#i need to moooove

[irreverentdreams]

1am thoughts

i am tired. my room mate is insufferable the air in my environment is suffocating I want to sit in the trees and make my art. I'd like the sickly butterflies in my stomach to settle... i am overcome with anxiety today. i can't wait until she's gone & the air is breathable again. it's 1am- and I'm just waiting for the passive aggressive text telling me the click clacking of my keys on the keyboard is too loud and could I please keep it down. ... my eyes couldn't roll farther into the back of my head. I am overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr it.

[cupcakesmoothie]

I love you enstars choreographers I love you cosplayers who try to follow those dancers I love you people who love a thing so much you had to bring to life

[twistedappletree]

anywayyyy i’m going on another date with a different girl who i vibe a lot more with (and met while i was sober LOL) so we’ll see how that goes 🥰

[sportsallover]

Am I awake enough to watch the worlds’ Madison race

[alexanderpearce]

got sleep paralysis for the first time in my life last night btw (after watching the wicker man twice back to back. real). night of 10 dec 2023 old lady in fancy evening wear on my stomach whispering about stealing my kidneys

[zu-zup]

The pathologic children were so right about train summoning actually

[thequietabsolute]

i’m not sure what this says about me but the moments i find almost unbearably moving in Ulysses at this point is when you come across – what can we call them? – moments of quotidian interrelation & epiphany. like this morning: Stephen, perhaps the most dazzlingly inventive, lyrical, learned character in modern prose despite his youth, stumbling out of the cabman’s shelter, groggily inquires,

‘One thing I never understood. Why do they put tables upside down at night, I mean chairs upside down on the tables in cafes?’

and Bloom says, without hesitation, ‘To sweep the floor in the morning’, and then,

'… Come, it’s not far. Lean on me.’

long after we're all dust, this all will remain so very beautiful to people, seeing it afresh for the first time; and this is the finest kind of human Greatness i'm aware of.

[a-libra-writes]

tfw your stim is pacing but your ankles/knees/legs generally are hurting too badly to do it aaagghhh .... !!!

[runawaycarouselhorse]

[julie-su]

Somebody draw Julie-Su in a wheelchair (self propelled, not push) I'm going back to sleep

[millkteas]

so jealous of everyone that grew up in positive households. every time i interact with a family member, it's just drama and negativity

[aboutchriss]

Too tight for the three of us

Pairing: idol!Chan x fem!reader x idol!changbin this is not what your dirty mind is thinking trust me

Genre: crack!!

Warnings: swear words

word count: 2584

Author note: I got the inspo by this episode of the two kids show, I don't know the exact minutes but basically there's a part where Chan says that Changbin is so clingy (said by the clingiest person ever) because he likes him so much, and sometimes it happens that Binnie goes into Chans room (😭) while he's sleeping and snuggles in and acts cute, so basically the cuddles together. So this is where it come from, I hope you like it, byeeeeee

i was in a rush, so it's not proof read

-✉️ I’m so insicure about my English, as I said it’s not my first language and I’m always scared to make mistakes or stuff like that, so if you find mistakes please let me know, I’ll be thankful and also my English will improve! -✉️

as always requests are open💛!

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"Chris, can you move little please?"

you whispers pushing his back away from you, you love cuddling with your boyfriend but this is way too much, he's squeezing you against the wall and he's so warm that you're starting to sweat, and you hate to sweat in bed because you're going to be cold in the morning.

"it's not me, it's changbin"

he says in a sleepy voice

"what do you mean it's changbin?"

"leave him here, he needs cuddles"

he whispers

"what? wait"

you say searching for the light switch, when you find it the room lights up enough to see two bodies in the bed that normally you share just with your boyfriend.

