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I am quite new to the online Ghost Fandom and fandoms in general. I've usually stayed on the outskirts and I don't have an active twitter or tiktok as I find internet echo chambers quite uncomfortable. I was having a lot of fun with Ghost and then I learn that some people have been calling for the DEATH of one of people performing as the Nameless Ghouls! I will never support someone who has assaulted or abused someone but this scenario has been BLOWN OUT OF PERPORTION? Listening to victims does not mean believe them without any critical thinking. Correct me if I am wrong, the person on a brand new twitter account said he made them uncomfortable by flirting and that he touched their back while taking a photo (under clothes? over clothes?) and this person has been deleting posts, used an stolen image of the event and refuses to elaborate or bring forward any proof? and this was from SIX MONTHS AGO??? He has already spoke on this stating explicitly never placed his hand under anyone's clothing or touch anyone in an inappropriate place AND THAT he was extremely committed to being a part of any possible resolution. The fact that "fans" have made so many death threats is insane. If they were going to kick him due to the allegations, it would have been done before this tour started, probably 6 months ago when this started.
Some members of the Ghost fandom (mainly from Twitter) jumped so hard on a toxic cancel culture mindset with hardly any proof to the point that Swiss hasn't been seen onstage in two shows and that is CRAZY. I hope the man is okay and just taking a break for himself. This post is not me supporting him or his actions. We don't know the truth of the matter. I'm just pointing out the reaction of some fans is WRONG. If you can't like him anymore because of this that is OKAY! But hearing that people on twitter are celebrating his "removal", telling him to kill himself and are celebrating Dewdrop's fractured his foot/leg is disgusting!
I know damn well that the band must be upset over this. Cancel culture is DANGEROUS! Think of the implications of your actions and words.
I'm deeply embarrassed to be a part of a fanbase with people like this. This kind of shit is why I hate Twitter and cancel culture.
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beneath the sleeping stars || Spencer Reid
pairing → Spencer Reid x Reader
summary → On the way home from yet another case on the jet, you and your boyfriend Spencer take advantage of your peacefully sleeping coworkers to have a little bit of sweet and innocent alone time, taking chances and talking about both of you getting hurt during the case.
warnings → early seasons!spencer, shy!reader, bau!reader, established relationship but it’s all very new still, they’re just little anxious beans, just pure tooth-rotting fluff, they’re so adorable your honor, minor injuries, no descriptions or pronouns used for the reader, no y/n used
author’s note → This whole thing was inspired by this post from @multifandomangel. I started writing this story immediately after I saw the post but it took me a while to come back around to it and finish it. But now it’s done and I’m very happy with how cute and fluffy it turned out :3 Let me know what you think about it <3
word count → 3.2k
This is a repost. I deleted the original post because tumblr was being difficult and marked it as needing a content label and took forever to revise it. I hope this one won't have the same problem. Thanks to all the lovely people who read, reblogged and liked the original post anyway <3
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You sit next to Spencer on what the team has dubbed “his” couch on the BAU’s jet, currently on the way home to the FBI’s headquarters after having solved yet another case on the other side of the country, absentmindedly staring at the book in your hands you act like you’re reading.
The words on the page you haven’t turned in over five minutes stare back at you unblinkingly, but you pay them no mind, instead peeking over the edge of your book to inconspicuously observe the rest of your teammates relaxing in their seats. Hotch is at the front of the jet in a single seat with his arms crossed over his chest and eyes closed while Morgan, Emily and JJ sit around the table across from you. JJ’s head rests on Emily’s shoulder who in turn has her cheek squished to the top of the blonde’s hair, soft breaths leaving her parted lips. Morgan on the other hand rests against a pillow pressed to the wall of the jet, his headphones still on and Rossi, who sits behind him, has his legs stretched out over two seats with his eyes closed as well.
It's perfectly quiet on the jet except for the subtle hum of the aircraft’s engines paired with what little you can hear of Morgan’s music and the occasional soft snore coming from one or another person sitting around you.
With bated breath you wait for another minute or two to be absolutely certain about what you’re eagerly hoping for—
They’re all fast asleep.
A smile tugs at your lips and you slowly close your book and let it glide to the floor soundlessly before gently nudging Spencer’s leg with your foot.
The lanky genius next to you stirs and you immediately feel bad for rousing him from his slumber so rudely, but the feeling abruptly dissipates and is replaced by a flutter of butterfly wings in your belly when he gives you a sleepy smile, one hand coming up to rub his tired eyes.
“Hi,” he greets you quietly, his voice a little deeper than it normally is and it embarrassingly takes you a second to answer him.
“Hi yourself,” you manage, matching his soft tone to not disturb the quiet of the jet as it takes you closer to your home through the night sky.
You smile at each other shyly, starting a new round of your regular game of Who will break eye contact first? that you both lose at the same time. An amused huff escapes you at your own antics and you look back to Spencer who is already grinning at you, his cheeks glowing with an adorable blush even in the dimmed lights of the cabin.
He’s so beautiful, you think, and you want to tell him as much, but the words get stuck in your throat like you already knew they would.
Instead you ask him, “How’s your head?”
Your eyes dart to the white butterfly stitch on his temple that a paramedic has competently placed there only a few hours before because of the scuffle your recent unsub had caused before his eventual arrest.
Spencer shrugs but the smile on his lips gets a little brighter, his fingers shy of touching his wound before lowering his hand and placing it on the down on the couch, right next to where your own hand is resting on the cushion.
“It doesn’t hurt,” he tells you, his hand inching closer to yours. “It’s just a small wound, don’t worry.”
“That's good. I’m glad.”
You watch his pinky reaching out for yours and with your heart beating excitedly in your chest you meet him halfway, your fingers sweetly wrapping around each other. Your cheeks burn from the innocent touch while Spencer quietly clears his throat, trying to hide the lovestruck grin on his lips but failing adorably at it—much like yourself, you imagine.
“What about your finger?” he wants to know then and you look down to your other hand resting in your lap, one finger taped to the one beside to keep it still and in a natural position while healing, also a courtesy of the unsub’s messy arrest.
