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ACottonSock's Sims 2 Mods Masterlist (Part 2)
The second part to my Sims 2 mod masterlist. NOTE: I use Ultimate Collection. Some mods may not work if you use Legacy Edition. Specifically, I know RPC and CJH Community Time DO NOT work (at the moment) on Legacy. Last Updated: 2/1/25 - Creation!
PART 1 | PART 2
Occult (Bigfoot, Werewolf) Mods
Bigfoot Romance: An edited version of the original Bigfoot romance mod that allows Bigfoot to fall in love with regular Sims, as well as have babies. You only need this mod, not the original as well.
Bigfoot Defaults - Eye Love: Default eye replacements for the legend, Bigfoot.
Bigfoot gets sewing/pottery badges: Makes spawned Bigfeet start with gold badges in pottery and sewing, just like naturally made ones.
Familial Bigfoot: Lets you have Bigfeet of all ages and both genders. MAKE SURE TO CHECK YOUR LOAD ORDER LISTED ON THE POST, AS THIS MOD HAS SEVERAL CONFLICTS.
Werewolf Personality: Rather than continuously changing personality forever, giving all werewolves the same personality, this mod changes personality only through the first 20 transformations.
Creature Fixes: Fixes for all of the supernatural and assorted creatures from the base game to AL.
Hereditary Supernaturalism: Occult status can now be inherited from parent to child.
No Alien Sexism: Allows both female and male abductees to get pregnant from alien probing.
New Pollination Technician: Changes what the alien pollination technician replacement looks like.
Bigfoot Semester Changes: Makes Semester Changes (under the 'College Mods' section) work with Bigfoot. MUST load after Cyjon’s mod AND after the Bigfoot mods.
Manipulator "Controller" Mods
Lamare LTW Chooser: Allows you to freely choose a Sim's lifetime wish without being restricted to the ones available just for their aspiration.
FFS Debugger: Provides options to fix several bugs, glitches, and other issues. Tons and tons of debugging options.
Auto Saver: Creates a dialog that pops up asking if you wish to save your game.
Bathroom Uses YOU!: Adds a toilet paper roll (with a hammer and sickle) that helps with bathroom door clogs. Has a nice feature that ejects a Sim immediately once they have done their business. Here's more recolors.
Cyjon's Debugger: A general purpose object, meant to compliment items like Pescado's batbox. Can be found in Buy Mode under Miscellaneous/Miscellaneous as the pizza box.
Sim Blender: The ultimate Sim management “God” mod.
Sim Manipulator: I use it for the ability to instantly change clothes to a different outfit or plan outfits by clicking on a Sim, and to make non-playable Sims easily selectable, but it has MANY more options.
Visitor Controller: Control which Sims are allowed to visit certain lots. Ban Sim from lots based on gender, aspiration, career, gender preference, and many other characteristics. Also allows you to ban Crumplebottom, Unsavory Charlatan and other annoying NPCs.
Sims 2 RPC: A custom Sims 2 Launcher with quality of life changes, firstborn syndrome fix, better graphics and more! INCOMPATIBLE AS OF RIGHT NOW WITH SIMS 2 LEGACY RE-RELEASE. CREATOR HAS STATED THEY WILL FIX.
College Mods
No College Time Progression On Community Lots: Prevents the college timer from progressing on community college lots and allows it to progress on all residential lots.
There Can Be Only One (Professor): Game will generate one rather than two professors for each major. Gender will be random.
Stinky Dormie Fix: Will stop dormies from doing an assignment when what they really need is a shower.
Young Adult Walk Fix: Fixes the Young Adult walk style so they walk normally. Fixes the Lazy sim idle animations to remove the gorilla slouch as well as the 'slow spin' clothes changing routine.
Later Classes: Moves all morning university classes later in the day so no class starts before noon.
Semester Changes: Substantially changes how the university works so it is more bearable and closer to being on the same schedule as the rest of the sims in your game.
Revised Majors: All the university majors have been revised so that they are actually relevant to careers.
Young Adults Can Enjoy Maternity (and all that): Umbrella category mod that includes: aging at university, pregnancy at university, alien pregnancy at university, adopting at university, school buses at university, and a fix for the University Greek houses. MUST HAVE MATERNITY CLOTHES FOR YA
Smarter choice of parent for entering college cinematic: Unmodded, the game always chooses the sim with the lowest neighbor ID to be in the cinematic. This fixes it so it's relationship based instead of Sim ID based.
Aging Mods
Custom Age Span: Links to PleasantSims' fantastic video on how to setup a custom agespan. My agespan goes as follows: Baby - 2 Days, Toddler - 4 Days, Child - 8 Days, Teen - 10 Days, Adult - 45 Days. Everything else is left at default.
Age Up at Midnight: Ages Sim up at midnight instead of 6pm. !! DO NOT USE THIS MOD IF YOU USE A CUSTOM AGE SPAN (ABOVE) !! Instead, you can edit the ijAgecons.package according to the description on this MTS post.
NPC Aging: NPC Sims on the active lot will age up one day at 6:00 PM, but only if they are ON the active lot. Does not impact playables.
Smart Age Correct: Corrects ages in 'hood to go along with your own custom agespan.
Career Mods
Jobs in Uni For All: Jobs on campus for Sims and pets.
Choose Career Type: Allows you to choose between part-time work or full-time work.