"what the fuck"

you say

"no swear words in my bed"

changbin says

"uhh excuse me? this is my, I mean our bed"

"more specific it's our boyfriend's bed"

changbin says turning towards you

"yeah you're righ- wait did you just said OUR boyfriend?"

you say

"yes, he's MY boyfriend, you're just MY boyfriends girlfriend"

"i am too stunned to speak honestly"

you say trying to keep a serious face because this situation is hilarious

"now turn off the light, I need to sleep and cuddles"

"you have a girlfriend"

you point out

"she's not here"

"oh my god changbin, at least move a little so I can sleep too"

"I'm close enough to channie"

"yeah but what about me? where do I sleep?"

"not my bed not my problem"

he says shrugging his shoulders

"chan stop laughing and help me? this is not funny, what if I was naked"

you say to your boyfriend, but he's laughing so hard that both of his arms are on his stomach

"I checked before coming in, no clothes on the floor so, I was free to come in here"

"God Changbin, moooove"

you push his back again

"shhhh I'm trying to sleep y/n"

"chan?"

you call your boyfriend again but he's still laughing at this weird situation

"I'm going to sleep on the couch, this is way too tight for the three of us"

"babe-ahahhaha-wa-ahhaahahah-wait-stay ahahahaha"

he tries to say

"babe, seriously stay here changbin and I can cuddle tomorrow"

"oh no - you steal your pillow, where changbin head is resting - cuddle with your boyfriend I'll sleep on the couch"

you get up

"enjoy your cuddles bitch"

you say looking at Changbin

"and you -you point your finger at Chan- no cunt for two weeks"

he stops laughing

"wait what you mean no cunt for two weeks"

he asks in a desperate tone

"I said what I said, good night"

you would pay gold to take a picture at chan's face right, but you know that after this and the sweet revenge, he'll never allow changbin in your bed ever again when you sleep over.

[acethatlovesdinos]

I need someone better at art to help me out here please

I had this idea and it's a great idea but I just can't execute it with my current skill level

Anyway Angel dust is a spider

Spiders are very strong

He is strong enough, most likely, to scoop up an average person with ease.

THAT BEING SAID

It'd be really funny if he lifted up Husk over his head and started singing

"Its the ciiiirrrcleeeeee of liiiiife, and it mooooves us alllll~"

(Yes, I know both of those old men died before the movie's debut, but I'm sure they can find a way to access media and current news from the living world)

Anyway here's my shitty rendition, please show me if you can make it better :]

Do ur thing tumblr

(Edit: a friend also suggested that he would totally do this to Fat Nuggets and i wholeheartedly agree)

[elizabethrobertajones]

How did they feel about the Endless?

While I, Lizbob, was wracked with existential torment about the whole thing, Frog was like "Oh, they're just complicated ghosts. We've dealt with ghosts before, I know what to do!" ... which was also pretty much how she handled Elpis as well, treating Venat like the only alive person she talked to the whole time because no one else had any forward agency on the story (SHE THOUGHT - Ultima Thule with the steel chair etc).

Actually, I think UT hit Frog harder than me, and Living Memory hit me way harder than Frog. It was very strange sobbing my eyes out over something while knowing Frog was way more likely to be concerned entirely with her friends and the ongoing pressures of the plot. I wanted to loiter for ages in the zones before they got deleted and she was just "End of the world imminent, gotta moooove".

So, that said. I think she immediately rationalised pretty much all of the Endless as ghosts, and only had a bit of uncertainty over Otis because she couldn't quite tell from his telling of it if he was his whole soul in a robot suit or if he was also a stripped down and re-uploaded blank soul. Of course the way to deal with ghosts is to treat them like the living and respect their wishes and listen to them, but always with the thought of "how can I help you in the long run to not be like this any more, but to move you on back into the Lifestream and get things going normally again?"

She's encountered more than enough times things which should not have souls in the most technical sense which did end up seeming to live so fully or to show so much spark it was hard to deny they felt real - from her Anima doll from the HW relic quests (still travelling with her on all the MSQ!) to meeting the Twelve and learning they were extremely juiced up constructs of memory. The thing that made her pause most was comparing the Endless to Amaurot!Hyth, who had a little sparkle based on Emet Selch's creation putting too much into it, and he felt far more real than any of the other shades. But he was still a recreation.

