#i personnally think it's probably a mix

[flammelikeshookdust]

Does anyone have any theory or know enough Peter Pan lore to explain why James is the only pirate who can understand the fairies in TPF?

I know he mentions not being able to understand her when they first met, so it's not like a gift, he actually had to learn.

So what? Did he just put more effort into it? Is he just smarter than the other pirates? Does he have a stronger connection with Neverland in general than the rest of them? A mix of these?

[nightforge-art]

Aaaaand we're done !

I'm so happy with how this turned out, I feel like I managed to keep the characters recognazible while mixing in some Art nouveau and some of my own style.

I also have a bad habit of starting illustration series that I never finish because I got too ambitious, so I'm glad I got to the end of this one without feeling discouraged at any point

Like I've mentionned before I'm thinking of making a Trix Triptych in that same style, though I have some personnal projects and commissions to take care of first so that might not be before October (probably ???)

[petit-cactus]

TGCF characters astrology placements

Xie Lian: July 15th

So we know he's a Cancer boy. For some reason i totally see him being a Pisces moon. definetely has Aquarius placements too

Hua Cheng: June 10th

Raging Gemini. There is Scorpio high up on his chart, i can smell it. He has that Boldly emotional but scared of being shot in the heart vibe. Also Taurus placements because of the lavishness and sensuality...

Shi Qingxuan: my favorite character in tgcf after Hua Cheng. Fun, playful, full of life...

I've seen people con them as an Aquarius, i personally think they're more of a sweet Saggitarius. I'm gonna for Saggitarius Sun Taurus Moon because one of my friend has this placement and she gives me major SQX vibes.

He Xuan: Saggitarius too since he's SQX's astro twin. Pretty sure he did have that potential to be a fun, loving person once upon a time.

Despite his cold personnality, you can tell he longs for that warm cozy life....

Feng Xin: my favorite angry malewife. Dense but loving... it's kinda giving Aries + probably an earth moon (Taurus again?)

Mu Qing: the original mean girl. Very realistic but definetely emotional and vengeful. Virgo Sun Scorpio Moon, me thinks.

Pei Ming: Manwhore Mansplain Manipulate, i love him very much. Libra Sun all the way (no one is as much of a serial charmer as a Libra man). Probably Leo Moon. Considering he is that good alpha male mix of confident, sexy and boastful.

Ling Wen: Gaslight Gatekeep Girlboss, no wonder she's Pei Ming's bestie. Capricorn girl. Something in her points towards Air Moon (Aquarius?).

Yushi Huang: Taurus mommy. She's giving warm, mature, mother-earth taurus vibes.

Jun Wu: he's a hard to read character... for plot purposes i assume it must be close to xie lian? Which makes sense tbh... Only a cancer could be so unhinged (im a cancer, i know what im talking about)

I'm not that familiar with the remaining characters (Yin Yu, QYZ, LQQ, Qi Rong...) but ill proabbly make a pt.2 for them~

[beautifulpersonpeach]

As promised here, I'm continuing a series of posts on NewJeans and why I think the group holds real potential. What I want to briefly talk about this time, is the quality of their music.

Credit: @/haerin1sta

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Not exactly sure how this is going to come across, but the truth is very few groups in k-pop give me a quality sonic experience. I mean, for a lot of groups, I get no joy from playing them out loud in my space. BTS is one group where the music is so dynamic, textured and layered... I know this probably sounds pretentious, but BTS's music is the perfect blend of cohesive + complex + simple to suit my taste. I enjoy sitting back in my living room, dimming the lights and drawing the blinds, to hear Dis-ease play over my Bowers & Wilkins 800 D4 speakers. It feels like an actual pleasure. I get this with BTS, nearly every time. There's a handful of other groups whose songs I sometimes feel this way about, but there's been no other group that consistently gets me this way lately more than NewJeans.

At least I'm pretty sure there's no other group that gets me to break out a subwoofer more than NewJeans, after BTS.

All their songs have such a deep and rich bass.

It's almost sickening. Listen, k-pop has done R&B for years. The sound isn't new to the industry by any means, but the way NewJeans does R&B you can tell whoever makes their shit, cette personne a eu le cœur brisé par une personne noire.

Take for example a song like ASAP. That moment the bass comes in at 0:40, during the chorus - it sounds heavenly on my speakers. The whole song feels kinda magical and odd, like Christmas in July, and I suspect one reason why is the chord progression which I recognize to follow that of many Christmas hymns... and the deep heavy bass.

You might not hear it right in this clip because of how Youtube compresses their sound, but I think one can still tell the pitch shifts slightly. The tweaky game-beat percussion that fills up the rest of the song feels disorienting but that's also the point. By the time the second chorus comes in, the contrast it creates feels like you're diving into a pool of cool water on a hot day. It's so good. It's like that weird genre-mix thing SM likes to do in their songs, but with NewJeans it's so much more effortless, weirder, and cooler.

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This is Minji.

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This is Danielle.

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This is Haerin.

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This is Hyein.

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This is Hanni.

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All five girls have clean, clear vocals and very distinct vocal colours. One reason their music is so good, is because all their songs put an emphasis on their vocals. For example, listen to the pulled stems for Hurt.

The first 2 minutes and 50 seconds is pure acappella heaven, and then you realize it's placed in the center. The mix is so full and centered, it's perfect. The other stems in the video from 2:50 too are such a delight to listen to.

The sense of easy excellence is everywhere in NewJeans' sound and concept. They don't need to force anything, they don't need crazy ornamental riffs, or ridiculous beat switches to capture and hold attention. All the harmonizing that needs to be done is already in the music. It's simple and for that reason, good. Hurt for example is just a well made song.

It's so fun to play in the car. It sounds like a joint Andre 3000 would produce.

Another song that absolutely blows me away when I play it, is Cookie. Can you even try to imagine what the intro on Cookie sounds like with subwoofers?

It's mad.

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Ador encourages the girls to fully participate in several aspects, from songwriting (the members have been writing their songs since debut and 4 out of 5 members are credited on their songs so far), to making their choreography, to applying their ideas towards their marketing. It's really remarkable for a rookie group, but I also feel this is a culture HYBE has been trying to create at all their sub-labels.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to more music from NewJeans. Get Up was a solid treat - my ranking of the songs on it so far:

New Jeans

Cool with You & Get Up

ASAP

ETA

Super Shy

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(Haerin - dancer and vocalist)

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(Danielle - dancer and vocalist)

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(Hyein - dancer, vocalist, and maknae)

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(Hanni - dancer and vocalist)

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(Minji - dancer and vocalist)

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(I don't have a bias in NewJeans. And that's the first sign for me that this is a solid group.)

[queenpiranhadon]

OKAY I KNOW I JUST SENT AN ASK BUT

In a modern AU, what kind of jobs do you think the main eight from HCH would have? Like I know the royal trio and Lucas and Luna might have rich backgrounds but if they wanna make their own money so that they don't have to rely on their family's money???

Oooh okay I like this hehe.

I think Saph would be an artist, I can just imagine her in a giant studio where she can do crazy- either that or a comic illustrator.

August I think would be a law school student who works at a bookstore in his free time and he loves it!!

Percy would be a karate teacher, hands down or a Boy Scouts instructor, I feel like he’d love kids and they would actually learn useful things from him.

Odette would be maybe like a park ranger or like a culinary student with a pet snake at home.

Marla would be a preschool teacher or a guidance counselor idk why it just suits her 😭

Lucas as stated before is a really good singer- I see him being a small but big celebrity- like he becomes really famous after a hit song, a lot like JVKE if you think about it. I do also believe he would go to college- not sure what he would do though.