“All good,” you tell him truthfully, after carefully testing your hand’s remaining mobility. “It doesn’t hurt anymore. And luckily, it’s not even my dominant hand.”
Spencer, of course, already knows this but nods in understanding anyway.
“I’m glad,” he repeats back at you and the look in his brown eyes is nothing short of adoring. You have the urge to hide from his gaze, it’s that overwhelming, and eventually you need to avert your eyes to regain even a semblance of composure before you can face him again.
He gives your pinky a quick squeeze when you do and you feel the smile on your face grow even bigger. You let yourself sink further into the comfortable cushions of the couch then, enjoying the quiet and content atmosphere of the jet, the rare opportunity of being close to Spencer like this, openly showing affection like this, as small as it may seem, when the two of you are at work, all thanks to your softly snoring colleagues.
But you can’t fully relax, even though the exhaustion of the case is rapidly catching up with you, making your limbs feel heavy and your movements slow and sluggish. Right underneath your tiredness is an undercurrent feeling of nervousness and excitement that you can’t ignore, that keeps reminding you that you woke Spencer up for something more than a few whispered words between the two of you and pinkie-holding.
Slowly, you straighten up again, squaring your shoulders and ready to seize this opportunity the rest of the BAU agents have so graciously presented you with. Your heart instantly picks up speed and you pause for a moment, mentally hyping yourself up to just ask your literal boyfriend this simple question, but the tiny bit of confidence you could scrape together instantly evaporates the moment your eyes meet his.
“Do you maybe—want to lie down, Spence?” you ask quietly, your heart in your throat making it difficult to form the words around. “It’s probably more—more comfortable than sitting the whole flight...”
Your voice trails off at the end and you mentally scold yourself for it, having gone over your words a hundred times in your head before you even woke Spencer up but still you couldn’t get it right when it mattered. Spencer just looks at you for a moment before shaking his head, his eyes showing nothing but kindness and you try your hardest not to let your disappointment show at his easy rejection, your ears burning in embarrassment.
“I’m comfortable like this, don’t worry.” He gives your pinky another squeeze that you can’t quite appreciate at the moment, but nod to show that you’re listening. You’re always listening to him. “I like being next to you like this and anyway, we will land in about an hour and eight minutes. So you really don’t have to get up from the couch for my sake.”
When you don’t answer him after his words hung in the space between you for a few moments too long, his shoulders tense and his face falls just enough for you to notice, a tight-lipped smile replacing the soft and relaxed one from just seconds ago.
“That’s okay… right?”
He sounds heartbreakingly unsure of himself now, afraid to have somehow said the wrong thing and ruin this moment between the two of you and you pull yourself together to quickly reassure him, your heart rate spiking in alarm.
“Of course that’s okay Spence! Absolutely okay! I like being next to you like this as well.”
Your voice is a little too loud and too shrill in your need to rectify your words so you force yourself to take a deep breath, not wanting to wake up your peacefully sleeping colleagues by any means.
“It’s just not what I meant,” you continue, your voice softening. You give him an encouraging smile and don’t shy away from the intense eye contact when Spencer cautiously searches your face, honest and unguarded. He finds the reassurance he’s looking for there and after a few short moments he relaxes again, a hesitant smile pulling at his lips.
“What did you mean then?”
Your gaze falls to the worn sneakers on your feet at his question and your thumb begins to absentmindedly fiddle with medical tape on your injured hand, fighting against an overwhelming wave of anxiety that crashes into you but after a few calming deep breaths you force your way through it.
“Because the others are all asleep, I thought—I meant that you could lie down, with your head… on my lap, if you want to.”
Now that the words are out in the open your idea doesn’t sound as brilliant and cute as it was in your head—actually, it sounds absolutely stupid, and oh no, why would you say something like that?!
You fight the urge to just jump up and run for the plane’s toilet to hide in there until you have landed safely at Quantico and instead risk a glance at Spencer out of the corner of your eye, your heart jackhammering away in your chest.
Spencer stares at you with such an adorably befuddled expression that would have soothed your anxiety all at once any other time, but now it just makes you curl into yourself even more, almost missing how the blush on his cheeks gets deeper in real time, spreading to his ears and even his neck.
“Or don’t!” you immediately backpedal, mortified and panicking, mentally screaming at yourself for ever thinking this would be a good idea. “You absolutely don’t have to! I just thought—”
“No, I’d like to!” Spencer suddenly squeaks, effectively cutting you off. The two of you stare at each other for a few seconds following his words, neither of you knowing what to do now that your little misunderstanding is resolved.
“Okay. Good,” you eventually say just to have something to fill the stubborn silence that settled between the two of you. “That’s—yeah.”
You clear your throat and press your lips together as your brain is apparently having difficulties providing your mouth with something resembling full sentences and give Spencer a tight smile before reluctantly letting go of his pinkie. You move closer to the armrest by your side to give him enough room to lie down at least somewhat comfortably, and after it’s clear that you are both at a loss for what to do again, you awkwardly pat your thighs, hoping that it’s enough encouragement for Spencer.
He looks at you with comical deer-caught-in-the-headlights eyes but after taking a deep and seemingly calming breath he starts to lie down hesitantly. It takes the two of you a few uncoordinated and clumsy moments to sort yourselves out on the small couch, but eventually, between whispered apologies and pointedly avoiding each other’s eyes, you manage.
Now you stiffly sit on the jet’s couch with Spencer’s head resting lightly on your thighs like he is afraid of putting too much of his weight on you, while he is taking up the rest of the space, his back facing the cabin and your still slumbering teammates. He is also far from relaxed, you can feel how tense his whole body is and you notice that his eyes are shut tightly too when you glance down at him.