Young Adults Want and Fear Work: Young adults can have wishes and fears about work: find a job, go to work, get a promotion, etc.
Part & full time careers mutually satisfy wants: Getting a part-time job satisfies a want to get a full-time job in a corresponding career and vice versa.
Business Runs YOU!: Automates a lot of Sims 2 business processes, including: managing the employees, making them take breaks automatically, giving them reasonable wages automatically, so that your sims can spend time actually running their business instead of micromanaging the dumb employees so they don’t ragequit. Here's the invisible recolor for the hammer and sickle.
Professional Blogger: Sims can make money from blogging on the computer.
Job Level Labels: With this mod you can quickly see what level your Sim is in their career. In addition the number shows up when you are job searching.
Fixes
Anti-Redundancy: Eliminates spawning of unnecessary, redundant NPCs. Should only spawn one per type, more only if needed because the first is unavailable.
Child Computer Chat: The computer chat menu displays two submenus: Child (all the children online) and Adult (teens, adults and elders online). Access to the separate chat rooms is no longer restricted by the age of the user.
Coffee Cup Hack: Sims will no longer walk a mile to find a surface to place down their coffee cups. If no surface is nearby, they will just drop it.
Community Lot Parties: Allows you to throw parties on community lots.
Sims 2 Wants Tree Fix: Replaces the vanilla wants to allow Sims to roll for the broken EAxis divorce want. MAKE SURE TO PUT IN TSDATA/RES/WANTS FOLDER!!
Day Setter: Vase to change the day of the week it is. I use to sync rotations between households if something gets out of whack. Found under Misc/Misc.
Seasons and Weather Controller: Allows you to change the length of the seasons, but also has other season and weather-related uses.
Age Transition - Teens Keep Loves: Stops teens from losing their crushes/loves when age transitioning to adult/YA.
Apartment Life Fixes: Fixes a ton of Apartment Life related bugs.
Apartment Life UI Text Fonts Fix: Fixes UI text fonts issues brought on by AL.
Baby Wants Fix: Having a baby will also satisfy the Adopt a child want, if it is present. Vice versa, adopting a child (any age) will also satisfy the have a baby want.
Caged Pets Fixes: Fixed random bird death bug and other annoyances and bugs related to the birds and womrats.
Talk More, Eat Less: This hack will bypass the conversation if the Sim is in desperation for energy, hunger, fun or bladder, or is in a bad mood. Sims with maxed social will talk less.
Apology Fury Fix: Apology will reduce furiousness, as it was originally supposed to. Requires Smarter EP Check.
Call NPCs: Reverts a "fix" made in FreeTime that prevents sims from calling almost all NPCs.
Relationship Decay Fix: Fixes bug which causes game to error out when calculating the 4 pm relationship decay on very large families.
More Sleep: Players can direct sims to sleep at night, even if the sim is not tired.
Townie Apartment Residents: Apartment neighbors and roommates will be chosen from the townie pool rather than social groups.
Trim Inaccessible Bushes: Allows sims to trim bushes even if they can't reach them.
Community Lot Skilling: Controlled sims, NPCs, and townies may gain skills while visiting community lots, including non-college community lots.
Creativity Gain Enabled For Blogging & Diary: This mod allows sims to gain creativity skill while blogging/writing in their diary.
No Pet Job Wants: Disables the pets job wants.
Water Incessible Flowers: Allows you to water all flowers regardless of their location on the lot, including completely inaccessible or blocked ones.
Don't Wave At Me: Stops the turn, face camera, wave at you obnoxious thing when things go wrong.
Engagement Memory Fix: Fixes a bug that can cause a sim to get the wrong (bad/good) type of engagement memory.
Find A Mate Crystal Ball: Summon the power of the Gypsy's crystal ball, without having to deal with the old bat. Tell the ball what type of sim you are looking for and get a choice of the 5 matching sims in the hood that have the highest chemistry.
Finicky Pet Fix: Fixes a bug which causes finicky pets to refuse to eat from a food bowl until they are near starving to death.
Front Door Hack: Delivery persons should no longer be drawn to the inaccessible door. Garage doors are not considered front doors regardless of level.
Met New Great-Grandchild Memory: Sims will get a custom memory when they have great-grandchildren, similar to the one they get when they have grandchildren
Random Stereo Station: A mod that makes newly bought stereos choose a random station when being turned on for the first time instead of always choosing salsa.
Secondary Aspiration Attraction: Adjusts the attraction score between two Sims by taking into account their secondary aspirations.
Business Having No Customers Fix: Fixes an error concerning Sims 2 businesses and customers not showing up. SCROLL DOWN TO POST #7 TO FIND DOWNLOAD.
Waiter NPC Outfit Fix: If a waiter/waitress has body type #2, their outfit will no longer glitch.
No Mr. Humble: Makes Humble Computer buyable. Gets rid of the actual Rod Humble visitation.
No Stray Respawn: Prevents strays from respawning. Stray animal population will only grow or shrink as a result of your actions.
Sim Shadow Fix: Fixes blocks under Sims feet from outdated graphics.
Watch TV from all chairs: Edits the angle and distance at which a Sim can watch TV.
Woohoo Count Fix: Fixes a problem with woohoo count. If a Sim has woohooed with the same sim multiple times in different types of woohoo, the game will now consider that as having woohooed with only one sim.
Woohoo LTW Fix: Stops the woohoo LTW from disappearing after being achieved.
