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I need a minute with a god, I think
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Well.... He just wanted to tell him something........ It's not even that important!!!!
#incredibox sprunki#sprunki#ship art#i'm sorry i tried my best to clean it#but i seriously need to go to sleep........ and i really wanted to post it q.q#i explode them in my mind
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polymer broadcast signal hijack
#pikmin#captain olimar#ft. louie captain shepherd and collin#as well as#moss (pikmin)#watched a stream series of pikmin 4 (its frankenbugs' series) thats what this is about really#but mostly. I just love olimar. I just really enjoy that man#also this really got me flexing those bande dessinée muscles from back thens lol#Ive missed drawin with this kinda proportions... I should do it more#Im gonna draw an olimar to put in my wallet. I need to make my life harder to explain to strangers#I also wanna. add more details to his space suit. make it look more like real life space suit for fun & entertainment#man I enjoy the animals in pikmin so much. they really are just like. animals. theyre animals#its great I love how genuinely bug-lookin the bugs are even with the stylization. pikmin and pokemon are really good at that#would like to learn how to do that... sometimes in the future#oh yeah fun fact. my effort at cleaning up my undercut a few days ago went badly. right before I went to a family reunion thing for 2 days#so I was goin out of my mind at that event postin abt olimar bc I love him#and then. when I got home. I decided to shave my head instead of trying to fix the haircut again#and so the sequence of events becomes I post about olimar -> I enter my bald arc#I am okay with this. have a good night lads. binding books is actually really fun u should try it
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#sars cov 2#covid 19#i've interacted with 4 different friends/acquaintances in the past month alone who have all been hospitalised after having a stroke#(and in one case multiple strokes)#one who i visited in hospital over the weekend had a (unmasked) nurse coughing up a lung in her room 👍#and one of them who had to undergo surgery also had to be moved to a different hospital#bc the ward they were keeping him in was full of confirmed covid patients 👍👍#idk how many times it needs to be said before it gets through people's heads but VACCINES ARE NOT ENOUGH#and encouraging ppl to rely solely on them when there are already plans to jack up the prices so you have to KEEP PAYING for boosters#for an ONGOING mass-disabling event is so laughably unrealistic and absurd and flat-out demonic#you need to mitigate the actual spread of covid by WEARING A MASK + fighting for CLEAN AIR/proper ventilation in public spaces!!!!!!#ppl are so eager to forget the whole 'break the chain of transmission' thing and how effective masking is and so this is where we're at#'i got infected and infected other ppl who might die or become permanently disabled but it's no big deal bc no one else wears a mask#so if /i/ didn't infect them someone else would have anyway so it's not my fault and really its got nothing to do with me and my choices'#if everyone is responsible then no one is responsible - that's how it works right?#it's no wonder some ppl go rabid at even the sight of someone wearing a mask and minding their own business#ppl seeking treatment for unrelated conditions/illnesses and then dying from covid caught in hospitals#due to lack of npis/basic mitigation measures - no regulations no accountability#we truly live in a hell (''new normal'') of our own making#anyway none of this is new news at all i mostly thought it might be good to share the info graphic abt signs of stroke#covid has been given free reign and chances are increasing as to how likely you'll encounter it happening to someone you know at some point#also heart attacks and pots and alzheimer's etc etc etc
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͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ຼ͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ຼ͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ ❤︎ ˙ॱ⋅.˳ 19ဝ4. 𓉸ྀི
✿ 𝒟iamond boy, why you so shiny? 🪶
#﹒ ﹒ ﹒#♪ ( I NEED YOU POOLSIDE YOU BEEN ON MY MIND ) ♬#﹒ ﹒ ﹒ ﹒ ﹒#wonbin moodboard#riize moodboard#park wonbin#aes#aesthetic#symbols#locs#bios#kaomojis#random moodboard#white moodboard#clean moodboard#coquette moodboard#soft moodboard#angelcore moodboard#y2k moodboard#alt moodboard#alternative moodboard#pink moodboard#green moodboard#vintage moodboard#carrd moodboard#archive moodboard#visual archive#carrd icons#messy moodboard#kpop moodboard
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Cute ideas from @hydraposeidon
#nine sols#i know i said that i want to get a few more drawings out before i post these to bundle them up#but i CHANGED MY MIND i got scared. and decided i want to beat the game before i start spinning things around too much actually#lol you can see me learn the power of a gradient overlay in real time by looking at these#its so funny to me to be swapping between 九日 and isat and sekiro fanart where like.#2 of those have very very simple clean character designs. and one of those is detail city in comparison#so like going from sekiro to one of the other two is like 'okay i have a drawing planned so im gonna set aside a couple hours- oh its done'#hence the gradient overlays. im like surely? i need to be doing more??#and going from 九日 or isat to sekiro is like getting electrocuted
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rin 1000000% has a list somewhere of things hes good at that yukio is bad at