Despite dating for a few months already and being best friends before that the awkwardness and tentativeness between you and Spencer persists stubbornly. Unfortunately—sometimes frustratingly—that’s neither surprising nor unusual. Both you and Spencer are naturally shy and introverted, anxious even, and not at all confident in your social skills and interpersonal relationships. The fact that neither of you was in a serious relationship before and is more than a little inexperienced when it comes to intimacy doesn’t really help either. You can easily count on your own ten fingers how often you actually held Spencer’s hand, much less cuddled with him or kissed him. You want to be closer to him, at least in the privacy of your home or away from prying eyes (most likely belonging to nosy but well-meaning coworkers), want to create and share special memories and him, and you know that Spencer feels the same way. The two of you just need more time to get comfortable and confident with this new chapter of your relationship. But that’s okay, you know that. Eventually, you will get there, at a pace you both are comfortable with.
But until then you’ll have to deal with your heart almost beating out of your chest while Spencer is trying to relax on your lap, a dizzying mix of happiness and anxiety and every emotion in between swirling in your chest. It makes your hands shake and hard to focus on anything else than the euphoric but frightening feeling of having your boyfriend—somewhat comfortably—cuddling up to you. You still feel a little silly about how clumsy you asked him for this but you were rewarded for your uncharacteristic bravery by the comforting weight of Spencer leaning against you, his warmth seeping into your skin, a pleasant and blissful shiver running down your spine.
You love Spencer, it’s the only thing on your mind when you look down to him lying on your lap, and surprisingly the thought doesn’t terrify you. It’s the easiest truth you ever accepted and the sense of calmness that follows has everything to do with the fact that you’re in a relationship with someone as kind and considerate as Spencer.
But you won’t be able to admit this to him anytime soon, you know that, so instead you say something easier, something lighter, but equally as true.
“I don’t like seeing you hurt, Spence. I’m so happy you’re okay.”
He blinks up at you when your whispered words register in his mind, his brown eyes impossible soft, impossible adoring. You let the gentle caress of butterfly wings fluttering in your chest and belly wash over you, your world narrowing down to this moment between Spencer and you. Everything else vanished into the background, the jet, the team, even your anxious and overthinking mind quieting enough for you to be completely present in this precious moment with your favorite person in the world.
As if moving on its own your hand finds its way into Spencer’s hair, fingers carefully, experimentally carding through his silky curls that you’re delighted to find are exactly as soft as you always thought they were.
Spencer jumps at the unexpected touch but not even a second later he’s completely relaxed against you, looking like an extremely content and comically overgrown cat, happily purring in your lap.
With a sigh, his eyes fall closed in pure bliss, murmuring into the comfortable and peaceful quietness between you, “This feels nice.”
“I’m glad,” you answer in a whisper, dutifully continuing with your ministrations, burning this moment into your mind, forever.
Without opening his eyes Spencer goes on, your name on his lips, “I was really scared for a moment during the arrest. When the unsub lashed out at you, I think my heart almost stopped in my chest.”
With a sympathetic smile and nod that Spencer can’t see you bring your hand to his face, caressing his warm and soft cheek with one only slightly shaking finger.
“I know what you mean. I felt the same when you came to help me and the unsub hit you,” you admit, the shameful guilt welling up inside you leaving a bitter taste on your tongue all of a sudden. Because that’s how Spencer got hurt, rushing to your side to assist you.
But before you can even begin to spiral, Spencer’s eyes fly open, his gaze fierce when you lock downcast eyes with him.
“It wasn’t your fault, please don’t think that. I’m always going to look out for you, you know that, right? You’re important to me.”
His voice is firm, insistent, leaving no room for arguments, no room for doubts or guilt. A shaky exhale pushes past your lips and you give him a grateful smile, having no choice but to believe his words. Not when he’s looking at you with complete and utter conviction, not letting your mind torment you for even a second because of what happened during the arrest.
“Of course I know that, Spence,” you assure him, cupping his jaw. “And I hope you know that I’ll always come to your rescue too.”
His face softens immediately, subconsciously nuzzling into your hand, his lips unintentionally brushing against your palm when he says, “I do.”
Your breathing hitches noticeably at the faint touch and Spencer himself turns to stone on top of you, his large, panicked eyes darting over your face. He’s just about to launch into a distressed apology that is really not necessary when you lean down to stop him by pressing a featherlight kiss to his temple, just shy of his wound.
You surprise yourself with your action and now can do nothing but stare helplessly down at your boyfriend who only mirrors your expression back at you, his cheeks turning cherry red in an instant. But before you can now stumble your way through an apology, Spencer takes your injured hand in his without meeting your eyes and brings it to his lips, softly kissing the tips of your fingers.
He quickly hides his face in your stomach after letting go of your hand, leaving you perplexed and speechless, the tips of your ears and the apples of your cheeks burning. And just like that neither of you is able to speak up or look at the other again, both of you left to battle with their own bashfulness for the rest of the flight.
It’s probably for the best that in your painfully adorable awkwardness, you and Spencer fail to notice how your supposedly sleeping teammates are in fact very much not asleep at the moment, shamelessly enjoying their favorite workplace romance unfolding before them live and in color, their reactions to it varying from person to person.
JJ hides her tickled grin in the crook of Emily’s neck who in turn has to fight hard for her composure as to not reveal all of their sneaky nosiness, her whole body shaking with the effort of it. Morgan groans fondly, the noise muffled by his pillow, wondering if his eardrums will survive Garcia’s screeching when he tells her about how sickly adorable Spencer and you acted on the flight back to Quantico. Rossi on the other hand rolls his eyes hard enough to see the back of his own skull but the smile on his lips betrays him, muttering an amused “amore giovane” under his breath.
And even Hotch has an almost noticeable proud smile on his face—but Spencer and you still won’t get around the little talk your supervisor has planned for you about your relationship next thing tomorrow morning.
But all of this is lost on you and Spencer, tucked away in your own little world of adorably awkward puppy love which is for the best. Because neither of you would be able to handle the embarrassment from the realization that you weren’t as unobserved as you thought you were.

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So I listened to SKELETÁ by ghost and I need to confess something immediately before I combust: this album didn’t just go hard—it went raw, no lube, and made eye contact the whole time. This wasn’t music. This was a spiritual backshot, a soul-deep stroke, a full-body ghostgasm that left me trembling, moaning, and begging for more even as I lay crumpled on the floor in a post-riff fugue state.
