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weirdraccoon · 1 year ago
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After their first night together.
It wasn't planned, it wasn't on the to-do list even, and they didn't even know they were attracted to each other.
Sebastian was finally letting go of Anne, not accepting her inevitable death but not fighting a losing battle anymore. Ominis was simply going through life, knowing that his family could probably have him killed if he didn't die first. MC still had suicidal tendencies that she had only begun to accept maybe were not as normal as she once thought.
They were celebrating MC's 17th birthday in their sixth year. She was the last one of them to come off age. They had been unofficially dating for about a month, too.
They were drinking to feel even better, or maybe, they were drinking to feel better. Only they knew, and only they could stop.
Too bad they never did learn when to stop.
MC *drunk off her ass and dancing to imaginary music*
Sebastian *staring at her, almost drooling*
Ominis *humming to some other imaginary music, turning to MC when she bumped into him with a laugh*: Are you enjoying yourself, darling?
MC: Sure am *kisses Ominis*
Sebastian *dumbfounded*: Merlin you're both beautiful.
Ominis *laughing*: Come here, you. That's enough drinking for today I think.
Sebastian *cuddling to them*: I won't be drunk tomorrow, but you'll still be beautiful.
MC *giggling*: You're not so bad yourself, Seb.
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libelelle · 2 years ago
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Self indulgent Silver headcanon : he's actually much much fluffier than he looks but he cuts his fur short cause the amount he has is straight up dangerous in some of those futures he's been in. I have an excuse for the neck fluff and it's that he doesn't cut it all off because he likes how it looks
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ateezscupid · 2 years ago
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hello, could i request the same hcs you did for overstimulating the hyung line but with the maknae line instead ? love your writing so far, keep it up !
EEK i got to this so late but HERE U GO, ATEEZ BEING OVERSTIMULATED BUT ITS THE MAKNAE LINEEEEE. hyung line is here!!!!
i rlly hope u like it :sob: again, so so so so sorry for getting to it late grrrrgrgrgdr
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𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐙 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒: being overstimulated
MAKNAE LINE: c.sn, s.mg, j.wy, c.jh
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: MDNI, switch!sub!idol au, fem!reader, dom/switch!reader, overstimulation, unprotected sex (wrap it b4 you tap it), soft!dom, vanilla sex because why not, oral (m receiving), light choking, deepthroating, mention of toys, pet names (baby boy, princess, baby, love, etc.), praising and degrading, somnophilia, edging, if there’s anything i forgot, lmk !
𝐀/𝐍: like before, I'll turn any of these into fanfics just lmk!!
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SAN sub!san ⟨ unprotected sex, light choking, pet names, light degrading and praising ⟩
in your eyes, san was pretty. he was your pretty boy. you loved spoiling him and making him feel good. whenever you had the chance, you’d edge him to the point where he’d cry and shake underneath you. you loved seeing him unravel.
“sannie, baby? look at me.” you demanded, grabbing your boyfriend's chin and making him look at you. “can you hold it?”
“i-i can…” san spoke softly, his words slurred. he was so lightheaded, but he loved when you’d play with him like this. in full honesty, he wanted you to take control all the time in the bed. times when you’d ask him if he wanted to take control, he’d always say no.
“you what?” you lightly slap him across his cheek. “did you forget what you’re supposed to call me?“
“n-no! no, i-i—“ he whined with the loss of your hand. san loved handjobs. not as much as he loved being inside of you, but he liked it. your soft hands edging him and ruining his orgasm, he couldn’t get enough of it.
“remember sannie, if you call me out my name, you won’t get to cum.” you stated him dead in the eyes.
“now, do you wanna be inside of me?”
“y-yes, miss,” san stutters, holding his hands out and waiting for you to straddle him. when you were above him, he places his hands on your waist and rubs your skin. he loved feeling your curves. god, everything about you he was madly in love with. he loved you so much, he didn’t want to leave you.
“be a good whore and put it in.” you lean closer to his face, pecking him on the lips then biting them softly. he moaned from your actions, nails digging into your skin as he lowered you onto his cock.
the moan you let out made san want to cum on the spot. he wraps his arms around your body as you begin bouncing on him, moaning each time you went back down.
“f-fuck, you make me feel so good sannie,” you moan against his lips. “so so good!”
“i-i love that…i-i make you feel good, m-miss.” he shudders, holding your hips and making you bounce harder. “f-fuck, you feel so good!”
you shove your face into the crook of his neck, bitting san’s skin and leaving marks wherever you could. you felt him pulse inside of you, which told you he was close. you loved the moans he let out in your ear, and his facial expressions topped it all off. tightly shut eyes and his entire bottom lip in his mouth.
“f-fuck me like the useless fucktoy you are, baby…” you moan in his ear, caressing his neck with one hand while your other scratched his chest.
san moans in response and starts bucking his hips, pushing his cock deeper inside of you and hitting spots you didn’t expect him to hit. you moaned immensely loud when he did so, wrapping your hand around his neck and squeezing lightly.
“yes, f-fuck san!” you cry out. “so good—you’re doing so good,”
everything in your body shutting down when you finally reached your orgasm. you came all over san’s cock while moaning his name in his ear. feeling you tighten around him caused his hips to stutter as he released inside of you, moaning loudly and cursing afterward. yet, he didn’t stop. he needed more.
he kept thrusting his hips, gripping onto you tighter when he was feeling overstimulated. he wanted to be good for you. he wanted to please you.
“s-san, fuck!” you throw your head back. the sounds of your skins slapping together made you moan louder.
“more…please, g-give me more!” he whimpers. “i-i can take—fuck! i can take it!”
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MINGI sub!mingi ⟨ deepthroating, pet names, unprotected sex, praising, somnopholia ⟩
“y-y/n…” mingi moans in his sleep, his crotch right against your back. you only assumed he was acting like this because he was having a wet dream.
“mingi? wake up.” you tap on his arm but he didn’t wake up. he must’ve been in deep sleep.
