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struggeling to draw anything for the totk rewrite bc i know the most popular stuff is some cool cutscenes or something and me working on detailed mechanics is mostly a waste of time :/
like i have alot of stuff worked out by now but it would take ages to draw concepts for all those new menus and mechanics when few people are interested in that- and while making a giant text post about it would be more efficient ... who the hell would read all that ._.
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rewites totk#its pretty demotivating that alot of work i do for it is gonna go unnoticed#while some vague idea with little info of how its actually gonna go is gonna make the rounds much more#... this is in part bc the og idea of villain rauru post thing kinda blew up#.. blew up as in i got like 2k likes and over 40 comments on it on twitter#on tumblr is got over 1k notes which is also rather unusual#which is attention my art hasnt gotten in ages#i had gotten used to only having below that numbers on anythign i did#and it both motivated me to work and think about this so much more#but now its all falling into the 'feels like wasted time' category
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i'm flatlining and can't summon energy to make my own post apparently so i'm sorry but here i am with the last three paragraphs because i also clearly can't read directions! winter and i are getting along so great. anyway here's some february femslash in the making:
The woman smiled, caught the bartender's attention, and before she knew it Xiao Bai was looking down at a cocktail, slice of orange twisted around a bright red cherry. "Amaretto sour," said the bartender briefly, then jerked his chin in the direction of the disheveled pretty woman. "From the other lady."
Xiao Bai felt very flattered, with a pinprick of curiosity puncturing her bubble of misery. "Tell her thank you," she said, bravely, "and I would like to order one for her, as well."
"You can tell her yourself," said a voice at her elbow, and Xiao Bai had to pull back a little to focus on the source: the pretty woman had left her seat and was now sliding onto the stool at right angles to Xiao Bai's, half-finished beer gripped in one hand. Up close, she was even prettier, with porcelain skin that not even her smudged makeup and flushed cheeks could conceal. "Thought you looked like you could use some company."
This is just called "drunk girls" right now but it will be Bai Haotian from Lost Tomb Reboot and Zhu Hong from Guardian. tagging @hils79 @foxofninetales hmmm who else shall i torment how about @theredshoes @bettsfic @elenothar and anyone who wants to play!
last line game
I was tagged by @forerussake to post the last line I've written, which! Fittingly, is from a WIP that was inspired by eru's to bring the sun down to his knees and have him taste the rainbow (Zhu Yilong/Bai Yu/OC poly RPF) 😍 and our subsequent conversations.
However, in the process of writing it just kind of turned into Bai Yu and our Unnamed Photographer... talking, and I don't think the scene I had in mind when I started jotting down lines will even make it into the fic. Love when that happens!
In the early stages of writing, I will just collect snippets of dialogues as they come to me, sometimes severely out of order, and then once I feel ready to start writing-writing, the snippets turn into paragraphs and gaps are filled in. As such, this is the last line I jotted down:
This is revenge for all the black and white filters, isn't it.
It'll make sense in context. Or it'll get scrapped when I get to that part of the fic. Who knows! 😀
Tagging: @sarking, @problematicturtle, @distressednoise, @lunarriviera, @miss-ingno
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me when im crazy about two characters that dont even know each other.
Thank you to @oathofkaslana for writing the id for this!!
#Paper’s art#Paper’s genshin art#Sayu#amber#genshin impact#hey guys.#hey. Guys. What if i exploded#I could go on and on and on#If i was writing this a little earlier then i probably would#BUT !!#i lied im gonna talk now#Ok so sayus sensei. Ambers grandpa.#they were both mentor/ parental figures and very very important to amber and sayu#And then they left and never came back and didnt tell them much if anything at all.#And their leaving caused sayu and amber to get their visions.#Both of them were trying to figure what to do after their sensei/grandpa left#I feel like im not explaining this very well but whatever#Sauy and amber are soo similar guys#amber’s book about flying courage#Sayu’s vision story about weakness and strength#ALSO THE WINDDD#Sayu wouldve died probably if there wasnt wind!!#The wind blew and she got away by turning into leaves!!!!!!! Also anemo vision#The amber bird book!! The wind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The bird had courage and jumped!! And it flew becuase the wind came!!! Also wind glider#Btw i put the leaves and the birds in the comic becaue of that but whatever#Also theres more but idk idk idk lets talk about who the sensei is#As far as we know from the game- we know like ntohing. The only things we know from sayu is that they’re taller than sayu and smiles pretty#So why did i make the sensei kazuha’s friend? Because why not.#When i first heard about sayus sensei thats who popped into my head so ill stick with it. It also explains why sensei didnt come back yet#Ok theres no more tag space left
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Oh why is my brain buzzing today???
