happy just like before! thank you, anon, for everything
summary: every time you fell in love, you made a new art piece
author’s note: please smile from this absolutely soft and endearing kazunari fluff! in times like these where negativity is all around us, it’s good to take a break and purposely give yourself happiness. i hope this is a light in your day and makes you experience all the goodness of love! ♡ — concept based on “to all the boys i’ve loved before”
word count: 3,389
music: i like me better – lauv
to everyone i’ve loved before.
🌻🎨 miyoshi kazunari
you created art every time you had a crush so intense, you didn’t know what else to do
no matter how big or small it was, or how long or short it lasted, love is love. even if it was a random stranger you’d never see again or someone you knew for a lifetime, love is love
therefore, there was no exact total. because even if you didn’t remember every single person you’ve made art for, you clearly remembered what it was like experiencing the euphoria of love. the phenomenon of your heart selflessly beating for someone else. the attack of getting hit by cupid’s arrow out of no where. the rush of emotions unlike any other
love was everywhere and you made sure to create something that was a memory of it. that was when you decided to practice art after being unable to recall a person’s face a moment too long
it was your form of a love letter. a picture spoke a thousand words you couldn’t write, and art was the perfect way to convey that. online for everyone to see were your love letters in art form: portraits of everyone you’ve loved
you fell in love again and again, a new art piece posted soon over the years of your life. under the username, to-everyone-ive-loved, a lifelong project was in the works for all of social media to see
unknown to the rest of the world, you were the artist behind the blog “to-everyone-ive-loved” who created portraits from memory
but, you didn’t mean to fall in love with another artist as well
all it took was one comment and you were theirs
it was one of your most recent posts, a finished piece on a stranger you saw. you found yourself in veludo way, the ideal street to find people you’d never forget. after witnessing a sudden street act, only one actor caught your eye that day
you didn’t know his name, but you didn’t need to. you were in love
you immediately rushed home without a second thought, the inspiration and creativity infectious after watching him perform. something about his energy was wildly entertaining and bizarre, like a modern pop song as a person. he was effortlessly trendy, popular, and charismatic just from the few minutes you saw him
the moment he stood up on that street corner like it was a stage, all eyes were on him and he knew it. as you sketched into the day, you remembered the small details clearly. dirty blonde hair with no dark roots in sight, glittering green eyes, wide welcoming smile. he had the face of an actor, that’s for sure
when you posted it right after finishing, you didn’t expect any major attention. on average, your posts got 100 likes or so. while it was an impressive feat, nothing could’ve prepared you for that one comment
kaz-PIKO: i’m in love with your art ♡
as your popularity and fame grew before your very eyes, you clicked on his profile and realized it was him. the actor you had seen earlier at veludo way
you didn’t know what happened, but all you knew was you couldn’t forget this one person, miyoshi kazunari, no matter how hard you tried
no matter where you went, you couldn’t draw anyone else except that boy named kazunari. after scrolling through his entire instablam account, you found out he was an actor for mankai company’s summer troupe. he was a star in his own right, with a stage presence like the spotlight was constantly on him and a heart of gold
this was the first time you ever got so caught up on someone that they didn’t leave your mind. hours became days, and days began becoming a week before you let yourself follow him back
everyone you had ever drawn had never recognized themselves before. it was all because a follower connected the visual similarities between your art and kazunari’s unique traits that kazunari knew you had seen him before
if only he wasn’t a social media influencer with followers reaching the hundreds of thousands. at least, his popularity attracted attention to your profile...
this was a problem, however. because if you couldn’t draw anyone else, what could you do? once again, you stalked kazunari’s blog once again like it was a habit
it was never really a rule to make one love letter per person, but you never had wanted to make another for the same person. until, now
video after video. picture after picture. story after story. you could see kazunari’s face even when you closed your eyes. what about him made you daydream about him constantly? was it his charming voice that could make anyone stop and stare? his intricate piercings that were different every day? his ability to make you feel at home? whatever it was (or maybe it was an accumulation of everything and more), you had to draw kazunari again
when you posted it, you typically didn’t add more to the caption than the date and time. except this time, you felt like all your rules were being broken over someone who had no idea who you were
to-everyone-ive-loved-before: XX/XX/20 (3:33 A.M.) — social butterfly
you watched it upload. it was a piece you had never done before. glowing butterflies of all colors surrounded the center of the masterpiece, a smiling kazunari
hopefully, this would solve whatever feelings you were having and the world would go back to normal. you’d move on, fall in love with someone else, and repeat
it didn’t work, because some time later, you woke up to a comment that made you feel the butterflies in your stomach
kaz-PIKO: like a butterfly, i’ll fly to you, wherever you are~ ☆
and for some reason, you wanted kazunari to find you
you had never felt so motivated to draw before. however, your muse was the same. a beautiful boy named miyoshi kazunari who was slowly capturing your heart without even knowing it. you watched the pages in your sketchbook lessen and lessen. the corners of assignments and napkins and anything in between was covered in doodles. if there was a writing instrument in your hand, something related to kazunari would come out of it
it was a fascination. a fixiation, even. you had only seen one performance before falling in love. was it because kazunari responded that it made you feel like you had a chance?
you wouldn’t admit it, but it was becoming embarrassing with how much you were staring at the few unread messages from kazunari in your dm box. they came in right after you had followed him back, and more arrived when you posted the “social butterfly” piece
what was stopping you from talking to your muse? you knew the answer without thinking: what if these feelings were real?
obsessions and crushes come and go, but... love, love stayed. there wasn’t any possibility you could love someone from afar without knowing anything about them, right?
but, then again... you did know some things about kazunari. you knew kazunari was the best actor of all time, with expressions and gestures the equivalent of art. kazunari was art—in every single way possible. everything about him made you want to draw and draw and draw
you only drew kazunari for a certain time, no matter which stranger crossed your path. people you knew you would’ve sketched simply became passer-bys, and it was all because of kazunari’s sunny smile that you were in love. or, what you thought was love
the more you thought about kazunari’s unread dms, the more you wondered what this was. why did kazunari make you so happy? was this truly the first time you were experiencing... a crush?!
for the first time since that street act, you found yourself in veludo way. while half of you was hoping you’d randomly bump into summer troupe’s moodmaker, the other half was petrified about how kazunari was a real person. a very much popular, recognizable person
it was the weekend, and the burden of university projects was telling you to go back and focus. yet, with a sketchbook in one hand and a pencil tucked behind your ear, you were very much prepared to draw to your heart’s content
as you tried to flip to a clean page, you heard something that made your heart flutter. despite the noise and busy atmosphere of veludo, a distinct laugh was audible above the crowd. when you looked up, your eyes barely registered a deep blue jacket before walking straight into the person
you nearly tumbled to the ground before two hands steadied you, a surprised “whoa!” leaving their mouth before being followed by a gentle laugh. the usual embarrassment didn’t set in until you went to go thank the person, only to stop
oh my god. you had just bumped into miyoshi kazunari, your muse for the past month or so
kazunari grinned, even though it faltered slightly at your wide-eyed expression and awkward silence. he didn’t seem to mind as he adjusted his black top hat, pocketing his phone and confidently meeting your gaze
“i’m so sorry~! i hope you’re okay, i’m kazunari!” kazunari introduced and you realized he didn’t know you were behind to-everyone-ive-loved-before. you quickly adjusted yourself, pretending as if this wasn’t the highlight of your entire week
when you introduced yourself, kazunari’s eyes sparkled with interest as he easily led you into conversation. despite being a bit of a socially awkward artist who preferred being alone over anything else, kazunari was... comfortable. you didn’t feel self-conscious of how you acted, because he readily accepted how you were with a smile
was he like this was everyone or... did he find you to be a work of art, too?
standing off to the side, you finally noticed several members of mankai were advertising their latest play. bright, aesthetically pleasing flyers were being handed out to everyone walking by, and you seemed to look a moment too long before kazunari followed your gaze and suddenly snapped his fingers
“oh! are you interested in theatre?” you really weren’t, but you nodded anyways just to see kazunari’s excitement. he pardoned himself for a moment just to snatch a flyer, returning to show it off with a proud smile
“please come to mankai company’s summer performance!” kazunari’s smile sparkled and before he looked around to see if anyone was watching, he winked. kazunari covered the side of his face that was facing his troupe members, pretending as if you two were sharing some big secret
“plus, i’ll be there. if you come, i’ll make sure to do my very best~” kazunari bargained, even though you already knew he was already planning on wowing the audience with his charisma. you took in his genuine want to impress you and the butterflies came back
“i’ll come.” you agreed without even checking the date or reading anything. now all of you just wanted more & more opportunities as the person kazunari was surprisingly interested in, not as the artist who was basically in love with him
agreeing right away was worth it when kazunari shot you a grateful, blinding smile in return. you stumbled over your words with how taken back you were, but asked anyways, “do you like flowers?”
kazunari’s eyes softened for a moment, his usual energy suddenly gone before returning. he seemed genuinely moved by your question, and you wondered how many flowers it’d take to see him smile again like that
“i do, especially if they’re from you.”