“s’good…” he mumbles, letting go of you and turning to his other side, one hand gripping the pillow his head was laying on and the other gripping the bed sheets. it wasn’t the first time mingi has had wet dreams like this, one’s so intense that he’d either be rubbing against you or moaning in his sleep
you two agreed that you didn’t mind touching each other when sleeping, and to know when nights it would be okay, you two got matching necklaces that you wore to sleep to tell each other it was okay to touch each other.
and tonight, mingi was wearing that necklace. he hoped you’d wake up and do something. his wet dreams have been so intense the past few nights, he didn’t know what else to do. and regular sex wouldn’t do much for mingi.
you turn to your side and sit up, leaning over to see if mingi had the necklace on. once you saw it, you smirk to yourself and run your hand down his body softly, stopping when you reached the hem of his shorts. before you could pull them down, mingi turned on his back. at least he made it easier for you.
you gently pull his shorts down to his mid-thigh and get underneath the covers, your fingers wrapping around his semi-erect cock. you kissed the tip softly, seeing him twitch from it. you push the tip into your mouth, waiting a few seconds the pushing the entire thing in your mouth and deepthroating.
you hum against his length, bobbing your head as a steady pace while occasionally glancing up at mingi to see if he’d wake up. seeing his face was the best part of the entire thing.
you heard mingi groan and sit up. he throws the covers off of you, hips bucking slightly due to the feeling.
“y/n…” he moans softly, jolting when you took him down your throat again. “y-y/n, please…”
“please what, prince?” you say as you take him out your mouth, stroking him at the same pace.
“p-please let me inside you,” mingi spoke quietly as if he was embarrassed. you move from under the covers and take off your sleep shorts, pushing your underwear to the side and lining him up. luckily just sucking him off had you wet.
“you’re so nice, asking politely, babyboy.” you don’t bother prepping yourself, since you were already wet, and slide down on him. you moan softly feeling him stretch you out as usual. no matter how many times you two did this, you never got used to his size.
“mingi, fuck, you’re so big…” you say as he places his arm on your waist. “y-you’re so good to me, fuck.”
you began grinding your hips. mingi reached for your hand and you happily grabbed it, intertwining your fingers as you rode him. the sounds he makes while inside of you only made you wanna go faster. you smile and lean forward, kissing the tip of his nose while grinding faster.
“you like that, pretty?” you whisper. mingi nods in response and grips your hips, choking on his moans as his eyes shut tightly. his jaw hung while feeling your heat on him. he already felt like cumming.
“p-please, faster…” he moans and you oblige, grinding your hips faster. he moaned louder than before and tilts his head back.
“s-so close, i’m so so so close. l-let me cum, p-please!”
mingi’s moans become shallow as he feels his orgasm nearing. his hands dropped from your waist onto the bed as he held the bed sheets tightly, his thighs trembling as he tried his hardest not to cum too fast. he wanted to last long for you. though unfortunately, he couldn’t.
“fuck! so good—s-so good, please, p-please don’t st-stop!” he moaned louder. choking on his moans until he let go inside of you. he grips the bed sheets the tightest he could, his cock twitching inside of you.
but you didn’t stop. you kept grinding on him, positioning your hips a different way so you could bounce on him. his eyes roll to the back of his head when you continued moving on his sensitive cock.
“w-wai—fuckfuckfuck, t-too much!” mingi cried, lurching forward and pressing his face into your chest. you stroked his hair gently and giggle, moaning after.
“it’s okay, y-you did so good, baby. j-just let me cum…”
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WOOYOUNG switch!woo ⟨ toys, praising and light degrading, unprotected sex, choking, pet names ⟩
with a hand wrapped around your neck, it only added onto the constant pleasure you felt from wooyoung slamming his hips against yours, his cock moving in and out of your heat. he loved being able to fuck you while seeing your facial expressions change. his favorite one was when your face would scrunch up.
“y/n, this…” he takes a breath. “t-this cockring is making it hard—to not cum.”
“y-you fucking whore, don’t you dare.” you place your hands on his shoulders, wrapping your legs around his waist and locking him in. he moved his hips faster, groaning in your ear.
“please, i need to cum.” wooyoung chokes. “please please please, fuck, i-i’ve been nothing but go-good to you today! come onnnn!”
“y-you’re such a fucking brat—“ your sentence was cut off when wooyoung tightened his grip around your neck. the both of you were equally bratty, getting on each other’s nerves so the other would get mad. and it always ended with punishments. of course, you were punishing wooyoung all the time since he was a brat 24/7.
today, you had messed up. purposely grinding on his friend at a party to spite him. wooyoung didn’t want to embarrass you at the party, and instead, waited for the two of you to return home so he could fuck you senseless. you couldn’t explain how happy you’d get whenever you knew he was domming you.
“look at you,” he growls quietly. “my favorite whore.” he kissed your jaw, moaning immensely loud when he felt his orgasm nearing.
“p-put me on my stomach.” you held onto his wrist and he obliged, pulling out and flipping your body over. he shoved his cock back inside of you and placed his hand on your back, pushing you down further and keeping his hands on your waist.
“y-y/n, fuck, you feel good,” wooyoung groaned as he fucked you from behind, hands pressing you down into the pillow and muffling your moans. as much as you liked taking control, wooyoung manhandling you and making you take him had you in a chokehold.
“f-fuck, f-faster woo!” you moan into the pillow. wooyoung sped his hips up without hesitation, making sure to hit every spot he knew would have you trembling underneath him. he reaches down and wraps a hand around your neck, squeezing lightly as he pulled you up.
“i’m g-gonna—fuck,” he stutters, hips smacking against yours. “y-y/n, let me cum in you, p-please..”
“p-please, woo…” you moan and he does so, spilling his load inside of you and moaning in your ear. god, he knew what he was doing. his thrusts slowed until they stopped completely. he pulls out, tired and lightheaded.
wooyoung sat, pushing his hair out of his face while he tried catching his breath. you were doing the same, panting and slowly sitting up. your legs felt like jello every time wooyoung fucked you and you loved it.
while he wasn’t paying attention, you back up and sit back down on his cock, which was still erect. wooyoung flinches and immediately placed his hand on your waist.
“i-i just came, y/n—“
“shh,” you start grinding your hips slowly, moaning loudly every time you moved. wooyoung’s nails dug into your skin as you moved. this was a new sensation, a feeling mixed with pain and pleasure and he loved it.
“you did so good, baby. you’re my babyboy” you shudder. “j-just g-give me one more.”
“f-fuck,” woo was squirming underneath you, his cock twitching inside of you. he squealed at one point, hand flying to your thigh to grip it.
“i-i’m gonna cum again, y-y/n slow d-down!” he begs, but in full honesty, wooyoung didn’t want you to slow down. if anything he wanted you to keep riding him as if he were a useless fucktoy, and that’s what you did. you kept riding him.
