#i really could not be bothered
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Xue-gongzi: Don’t cry anymore. Remember to lay me to rest someplace closer to you, and don’t erect a headstone either; it will look a bit too desolate and lonely. Plant a cedar tree instead, alright? It can stay green for all four seasons, yet will appear a head of white hair when covered with snow. The snow of the back hills will never melt. Bury me beneath the tree. In this way, I will always be able to accompany and brew tea with you in the snow. Xue-tongzi: There won’t be a next year. Have you forgotten? The Burial Snow Heart Sutra that I cultivate with, it will reverse my aging and restore my youthful vigor once every four years. The spring of next year will be the time that I break through the last level. If I break through it, my body and memories will be restored anew. I will forget you; I will forget you entirely. Xue-gongzi: If you forget me, that’s good too. I can’t bear for you to always hold a grudge against me. Xue-tongzi: How could I hold a grudge against you? Xue-gongzi: You will. You will resent me for abandoning you, and for making you live all by yourself in loneliness. Xue-tongzi: You bastard good-for-nothing! Then you can’t die! Xue-gongzi: Didn't we always say that the weather outside is sunny and cloudless for ten thousand li on end?
Xue-gongzi: Is the outside really as good as he claimed? If there is a chance, I would really like to go out to take a look. Xue-tongzi (Adult): Is it that you feel this place is no longer fun, so you wish to leave? Xue-gongzi: This place really is boring, indeed. It’s a world of ice and snow, every day of the year exactly the same. But rest assured. As long as you don’t leave, I won’t leave either. I will always accompany you, so we can be bored together. Xue-tongzi (Adult): That’s more like it.
Xue-gongzi: Such a vast and dazzling place, I seem to see it now. It really is as I dreamed. I’m going to go first and take a look for you.
Xue-tongzi (Adult): Long time no see. Are you well?
#my journey to you#云之羽#my translation#雪童子#雪公子#he said “The snow of the back hills will never melt.”#but he meant “I can still uphold my promise to accompany you forever - until both our heads of hair have turned white.”#everywhere i see pingxie#我陪你#好久不见#everywhere i see fanghua#“you should forget me”#“do you hate me for abandoning you?”#theres some nuances that my translation didnt capture but forgive me#i really could not be bothered#i am so emotionally wrecked by this damn show
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I truly, TRULY do not know how to say this, because the fact that I have to say it makes me feel like I am losing my grip on reality. But no, in the post-capitalistic anarchist utopia, I will not be relying on “autistic minecraft girlies” to be building inspectors because - and this may shock you - one of those occupations takes years of education in how to read and interpret hundreds of thousands of lines of regulations based on complicated math and physics that were the result of decades of tragedy and death, and the other one involves playing a children’s video game.
#i am begging this website. BEGGING it. to stop acting like building codes are state oppression#and please stop reducing blue collar jobs to 'so easy any handyman could do it with a youtube video'#that's how people fucking die#i didn't spend five years learning how to do my job safely to watch people online tell me it could've just been a course in high school#i know that this is like. a minority minority opinion and not really worth getting worked up over#but it's so annoying to see supposed leftists denigrating blue collar jobs like this#same poster also opined that we won't need garbagemen#because 'if the trash is bothering people they'll figure out a way to clean it without having to pick it up'#like what??? does that even fucking mean????#construction
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weird hearing "were you a Theatre Kid" "were you a Sports Kid" "were you a Choir Kid" "were you a Dance Kid" bc no? i mean i did all of that and more but resented ever minute of it? actively avoided sticking with anything? i was a "In This Family After School Activities Are Mandatory Kid"
#oh and i was really really bad at all of it btw#which was a good thing actually otherwise i would have gotten bored even *more* quickly#christ if i was good at a Activity i probably would have had to stick with it#that would have been EXHAUSTING#i survived soooo many Activities by standing in the background doing the bare minimum so I could focus on the Hyperrealistic Daydreams#baseball was my favorite. if u wear a glove u can literally just stand in the back of a field & stare at grass & no one bothers you#i mean usually no one bothers you but there is one specific situation where everyone starts yelling your name real loud and pointing
