#i need to be sappy again
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#i need to be sappy again#and ive talked about it a lot already with my friends#but fucking hell i love my bf so much#i have never felt so sure about someone#or something in my life#besides accepting im trans#he just means the absolute world to me#and every time i think of my future and no matter where im at in life#he's with me#and i just love him so much#and it just makes cry from how much he means to me#and i honestly look forward to the day that i can call him#my husband#ok im done now#i just needed to get that out
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Redraw of my first post on this blog. Oh how far we've come B'*)
[Now with it's own redraw!]
#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Credit where it's due: the first one is from November 2022. So its been a bit longer than the post date implies.#It was always part of the plan to re-draw my first wangxian art at the end of each season#but wow I really didn't give enough credit to the power of drawing every day for the last half a year#I've really loved doing this B*) I have found so much confidence in accepting the fact I'm not a 'non-artist' drawing mdzs comics#I'm a REAL artist drawing mdzs#and this is just the start!!!! I will keep drawing and improving and learning! and I will have a big smile like this every time -> B*)#I'm stunned that so many people found this blog so early on. Despite the roughness of my art...yall saw what I struggled to see#which was someone who was worth it#That and how art really is what you decide it is. I thought It had to be perfect. It doesn't need to be perfect. I see that now#I love you all so much! I am so much happier than I have been in years!#Sorry for being sappy twice in a row I promise tomorrow I'll be your little jester again
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I like bloodweave. Okay. But I DON'T like the version of them in fanfic where Astarion is a dick and Gale is like. Whining and pleading for him to be emotionally vulnerable (or just. Nice to him) prior to the relationship being established. Because that is just not accurate. Gale needs the player to express interest in him during his weave-teaching scene before he even considers hitting on them properly. Gale is entirely resigned to his fate and needs someone else to pull him away from it. Gale only starts being sweet and romantic and devoted after you accept his love confession and give him hope for the future. Gale says fuck all and then slinks away to cry privately if you break up with him.
Like he isn't chasing after people lmao. He isn't dropping to his knees and crying about anything much less this dickhead he met a week ago. He is overwhelmingly passive about literally everything personal to him up to and including his own death (provided there are no casualties/there is a good reason) until after the player expresses that they care about him. Astarion is not doing that in any of these fics.
Like Gale is friendly and a dork and doesn't wanna get murdered but he fully has a suicide plan. He thought the artefacts would help him survive but he didn't believe he'd ever truly live again. If Gale confessed and Astarion said/did like one (1) mean thing afterward Gale's romance is closed off forever. He's wandering into the forest to cry. He's killing himself immediately. His fragile ego and self worth can't take it. You have to understand that when we joke about him being pathetic it's not bc he's like. Sopping wet and chasing people down and begging for a scrap of attention. It's because he craves affection but would literally rather die than ask or even hope for it until someone else forces that hope back into his serotonin-deficient tadpole brain.