Anyway hi. So I have this silly joke I make a lot of Dandy not knowing how to talk to pretty people. Like, they just got not a clue as to how to interact with someone pretty.
That shit so includes Wally. You bet the first time Wally spoke with Dandy, they genuinely didn't even realize he was talking to them. Assumed he must have been talking to someone else, cause why would someone as pretty as him be talking to someone like them??? At least that's how they see it.
Takes them ages to really understand that Wally LIKES their company.
#text post#just rambling#welcome home oc#dandy leon#i just love the idea that Dandy is just always shocked that Wally is still talking to them.#Oh you wanted to hang out??? even though I was a stuttering mess yesterday?? you still want to spend time with me???#accidently called him pretty to his face once while they were still getting acquainted I know it in my heart#Dandy probably clammed up so much at first. so many wasted conversations that left them sleepless at nignt thinking they blew it#only for Wally to still seek them out days later for them to join him and his friends in an activity#I feel like Wally really cherishes the first comfortable conversation Dandy was able to have with him. being able to see their passion#their unfiltered joy. for just a moment#Made him perk up a little like “oh. there you are.”#okay sorry sorry
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ok i just got curious so pls tell me 😭
#this is just because idk what vibe i give off-#like i have a post that blew up way too much but besides that i think i appear as a pretty chill guy???#idk man tell me pls 😭#btw if you consider me scary STOP PLS IM NOT- 😭
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charlie day & that one pair of black jeans
#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#the always sunny podcast#charlie day#MAN.#he wears them in more early eps too but the table makes it hard to see anything other than a dark blob so i didnt bother#BUT UH. i only started noticing when they ripped but he wears them. pretty much every episode. my guy has like two pairs of pants.#its either these or khakis jshbfjgv#looks like he finally got a new pair of black jeans bc in the latest eps he doesnt have the gigantic rip in the knee#anyway i was thinking about this because s1 promo shoot charlie's got a huge fucking hole in the crotch of his jeans#and i assume they're charlie's pants irl because they wore their own clothes on set#ada speaks#anyway id like to talk about glenn saying he 'blew out the crotch' of his jeans after asking charlie if the tear was naturally occurring
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i am a synthv user primarily because 1) i was always kind of a moresampler main on utau already :3c and 2) i am easily swayed by affordable pricing and extremely user friendly interfaces BUT the one problem with synthv studios focus on realism is how instead of just distorting vocals that are too high or low out of range, instead they just get breathier and REALLY quiet, you can get around it okay with parameter shenanigans but thats one think i really prefer about voisona and utau or sv editor - this is purely a preference thing, but I do love putting a synth far below its range and have it still functional (albeit robotic) LIKE go into c2. i know you sound like a broken jackhammer. go into c2.
#im an expression over realism guy. also an expression over robotic-ness guy. robotic realistic it doesnt matter to me#what i care about is how much hashtag personality i can hear HGKJDSHJDS#its so nebulous what i like about a synth LOL its star power!!!! do i hear star power or not!!!!!!#that is another reason i like sv a lot tho theres some expressive banks who's vocals were flattened in other iterations#primarily sora. altho the coco girlies are pretty expressive for what they are. utaus pretty good for personality honestly#but like man. the reason i got interested in learning how to use vocal synths myself was because rikka's ai blew my MIND#years ago... years ago when they had some marketing copy that referred to ai as automatic intonation.....#she still is just one of my favourite vocals in general she just got so much personality in there#but yeah expression is king to me. its king to me. thats also why i like utau banks that have like a thousand appends#i dont care that its like an entire gigabyte or two GIVE IT TO MEEEEE#the whispers... the vocal fries... the soft banks... the power banks....#thats also what i really have been loving about genbu despite him being a standard bank#he has those extra phoneme groups which are so cool the soft and the falsetto. and of course his bank is like a kire style bank in general#so a lot of interesting utau-esque expression can come from it. suffix broker like or voice colour esque. love it
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Heya soup how's it goin :-)
its going!