Date/Outing Stood Up Fix: This mod fixes the broken timer behavior for standing dates/outings up.
Sim Transparency Fix: This mod will prevent Sims from randomly getting broken transparency.
Gardener Invasion Fix: Fixes a serious bug that occurred when a gardener couldn't get out of a car. The game will no longer create an infinite number of gardeners who will invade your house and bloating your game files.
Adult/Elder Tent Woohoo Fix: EAxis messed up and made it so adults could only woohoo with other adults in tents, and elders with other elders. Now adults and elders can woohoo each other in tents if the other requirements are met.
Same Sex Marriage: Replaces 'joined' to be 'married' for sex same couples.
No Corrupt Death: Suppresses the corrupt death memory.
No Sim Loaded: Removes the “Sim Loaded” token and others every time you load a lot, preventing lag, and also prevents and fixes the Super Duper Hug Bug.
No Unlinkage On Urnstone Delete: Game no longer partially destroys sim file on deletion of tombstone. May resolve potential random tombstone losses when moving tombstones to community lots resulting from shredded character files produced by unlinkage.
Outdoor Lights All Night: Outdoor lights will stay on until 7 am rather than 2 am.
Smarter Chair Selection: Sims are smarter about choosing where to sit during activities like reading and eating pizza.
Smarter EP Check: Creates a new, more robust and accurate Expansion Pack and Stuff Pack check.
Smarter Privacy: Sims are smarter about bathroom and woohoo privacy, ignoring unshooable or irrelevant sims.
Fix subhood selection: These mods will allow you to select from a list of downtowns and shopping districts, by removing the large button which prevents the display of the entire list.
Townie Budget Mod: Townies can no longer buy items they can’t afford at businesses, eat at restaurants if they have no money, etc.
Walkbys Behave: Makes the Sims walking by stop being annoying (ie. stop stealing newspaper, kicking over trash, etc.).
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Headcanons: how they behave on the Internet and in correspondence with you🩵
Featuring: Cho Hyun Ju x Reader(f), Thanos (Su Bong) x Reader(f), Gang No Eul x Reader(f), Nam Gyu x Reader(f), Park Gyeong Seok x Reader(f)
Warnings: deviation from the canon, AU without squid game.
A/N: Thank you very much for 300 readers on my channel! I tried very hard to write something interesting for you!
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Cho Hyun Ju
Her avatar on the social network⬇️
How does she behave on the Internet
•The girl doesn't really like to put her photos on her avatar, so she decided to put bouquets of flowers that you give her. She always takes pictures of them as a souvenir.
•Ju is subscribed to groups about cooking, about transgender people, about fashion and groups about your favorite series and shows.
•She has a closed account and not many friends. Of which you, transgender friends, with whom she is very good friends, because common interests and destinies have united them.
How does she behave in your correspondence
•She likes to send you good morning pictures in the morning or just cute images of animals, flowers, nature.
•When you are both at work, she tries to write to you every free minute, and you immediately try to answer her.
•She still can't learn how to send you voice messages, so she writes everything manually!
•Hyun Ju writes you a lot about love, even at a distance you should feel that she loves you very much and takes care of you.
•The girl likes to send cute emojis in every message. Even if they are not quite appropriate, she will still do it! That's how she tries to convey all her emotionality.
«Baby, how are you? How are things at work? Didn't you forget to have lunch? 😊 I miss you a lot!! 😭😭😭 I'm waiting for the evening to enjoy you as soon as possible!! ❤️❤️❤️ I love you very much!!! ❤️❤️❤️»
«I got off work early!! 🥳🥳🥳 I'll go to the store now, tell me, do you need to buy something there? ☺️ I can also pick you up after work! ❤️»
«It's only been an hour since we parted, but I miss you already!!! 😭😭😭😭»
«Baby, maybe we can call at lunch??? I miss you a lot!! ❤️❤️❤️ or should we go to a cafe and have lunch together?? 😊😊😊»
Thanos (Su Bong)
His avatar on the social network⬇️
How he behaves on the Internet
•The guy has a lot of photos in his profile: photos from his concert, clubs, with friends, ordinary selfies, photos with you. But he always puts on the avatar only those photos that you personally took. You are a personal photographer for him. This is how he expresses his love.
•Su Bong is subscribed to groups about music, clubs, and some of his fan groups.
•He has an open profile, but not many friends. He adds only loved ones: you, his close friends, work colleagues. Because of all this, he has a lot of subscribers, as fans want to be his friends.
How he behaves in your correspondence
•He likes to send you his funny photos, especially when you are far away from him.
•Su tries to write to you every free minute, because he is ashamed that he spends more time in the studio.
•He is also a fan of flirting even in correspondence, which will soon grow into a much vulgar one.
«Now I'm sitting in the studio, but I could lie in bed with you and do something more interesting😏»
«Fuck, I'm going to be late today. And I miss you so much, baby. If you want, come to my studio, we'll be all alone»
«Nam invites you and me to his club for a party, I'll go if you agree to join. He said he was really waiting for us»
«Fuck, baby, I miss you!»
Gang No Eul
Her avatar on social networks⬇️
How does she behave on the Internet
•The girl doesn’t have her profile photos, as she registered for you.
•But then she decided to put a photo on her avatar, which you took quietly. She seemed very cute and decided to put it on. All for you. ⬇️
•She is not subscribed to any groups, she does not have time to read what they write there.