#i feel like u can tell when a bloodweave fic is written by an astarion stan vs a gale stan lol#because the astarion stans are just using gale as a vessel for like. their sopping wet meow meow#who screams and cries until astarion becomes emotionally vulnerable with them#which gale would not do. realistic bloodweave is astarion tries to fuck him in act 1 and he refuses because of the orb#and then astarion is like “boo what the fuck. change of plans” and gale is like “okay” and they never speak of it again lol#anyway#please god the gale characterisation in this place. half of you make him the soppiest most pathetic loser and the other half make him evil#he's not ACTUALLY a loser. when i joke about it the reason its funny is because its not true#hes just a regular guy with depression lol. hes not out here debasing himself begging for some old twink to care abt him#bg3#gale dekarios#bloodweave#gale of waterdeep#does this make sense. i havent slept#i just mean that if you want gale to be sappy he needs to have like. prior assurance that his feelings are reciprocated#because if he doesnt have that and astarion is a dick to him he WILL just give up on the relationship#like hes not hunting people down after they deliberately upset him. i see so many fics where they create tension by lime#*like#having astarion openly fuck someone else after establishing a sort-of relationship with gale. for the drama#like hey. gale fully dumps you if you do that in game!! you have no way to convince him not to. he will dump astarion for that permanently
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i love darkness and edginess in kh absolutely and i think the deeply philosophical introspective examinations on what it means to be human aka existential dread and all that lends itself to a bit of horror easily and i love seeing it utilized to its fullest potential. ultimately though what i want is something comforting and reassuring at the end of the day- like what nomura said about the series reflecting his belief that ‘the heart is never truly gone’. how you might lose people but they’re always a part of you. i will be happy no matter where the series goes as long as it fundamentally comes back to love and human connection. it’s really beautiful the way the story gets so incredibly dark but it always manages to come back to the light somehow- whether it’s a classic disney happily ever after, or something more akin to other storytellers where something is absolutely lost but it’s still a good ending, y’know? instead of everything being saccharine you get hurt and you grow because of it and new beauty blooms. kh really delivers on that front and i want it to stay that way forever
#getting sappy on a friday night about the disney anime series again :-)#❤️#kingdom hearts#i love how dark it gets but ONLY because i know it’ll always bounce back from it#the mark of a good story is how big of a change it can evoke in you#if the stakes don’t get high enough you don’t care as much when they get resolved#but if you don’t actually manage to recover from that tragedy you’re just left feeling low#a good story needs to bring you REALLY low and then lift you up REALLY high#ideally either slightly higher or slightly lower than where you started#kh always does that and that’s why i love it#the contrast…#almost like the clash between light and dark is what it’s always been abou#khposting
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my brain is playing a calien romance novel on repeat at all times
#ffxiv#calantha lenn#wolhien#been thinking about sappy wedding things again aksdjhf so i wanted to make a sketch page for myself#i feel like i need to draw more whump or angst for them? idk they're too fluffy at all times?
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Hi guysssssss its been a minute
I havent posted in a hot while due toooo many things one of which being im not that much into mha anymore... i still really really love all my girls, tgchk mmjr midjoke miryumi etc still hold a dear place in my heart, and I'm gonna keep drawing them, just less. I might start posting more art from different media, but regardless im not gonna be able to post much in the coming months cause I am about to have a very very busy time academically, so Im gonna have less time for drawing :( anyways, thanks to everyone whos been liking my my hero art, it means a lot to me and i appreciate everyone who takes the time to look at my silly self endulging wlw!! This isnt a goodbye btw, im just taking the opportunity to be sappy :) see yall in the next post!!
#I MISSED THEMMMMMM😭😭#ive been wanting to draw them again for ages i love them very much#there are some ramblings under the cut i wont bother to repeat here#its just a lil psa about the coming months#but back to tgchk <333#im obsessed with the idea that ochako grabs toga by the hands floats her and spins her around#if i could animate yall would eat it up#its so sappy#ochakos outfit btw is an old redraw of her hero costume that I still really like#its based on older NASA astronaut suits#i have a sort of ingrained conviction that ochako would be an astronaut irl#regardless of her more EMT style line of work#you cant take this from me#the kind of context for this drawing is that toga wanted alone time and got ochako to come meet her by sending a lil note#ochakos holding it if u look at her hand :)#this is in my fairly common au that theyre secret gfs and toga is still a criminal#in this world ochako is in fact not opposed to togas blood thing#it is my conviction of their characters that they understand each other wholly and completely#toga understands ochako needs to save people and ochako understands toga needs to kill#theyre each others moral exceptions <3#togachako#ochako uraraka#toga himiko#toga x uraraka#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#wlw#chiquilines draws