In the beginning, there was silence. And the world was void, and the hearts of men were hollow. Their playlists were dry, their aux cords were frayed, their AirPods cursed with algorithmic torment. The masses wandered, streaming aimlessly, clinging to stale albums like relics of a time when music still meant something.
And lo, from the depths of divine discord, rose a figure cloaked in velvet and incense, masked and magnificent—Papa Emeritus, the eternal, the enigma, the ecclesiastical architect of all that slaps. And from his unholy pulpit he unleashed unto the mortal realm a sonic sermon, a blistering bible, an apocalyptic mass of melody: SKELETÁ.
It is not an album. It is a threat. A challenge. A crucible. An audio-alchemical sex ritual designed not just to melt your brain but to grip your soul by the thighs and whisper forbidden knowledge directly into your mouth. This isn’t music—it’s the sound of unzipping your moral compass and letting Papa slide into your conscience like a ghost-shaped succubus who smells like sandalwood and shame. My chakras? All aligned. My blood type? Changed to “G". I looked in the mirror mid-chorus and saw Papa Emeritus himself staring back, nodding, silently whispering, “You get it now, my child.”
I was Raptured by Riffs™, Baptized in Basslines™, Confirmed in Choir Chords™. I didn't hear the music. The music heard me. It crawled into my soul, screamed, "We’re doing renovations,” and began redecorating with fog machines and red velvet. Every measure—every downstroke—every spectral whisper—feels like I’m being spoon-fed ambrosia by a succubus in corpse paint while Gregorian monks chant in reverse behind her. THE GUITAR TONE? PEAK. THE VOCALS? CUMWORTHY. THE LYRICS? STRAIGHT FROM THE NECRONOMICON, IT’S LIKE IF SATAN AND FREDDIE MERCURY HAD A BABY AND RAISED IT IN A CANDLELIT CATHEDRAL MADE OF BASSLINES.
Every riff? A tongue on the nape of your brain. Every bass note? A finger tracing the hem of your morality. Every drum hit? A deep, pounding reminder that you are a hole waiting to be filled by sound. Every single whisper from Papa Emeritus? I didn’t just get chills—I got STDs.
I didn’t stream it—I submitted to it. I pressed play and instantly the opening riff entered me like a dark promise. I moaned. I whimpered. My legs gave out like I was being spiritually railgunned by the Holy Ghost himself. If music could bend you over a candlelit altar, whisper Latin in your ear, and leave bruises shaped like eighth notes—SKELETÁ did that.
I am not who I was. I have been cleansed in Satanic glam rock glory. Every song on SKELETÁ has permanently altered my DNA. I had a Spotify Wrapped flash-forward just from the intro and every single slot—every top track, top artist, top genre—was just GHOST. SKELETÁ. GHOST. SKELETÁ. Repeat ad infinitum. I tried to listen to another band after and my headphones burst into flames from sheer disrespect. I listened to it once and immediately deleted my entire music library out of shame. I punched a priest and he thanked me. I went outside to scream and the crows screamed back in perfect harmony. I dropped to my knees in the middle of the grocery store and began preaching to strangers about the layered brilliance of De Profundis Borealis. Two cashiers wept. An old man passed out. A child looked up and said, “I understand now,” before vanishing into thin air.
TOBIAS COULD’VE STOPPED AT OPUS EPONYMOUS. HE COULD’VE CALLED IT A DAY AFTER PREQUELLE. BUT NO. THE MAN SAID “YOU THINK I PEAKED? HERE’S A WHOLE-ASS MOUNTAIN RANGE.” THE LYRICS ON THIS ALBUM? WRITTEN IN MIDNIGHT INK FROM A FORBIDDEN GRIMOIRE AND DIPPED IN LIQUID VELVET. THE PRODUCTION? IT SOUNDS LIKE GOD GOT FIRED AND SATAN HIRED THE LONDON SYMPHONY ORCHESTRA TO FINISH THE JOB.
And let us not even pretend we can discuss this album without addressing the panty-evaporating, cheek-clenching, spine-shattering horniosity that is Papa Emeritus. PAPA EMERITUS V? The Vatican’s worst nightmare and my wettest dream. That man could sing a tax form and I’d be on my knees thanking him for the privilege. Every lyric he croons is like velvet rope tightening around your soul. The vocals on Lachryma? That wasn’t singing. That was a linguistic fingering. My ears came. My spine curled. I am now a concubine of the Church of Ghost. The man doesn’t walk—he glides, he hovers half an inch above the stage like a damned angel of lust. His voice? A sonic phallus. A melodic middle finger to purity. He moans into the mic and my knees lock and my back arches. I swear, the second I heard Satanized I started lactating unholy water. I haven’t blinked since. I want him to spit communion wine in my mouth. I want to be pinned under his velvet robes while the Ghouls play a breakdown over my body. I want him to use me as a microphone stand while preaching to a sold-out crowd. I want him to sing directly into my womb and summon a demon baby named Clef.
And the Ghouls?? Do NOT talk to me about the Ghouls unless you’re ready to admit you’d let every one of those anonymous masked sex demons ruin you in seven different time signatures. The way they handle those instruments? That’s not musicianship. That’s musical foreplay. That’s filthy, technical, unspoken polyphonic pornography. I saw one strumming in the official tour footage and had to bite a rosary. The bassist walked across the stage and my soul quivered. the lead guitarist did a solo that made me see the shape of the true universe—and it was a silhouette of him doing a backbend in a fog machine.
If they ever took those masks off in front of me? I would spontaneously combust and ascend as ectoplasm. I’d be a ghoul groupie for eternity. Haunt their tour bus. Moan in D minor.
Every track on SKELETÁ is a full-blown satanic striptease in audio form. Missilia Amori?? That wasn’t a song—that was a thigh grab. That was a slow push against the wall of my inhibitions. The guitar solos in made me arch my back and whisper “yes, Papa” out loud. Alone. In public. While holding groceries.