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#my art#monkey d. luffy#one piece#dracule mihawk#sir crocodile#mihawk a little more moustachy and very OOC smile#the croc is from almost a year ago but i still find it neat#just normal drawings#hoping to draw less fanart and more original stuff this year. or at least really try to go out of my comfort zone#also plz no inappropriate comments about the croc#luffy and mihawk make good templates to experiment on. maybe cuz they're simple and shaped + wide brim hat#i seriously have a mihawk disease#i really like drawing low angles#i was looking at pics of tsurumi from GK and i was like mihawk could have a moustache like that#i think mihawk is the cutest guy in one piece.#April Edit: modified the luffy pic slightly. the shadow cutting off in the middle of his neck was bothering me for months
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#considered posting this to my 'main' for a second but then realized i just post most ship art here so it goes here.#now the real question should i use the main tags or stick to a ship tag. but i think the tags might be empty anyway so dont mind if i do#my art#monarch a trois#dr. girlfriend#henchman 21#the monarch#dr mrs the monarch#uhhhh#venture bros#vbros#ask to tag#im new here i have no idea what tags to use 🫡#i mainly just wanted to draw them all together cause yknow. they could be a thing#so yeah this is ship art but take it however you want#ALSO i got very lazy with the clothes and coloring i honestly just wanted to do a pose like this and then didnt really want to think abt#the clothes and then when it came to coloring i considered leaving them in all black but it was hard to see them then#so i added a tiny bit of color after having this sit in my files for over a week#i want to draw them more but i have no ideas at all im just imagining them having like movie nights whenever they can nd stuff#i loved how domestic the show got to depict them being somehow. injecting the scenes where theyre in their kitchen into my bloodstream#but now that sheila isnt a part of the villain trio its like ough... leaving the boys home alone in their r/malelivingspace#garys s7 room 💀#also i cropped this cause i could not be bothered to draw shoes. i actually drew them for dr gf and monarch but i gave up on garys#<- has not drawn shoes in months because of liking cartoon animals that dont wear them
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Me when i draw the same angst for the billionth time
#i cant be bothered to finish this rn so posting it incomplete it is#wip#but not really#“know its for the better” for who? for when? not us. not now#immortal au#doodles#sunshine draws#dca au#dca fandom#dca community#oc#dca fnaf#dca sun#i need to write a 10 page essay about their very loving very good and questionably healthy but incredibly fucked relationship#specially as the lonely and aware ones that had to pick up the pieces of the mess they found themselves in#and let break apart instead of holding to each other#what could they have done together anyway?#immortal au art 🎨
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I can't see you. Do you see me? 👁️👁️
#scopophobia#eye strain#bright colors#creepy#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home wally#wally darling#wally darling fanart#welcome home fanart#wh wally#wh wally darling#wally welcome home#hello hello dont mind me! Tried to experiment. Not too good with “creepy” art so heres an attempt!#Wally practice!!!!#Maybe not the best but hey! I tried!#my style really doesnt lend well to outright horror#this particular style is actually one I use for personal vent art! Thought maybe it would be a good starting point#put all the warnings I could think of in the tags oh I hope its all good and I don't end up bothering anyone with suddenly RED ART!!!!#ANYWAY LOVE YALL MWAH MWAH SORRY IF THIS FEELS LIKE A JUMPSCARE ON MY USUAL COLORFUL PAGE LMAO#my art#sketches
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small gog au Mafuena doodle from a while back
#I sketched this a while ago but never bothered taking a photo...because I hate taking pictures....but now it's digital so who cared#the sizedifference may be wrong....but I could just draw more to compensate my blunders#design is shit? draw more! background is bland? draw more! hate a really small thing on a painting? draw more!#Every time I nitpick I draw more.... that's actually why yesterday was the first break in months#art#my art#doodle#project sekai#prsk#hatsune miku colorful stage#prsk gog au#mafuyu asahina#ena shinonome#guardians of gahoole#guardians of ga'hoole
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I love how Rio and Agatha were not rushing at all when making each other’s brooms. Everyone else was panicking and they were just like, ‘gotta make sure it looks good for the love of my life’
#Agatha could not be BOTHERED#girl was just adding some leaves#like ‘yeah she’ll like this’#‘make sure it looks good’#and Rio’s just watching her with a mix of lovey dovey and ‘I want to fuck you’ eyes#it was really cute lol#agatha all along#agathario#agatha x rio#rio x agatha#agatha harkness#rio vidal#episode 5 babyy
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“For a long time, Nico had assumed he himself did not have a heart.”