Luna would probably be like a scientist or a makeup artist lmaooo. Like she would totally be completely happy mixing chemicals in a lab and discover new things- but I can just imagine like a movie gets the Oscar for makeup and costumes and it would all be because of Luna due to her amazing *cough* transformation *cough* skills

Personnally, I think Nic would be a law student too, because he’s driven so much by his moral compass that he wants to create a change in the world. He probably works as a McDonald’s employee on the side 💀

This was fun :DD

[malottie]

1, 6, 12, 39

get asked things, dork (affectionate

welp, get your reading glasses out everyone

1: 3 things that shaped me into who i am

-1: luck. from the classic things like being born in a wealthy western country, being white (not inherently lucky but made me privileged/safer), having a relatively nice familly with no financial struggle, etc, to smaller stuff. like, it's a miracle i was never bullied in school. if it wasn't for that one person, maybe i would've died. i had free access to the internet since i was like 9, and somehow never stumbled on stuff that was inapropriate for my age

i consider myself quite lucky, despite all the hardships

-2: being trans. sorry to the people who think it's cringe when we make it our whole personnality, but it is litteraly so important. so central. i cannot fathom what i would be like if i weren't trans. that's just not the same person

-3: having weird ass parents. by that i mean that they're almost not like parents, more like... people i lived with that cared for me? i of course mean that in the sense that i don't have any special emotional attachment to them and all, but also that it doesn't feel like they raised me because they transmitted so little to me. my way of seeing the world, my hobbies, my fears, my political opinions, my general knowledge, my understanding of myself and others, my skills, i got them from, well, not them. the internet school, my friends, but not my parents. truly, i don't really know these people

6: best and worst part of being online

i've been here most of my life, so all the bad is just part of it. yes, that's where all the haters are. sure, all of the horrible things in existence can be found here. but that's also where my friends are. that's where community is. that's my only way of accessing at least 50% of what makes me happy. it has taught me so much about the world and myself, has held so many fulfilling experiences for me

if i had to choose 1 worst, i'd say transmisoginy i guess? i dunno, girl, i'm not even popular enough to get hate mail

12: a piece of advice i'd like to give

like i said in a previous post of mine i'm just 18. i'm like a baby. i feel like the least qualified person on earth to be giving advice. but i'll say one thing: advices are kinda bullshit. in essence they're opinions you think will be helpfull to someone else. but in my experience, they rarely are, especially when talking about life choices, mental health and the such. i watched hundreds of hours of self help videos, listened to people, went to therapy, and i felt like a fucking moron. i knew all the things, i had the advice, but it wasn't working. in the end, what helped me crawl out of the pit is time, love, and a bunch of stuff i'll never know about. find what works for you and ditch what doesn't; it's not because a piece of advice is true that it is helpful. searching for your solution will probably work better than just trying to apply the solutions others found

39: a youtuber i'm obssessed with

hard and specific

brennan lee mulligan? absolutely obssessed. a youtuber? not really

thegreatreview (he's french)? amazing youtuber. so fucking talented. obssessed? not really

dougdoug? obssessed by his entire cinematic universe for a while now. a youtuber? maybe 50%? it's all twitch streams highlights

john and hank green? ok i'll stop there

let's settle for brian david gilbert then, the man so nice they named him thrice. please buy his bed.

most well known for his Unravelled series on Polygon's channel, like the one about the sonic bible or the one about the smash bros osha violations, his personnal stuff is simply perfect, sometimes whimsical, like "i wish that i could wear hats" or "Pumpkin Cowboy", sometimes horrifying, like the one about the american healthcare system or "Teaching Jake about the Camcorder, Jan '97", often a mix of both, like "we like watching birds" or "earn $20K EACH MONTH by being your own boss". his comedic genius is at its best when it is also at its weirdest. he's also the guy who made the sibling dance song, i guess

[austerlitzborodinoleipzig]

Ranking the programs at GPF - the Junior Women SP edition

Was it the best junior women’s field at JGPF in ages ? Imho yes without a question. Great skating all around, some pretty stunning programs and loads of (hopefully) future stars.

And it showed in the choreography. I enjoyed most of theses programs, some have outright made my best of the season list.

As usual, from least favorite to favorite

6 - Chaeyeon Kim - Everybody Knows, choreo by Yeaji Shin

Chaeyeon Kim is that rare skater of whom I can I say that I love her packaging... While disliking her programs this season.

Let me explain : while most Korean ladies, junior and senior, are packaged as classical, lyrical skaters, with long lines, shimmering dresses and tiaras, and while they nearly all have to skate the inevitable Yuna Kim tribute (still have PTSD from the Oly season), Chaeyeon stands out in imho the best ways.

Her skating is nothing like those of her teammates. It’s much more agressive, combative. Her music choices feel outside the box, so does her choreo, which is more likely to feature split jumps, flying kicks, than Ina Bauers and flowy arms.

And it’s good ! Her SP infortunately isn’t. It’s far too busy and instead of a Yuna Kim tribute, you end up with something looking like it came straight from Dany G and Tutberidze team.

Also junior skaters and fresh seniors shouldn’t skate to a Leonard Cohen song, especially this one. Especially when the lyrics include 

“Everybody knows that the naked men and women

Are just a Shining artefact of the past

Everybody knows the scene is dead” 

I don’t think Chaeyeon can understand, let alone interpret those lyrics

5 - Jia Shin - The Giving, choreo by Yeaji Shin

Ranked low because that short failed to leave an impression. I can’t even recall what the music was, besides “that thing Marin Honda skated to once”.

And tbh it’s a disservice to Jia. I’m not that fond of the “Jia vs Mao, Yuna vs Mao 2.0″ dynamic developping because hype and kids don’t mix, but if we go down that road, I think that compared to Mao Shimada, Jia’s team really dropped the ball on the choreo this year. Mao’s programs were perfectly suited to her strengths, punchy and memorable, be it because of the costume (bright yellow Mao as Little Simba), or because of the choreo (that stunning choreo sequence in Passepied). Jia’s team probably attempted something more mature and elevated, which ended up being way too muted and failed to showcase what a stunning skater Jia is (her FS is better in that regard).

4 - Mao Shimada - The Lion King, choreo by Cathy Reed

Not the best thing there is, all in all it’s a pretty standard junior program, and it does its job perfectly. It fits Mao perfectly : it’s fun, it’s feisty, it’s cute. The music is an easy crowd pleaser, the dress is glorious.

3 - Minsol Kwon - Danse Macabre, choreo by Yeaji Shin

Speaking of inevitable Yuna Kim tributes... I don’t mind them among juniors. It’s absurd to expect individuality or personnal taste from junior skaters. They are learning and maturing, and doing that by skating tributes to former great skaters, or by skating to warhorses, where the interpretation might be easier, is a pretty good choice. It’s like learning your classics before composing.

Like Mao, this SP is nothing special but it helps that Minsol is hands down the best performer in this field, none of the juniors come close to the intensity she puts on the ice. And Danse Macabre is such a fun piece of music for that.

2 - Ami Nakai - I Got Rythm, choreo by Akiko Suzuki

First of all, I’m a sucker for I Got Rythm programs

Second of all, Ami Nakai had the performance of the day at JGPF. She went into it with so much speed and enthusiasm, she had a wobble on one of her spin. But besides that this was stunning. And I’ll stand by that, she was underscored. While yes her jump technique can be scary, and is far from the likes of Chaeyeon, Jia or Mao, her PCS should be up there with Jia and Mao. She has arguably the best SS of the field, very good posture and good musicality.

Third of all, Akiko Suzuki’s choreo is very good. The step sequence in particular is a stand out, and at JGPF, Ami managed to get level 4.

1 - Hana Yoshida - Dog Days Are Over, choreo by Lori Nichol

When Lori is on, she delivers all time bangers. Hana’s SP is a gem. The choreo is perfect and chock full of small details that highlights the lyrics. The bestie squats while she does the wave with her arms, while Florence’s voice swirls. Running on the ice, The head skaing choreo. The shoulder shrug...