By the time I hit the final track, I felt like I was soaked in candle wax and moral regret. I had screamed, wept, grinded on air, confessed my sins, and added three Ghouls to my “People I’d Let Ruin Me in a Haunted Confessional” Pinterest board.
This album has ruined music for me. No, really. Everything else is just noise. Elevator beeps. Soundcloud farts. I tried listening to another band and felt cheated. Disrespected. Dry. Nothing else grips the thighs of my attention like this. Nothing else makes my ribs vibrate like Papa whispering esoteric metaphors over orchestral filth.
It’s edging with a soundtrack. It’s what the devil plays when he wants to set the mood.
If I ever meet Ghost, I will not say a word. I will fall to my knees, bare my neck, and let them mark me with eyeliner and melted vinyl. I will wear nothing but tour merch and a knowing smile. I will let the Ghouls use me as a pedalboard. I will let Papa bless my unworthy flesh with a single, whispered lyric.
SKELETÁ is not just music. It is not just an album. It is a pantheon, a rebirth, an erotic funeral in waltz time. It is the reason Dante wrote the Inferno. The soundtrack to the Book of Revelations. If you told me this album was found buried beneath the ruins of Babylon, etched into onyx slabs and played using a speaker forged in the heart of a dying star—I would believe you.
After I listened to SKELETÁ, I couldn’t speak. I tried. My voice had been replaced by reverb. My tears were black glitter. We got evicted for playing it too loud but the landlord dropped the case when he heard the chorus of Umbra. The judge cried. The bailiff quit and joined a cover band. My neighbors? Converted. We will meet twice a week to analyze the every song. There are spreadsheets. There are candles. We chant. We sob.
If you haven’t listened to it yet, you are missing out on spiritual enlightenment, emotional rebirth, and at least four spontaneous orgasms. If you “don’t get Ghost,” listen to this album, and if you still don’t get it? I will excommunicate you. Delete your contact. Take your soul, give it to Papa. Convert or be cast out.
I don’t care what your favorite album was before this. It’s irrelevant now. It’s like bringing a sparkler to a nuclear bomb party.
In conclusion: SKELETÁ has taken my hole. My soul. My will to pretend I like other bands. I’m raw. I’m reformed. I’m reborn.
Stream it. Moan to it. Worship it. Ride it into the darkness. Amen.
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Your posts give me so much joy!! Thanks for existing.
Time to hear me out. Idk if there is a fanfic out there already. But think about this…
When Jun Ho finds the island and after it is destroyed (as we all in the fandom agree that there is a kill switch), In Ho escapes. Jun Ho still does not reveal the Frontman’s identity to Gi Hun, because he does not want to upset his crush. Gi Hun moves to USA to be near to his daughter. But he does not completely abandon his mission to find the VIPs. He is progressing slowly. In Ho, being the obsessive lover he is, is constantly stalking Gi Hun, he has spies on Gi Hun to give all the info of Gi Hun’s daily life. He cannot wait anymore and he has to talk to and touch the man. He decides enough is enough. One day when Gi Hun is at a shady bar, he meets Gi Hun as if it is by chance.
“Gi Hun-ssi? Is that really you??”
“Young il-ssi???” Gi Hun is utterly shocked and happy.. he never thought he would see one of them again. Not after everything was burnt to ground.
“I am so glad to see you..” he goes in for a hug while Gi Hun was still plastered to his seat.
“I am so glad to see you too…” Gi Hun is still in shock. He doesn’t not remember last time someone made him feel so happy, except for Gayeong, just by a hug. He just hoped he doesn’t ruin it with his stupid feelings that started to develop during the games. His friend, someone who trusted in him, someone who he let down and someone who cannot take his eyes off of Gi Hun (of course Gi Hun noticed). But he has a wife and probably a kid by now.
They sit at the bar and chat. Young il tells him that his wife and unborn child died and that he had nothing to get back to in Korea. He told Gi Hun that he was shot, but was not dead. He was able to gain consciousness and found an escape route. He said that he got the prize money as he is the only player who escaped the island alive before it blew up. He gave detailed account of all the events that led him to the sea from the Island and how some random boat rescued him. Gi Hun is so in awe of Young il who single handedly escaped the death island, with a gun shot wound.
While they were talking all this, Young il slowly slides his hand to Gi Hun’s “I never thought I would see you again, Gi Hun-ssi. I am so glad you are alive. I feel like I can still stay a human, because you are here with me.” Those last words came from In Ho and not Young il.
Gi Hun has no words. He just stares at Young il.
“Please let me treat you to some soju at my place.” Young il offers.
“But I am supposed to buy soju” Gi Hun remembers their little agreement.
“You can pay here.” Young il squeezes Gi Hun’s hand gently.
Gi Hun just nods and pays.
I would love for anyone to write a fanfic of this…
thank you so much for your kind words!!! 💞🥹
THIS SOUNDS AMAZING!!! 🙏💖💖
i am 500% sure there's a fic like this but i can't for the life of me find it 😭 i was sure i had it in my "marked for later" and i even think the summary had something along the lines of "inho doesn't retire youngil" but i just can't find it, idk if i was deleted or something....
but omg it's such a good idea!! inho continuing to manipulate gihun even in the us is so good. he'll even get close to gayeong to show o gihun that they should be together and form a family 🤧 psycho behavior but very romantic!!!
and gihun having no idea, continuing to trust youngil even though his story is a little flimsy but he's so happy to not be alone he doesn't care
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MORE UPDATES ON OLDER INFO + SPECULATIONS
sorry for being late with this, was super busy!! sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes. please read the links below for an extra refreasher and context.
full breakdown post on the situation: HERE
emma’s comments + her denial
recap: emma (aka podcast girl) was actively commenting under a tiktok that talked about the drama. people started saying she herself denied it was about the hughes brothers... but no one ever posted screenshots to back that up. i found out that she indeed say herself it wasn't the hughes... wanted to include this because i know this was one of the main comments people were looking for.