“what kind?”
someone called kazunari’s name, insisting they were going to be late for practice. kazunari shouted back an agreement by telling them to go ahead first, before putting all his attention on you once again
“hibiscus.” meaning delicate beauty
before kazunari could ask for your socials, with his hand already reaching for his phone, you cut him off, hoping your voice wasn’t off
“next week. 7 P.M., mankai theatre. i’ll be there, front row.” you promised and took off, rushing off with a wave as kazunari stared after you for a second before waving back enthusiastically
as you left, kazunari was about to leave before he noticed something on the ground. it was a plain sketchbook, unassuming at first but it was nearly bursting at the binding with how many pages there were
when kazunari picked it up, he was about to flip to the first page before mankai called his name again, impatient this time. kazunari held onto the book and sent one last glance towards your direction before disappearing, hurrying to make sure the director wouldn’t penalize him for being the reason everyone was late
when you arrived home, you instinctually reached for the pencil behind your ear. at the same time, you put your hand in your bag, attempting to feel the familiar edges of your sketchbook
then, after turning your bag inside out and finding nothing, you collapsed onto your desk chair with shock and disbelief
you lost your sketchbook in veludo way the moment you met kazunari. what if he had it?
you drew another piece and stared at your screen, wondering if you should post it. it was kazunari once again with a yellow hibiscus flower behind his ear, the same gentle smile you couldn’t perfectly capture gracing his lips
you typed the caption and backspaced before settling on something that only you and him would know
to-everyone-ive-loved-before: XX/XX/20 (8:01 P.M.) — delicate beauty
you hesitated before deleting the post a second after. maybe, you’d keep some artwork to yourself
kazunari had the sketchbook open next to his bedside, his phone in his hands and your profile open. he could recognize your art style a mile away, and the moment he saw the first sketch after practice, he couldn’t believe it
did this explain why he felt such a natural attraction to you? when you bumped into him, kazunari swore he could see the sparks flying. you made him feel like he was falling in love and you only proved him right when you two talked earlier. he wanted to know everything about you, he wanted to see you again
was this what love at first sight felt like? kazunari giddily typed a message over and over again, the unread messages of his filling his screen
kaz-PIKO: heya!! ★>d(,,・ε´-,,)⌒☆ just wanted to say i LOVE your art fr!!! we should totes collab, you know???
kaz-PIKO: thanks for drawing me btw :0 does this mean you live near veludo? let’s meet up!!!
kaz-PIKO: ,,, i don’t usually say this but, that social butterfly piece was breathtaking. you must really like me, huh? (・ω<)☆ jk haha
kaz-PIKO: no but really, it’s beautiful. thank you, honestly. it made my day, you make me happy ♡
kaz-PIKO: you must be really beautiful, too. i would want to draw you as well. lmk if ur up for that haha
kazunari read back his previous messages, all of them delivered but unopened. he realized how... how open he already was with the anonymous faceless artist, despite never interacting with them
now that he knew what you looked like, it only reassured his intuition that he was rightfully head over heels for you
kazunari typed something before deleting it, closing out of instablam and throwing his phone somewhere on his bed
kaz-PIKO: i was right, you are beautiful. i may have fallen in love, too
some things were better left unsaid. after all, you two had until next week to figure everything out
for the rest of the week, all you and kazunari did were think about the other person. a small part of you was afraid kazunari wasn’t the dream boy you imagined, but he was much more. you noticed he started posting more often and turned his notifications, wanting to be one of the first to see his practice videos and university selfies
you didn’t post any of the art you made of kazunari, making it the longest you hadn’t posted ever. kazunari couldn’t help but refresh your account every now and then, hoping he’d see his face again, as selfish as it was. kazunari wouldn’t know how’d he feel if he saw someone else had your heart
the longer time went on, the more you were certain. every fascination you had with someone was temporary, and you remembered the feeling rather than the person. but, with kazunari, you liked him for who he was. everything kazunari made you feel was new and exciting, but even when that went away, you still liked him
kazunari was your first crush, for real
kazunari liked making people like him. so, your online confession through art wasn’t exactly a surprise. but, yours was different. it was earnest, honest, and everything he didn’t know he was needing
kazunari looked through your sketchbook again and again, tracing over the notes you wrote in the margins and admiring your skill
kazunari liked you, and he was certain he would’ve still liked you even if you weren’t to-everyone-ive-loved-before
when showtime arrived, kazunari was oddly nervous. peeking from behind the red curtain, kazunari could already see you were one of the first sitting front row, just like you said. he had practiced his lines a thousand times and summer was fully prepared, why was he nervous?
before he went on, kazunari ignored the urgency of the mankai staff and quickly texted a message to your profile, hoping you’d at least see the notification this time
kaz-PIKO: i like you, too
(when you felt your phone buzz, you quickly silenced it)
the show moved you to a standing ovation, just like everyone else in the audience. as summer walked out to bow and express their gratitude, you watched kazunari’s eyes search for yours as he tilted his head towards backstage. you nodded, knowing you’d do anything to see this kazunari. actor kazunari, who was on cloud 9 with his performance and glowing from praise
you wanted to see, to experience, to draw, all versions of kazunari
after the applause, you looked around backstage before feeling a hand on your arm, the feeling reminiscent of the first time you bumped into kazunari
“you came.” kazunari breathlessly stated, as if he was surprised. before he could say anything else, you presented him with a bouquet of hibiscus flowers. the same shade of yellow you drew him with
“of course, i wanted to see you again.” you honestly admitted, knowing it made you flustered. kazunari carefully took the flowers before grinning, gently placing then beneath his chin. he looked like a vision, you wish you could’ve asked him to stand still so you could capture this moment forever
“i wanted to see you, too.” kazunari softly said, all the energy of being on stage gone. it was tranquil and peaceful, like you two were the only people in the entire theatre
kazunari took a moment to admire you before realizing something, taking something from behind him and presenting it to you. it was your sketchbook on the bottom, but a smaller version was on top of it, signed in silver sharpie. kazunari’s signature was glittering like his eyes as you took it
“next time, let’s draw together.”
kazunari’s sketchbook was filled with you. anything from small doodles to encouraging messages was found inside, with tens of post-it notes of just thoughts about you. kazunari’s art was colorful and extremely out of the box compared to his usual traditional style. it made you smile
kazunari watched you flip through it, already knowing this was the greatest act of love he could’ve declared this early on. he anticipated for you to reach the end
when you landed on the last page, you saw a note
do you want go on a date with me?
“next time, respond to my dms! that way i don’t have to write everything~!” kazunari teased and you two shared a laugh, knowing everything was going to be okay
“yes.”
“yes...?”
“yes, i’ll respond to your dms. and yes, i’ll go on a date with you.”
eventually, you ended up closing your blog for good. your last post was a picture of you and kazunari, with one caption
to-everyone-ive-loved-before: XX/XX/20 (3:33 P.M.) — to the one boy i love now, i love you
kaz-PIKO: i love you, too ♡
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willowistic22 · 4 years ago
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Famous!newsies
Ok so here are my famous!newsies headcanons from an a modern au i thought of if newsies were celebrities/famous yknow bcs I couldn’t get this idea out of my head and idk what to do with it other than making a headcanon list nabsnzbsvsnsbz anyways hope yall validate me after not posting any original content for like…. awhile now hehe
btw it got longer than expected. And I mean r e a l l y long. So if yall wanna read this better sit down and buckle up! 
Jack
He’s an artist on youtube
Like a modern day bob ross ig??
If yall know zhc on youtube just imagine that but not so rich (I don’t watch zhc btw but i do know that he does custom art on iphones and stuff and that is definitely not jack kelly)
Anyways Jack simply goes by Jack Kelly.
So jack does art challenges. Like does the weirdest requests from his fans left in his comment section and stuff
Or maybe challenging himself to make art from a specific theme or a specific media
Sometimes he vlogs too but his art videos are what his fans like the most
His merch is amazing because he designed the pattern/drawing/whatever yknow. It’s printed/sewed/whatever on the clothing and it’s good quality. It’s pretty lowkey for a youtuber’s merch bcs jack doesn’t like those merch that just smacks his logo on a hoodie
Davey
He’s a fantasy, YA, romance writer (he mixes it wisely ok?)
And goes by David Jacobs
Listen he’s a hopeless romantic and i’m pretty sure yall agree too
He wanted to stick to YA romance. The classic high school lovers yknow
But he wanted to challenge himself since he’s been writing about high school lovers since he was in high school
Thus the fantasy genre came in mind
So yeah he likes creating love in his own universe
Whether it’d be different worlds, universe, species, time periods, whatever.
He wanted to direct the movies based on his books, but he’s actually lowkey terrible at leading on his own. But he did stick to being the script writer and co-director (look idk how it works in the film industry i’m just making shit up)
Crutchie
He’s a solo jazz singer
Crutchie gives off Michael Buble and Jason Mraz vibes tho
And maybe a bit of frank sinatra? Yknow ‘cause he sings jazz
Also he riffs thank you very much :)
He goes by Crutchie Morris to everyone
He usually plays the acoustic guitar or piano on stage
Ok but he’s like really good with the piano
Makes the best jokes on stage too. Some are just sarcastic comments.
Crutchie asking through the microphone : “Oh, straight?”
A fan he’s talking to from the crowd : “Uhh… no, gay”
Crutchie : “no not you, the vodka”
Everyone at the concert : *laughs*
Crutchie, jokingly : “Oh, you’re drinking vodka! Straight? No gay”
(yes that was indeed inspired by that one video of Harry Styles and a fan in one of his concerts yall can’t stop me)
Kathrine
She’s a crime mystery writer
Think like the modern day Agatha Christie
Okok but she goes by Kathrine Plumber on her books :D
She chooses that genre bcs she’s a huge fan of Agatha Christie
Her favorite book from Agatha is Murder on the Orient Express
Oh and her books are sometime very gruesome alkjsfhakjsfb
Nobody check her browsing history, she’ll look like a murderer
Ok but I feel like she also has a youtube channel about books and stuff and sometimes like to vlog
She also has a writing tips series on her channel where she shares tips on some of the frequently asked questions about writing or her fans leave a specific question in the comment section and thought she could expand more to it in a full length video
Also she likes to vlog while she’s in a book convention
Her books are also turned into movies and she has done a great job directing it
Race
Yall would be lying to me if you don’t think this kid would end up being a twitch streamer and youtuber (like vlogging yknow. I feel like his gaming stuff would strictly be on twitch)
And ik it’s widely agreed by everyone in the fandom that he’s a dancer of some sort so yeah he’s also simultaneously a dancer
I don’t think I need to explain any further bcs it’s just so in character
He goes by Racetrack Higgins
Ok so he likes to vlog on his youtube channel
Sometimes does stupid challenges
Maybe he’d drag Albert to do a challenge which he always says no
“I’ll just be your cameraman dude, dw”
Race : *angery*
Since Al and Smalls are the skateboard peeps™ race is the rollerblade dude™ bcs I say so
He has three cats named Racecat Higgins, Spot Clawlon, and Romeow (i’ve mentioned it before and I will mention it again hehe) and his fans loves them endlessly
Albert
You don’t think this kid would also end up being a twitch streamer and youtuber like his bestie up there?? Lmao you thought wrong (again, gaming is strictly on his twitch)
He just goes by Albert DaSilva on the internet
And yes he’s also a dancer because I say so
On his Youtube channel he also vlogs
Half of his vlogs starts with him riding his skateboard
“Hey, guys! Welcome back to another vlog-” *falls off his skateboard for not paying attention to a curb*
It happens way more often than he’d like to admit let’s be real. His fans make a compilation of it and memes on reddit
Always wear a snapback
Snapbacks are an important element to him so his merch store is really boosting his snapbacks
And just for the wormsie discord server he has one with the word ranga on it after it being born from a stupid inside joke he, race, and both of their fanbases combined share (@ my wormsie fam thank me later)
Oh yeah, his youtube besties are Race and Smalls just so we’re clear here :) (I’ll get to Smalls in a bit)
So I always headcanon Albert having two big dobermans. So his fans always want to see a doggy update because Zara and Zoey are everything to them.