And it’s such a shame that Hana basically peaked at her JGP events, and her season went kinds downhill after that. At Courchevel it was glorious, but she never managed again to be relaxed enough to sell it.

But it was glorious.

[ruegracieuse]

the darkly enchanting @dearorpheus tagged me a little while back to to post 10 tracks that put me in a good mood. I’m going to go for a mix of things I’ve been listening to a lot recently and all-time favourites that will always get me going. thank you!!

- Flim, Aphex Twin - there are any number of AT songs I could put here because I listen to my ambient playlist (which I have titled ‘polished concrete’) near-constantly while I’m working. my all-time favourite is Alberto Balsalm, but I’ve waxed poetic about that song numerous times on my blog before, and Flim is a little delight in its own right. listening to it is like having a little sweet.

- Pepper, Butthole Surfers - so chosen partly because it makes me think of my brother, but also an excellent song.

- Cherry-Coloured Funk, Cocteau Twins - I listen to so much CT that I could have picked almost any song, especially from Heaven or Las Vegas (the album). I love this one but mostly chose it because it’s the last one I listened to.

- Rock & Roll, The Velvet Underground - this one probably just misses first place for my favourite song by the Velvets (it’s a really tough competition) but this is definitely their happiest-making song for me.

- Je n’attends plus personne, Francoise Hardy - I just love her <3 

- 3005, Childish Gambino - my fiancé and I recently started a shared playlist for songs from the 2000s/2010s that we remember listening to at the time (I called it ‘ashtray’ because at first I thought it was just going to be a 2000s indie playlist), in an attempt to diversify our music (we listen to a lot of new wave and, if I’m in charge, dreampop or 90s alternative). I’ve always really liked Bonfire but 3005 and this whole album somehow missed me - a shame because I love this song. as for other Donald Glover works, I could never get into Community but I absolutely recommend watching Atlanta if you haven’t already :)

- Kool Thing, Sonic Youth - makes me feel like the 90s cool girl I never was.

- Bodysnatchers, Radiohead - my take, which many gen x men have made before me, is that In Rainbows is underrated.

- The Lovecats, the Cure - this song reminds me of high school, when I first really started listening to New Wave. Bonus Cure song is Cold, which I only really started listening to regularly last year but which I think is really good!

- Cities, Talking Heads - this is a song my parents used to listen to on repeat when I was very young, so it’s one of my earliest musical memories. David Byrne’s voice takes me back to my childhood home.

I’ve gotta get back to work so I will tag people later! Can you imagine, a whole ten-item song list and Nick Cave doesn’t make a single appearance. Well, he’ll probably end up being my wedding song, so he can get his kudos there. Thank you again!!

[fuck-off-im-ace]

I saw your tags about French book ideas 👀 i’m currently at a level where I’m just looking at graphic novels to read (I think I’ve got dialogue down but prose? Uhhhh) but if you had book recs that are above that level I can tuck them away for the future

Hi @sofflepoffle! I’m always super happy to have the opportunity to talk about french litterature, so i made you a little list, from easier reads to harder things!

Pierre Bottero - Le chant du Troll (French writer) This is my favorite writer of all times, and he writes children’s books. He’s incredible, his writing is so poetic and deep and well developped, with beautiful characters and a nice storyline. This one is a graphic novel, i usually dont suggest to start with this one because the story is 1000x more emotionnal if you already know about the world and who the kid is, but my mother read it out of the blue and she cried so i’d say it still hits? 

Hergé - Tintin (Writer from Belgium) You’re probably already familiar with the Tintin series, they’re honestly good as a learning tool. I would suggest Le secret de la licorne, On a marché sur la lune, or Les 7 boules de crystal.

Antoine de Saint-Exupéry - Le petit prince (French writer) Pretty well known, its easy to read, cute and wholesome overall, would recommend trying it!

Pierre Bottero - La quête d’Ewilan (French writer) He got a few book series, but they all connect with each other, so this is a good place to start but you could start from somewhere else! Easy read, since it’s a children’s book.

Jocelyn Boisvert - Mort et déterré (Writer from Québec) YA book, so pretty easy to follow! Cute story of a teenager who dies, but somehow doesnt fully dies? He becomes some kind of zombie creature, and then just chill as a zombie with his bestie, trying to do things he never got to do in his life. 

Jocelyne Saucier - Il pleuvait des oiseaux (Writer from Québec) I have to say, i didnt read it, but my friend recommended it to me, and he says its a good and easy read! They also made it into a movie, if you wanna try that.

Patrick Senécal - Any book of him, really (Writer from Québec) This writer is kind of our own Stephen King (kinda more gross and less good, no offense to the dude), so if its your kind of thing you could check it out, pretty easy read!

Michel Folco - Dieu et nous seuls pouvons (French writer) Comedic story of a family of excecutioners living in the XVIIe century. There is some torture and lots of killing of course, so avoid if its not your thing, but over all pretty good book!

Jean Barbe - Comment devenir un monstre (Writer from Québec) Very good book, heavy read because its a quite serious book. Very good tho!

Domique Fortier - Du bon usage des étoiles (Writer from Québec) Historical fiction, i liked the suspense and the description of the territory, a very captivating read! 

Véronique Grenier - Hiroshimoi (Writer from Québec) Fun fact, this writer was my philosophy teacher in college! She’s a poet and a writer, so this book is kinda halfway between both? It’s a love story, or rather a break up story, but written in form of a poem. It’s kinda hard to read, because she plays a lot on sounds, creates new words by mixing two together, so hard to read, but also pretty short sentences. 

Boris Vian - L’Écume des jours (French writer) A personnal favorite of mine, its an absurd tragedy, putting it on the top of the list because of the “absurd” quality of it. A lot of things do not make sense, like rooms that change shape depending on the music playing. 

I didnt want to into too much of a big rant, so just putting those i can think of quickly, but if you want more ideas, like more easy read or more medium reads or whatever you can always hit me up! I would also suggest reading something you’re already familiar with? You might be already doing that, but if not, for me its what helped the most. I literally just took books i read in french, found them in english, and then tried reading that. I hope this helps, hit me up if you need anything else!

[anautumncarol]

thank you @chrxsify for tagging me!!! sorry for taking so long to do it, hope i did this correctly

1. Birthday?

30/11

2. Favorite color?

okay so i technically have 5 but they’re all a mix of each other at this point so: white, blue, purple, red and black

3. How tall are you?

168cm ish.

4. How many pair of shoes to you own?

technically i own a bunch since i never throw away the old ones but you’ll probably find me wearing my doc martens and now occasionally kickers (whenever i’m required to wear flat shoes i do have vans because they’re the comfiest shoes and try and find nice shoes in a size 42 or above in the women’s section (why are men’s shoes so boring????), vans has got you covered by sizing ridiculously big).

5. Favorite song?

I don’t really have one although i’ll have to say passion for publication by anarbor, 0325 by skz, sicilienne by fauré (not rlly a song i know), intywidfal by mcr, gold medal ribbon by ptv and a night like this by the cure constitute a solid foundation of songs?

6. Favorite movie?

i dont really watch movies but maybe a monster in paris?

7. Who would be your ideal partner?

im not sure since i’ve honestly got neither the time nor patience to even think of being in a relationship so i guess i’ll say kim seungmin because being chronically a seungmin simp is half of my personnality

8. Do you want children?

not my own, that’s for sure. maybe one day i’ll adopt but kids are tiring man

9. Have you gotten in trouble with the law?

Not officially

10. What color socks are you wearing?

none, i’m wearing slippers

11. Favorite type of music?

anything except maybe dubstep, it gives me major headaches, and reggae, i just can’t seem to enjoy it. rock is probably my favourite since it’s such a broad genre and just i do prefer more types of rock than types of pop or kpop or rap etc

12. How many pillows do you sleep with?

4 pillows and 4 other throw pillows under my feet to keep my legs elevated because bad blood circulation bb (dont ask me how i fit so much shit on a single bed, idk either)

13. What position do you sleep in?

on my side or sometimes twisted so my torso is on it’s back

14. What don’t you like when you’re sleeping?

my own thoughts ngl, its so hard to fall asleep with those running through my brain

15. Have you tried archery?

i have a very peculiar relationship with archery because its a sport i’ve always wanted to do and that from the few times i’ve done it i’m actually decent at and am just realy disappointed with the fact i never got to exploit my full potential because i really do love it (same with other aiming things like i always get prices at fairs with the rifle stalls despite it being the only time i actually use them). 