^ i still stand with what i've said before regarding her deleting all the comments and even denying it. comes off that she just realized she doing too much with entertaining the drama to begin with.
post regarding all her other now deleted comments: HERE
the smolinski family connection
recap: emma mentioned she has a family friend (assumed to be the smolinski's) whose brother (assumed to be max) is friends with the “youngest brother” (assumed to be luke).
i made a post HERE in the regards of emma being family friends with the smolinski's, who are close to the hughes family + the topic of their brother max... and now here is some extra confirmation... luke and max are indeed good friends.


so now ive seemed to have added up 2 out of the 2 things mentioned by emma add up:
1. her being family friends with the smolinskis, and 2. their son being friends with luke.
more with the smolinski siblings...
when i first released a post about all this drama, which was about a week and a bit ago, i saw that all 3 of the older siblings were following emma. then, during the midst of the drama, after a couple of days of everything blowing up, someone noticed that one of them unfollowed her (@/ashysmoke) in the midst of this drama… just another suspicious thing noticed...
^ to be factual here i do know their is 4 smolinski siblings all together. 3/4 are adults and contribute to the story, the youngest one has not been mentioned since she’s a kid and has no involvement, anyways.


sasha x luke situation
recap: emma said her best friend (allegedly sasha) had a “thing” with the “youngest brother” (assumed luke). she said he had been hitting her up for a while, they hooked up, and her friend was hooked on him. she never gave exact dates, timelines, or said where this all happened.
what people are questioning and doubting?
people are mainly questioning and doubting the timeline and logistics of the alleged fling/situationship between sasha and luke specifically:
the timing of their mutuals status: some are skeptical because luke and sasha only followed each other on social media around november–december 2024. since emma’s story implied the fling lasted a while like at least a year, people think a 4–5 month mutual timeline doesn’t match up. but that assumption ignores the fact that many people in low-key flings or situationships don’t follow each other publicly right away, or ever.
someone sent me this too:

location gaps
some people think that because sasha is from detroit and attends school in alabama, it would make it impossible for her and luke to meet up. but when you break it down, that argument doesn’t hold much validity.
first off, emma's description of the situation suggested that the fling or situationship between sasha and luke was more text/social media-based. it sounds like their hookup was more of a one-time thing, rather than something ongoing, and it wasn’t about constantly seeing each other in person. so, the idea that they have to be in the same city all the time doesn’t really apply here.
^ also emma provided a pretty vague description of everything so we don't even know where or when they could've hooked up to begin with lol...
but if we speculated that they hooked up in michigan, it's possible since sasha has likely spent time there, being best friends with emma, who lives and resides there and i know sasha visits especially during the summer which aligns with the off season. if this interaction happened when luke was in season, it's still very possible that they coordinated something to meet up when they found the right timing and scheduling. flying out girls or girls going out of their way for these guys is not out of the norm and is pretty common.
regardless… ive spent time lurking emma’s ig and following up on her page… sasha still is the only one that makes sense and adds up to who she was talking about.
#j. hughes#j.hughes#new jersey devils#l. hughes#l.hughes#q. hughes#vancouver canucks#jack hughes#quinn hughes#luke hughes#q.hughes#allegedly
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Addressing Flipline Central
For reference, the original post calling me out is here
Full post below the cut
Claim 1: the owner endangers children and posts nsfw
Here, the user posts a screenshot of multiple things such as a Twitter account. To clarify, that account DOES belong to me. It is NOT affiliated at all with Flipline Central. That account has no posts on it and only has one follower, myself. I am not 18 yet so I haven’t begun to use it because I don’t feel comfortable posting nsfw while I am still a minor. How this has anything to do with me endangering children, I have no clue, it is completely irrelevant to whatever they are trying to talk about.
As for those drawings, I still stand by my rule that suggestive/anatomical art is allowed. All art that was screenshotted and used as proof in this post were anatomical studies made by me and many other people, all of whom are minors. NSFW is not allowed in my server and never will be, and I am well aware that my server has many children in it, as I am one myself. I do not consider any of the drawings posted as proof to be pornographic, but if someone would like to explain to me otherwise I am happy to hear about it.
That one screenshot of the dude with the plant dick I genuinely didn’t register that was supposed to be a penis which is why I didn’t say anything about it. I realized several days later after the image was already buried under tons and tons of other talk, so I didn’t think to go back and delete it. Maybe that’s a mistake on my part but I don’t know.
Claim 2: People in Flipline Central are racist and promote harassment
I honest to god have NO clue how this one came about. I do not at all promote harassment and I especially, as a person of color, do not promote racism. In the past I have made jokes to my friends of “wow did you just call me *racist term*”, but I am a person of color so I have no problem making racial jokes pertaining to my own race. Some people may view this differently though, which I understand. However, I have no idea where they got the idea any of our server members are racist. Anybody who has ever shown racial bias or made insensitive jokes has been dealt with quickly.
Overall, I’ve honestly have no clue what this person is talking about and all of these claims fall apart very easily, and literally none of them are true. If anyone has questions or would like me to address/elaborate on anything, my discord is cylinderlightyaoi
This feels like a deliberate attempt to pull my image down, not a callout post that is made in good faith, and I will treat it as such. None of the claims in this doc are true, and I am disappointed that someone would bring such claims against me and my server without any proper evidence.