Doggo vlogs are fun. It’s usually Albert taking the two good girls to Central Park for playtime or teaching them new tricks
Spot
He’s a solo rock singer
Is an amazing singer like wow none of the newsies expected him to have that sort of pipes to reach high notes
And he does it amazingly with no sweat
Also his instrument is the electric guitar to go with his amazing singing ajsfhasjfhajhf
Anyways he goes by Spot Conlon still
And his songs are very lyrical. Like very.
A lot of metaphors. No one knows what most of his songs means.
So basically Taylor Swift songs if it switched genres to rock. And not even like songs from speak now or red. But like if evermore and folklore songs were to turn into rock songs with a little bit of reputation vibes sprinkled on top. And his concerts has the reputation era vibes but make it spot conlon (hey non swiftie fans reading this i’m so sorry i’m pretty sure yall don’t understand wtf i’m talking abt)
That is also the only way i know to describe his vibe i’m sorry but i don’t really listen to a lot of rock alkjhfasjk
Anyways it’s a known fact that he wears tank tops daily that it becomes his signature look. And also an inside joke among his fanbase
Now just picture the merch booth from one of his shows and there’s like endless tank top designs for his fans to pick and choose
He’s also crowned to be the King of Brooklyn bcs of obvious reasons
But the joke is he’s a pretty tough hardcore guy that’s a cat person
Sarah
She’s a badass female solo singer
Mostly does pop but the badass type of pop
Yes, she does go by Sarah Jacobs
Fans were really surprised Davey and Sarah are related
Because one is a hopeless romantic while the other is a total badass
Anyways she gives off Little mix, Ariana Grande, Taylor Swift, and Selena Gomez vibes
That is literally the only way I can describe it
She’s very lyrical, with a lot of metaphors
When she dances on stage, she d a n c e s
All while holding a mic to sing. And she hits all those high notes like it’s no ones business (a literal queen i tell you)
She and Spot are besties and has been known to have done a few collabs together
Their fans were hesitant about their collabs since their genre is pretty different from the other but they make it work and it slAPS
And among all her boppy songs with full choreography and backup singers, she always have a few songs she sings while only being accompanied by piano or guitar (Either electric or acoustic) which she plays on her own
Finch
He’s an indie pop artist with his trusted acoustic guitar by his side
Just think of music by Wallows and Lewis Capaldi were to be blended in together and Conan Gray for the cherry on top
But it has a little bit of Ed sheeran, Lorde, and Lauv vibes to it too
His concerts are simple but his songs are mostly very boppy so his fans still have fun either way
And it’s usually in small venues but there are times where he had a concert in a huge stadium
He goes by FINCH (yeah all caps btw)
Finches are a very on brand thing for him obviously
Has been known to collab with Crutchie and they actually make a very good team
Somehow was able to combined both genres to produce a few boppy songs
Ok ok but Finch and Crutchie have made a collaborative album (and maybe they went on tour????)
Specs 
He’s a history fiction writer
Yes this is inspired by the fact that he’s 100% a history nerd (no one change my mind i love this headcanon aight)
And he explores a lot of different histories from different parts of the world
He actually helps a lot of students understand history even further for school through his novels
Anyways he goes by Specs because I say so
No one knows why that’s his pseudonym and Specs isn’t interested in explaining either. No one other than the newsies need to know it was born from a stupid nickname the newsies gave him :)
His research mostly comes from history books because of his genre which wouldn’t be a problem since he has loads and will voluntarily buy more if needed
Also yeah he makes a great director for the movies taken from his books
Mush
He’s a chef on youtube
Goes by Mush Meyers
So think if Gordon Ramsey and his youtube channel but make it mush
Yeah that’s it really
Ok but Mush is a jolly and friendly person
Other than just food vlogging he does cooking challenges and cooking tips too
Sometimes he does the cooking challenges with a friend (mostly henry but i’ll get to him later on in the list)
But he also vlogs his life
Which isn’t really often but he likes to sometimes
He’s that big of a foodie he has a food blog too
And also a seafood restaurant so that’s cool :D
Henry
Like Mush, he’s a chef on youtube
Goes by Henry on the internet and in general
Ajkfhajfjska I’m thinking about how ppl would address him as Chef Henry kajhfkjlashfjklasfjklsf
He mostly does the same thing like Mush actually
Food vlogging and cooking challenges (they do it together so) sometimes cooking tips
But Henry vlogs his life a lot
And instead of a food instagram he has a food blog
He has a sandwich restaurant
Yeah it is inspired by his pastrami on rye with a sour pickle line from KONY get mad about it why don’t ya (well if i’m not mistaken henry was the one that said it but idk i have horrible memory) 
Blink
He’s a youtuber
Ok so I have a specific headcanon that Blink majored in psychology but didn’t end up being a psychologist
So instead he becomes a psychologist on youtube
Who often vlogs jhgasjlfhs
The guy looks like he could cut you but his sense of humor once you get him talking is just *chef’s kiss* amazing
Which is why he also has a podcast because he’s also secretly great at talking
He just thinks mental health is very important, okay?
Romeo
He’s an actor
Mostly on Broadway but has worked with Hollywood before
He’s usually a supporting character but has been known to understudy for main characters
Ok ik these bullet points are getting shorter and shorter but these are mostly bcs some of these stuff are pretty self explanatory since it’s very in character
Like are you telling me a kid named Romeo isn’t gonna be in some way very dramatic and end up turning that personality trait into his career?? Plus he’s very good at that?
Yeah you’re lying to me
Also he’s a pretty frequent vlogger on youtube
Look he’s a fun guy, what did you expect?