16. Favorite fruit?

pineapples are the only fruits i’ll ever eat willingly

17. Are you a good liar?

decent enough to get away with a few things

18. What’s your personality type?

intp

19. Innie or outie?

innie, just for the sole excuse that i’m a hermit and that the word reminds me of jeongin

20. Left or right handed?

right handed

21. Favorite food?

i’m assuming it means food from home country and idk, maybe cordon bleu?

22. Favorite foreign food?

as much as i love mexican and ethiopian food and currywurst, nothing beats indian food (although nepali food absolutely kills as well)

23. Are you clean or messy?

messily organised. really depends with what, like my room is a mess 99% of the time but my bookshelf, mangateque, cd and album collection are always neatly organised

24. Most used phrase?

“your mum/ta mère” “fun fact” “tips and tricks” “border” “ ’tain” and a few others

25. How long does it take you to get ready?

i basically will do my “routine” as fast or slow as required depending on how much time i have. shortest i tend to do it is like 5-10 minutes and it really doesn’t need more that 45 minutes at most

26. Do you talk to yourself?

all the time. i also talk to myself in third person whilst talking to others which becomes kind of a problem when one of your best friends has the same name as you

27. Do you sing to yourself?

only when im home alone, it shuts the dogs up and is pretty fun

28. Are you a good singer?

haha, next

29. Biggest fear?

the unknown i guess?

30. Are you a gossip?

depends who i’m with

31. Long or short hair?

i don’t really care, depends what suits the person’s face in my opinion

32. Favorite school subject?

that’s a really hard question but maybe philosophy, maths, literature (although i dont have it anymore smh), physics-chemistry, drama and like history back when i didn’t have the teacher i currently do

33. Extrovert or introvert?

ambivert, really

34. What make you nervous?

phone buzzing, i absolutely fucking despise it. and then things like school and life in general although that’s more axiousness

35. Who was your first crush?

i don’t think i’ve ever really had a crush but maybe nico di angelo??

36. How many piercings do you have?

except my lobes i have a helix and a second lobe and i’ll be getting a second helix this summer

37. How many tattoos do you have?

nichts, i don’t think my commitment issues will allow me although i love tattoos

38. How fast can you run?

i am the exception to physics for i can travel 174 au per day

39. What color is your hair?

dirty blond/dirty brown

40. What colour are your eyes?

like an aggregation of colours but i guess the main ones are blue and grey and like yellow

41. What makes you angry?

anything as long as i’m tired enough

42. Do you like your name?

i have nothing against it

44. What are your strengths?

idk, maybe my ability to adapt to different situations?

45. What are your weaknesses?

maybe the fact i get riled up easily by the most random shit?

46. What’s the color of your bedspread?

i think it’s like white with dots rn

47. What’s the color of your room?

walls are white and purple but other than that it’s kinda anything goes with my room’s colours, ngl.

[blorboclaw]

Controversial take I presume but here it goes:

Tigerstar (n°1, Senior, Tigerclawstar, whatever) was not a bigoted xenophobic/racist.

His political personna was more or less that, yes. But he, personnally? was not.

- Exhibit 1:

In Into the Wild he is mad at every single apprentice, warrior or elder who crosses his path, even Bluestar, with an exception for his pawns (Darkstripe, Longtail...) and the females he’s trying to flirt with (namely Spottedleaf but then later Goldenflower too). It’s not particularly directed at Firepaw. Actually, he does praise Firepaw multiple times, even if it’s only to compare Ravenpaw to him and talk him down.

- Exhibit 2:

As soon as Into the Wild, he allies with Shadowclan. He will also ally himself with rogues, loners, former kittypets... culminating with Bloodclan, circling back to this one later. He also allies with Brokentail, who is at the time a rogue and a former shadowclan member. Let’s not mention that Brokentail’s birth broke multiple codes and that he’s got kittypet blood, because Tigerclaw doesn’t know that. On that note he also courts (politically and maybe romantically?) Leopardfur then star, allies with Riverclan, offers another alliance to Thunder and Wind... FFS he even allied with dogs.

- Exhibit 3:

When he learns about Mistyfoot and Stonefur being Bluestar’s kits? He’s exalted. His first reaction is not “oh no, filthy halfclans”. His first reaction is “oh yeah, blackmail material against Bluestar”, and actually he doesn’t even have a second reaction like “oh no filthy halfclans”. All he knows is that he has blackmail material against THunderclan and since he wants revenge against THunderclan? Chef’s kiss and all.

- Exhibit 4:

He goes to lead Shadowclan, aka a clan full of former rogues and kittypets and exiled criminals who became de facto rogues too, while being born and bred in Thunderclan.

- Exhibit 5:

Once there, he assiduously courts a former kittypet and now loner, Sasha. He offers her to join him in SHadowclan, to make it official forever.

- Exhibit 6:

OK now he forms Tigerclan, ok?

First reflexe, to emprison Stonefur, Mistyfoot, and Feather/Stormpaw.

What’s the common denominator? That’s they’re half-clans? OK. But so were the kits of Mistyfoot, and Blackclaw was her mate... No harm to them.

What if I throw Gorsepaw, whom he killed personnally, into the mix, what do we get?

The common thing is that Gorse, Feather and Stormpaw are all close to Firestar and Graystripe’s hearts. People Tigerstar is trying to get revenge against.

And Stonefur? Well, he’s the second most important cat in Riverclan. If Tigerstar wants to take over, he’d better get him out of the way. Mistyfoot? Well it’d be weird not to include her with all the other halfclans. She’s also very popular among the clan. Again, it’s more about purging the elites (and getting back at Firestar) than purging the blood. Otherwise he would have killed Russetfur and Boulder (particularly Boulder, since not only does he not have a warrior name, he also showed Tigerstar the way to Blood Clan so he admitted/it was well known that he was born out of the clans), and not made Mowgli/Nightmask a warrior, and not allowed Sasha to join them...

- Exhibit 7:

When all else fails, he goes to Blood Clan, aka the most brutal rag tag group of loners, rogues, former kittypets, etc.

- Exhibit 8:

He wants to get his kits back, which is not the most politically savvy thing to do when you just claimed that half clans were not a good thing, so he compromised his political personna of the bigoted racist tyrant to get those assets - to take them from Thunderclan, too.

- Exhibit 9:

When he dies he starts haunting Hawkfrost, who is both half-shadowclan, half-loner, and born outside of the clans, but also living in Riverclan. He then haunts his other kits too, one from each clan except Wind. He goes after Lionpaw, even when it’s most probable (I think he admitted?) that he knew Lionpaw was half windclan and not related to him.

So here’s my conclusion:

Despite everything he said and did, Tigerstar the First had no personnal qualm against kittypets, rogues, loners or half-clans. He only used it to exploit the naturally xenophobic mindset of the clans he intended to lead. I’d even say, he used it to put those clans in friction against one another, so that no one in Shadowclan would take it kindly if THunderclan revealed his past. Shadowclan would take it as smearing their new leader, because you can’t trust Thunderclan, etc. He didn’t target all of the outsiders or halfclans, only those that were also either a political threat to him or who were dear to Firestar and Graystripe, whether half clan or not (Gorsepaw, for example). All he wanted was to give a common ennemy to his own, domestic political opponents or strike them down. The only reason why he hid it under blood purity pretenses were that A) most of his opponents were either from other clans or had blood links to other clans and B) because if he used a sacred text (the warrior code) to back up his claims, no one would be able to contradict him without marking themselves as traitors.