“y-you know you fucking love it, you whore.” you hissed, moaning when his tip brushed against your g-spot. “g-give me one more and i’ll stop.”
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JONGHO sub!jongho ⟨ light choking, toys, pet names, praising, unprotected sex ⟩
jongho is so shy in the bedroom, and it’s only because he cums too fast. he feels embarrassed but you love it. how red his face gets whenever he cums, and how his body would tremble because of the sensations he felt.
tonight, all you wanted to do was take care of him.
“jongie~, it’s okay, relax.” you smile against his cheek as you moved the pocket pussy up and down his cock. he leans into your hold, fingers wrapped around your wrist while he tried holding his moans back.
“jongho, it’s okay. you can moan,” you whisper against his forehead, continuing your movements. jongho tilts his head back and gulps. not a single thought went through his mind.
“jongiee?” you coo. he opens his eyes and looks at you, biting his lip with shaking hips. he must’ve been pent up for days for him to be acting like this.
“a-am i doing…a g-good job?” he whispers. “i-i wanna be good, please.”
“you’re doing so good, jongie. are you ready for me?”
jongho nods his head quickly. you slow your movements down before stopping completely and taking the pocket pussy off of him. you sit it on the bed next to you and slowly move onto his lap. he was so out of it, chest heaving up and down quickly with beads of sweat running down his forehead.
“jongho, look at me.” you hold his chin gently. you lift his head and he looks at you, eyelids puffy and his cheeks flushed pink.
“i’m gonna go down, okay?” you caress his cheek gently. he nods and you line him up, sinking down onto his length with a breath moan leaving you. for a shy boy like him, you didn’t expect his body to carry something as big as this.
“you’re so big, cub.” you moan as you begin bouncing up and down on his cock. you run your fingers up and down his body as you did so. your touch was light, delicate. jongho felt the tips of your fingers dance along his skin as his breath hitched in his throat, his back arching because of your heat on his cock.
he felt like his head was spinning. small moans leaving his parted lips and shockwaves running up and down his spine with every movement of his hips. god, jongho could stay like this forever with your soft skin on his.
“jongie, you with me?” you speak softly. he whimpered in response, but that wasn’t what you were looking for. “words, jongie.”
“good,” he gasps. “s-so good.”
“are you gonna cum?” you ask as your hand moves up his chest and attaches itself to his neck, squeezing lightly but not enough to actually cut off his airways.
“y-yes,” he thrusted his hips once. “c-can i…can i m-move?”
“of course, cub.”
jongho holds onto your hips and pulls you down a bit, now putting his arms around your back and beginning to buck his hips up. his cock went in and out of you smoothly due to your wetness. you loved how gentle he was being.
“i-is this good? do i n-need to go deeper?” his ears perk up. his pretty, glossy eyes. similar to a dolls eyes. you shake your head and lean down further until your chest met his. he runs his hands up and down your back as he continued thrusting, cursing under his breath.
“jongie~” you whine. he was so in love with the way you sounded whenever you two had sex. jongho didn’t really moan, and you never understood why. whenever he did moan, he sounded adorable. was he embarrassed? there was nothing to be embarrassed about, so you were confused.
“a-are you close?” he bites his lip and thrusts harder. “please cum, p-please. i-i’m so close, i just wanna—fuck fuck fuck, i need—i’m gonna,”
jongho couldn’t even finish his sentence before spilling his load inside of you, his hips stuttering and his cock pulsing inside of you due to the power of his climax. he pushes his face into your chest, finally letting out a loud moan when he released. but for some reason, he wanted more.
“m-more, please baby, more,” he continues thrusting his hips, hands immediately clawing onto your body as his thrusts were way faster than before.
“my pretty baby,” you kiss his forehead. he whimpers from the nickname and continues his movements. he could see white dots hazing his vision when the overstimulation got to his head, his thighs beginning to shake as his thrusts slowed down.
“you did so well for me, jongie.”
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reshinless · 5 months ago
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may i ask (politely) for a chuuya x reader where his lover is just like- in the nicest way possible, a mix of a german shepard person and a calico cat. They are just the sweetest person, yet also can get upset if called out or someone insults those close to them (as in full on plotting a murder but is too sweet to actually go through with it) like just a normal day story pls- if they were also a pm member I'd love you to the moon-
─── my only one, moon and sun..
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𝜗𝜚 synopsis. the sweetest ever!!!... plus chuuya i guess /j (chuuya x really nice reader
𝜗𝜚 pairings. chuuya x gn!reader
𝜗𝜚 director's notice. HIII I LOVE THIS IDEA SM. ty for sending this in. IM SO SORRY THAT I COULDN'T MAKE READER A PM MEMB I COULDN'T FIND A SILLY NICE CUTE WAY TO WRITE FOR THEM :( i wanted to do like a lil story b4 the actual thing so i'm sorry.. you can say i got a little carried away (i forgot the prompt) follow & rb to support ʚ(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ
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pre-relationship!chuuya who was surprised by how undeniably sweet you were to him. didn't you know how dangerous he was?
pre-relationship!chuuya who had just helped you from a robber who tried to snatch your bag. you were just sweet enough to invite him out for dinner as a thank you
and boy was pre-relationship!chuuya all over the idea. although enamoured by the mere thought of being out with someone who was everything he ever looked for in someone, he kept refusing, not wanting to take up any of your precious time. but you were stubborn, and firmly insisted on taking him out. and god did he like that.
pre-relationship!chuuya who'd already forgotten the meeting he was supposed to attend at 7:00pm sharp. it's already 8 and he's still talking with you. but of course, he didn't wanna make the interest too obvious, but subtle enough to notice.
and finally when you two exit the restaurant, pre-relationship!chuuya's eyes can't help but broaden as you tell him 'thank you'. damn he hasn't heard that in forever. awkwardly had to look away, gosh this was the first- no it wasn't even a damn date! and his face was already dusted with pink.
"look it's fine.. really it is.. it's what any good person would've done seeing your situation." ( ˶°ㅁ°) !! "but i still want to say it. i still want to tell you thank you. not many people are good nowadays, you know." (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ )
although before pre-relationship!chuuya didn't wanna make it obvious, definitely wanted another dinner like this with you.
"...say how about i walk you home? the least i could do after dinner. wouldn't want your purse/bag to get stolen again do we?" (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ a brief chuckle from you, and a smile forms. damn is it just him or were you just smiling at him? "sure! chuuya right?" "y-yeah! yeah! yes!"
safe to say that wouldn't be the last time pre-relationship!chuuya walked you home. he'd make sure it wasn't at least.