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I’ve seen several things about how Moonpaw has to be a Nightsun kit because of her name being a mix of both of theirs. At first I thought to myself ‘that’s a funny reason. The cats don’t really name their kids like that. Nightsun wouldn’t do that.’ And then I thought about it for a few seconds and came to the conclusion.. No, they definitely would. These two are sappiest most insufferably romantic couple in the series. Cats have to tell them to stop staring at each other. Breezepelt of all people is all ‘STOP TALKING LOVEYDOVEY IN PUBLIC’. They’d do something stupid like this. Thunderclan would collectively sigh and try and move on with their lives after
Drew this on paper and colored digitally for the funnies
#I actually quite like nightsun. it’s a breath of fresh air to have two cats in a romantic relationship in the series not have to be all#dramatic about their relationship. no ‘but why is he like that’ like with squilf and twig. no ‘but this love is forbidden…’ as with-#-bristleroot violettree tigerdove etc#they have open discussions and don’t keep secrets for extended periods of time for No Reason either#they just. are sappy. I think they’re actually just hilarious#warrior cats#Nightheart#sunbeam#warriors#the broken code#a starless clan#changing skies#moonpaw#I’m still 50/50 on whether she WILL be their kid#on one hand.. good job spoilinh it if she is Erins#plus again. the name is silly and dumb if she is their kid#on the other hand. we need the obligatory thunderclan legacy protag. unless finchlight gets married it’s practically gotta be their kid#anyway Nightheart would totally be the dad to sob when his kid was born#comic#illustration
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i JUST saw ur ask prompt so i hopee this ask is still okay butttt 📺 - tbh im getting a little weepy thinking about delilah and iris in the dark on the couch with their blankies :') who would be the scaredy cat and who would be the one thats too cool to be scared (but maybe not too cool to comfort her scared friend 🥺) ???
@oldworldwidgets — [ autumnal prompts ]
I have been nonstop thinking about my favoritest ladies in the commonwealth being besties all snuggly on the couch!! I love them sm!! Thank u for this banger prompt ily 💖💕
#hello I am going to need this painted on the insides of my eyelids so I can look at them forever#I am weeping I am on the floor I am holding the girls so gently in my hands#they deserve good things they deserve cozy time together on the couch they deserve to hug and know everything is going to be okay#I know I was all sappy last night but!! I love delilah sm!! I love her!! our girls have stolen my whole ass heart and soul#I'm always delighted to see her and hear abt her and read abt her and eeeee I'm so excited to have drawn her now!!#ily friend ur always so wonderful#also I've said it once but I'll say it again ���#sorry deacon but that's her girl now ✌😔#my art#friend oc#sole survivor#fallout#fallout 4#fo4
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ishgardians and their hot baths
#i have no excuse but then again this is my house#i just need them to be awfully sappy and comfortable with each other okay#they deserve to chat about the most boring day to day stuffs in the bathtub i think#labelled for ssssssafety#gpose#eclaire yes like the dessert#elezen#wolstinien
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I always enjoy it when people come up to me while im drawing as long as they're nice about it, and especially kids. And while the last two weeks only seemed to have obnoxious parents (at one point a kid was pointing like 'i want to be able to that!' and their parent replied 'you can't' and i was like ???? Wtf), this week there was a mom and two daughters who were really interested in art and were standing behind me while i sketched for a long while. Neither of the girls could have been much older than 10, and they were super shy, and were asking their mom questions, and i answered one of the questions. And the mom laughed and said 'see, she can hear you, don't be afraid to ask her questions!' and then i turned around and introduced myself a little and explained what i was drawing. And then they just stood and quietly watched me draw for like ten minutes, it was so sweet. 🥹
#Freebooter4ever#Also like....whenever im drawing im usually eavesdropping on various conversations around me#Adults are the funniest to listen to#Kids are mostly running around#And thinking about that lol...i realized what a weird child i was#When from the age of 6 i started going with my grandma to the kubota gardens in seattle#and we would sit and calmly draw or write for hours instead of me needing constant entertainment#I had a moment when i realized that if i had kids there would be no way to know if they would like drawing or if they would#Even be as quiet and calm as i was back then#Its not like i have not thought about having kids and how that would mean my time and choices would no longer be my own#But as i get more and more wistful over wanting kids#I catch myself thinking about stuff like this and realizing ok with a small child i probably wouldnt be able to do this anymore#And then i try to genuinely analyze whether or not i would be willing to give up whatever it is#And to my surprise the answer is usually yes#I find that im not thinking about it in terms of giving things up which is how society or advice books seem to paint it as#But rather adjusting to fit in a different kind of joy#I dunno ignore me im getting sappy over kids again
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me: I will not be sappy, I will NOT be sappy, I will NOT BE SAPPY, I WILL NOT BE SAPPY
my best friend: "I miss you"
me: *casually dies*
#i am being very sappy rn#platonic love#aromantic#i love her so much#i am having a bit of a moment#this was going to stay in the drafts but im missing her again so its being posted#also when you see this hello we need to go for a picnic and talk about life again
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One of my favorite things about bnd is that their music is very slice-of-life, yk? Like it’s all very relatable (which is basically their entire concept lmfao,) and I really love that. Because it’s super nice to have what, at this point, is an entire discography of relatable music to listen to when I need it, yk?