#in my mind yukio has kind of become a failboy because i read salaryman exorcist but rin would totally do this#yukio is like 'thats stupid' but secretly he doesnt want the list coming out of all his minor failures#heres my proposals for the list: cooking(obvi) video games board games woodworking dealing with animals and kids sewing cleaning#im putting mileage into rins 'good with his hands' trait from his bio#if anyone comes in here and says 'he doesnt have the patience for that stuff' i think he would be good at menial repetitive tasks#cuz i am :)#thats it lmao#jk but really i think its one of his strengths#tell me what things YOU think that rin okumura is good at that yukio okumura isnt#oh also if ur rebuttal is 'rin is too nice to have a list like that' rin put his brother below his cat on his cool guy list#both okumura twins have a pretty big ego (from trauma)#tho he wouldnt mean anything bad but such a list let me be clear#okumura twins#i need to go back and tag all my yukio and rin posts with okumura twins so my blog is consistent#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#yukio okumura#rin okumura#the yukio tag really shouldnt be here but whatever these are technically hcs for things yukio is bad at too#hes haunting this post#all of these are sorted into 'yukio focuses too hard on winning and loses' and 'yukio doesnt like menial tasks'
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finally sending my busted old montblanc in for repairs after sitting on it for over a decade everyone wish me a not too expensive quote
#fountain pens#it was properly messed up. i spent a long time trying to fix it myself to little avail#its so special to me i really wanna see it working again someday and parts for its particular make are SUPER RARE#old man gave my mom a big bag of old pens as thanks for her help back when she worked at the bank and she gave it to me#and the montblanc was the one fountain pen in there and it was like a magical treasure to me#especially cus the nib feels SOOO good. it feels amazing#i can only assume the old man was left handed cus it's worn down in such a perfect way for me specifically#also embarrassing and sad but the damage was entirely caused by 14 year old me trying to take apart the piston to clean it#its my one big regret#whenever i think about the time machine to go back and fix something scenario the first thing that comes to mind is this pen#going back to teen me and saying PUT THE PEN DOWN IT LITERALLY JUST NEEDS TO SOAK IN SOME WATER AND A LITTLE FRESH SILICONE GREASE#my bemoanings
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Hiii everyone, say, how do your Hawkes go go about sharing their estate? If they do it at all? Is everyone free to come and go or are they more private? Or do they only invite their LI to stay? I'm curious!! :)
#lay rambles#my ocs#oc: liam hawke#oc: lilian hawke#both my hawkes are very social w their friends but i love comparing their boundaries around it#theres variation in rules for specific ppl with both of them ofc but theres still general differences#with liam its all very open and everyone can p much come and go whenever#they dont get extra keys (theyll get lost and he doesnt want randos finding them lol) but they know where to find the spare key#and bodhan and sandal and orana know to let them in whenever#hes very lenient in this this regard but he does have rules abt what he does and doesnt want them to do#mostly its about not making too much of a mess lol bc liam prefers to clean himself#(he doesnt trust the crew with his household and also he has particular ways of doing things and Hates when theyre done differently)#so things like keep your dirty garb at the entrance dont cook by yourselves (this was banned after they did it one (1) time lol) etc#also no fucking allowed. do that somewhere else for the love of the maker he does NOT want to walk into that in his own house#(and it also comes back to liam not trusting them with cleaning but also Not wanting to clean that up lol)#also he is not fond of them going into his room uninvited. most of the house is chill but that is *his* space#he accommodates these rules by e.g. having spare slippers and a little washing basin in the entrance hall for dirty shoes/feet#always makes sure to have snacks in stock that he knows they like#food will have notes abt what to leave for leandra/orana/etc but otherwise food is prepared with his friends in mind#and in general he'll make sure to adjust the space/routine in little ways to accommodate them#(air out when fen isnt there cus he doesnt like drafts; keep curtains open cus anders prefers open spaces; etc)#lilian on the other hand doesnt like when her friends come into the estate without a heads up (cept for emergencies)#but once they have her 'ok' its basically mi casa es su casa#dont yknow. overdo it and get too rowdy but otherwise do whatever#however. she also expects everyone to clean up after themselves. she aint here to play maid and youre all adults#also liam has a general 'please try to not be too wild when leandra is here' and lilian doesnt#not cos she doesnt care but cos leandra is bothered by sth she can speak up herself#oh and lilian uses the basement space as temporary refuge for anyone who needs it (mostly escaped mages)#also side note: both offered gamlen to stay but he refused (out of pride/remorse)#...this got long and i ran out of tag space lmfao so this is it for now xD
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planning to make a move tonight with this guy and deeply terrified even though i know he's interested, he's made it very clear that he's interested but putting the ball in my court to decide what, if anything, i want and i've made up my mind to pursue this but like. i've been single since the obama administration because there's not, like, a person-shaped hole in my life, i don't need to be with someone to feel whole, and i have to make room in my life for another person and idk how to do this and i hate feeling vulnerable or exposed or out of control and giving someone else the power to hurt me and having to just. trust that they won't. but i kind of... accidentally already gave him that power without realizing it. i kind of... feel like this is just acknowledging something that's already started.