Thanks for baring with me.

[twitchydoodle]

Hello !

Just wanted to ask how is the personnality of Dolly in Magusverse please ?

Thank you !

Hi! Magus!Dolly is still in the works. I kinda wanna portray who she is through drawings but, I am kinda busy so. Probably can't do that for a little while :')

I guess, for starters- she has the personality of any common person. Just your monster who's just minding her business. She'll say things as they are, sometimes too literally and maybe at inappropriate times. Majority of the time, she's kinda indifferent to most things.

I have this thing in my head where before she met OddFather and his kids, she used to be this indifferent little lady who really likes sales and games or missions where she can win stuff. And she wins everything, my dudes. From money to house equipment, she will win them. Why buy a new TV set when you can win it for free? XD She may look small and paired with a dumb looking face, she looks kinda weak and dumb. But she can pack a massive punch if she wants to. And she just lived this, what she thinks is, a mundane life but she doesn't do much to change it because she couldn't find a reason to.

Then when OddFather and his family came into the mix, she's still kinda the same but she's also just this goofy little mess. But, she's not doing it on purpose. She's genuinely trying to be a good mom, sister-in-law, and wife. She never really had a family before so she doesn't know how to. Like, this is a huge leap for her. But, she wants this to work out and is giving it her all.

So, all in all, her personality is that she is dumb but she's trying her best XD

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There's gonna be more to her. Idk if I'll be able to draw them all out since I'm kinda busy lol But, yeah. Anyways, hopefully my english is understandable. Sorry if it's long. Was typing anything that comes in my brain-

[trixabke]

Heyy, can I ask for a Haikyuu matchup please? I saw your post and I thought that it would be actually cool to do.

My personnality is ISFP-T,my zodiac sign is Leo, my pronouns are she/her and I’m straight. I’m a black girl and my height is 5’7, I have 4c black hair and dark brown eyes, I wear glasses. My general style is more like jogging, crop top and jordan, or a cargo and an oversized t shirt. And, from time to time, my style is more like « a baddie ».

About my personality, I’m an ambivert (mix of introvert and extrovert). I’m most introverted and shy with strangers but goofy and dynamic with people I’m comfortable with but I'm quite stubborn and sarcastic. I am known to my friends as « the person who laughs every day and for nothing ». I’m « adventurous » funny and I love to « be chill ». I also know to be serious when it is necessary. I can easily stand up for myself like when something/someone is bothering me I immediately say it (and put people in their place sometimes..) and don’t necessarily need people to help me with this ( but it sometimes depends on the situation).I really like to cuddle, watch Anime/Netflix, just chill and listen to RNB/ US Rap. And finally, I’m collected but have a certain attitude. All that doesn't mean that i'm not polite and respectful because i really am.

IMy ideal type would be someone who would be a little bit more mature than me and « clingy ». He would match my energy and we’d look like bestfriends and a couple at the same time. He would be sarcastic too but protective.

That’s it I think ! I’m honestly sorry if it’s too long, but thank you very much and have a great day ! <3

HII! u did perfect angel <3 (I googled some stuff on ur personality type so if I mention something and u didn't say it I got it from google and if its wrong ... I will be embarrassed)

I'm rlly happy u asked for one! and I'm so sorry if this is short I tried to make it as long as I could

MATCHUPS OPEN!

(romantic)

I match you with...

SUNA:

you guys probably met in like the weirdest way..

like imagine ur turning on netflix, opening your account, about to click your profile and there is another random profile

and ur like tf??

so u delete the random profile and continue on with ur night just wanting to cuddle up under some blankets

and the next day you come home ready to relax in your comfy bed and the profile is back again

this happens like a few more times and eventually you find out it’s this guy names Suna?

atsumu was probably fucking around and found ur acc and gave it to suna because he was too lazy to pay for his subscription

after some minor communication you get sunas number and tell him not to use your account anymore

although you both aren't great at conversations at the start overtime u become more comfortable around each other 

BUT he ends up really enjoying talking to you and says he will pay u the money for the subscription if he can use your account 

monthly payment = more excuses to talk to u

(just pretend for a second there isn't a possibility he could be like a creepy old man or a scammer that could take all of your private info ok?? this is for the sake of romance not logic)

you change the password and then make it a joined account

he confesses to you by making another profile on the account saying that he likes you (atsumus idea cringe ik)

you guys end up going out for a couple dates and the rest is history

the sarcastic energy would be just *chefs kiss*

u bring out all the snarky comments he hides in his head

probably mumbles something under his breath about kita that has u both laughing ur asses off

everyone else in the group just staring at u like ??

obsessed with your glasses

he likes that you're on the taller side

(feeds his ego that he is still taller)

you wanted clingy?? ur getting it with suna

he really likes to sleep and LOVES to fall asleep on you

he really doesn't care what ur doing

he’ll make it work

texts 24/7 of just random shit

he really likes doing simple things with you like grocery shopping or late night snack trips

very chill vibes, everything is super low-key

a lot of go with the flow dates and just seeing what happens

he’s happy with anything as long as he gets to spend it with you

he loves that you're not afraid to speak ur mind and tell people no

despite that he is always very gentle with you and your emotions

and because he's not super talkative he's a great listener

if ur ever upset he will just listen and hug u to make u feel better

silence speaks volumes!!

even if you're not talking, all he needs is your presence to feel complete

overall a very sweet calm relationship!

as always, if u see any spelling errors no u didn’t ..

LOVE YOU GO DRINK SOME WATER, EAT SOME FOOD, AND HAVE A GOOD DAY (NIGHT?)

[jay-and-dean]

When I think of your fics, I feel like it's always happening at night. Because you always talk about pain or trauma or unrequited feelings, fears, nightmares, physical pain. There are always "dark" topics that you write magnificently.

But the truth is that, what I think you write even more beautifuly and perfectly is Love. The passionate, consumming, hurting, profound, beautiful, devoting, honest and healing love. It can be rough but it's always love. It's also can be so sweet and it shows how in love they are with each other. The complexity of it makes it incredible.

And this love, it heals the wounds you inflict on us, it erases the past and pain they went through, and it makes us envy them.

I can't stop saying how fan I am of you, Honey Bunny (yep, still trying to figure out what nickname to give you). You're an amazing talented writer who I admire very very much.

😘😘

Hey Vivi,

It is actually very interesting to know that you see my fics at night because of the darkness in it, and yes, you’re right, I guess I go down dark roads often, that’s all the paradox of my life.

Because, you know, my writing mind space is actually really sunny. Like blindingly light and crushingly hot. My life has had extremely dark, like pitch black despair, times, but my mind is super light. It always have been this way, even grewing up with regular trips to Hell, when I closed my eyes and dived in the secret garden in my head, I got sunburned. 

I think it comes through some of my fics sometimes, in steaminly hot ambiance, summer fairy lights, when Dean gets sunburn making love in Love me Once, when there are too hot, when they sweat, when they fight mosquitoes, in every aspects of Abe’s personnality in Don’t look down, Baby...

And when I talk about winter or cold or dark (like in Rescue You or Frozen sleep), it is always threatening to kill. Probably because I spend my life waiting for summer while trying to survive cold. 

It is what it is, my life have endless winter storms, and my safe secret garden is summery. My fics are mostly written while listening to summer songs (right now Ride by Lana del Rey).

I totally love to know you associate my writing with night.

It is the perfect representation of the complexity I want for my stories. I like death to bring calm and love to hurt, I love heat to burn and hunger to ground. And that is what I want for my stories : Dark shadows on a blue sky and summer sun in the middle of a cold night. (Dean Winchester is all of this, that is probably one of the reasons I love him so much.)