Once she knew they were blank souls with a memory pasted over, it felt SO wrong because the first soul could have been anyone, and the memories over the top were a copy adding the personality layer. Even if they were wholly authentic to the person whose memories they'd once been because a whole soul was powering a complete set of memories, they were still just ghosts which weren't the contiguous version of their old selves; the older ghosts like Krile's parents had probably had their souls burned out long ago, and who knew where the ball of energy that had once been Cahcuia was now? Was she in Zoraal Ja when we fought him?

So all Frog's time with the Scions and other travels had given her a rather detached scientific thought process about the Endless themselves. It was all for her friends and their response to the Endless that she felt pained, because it was real enough to show them how their loved ones would be in that situation, and to even get emotional closure for the living and answers from their memories. But she wasn't even sure that when the Endless were deleted, their true souls in the Aetherial Sea, if they had made it, would even know they had that closure. And she couldn't even say anything like that because it would be entirely heartless to deny that it was real in a way that mattered to those who had known them. Wuk Lamat DESERVED to feel she'd said goodbye to Namikka properly, you know? And that's entirely depending on if the souls used in regulators were actually released to the Aetherial Sea on death and that was where the entropy was coming from, and not destroyed in the process. In which case there was even less hope of any of this having meant anything more than something the living could cling onto.

I think in the end it was just a horrible ache in her heart, but mostly for the living, and a sense of needing to end this whole process :(

The weirdest thing to her was making people forget the dead, and even denying them being able to visit and hang out. If the living could take weekend trips to the Great Funfair In The Sky and have the grandkids play with great gammy as she was as a fellow 6 year old that would utterly blow up the concept of generational family in such a fun way and she thought it would be MORE of a balm to the living, having seen how her friends reacted to their ghost family, that anyone should go visit them and know that death wasn't the end and their loved one had merely gone onto a new stage of life. She wouldn't have agreed with it ethically but as a culture living with such a technology it would have made sense emotionally and been MUCH harder for her to think about tearing it all down with no hesitation, because it would have at least been emotionally sustainable even if it wasn't energy sustainable. The utter cloistering of the dead and the refusal to let the living have grief was what did it for her. She did the side quests in Heritage Found, she saw immediately how fucked up the people were without memories of their loved ones and how much it had damaged them. The regular people were all suffering in such a profound way. She was feeling on a crusade for the living before they set foot in there.

(Meanwhile, Lizzy, watching Erenville get called Fussy Little Bun Bun: WAAAAH AHOO HOO HOO BLURRRRR HOO HOO)

[littencloud9]

"you'll be the death of me" + kunichuuzai?

the polycule ever methinks...

"Chuuya, moooove!" "Fuck off. I was here first." "You can't just hog Kunikida-kun! I want a turn!" Kunikida sighs, tearing his eyes away from his notebook just in time to see Chuuya stick their tongue out at Dazai before hugging him tighter. They invited themself onto his lap about an hour ago, making themself comfortable while Kunikida looks over their shoulder to continue working. It was peaceful until they started arguing with Dazai again. "You'll be the death of me," Kunikida says. His partners turn to him with matching frowns. "Me or him?" Chuuya asks, sounding deadly serious. Kunikida beckons Dazai over and gives him a soft kiss on the lips. That should satiate him for a while. "Both of you. Go argue somewhere else, please. I need to finish this." "No," Chuuya grumbles, squirming a little. "It's very comfy here." "Chuuya!" Dazai whines again, reaching out in an attempt to tug them off Kunikida's lap. He tugs a bit too hard, sending them both crashing to the floor. Kunikida winces at Chuuya's screech. However, this is no longer his problem. With a shake of his head, he scoots his chair closer to the desk, resuming his work. Dazai and Chuuya can fight this out on the floor.

[zu-zup]

The pathologic children were so right about train summoning actually