#i need to run in a hamster wheel

[whumpy-wyrms]

i will answer all my asks when i get home from school but oh my god i love aspen so much new favorite oc im so hyper rn probably gonna get in trouble for being on my phone during class but i love aspen so much im going insane i love him soooooososo much that’s all

[hyunpic]

[starryeyeddreamer21]

Yes I simp for Vox but not in a "I want to be with him" kind of way but in a "I want to put him in a strange new habitat with some other creatures and watch and take notes like he's my own personal science experiment" kind of way

[zhouxiangs]

if i had to compare i’d say before i felt worse for zee than sprite because, even though obviously no one should have gotten beaten up in the first place, zee ended up being the victim of the attack when he wasn’t even the target.

then we saw a bit of their childhood and how zee didn’t really have any say in the matter re: playing volleyball, and how their dad cared enough about sprite to take him out of the situation with their mother but he left zee behind for some reason. we saw sprite taking over zee’s life and- yes, with the best of intentions, but still- changing it irrevocably either by not thinking about the ramifications of everything he’s been doing to get close to the team or by not even considering that zee’s not close to them because he doesn’t want to be.

zee lost all agency and now he thinks he may have lost salmon too, the only person he’s been close to. so yes, all in all zee is in a horribly unfair situation, and his anger at finding out about the switch was more than justified.

but we’ve also seen sprite, who we know hated volleyball as a kid, working so hard to not only be able to play passably but trying to become good for zee, so he can help him achieve his dream. we’ve seen him exhaust himself trying to keep up with the demands of being both a volleyball player and a jiujitsu fighter at the same time, and obviously there’s plenty of guilt to what he’s doing but he’s doing it for his brother; he’s been trying to fix zee’s team so they’ll work better together, trying to make sure zee has a relationship with his teammates and will have friends when he comes back.

sprite might not have thought things through that much, his thought process is... flawed to say the least. but he’s doing everything he can for zee’s benefit to the point of losing himself (or at the very least his name) in the process. and sprite made friends! he fell in love! and now he’s coming to the realisation that zee is going to walk back into his own life at any moment and he will have to walk away from all that.

meanwhile zee has decided to become sprite for a while (i’m guessing because he wants a vacation from his own life and pressures, maybe see how it feels like to not devote every waking moment to volleyball since he’s never had that chance before…) and practice jiujitsu with his fucked up leg because if even sprite can do it of course he can too. after all everyone, even him, seem to view sprite as a good-for-nothing that always messes things up.

and that was already painful enough when it was coming from their parents, but seeing the person sprite is sacrificing everything for thinking the same… yeah i feel worse for sprite now

[shaadowmilkcookie]

GO 2 SLEEEPPP I throw magic sleeping glitter at u so u fall into a slumberrrrrrrrr......................../silly

I Do Think it would be more efficient to smash a metal bat right into my head ♥️

[cold-neon-ocean]

my brain has decided he is the single source of serotonin

[esleep]

i am so tired of being out of shape but i have no idea how to fix this. someone should invent exercise that doesn't make me want to shoot myself in the head.

[stevesbestgirl]

I got my promotion!!!

[visdiefje]

By far the most bullshit autism trait I experience is that being a litte too enthusiastic about something for a little too long exhausts me completely in a matter of hours because my thoughts will revolve around it obsessively without stopping

[ratscabies]

it's just me and my hamster against the world

[pumpkinnqueenn]

There’s something so deeply disappointing about the fact that I now have the skills to draw better but I do not have the motivation or drive that I used to have when I would sketch all the time and I had so many ideas

[sanchoyo]

after the vehicle hunt has been a big flop (the few vehicles I was interested in drove terribly on the test drives :( and car salesmen waaaay highballing cars worths which is. A crazy thing to do when I can literally look up the average worth of a car in 2 seconds??) after going to so so many websites and irl dealers. i found a van I really really love the look of and it’s only like an hour away!! (vintage van-rv combo!! Small enough to not be insane on gas while combining my many years long obsession with having a small rv-like thing AND my nostalgia for my now gone first van…)

And the thing is actually low priced for its type… but insanely out of my budget still 10,000 more than what I have. It’s insane how much vehicles cost. This thing is like 10 years older than I am and it still costs that much?? Wanting a thing really bad will have u googling shit like what body parts can I sell legally 💀

[bluebunnysart]

ok

it's 4:17 AM and I posted a sequel to my Miku/Teto fanfic just now

I'm finally free 😂😂😂

[sonyeoshaydae]

im suddenly stressed and restless for no reason

and my mom has been asking me questions she doesnt need answers to all day

[youllalwaysfindyourwaybackhome]

i'm still running on such a high from that interview

[josecariohca]

they werent lying that executive really is dysfunctioning