#Ignore the fact that I could not be bothered to shade and draw their clothes#Just focus on the rest x#solangelo#solangelo fanart#tsats#nico di angelo#nico di angelo fanart#will solace#will solace fanart#pjo fanart#tsats fanart#pjo hoo toa tsats#tsats spoilers#not really but you know…#percy jackson#pjo#rick riordan#pjoverse#pjo fandom#rrverse#riordanverse#my sillies#my art#artists on tumblr#fan art#the sun and the star
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My entry for a prompt week we organized on the SatoSho Discord Server. The prompt was Soft Touches
#i love involving the first years#nobara is a bloodhound when it comes to the campus gossip#she sniffs out anything from a mile away#she and meimei probably have a underground scheme going on#with nobara being the informant and meimei pulling the betting srings#but yeah im a fucking sucker for shoko and gojo's relationship to be really low key#they're not even trying to hide anything but everybody just writes them off as “good friends”#because shoko cant be bothered and gojo is touchy with everybody#but shoko's the only one who indulges him#and they leave together for their appartement#and everybody doesnt second guess it#until nobaras like “WAIT they live together???????”#ahhhh i love that trope#i could write a whole fanfiction about it#AHAHHAHAHAH#definitely check out tiressians 5+1 fic on a03
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this description made me realise what one of my favourite MXTX character tropes is: Over-Worked, Under-Appreciated Employee Who Is Not Above Becoming Somewhat Evil About It
#jin guangyao#shang qinghua#sha hualing#ling wen#svsss#tgcf#mdzs#jgy#sqh#shl#i can't get over the descriptions of shl ''the demon race’s star employee Sha Hualing''#''her current role as an overworked and underpaid employee seems something of a downgrade''#honestly the other three would probably get along relatively well if they could just shove sha hualing into a cupboard somewhere#let them do paperwork and drink tea together in a calm room where no one is bothering them u.u#they're all in fantasy public service and should be allowed to commit a few atrocities. as a treat.#i'm so happy to have finally found an excuse to draw sha hualing i love her design#every other character is wearing upwards of 7 fucking layers - she saw a sexy sexy niche and decided to fill it... or sqh did i guess#i debated putting yin yu in here as well but you know what. even if he works for a ghost king he just really isn't that evil#sorry yin yu once again you just don't quite make the cut#(also he wrecked my composition)#my art
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i would do anything for murderbot. this includes learning mecha it appears
#anywayyyy this was just a sketch i was playing around with#bc im drawing something else but then uh#well i actually really liked the way this turned out#also I KNOWWW THERES NO HANDS#but i couldnt be bothered bc this was a no stakes drawing#i just wanted to test how much mecha i could draw without actually sitting myself down to learn#and im VERY happy with this#can u tell i really started having fun once i got to its legs#anywayyy#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#murderbot fanart#art by cricket
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some ted lassos on roblox free draw
#ted lasso#ted lasso fanart#trent crimm#gotten really obsessed with this game. so....#pn.art#ignore the different username watermark thats my roblox acc.. add me if u want idk LOL#i could NOT be bothered to fix anatomy or w/e in this dang game. my god
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bug doodles so i can say i drew something
#oc#original character#alien oc#artists on tumblr#art#aliens#sketch#nyx#having a rough month creatively. and mentally. like a really really rough month. but i'm tired of saying that too#i made like three things this year i was excited about and that's it. where did the fun go. im supposed to enjoy it right#if i dont enjoy it then what is the point !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of anything !!!! i dont enjoy Anything anymore even !!!!!!!!!#why is it already august. almost september. i dont even remember most of 2023 let alone 2024.#i got no drive to draw let alone to push through a drawing when it gets challenging or doesn't turn out right. i barely drew this month#just kinda hated everything. nothing is fulfilling#IF IM NOT HAVING FUN !!! THEN WHAT IS THE POINT !!! WHAT AM I DOING IT FOR#more and more i consider taking a hiatus from art. but what the fuck else do i do with my time then. what if i never come back to it#i got a list of stuff i could draw but either i try and i dont like it or i sit there and wonder why even bother because i wont enjoy it#guys im tired. im so exhaustingly overwhelmingly depressingly fucking tired and i feel no joy in my art#or videogames. or anything.#i need to go to bed
