#i need to buy a new brain
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Not me that I completely forgot to answer this even if I was sure I had done it
Anywaysss, thank you @t3acupz for the tag, sorry for the late answer, I'm just completely mindless when I get to this type of things
1. Three ships: tartali, hannigram, harringrove (+ bonus Weddie my beloved)
2. First ever ship: I KNOW there it was one with those gay knights in the Saint Seiya series, but I can't remember between which characters so I'll say Ichigo and Quiche from Tokyo Mew Mew
3. Last song: I can't hear it now by Freya Ridings
4. Last film: I didn't watch anything recently so I can't honestly remember
5. Currently reading: aside of the too many fics I need to pick up again (unfortunately I didn't have the time to read anything in these last months sigh sigh), I'm reading the comic The Grocery (by Singelin/Ducoudray)
6. Currently watching: Arcane s2 and Yakuza: like a Dragon
7. Currently consuming: nothing, but I just had a nice warm bowl of soup
8. Currently craving: something to set my upset stomach and my back pain (I'm a catorcio)
Tags: free tags as always because I feel like bothering ppl by tagging. But if you want to do it take the chance, I'm also noisy as fuck lololol
9 Peeps you'd like to get to know better
tagged by @nickelkeep
Three Ships: Charthur (RDR2) Reid/Foyet (Criminal Minds) Hancon (DBH)
First Ever Ship: Vegeta and Bulma
Last Song: Rather Be by Clean Bandit
Last Film: Last movie I watched was "The Wind Rises"
Currently Reading: Charthur fanfiction
Currently Watching: I watch/listen to a lot of Game Grumps (my comfort background sound) but I am watching Adventure Time, Great British Bake Off and Triple D usually
Currently Consuming: Coca Cola
Currently Craving: Not sure really, I'm craving food stuff but also emotional stuff
Tagging: @starstrucklucky @t3acupz @thosetwistedtales @daddyfuckedme @mrsdanieljackson @boopthemanbooster @savage-rhi @badheroes @tilliwriteapine
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so strawberries and cigarettes currently has 12k words and i can't feel my brain, i prbly won't do this again, i quit
for the people that write fics 30k+ words, my congratulations, u guys are the real thing
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do you guys mind if i go crazy for a moment
#im going to scream ive never made something this pretty#my brain does not acknowledge it#what do you mean >i< made this#yes this will come with that ridiculously long hair in a set#also ive got two more normal-ish lengths for the hair#i need to lay down#the sims 4#ts4#sims 4#wip#cool fact: i own the silver one in real life#uncool fact: the opalite got loose one day and felt and broke down so now it's just the lone moon#i still use it tho#might buy a new one
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mmgngm i was all excited tellin my mum abt me wanting to start bookbinding n she was just like well. what about your portfolio. are u sending it to people? youve been working on it for ages. yes i know!!!!!! im slow and disabled!!!! and want hobbies!!!!! bites you!!!!!!!!!!!
#barks#i will deleted this later my brain jus has bees in it#bites bites bites maims#n then shes like :( why do u feel pressure to work all the time n feel guilty when u dont :( HMMM#anyway. im gna start bookbinding fanfic KSJJEJEODJ#i have. most of the materials already which is nice i will need paper and a guillotine n card but i got everything else!#i'll probably do smth short first n then...progress#i might also buy a new printer bc good lird#our printer is maybe 7 years old n buying new ink on god is more expensive than buying a New printer. incredible stuff
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me to me: i would like to buy one disability support item please
me: but you already have something like this
me: i know, but this is easier to use and will put less strain on my body
me: but you can just use the other one
me: the other one puts me off doing essential things bc of how daunting it is to use
me: but it’s a waste of money
me: it’ll improve my quality of life
me: but-
me: just buy the fucking thing
#today on ‘just buy the fucking thing’ im looking at freezers#bc i really need to stop putting off eating bc of how difficult it is to look through a chest freezer#and it genuinely does#it makes all my pain worse plus the exhaustion of standing and digging through it#so im looking at vertical freezers#also having a clear divide of this is mine and this isnt helps my anxiety so i dont eat something i wasnt supposed to#and i can keep better track of what i have again bc its all just my food#and its eofy sales everywhere so hopefully i can get a deal on one#but yeah bc we have a freezer and i could just keep using that my brain really doesnt like the thought of spending upto a grand on a new on#but theres a hundred reasons why i could use a vertical one so my brain can shove it#just bc the situation is manageable doesnt mean it cant be better#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#fibromyalgia#eds#dysautonomia
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Gonna buy a new pair of hiking boots and the first thing I'm doing is kicking Joel square in the chest. New boots not soft and worn-in yet, profile still fully intact. Kick him just to hear his wheeze as he gets winded and to watch his stumble back. Make sure to strike with the heel. Kick him in the stomach while he's reaching to clutch at his chest, make him double over, make him throw up. He'll cough so pathetically, it's irresistibly.