And what you said about Love... I just... I love Love. With all my heart. But real absolute complicated intense Love. Like @roonyxx says, I don’t do half, I can’t. If it is not full, if it is not a little too much, it doesn’t interest me, I get bored super easily and compromises depress me.

So I guess the mix of hell-like despair darkness, blinding summer sun and epic painfully strong Love is what you call complexity ; but it’s just how weird and complicated I am, lol.

Thank you so much for always giving me the priceless opportunity to share and talk about the stories I love to share. You’re incredibly awesome. 

[the-therapist-is-ace]

(LONG POST

Trigger warning, mention of suicide, rape, abuse and forced therapy session (idk if that triggers someone but I prefer to be safe)

Listen, I have a psychology degree for that reason.

Oh you know, at first I really wanted to help people with it. Planned to get my degree, open a cabinet and let patients comes in at adaptable prices. You pay with what you have; if it's only two bucks I don't care. Mental health is important. After dicovering my powers I was even more dedicated to help people in need.

But the system disgusted me. And those stupid heroes trying to protect it, telling me that I was in the wrong because I was against the governement when THEY were payed by them to keep that awful healthcare system in place irritated me even more. So yeah, I might have used my powers to make them feel the despair of being in the "system failure" part of the population. The ones that the governement don't help because it would cost them too much and wouldn't be of any benefits for them. I used their own minds against them. To make them fall of their pedestals, and fall out of grace. I don't kill; nor do I destroy theirs minds in an irreparable way. Ironically, if the people in power cared, they would have been cured in mere months after their encounter with me, if the mental healthcare services were good. But they don't. The majority of them ends up letting themself die of thirst and hunger, or kill themselves. Never to be heard from again...

I have made so many heroes quit their occupations because "unable to handle it anymore". Words of the mass medias relating the multiples breakdowns of their "heroes", not mine. I just send them to therapy -that some of them needed in the first place may I add- quicker than they expected.

But then that kid arrived.

He was one of the fresh out of school; one of those naive type, convinced that they were doing it to "protect the people and save theirs lives from evil" against me, the "terrible mastermind that must be stopped for the greater good". (I think my nickname these days are "The Devil Mentalist" or something like that? They gave me so much of them over the years that I stopped following.)

Anyway; bright personnality, obsessed with the idea of doing good, really popular among the public because of his good looks, not questionning the system in place even after I talked to him before our fight (yes I do that. I don't like fighting, so I try to talk to them, making them understand the flaws of the system. But they don't listen to me; they never do and just go for the fight once I'm done talking.) so I thought he was just like the others. I sighed before lauching myself in the battle.

That kid was a newbie; poor bastard didn't have much experience in close combat and was counting mainly on his superspeed to have the advantage.

Unfortunately for him, I had the experience behind me. So it didn't take long before I had him badly bruised and struggling to get back up. I tut at the sight. It wasn't a new nor a pleasant sight to see.

"Poor hero. I said mockingly. Had a mental breakdown after only a month of service. May his sacrifice to protect us not be in vain."

This was what the governement and medias always said after I beat one of theirs heroes; never saying anything about compensation either. Never saying what happened to them afterwards, what they've become. Of course not, why showing exactly what I was trying to prove? I sighed at that kid's -he was in his late teen years and early twenties. Gosh he was way too young for this madness- weak attemps to get back up.

I approach him after another failed attempt that got him on the floor again in a pathetic whine of pain. I lift his chin with my hand to see his face. Blond hairs, green eyes, he was probably one of those who had an easy life. He looked at me with a mix between pure terror and anger. I knew that look; almost every heroes had it on theirs faces when I was about to enter theirs psychees. Everyone knew what I can, and will do to any heroes that I fight against and leave victorious. Some of them even had a look of resignation; but not this one. This one kept looking at me in defiance. Uh, not an easily broken mind hm? No matter.

But first, I do the thing that I always do. It never worked before but...

"Hero. You know what I will do and you know the outcome. But I will give you one last chance; give up and stop fighting for these corrupted men in power. Do so and I will spare you, hell even assist you. What do you say?"

He looked at me incredulously. Uh. So no one ever told them that I do that? And here I thought they knew the drill by now. But he looked at me with a mix of anger and resignation on his face -but strangely no fear...- And I knew the answer before he even opened his mouth.

"I'd rather die than helping a villain!

-I don't kill. I say with a disappointed sigh. But very well. You've chosen your poison Hero; I hope you don't regret your decision when you will be left to rot by the governement you tried so hard to protect.

-They won't-!

-Leave you to rot? I completed then scoffed. Please. None of the past heroes that went against me are ever heard again, and it's not because I kill them. Everyone know that I don't do murder. It's just because your system is completely screwed up and don't help those in need. But you'll have all the time to think about it when I'm done with you."

I can see the anger on his face when he was about to snap back at me quickly disolved in an expression of fear -no wait, it's pure terror. He's even shaking-. He tried to struggle against me but it was no use; I always make sure that they can't fight anymore before approching them.

"Another one lost. When will they ever understand?" I sigh before putting a hand on that young hero's eyes, keeping it in place despite his weak attempts at struggling.

Soon enough, by the combined effect of my powers and the exhausion from our fight, he lose consciousness. His body relaxed and I'm closing my eyes to open them to a complete different view, but a familiar one nonetheless.

The world of the minds. The place where I swore to use it for the good of my patients, but now that I use to break the forces that the corrupted bastards in power keep throwing at me. The place of infinite doors and mindscapes, where I can do everything I desire.

Looking around, I spot the newest door to the mind I will enter. All the others are barricaded, to mark them as being dealt with. And no matter how much I sometimes want to erased all the damages that I've done to them, that I cannot enter again. Once it's broken, it's broken. I force myself to follow that rule no matter how hard it is to stick to it sometimes.

But enough daydreaming, I think to myself while shaking my head. Time to see what I can do to the newest hero's mind.

That decided, I took a deep breath and went to the door. Strangely enough, it looked... dull. It also looked like it has been broken before, but was put back together so many times in the past. I frown. That's the proof of traumatisms not correctly healed: I've seen it numerous times before. Seems like this one is going to be easy to break.

I open the door and let it shut behind me. However nothing could have prepared me for what I had before me.

You see, every mindscape is different. It often takes the appearance of a house, sometimes of a landscape that people loved or on rare occasions, of a fantastic surrounding. The appearance of it reflect the state of your mind. I've seen almost every background in here.

But I have never seen a cage in a warzone before.

I blink. I blink several times. I pinch myself just to be sure but no; the sight doesn't dissapear. If anything it becomes more detailed the more I look at it.

"What the... What the hell is that?" I mumbled to myself.

Confused, I decide to go see the cage. If I can find the mind version of the hero, I will have my answers. Everyone have to obey me here; that I am the intruder in their mind doesn't change that fact. When I ask questions I always get my answers.

Anyway; I approch the cage with the full intentions of getting my answers but before I can get too close... I hear what sounds like someone beating up someone else. And what they're saying is-!

"You're MINE don't you understand? That you're the fastest guy in town, or in the world will never change that! You're MY bitch, and you'll never escape from me. Got it? Run even to the end of the world, I will always find you! And if someone even lay a finger on MY PROPRETY I will kill them. And YOU will pay for humiliating me! I'm your father you better listen to me or you'll regret it!"

I stay dead silent at that. I didn't expected that. This hero is... But it wasn't over yet.

"I-I'm sorry... it sounded like the hero's voice, but younger. Younger and terrified.

-I'm sorry WHO?!

-I-I'm sorry F-Father...

-Tch, damn right you are! Tomorrow you're skipping that dumb practice of yours.

-W-What? B-But I-

-Shut up! I want you to be awake tonight, and your mouth better be working well or you won't be able to walk for the next week!"

The kid stammer another fearful answer but I don't hear it. I'm too stunned by what I've heard. Soon enough I see the man -that I can only assume is his cognitive vision of his father- exiting the cage and locking it up behind him. Leaving the kid alone inside, bruised and beaten up... and crying too.