#dude it's been so long since i've interacted too much with this hellsite#or my moots i lowkey miss you guys#i've just had a lot of life stuff going on yk#senior year of hs is beating my ass to a pulp but WE PERSEVERSE#against all odds i'm still standing#somehow#currently ive got so many art assignments to get done this weekend so! that's gonna be fun#i've also been learning guitar! so that's pretty cool- on month 3 of my guitar journey :)#AND i just found out i got a 1290 on the FIRST SAT ive taken ever#winged that shit so hard and blew it out of the water i'm floored by my academic prowess#but yeah!#life's been moving#it's been going#definitely been a bitch at some points ngl but again im still standing#rn.. i'm chilling :)#thanks for asking dude i miss talking with you and the rest of the moots!#s0up1talks
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the whole "you cannot control how people interpret your art once its out there" thing is so real. i switched one of my student films from unlisted to public recently and it's gotten a ton of views but aside from a couple the comments are some of the dumbest things i've ever seen. one of them is a rant about how kids these days are so obsessed with filming everything they don't help people who are in danger. there is one character in the whole film and she never films anything herself. people will interpret things in ways you couldn't even imagine
#cricket chirps#NO idea why that one blew up#i guess our visuals were good but i literally wrote that script in like two hours 😭#it was pretty much a race of how fast can i get this to six pages and have as many Events as possible while also having a semicoherent plot#i am proud of it though#for the time we had and the fact that it was literally just us 2 and at times my brother it turned out really well
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Thank you for spreading my giddler propaganda 🫡
Forgot to answer this day of (whoops,) but I'll always support yalls left-field nonsense. Always*.
Anyway, figured this was the funniest time to respond, based on what I've gleaned from the discord and a brief stroll across some blogs...
#rip giddler died before you could truly live 😔#(so much is happening in the background w yall.... giddler Blew Up at the station right? otherwise this doesn't make sense-)#((for the people that know even less than me the last tag features a figure of speech and is not literal! unless it accidentally is))#ooc#asks#anon#yk what. as a treat#giddler#idk what other tags i want to put on this tbh lol#* My support is conditional in that we all behave Like Decent People. but you've spoken to me you can ascertain The Vibe. i trust yall not +#+too stray Too Far from God's Light /j (by which I mean not be scummy. yall are pretty chill I feel this is trust well placed)#to stray. not too. *lets out a long exaggerated sigh as I slide down and out of view*
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❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-
#glass animals#honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh????#like….. when i say wore out#i cannot describe how much i listened to it#i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number#like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened)#i cannot recall w this#gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke#so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao#(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol)#anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night#driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in#sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who????#had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused#it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song#then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky &#ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work#(i was right & it blew her miiind)#god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok#i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this#highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift#a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them#as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?)#a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever
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"...What do you mean, three crowns won't fit? Of course they will! We'll just stack them!"