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boyfriend!chuuya who suddenly had the need to let you spend all his money. even if you refused. that's so honestly why he fell for you in the first place.
boyfriend!chuuya who followed you into any store you went to, card in hand, and suggested to buy anything you picked up.
boyfriend!chuuya who was minding his own business while accompanying you to the cute little fruit mugs over there 'till two rude girls who were suddenly arriving in the same aisle as you both were in
"oh my gosh.. no way that girl is going out with a man so small.." "yeah literally.. i would never have said yes. can't believe there are actually women that prefer men below 6ft!"
boyfriend!chuuya's whose eyes twitched hearing what they'd just said, but then decided not to mind them. if he'd learned anything from you, he wouldn't say anything back.
but you never said you wouldn't talk back.
"what do you mean? he's nicer than your deadbeat father for sure."
the two girls gave a look of disgust but quickly left. and your expression, well more like your demeanor changed as they did.
"we should get the banana and strawberry ones, right? let's match!" "huh? oh yeah sure."
boyfriend!chuuya is still stunned from what you said, but ended up just muttering an "yeah sure" before you both paid and left the store.
boyfriend!chuuya who asked why did you defend him, even when you weren't trashtalked about, after you both left and got ice cream.
"well we're partners now right? no one should talk about you like that. besides, you aren't that short." ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´- "of course i am not!!" ୧(๑•̀ᗝ•́)૭
boyfriend!chuuya who loves it so much when you defend him after that interaction. you aren't afraid to assert yourself to others. you aren't afraid to tell them something bad in return. and damn was it hot to see how you looked confronting anyone who had insulted either of you two.
boyfriend!chuuya who's so in love with you what a silly little guy
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GN ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE WRITTEN FOR BSD..! i hope this was somewhat coordinated with the prompt dear anon
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yaekiss · 2 years ago
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꩜ Room Content: Dom! GN! Reader x Sub! IL Dan Heng, no gendered terms for reader, reader has a cock, blowjob (reader receiving), lmk if I missed out anything ! ꩜ A/N: I'm supposed to be sleeping rn but I kept thinking about IL Dan Heng and an anon's ask that this idea gripped me so hard that I just had to write it out b4 I forgot about it orz...
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Upon closer inspection, IL Dan Heng does in fact wear more stunning red makeup around his eyes. So what's stopping him from wearing rouge on his lips?
(Especially when he's sucking you off.)
He's not particularly vain but he does enjoy it when you compliment him on the colour of rouge he applies on his lips. (If anything, he looks forward to you noticing it and praising him for his choice in the shade, preening slightly when he hears the sweet words that come from you.)
And he knows that you love it when he leaves pretty kiss marks on your dick before he gives you head. You groan when you feel his soft lips against your length, and as his forked tongue traces a sensitive vein on the underside, you have to restrain yourself from grabbing onto his horns and pushing his head down. He coyly peers up at you, and for added effect, he flutters his eyelashes, further highlighting the matching shades of his eye and lip makeup. It's mesmerising how he takes you into his mouth and every time he detaches with a loud pop!, you can see the bright ring of ruby he leaves encircling your hard cock. It's difficult to tear your eyes away from the display before you as he gulps you down to your base, choking and gagging when you hit the back of his throat.
When the two of you are finally done, all the makeup he painstakingly applied in front of his mirror in the morning is completely ruined. His eyeliner? Smudged by all the tears collecting at the corner of his eyes, rolling down his cheeks as you ruthlessly fuck him. His lip rouge? Smeared all over after screaming your name and drooling over how fucking good you're making him feel all night long.
When March 7th asks you why Dan Heng needs to buy so much rouge, you just say that he's really putting it to good use ♡
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ittybittyluci · 9 months ago
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Not me eagerly awaiting Epic the Musical’s Underworld Saga release because I feel like it’s going to make for some KILLER HH crossover in the form of horrific Lucifer angst. Like, I’ve already got some ideas flowing. Whether anything comes of them who knows? Whether I remember them? WHO KNOWS. But as of right now? MMM so excited.
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Like, just picture this w/ me for a second (I’m gonna put my brain-rot fantasies after the cut for all of y’all who could not give less of a shit):
Imagine the song “The Underworld.”
“This land confuses your mind / When does a man become a monster? / 558 men who died under your command”
It starts with Lucifer closing his eyes, then opening them in like a pitch black environment.
“Captain, Captain, Captain, Captain!”
The first three have of him running into like— more angelic spears which corral him into a corner. The last one he like looks up at just sees ALL the angels glaring at him.
“Why would you let the Cyclops live when ruthlessness is mercy!”
Here I imagine it starts w/ flashbacks of him giving Eve the apple. Then, there’s is like a giant black snake forms from/behind/around the angel and in some way like kinda just.. “consumes” Lucifer, like it jumps up in the air, comes back down on him. He flinched, and when he opens his eyes again he’s alone, on the ground in Hell, covered in blood, and has his demonic traits showing. Idk, just something super symbolically horrific that would def be something u see in a nightmare.
“All I hear are screams… / Every time I dare to close my eyes / I no longer dream / Only nightmares of those who’ve died. / (Nothing’s what it seems) Nothing’s what it seems / but in the underworld the past seems close behind”
Here Lucifer is just looking around at all the carnage and graphic depictions Hell has to offer. I also imagine at some point he sees his own demonic form and like— physically jumps back in fear/repulsion. Just like real graphic, horrific, nightmare fuel. The frames go by somewhat quickly, just a jumbled mess of gore and violence and terror.
“I keep thinking of the infant from that night / I keep thinking of the infant from that night.”
The like gorey images get faster, but also mixed in are actual images of him falling, angellic spears, him giving Eve the apple, Lilith, basically everything that you could imagine is part of his trauma. Like, they just flash by the screen faster and faster on repeat until u can’t even rlly tell what they are anymore. Then, after the second repeat of the verse, the music stops abruptly and he sits up straight in bed, looks around, realizes it was a dream, then it’s just a wide shot of him alone in his room, looking haunted and tired but not panicked anymore.
Idk if I would want him to be staying at the Hotel, or in his castle in his big like King sized bed w/ half the bed not slept in, but either way yummy angst.
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Haha, oops, went on a little ramble there. Oh well. Hopefully someone will care and agree that this would be bombed. Or not. Who rlly gives a shit? Not me, I just needed to write this down XD.