•Since No Eul registered only for you, her profile is closed, and you are the only friend. She doesn't need anyone else.
How does she behave in your correspondence
•The girl is very worried about you, so she often asks about your condition, it happens when you are both at work, or only her.
•She doesn't really know how to express her love, it manifests itself not only in life, but also in correspondence. So don't be offended by her, she tries very hard, but everything goes gradually!!
•Since she does not know how to show her feelings strongly, the girl puts ❤️ in almost every message so that you at least feel that she loves you very much.
•No Eul also tries to write to you every free minute, because she can't even pick up the phone while working.
•She also puts dots after each sentence, but this does not mean that she is offended, but simply observes punctuation.
«How are you? How do you feel? I finally have a break and I was able to write to you. ❤️»
«After work, I'll pick you up, because it's very late and all kinds of terrible men walk around.»
«I'll be back late. Go to bed without me. I'm sorry it happened that way. ❤️»
«Maybe we can have lunch together? I want to spend more time with you. ❤️»
Nam Gyu
His avatar on the social network⬇️
How he behaves on the Internet
•The guy has a lot of photos in his profile, especially those related to cats. He also has photos from the club, with friends, ordinary photos and joint photos with you. And since he loves cats, he photoshops the cat's ears and muzzle and puts it on his avatar for the sake of a joke.
•Gyu is subscribed to bands about music, cats, about his club, as well as fan groups about his friend Thanos.
•He has an open profile and a lot of friends. Unlike Thanos, he adds absolutely everyone, as he is a very friendly person.
How he behaves in your correspondence
•He sends you a lot of meme pictures with cats, well, he loves them very much.
•Uses both light flirting and more vulgar. Especially when you haven't seen him for a long time because of work.
•Nam likes to send you emojis with hearts, so he expresses his love for you.
•A guy can sometimes write with mistakes, and also not follow the punctuation. As he likes to say: I write as I feel.
«Kiss me if I'm wrong, but dinosaurs still exist, right? 😏❤️»
«Kitten come to my club I'm bored😭😭😭😭»
«Thanos said he was better than me! 😡 I told him no because I have such a cool girl like you❤️»
«Meow-meow I'm bored maybe we'll call? Or are you busy now?»
Park Gyeong Seok
His avatar on the social network⬇️
P.S. I wanted to take another photo where I can add you, but I didn't find anything like it, so I took this one. But let's imagine that he has a photo on his avatar where all three of you are standing.
How he behaves on the Internet
•He publishes photos with his daughter and with you, sometimes only Na Yeon photos, rarely his photos.
•The man is subscribed to groups about art and psychology.
•He has a closed profile and few people. You and his closest friends are among friends.
How he behaves in your correspondence
•He writes you big messages about his love, because he wants to cheer you up for the whole day.
•Also, a man is very worried about you and his daughter, so he almost always asks about your well-being.
•He likes to send you photos of nature that he took while in the park, he also likes to take pictures of his paintings.
•Gyeong likes to send you laughing emojis, we don't forget that he is much older than you, so you don't always understand his jokes, and his emojis sometimes annoy you, but you don't confess to him because you don't want to offend.
«How are you there? What do you do? Na Yeon is not capricious?»
«I love you very much. ❤️»
«I'll try to finish the work earlier and then the three of us can go for a walk in the park and eat ice cream.»
«There's such a funny situation here! A dog is barking at the package near me, it probably thinks it's a monster. 🤣🤣🤣🤣»
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Heart Shaped Box
dividers by @chilumitos
Jackson Joel x f!reader
Sorta sub Joel, he just wants to pleasure you, he is very demure, yay smut, f receiving oral, fluff, no physical description of reader, no use of y/n. ~1.4k words. I wrote this with game Joel in mind but feel free to imagine Pedro🤎
The light in the room is warm and dim as you lay in Joel’s arms. The sun has set and it’s finally just the two of you. You had never thought that you would ever have such quiet, peaceful moments like this.
He holds you so close. He kisses you gently at first, then deepens it; his large hand cradling the back of your head.
You whimper as he slips his tongue into your mouth and that only spurs him on further. He begins to shift slowly so that you’re beneath him; his large form crowding you comfortably and his big arms holding you tight. He never lets you go, his calloused palms constantly roaming over your body, squeezing the soft parts of you.
The low, gruff moans that escape him as he kisses you go straight to your pussy. You feel yourself getting wet for him immediately.
Joel makes his way down your neck, kissing and biting softly. You spread your legs so that he can settle between them.
“Mmmm” he moans as you grind on him through his jeans. His cock is getting harder by the second and you smirk because you know exactly what he wants to do.
He slowly starts to unzip your pants, looking up at you, a hint of desperation in his brown eyes.
“Can I? Please?” He asks in that deep voice, the voice that turns you on just hearing it.
Your smirk grows wider.
“Can you please, what?” You ask.
It sends a thrill through you to see Joel Miller, so strong and commanding; a man who some people feared, begging to please you.
He smiles somewhat sheepishly, his eyes casting down for a second.
His shyness only fuels your desire, making you want him even more. You love it when he gets bashful. He'd been so brooding and quiet when you'd first met him, you never would have expected him to be so sweet, so giving.
He leans closer to you and kisses you again.
“Can I taste you? Please?” He adds.