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I just can NOT get over the whole Sebastian wanting to do a play with Chris thing, you guys. I know it's just a hypothetical at this point, but even just the concept is just so incredible? Like, Sebastian wasn't even prompted into bringing up Chris, he just did, like he'd just been waiting for an opportunity to do so. And then he says he wants to do a Broadway play with Chris? Even implies he's talked to him about it, that he brought up the idea with him repeatedly and is just waiting for Chris to agree to do this with him? Like, it might actually happen?
And what I maybe love most is that this means Sebastian has given this a LOT of thought. He's been going about his life, doing his busy important movie star thing, and meanwhile he's been thinking about Chris, and about how much he wants to work with him again, and how he wants to do this specific play with him that he loves, because he thinks they'd be great in it together. But at the same time, he admits that he'd basically do any play with Chris, as long as they get to work together again. He could've said he wanted to work with anybody, any of his former co-stars, all those people we know he's still friendly with because anyone who works with Sebastian falls a little bit platonically in love with him and vice versa, but no, he specifically says Chris Evans. Out of everyone he's worked with, he wants to work with Chris again for this, he's trying to get him, they're doing this, goddammit.
And another amazing implication of all this, imo: even though Sebastian's been very vocal about rejecting the idea that some people have that they get to tell him what to do and influence his life somehow just because he's famous (about which is absolutely right, by the way) -- he just kind kind of seems to forget all about that in the moment he decides to call on people's help to convince Chris to say yes to his idea. As though achieving that particular goal is more important than all of that other stuff lmao.
And listen, I know he's just messing around, and deep down he knows full well that we don't have any means to contact Chris anyway, and Chris is very good at protecting his peace these days so he's not going to be seriously bothered by anyone about this, but still, the fact is that Sebastian literally told us all to bother Chris, text him, DM him, make posters and send them to him, anything to get through to him and make him see the light. Like, Sebastian wants this bad. AND he knows that there are lots of people out there who would love to see him and Chris reuniting, on stage this time, and he's cunningly using that fact to get what he wants. It's kind of incredible. I just can't get over it, guys.
#and I also know that if chris really doesn't want to do it for some reason#or if he'd told sebastian that he's conflicted about because of any serious reasons#then sebastian would respect and accept that#like I 100% believe their relationship is based on mutual love and respect and sebastian would never push chris into doing something#he really doesn't want to do#and vice versa#so I feel like so far it's just been an idea that's been floating between them and chris has maybe said something like he'd love to#but the timing has to be right or something like that#like I truly don't believe he outright doesn't want to do this with seb but I also think he could decide not to for reasons that#have nothing to do with sebastian#and that would be valid#if a crying shame lol#but yeah#I would respect that and I'm so sure sebastian would too#so basically what I'm trying to say is that I don't believe for a second that sebastian has been harassing chris about this#or that chris is going to be bothered by this development#or I wouldn't be talking about it so lightly#but yeah that is what I personally believe#anyway I need to get back to doing stuff#but I will continue to think about this for the foreseeable future#sebastian stan#chris evans#evanstan#my gif#minnie talks
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