Just goes by Romeo on youtube
Elmer
He’s an actor
Has done his fair share in Broadway and Hollywood but started in Broadway
He can dance but thinks he’s pretty average in it yknow
Which his fans has no idea what he’s talking about because on stage he can do flips and turns like it’s no ones business yknow
But he can sing really good and takes pride in it
Elmer would play characters that is really far off from his own personality that fans couldn’t believe that Elmer played that character
He has done his fair share in main characters and supporting characters on Broadway
In Hollywood he usually does indie and rom-com movies
Buttons
He’s a fashion youtuber and basically an influencer 
Let’s be real this boy is a fashion icon
He’s not really a model but more like a fashion influencer and also kind of a fashion designer
His clothing line is very *chefs kiss* amazing
He designed it all and sometimes likes to design for his friends as well
He also does fashion tips on his youtube channel
His instagram game is god tier level (along with Tommy Boy and Sniper I’ll get to them in a bit) 
But yeah he also vlogs
And goes by Buttons Davenport
Jojo
He’s an actor
Mostly on Broadway but has done a few movies in Hollywood
He radiates main character energy and he does become the main character most of the time (on hollywood at least)
On Broadway he mostly enjoys being apart of the ensemble because this boy loves dancing
But he does play a few supporting characters
He has released one or two albums too because his singing is top tier
But isn’t interested in doing a lot of live concerts with his albums
Since no one has the time to say Josephino Jorgelino De La Guerra he turned it into Jojo De La Guerra (so much for ‘a special nickname only for friends and family’)
Mike and Ike
They’re a pop boy band and bcs of my lack of creativity it’s called Mike and Ike
At the start of their career :
“My name goes first because I’m older than you!” - Mike
“You’re only older than me by 13 minutes, holy shit!” - Ike
But Ike slowly accepts the fact that it’ll be like this yknow
Anyways they’re pretty great singers
They have one direction and new hope club vibes
Tho unlike one direction they can dance (i love the boys alright but i really think it’s funny that they can’t dancelkhjjlh)
They like to switch from the guitar (electric and/or acoustic) to the piano
The amount of times their name is confused by the candy is too many 
But they like it like that lol
Anyways i’ve mentioned a headcanon where Mike has tattoos (not like from head to toe but it’s fairly noticeable to everyone) and Ike has piercings
So the only way their fans tell them apart is by that
But there are times where Mike has his tattoos covered or Ike took his piercings off in public alone. A fan mistakens them for the other twin but they still respond to the other name because they don’t feel like there’s a need to correct them since they’re mostly known by Mike and Ike anyways. When the fan posts it on instagram and tags the twin they thought it was the twin that was tagged would comment “wrong twin but nice pic you two”
Happens wayyyyy too many times. Their fans are officially scared to approach one of the two in public alone without their differentiating indicators on which is which
And yes it is widely known that they argue a lot when it comes to writing songs
Nothing out of the ordinary sibling squabble yknow but it’s a lot
But they do end up finding a solution to the topic of their argument and make a good team at the end of the day
Hotshot
He’s an actor
On Broadway, he’s one of those actor’s that is mostly good in just the acting and singing
He can’t dance to save his life sjdfghaf
So Jeremy Jordan yknow asj;oghajshf
No not really. He can dance a little bit
So he’s mostly the main character
But he’s widely known for his works in Hollywood
He does a lot of drama. Think stuff like Elite and Designated Survivor. Yeah those kinds of heavy drama (well idk i think those two are pretty heavy)
He wants to release his own music because he’s a pretty good singer but he can’t write songs to save his life either jgnjafjasf
And all the demo songs he was suggested by producers isn’t his cup of tea
So he’s no singer ladies and gents ://
The name Hotshot is used to name his social media platforms. He always adds a description in his bio’s that Hotshot is a nickname his friends and family use so his fans and the media refer to him with his name
I headcanon Hotshot’s real name is Tyler or some sort. No don’t ask me what’s his last name is because idk either lol
Sniper
She’s a model, beauty and fashion youtuber (I’m pretty sure those are two different things tho idk i don’t watch youtube religiously anymore), and just an influencer in general
Instagram game on p o i n t
I know most beauty youtubers go by their names but uhh… i don’t think i’ve ever thought of a first name for Sniper but I really think she really would just go by Sniper Wah on the internet (Idk she seems like an Ashley in my head but feel free to recommend headcanon names to me)
Anyways she’s very fashionable
Tommy Boy (i’ll get to him just wait aight?) and Buttons are her fashion besties
The three of them pretty much appear in each other’s Youtube video not Tommy’s tho bcs he doesn’t have one lol
Sniper’s brand are huge sun hats
I have no idea how or why but that girl has sun hats vibes I can’t explain any further I’m sorry
Doesn’t have a clothing line but does have a make up brand of her own. She calls it Sniper. Yeah that’s it akjfhjf
Smalls
She’s a twitch streamer and youtuber like race and albert
They’re a youtube trio everyone loves it
And yes she does go by Smalls
Oh and she also dances like her two stupid besties thanks for asking
Bubblegum is her brand (idk how to explain she just has the vibe)
She is skateboard chick
I’m imagining a video collab of her and Al on a skatepark doing stupid challenges
It’s her most viewed video
Tommy Boy
Ok ok he’s a model, influencer, and dancer
So think a male version of Gigi Hadid that dances
No he doesn’t have a youtube channel but frequently has made an appearance on Buttons’ and Sniper’s videos
Yes his instagram feed is also very amazing
He goes by Tommy Boy
People genuinely thinking ‘Boy’ is actually his last name and kinda think it’s strange but doesn’t complain
Tommy literally didn’t think people would think it was his last name. But they did anyways
Les
Let’s just get straight to the point : he’s a famous tiktoker 
And yes, ppl are surprised at the fact that him, Davey, and Sarah are related to each other 
To the people that made it through this entire list. Congratulations and thank you for your validation. Have a wonderful evening and stay hydrated 
i will write at least one oneshot out of this au i promise!!
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enjiyuuu · 5 years ago
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Ikevamp Boys x To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before pt.1
N/A : This is my first time doing headcanons, but i hope you guys enjoy it as much as i wrote it. And also, you can play Lauv - I Like Me Better to get the vibes better while reading. Xoxo!
Premise : You only likes the boys you never had chance with. For every crush you have in your life, you wrote one letter for them. It’s not like typical love letters because you wrote it when you’re going to get over your feelings and of course, you’re not going to give it to those boys. But, one day, without you noticed, those letters were leaked. When you realized it, you knew you’re going to die soon, or maybe no.
Napoleon
A kendo athlete at school.
The charismatic neighbourhood boy, also your childhood friend. And mostly like your forever crush.
But, sadly he’s dating Josephine, another girl in neighbourhood.
And absolutely have no idea about your feelings towards him.
So, when you already get over your feelings for him, Napoleon has broke up with Josephine.
One, day he received your letter and it surprised him alot, because he never expected that you’ll have crush on someone like him.
He directly go into your house which only take six steps away from his house.
“All this time, y/n why you never say it?” 
How the hell i’m supposed to say it when you’re with someone else!?
Leonardo
Everytime you go to library, you always can spot him in there. Either sleeping or reading some thick books that you don’t really want to know what is it about.
You two gets really close since you came to library often and he spends most of his times there.
Mostly he was sleep, but when you saw his sleeping face, you can’t help but to think it’s kinda cute.
He’s also really mature and someone that you can rely on.
But, to think that he’s really too good for someone like you, make you giving up on your feelings.
You were in library, when he abruptly approaching you with your crimson love letter in his hand.
No, no, no. Oh, my God. This is ain’t happening...
“I think this one belongs to you. It seems personal. i think you might want it back.”
Arthur
Your typical popular boy that every girl swoon at him.
Charming and also a potential player. The cassanova type.
Your crush in 5th grade and also your classmate in english literature class.
The way he writes and his vocabulary amaze you everytime in english literature class. Reading every poems and stories he writes was your fondness. You still secretly kept the poems he write for school’s magazine in middle school.
Highly intelligent, but not enough to figure out your feelings.
in afternoon after school, he received your letter and...
“I already sensed that you have a feelings for me, but i never thought you’ll confessing in old school way. So, romantic, y/n.” He teasing you in the hallway.
You groan and try to snatch up the blue love letter in his hand, but failed.
“Arthur, you gotta know that i wrote that letter when i was in 5th grade!”
Arthur laughing seeing your reaction. His smirks getting wider when he says, “Who ever tought that you’re so cute, y/n?”
Mozart
The cold boy who doesn’t speak alots in class. Mostly throw icy glares to everybody. If his glance could kill, maybe many people has died already. But, you’re one lucky people who didn’t receive much of his glance because he didn’t find you annoying like most people.
You two shared the same music class in 7th grade and now.
You have liked him for almost one year. The way he playing piano at homecoming and spring fling, makes you head over heels for him.
But, sadly you tought that he wouldn’t interested in romance, especially that you’re just an ordinary girl. So, you moved on.
When he went home, he picks up every letters in his mail box and see one of it was from you.
All of sudden, he approach you after music class.
“I’m... flattered actually.” He said in flusttered face and icy blue love letter in his hand. 
Oh, my God (2) 
Vincent
The typical angelic boy who brighten alot the school’s mood.
You two shared the same art class in 6th grade. He was the most talented student in that class.
One day, you forgotten to repurchase your gouache and you almost run out of it for art class. But luckily, Vincent got a spare of gouache, so he lent it for you.
You never realized your feelings, until one day when you saw him painting  in the art class alone after school. You’ve seen him many times painting at class, but this time you don’t get it why you feel like you’re bewitched when you saw him painting. 
He looks like an angel that makes an artwork. You can help, but flusterred when he turns around you and smile like a literally angel.
“You haven’t go home yet, y/n?”
Since that day, you know you fall deeper and deeper each day to that boy.
But then, you two had different schedule for art class in 7th grade. And after that, you two slowly getting a little bit distance.
He picked up your letter and tommorow showed up in front of your house at the morning. 
“Goedemorgen, y/n!” He smiled gently with a small bouquet of sunflower in his hand and yellow love letter in his hand.
Oh, my God (3).
Theodorus
He was Vincent’s younger brother. Totally oposite from his brother. He is more likely a fallen angel. Literally, Lucifer.
Arthur’s best friend. The typical popular, but rude boy. You keep the intention secretly to punch him right in his face.
Calls you hondje everytime in Dutch class and bully you everytime he got a chance.
Of course, you’re not going to fall for someone like him. 
You never know, but Theo actually had a crush on you and that hondje nickname was how he tried to show you about his feelings, even tho everyone knows that’s not how it works.
He enjoys your frowning expression because it looks cute on you.
But, when he saw your eyes when you’re looking to Vincent...
Theo stopped teasing you and act like you were nothing since that day.
You feel kinda missing something. You don’t like to admit that you missing your big bully in dutch class.
That’s how your feelings for Vincent and Theo kinda mixed up.
You ended up wrote letters for those two to make clear how you feel.
And, that dark blue letter supposed not to be in his hand right now.
“I’ve always liked you all this time, hondje.”
Isaac
The genius student in your school and the typical nerd who hang alots in library or school’s lab. 
You and him are never crossed each other path before, until you two shared the same physics class in grade 11th and desk.
He was kinda awkward at the beginning, but he helps you alot during class. He even sometimes offered to help you to do homework together after school.
Even tho sometimes, he gets teased by Dazai and Arthur, but you found his reactions are cute.
Physics is your least-likely favourite subject and you’re totally worst at it. But, recently you’ve been finding yourself waiting for the physics class every week.
Just to realized that you’re actually has fallen for your nerd-but-cute deskmate.
Of course, like your previous crush, you just keep this feeling for yourself because you know, you only like the boy that you can’t never have. Until...
“Y/n, i never tought you would feel the same way as i do...” 
Oh, my God (4).
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hd-wireless · 4 years ago
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📻🎶 H/D Wireless 2020 - Weekly Wrap-up #4
🎤 Can you believe we’ve had four weeks already of amazing creations!! We certainly can’t! We hope you’re enjoying the music and music inspired drarry, and don’t worry, we’ve still got a few more songs to go! 🎶
🎙️ Check out the Playlists:
Youtube 
Spotify 
🎶 H/D Wireless Art 🎶 
📻 Home Sweet Home (G) 
 🎵Song prompt: Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
🎵 Summary: In the middle of a Zombie apocalypse Harry made it his main goal to find a safe home for Draco and himself.
📻 Turn back time (T)  
🎵 Song prompt: If I Could Turn Back Time - Cher
🎵 Summary: Draco's had a rough few years, if that's what you call falling in with a bad lot, attempted murder and a close brush with death. Now facing the weight of his misdeeds, Draco tries to pinpoint when it all went wrong.