God what the fuck did I just witnessed?! How can this kid still want to be a hero, so a PUBLIC figure with such a history? He's part of the people that have been wronged by the system, the ones I swore to fight for! Why is he-?!

"Hey Mike!"

I jump in surprise. With that I almost forgot that I wasn't alone! Wait... Are those cognitive versions of his friends? They're all outside the cage smiling as if nothing was wrong. As if their friend (who I assume is named Mike) wasn't beaten up and locked like an animal.

"O-Oh hi guys! he forced a smile and his tone change to be one of fake happiness. What's up?

-We wanted to get you to go to a party tonight! You know, with your looks we're going to be pretty popular. said one of them with a snicker.

-I... he looked away at that. Y-You know that I-

-Yeah you don't like it. But come on man! Can't you help us a bit? Please? We're friends after all!

-I... the kid look absolutely disgusted by the idea but he nodded. Okay... I'll be here.

-Thanks man you're the best!"

And just like that, they walked away from the cage too. Not bothering by the FUCKING KEY THAT WAS STILL IN THE KEYHOLE.

I've seen enough.

I thought that this kid was like any other heroes that I came across before but I was deadly wrong. Now more than ever, I NEED to know why he keep fighting for the wrong people. I take a deep breath, and go out of hiding to approch the cage myself.

Upon seeing me, the hero blinked, confused. I'm not a person from his mind, so he must be quite lost. And since in reality he's inconscious, he's not going to know who I am before waking up.

"Hi... I say, not really knowing where to start.

-H-Hello? I've never seen you before. he said. Who are you?

-I'm... new in town you can say. But more importantly, I turn to look at him in the eyes. Why do you want to be a hero despite... All of that?" I gesture at the warzone backgroud around us.

He look taken aback by the question but he will answer. I know he will because he have no choice here.

And soon enough, he talks again.

"B-Because... I want to g-give people c-courage.

-What?

-T-There's a lot of people like me... I-I want to help them. A-And well... A hero's a s-symbol of h-hope right? he say nervously, playing with his fingers. W-Well I want t-to give people hope. People l-like me."

You know, I've seen a lot of things in the minds of the differents heroes I came across. Some of them have cheesy reasons, some of them want money, power or fame -I go harder on them than the others- but never have I seen a hero with such a broken mind yet still wanting to help others. It's... beautiful in a way.

Before I knew it, my resolve to make this kid suffer because he was getting in the way of my objectives disolved. He's just a poor guy that's been through so much, with no real allies (if his "friends" were any indication...) and still tries to make the world a better place despite it all.

We're not so different it seems.

I think I know what to do with him instead. I think to myself, ignoring the confused glance of the cognitive version of the hero.

It's been ages since I've actually taken anyone to my cabinet (that I still use to make therapy sessions for those in need outside of my "villain hours") myself instead of them coming but oh well. I can make exceptions.

"You know what kid? I said smiling, unlocking the cage and getting him out of it. I think we'll see each other soon enough."

Before he can ask what the hell I meant, I dissapeared of his mindscape to open my eyes in the real world.

Barely a second have passed since I went in there from an external point of view thankfully. I don't intend to get caught now, so I strang into action pretty quickly.

I got up, take the -still- inconscious hero on my back and go back to my cabinet before the police reinforcements can arrive at the scene.

Hours later, when the newbie hero finally came back to consciousness, he's on the sofa that some of my patients like to lie down on, and me in the armchair in front of him with a notebook, a pen and a smile on my face.

"Hello there Sleeping Beauty. I say sarcastically. Did you have a nice nap?"

The confusion is clearly painted on his face and he frown, trying to get back up. However, since he kind of have his hands tied up together behind his back and his legs tied up as well (I might feel bad for the kid but I'm not an idiot. He's still a hero and me a "villain" I won't risk it.) the most he can do is wiggling like a worm for a few moments before the exhaustion come back at him full force and he's forced to settle down. I shake my head in amusement.

"W-What the-?! he looked at me with clear suspicion, confusion and fear. What are you going to do with me? I thought you-!

-I am a therapist despite how the medias like to portray me. I say, cutting him off. And what I saw in there... I added, walking to him and pointing at his forehead. Jesus kid, you need therapy, and fast. I smiled. So I decided out of the goodness of my heart to help you instead of making you having a breakdown. I know, no need to thank me. I added sarcastic as ever.

-What the- I have no idea of what you're talking about! Either kill me or-!

-Oh I'm sure you know what I'm talking about "Mike". I say coldly. I know what you've got in here, I tapped his forehead softly. And it's not pretty. I can't decently let someone roam around with so much traumas when they don't deserve it. That goes against my morals.

-Lies! You broke so many heroes' mind-

-They only had power and fame as motivation, or were too focused on obeying without protesting the governement to see how much harm they were doing. They, in my opinion, deserved it. But you... Well from what you told me you only want to give people in bad places hope and courage right?"

Seems like I shut him up with that. He looked at me with a shocked and terrified look on his face. I can easily guess what he's thinking, even without telepathia.

"Yeah kid. I saw what you've been through. I said with an empathic smile.

-N-No... oh shit, he sounds so small and vulnerable like that... fuck. Nobody should-!

-See that? And why not? I mean I get why you wouldn't want to say that to every passing person on the street- but to a therapist? Why not try to get help since it's what you're trying to give to others people?"

The blond kid stay silent for a bit, looking away from me. He seems so lost. Not that I can blame him; afterall he thought he was just about to fight a thelepathic supervillain, not opening up about his horrible childhood.

"I don't need it. he finally say, but it's way less convinced than his others words.

-Sure you don't. I answered, rolling my eyes. We both know that it's bullshit. And let me be very clear; I'm not going to let you leave this place until you open up about it so you can recover. I've already seen a good chunk of it, but you're not going to be any better if you don't speak up."

The hero looked back at me with shock and confusion written all over his face, before frowning and anger added to the mix. Oh, he start to struggle against his bonds again.

"That's abduction-!

-Well I'm considered a villain now aren't I? Time to make up to that reputation." I said smiling.

He shut up at that but was still struggling. I sighed, before with a snap of my fingers, the rope became tighter against his wrists. He let out a yelp before stop moving and turned to me.

"What the hell are you-!

-My main powers are thelepatic yes but don't forget I have a bit of telekinesis too in it. I said not impressed. Now then, where were we? I'm warning you, I have dinner set in two hours and I would like to not be late. Promise I'll get you something too."

The hero looked at me once more, with clear hate in his eyes; but that wasn't the preominent emotion in it. What was, was fear, confusion, hesitation... I smiled. And a bit of hope.

"Now then. I say, sitting on the armchair in front of him, notebook and pen in hand. Shall we begin?"

You are a telepathic supervillain that uses their powers to create the perfect personalised hellscape for every hero. But when you peer into the mind of the newest hero you find that they are a complete mental wreck and honestly you just feel sorry for them.

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Title : We are all naked underneath

Pairing : I don't know yet. Polyx reader or specific.

Warning : None.

Notes : Y/l/h for your length hair. Y/h/c for your hair color. Y/t/h for your type of hair (straight, curly...). E/c for eyes color. S/c for skin color. I tried not to describe reader physically but I mention she's a bit busty. Some references to Stargate SG1. Reference To Magnus Bane from shadowhunter but nothing much.

Words : 1802

Plot :  Y/n is a beautiful woman working as a Linguist and an Archeologist (just like Daniel Jackson in Stargate SG1) for the Avengers, but she has a secret. She is also a nude model and a bodypaint model. How will it go for her when everyone at work will learn about this...

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Chapter 1

Spring, April, New-York City, Sunny with a light breeze, Heaven on earth. The perfect wether for me. People are starting to wear more colorful and joyful clothes revealing their true personnality, birds are chirping in the early morning, a soft reminder the season is changing.