#// It has been done#// I blew through pretty much all of my mora lol#// but he truly is a short king now <33
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i think what's really getting me about kozma claiming to have blown up the moon and also claiming to "be" the breach and basically equating "breach collaborators" and "my allies" in the same speech is that. the breach operative we've known since season one, the person who "is" the breach as far the story's concerned, is saskia. and midst is saskia's HOME! she built the black candle with her own two hands (metaphorically, at the very least), she LOVES it there and she loves those people :( and if we take kozma's story at face value, she just threw the "centerpoint" (according to imelda) of her own operation entirely under the bus and endangered the lives not only of innocent people but also of a bunch of her own operatives without their knowledge just to destabilize the trust and frankly that makes me kind of hope she IS telling the truth simply because that's the kind of betrayal i find absolutely delicious,
#midst spoilers#midst#midst podcast#i DO think she's probably bluffing about all or most of it. i bet she was collaborating with the breach but not as closely or with as much#authority as she just claimed and i no longer think she blew up the moon#but MAN those claims leave a nasty taste in my mouth for the exact reasons outlined above.#and it certainly COULD make sense! it's a smart move to encourage/fund/organize an insurrectionary movement within your political rival!#and easy to sacrifice them--especially when it's not even all of them and you've got bigger plans now--to make an even bolder move!#she's a collector! she can move her pieces around the board!#and the scheming of it all only makes her threats have more credibility to the upper trustees she's threatening#except of course that hieronymous is sitting right there having the full perspective & caring about the breach and about saskia specificall#just one more crazy layer to what must have been going through his head during that dinner#frankly. WEEPE has the full perspective too although whether he cares about any of it remains to be seen#i do think kozma is probably going to get killed by the trust/weepe pretty quickly here. but i would LIKE for saskia to get to confront her#if kozma IS telling the truth#it's nuts even WITHOUT the breach component considering she OWNED midst until literally last week. ma'am those were YOUR people.#like to be very clear blowing up that moon was a callous and fucked up thing to do regardless of personal connection. whoever did it.#but the closer the relationship gets the crazier it feels as a thing to do or to claim to have done#i just think saskia deserves revenge or justice on SOMEONE for her home being used as a piece in this stupid game...
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I was thinking about voltron so much today that during class I took more notes about voltron than actual notes </3
#i cannot help that i have watched 7 seasons of vld in 5 days#they are just in my brain#also i was secretly hoping that the Bad Writing in the later seasons werent as bad as i thought#but seasons 7 and 8 made me so mad#also s6 finale when they blew up the castle for literally no reason#s6 was pretty good and then they had to do that... heartbroken#me watching seasons 1-6: wow i love voltron!! silly show :)#me watching seasons 7-8: i hate this fucking show so much. everytime something plot relevent happens i get angry#also i was writing notes about black paladin allura bc my friends spoke of a possible presentation night#and i have so much to say about voltron. also a few of them have never seen it and i would need to explain the shows history#voltron watching
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you know i don't bring this up as a light anecdote because it involves me being talked about in really perverted ways behind my back. but when i was like 20 i was part of this large group of friends that was mostly a bunch of guys, and a couple of girlfriends. and the energy if you were a girl starting to hang around them was like. "ok, so who are you gonna hook up with/date?" and it didn't last long bc of course when the answer ended up being "well none of you," the patience they had for me evaporated. lol. so i was being talked about among literally every single one of them behind my back in a gigantic group chat, of like literally everyone in the original group chat (including the ppl who never fucking used it, and it was over twelve people) minus a few other ppl they didn't like, decidedly. and eventually one of my GOOD friends (that i am still friends w to this day) told me about it and then there was the whole drama of people not being able to accept consequences for their actions, not owning up to being cowardly bullies, etc... yawn yawn yawn. truly that was some stupid middle school shit from a bunch of immature ppl that i didn't really take to heart. not the guys, anyway. i was honestly very hurt by a couple of girls who partook in it though, that i thought genuinely liked me and who i genuinely liked in return, so that was shocking to me.
but anyway. after this all happened my sister went OFF on this one guy in particular. bc he had been a nuisance before. he was a slimy creep honestly. i used to feel a lot of pity for him bc i thought he was just sad and wanted attention but that was just my 20-year-old nonsense brain way of interpreting it. he was incredibly annoying and would wear girls down, would hop from one girl to another week after week, each one not reciprocating his constant desperate flirting and lovebombing. and there was a joke he participated in about me and my (also queer, female) friend that was particularly crossing a line. so kaily just ripped this guy a new one when he went to try and offer an explanation. like imagine trying to even talk to someone after you just humiliated and bullied their sister... couldn't be me. like i was literally the one being bullied in this instant but i can't imagine the kind of white hot rage i'd be in if someone did that to my sister. you know? so yeah.