i am. so nervous.
like, a little giddy, a little eager, a lot anxious for no reason other than how terrified i am of major changes even when i feel like they're good ones and. and. and.
#i am having to force myself to eat#i have cleaned the whole apartment. i am shaking like a leaf. i will 100% need a glass of liquid courage.#i've already told all my family that i'm doing this so i can't chicken out.#it just feels like... it's time. we're here. we've reached this point.#he won't be over here for like four more hours and my brain is eating itself.#this is going to be comical probably i am just going to have to come out of the gate with it bc if i wait i'll chicken out.#i've been trying to come up with what to say all week but i know my mind is going to go blank and i'll end up babbling.#he knows about my issues with vulnerability. he knows about my anxiety. he knows about... me.#he'll probably pick up on the gist of it even if i'm stumbling through what i need to say#hnnngh#i feel like komi from komi can't communicate when she accidentally calls tadano#like bouncing around the room ''panic panic panic panic''#and its been all day of this and like probably four more hours of it and ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Alright we all agree lady's of all shapes sizes and colors are beautiful, it's just a fact.
But lady's in armor? LADY KNIGHTS?
Ladies donning their chainmail and plate armor to defend their bunny Squires honor?! 😵💫🥵
#GOD! YES!#I need it! i need it now!#fucking take me please! 🙏#please i pledge myself!#let me clean your armor and you after battle!#fucking losing my mind over here#needy bunny
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i've recently become obsessed w/ evolution-era hotchniss... emily doing section chief girlboss things at the bau while hotch is a retired househusband and stay-at-home dad helping jack navigate college and such?? emily coming home at the end of the day and ranting to aaron about the case and the bureaucracy and bailey and whatnot. ooh it scratches my brain very nice
I see the vision I can’t lie,,, Aaron popping into the bau and bringing her lunches/dinners/snacks in between copious stacks of paperwork that she quite frankly did not ask for, him being quietly sympathetic because while he did deal with that as unit chief, it’s a lot worse as section chief. Bailey for her would’ve been like Strauss for him, so as she’s ranting angrily with her face all disgusted he’d internally be like ah…I know how that feels. But I’d gather her being sc means she’s away on cases less often (haven’t finished evo season 2, but that’s usually the case with section chiefs isn’t it?) so she takes the paperwork home and both her and Jack would be laboring away at the dinner table—him over college applications—while Aaron makes them cups of tea before dinner. I imagine an evo era life for them would be overall really calm and soft, given that Emily doesn’t physically go out on cases much, and the politics are really just an awful hassle but her life’s more stable than it’s ever been, and after a lifetime of turmoil, she’s content with the (relative) peace.
#it’s scratching my brain too#them with their gray hair and normalish life and peaceful home#emily getting to be home more often than not#aaron taking her on weekends away (because she can have those now) to clear her mind#jack nearly losing his mind because aaron is constantly on his ass about keeping his room clean#retired life ya know#OH and emily coming home after dealing with bailey and going “I need a cigarette”#cue aaron sympathetically handing her a pack#aaron hotchner#emily prentiss#hotchniss#inbox
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— And do you or do you not have difficulty remembering such simple instructions? — Only during thunderstorms, sir.
THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965) / DARK SHADOWS (1966)
#don't mind me just absolutely insane about the possibility (probability!) that vicki saw tsom the year before coming to collinwood.#the boom mic in the stairs shot is always cracking me up.#finally me and you and you and me just us and your friend steve (the boom mic operator)#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure,miss winters.#gifs.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#there's obviously far; far less of a christian overtone in ds — but i wonder if you couldn't make the argument that it isn't also#on some level about belief?#belief; namely; in the ghosts that roger resists and vicki with both arms embraces;#faith in the not-so-minor deity liz stoddard; choosing to follow her doctrine even in the face of conflicting truth.#one might consider collinsport a faithful congregation taking sermons from the mount — from the mouth of the reclusive ascetic;#conveyed by loyal (devastatingly; sacrificially loyal) disciples.#and vicki; searching for belonging; for a home; for a family; falls very lamb-like into the flock.#all old gods of course demand their sacrifices in blood: burke; namely; but also matthew; bill; roger (so-attempted)#if i were pushing it (which I always am) you could go so far as to say collinwood's son rises from the tomb.#''but the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night'' etc etc. demanding; first; sacrificial livestock; then virgin blood.#anyway! I digress.#''they say confession is good for the soul. well; my soul needs purifying.''#vicki as the prototypical virgin — the clean slate without history; clear water with neither dirt nor blood —#in which roger cleanses himself (somewhat forcefully!); to wash away guilt and suspicion;#the force of virtue that prevents the intrusion of sin; either through the wood of the confessional or very literally at her bedroom door.#''an innate sense of goodness'' etc; besides being something of a conduit between this world and the next:#re. the seances; the appearances of josette and bill; the various and varied encounters with supernatural; the time travel;#as one might expect of an angel ... or a saint. and one could argue that she goes on to restore roger's faith —#if not in the goodness of the world at large; then the existence of goodness; or in the worth of belief itself.#anyway. long way of saying i love man x his governess whether it's catholic or satanic. sign me up.
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This is going to sound so stupid but I only today realised that a significant number of people like....look down on retail & service industry work.
#Nothing like happened i'm just listening to Debt by David Graeber & thinking about things#Remembering when my coworkers wife was working in a cafe while she finished her masters#And I was like - ah I like that cafe! Does she like the work?#& he scathingly said#'well. its cafe work'#I feel stupid! This should be obvious!! I know people treat service industry workers like shit!#I guess my mammy - who raised me on her wages from 5 jobs at a time including everything from#Cross border peace development work to cleaning bedrooms in a b&b -#Simply did too good a job teaching me that any job worth doing is worth doing well. Has inherent dignity. Etc.#Also I have many friends who prefer being baristas to like. High paid lab work#Also i'm from a rural area where farm work is considered the Real Work& everything else is just filling in the gaps#And I grew up surrounded by teachers & civil servants & nurses who would pull a few shifts at a bar or hotel to make ends meet#So. I never really computed that some of this work is considered lesser.#tthat the people who do it are consdjered lesser by some.#And not just by outrageous snobs. By like. Average ppl with jobs that they can sit down in#This is blowing my mind I need a minute#Me Fein
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I love the thought of Hob spending the 90s (1990s, that is) hooking up with every pale emo/goth/punk Dream lookalike he could find to deal with the fact that he got stood up
But consider: after the very first time he had sex with one of those men, all miles of pale skin and dark hair and blue eyes that were just slightly the wrong shade, Hob spends an hour in the shower trying to wash every trace of the encounter from his skin, from his mouth, from his bones. Because he had promised his Stranger that he would wait, even if it was a promise only he had heard. He had promised his Stranger that they were friends and that he didn’t need anything more than his Stranger’s presence. And here he was, seeking out people who look exactly like him, people who are also strangers, but will never be strangers in the way his Stranger is. In some small way, he has pushed for more, if only by association, and he immediately hates himself for it. Hates the way that he knows the name of the man in his bed and wishes he didn’t. Hates the way he can still hear the man’s choked-off gasps as he came down Hob’s throat and his voice wasn’t deep enough, wasn’t otherworldly enough; it was just a man’s voice and nothing more. Hates that the man didn’t call him Hob because Hob isn’t going by Hob this time around. Hates that he’s used an innocent person to project his own selfish and unwanted desires onto. He hates himself for pushing and for looking for distractions and most of all, for wanting
#idk where this came from or where it was going#it just sorta… happened#I’m not totally ecstatic woth how it sounds bc I’m tired and eloquence isn’t my strong suit on a good day#with*#jesus I can’t type lmao#anyway I just have a lot of feelings about Hob and regret and longing#might come back and clean this up a bit in the morning#might not#we’ll see#hob gadling#gadlads#that’s the tag right?#hob gadling angst#I might write a short fic about this because it’s been on my mind for a while#like I need another wip 🙄#sandman netflix#the sandman#dreamling#sort of#dreamling angst
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Only because-
-I’ve been drinking and I realize that I’m going to need retail therapy/ proper footwear/ another hit of dopamine- in the near future. So here’s a poll for you: A or B.
A: Desert Chukka boots
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B: Dark Olive Chelsea Boots
#I can’t believe the thing I have for boots#seriously I need to have my brain studied#good boots are just a few notches below clean water to drink#I kinda already have my mind made up#but I am genuinely interested in your opinion
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