I also have another idea for the song No Longer You but I’m not gonna go on a whole spiel, and instead just say it starts at “But that’s not a world I know” w/ Luci looking in the mirror at his demon form. Then form “I see a song of past romance” onward is Lucifer reflecting back on Lilith, the apple, his Fall, etc. Then finally on “But it’s no longer you” flash back to present day Lucifer who kinda just sighs and (maybe) sheaths his demonic attributes sadly/ashamed oh b4 walking away.
MMM don’t u love when you just have all the ideas but you forgot your stylus at home so you can’t even TRY to attempt to start a project ur never gonna finish?
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paperstreetlocal · 5 months ago
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Please expand on your Narrator neurodivergency hcs too if you're willing!! I love the ones you did for Tyler.
this isn't just neurodivergent shit its also like other issues sorry i cant stay on topic
autism wise i dont think he really gets overstimulated ? not the type to have a sensory meltdown or something i feel like he just kinda blocks out everything around him if its too loud or whaetever.disassociates a bit.Textures though……thats a whole other thing i think he ust wears simple somewhat tight clothes.half the reason cuz hes boring and has no fashion sense the other half is he just cant stand having anything excessive on him
ithink he stims in more subtle ways cuz he masks a lot Mostly just taps his foot or bites his nails or fidgets with pens/longer objects and flings them around on accident.i feel like he would touch his hair a lot and always keeps it short and tidy cause he cant stand it eing longer.scratches his forearms Generic stuff like that
his ocd gets really bad tho his brain runs literally 24/7 which pairs w his insomnia and the guy just thinks about bullshit constantly.intrusive thoughts galore I dont think hes a perfectionist by any means but he has to keep certain things tidy/closed or it drives him up the wall.specifically his work cubicle which is a mess but organized to nobody but himself n i think he gets extremely paranoid at times especially right around when he moves in w tyler cuz of the lack of lock on the front door and tht stuff
also when it comes to compulsions i think he bites (previously mentioned) and eats his nails and completely decimates them for several reasons and picks at his skin/scalp/teeth/eyes a lot and not in a hygienic way (do i even need to put this in here? nothing about their house or them is hygienic) and having to move into tylers house fucked up with his routine super badly hedidNotlike it in the slightest
e strikes me as the type to be anemic and always be freezing cold (unlike tyler whos a radiator) and overdresses while outside (him in his silly puffy jackets) and i think he sweats waaay ay too much bad eyesight had glasses at one point but switched to contacts and then got his apartment blown up now he gets eye infections cuz he doesnt have any neww ones
for the schizophrenia stuff i mean. somebody hcs him as schizophrenic somebody as a did system .. . personally im either not sure or he has both but i mostly go w the notion that the whole runtime of fight club was the narrator having a schizophrenic episode and i do think tyler may have appeared earlier on in his life in a different form and he just forgot or wasn't aware it was him.i dont think chuck did his best repping either of the disorders so whatever goes honestly lol (my main issue is you can have alters and be schizophrenic but having an alter AS a hallucination is incredibly odd to me? is that even a thing /genq) neeway dont have any special hcs just whatever happens in the book/movie u know abt that already
also extra stuff for tyler i forgot b4 i think he likes sniffing him.his mind cannot comprehend Not Smelling Like Fucking Shit 24/7 (narrator is somewhat cleaner and thus smells ok sometimes. mostly like sweat though) CONTRARY to that id card (ifykyk) i think his handwriting is AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! his ass does NOT write in perfect cursive ik his shit is barely legible Fuck You and he cannot spell longer words like Wednesday what do you think this is ? Spelling bee ?
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samyanggs · 2 years ago
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Hello! Can I get dating headcanons for Buddha? I can’t believe I forgot about it 🤣🤣
Hi! Ofc you can and it’s no worries haha, also I’m forcing myself to write this without any motivation so stories will come later I’m doing my headcanon requests first b4 doing the rest, oh and I’ve taken up editing for some reason.
Buddha dating headcanons!
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Buddha
Buddha who sends you gift after gift after gift even if you insist that you don’t need it. (“You don’t need it but you know you want it. It’s my job to make you happy.”
Buddha who follows you around like a duckling because he misses spending time with you
Buddha who enjoys listening to you talk and/or rant for hours on end because he gets to hear your voice
Buddha who insists on dropping everything if you need any help even if it’s big or small.
Buddha who makes sure that you’re well rested, eating enough and hydrated for the entire day because he doesn’t want you to get sick
Buddha who would spend all his free time to be with you so there’s a lot of cuddling, hugging, spending time together, snacking and watching movies together
Buddha who does not care about what anybody says and that you are perfect in his eyes and that’s what matters.
Buddha who comforts you while you’re feeling sad or need to vent about something that made you feel bad.
Buddha who insists on carrying everything for you. Who insists on spending as much time with you as possible. Who hugs you tightly in his arms and never wants to let go of you.
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emmavzlsblog · 5 months ago
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Imagines
What genres do i writes about:
Smut(threesome)
Fluff
Angst
What i write:
Boy X Girl
Girl X Girl
Boy X Girl X Boy
Girl X Boy X Girl
What i don't write:(smut)
incest,non-con(rape),anything with pain,
What i do write:(smut)
oral(f! and m! receiving),threesome,lesbian sex,non protected sex(wrap it b4 you tap it!),use of sextoys(such as strapon for lesbian sex,dildo,maybe cockring,double sided dildo,you get it!),i will write different position(69,missionary,doggy style,cowgirl,reverse cowgirl).I will also write facesitting,fingering,bondage...
Who i write for:
Teen Wolf:
Stiles Stilinski,Scott Mccall,Liam Dunbar,Theo Raeken,Peter Hale, Derek Hale,Isaac Lahey,Malia Tate/Hale,Lydia Martin,Alison Argent,Kira Yukimura,Erica Reyes,Hayden Romero,Brett Talbot,Aiden,Cora Hale,Jordan Parrish,Tracy Stewart.
Outer Banks:
Sarah Cameron,John B Routledge,JJ Maybank,Kiara "Kie" Carrera,Rafe Cameron,Pope Heyward,Cléo,Barry.
The maze runner:
Newt,Thomas,Brenda,Teresa,Aris,Minho,Gally,Harriet,Sonya.
Not Okay (2022 movie):
Danni Sanders,Colin,Rowan.