You giggle,
"Of course you can!" You tease and he smiles, burying his face in your neck and kissing you. You squeal at how the scruff on his face tickles you.
"Mmm, you like makin' me ask for it, don't you?" He rasps in your ear. You shudder as his breath hits you.
“Maybe I do.” Your soft laugh turns into a moan as he trails his mouth down your body, moving your shirt up and kissing your stomach. He moves up briefly to pull your shirt off of you and you shift to unclasp your bra, taking it off and throwing it to the side. Joel moves back up over your body.
“Fuck…” he breathes as he looks down at you.
He lets out a ragged inhale and squeezes your breasts with both hands. You moan and let your head fall back, arching your back as his rough hands massage you. He rubs and pinches your nipples gently, leaning down to suck on them, swirling his tongue around each one and biting them ever so slightly.
He finally tears himself away. Your tits are mesmerizing, but there was only one thing he wanted right now. One thing he needed to do.
He pulls your pants and underwear down, leaving you completely bare for him. You give him a soft smile which he returns with a gentle stroke down the side of your face, the rough pad of his thumb grazing your cheekbone.
“My sweet girl” He murmurs as he slowly makes his way down between your legs, kissing down your body.
When he reaches your mound he presses his nose against your pussy, inhaling deeply.
“Mmmm” he moans huskily and dips his tongue into the pool of your arousal. He breathes heavily for a moment before starting again.
He licks you lightly, his tongue trailing up between your lips before softly flicking your clit.
“Mmm Joel” you whine out, “don’t tease me…please.”
The sound of your begging makes his cock even harder in his jeans.
“Sorry sweetheart.” His voice is low and rough, gravelly, barely more than a whisper.
Then he swirls his tongue around your clit and begins really working it, sucking it into his mouth, doing whatever kind of magic he works when he’s down there.
You moan and arch your back, grinding your hips into his face.
He clutches your upper thighs in his large hands, keeping his face pressed against your cunt no matter how much you squirm.
“Oh my god.” He moans against you as he thrusts his tongue inside your tight little hole, “Tastes so fucking good baby.” He manages to get the words out in between the obscene slurping noises.
“Does it really?” You ask breathily, smiling coyly as heat rises to your cheeks.
“Yeah.” He says softly, pulling away a little bit.
When your eyes meet he looks down, smiling a little as blush creeps up to his face.
“Yeah?” You press, his shyness making you crazy.
“Yeah,” he says again, tracing patterns on your inner thigh, still blushing, “I’ve been thinkin’ about-“
“Look at me Joel.” You order him suddenly and he looks up quickly, his brown eyes filled with adoration and looking so sweet and desperate.
“What have you been thinking about?” You ask sweetly, loving how he’s being right now; how you’re almost in control of him at this moment.
“I’ve been thinking about havin’ my mouth on you.”
“Hmm…” you feel yourself smiling deviously, “And where did you want your mouth?”
His eyes widen slightly and he smiles, laughing a little as he looks down quickly.
His gaze locks on yours again and he leans closer to your cunt.
“Right here.” He breathes and kisses your clit softly. The masculine rumble of his voice makes you clench around his tongue as he thrusts it into you.
You gasp and grip the sheets, your hips lifting off the bed again.
“Joel!” You moan his name, a high pitched, broken sound; so sweet and precious it makes his head spin.
He eats your pussy desperately, moaning into you, whimpering into you. You sit up a little and catch a glimpse of him grinding his hips into the bed. It’s so hot and pathetic you almost come right then and there.
You can feel it starting to build up in you as he moves his tongue over your clit expertly. He spreads your legs even further until you’re spread open completely for him.
You reach down and run your fingers through his soft hair, massaging his scalp with your fingertips.
He moans softly against your cunt. You tilt your hips, letting him lick the most intimate parts of you.
He switches up, licking quickly and then sucking your clit; his eyes closed and his brow furrowed, getting lost between your thighs.
You’re getting closer, your legs are starting to shake and you have to clap a hand over your mouth to avoid letting out a very loud moan.
“Fuck baby, give it to me.” He grits out against you. His mouth draws your orgasm out of you and you stifle your moans as much as you can but you’re still shaking and gasping, quivering as your release soaks Joel’s beard.
Bolts of pleasure shoot through you as you writhe against his face.
Joel just smiles against you at the sight of you coming undone. Your release tastes so good, almost pouring into his mouth and he drinks it down greedily. He feasts upon you as you come for him, running a hand over your stomach and up to squeeze one of your breasts.
He keeps going even after you come down, causing you to twitch from the overstimulation.
“Joel,” You whimper, “I-I can’t anymore.”
“Just a little more.” He whispers as you try to move away, pulling you back against his mouth,
“Just a little more, please baby.” He sighs before licking your clit lightly, his eyes closing in contentment.
His pleading is undeniably sexy and you find that you don’t mind the gentle stroke of his tongue on your sensitive pussy.
“Mmmm fine.” You smile down at him, “But just for a little bit. I want you inside me.”
“Anything you want, baby.” He smirks.
Anything to hear you moan like that for him again. His cock is straining against his pants and it isn’t long before he’s freed himself from their confines; his naked body pressed against yours.
Holding you tight in his arms, he sinks his thick length into you, getting lost in you once again.