#mans the same height as me im not flexible enough to kick him in the chest tbh#i dont know where this came from tbh#i thought about how i had to buy new hiking boots and then joel came into my brain like an angel#like an angel you need to break#[joel beans]#[violence]#[emeto]
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The pain of wanting to do something for myself but my whole childhood all I did was worry about money so now I don’t feel okay spending money unless I’m buying something for someone else
#have spent like 200 dollars on my brothers in the last month buying shit for their game and soon I’m going to be buying them mw3#and I’m fine with it but the moment my hoy con breaks for my switch I feel like shit for needing another one#would rather see if I could fix it myself first#but I couldn’t so I bought a new set of eBay cause I got two brand new ones for the price of one on Amazon#my main reasoning in my brain is that it’s for my birthday so it’s fine#random0lover rambling ♡#vent#is this a little depressing? yes.#am I going to still complain about it on the internet? also yes.
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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying#shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl#in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated#bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not#her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet#so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive#personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd#compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from#happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is#like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil#not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am#barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me#and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them#but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and#thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard#to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds#nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of#brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but#that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer#defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it#i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else#excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things#unrelated#ed mention#i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama#bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]
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why'd they make the neighbor rival personalities so different in rse. it's literally like
neighbor may: sweet, polite, a little awkward and shy
neighbor brendan: how did birch raise this misogynistic dweeb
#I WAS SO MAD THE FIRST TIME I TRIED PLAYING AS A BOY. LIKE WHAAAAAAT WHAT THE HELL#brendan's whole 'i assumed a gym leader's kid would be a boy...' first impression and general patronizing air TOTALLY COLORED MY EXPERIENCE#i felt LOOKED DOWN UPON i felt BESIEGED his battles were HARD and he thought he was bETTER THAN ME#and what do you MEAN YOU THOUGHT A GYM LEADER'S KID WOULD BE A BOY WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN BRENDAN#he was THEEEEE number one mean rival. because my little kid brain blew like two lines way out of proportion.#and then you turn around and tell me that?????? may is just NICE????? that's it she's just NICE????????#she doesn't even get to be obnoxious about how much more she knows than you until you surpass her?????#like girly i am so sorry they gave you NO depth. i know i'm biased but brendan birch's characterization and arc are just more interesting#*points to the kid who got so flustered when the new girl beat him that he pulled the word 'shabby' out of his vocabulary* LOVE THIS GUY.#someone buy him a doll#oh and idk how I'd find it but i NEED to know if the NPC before Fortree who tells you how Brendan's face was bright red after you beat him#says the same if you're playing as brendan. i need to know.#anyway brendan birch may maple (adore how the fandom came up with that last name????) supremacy#i love my shitty asshole neighbor.#rse
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going from Possessed By A Demon levels of horny to completely sobering up as soon as a meet up presents itself. i was born to be a lover…
#half my brain is like QUEER SEX IS RESISTANCE. CASUAL SEX IS LIBERATING. LET YOURSELF HAVE FUN.#and the other half is like -_- but what is the point of sex if we are not in it for the long haul….#im NOT a social butterfly i dont really ENJOY meeting new people. & i dont rly trust people easily !#AND if i dont trust you im not having sex with you. full circle#idk maybe i just need to buy a new strap. someone send me $100#.doc
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Does anyone know any books with like... the same vibe as the princess bride?