American Assassin:
Mitch Rapp.
Twilight Saga:
Bella Swan,Edward Cullen,Jacob Black,Alice Cullen,Rosalie Hale,Emmett Cullen,Jasper Hale, Benjamin,Seth Clearwater,Leah Clearwater,Jared,Embry Call,Quil Atera,Paul.
Scream:
Billy Loomis,Stu Macher,Sydney Prescott, Tatum Riley,Dewey Riley,Gale Weathers,Randy Meeks,Mickey Altieri,Roman Bridger,Mark Kindcaid,Jill Roberts,Kirby Reed,Olivia(Scream 4 forgot her last name😭),Wes Hicks,Sam Carpenter,Tara Carpenter,Chad Meeks, Mindy Meeks,Amber Freeman,Richie Kirsch,Ethan Landry,Quinn Bailey,Anika.
To request:
make sur you to put everything when you request...
Like what action do you want them to do,what place,and as for some character,precise what era you want like for Samantha in Scream precise if you want her in the scream 5 or in the 6 because she is totally different in those two movies...
Writer's note:
Don't hesitate to request i'm not in school rn since it's summer vacantion so i have a lot of free time.I'm not a machine wich means i will need a bit of time to write your resquets,but i can assure you,i will try my best to do ALL of your resquets. XOXO emma
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blessedshortcake · 1 year ago
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My opinion on the finale episodes below the cut. Obviously spoiler warning lol
First of all. I see people say it was really underwhelming and i kinda have to agree? It wasnt a Bad ending or a lazy one or whatever words have been thrown around tho imo. I feel like with all the hype about how "painful" and emotional itll be from the VA and from everyone, we all just expected more tragic outcomes or something.
I am dissappointed because of that as well. I liked how Simon finally reflected a bit and had some self awareness about their situation with Betty. I loved that he didnt become Ice King again or that they didnt do some actual time travel to "fix" stuff. I also liked that they didnt necessarily made him a bad husband (?/boyfriend?) he kinda just never realised that Betty has been putting more into their duo than he was.
That doesnt make him innocent tho b4 someone comes at me. He was a bit too self absorbed but i dont think he was entirely selfish either. He was a person who made mistakes and didnt realise them. The line where he said smt like "i wish we could have talked like this before" also makes it pretty clear to me that Betty never really spoke up about these things either. Golbetty had to make him aware and tbh? I think that was more Golb than Betty.
The whole Scarab ordeal felt a bit. Ehhhhhh I dont know. His anger reaction to things suddenly becoming "canon" (lmao) was very nice to see but him being allowed to wreck havoc like that for a good while felt more like an excuse to bring the others into this world. I dont have a problem with it btw i just dont see the point why we need Farmwold Jay and Little... I forgot her name damn. Also whys Babyworld Finn here 😭 (i get it, he was in the tank, i dont mean literally i mean Why)
As much as i was soooo mad when LSP freed the scarabs it was very in character. I like how it was a thing that he likes animals from the start so it wasnt senseless stupidity, it was something he would do even tho it was the wrong thing to do. Made me pause and lay down to stare at the ceiling in frustration for a solid minute i cant lie, still in chacter tho.
But alas. I like how in the end it all didnt turn magical (completely since ig its partially magical with Cake and everything else) and how Cake finally cooled down about the crown. IM ALSO SO HAPPY THEY KEEP IN TOUCH WITH SIMON OVER THE PHONEEE!! But yea him wanting to move was so real and I hope he does lmao he deserves it.
I only kinda wish they made him reconnect with Marcy a bit more. I am actually pretty dissappointed that we dont know if he ended up reaching out to her more or not. I understand his situation with not wanting to spook her, i actually feel that bit in a soul connecting level good god, but idk. Im at least happy he is Literally in therapy now
(Kinda makes me wonder tho if he spent the time between the end of AT and the start of FC with no like therapist or psychologist. Just rawdogging his mental illness about everything. Mood tbh but like did he? Did he??)
Anyway despite my slight dissappointment i am actually pretty happy with the outcome. I really liked the theories and the ideas of how Simon may make FC magical or what he will become but tbh this is probably the best outcome. Everyone got a happy/hopeful ending (minus Farmwold Finn ig who im atp assuming is dead. Also Star Marceline and PB) which i am really REALLY happy about.
I gotta say I already wanna write fanfic about these guys so inspirational effect granted. Woooo.
Tldr
I was kinda dissappointed because it was overhyped about how emotional it will be when it really wasnt but other than that I am really happy about how the ending turned out save for the alternatives staying in FC
Edit: I SEE PEOPLE TALK ABOUT THE WHOLE SHOW DONT TELL THING AND TBHHH??? TTTTBBBHHHH??? YEAH. IT WAS ALL JUST TALKED ABOUT LIKE WHAT ABOUT SYMBOLISM? MY GOD.
Also Simon had like 10 minutes to get closure with Betty which was horrifically rushed but again, when your wife turns into Basically God you kinda dont really have a choice to chit chat. Still not happy about it but again, could have been worse. Could have been much worse.
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onlyswan · 8 months ago
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I forgot lmao! Ahahaha its deffo the iw drabbles but i just forgot which one. But i do know the ones i keep comung back to is : oc being jk's lip balm fairy,
(pretty much any oc on her period fic coz we all need jk's confort dyring that time 💀😭🫠),
oc pissed off at jk's ex,
oc and jk meet late at night pining HARD for e/o (b4 they got tgt)
and my new fave being thw one where jk gets motorcycle lol.
Idk those few are my comfort fics and i love them.
-lyf
YOU’RE SOOOO CUTE 🥹🩵 also it’s been so long since someone mentioned the lipbalm fairy drabble haha i think that was the one that really made me want to make the iw!series… well… a series. so cool that you often come back to it 🥺 THANK YOU
now that you mention it tmi i got my period today LMAO i’m dying istg i’m tempted to write another one every month
the way your picks are some of my ult favs toooo :") you get me!!!
what fic brought you to my blog?
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athenasparrow · 2 years ago
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B4 & B10
Ask a reader meme
Who is your current favourite author? What is their best story?
This is SO TRICKY!!!! SO HARD! WHY DID YOU PICK THIS??? I'm going to skip over the big names that EVERYONE is reading because everyone already knows about them (CYOsA and ALG!). Right now I'm subscribed (and dropping everything) to read @wearingaberetinparis Love Is a Lie. It's hard to pick a favourite, because every fic she writes is actual genius and they just (somehow) keep getting better! The fic she's releasing at the moment is phenomenal and I would say Shout Out To My Ex is the one that stands out to me (the entire series!).