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So it’s obvious that the girls had lives and families before the Cadou, so it got me wondering. What if the girls had a biological older or younger sibling that comes to work in the castle? It would probably feel weird to the girls to see what is basically a clone of you, that remembers a different version of you but you can’t remember them.
Tbh I love to occasionally think of setting Elena up as this (due to her obvious resemblance to Cassandra due to their models)👀 that’s a very interesting thought, hon!👀 this one’s got a bit angsty🙃
This one’s a little off my usual HCs for them since I HC that all 3 take a good 80 years tops to get to the point where they are in the game. Maturity and growth wise XD
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Bela
Contrary to popular belief, not all are forced into the castle, forced to work there, to cook and clean and serve
Many come for the safety it can provide, the three meals a day, the roof above one’s head, the protection against Lycans
You, have come for a different reason
Bela Dimitrescu
The eldest of Alcina Dimitrescu, countess of Castle Dimitrescu, the head of the house
Her eldest. Her successor. Her heiress. One of three daughters, sisters
But also, your sister
She carries a different name now, looks a little different, acts different. But it’s her, undeniably so
You begin by working at the castle, and you work hard
Hard, quickly, every day. More and more. No task is too hard for you, no goal unreachable, for you have a single goal in mind;
To get to Bela
You know, you need to see her
You need to see your sister
You didn’t think you would again, that she would be lost forever after being taken by Mother Miranda
To see her in the distance, dragging something back to the castle…alive
Different, but alive
You need to know if your sister is still there
And so, as you continue to work hard and pick up more and more tasks, you eventually work your way up in the castle
Past ordinary tasks, ranking above the average maid
Until, at last, you’re assigned to clean and organize Bela’s spaces when she wants for it
You’re incredibly nervous on the first day, well aware that you will see her up close for the first time
While you’ve seen Cassandra around plenty times and managed to dodge her and had Daniela throw herself at you a few times, Bela has been distant, far too busy to spare the staff a glance or even interact with it
And when you are summoned to her office and finally see her, you feel like your heart is stopping
Her eyes are different, she sports a tattoo on her forehead. Her clothing is much richer and darker and while she barely wore make up in the village, she wears some now
But, beyond all this, she’s your sister still
Of course, she notices your racing heart
But, unlike her sisters, her reaction is different
She doesn’t grin, doesn’t approach you with a predatory smile and shine to her eyes as Cassandra would
She doesn’t move towards you with a sultry smile and seductive eyes as Daniela likes to do
Instead, she rolls her eyes subtly, as though a little annoyed
You immediately straighten up. You’re not sure how much she’s changed, but you know well enough to not anger her. Especially on your first day. You’ve heard rumors she is particularly unforgiving as it comes to a lack of competence
This, though, has you smile a little
This, at least, is a little like your sister, even if she was far, far more soft spoken in the village, unable to speak out as she can now due to the harsh, outdated hierarchy
Still, you remember her subtly rolling her eyes and glancing to you whenever something or someone annoyed her
Sensing your shift in behavior, she at last turns again, her hand raising, her gloved fingers gesturing to the room
As she talks, you can’t help but feel your heart ache. Her voice, though far more confident, is still the same
Your sister…
So close, yet so far
You so desperately want to reach out, to wrap your arms around her
You’re certain it wouldn’t be a very good idea judged by the dried blood around her lips
And still, you force yourself to stay quiet, to stay professional, to avoid staring at your long-lost sister overly long
As she works, you notice she checks in on you occasionally, critical as always, checking if you’re doing your work correctly
You can’t help a small smile
Even after all those years, you know how she likes to organize things. You know what ticks her off, what makes her smile, satisfied
You perform every task she gives you far better than all others, and she quickly decides she’s pleased with you. Pleased enough to have you work for her more and more
Every day, you see her
No. Every day, you see a shadow of who she was
She’s not quite your sister, and you’re not quite part of her family
She’s none the wiser, and you don’t dare tell her
You notice, though, she’s growing suspicious
Sometimes, you catch her staring, unashamed when she continues looking at you even when you turn to her
Like she’s trying to figure something out
Like she’a trying to figure out why you look so similar and familiar to her, but she has no recollection of you at all
At first, she thinks; could you be related to a former lover?
But…no, it doesn’t seem right
She can’t even begin to think she might be your sister
And you..you aren’t sure telling her is the best course of action
You can’t help but worry, fearing she might take you for a fool if you told her the truth
You know, in her eyes, she has a family
A new family
A stronger family
Not you…
She’s happy, you can’t help but notice. Or seems it, at least. She’s safe. And while she is occasionally heard complaining about “her sisters”, it isn’t hard to tell she loves them dearly nonetheless
Unsurprisingly, this stings
But…you can’t help but wonder whether it’s for the best
You’re about to tell her, once. About to spill your heart out and tell her everything. About to plead with her to come home
Home…
To the village, where it isn’t safe
A village, whose inhabitants have come to hate who your sister has turned into
How can you possibly ask her to do that? How could she possibly accept that?