My name is y/n y/l/n, I’m a mi-twenties woman with y/l/h y/t/h y/h/c with e/c and s/c. I like to think that I’m rather good looking despite being a bit busty which is not a trait our society find incredibly attractive unfortunately. Lucky me I’m confident with myself inside and out. I know my look doesn’t define me, that the most important quality of mine is my intelligence. I mean,-I work in the Avengers/Shield complex as an archeologist and linguist specialized in alien texts as well as alien artefacts- I have to be smart cause I’m the only one with this much experience on this line of work. Indeed, before working for the Avengers/Shield, I worked for the military -as a civil- in a secret program called “Stargate” where we worked on aliens technology, I even met some (way before I met Thor, Loki and the Guardians). The program stopped because the governent perferred giving money for the Avengers’s initiative and Shield where the threats were obviously more imminent than what we had under the mountain (Cheyenne Mountain was the name of the military base). That is the reason why the program “Stargate”  has been mixed with the Avengers and Shield’s one. Today I’m happy with what I do, I’m still in contact with some of my ex teammates, even if most of them returned to the usual army stuff or get retired. I’m still new to the complex, I don’t have friend there yet so I seem shy and discret but this is only my personnal way of dealing with new things. Once we know me I literra a literally transform into a ray of solar energy, always smiling and laughing about every and anything.

Now that you know more about me, let’s get to the best part, my part time job we can say. I’m working five days a week, seven to eight hours a day in the compound, but when I’m leaving I’m posing naked for a prestigious school art and I’m also the muse of Magnus Bane -a really good friend of mine and a bodypainter- whose career is booming. Many artists, photographers and even painters want me as their muse and model, but for now I prefer to work only with Magnus, I trust him, -even if he pretends to be a Warlock which  have no idea what this even means-. You don’t think it’s a big deal ? Me neither, I’m not ashamed of what I do but I’m thinking about my colleagues an the judgement in their eyes. The whispering things behind my back that will automatically stop once I’ll enter the romm. I really don’t want to feel like I have to explain myself when all I’m doing is legal, consensual and during my free time. I know that one day, maybe, they will figure it out...the later the better. Moreover, in the modelling world -naked modelling and bodypaint included- I’m becoming more and more well known with each passing days especially due to my physics that’s breaking the codes in the fashion modelling. Right now my secret is safe and I hope for the longest time.

This morning I’ve decided to come early to work because we received some items -probably aliens- that I will have to examine later. For now I’m rereading my report about alien technology and their future application in the Shield’s armament. I have to explain the complexity to combine earth weapons with alien ones based on my passed experience and the talk I had with engineers. Plus I have to render it understandable for all which is the most difficult. It is now 9:30am, the meeting starts in 30 minutes. I grab my report and leave my desk to go to the meeting floor just below the Avengers residential quarters in the north aisle of the complex. As my working place is situated on the south aisle of it -like all of the workers who are not Avengers, agents or trainees- I have to leave early if I don’t want to be late. As usual, it appears I’m a bit early, I’m puting my report on the huge metallic table farther away from the entry. The room is huge, light grey walls surrounding the table. A tray of coffee, tea and snacks is laying behind me and a huge screen just in front of me. I’m getting a cup of black coffee with a sugar then going back to sit on a chair, few moments later people were starting to enter the room.

The first people to arrive are the Director Fury, agent Coulson and Maria Hill, they are basically here to be the authority between the two tighty linked organization and to take the final decision. Then one high ranked Shield agent enter the room, he will explain to the rest of us why the use of hybrids technlogy is an undeniable need on the field. Finally the Avengers -including Loki- arrive in the meeting room, based on their experience and missions with the Gardians, they will help us -basically the engineers and I- extrapolate the eventual consequences on a more larger scale.

Since everyone is sitted, the meeting could begin. It’s a bit long but really interresting even if I could feel the stare of the Shield agent on me the all time, Hector is his name if I remember correctly. He is tall -almost as much as Thor- athletic with broad shoulder, short curly black hair and deep blue eyes. He has a large scar who begins on his left eyebrow.an ends in the middle of his cheek. He also has a deep voice that can only inspire authority and respect. I try to not make it seem as if I didn’t see him watching me. Halfway during the meeting, Director Fury calls it a pause. The majority are leaving the room to go using the bathroom, taking fresh air and discussing between friends. This Hector guy has taken advantage of this to come and see me while I was left alone in the room.

“Hello there, I’ve never seen you in this meeting are you new ? He asks me nicely, really wanting to know my answer.

“Hi, yes it’s been only 3 to 4 months that I’m working here. I don’t talk to many people appart from the engineers so it’s unikely that you could have seen me.” I answer him, feeling more secure now that I understant why he was looking at me so intently, he just wanted to know more about the new one. It’s actually really kind of him, selfess and generous.

We talk more about work -I’m telling him about my previous work, the different alien races that I met and had the chance to work with, the piece of technology I studied, the ancien texts I had been able to translate...- I was babblering, that’s what’s happening when I’m talking about something I’m really intereste in but strangely he doesn’t seem to listen to me anymore. He seems rather preocupied by something but I have no clues what, maybe I’m just too boring for him and he’s regretting even speaking to me. It doesn’t matter now cause I have to do my part on the meeting, explaining what might happened when alien technology is combined with human one. I told them about the one time in my previous job where an X-301 interceptor has been assembled from part of the Goa’Uld Apophis’s Death Gliders and human tech. What we didn’t know was that Apophis equiped his Death Gliders with recall devices, this way none of his betrayers would be able to use his craft and they would return to his homeworld. Yep, the Goa’Uld aren’t joking at all that’s for sure, esecially when you are a System Lord like him.

When the meeting is over, everybody has decided that the Asgardian brothers as well as the Guardians must approve every hybrids technologies before an high ranked agent can test it. Before I can even escape myself to return working in my office, Hector took hold of my arm and whispered in my hear.

“I know this will sound strange but have we met before ? You sound so familiar...

-As I told you before I’m new here, I...

-Not here...somewhere else... Are you in some TV thing, an actress, a model maybe ? He interrupted me, still speaking lowly so no one could hear. 

-I don’t work on TV, I’m not an actress and let’s be honest, look at me and look at all the other models, do you see some commonalities ? There is none cause I’m not like them at all. My looks doesn’t fit the likes of our society and I’m more than okay with that, but thank you...for your unvolontary compliment. I have to go back to work, some artefacts needs my expertise. Have a good day Hector !” I leave the room shortly after Fury Coulson and Hill. The Avengers and Hector stay inside in order to finish plenty of paperworks and brainstormed aliens and humans technologies that can be combined, and be the most useful as well as practical in the field.

Hector isn’t convince by your answer at all, he knows he had seen your face somewhere, but where exactly is the million dollars question. He is so into you that he can’t seem to stay focus on the conversation which didn’t go unnoticed by Steve and Tony.

“If what we’re saying is of no interest for you agent, you can also leave ! Says strongly Steve using his Captain’s voice.

-Sorry Cap, just something in my...I’ll stay focus !

-You better be, we’re talking about a prototype of ring tansporter -a Goa’Uld technology- combined with our cloaking one. If you were more focus during the meeting you’d understand that hybriding with Goa’Uld is dangerous ! Do I have to remind you you’re the one who’s gonna be testing it ?!” Assertively says Tony with his mouth full of sarcasm.

Later this day Hector goes to his personnal quarter situated on the est aisle of the complex. He decides to refresh himself, then search the internet for you, more specifically the you he can’t seem to remember. He uses his computer training and a picture of you -that he took in your personnal file- to find a correspondance in the online world. It’s a tough work, vast research full of uncertainty until...

“Well, well, well what do we have here !?”

Chapter 2.1

This is the end of the first chapter, hope you liked it. Like Comment and Reblog are gladly appreciated.

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