🎶 H/D Wireless Fic 🎶
📻 As Fascinating As a Slap Bracelet (T, 13.2k) 
🎵 Song prompt: Have It All - Jason Mraz
🎵 Summary: Who would have thought that a wacky little Muggle toy would lead to an unlikely friendship between Harry and Draco? Not Harry, certainly.
Who would have thought that this friendship would bloom into something more? Well, Ron, for one.
📻 If Sex Is the Drug, Then What Is the Cost (E, 3.8k)
🎵 Song prompt: I Almost Told You That I Loved You - Papa Roach
🎵 Summary: For quite some time, Harry has been seeing Malfoy. Well... Actually, he's hired Malfoy, to keep him company, in his bedroom. It's only sex — honestly — and since Malfoy is the best, he's the only person Harry wants. That's all it is, right?
📻 I Grow Fonder Every Day (M, 21.6k) 
🎵 Song prompt: One and Only by Adele
🎵 Summary: Draco still doesn’t know if it’s a blessing or a curse, sharing a flat in Muggle London with Harry Potter.
It’s all Draco’s ever wanted — more than he’d ever wished for. And if it entails suppressing his inconvenient feelings for the man, so what? He’s perfectly happy with his life as it is, perfectly content with just having Potter close and enjoying his company.
That is, until one Friday evening at the beginning of April when the end starts.
📻 How Can I Live Without you? (G, 2.2k)  
🎵 Song prompt: "So Far Away", by Avenged Sevenfold
🎵 Summary: After Draco's death, Harry wonders how can he live without the one he loves when he's so far away. 
📻 Following the Arrow to Your Heart (E, 10.9k)  
🎵 Song prompt: Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran
🎵 Summary: After the war, Draco is recruited into the Department of Love (aka Cupid's Arrow). His job is to bring together witches and wizards whose magical signatures are only compatible with each others' (essentially soulmates). As they all learned during training, Cupids are chosen because they do not have soulmates.
Six years later, Draco's convinced himself that he's perfectly fine with not having a soulmate. But his latest client turns out to be Harry Potter, and he's forced to reconsider in light of his old feelings.
📻 cos I only need your name to call the reasons why I fought (T, 6.6k)  
🎵 Song prompt: War, by Poets of the Fall
🎵 Summary: Ron and Hermione leave the Horcrux hunt, leaving a hurt Harry behind.
But at least Draco is still there with him.
📻 Madness (M, 10k) 
🎵 Song prompt: House of Fun by Madness
🎵 Summary: A desperate search for contraception all around Diagon Alley.
📻 Between Myth and Man (M, 16.2k)   
🎵 Song prompt: Why'd you only call me when you're high? - Arctic Monkeys
🎵 Summary: Draco, lost and a little broken, navigates post-war reality convinced that people like him should not be allowed to make their own choices. To solve the problem of his self-sabotaging tendencies, he starts taking a few drops of Veritaserum every morning.
A story about the complexity of choices, repressed desires that come to the surface when we least expect them, and the utter hopelessness of truths built on a foundation of lies.
📻 stay awhile (stay here with me) (T, 3.1k) 
🎵 Song prompt: I like me better - Lauv
🎵 Summary: "Then when?" Harry tries again. He's not sure if he really wants to see the photo or if he just wants to keep talking to Malfoy. This Malfoy, who is so different from what he was expecting. In his Muggle jeans and smartly pressed sweater, with an air of vulnerability around him that Harry isn't used to seeing, Malfoy looks approachable in a way he never has before.
Harry stops his fidgeting as Malfoy looks up to meet his eyes. Through the hum of the crowded pub, he has to strain a little to hear him. "Maybe," Malfoy starts, hesitating a little but never breaking eye contact, "one day?"
📻 All it needs is messing it up and stars (G, 5.9k)  
🎵 Song prompt: Tongue Tied by Faber Drive
🎵 Summary: After the war all the Malfoy's came off with light sentences. Now during 8th year Draco is finally free to be himself and date his crush; Harry Potter. Or at least so he thought..
A letter from his father rips that happiness away.
But maybe in the end it will take just a bit of messing up and some stars to get that happiness back.
📻 I'm gonna let it happen (E, 12.3k)  
🎵 Song prompt: Florence + The Machine - Shake it out
🎵 Summary: And I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't
So here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my road
And I'm ready to suffer and I'm ready to hope
It's a shot in the dark and right at my throat
'Cause looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Looking for heaven, for the devil in me
Well what the hell I'm gonna let it happen to me
📻 I feel it in my bones (M, 6.3)  
🎵 Song prompt: Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
🎵 Summary: Harry’s heartbeat is loud in his ears as his heart pounds in his chest. His lungs burn as he pants for air. His legs are screaming in protests as he continues to push them to their limit, forcing himself to run ever faster.
📻 Born in the U.S.A. (M, 9k) 
🎵 Song prompt: I'm on Fire by Bruce Springsteen
🎵 Summary:  “You need to come home, Draco.”
“What? Why? What’s wrong?”
“Nothing’s wrong, I just have an opportunity for you, and you need to come home to take it.”
When Draco's mother insists he comes home, he drags his feet and convinces his friends to take a road trip.
📻 just tell me when it's alright (E, 23k) 
🎵 Song prompt: Teeth, Lady Gaga
🎵 Summary: Harry’s been fighting tooth and nail for any bit of normalcy he can get his hands on. He’s sick of feeling like something’s wrong with him, tired of feeling different. He thinks he’s finally gotten to the root of it, and has settled into a routine that makes him happy. Naturally, that’s when Draco Malfoy walks back into his life and upends it once again. Has Harry bitten off more than he can chew with his former rival?
📻 The Courting by the Pureblood Who Only Has Five Milligrams of Romantic Intelligence and Thinks He’s Real Smooth (T, 19.4k)  
🎵 Song prompt: Cupid - Amy Winehouse 
🎵 Summary: Draco could grab Potter and shove him into a stall before proceeding to suck his soul out of his dick, but secretly, deep down, in the part of Draco that he will never admit to anyone, he is (everyone pauses to shudder) a romantic. Potter is not someone Draco wants a one-off with. Potter is — Draco’s beloved!
So Draco decides to boldly go where no one has gone before: to put himself through scrutiny; their friends’ teasing and pranks; unsound romantic advice from a house-elf; wearing pretty clothes; all to try and win Potter’s heart through courtship. (An unnamed ginger bastard can be heard yelling from afar: “This is actually a detailed guide on how not to court someone!”) But who cares about the opinions of redheads? Literally no one.
Thank you to all the creators, commenters and cheerers! You’re the real stars of the show!
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2jaeh · 5 years ago
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Cigarette - csy
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[ cigarette - offonoff prompt #16 ]
- Seungyoun is in a troubled relationship until he meets his neighbor who is willing to bring back a part of himself. -
 ANGST ; FLUFF
I would I would be your light and I would I would shine you brighter Oh I wish I be your last Smoke up a glimpse of heaven
You heard  a crash for the third time on this summer night, your neighbors slipping into their usual arguments. Groaning, you turned up the volume on your earphones and tried to continue sketching the vase of flowers you had been working on for hours now.
Every night since you had moved into this apartment block a few months ago, your neighbors would be quarreling over God knows what. They were a young couple who you'd seen only once when you were taking the trash out one night.
You remember the look on both of their faces when you stepped outside. It seemed that they were in the middle of another argument but the disheveled guy sent you a sweet smile while his girlfriend scowled and pulled him back into the apartment building.
You wondered why were they together if all they ever did was fight. How could you end up hating someone you once fell in love with ?
Shaking your head you returned back to your sketch and nodded your head to the beat, finally feeling a sense of comfort when your favorite artist sang out his sweet words.
"Get out!" You heard her scream followed by their balcony door sliding open and slammed shut.
You were not one for meddling in other people's business, but you felt an urgency to check if whoever was out there was okay, and not planning to do anything risky.
Slipping your phone into your back pocket you made your way to your balcony and sure enough your neighbor was there, leaning over the railing exhaling the smoke from his cigarette.
His black hair fell over his face as he took another drag from his cigarette and stretched his arms above his head, exposing a tattooed gun on his side.
"Uhm is everything okay ?" You managed to say unsure if it was loud enough for him to hear.
He turned to face you and the similar smile he had given you before graced his face despite his tired eyes.
"Im sorry about that, you weren't sleeping were you ?" He scratched the back of his head.
"I was drawing actually and I got a bit afraid when I heard someone come out to the balcony" you chuckled shyly.
He took another pull of his cigarette and flicked it over the railing.
"H-hey that's dangerous" Your eyes widened and peered over the railing hoping nobody was walking around at this time.
The boy chuckled and raised his hands in defense.
"It's a force of habit and my mind is not all that together right now"
"If a stray cat eats it I hope you know it's all your fault"
"whoa that got deep" He giggled and held out his hand, " Im Cho Seungyoun."
You took his hand in yours and his cold slender fingers caressed yours, making you pull away and immediately felt flustered.
"Oh im y/n" You pressed your lips together and stuffed your hands into the pockets of your jacket.
Seungyoun stared at you, studying your reaction to him before you both heard a noise emitting from his apartment.
"I have to go. Sorry about the noise it was nice meeting you" he nodded as the bright smile disappeared from his face and retreated into his apartment.
You had no idea why you sympathized with him not knowing their story, not knowing how he probably had a different persona which was now hidden by the ups and downs of a toxic relationship.
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Seungyoun sat in the campus studio wrapping up his segment on their fairly popular radio show. Even though he had his notes  and handled the show pretty well, it was evident that his mind was elsewhere.
He thought back to the little exchange that happened on his balcony just over two weeks ago.   It was brief, but he had not felt a sense of calmness like that in a long time. The way she freaked out about the cigarette bud or the fact that she was worried about the severity of his fight that she checked up on him without even knowing who he was.