You tell yourself, you won’t bother her. That after she’s looked after you all her life, you will look after her and grant her this life, now
But…you can’t bring yourself to stay away
You work eagerly, show up on time, every single day
You never fail to complete a task to her upmost satisfaction, and work for as long as you can, desperate to be with her and see her
You too notice yourself grow clingier, while she grows more and more curious
You seem so familiar, at ease. She can’t understand you, can’t figure you out at all
She wants to
She suspects, you must be keeping something from her
And when one day she confronts you, you almost forget who she is, now. That she no longer is the meek villager, the woman trying hard to protect you even if it meant being punished for it
The woman who would never resort to violence
You refuse to tell her what’s going on, originally, mistaking your relationship with Bela for one far more familiar than it is, now
You find yourself pressed against the window with a sickle to your throat, the not-so subtle threat of falling or being sliced imminent
You panic, suddenly struck with the realization again that despite her looks and certain similarities, this is not quite your sister
And you certainly are not family to her in her eyes
Terrified, you’re forced to realize; she will kill you, should you not speak up
And when you do, sobbing that she’s your sister, it’s like time stands still
She doesn’t believe it, at first
And for a moment, you’re certain she will kill you
But, the killing blow doesn’t come, and you’re left alone in her study instead
In the next couple of days, you don’t see her at all
You can’t even catch as much as a glimpse of her, really
Unbeknownst to you, your words have caused a small panic within her
She spends the majority of her days with Alcina, asking questions here and there, curious whether you could be telling the truth
She’s never quite cared for her former life
Of course, Alcina has once told her that she did exist as someone else before she was reborn
But, with her wonderful family surrounding her, she never found it within her to care
Now, she feels almost like she’s forced to
She panics easily at the thought of you, pacing as thoughts swirl about in her head
Often, it takes Alcina to calm her
It takes days for Bela to sort out her thoughts, to come to a point where she’s at least capable of making a choice
A choice, that comes a little easier to her than she likes to admit
The next day, you find your belongings packed and a carriage awaiting you, along with a handsome amount of gold
Some of the maidens congratulate you, others glance at you filthily, their jealousy clear as day
You feel only dread, only hurt
It’s clear to you in an instant; this is her doing
As much as she feels this odd feeling of familiarity with you, Bela can’t- no, does not want to- turn her back on her new family
She’s a Dimitrescu, and, to her, her family is Alcina, Cassandra and Daniela
She feels no sense of love towards you, no sense of affection she so dearly holds for her younger sisters
But, she does not want to see you hurt
She sends you off, away from the castle
You can’t be a part of her life. She makes this much clear
But, she sees to it that you’re cared for, financially, at least enough to afford a safe home
She can’t bring herself to do more than that
She’s a Dimitrescu, now, proudly so
And you are not
Cassandra
Cassandra Dimitrescu
A terror from the castle
A monster to many villagers. A devil, some even call her. A sadist, certainly. A predator, yes
Your sister
Can I be?
Could it really be her?
You remember her well, remember her strong face and stubbornness, her fierce protectiveness over you, which often led to her getting hurt
She never complained, never stopped protecting you
She’d always shield you from the dangers in the village
Gone, now
Given to Mother Miranda long ago
You remember she fought
You remember being unable to help her, staring into her brown eyes, wide and angry, as she was dragged away
The next time you look into her eyes, they’re golden, but unmistakably hers, still
It’s during a raid of the village, when you find yourself panting on the floor, watching a mysterious brunette rip apart the villager in front of you
Cassandra Dimitrescu
Then, when she turned, your sister…
Her face, her voice…but…not quite her
The woman in front of you is bloodied, and bloodthirsty. She holds your sister’s anger still, shows it openly, but it’s directed at everyone, and it feels like any wrong move could have it direct towards you, too
You aren’t sure why your instincts-unlike your wish- tell you not to run into her arms. But looking back, you’re certain it saved your life
Rooted in place, you can only stare and shiver, shake helplessly as the woman you’re so sure could be your sister tears apart the villager in front of you
By some miracle you aren’t next, left on the ground as she laughs and turns into what looks like a swarm of flies
Maybe, you should have dropped things
Maybe, you should have accepted your sister’s death
Maybe, you shouldn’t have gone chasing Cassandra
But, you do
You set out to work at the castle despite the rumors surrounding it
You know, after all, that is when you will find her
And, sure enough, you find out plenty
You find out, she’s the middle child, sister to Bela and Daniela Dimitrescu
A different family
A different woman?