Also it helps that they’re amazing lyricists and producers 😮💨
I’ve been listening to <Nice Guy> nonstop 😭 and <20> is so 🥹🥹
I love them so much man idk 😭😭
#it’s a bonus that their lyrics are pretty easy to understand as a Korean learner because of how slice-of-life it is#they’re using phrases and stuff that are good to know and remember#idk man#I just love them sm 🥹#I got all sappy after reading up on 20’s lyrics 😪#and I was watching them on 동네스타-K#and like 🫠🫠#they have my heart guys 💔#I need to write for them again 🥹#bnd#music: boynextdoor#album: 19.99
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sighs heavily
#not surprised this time but still very disappointing regardless#it sucks cuz i have a sappy post about fob drafted that i was gonna post after the show since this could be the last show of this era#(drafted a few days ago. in preparation. cuz i was already getting emotional)#and now i’m like ok this is kinda souring that energy i have in that post. i’m just sad#and by the way. “you dont need to fuck ppl over to survive” shirt last night into going on stage with cobra again is crazy work#but whatever. great#like complicated feelings r def present cuz i love fob so wholly but this suckssssssssss
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not to be a complete mess online and look farther into "i'll find you in any world, phil" than i should and much deeper than what dan was thinking
but it's so integral to their story that dan is the one to find phil. in every universe. after those horrid teen years, dan turned 18 and dared to want something. after so much rejection, dan dared to put himself out there. and got something better than he could have dreamed. fate isn't real, dan is the master of his own destiny. in any world. so if it's not written in the creation, then dan will make it happen. every dan will find their phil.
#i dont have religion anymore i need to make up my own mythologies#for fun#never thought id be making these sappy posts again you are all in danger#dnp#phan#q
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Rating: Teen and Up (very light sexual themes, some fodlan-induced internalized misogyny)
Fandom: Fire Emblem: Three Houses
Relationship(s): Dorothea Arnault/Petra Macneary
Words: 7.3k (complete)
The night before Petra's coronation as Queen of Brigid, Dorothea reflects on their love, their friendship, and the life they're building together.
#fe3h#fire emblem#dorothea arnault#petra macneary#doropetra#was gettin this out the door in such a hurry that i forgot the summary LMAO#will need to proofread this again later but ain't bad for having knocked it out in five-odd days. practically a new record for me#got reeaaaaaally sappy in the notes oops#it's been a crazy year y'all i'm in my feels#also tomorrow is my anniversary with my lady love so i will be afk :0)#unless she demands to see more hubert. which is possible.#she's basically the reason hpnd came back when it did so y'all have her to thank#she's been askin me about that lil guy for WEEKS#i love women. i love bein gay
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thinking about meeting dan and phil and im about to cry
#*#it's more than that im just so happy rn my 20s have been so rough and im working to not let my depression and other issues fuck me up#and like again ive just been so happy online with you guys and meeting dan and phil soon and ahhh i just really needed this#idk why im being so sappy all of a sudden but i really do <3 yall#im happy and i havent been happy in so long so like...thank you phannies and dan and phil
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