"okay everybody this last one's called Breathe by Lauv, not sure why it's been stuck in my head all day but I think it's a good track to kick off the weekend" he spoke into the mic, switching on the song and began packing up.
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You removed your earphones and frowned as you heard a now familiar voice blare out of the lecture room speakers and one of your favorite songs filled the entire room.
'did he hear the music coming from my apartment ?' you furrowed your brows and slumped into your chair. For the past week in order to get you through a project you played your music out loud in order to drown out the neighbors and get yourself focused.
You shook your head getting rid of any speculations involving Seungyoun knowing he obviously had his plate full with his own issues to even bother about someone he had met for a few minutes one night.
You plugged in your earphones and made your way downtown to meet a friend at your favorite indie street.
"Yohan!" You waved as the tall dark haired boy handed you an iced latte.
"record store ?" Yohan pointed over to one of your frequent spots and you nodded happily as the two of you made your way over.
The record store was fairly empty as usual so the owner allowed you to play whatever you liked on the jukebox while you browsed through the store.
You chose an upbeat song by Hyukoh and danced around crazily with Yohan as you two discussed the humorous covers of early 80s albums.
The doorbell of the store snapped the two of you out of your teasing session and you realized Seungyoun had walked through the front door.
"Hey y/n" he smiled sweetly surprised to find you in one of his frequent spots and approached the two of you. He looked so much better up close and relaxed. You could finally see life in his eyes as he grinned from ear to ear and you had to admit that it made you happy that he was happy.
"Oh hey Seungyoun, I didn't know you visited this area" You replied as Yohan cleared his throat next to you, making it known that he felt left out.
"This is my friend Yohan and Yohan this is my neighbor Seungyoun" you added.
"The noisy one ?" Yohan asked and you responded by nudging him in his side
"ow!" he whined before catching the hint.  
"Yes Im the noisy neighbor" Seungyoun sighed his eyes drifting to yours and bit down on his lip
"Do you want to hang out ? I kinda owe you for being the only one to check up on me."
You looked up at Yohan who you know was more than happy to leave you since he was probably going on a date later on.
"Yes you may take the annoying one out, I have stuff to do" Yohan teased and ruffled your hair before making his way out of the store.
You muttered a curse word under your breath and neatened your hair when you suddenly felt another hand moving the strands away from your face. Seungyoun pulled his hand away when he realized his actions had startled you both and gestured for you to lead the way out of the store.
He had no idea why he did that. He didn't know how to act around her. Why was he intrigued ? Why was he comfortable around a stranger ?
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The two of you talked about your majors and you learned that Seungyoun was studying music which was a job you always admired. Even though you had a passion for music your love for art overpowered and since you happened to have a talent in it,  it was the one that stuck.
Once you reached your apartment block you noticed Seungyoun go quiet for a while and you assumed this was now the end of your session with him.
"Do you want to hang out at my place ? I can order us food" He finally said facing you. His eyes were eager and although he knew how bold the question was, he was hoping for a positive outcome.
"Will your girlfriend be okay with it ?" You said in a low voice.
"We parted ways a few days ago and this is my apartment, so she doesn't really have anything here" He explained as the distasteful emotions began making its way back.
"Well sure we can hang" You smiled brightly and watched as his eyes lit up like a kid.
Seungyoun led you into his apartment and you marveled at the stack of records he had laying around as well as interesting album art he had up on his walls. It seemed warm and inviting, unlike the arguments that bounced off its frame every night.
Seungyoun cleared a spot on the floor in front of the coffee table and brought over a bottle of soju and two shot glasses.
"I'll order fried chicken is that okay ?" he quirked his brow taking a seat and opened up the delivery app.
"Chicken sounds good" you gave him a thumbs up as he chuckled at your corny gesture and placed the order.
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Time became non existent as Seungyoun listened carefully to you explaining the meanings behind the artwork of his favorite albums. He paid attention to the details, making sure to ask questions in order to see the passion that radiated from your eyes as you spoke. It made him feel as if you two were meant to cross paths.
That night you had come to the rescue he was in debate on whether he should pack up his life here and just move to another city. It will fix everything he thought. Him and Yuna can start fresh and maybe rekindle whatever was left of their sour relationship.
But for once he felt as if his home was actually his home. It felt warm and sentimental. It didn't remind him about the endless fights about him quitting his music to get a real job, or to be like the next perfect guy Yuna had met at med school - it reminded him of himself and it will now remind him of you.
"Thank you y/n" He whispered, throwing his head back on the couch and closed his eyes.
"for ?" You quizzed, watching a small grin spread across his face.
"Just allowing me to be myself again"
"I want to thank you too" You sighed and mimicked his position.
"me ?" he frowned and looked over in confusion.
"Yeah well nobody really listens to me or lets me talk about what im actually interested in so this was really refreshing for me, so thank you Seungyoun" You mused and nudged him playfully.
The two of you basked in each others company in silence not needing a conversation in order to feel comfortable until you fell asleep - probably the most blissful sleep both of you had in months.
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carat10library · 5 years ago
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Memory Lane
Pairing: Hansol x You
Genre: fluff
Word count: 1,227
A/N: A beach, a novel and a song helped me write this oneshot. Maybe it is because of New York being Vernon’s hometown that sparked the interest of referring to some of Jennifer E. Smith’s ideas on her novel The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight. He would fly just to come home, so airports are essential to this. (no pun intended on the airport part) Breathe is my fave Lauv song which happened to be next on my playlist that time. (it just happened!) And Sta. Monica Pier looks so lovely. I would love to go there someday, too.
P.S. I hope you understand me on how adorable Hansol is. Bye. And keep safe and healthy everyone. *winks*
 Hansol under the bright sun is eye-catching. Getting close to him is heart-stopping. Someone like this guy seemed unreal. It wasn’t until that day on your flight to New York that reality hit you. You met him on that flight and made him talk to you about arts and music and everything that interest you both. Turned out the conversation was not a lost cause, that he was not only a face to be forgotten and a seatmate on a plane. When the plane touched down to NYC, he looked around JFK to find you. And he missed the chance. But several days later, you met again. It was like that time on the plane. The story never ended even if you had to go back to (your country).
You rode in the same plane before and you’ve been flying to places with him ever since.
“What?” Hansol asked, curious. The midday sun is making him glow.
Venice Beach Boardwalk is alive with people, both locals and tourists. You are in L.A. but the memory of NYC is with you wherever you go. Hansol gave you a knowing look saying “I know what you’re thinking.” Of course, he does. You have sat together in numerous restaurants and cafes and talked about that first meeting. It’s more than a memory that is deeply engraved in your minds.
“Is there something on my face?” he asked again, smiling. How is he this gorgeous?
“There’s always something on your face,” you replied. You run your thumb on his fine eyebrows. Hansol blinked at you. Amusement lights his eyes. “Something I can’t take my eyes off,” you finished.
“Whoa, really?”
“Don’t act like you don’t know. You are like this unattainable, handsome guy and I am running out of positive adverbs ever included in the dictionary to describe you, Hansol Vernon Chwe.”
He took your hand. “Eliminate the word unattainable and all its synonyms, then.” He showed you your locked hands.
You have no words for that. He’s right, though. He probably once was but he is not anymore. You sighed in contentment even though he released his grip on you. The walk from Venice Beach to Sta. Monica Pier feels relaxing. Hansol filled his eyes with the view of the Pacific Ocean while you can’t help looking at every shop you pass by. The shore has arts and music and laughter. But between you, there is comfortable silence knowing just being side by side is satisfying. This is what it feels like to go out with Hansol.
When it became too hot under the afternoon sun, he asked you to get iced mocha with him. The aroma of roasting coffee beans hit you once you stepped inside the coffee shop. He lets you find a seat so he could go straight to the counter. You found yourself humming to the unknown song playing softly at the background. Hansol appeared with two cups of iced mocha and something very dear to him. A slice of chocolate mousse cake is a staple for lounging in a café. That makes him Hansol, you thought.
“For you,” he said, offering you the cake. He sat down beside you on the couch leaning on the wall.
“Come on, Han, it’s chocolate! It’s your most favorite in the world,” you said dramatically. “And you want me to have it? Man, no, I can’t. I don’t want to deprive you of your rights.”
He laughed that low chuckle. “Don’t you want the privilege? How about we share?”
“Gosh, you’re so clingy,” you uttered, laughing softly.
His eyes widened in disbelief, mouth hanging open. It’s the typical look of surprise on him.
“Am I?” he wondered out loud.
Not in the physical sense. “Aren’t you?” You can really tease him all day for it. There are lots of things that he doesn’t notice when it comes to himself. You really like that about him.
“Is it good or not?” His voice turned low. “I mean, am I being too much?”
You smiled, putting your hand on his shoulder. “I’m only teasing you. No, you’re not being too much, whatever you mean by that. You’re too caring and you make it look natural on you. I like how you don’t notice that side of you. I see you, Han.”
And the next song started to play. “I’ve watched those eyes light up with a smile…” Hansol happened to do the same. He smiled.
“I discover myself more when I’m with you,” he stated, taking your hand from his shoulder and holding it.
The song might be ironic with what’s going on between the two of you, but you didn’t care. You held his gaze for long as the lyrics of the song float in your head. You are in a café in Sta. Monica, California with the man you love while a song about the end of a relationship hums softly. When the words “I found New York laying in your arms”, reached your ears, you both smile at the same time. Did he felt it too? That funny feeling like those words was written because of you and him?
“Do you know the song?” he asked, referring to Breathe by American artist Lauv.
“I think I’ve heard it before. It’s sad but it’s beautiful.”
“The lyrics from earlier made me think of your departure back then,” he said with a wistful look on his face. “I was coming home and then I met you. I knew you’d left eventually but I took my chances.”
“You approached me as I was on my way back to the hotel, introduced yourself and reminded me of the flight. Then you straightaway took me to dinner,” you sighed.