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pov i did in fact get a (v cheap) cane to see if it helped any but I'm??? apprehensive about using it or telling anyone about it cause im?? Idk if it will improve my life but it's a temporary solution until I can go to the doctor. Anyway this is just me telling someone( the internet) about it cause it frankly should not be this big of a deal. It just is cause that's the type of person I am. I mean- my friends can attest to me not being able to stand or walk for long periods of time, I just don't want them to??? i don't wanna say judge me, but maybe think I am being dramatic?? It really is temporary to see if it helps so. Idk. I know they probably wouldn't but man im just.ragh. I also was under the assumption that canes are just for support when walking but apparently nthey are also helpful if you have trouble standing. good to know cause that's where most of my issues lie. walking sucks too but I can usually deal cause im too focused on other things such as 'dont get hit by car' and 'dont let knees get too straight'
ALSO SIDE NOTE I WILL BE GOING TO A DOCTOR SOMETIME AFTER JANUARY IM JUST LITERALLY TOO BUSY AND POOR RN TO DO SO
#anyway#ughh#I am the type of person who does the 'am i gay quiz'#i also have not figured out if im aromantic for this same reason#but thats like a whole dif problem#While i was doing research to see if maybe it WOULD help I saw a lot of people being like#'yeah people who don't need canes generally don't think about getting one at length'#so#anyway will probably delete this#BTW THIS IS ALSO HOW I WAS ABOUT BEING AUTISTIC SO??#I HAVE A TRACK RECORD FOR NOT WANTING TO BE FAKING/THINKING I MUST SOMEHOW BE FAKING#idk how I would fake body pain tho#not a vent btw#it kinda reads like one#idk im just trying to figure out how to not feel apprehensive about using it#its less shame and more ' someone is gonna see me and somehow know i dont need it' even tho I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I DONT NEED IT#chat is it crazy to not want to be in pain all the time and to use something that might help#and if it doesnt its not the end of the world#or os it#are people going to eat me alive for using a cane without knowing if i actually need it#raghhh#back to drawing now#if you read this far#gold star#lets see if i actually post this idk
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Okay wait I didn't wanna jack ops post but I had more thoughts on this.
Beware: opinions from someone who's a little too high to be thinking about flowey undertale. If I misspell something that's just how it's spelled now. Forever. Sorry. I am not going back to fix my autocorrect
But like I hate how it's always used to both infantalize him and also deny him autonomy and as cute as I think it can be it also pissess me off sometimes because! Him coming to the surface should be HIS choice! Not frisks! If frisk is going to encourage him to leave and go up, it shouldn't be by forcing him! IDC IDCK. And i can get behind frisk maybe being a little forcefully with him if it's intentional and showing perhaps that frisk is going a little far with the idea of helping him but! It's rarely treated like that! And I don't like how little movement flowey is restricted too when in UT he's a slimely little bastard..like let the guy be able to run away and hide. If your going to treat him like an actual cat you have to let your floweys hide and you must respect it's boundaries this is basic 'get your cat to love you' 101 and all these FRISK ARE FAILING.
I get the appeal i really do but ughhhhh sometimes it annoys me so much. Perhaps I'd like if he's allowed to make his own choices. He's clearly capable of them. Perhaps he should be allowed to bother his friends and be a mean little asshole while frisk encourages it instead of putting him in the corner like a 3 year old.
#negative tag#flowey#not abt anything ive seen recently but this post made me recall some of my particular feelings towards floweypot#like#i think deciding to see the surface and finally moving on from chara should be the first steps he takes before he starts to move on#i didint want to bring them up asbthis isnanflwory post but while hes waitied for chara for so long#he never really grieved them. he was so convinced frisk was chara because he was sure if he came back then chara did#and then he has to recon with the fact that they DIDINT come back (afahk) and finally griev them and build up that courage to move on#i much prefer the idea of frisk visiting him frequently to remind him he has a choice and mayeb even help convince him to come to the surfa#but i hate when its forcwd on him like they know better than he does its so weird#uh#floweypot negative#ig cuz ita kinda a au but im not being specific herer just somethinv i noticed#might delete this in the morning. again i am not correcting any misspells i just need to yap#hastag yap tag#TLDR: i would be fine with treating him like a stray cat. but none of you should be allowed to socialize one. your domesticating him wrong!!
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#thought about trying to write again today#then thought about all the posts i've seen lately about how terrible and ooc and worthless all the fic in this fandom is#and how it's not worth reading unless you already know and trust the author#and now i'm actually thinking i might just remove all the shit i've already written again instead#like. i don't know. i thought this fandom was finally getting past this need to constantly shit on fic#but it feels like it's back with a vengeance again#and i get only reading stuff from certain authors and being picky about what you read#but this is the only fandom i've ever been in where people seem to claim it as some moral high ground#where they have to constantly announce to everyone that actually they see how terrible all the fic is out there#and they wouldn't be caught dead reading it#while also turning around and insisting everyone should create and there should be more engagement#but like. i'm not interested in creating when every time i turn around i'm reading about how awful fic writers are in this fandom#i don't know y'all i'm just so tired and i need an outlet and i miss writing#but i sure don't feel comfortable creating in this fandom#and i know most of that is just a mental block for me personally#but goddamn is it less than encouraging seeing the way so many people in this fandom talk about fic and writers#anyway#might delete later#feeling tired and frustrated tonight#fandom discourse#i guess
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Some gala au shenanigans :3 the brainrot is strong with this one
#my time at sandrock#mtas#mtas oc#mtas builder#mtas arvio#bii art#digital art#artists on tumblr#illustration#mtas fanart#oc: rosemary#teddy came up with the genius idea of a gala au in the otas server a while back. i was so ready to put romvio in fancy fits#basically sandrock is holding a gala to get sponsors or people interested in helping the place out#obviously arvio is one of the first people there to convince people like musa to sponsor by the stairs and such#romie is there to help fang and qi with social stuff because out of the 3 she is somehow the best with that kind of thing#she definitely isnt interested in seeing her bf in some nice getup. definitely didnt think of him while picking what to wear#hes also calling her his wife because uhhhh. he wants to :3 he will brag so much about the beautiful lady at his side#if you saw me post this and delete it at like 2am. no u didnt. i decided it needed some color in the back lmao
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step into the grand tour...grand tour grand tour
#asdf draw tag#yugioh go rush#yudias velgear#epoch kamijo#yuga ohdo#yuamu ohdo#i posted these a while back i think but i deleted it so if you saw them before actually no you didnt#i think yudias would look good if he wore gt trunks' outfit#i just really got reminded of gt when i was watching s3 for the first time#imagine listening to dan dan kokoro instead of peak music thatd put the greatest composers to shame#will our heroes have the strength to be our landslide underpants
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"my education is my highest priority" everything returns to vocaloid
#delete later#shitpost#vocaloid#?? idk i might keep it up. yes ik turning off rbs is a thing now technically but i always keep forgetting and also naaaah.#i might go edit proper tags in later just bc i dont this to show up in main pages but i needdddddd the organization on here#i made this a while back procrastinating on a linguistics reading and then never posted it#AND THE CIRCLE IS COMPLETE BC IM POSTING IT NOW WHILE PROCRASTINATING ON ANOTHER LINGUISTICS READING LMAOO#dudeee i gotta lock in. oh my god. its so bad up in here triple assault. i cant focus on SHIT. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET IDEAS WHEN IM BUSY AHGHH#this might be revealing a bit too much info but pls this is legit what happened LMAOO 😭🥴#we're starting ipa alphabet stuff now and im like 'hey i already know you...' from phoneme fuckery ive had to do for voca shitposts#knowing linguistics is cool cause u get to dissect what makes languages work and i thought that'd be genuinely helpful for things#like i plan to do more english/spanish translation work specifically so yuh. but also I KNOW internally in my heart...#despite trying to give the professional justifications I KNOW my stupid ass is secretly just absorbing all this knowledge for voca purposes#my brand of shitposting goes against the very origin of the word since 'shitposting' originally refers to very low effort low quality memes#so there's been a semantic shift in definition even outside of mine but i still think its really funny. i put a lot of genuine hard work#into making stupid little jokes to amuse primarily myself and maybe anyone else who finds it on the internet. so yea#no but genuinely though its unironically incredible how much shit i've learned direct or indirectly for vocaloid shitposting purposes#singing robot pendejadas
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I have a conspiracy theory that whoever is in charge of this account keeps track of the people who forget to turn on anon for their confessions whether by simply keeping them in the ask box waiting to be answered, or by screenshotting them. And when the day finally comes for this account to be defunct there will be BLOODSHED.