I may have had a more difficult time wrestling my favourite up if @itsjamespotter had posted an update recently, but my Thursday came and went with NOTHING and I'm really (lovingly) mad at him rn because WE NEED TO KNOW!
EDIT:
Lol I was so upset about choosing a favourite I forgot this ask had a second part!
What is the best plot twist you’ve ever seen?
Okay, this has nothing to do with fanfic and SPOILER if you haven't seen this movie. "Promising Young Women" is about a woman who seeks revenge on some old classmates who sexually assaulted her best friend. In the end she's killed BUT IT TURNS OUT SHE WAS PREPARED and he gets all these text messages she's prepared and it's so satisfying to watch the cops turn up and release she'd planned the risk of her own murder. HOLY SHIT! It wasn't an ending I was expecting and was extremely horrifying and at the same time satisfying.
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prettyboykatsuki · 1 year ago
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i know its late but i am tentatively asking you to share modern au gale later if ever u feel like. okie going to bed now just wanted to send this b4 i forgot.
well im writing the goddamn fic because of a certain SOMEONE (lamb. its lamb)
but basically ive been thinking of him as a divorced middle aged man. just got out of his highkey very toxic relationship with a woman many years his senior. super toxic relationship with mystra lmao.
he's a literature professor! one of poetry, very brilliant and tenured. he has a beautiful and intelligent brown tabby named tara and he's sooo depressed and desperately needs to get laid.
and reader will be there. a firefigter who is ten years younger than him and is going to top him (im predictable yadda yadda) who's gonna come to his house and save his cat later is his student. which makes him feel bad bc his toxic ex wife had a similar but much worse relationship w him
i just think he's so sopping wet he's like BEGGING to be topped every time he opens his mouth. like im sure he liked his time w mystra but she never rlly saw him as an equal AND IN MY MIND. that translates to him having a short term, and passionate but kind of constricted role in his sex life
like i dont think he hates being the one in control but he's never been able to explore and it makes me soooo crazy to think about him getting fucked in that context. he's so caught up on his terrible relationship but he never really got the amount of love or attention he needed . he's begging to be topped and i think in a modern au he's actually so much more chronically lonely than in canon.
so yes.... middle aged professor freshly divorced SINGLE and HUNG UP over a failing relationship at the prime of his life to be fucked by someone ten years younger than him yahoooooooo
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lovebugism · 6 months ago
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Now that you watched all of the bear what are your thoughts on the current season? I feel like I wanted so much more but I’m also happy with how the finale went. I think I just care more about the other characters and I’m over carmy sabotaging himself and the whole Claire thing
thank u for asking anon i'm about to be so annoying about this bc i have Plenty of thoughts (just a warning, there is an entire essay below the cut)
season 3 wasn't nearly as bad as i expected it to be, which is coming from someone who's super duper partial to season 1. like i definitely miss the old kitchen and how the focus was mainly on that and the og characters, but i thought this season was decent! it just felt like there was a ton going on and nothing was really resolved imo. that's why i think the tina and sugar episodes were the best ones, bc at least there was some pay off, you know? (which. don't even get me started on those. i get chills just thinking about them.)
i think the finale was fine for what it was. like i said, i would've loved some kind of resolution. i really wish we could've got an actual answer about whether syd was leaving or not, or at the very least, an inkling of interaction between richie and carmy. but i loved seeing luca and jess and everyone all together!! i can't wait to see them more next season and hopefully watch them interact with more of the side characters!
speaking of. i need the writers to give all the screentime they gave to the faks this season to ebra, tina, sweeps, manny, etcetcetc. i love matty and i don't actually mind the faks too much, but i thought everyone was just being dramatic about how much screentime they were given b4 i watched the season. (spoiler alert: they were not). the faks are cool and everything, but i want to see more of the og characters!! i'm praying we get an ebra episode next season. i want to see him and mikey being bffs so bad!!!
lastly. the claire and carmy thing. claire is a cool character, i don't mind her too much, but i wish she could just be a cool side character and not an entire plot point. the fact they made an entire season about a single interaction (which, imo, wasn't that serious to being with) made the season almost unwatchable for me. almost. i just don't know why the writers would write claire and carmy the way they have been and expect anyone to care about them, said with peace and love <3
also. i forgot to mention the parallels between syd and carmy!!!! they were just *chefs kiss* the way he cooked her favorite meal before they ever met???? they were always meant to find each other, i'm SICK. and those scenes by the water??? and the panic attack scene??? heartwrenchingly beautiful. all of it.
tldr; season 3 was fine, it just felt like it was kinda cut in half. i would like to see less flashbacks of claire, less mentions of what carmy said in the freezer, and less faks next season. please and thank u.
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notbooper · 1 year ago
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Hehe here's some ramblings ab my weird Groundhog Day Price au thing :) this is kinda me laying out a timeline of everything and whatever else comes to mind
Heads up: I don't think I'll ever turn this into one long cohesive fic, it'll probably just be little ficlets and then long ramble-y bits like this
Read my first post regarding this au or else you'll be lost bc I explain a lot of things from my intro that I don't exactly plan to put into in depth writing.
Intro
Cw: I love Price so much so I put him through hell <3, temporary character death, depictioms of death n violence and bodily harm, non canon timeline bc oops and fuck canon (just a bit), this is not written like a fic like the first part, so it's just me rambling, also formatting is terrible ik I'm so sorry I just needed to get this out of my system, Ghoap content
Not edited bc lazy
So uh timeline is funky bc I forgor ab canon and consistency and also despite the fact I've played both 2019 and mw2 multiple times I'm still dumb. N e way:
I assume that the boys aren't familiar with each other at the beginning of mw2 but price knows all of them bc he hand picked them. I assume that they haven't worked w each other b4 those events but we're throwing that out the window here bc I forgot :)
So they had one very brief mission together before the events of mw2, the one described in my little intro blurb, nothing too serious or long, not enough time for team bonding, simply something I made up for expository ab the whole Groundhog Day thing.