The scenes played in your head as if they only happened yesterday. He walked you back to the hotel. You told him you’d be leaving. The invitations from him kept coming and you were dying to know what was going on in his mind. But you wanted to see him so you just said yes. The time for leaving came and he showed up at JFK. He told you how he tried to find you the moment the plane landed. Not only that but also how he felt about you. He hugged you tight and told you he loved you. And that was the beginning.
So after when the iced mochas and chocolate mousse had run out, the skies turned to pale orange. The Ferris wheel from Pacific Park could be seen from the pier where you are sitting. Hansol’s head is on your shoulder without caring much on your height difference. Your eyes are fixed on his thick eyelashes until he looks up at you.
“Can we stay out here until the stars come out?” he pleaded. You can tell he is excited.
“Sure. Stargazing sounds great,” you answered. He beamed and he is perfectly majestic under the now pale pink skies.
“You can lean on me if you want to,” he offered, sounding cool. You smiled.
Since you aren’t that brave enough for excessive PDA, you allowed yourself this sweet, simple gesture. Hansol’s arms are crossed over his knees, so you put your head on his shoulder and close your eyes.
“I see it now. You were right,” he said. “I am clingy.”
“And cute,” you mumbled, joining in his familiar laugh.
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urirealvibekiller · 4 years ago
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꒰ ꒱ this is an idol life ship for my sweetest and softest bb @sarahbkwl​​ !! hope you like it hehe !! <33 
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꒰ ꒱ your entertainment company
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꒰ ꒱ your training years
you trained for a year before debuting. 
you auditioned for the company through yg global auditions and got accepted because they saw immense potential in you and your talents. 
you were pretty shy as a trainee but goddamn, with just one year of training and consistent hard-work, you glowed the hell up as a performer and artist. [kind of the same scenario as bae jinyoung (my bb <33) of cix and wanna one]
before debuting, you appeared in some of winner and ikon’s music videos, which is where fans began noticing you. 
꒰ ꒱ number of members in your group
there are five members in your group; two koreans, one korean-american, one japanese, and you. 
two koreans :: one is the oldest, sub vocalist, sub rapper, and the visual while the other is the main rapper and face of the group 
one korean-american :: main vocalist and the leader
one japanese :: lead dancer, lead rapper, and maknae
꒰ ꒱ your positions
you’re the main dancer, lead vocalist, center, and face of the group 
꒰ ꒱ your roles
you’re the fake maknae of the group; you may look and dress in a way that is a bit intimidating, and your charisma be through the roof on stage; but off the stage, you basically radiate babie energy and your group members as well as your fans feel protective over you because of your sensitive and clumsy nature. 
also the photographer; you’re known for your photography skills and you have over ten million followers on your instagram where you often post very artistic and aesthetic pictures of yourself, sceneries/places, your group members, and anything else that inspires you really.   
꒰ ꒱ your group’s concept 
a mix of badass and girl crush with a hint of sexiness. very similar to ddd by exid.  
꒰ ꒱ your idol best-friends
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felix from stray kids || as foreign idols, it’s no doubt you guys hit it off immediately as soon as you guys met and got closer at MAMA. you may be shy at first but with him, it was like an immediate sort of connection. 
you’re definitely hype bestfriends !! constantly complimenting, supporting, and basically just hyping each other up. 
vedi affectionate best-friend. sends you memes at 2 a.m. 
oh and you both mc -ed for pops in seoul together and your close friendship is evident on camera; it’s just a very wholesome energy. needless to say, your friendship is one of favorites in the kpop industry.
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seulgi from red velvet || you two would be the sweetest angels adskj 
you guys did a dance cover as a collaboration stage and have been inseparable since then. you’re often on each other’s instagram and openly shows support for each other’s comebacks and professional projects. 
she’s the type of best friend you can talk about anything and you would just laugh about everything. expect lots and lots rofl and majority of the time, you wont even know what you’re laughing about. 
lots of cute dates at cozy and underrated cafes or restaurants in town, which are perfect places for your photography and perfect for her to try new food, especially desserts. 
also she’s really good at art, especially drawing !! you’re both just so artistically talented and similar yet different in the best way - no wonder fate brought you two together as best-friends. 
꒰ ꒱ your fanboy(s) 
the members of verivery are huge fans of your group and have done a number of covers of your group’s songs. 
kangmin especially is a huge fan of you. 
꒰ ꒱ your boyfriend (public)
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chittaphon leechaiyapornkul (can you tell i copy pasted that) aka ten. 
i mean we ain’t surprised at this point. it’s an established fact that you + ten = purfect. 
okay, so i see you guys being only professionally involved at first like your group and a few members of nct were doing this collaboration stage for an award show and it’s a sort of like group couple dance stage and you and ten were paired together. think of the who’s your mama dance stage at 2016 sbs gayo daejeon. similar to that aaaa 
but through the whole process of rehearsing and practicing together, you guys ended up becoming closer because i think your personalities would just click just like that. i think ten is someone who can just connect with anyone but with you, it would just be a different and special sort of connection. 
honestly, i think your relationship would be a mix of slow-burn and fast-paced. it would take him a while to ask you out or to confess verbally but his actions would show otherwise like he would do all those cute things like text you good morning or good night and face-time you regularly. he would buy you gifts. he would smile and laugh a lot more around you. 
i don’t know why i also see him following you on his finsta accounts (that you already know about) and would probably comment cheesy pick-up lines on your posts.
when he does decide to confess, he’ll be so straightforward about it but not in a way that’s overbearing - just very sincere y’know. 
you guys would probably keep your relationship private at first although he wouldn’t be the biggest fan of that but that really wouldn’t last that long. 
the dispatch catches you on a date and pictures of you two are released and both of your companies would confirm the relationship. 
and it’s a praised relationship and fans are supportive - of course there are inevitably and unfairly some negative response but overall, there’s an immense amount of positive reactions from fans that the negative ones are overlooked. 
you guys would be the epitome of a romantic couple and so artistic too augh !! 
oh and guess what, ten’s new best-friends are felix and seulgi now. eeep 
꒰ ꒱ miscellaneous 
your group gets your first win just a week after debuting, making you guys one of the fastest to win at a music show 
even as an idol, you pursue art and photography as more than just a hobby. you make your debut as an artist two years after your debut and some of your pieces are displayed at art galleries. 
your group is extremely popular and active in the US and you have collaborated with some western artists like Lauv, Little Mix, and Anne Marie. 
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thank you for requesting angel <33 have a beautiful day/night !!
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tigerlilyhasablog · 5 years ago
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Life During the Apocalypse
Hello darlings! Hope everyone is doing well… Hope you all are safe, healthy and not going too crazy if you are in self isolation. Since I’m stuck in the house with quite a bit of extra time, I’d like to try to blog a bit more than usual. I thought it would be kind of fun to share with you what I have been up to at home, so enjoy: The Day in the Life of a Quarantined Teen.🙃
Remote school
First for the dull stuff. My university moved to remote learning the week of March 6th, and while they originally said it would be “until further notice”, they have since announced that it will be like this for the rest of the semester. It’s definitely more boring than going to class, and I miss going to school and seeing people, but I don’t mind it that much. It’s kinda funny, ’cause I was homeschooled for most of my life, up until college, so doing this is like going back to the old days of being homeschooled. 🙂 Right now I’m actually on Spring Break, so this week I’m mainly just chillin’.
What I’ve been watching
I’ve been meaning to get Disney+ for eons now, but never got around to it. My sister and I decided that hey, what better time than now? The very first thing that we watched was High School Musical… Don’t judge me.😂 Somehow I had gone through life never having watched this iconic piece of pop culture, but I decided it was time to amend that. What can I say: it is equal amounts completely terrible and utterly amazing.
Finally watched The Mandalorian as well, which is really, genuinely good. I feel so-so about most Star Wars stuff – I don’t dislike it, but I don’t love it – but damn, I got into this show immediately. The way that they’ve made it like a Western? So good. The characters, the visuals, the storyline… 👌🏻 And yes, I would die for Baby Yoda.
Once we finished that season, we began on Agent Carter, and we just finished the first season last night. I felt so-so about it for like, the first two episodes, but after that I got really into it and like, damn, it’s really good! Two thumbs up from me.
Other than Disney, the only other thing that I’ve watched recently is The Miseducation of Cameron Post. It’s been on my want-to-watch list for a while now, and the other day my school gave me access to a site with a bunch of free films on it, one of which was this movie, which I was really excited about. Fuck, it was good. Really hit hard, Chloe Grace Moretz was incredible, as was the rest of the cast, just a really powerful story of course. I liked the indie feel of the whole thing… Sometimes you can just tell, you know? The 90s aesthetic was also great.
What I’ve been listening to
Being stuck in the house has giving me lots of opportunity to listen to music basically all of the time, so let me share some of the stuff I have been loving right now:
Conan Gray’s Kid Krow – I am really loving this album. It is packed with bops, as well as some fantastic sad-boi songs. I’ve liked Conan’s stuff for a bit now, but in a rather passive way… Now I would say that my fan-ness (not a word, I know) has been solidified.
Ed Sheeran – let me introduce you to the little underground indie artist I’ve recently discovered. Haha. It’s kinda funny that I’ve gotten so into Ed lately, cuz I mean, of course I’ve listened to his stuff for a while now. But like, I guess I’ve never delved very deep into his discography? But lately I’ve been listening to the entirety of each of his albums, and I’m a little obsessed. Guess I should have believed the hype sooner, huh?
Alec Benjamin – someone else who I’ve been into for quite a while, but who I’ve been listening to even more lately. His songs have made their way onto “Music of the Month” a couple times already, and I’ll tell you right now that he’s on there this month, too. 🙂 I don’t think he has a single bad song. I have tickets to see him in May, provided corona doesn’t fuck that up, and I’m really excited!
Lauv’s Modern Loneliness – bops. bops. bops. What else can I say? Bops.