that or you secretly work for Jess, or ARE HER! *que dramatic music*
Okay I was gonna post this as a normal confrssion but I changed my mind. So all of my response is in the tags teehee
#okay so abt that first bit#I do save certain off anon confessions but not for nefarious purposes#If you send smth off anon and then immediately send the same thing on anon I delete the off anon one and queue as normal#however#if you send something off anon and don't specify in that or a subsequent ask that you don't care abt anon#I usually save it#at least for a little while#in case someone comes in like "hey where is my ask?!'#then I can tell them its off anon or whatever#I used to send off anon asks back to poeple's inbox but I don't think anyone knows you can do that so no one ever checked or resent one#and I don't screenshot or leave in the inbox#I move all asks I choose not to post to the drafts#because I queue from mobile and I don't need a bunch of random asks at the bottom of the inbox#(I am not queuing from mobile right now but I think that's the first time lmao)#eventually I delete old asks in drafts#but if you sent smth recently and it was never posted I probably still have it#unless tumblr ate it#🤭#🩷#aphmau confessions#aphmau#aphblr#aphverse
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is there anyone else out there who has so much respect for people who make insane, out-there aus/ships that are so far from canon that all of the content for it is supplied by their own mind and if yes do yall see ME as one of those people
#sorry i’m so high and i just realized that when people who haven’t been following me the whole time see my tags they feel like they’ve#accidentally walked into the middle of a novel and they’re missing ALL of the context#if that makes any sense#like since i’ve made javieran as a ship i have been brainstorming and building them and their dynamic up VIA POSTS HERE and so those who#have been following me for a while have the full context and we’re on the same page. as i post more and more about them i post about them in#situations where you NEED the full prior established context to understand literally anything that’s happening#like i can’t post content that isn’t basically a continuation of everything else ive ever said. for some reason i cannot make anything that#can be perceived out of context. i think i just said the same thing 10 times. but j guess that also makes sense as to why when new people#find my account 9/10 times they will go and scroll through every post LMFQO they’re like “’i know what happens to them months in but i need#to know how it starts !!! i’m INVESTED !!!!!!!’ LMFAO wow i’m actually insane#thank you to anyone who follows me and has kept up with the lore. i don’t think anyone who actively interacts with me now has been around#since i MADE the ship in 2018/2019 but there are a few who followed me almost immediately after i came back last year (earlier this year(?))#shoutout oizy pete and moss my goats#i wouldn’t consider myself a creative person by any means but idk. like i used to be but i feel like ive lost it but maybe im just insecure#anyway. i’ll probably delete this later but i was just thinking. it’s very rare that i will be allowed to post things that are outside of my#‘brand’ because for some reason i always have to be a brand when im posting. or anywhere. but when i get really high i turn into a human#being#weird. anyway. i’m going to go play cowboy game now.#text#hero's talking to himself again#hero talks about himself for 40 hours#i think that was my ramble tag. i can never remember.
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Boy King Seb :D

#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333#he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today#this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!!#can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant#i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am'#this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!!#i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;;#okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH):#this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved)#its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph?#but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010)#its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves#seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his#so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better#whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it)#not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh#anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO#its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation#pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!)#i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#f1 art#formula 1 art#f1 fanart#formula 1 fanart#catie.art.#*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such#boy king au
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everytime someone gives a generic "go to therapy" response to posts i remember when i had one as a kid and all i did was Lie
#a second time i went back to the same chick (voluntarily i think?)#actually iirc asked to bc middle school samuel realized his anxiety was Really Bad#BUT my dad was so weird over it and the therapist so. demeaning? i just started lying again lol#lie hard 2: lie harder#demeaning might not be the right word. i was 13ish and she spoke to me like i was a toddler.#my sister went to the same person and the shrink kept breaking hipaa willy nilly to her mom#ONCE i filled out those mental screening questionnaires honestly and it got rejected bc they 'gave me the wrong one' and i took it as a sign#so then lied on the next one#tbh idk the last time irl i expressed actual honest genuine emotion <- cringed while typing this too#whenever the mask slips and irls realize i do in fact Have Emotions i just Lie or refuse to explain myself#no wonder half of the people i meet say shit like 'idk much about you' <- he has no personality and speaks in monotone etc#cringe ass post#delete later
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