at the end of this rant kaily told him "go to hell." you know. like fuck off. go fuck yourself. go to hell. good old indecent words to throw out at someone you loathe, right? i'm literally ONLY bringing this up because i cannot stop thinking, all these years later, about how one of the girls who participated in it, and was the least apologetic about it (in fact weirdly a year later she came back just to taunt me again and tell me how much better her life is without me and how stupid i was for breaking up a 'wonderful' friend group?? yeah that sounds like the behavior of someone who is over it)... i don't remember where but someone told me she talked particularly about that message to that guy and said "kaily told (name) to burn in hell" like. like that whole time she interpreted my sister as like a conservative christian who was calling him a dirty sinner. bc presumably she had never heard the phrase "go to hell" in a non-literal context before, or just never understood it?? like that girl didn't necessarily strike me as incredibly bright or something, in the short time i knew her, but i never would've guessed she could be so dumb...
but for the record that pervert guy yeah he is gonna burn in hell.
#tales from diana#im sorry how much dramatic backstory that anecdote required#that one girl and her friend are still some of the most baffling pieces of that story to me#like i hate to say it but i was not shocked that all but like two of those guys really liked or respected me at all#none of them seemed to like any of the other girls in the friend group#they just barely seemed to tolerate their friends' girlfriends. bc they had to#and some of those guys didn't even seem to like or respect their girlfriends#both of those girls who bullied me were some of 'the girlfriends' and i have to be honest. i wouldnt wanna be 'the girlfriend' there#neither of them are still w their then-boyfriends and im pretty sure for both of them it ended awfully#idk what happened to the really particularly aggressive one who thought kaily said 'burn in hell'#but for some reason like 6 months later when she and her bf broke up she unfriended me on fb#i had never unfriended her in case she wanted to apologize at any point (i had hope... 20 year old nonsense again i was really naive)#but then yeah another 6 months later she and the other girlfriend (still in a relationship at that time) just blew up at me and some others#for like no reason. just bc we all stayed friends... w each other#like i promise u i never went out of my way to bother these girls in any way. directly or indirectly. they just had to say#'its been a year and i still hate you guys' like why. we were literally all adults. we didnt go to school together we never saw each other#we were all just frankly moving on but i guess they were not over it#the other girl whose relationship lasted longer had maybe the worse boyfriend? definitely the worse breakup#he abandoned her for another woman and kicked her out of their living space#she was literally begging on social media for help#and again that guy was a monster who did not seem to really love her. he's married to the other woman now#they have a kid together#idk where either of those girls are now bc basically all their friends abandoned them#feels like if they had chosen their allies better way back when we were 20-21 itd have been different#which is not to blame them. but like. i would not have let that happen to my friends#but the fact that anyone stood up for me when i was being bullied was 'starting drama'#and the fact that they all let their problems pile up until their lives are destroyed? well i guess thats just being civilized and mature#sorry if this is just sounding incredibly judgmental bc i dont think they deserve their situations at all#but i dont think their choices didnt play some role in their being eventually discarded by rotten fuckin men#they were pretty rotten to me too. poor things...
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I just had a Canadian customer who bought for 500€ worth of fabric (with some patterns and notions) and that kind of wealth genuinely blows my mind because she's in Paris for a week after doing a river cruise in the south of France, and then next week she'll be in London for a week and she told me her and husband already bought lots of stuffs from their travels (including fabrics) and had to buy a new suitcase that's already full... how do you just spend so much money on such a short time (and I know some people save up a lot before travelling and she was of retirement age so she might have saved up all her life but she never once asked me for the price of the fabrics or anything she just kept asking for more so it felt more like money was just not a concern at all lol). and she might not even be super rich, just wealthy but having never had that kind of ease with money even that really feels like another world to me (especially at a time when most people are spending less because of inflation)
#I know I really don't earn a lot but I feel like I live pretty comfortably on a daily basis#but then I see people like that and I'm like wow I can't even afford summer vacations on my own (or I could but that would take out of my#savings and they're not big lol I blew most of it away when I moved out last year and had to furnish my place)#I'm not jealous it's just kind of sticking to realise how much you live differently than some people#vinformation
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