Also ok explaining background Ghoap w my fucky timeline bc I totally forgor I wrote some implied Ghoap:
I dug my own grave by saying I wanted to set my blurb b4 mw2 and make that mission quick and they don't even get any time to like bond properly, but we can make this work ok? Ok. I don’t see Ghost as a self sacrificing person despite the fact that he's military and it kinda comes w the job and his status as definitely dead and shit and just his kinda general disposition. I can see it if he's v close w someone but otherwise it usually isn't "practical" bc of how useful he knows he is. In this scenario though ima say that Ghost had been heavily injured in the heli wreck and knew that he wasn’t gonna get too far. Once the heli crashed, he had been the closest to Gaz and had tried to pull him out, for the sole purpose of during the time before he could tell how fond Prive was of him, and because Ghost cares deeply for Price he made an effort to rescue Gaz, that doesn't work obviously and he ends up terribly injured. Later on, once they start taking heavy fire and closer to his death Ghost realizes that he's not going to make it too far and decides that when there needs to be a sacrifice, bc he knows there will, he'll go down.
Cut to Ghost sees that Soap's ab to get fucked up and takes the shot 4 him. Soap's reaction, unlike Ghost's reasoning, is based in vague Ghoap. Soap comes to the conclusion, b4 they even get out of the heli, that the Lieutenant does not like him. Fine, he's clashed w/ COs b4, nothing new. He was hoping that since they were gonna be on this same tiny team that maybe the could be friendly but he supposed not. So imagine his shock when the man who seemed to despise him sacrifices himself for Soap. He's touched, truly, especially bc that Soap will never know that Ghost's real reasoning. That Soap believes in that moment that maybe that Ghost didn't hate him and maybe kinda really liked him but didn't show it. He beliebes that if THE Ghost sacraficed himself for Soap, that he must feel that Soap was a valuable member of the team, maybe moreso than him. That Soap is also in the middle of watching his entire team get wiped out and realizing that it's now him and Price against what feels like an entire army so his extreme emotional reaction to Ghost's death is also in part from that.
There, intro Ghoap explained :)
Explanation of how this Groundhog Day shit works btw:
The first time it happens is in my little intro blurb thing. Price will go through an event where any one or more of the 141 dies, and then he will be sort of sent back in time to varying amounts of time before the events happen so that he can prevent their deaths. Price can't control it obviously. How Price discerns that these aren't weird premonitions and actually events that he lived through is that he always gets sent back with some scars from whatever shit show happened. Like for example in my blurb he would come back with his palms all scarred up from the broken glass he grabbed from the window soap got tackled out of at the end. It's a weird mechanic ik but shhhhh it's for angst purposes. It's there as a sort of reminder for Price for all the times he's "failed" his boys bc I FUCKING LOVE ANGST n e way,
Then the events of mw2 happen ofc. There are different points throughout in which I will kill the boys so here's that death list:
Gaz- something to do with the helicopter bit, obviously, like he gets no breaks, idc if you get tired of how many heli deaths I give this man, I like it. I think everyone gets one death during mw2 events
Side note: one thing I feel like I'm having a hard time balancing is making this compelling by "killing" off the boys and traumatizing Price, and also not making the boys look more incompetent if that makes sense? Like I had three deaths drafted up for Gaz but felt it was too much?
Kate: 110% dies at one point during the whole hostage thing. Gives an extra oof to John's whole apology bit to her afterwards (ome of my fav interactions in the game tbh)
Ghost: this fucker is proving the hardest to brainstorm for tbh. Like if anyone, for any of these parts at all, wants to put in any ideas feel free to, but I just feel like the others have NDEs that I can use as deaths, but honestly I feel like Ghost is I don't want to say better than the others but there's not really a point in mw2 in which I feel like I could take inspo for a death? So ig tldr: TBD but maybe none at all and when the timeline expands to after current canon I give him smtg big to give my boy some attention?
Soap: alone, obviously. This one is more complex then the others. They're all gonna be situations in which John can do something, whether directly or indirectly to change the outcome. I think for alone John cycles through that loop for a bit, not being able to make contact with anyone in Las almas and he gets lucky that after a few cycles we get canon alone events. This will def be it's own little chapter fic drabble thing bc I have so much to say ab this and how it affects Price
Bonus soap thought: I also wanted to do Graves tank fight purely bc that's the part I had the most trouble with in my first playthrough of the game. I had to repeat that section an ungodly amt of time and shaped me into the avid Graves hater I am today. I'm digressing but n e way I decided against the tank bit bc alone was just so much more yummier in my head.
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N e way that's my sort of ramblings for now, small bits and pieces will be on the way, probably
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its-elvie-innit · 1 year ago
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This is me drilling you how many sentences can you say in French
Alors, je peux comprende un peu, je suis mieux lire, mais ma prononciation, c'est MAL. J'etudie la langue du français pour quatre ans dans l'ecole, mais j'etais dans les course (I forgot how to spell class) pendant (that's during?? I think) 2020 et la pandemic(100% spelled that wrong) et oublie plus l'infinitifs.
Je voyagais a la Paris en l'éte. Ma mere et moi allais (this is something I'm REALLY bad at. The conjugations, especially past tense aller and avoir mess me up and its frustrated me to the point of tears b4) a la pâtisserie (i did look up pastry shop because i know the word and somehow i forgot it. This paragraph is making me so upset fr) et quand je parlais, (im saying this part in english because my brain hurts) when i spoke to the lady at the counter i had the worst accent id ever done in my life. I literally think back on it and want to cry because it was so bad. I was ordering macarons and the way she looked at me???? Literal tears rn thinking about it im so sorry french people for butchering ur language.
On a -Ma famille et moi- une étudiante française ici pour deux semaines. Elle était TRES cool, et nous avons tres amusant. Elle me manque. Ma mere veut me être un au pêre. Je comprende negatifs, je sais savoir vs cônnaitre, je sais pas bien devoir parce que c'est....hard :(
I think the hardest part about this is finding things to say? Idk, but like. I'm trying here. Conjugations hurt my head so much . J'ai maladies or whatever. I can say I need help. J'ai besoin d'aide. I can sing you my little song that I made to help me memorize sickness. I sang multiple French songs at competition and was one of two in my class to receive one of the gift prizes for that competition. We had a really small year 4 class that I was in, combined with the French 3's. I've been to a French speaking thingy that was actually barely a few days before the actual pandemic started. My favorite dressmaker is sylvie façon and I have tried to watch her interviews in french (mal a la tête core) we sang a French song in choir because my entire friend group was in choir and ALL of us except one were in french. let me write out my verbe lists or quelque chose. I know puis. Et dependant. Et a cause de.
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