Foster the People – ok, this band has such nostalgia for me. Torches was like, all that I listened to in like 2012/13. I hadn’t really listened to them lately, and hadn’t really explored their more recent stuff. But the other day I put on their Spotify playlist and had a dance party to them all afternoon and it made me so fucking happy.
What else I’ve been up to
Spending way too much time on the internet – gotta go ahead and get this one out of the way. I’d love to say that I’ve been super productive and learned a ton of new things and been really creative, but if I’m entirely honest, what I’ve really done is wasted a ton of time on YouTube/Tumblr/TikTok.😬
Drawing – I have gotten some stuff done though! I haven’t used this time for art as much as I’d like, but I’ve been sketching some, and also been playing around with a drawing app… I’ve always been a pencil-and-paper person, but doing it digitally is kinda fun!
My latest project? A vine compilation, of course.😂 Here is the beginnings of it:
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Making music – again, not as much as I should be, but I’ve been playing the guitar and singing quite a bit. I’ve been doing it in a very relaxed, just-singing-what-i-want-to kind of way, which is nice. I guess I’ll use this opportunity to plug my Soundcloud (which I rarely post on, oops.)
Working out – I always exercise pretty regularly, but I’ve decided that this is the perfect opportunity to ramp it up a bit. My family and I have been going on walks every day, since that’s the only way we can get out, and I’ve been doing the Chloe Ting 2 Week Shred Challenge. It’s fucking tough, but I’m very excited about getting in shape.
Texting for the Bernie Sanders team – this has been fun! It’s a super-easy way to get involved in a campaign… I’d love to say I could make calls, and I hope to eventually, but it makes me really nervous. But texting is something anyone can do! Basically all campaigns have moved online, so if you have some extra time on your hands, get involved from home, either in a political campaign or something on the activism side of things! You can text, call, do stuff with social media… do it!
Catching up with friends – this one is smaller in terms of how much I’ve been doing it, but I’d just like to remind you that this is a great time to text or call someone you haven’t spoken to in a while. I know I often feel weird about just contacting someone out of the blue, but in a strange time such as this I think it is the perfect opportunity to check in with someone and see how they are holding up. Even though we can’t see each other in person, we’ve got to stick together in this tough time and keep up our relationships in a long-distance fashion.
Final thoughts
Okay, that’s all for now! It’s looking like this whole situation is gonna last for a while, so maybe I’ll make another one of these in a few weeks and let you know what else I’ve been up to! I’d just like to end with a little thought:  if you are stuck at home and bored and going a little stir-crazy, please remember that we are privileged to be in this situation. There are some people for whom this means that they are out of work, desperate, scared. There are others who are older or immunocompromised who know that getting the virus could be a matter of life or death. Others are not able to work from home and have no choice but to go out every day and risk getting infected. And others have been forced to go home and be quarantined with abusive family members. Even though this is tough for everyone, if your main problem is that you are bored, make sure you put it into perspective and be grateful that that is your biggest worry.
I hope that didn’t sound preachy, but I just think we have to remember that it could be a lot worse. Now, stay safe, stay healthy, and for fuck sake, don’t go out unless you have to. ❤️
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kipperlillycopperkettle · 5 years ago
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                                I DIDN’T KNOW I WAS LONELY ‘TIL I SAW YOUR FACE.                                         A JULES/OPHELIA FANMIX || LISTEN HERE
                                          01. I WANNA GET BETTER — BLEACHERS. ❝ so now i'm staring at the interstate screaming at myself / hey, i wanna get better! / i didn't know i was lonely 'til i saw your face / i wanna get better, better, better, better / i wanna get better / i didn't know i was broken 'til i wanted to change / i wanna get better, better, better, better / i wanna get better. ❞
                                              02. ALL TIME LOW — JON BELLION. ❝ i was the knight in shining armor in your movie / would put your lips on mine and love the aftertaste / now i'm a ghost, i call your name, you look right through me / you're the reason i'm alone and masturbate / i, i've been trying to fix my pride / but that shit's broken, that shit's broken / lie lie, lie, lie, l-lie, i try to hide / but now you know it / that i'm at an all time low. ❞
                                           03. LICK MY WOUNDS — RON POPE. ❝ i think the sun's probably coming up / i don't want to go home, but they threw us out / and i don't ever stay out this late / but there's something happening that made my pulse race / and if looks could kill / she would stop your heart / not just a girl, but a work of art / well, she cuts me deep with the way she moves / then she pulled me in / and she licked my wounds. ❞
                                        04. LONG WAY DOWN — ROBERT DELONG. ❝ if there's a shadow in me / the dark is a tidal force inside of you / taking shots at communion / getting drunk on your antidote / i'll save you a seat next to me down below / the end, the end / everyone will go away / in the end, the end / everything will go / so take it in, don't hold your breath / the bottom's all i found / we can't get higher than we get / on the long way down. ❞
                                       05. RUNNING UP THAT HILL — PLACEBO. ❝ and if i only could / i'd make a deal with god / and i'd get him to swap our places / be running up that road / be running up that hill / be running up that building say, if i only could, oh. ❞ 
                                               06. GRAVEYARD —  HALSEY. ❝ they say i may be making a mistake / i would've followed all the way, no matter how far / i know when you go down all your darkest roads / i would've followed all the way to the graveyard / oh, 'cause i keep diggin' myself down deeper / i won't stop 'til i get where you are / i keep running when both my feet hurt / i won't stop 'til i get where you are. ❞
                                                  07. SUPERHERO — LAUV.  ❝ 'cause they say if you love her let her go / and they say if it's meant to be you'll know / know / i met a superhero / i lost her / i want her back / she did things to me that no one else could / and i miss that. ❞
                                                 08. BAD COMPANY — JULE VERA. ❝ no, i'm not right for you / you know you're no good for me / oh won't you be my bad, bad company / because i'll lie to you / and i know you like hurting me / oh won't you be my bad, bad company / my bad, bad company / we got heart break in the making / and we're drowning in the waves / keep on drifting, it's the only thing we know / yeah my story's always changing / but you wanna play the game / burn each other, leave a little room for hope. ❞
                                             09. THICK AND THIN — LANY. ❝ we go to war / in the heat of the moment / you think that we're broken / i could see my whole life with you baby / now you got me thinking that i'm crazy / 'cause you're out the door / just one mistake / you say you're not in love no more / but was it really love / if you can leave me for something so innocent / is this the end? / thought you'd be there through thick and thin. ❞
                                          10. BETWEEN MY TEETH — ORLA GARLAND. ❝ i can't take on all your pain / there's a guilt in this / i taste in every kiss / i don't know / i'm just a little selfish / you need me, i don't need you / just admit it, admit it / oh, i'm too broken to fix you too / i admit it, i admit it / ah, ah, please don't lean on me / 'cause i don't want your heart between my teeth / ah, ah, think i gotta leave / 'cause i don't want your heart between my teeth. ❞
                                               11. ISSUES — JULIA MICHAELS. ❝ no, you don't judge me / 'cause if you did, baby, i would judge you too / 'cause i got issues but you got 'em too / so give 'em all to me and i'll give mine to you / bask in the glory of all our problems / 'cause we got the kind of love / it takes to solve 'em / yeah, i got issues / and one of them is how bad i need you. ❞  
                                                12. LET IT BE — HAYLEY KIYOKO. ❝ 'cause i believe we're the ones who had it all / i believe we just had to learn to fall / i miss you, i love you, / so it's really hard to see / yeah, we just got to let it be / let us see, be free. ❞
                                    13. DID IT TO MYSELF — ORLA GARLAND. ❝ your personality's split in two / i fell in love with a half of you / and when you told me what you went through / i couldn't brush it off / i wonder what are you doing now / defeats the point of shutting you out / and now my part of london feels so haunted / you gave me a power that i never even wanted / you said, ‘i feel like a letdown / to not be your friend now’ / i, i, i feel like a letdown / and now you're gone, gone, gone. ❞
                                         14. THE HAPPY ONES — BEATRICE ELI. ❝ you could really do with some better taste / but i won't sit and judge / i've had my share of waste / i could really do with a little less booze / shit-faced every weekend / since i gave the news / i know it's gon' be a rainy summer / but listen that won't be what we remember / you need therapy / and i need stronger weed / but chin up / it's gonna get better / misery loves company / go ahead stick to me / we might not be the happy ones / but we sure a funny bunch / let's toast to us. ❞ 
                               15. THE BONES — MAREN MORRIS (FT. HOZIER). ❝ when the bones are good, the rest don't matter / yeah, the paint could peel, the glass could shatter / let it rain 'cause you and i remain the same / when there ain't a crack in the foundation / baby, i know any storm we're facing / will blow right over while we stay put / the house don't fall when the bones are good / call it dumb luck, but baby, you and i / can't even mess it up, although we both try / no, it don't always go the way we planned it / but the wolves came and went and we're still standing. ❞
                                                   16. GLORY — BASTILLE. ❝ and all their words for glory / well they always sounded empty / when we're looking up for heaven / looking up for heaven / way down here upon the ground / when we're lying in the dirt / there's no looking up for heaven / looking up for heaven / not everything had gone to plan / but we made the best of what we had, you know? ❞
                                          17. ALL MY HEROES — BLEACHERS. ❝ all my heroes got tired / and all the days they got short / and the love that i dreamt of / came to me at my worst / all the nights i don't remember / are the ones i can't forget / when all your heroes get tired / i'll be something better yet. ❞
                                              18. FEEL AGAIN — ONEREPUBLIC. ❝ i'm feeling better ever since you know me / i was a lonely soul but that's the old me / a little wiser now from what you showed me / yeah, i feel again, feel again. ❞
                                                   19. SMILE — MIKKY ECHO. ❝ we're trying so hard to get it all right / but only if you're lonely at the end of the night / and i wanna be somewhere away from this place / and somewhere just a little closer to grace / so smile, the worst is yet to come / we'll be lucky if we ever see the sun / got nowhere to go, we could be here for a while / but the future is forgiven so smile. ❞ 
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