#having a hard time finding something to read rn#and i think it's cuz im chasing that specific vibe#i picked up some new books recently#both fantasy#one sounded more serious and a little romantic and the other more goofy#my little asexual brain underestimated the level of romance contained in the first one lol#and the goofy one is way more crass than i expected and i guess im just not into that#i really need to start doing research before buying books lol
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I already have knitting stuff I need to finish but oh my god,, question marks would be perfect for a riddler inspired illusion scarf,,,
#can’t. start. new. project.#must. refrain.#I don’t even think I’d have enough green to do it rn I need to REFRAIN#I need to finish up my projects with yarn I already have instead of buying new stuff for a new wip#gotta stop myself#the riddler has infected my brain#no fandom
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Ugh I hate the process of moving, I hate looking for a place and packing and everything. I really really just want to be moved and settled and not be in transition lmao.
#prince text#I’m dying bc stupid favor gk has two figures for preorder that i really wanna get lmao#and goodsmile#but favorgk - i have not found a place yet where ppl can buy those studio figures second hand#and i kind of worry about them being way more expensive second hand#not that i wouldn’t do it lol i am a bjd collector for god’s sakes i know how to carefully parse my money#but being on the preorder is ALWAYS cheaper#its just not fucking realistic until we are moved and I can get an idea of what my finances are gonna be like#which is FINE LMAO#I’m just overwhelmed with moving and tension and getting on proper meds hopefully tomorrow#and getting a new doctor#and now I am packing all my figures#and my autism brain is starting to freak out more bc more than anything if my room is not in order#then my brain is not in order#my room is like pulling everything out of my brain and making it physical#so I have less chaos up in there#and now it’s all chaos#I definitely whined about this the last time I moved#but honestly this move is significantly less stressful than that one for a thousand reasons#so I just need to keep that in mine#all of this to say I’m whining about figures bc they’re one of my escapisms#and it’s easier to think about wishlist figures than it is to constantly think about everything that’s freaking me out#prince moves 2024
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get fucking ready you guys. tomorrow it's fitz friday
#i'll actually make intro stuff for my oc f/os i prommy. i need you all to see my boyfriend's beautiful vision#and bragging about my f/os that are their ocs is also bragging about them because they're so awesome and smart and creative and cool and#sweet and cute and funny and i know this is a blog about being in love with fictional guys but also i need you all to know how in love i am#with my real life partner. like. whatever. not to brag but also totally to brag. i have never shared myself so fully with someone let alone#done that and have them love all of it. and i love all of them too. and that includes the little guys in their brain (which is huge and#wrinkly and full of neurons) and basically i want to talk about their writing all the time.#it's been The Main Thing i care about literally for like 5 years now. other interests come and go but i'm a vargonhead through it all#like it's my second longest/most consistent interest behind t.olkien stuff#and i pester them about it constantly bc it rules and also to me it's like. a way of seeing parts of how their mind works that i wouldn't#be able to see otherwise. it rules dating or being friends with other creatives bc their works are always showing facets of them that#regular conversation/interactions might not#anyway. tomorrow is fitz friday. get ready. i mean i might be out of town for some of it bc i have to buy a new shirt but.#.cursed tomes
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im being so nice and normal considering everything
#an acquaintance: i have to shop at shein cause its all i can afford#me: second hand shops literally sell clothes for 200 huf on the day before they get a new collection#her: yeah but usually by then theres nothing good left#me: this turtleneck and tshirt im wearing was 200 each. they dont look faded or stretched out#her: yeah but i need clothes to be made out of cotton#me: both of these are 100 percent cotton#her: yeah but im an xl and its hard to find that size at thrift shops#literally half of the clothes in these shops are XL clothes#this is so fucking funny considering shein clothes fall apart in two months but if she wants to buy some unicorn print rainbow shirt made#with slave labour and 50 percent elastane what can i do#all of this after we viewed photos of people starving cause of global warming#amazing. i also made her read Capitalist realism and all she said was: 'the writer didnt say how I could individually break out of#capitalism'. god damn.#neoliberalism has rotted peoples brains
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I really should be updating my resume and applying for jobs rn
but here i am
scrolling through tumblr
#i promised myself i could get new stickers for my laptop if i did this today#it's not very motivating despite the fact that i have been planning one of these purchases for over a year#(yes i've procrastinated buying a $2 sticker for a year growing up the oldest in a low-income family does weird things to your brain okay)#this is a problem bc i Need Income once i go back to college this semester
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