But…you can’t help but see her, even as you’re confronted with the scary stories the staff likes telling about her in the dark
Maybe, you should have dropped it indeed
Finding Cassandra proves to be an easy task. Avoiding her sickle, a more difficult one
She’s loud, as your sister used to be, unfiltered
You remember, back then, this used to be a problem
You can’t help but notice, she seems happier, now
More confident
Free
Unburdened
Excited
Selfishly, perhaps, you can’t help but hope she isn’t loved. That maybe, she will come back to you
You’d hide her, make sure no resentful villager can find and hurt her. Or, by now, be hurt by her
Perhaps, this should be alarming
Still, you so desperately want to get your sister back
You try working your way up in the castle, try to work in areas you heard she regularly visits
The armory, she cellars, the wing containing her chambers
But, soon you realise; working hard has Bela Dimitrescu turn to you, not Cassandra
Bela, who seems to value order and your hard work
Daniela, who makes it a point to fluster you and all other staff members she comes across. So far, you have been lucky. You find; sticking to a group is important with the redhead, lest her seemingly random mood changes are directed at you
You begin to pull back a little, to take more risks, hoping it might catch Cassandra’s eye
Then, one day, it happens naturally
You’re caught up in a fight, screaming and scratching at the woman attacking you
You aren’t sure how it happened, how the maiden’s hurtful remarks could turn into a full blown fight
Nails scrape against skin, dig against it, hair is pulled
An unnecessary fight, foolish, in an already dangerous workplace
But, it’s enough to capture the sadist’s attention
You both flinch back when she’s suddenly there, and you gasp when her sickle easily slices forth through the air
It catches both of you, still, forming a bleeding cut at your cheek and a deep slash at the maiden’s one
She immediately begs for mercy, falls to her knees and sobs. You stand frozen in place
This close to her, you can’t help but look up again, your eyes finding her golden ones
Gold…not brown.. but the same lazy eye, the same frustration held in them
She’d always get so annoyed and frustrated at useless sobbing, would always scold you when you cried and apologized when she was hurt because of you
You know, this is your sister, deep down
You can’t bring yourself to look away. You want nothing more than to lunge forward, to wrap your arms around her and never let go
You’ve missed your sister so much. Now, she’s so close, yet so far
You flinch when the bloodied sickle is raised to your throat next, flinch and shiver uncomfortably when her tongue drags against the bleeding cut at your cheek
You don’t dare pull away, try to think about how embarrassed she will be once you tell her everything and she remembers you
The thought keeps you going despite your racing heart
And for a moment, she draws back, as if almost familiar with the scent and taste of the blood, as if it was far too similar to her own, far down beneath the scent and taste of her rotten one
For a second, you think she might understand, that she might suspect who you are
That she might remember
But, she doesn’t, and only pulls away again, eying you suspiciously
Of course, the huntress notices your odd taste and scent, so utterly familiar and out of place at the same time
She’s…curious, she decides
And while she snatches the other maid and leaves you that day, you’re summoned to the armory the very next one
From then on, you are to work for her
A deadly position
You still feel her eyes on you, always. You’re certain she’s around even when you can’t see her. Your sister always looked out for you. You hope, it can be like that again
As you work, you feel her around you, hear her flies buzzing while she stays in the shadows
She doesn’t speak, doesn’t come near you
Instead, she watches you, studies your mannerisms. Sometimes, she snarls, and you notice it’s usually triggered by you doing something your sister used to do
In the back of your mind, you wonder whether she still does those things, even as her life seems to be so different
In time, this stays the exact same
It’s always tense with her. Often, you’re around when she drags a new victim with her
At other times, she slices at you, always taking a taste for herself as if tying to study your taste and blood. Her injuries- to you at least- are never lethal. You can’t help but wonder, perhaps naively, that this is done on purpose. You’re sure someone like Cassandra is capable of differentiating
Working for her, you learn more and more about her
With a heavy heart, you notice her anger is much more prominent, now
And while it was often her cut and beat at the village by stronger, bigger villagers, it is now her who cuts and beats, slices and bites, taunts and tortures for hours to no be
Prey, turned to a predator
How could you possibly bring her back home?
How could you possibly get her to stop consuming blood?
At times, you like to daydream, perhaps she can change. Perhaps, you can feed her. Perhaps, she can come live with you. Maybe it will work out
But, she is loved, here
It’s not often you see a glimpse of this, but it’s there
She’s an older sister, here. A younger sister. A daughter. They are each others’ everything
You grow more and more depressed with each day at the castle, less and less convinced that you can ever be with your sister again
Each passing day you notice how much she has changed, how she could never live at the village with you again
Each passing day you notice how bloodthirsty she is, how unique, now
And each passing day you grow less convinced to tell her the truth
Then, one day, it’s as though she has it figured out
You gasp when you’re awoken in the middle of the night. She’s in the staff’s quarters, the beds around you bloodied, all others now forced into an endless sleep, their heads turned, limbs broken, throats sliced
Clearly, she wants to be alone with you
The Realisation that murder comes so naturally to your sister now is horrifying. You know, there is no scenario in which she can return to how she used to be, no amount of love and talking from you. Cassandra is different, now
She claims, she knows who you are
You can’t talk. Can’t hug her as you want, knowing if you do the stench of blood and guts that clings to her will bleed into your scent, too
You can’t speak, can only cry as she sits at your bed
You missed your sister so much
You never thought about how even now that she’s here, she isn’t quite your sister
Not anymore
She asks you what she was like
You can’t answer
She asks you what your parents were like
You can’t answer
You can only stare ahead blankly, knowing that despite her apparent calmness and curiosity, she cares little for you
Her eyes hold no love, only curiosity. She knows, you’re too different. She knows, you don’t accept her, can’t accept her, like this, your head far too full of fake hopes and dreams of a sweet family reunion
She has a family already
She asks you what her name was
You can’t answer
She’s growing annoyed, and you can only sit in silence, the stench of the bodies in the room filling your nose
She raises from the bed, her sickle raised. She demands answers from you, answers her mother could not give her
Who was she?!
You can’t answer
Who she was, is not who she is
Cassandra Dimitrescu
Bitter, you grit your teeth
Not your sister, not anymore. A different name, a different family, a different set of ideals, no longer yours alone. It was meant to be the two of you against the world
Bitter, you turn your head from her
Her patience runs out, and you draw your last breath
Daniela
Your sister…
Not a day passes you don’t think of her
At times, your heart aches when you think of her and feel anger and bitterness at her for leaving you. For being foolish. For being delusional. For being taken away from your family
You still see her eyes when you close yours, so wide and fearful, full of tears
You remember running and hiding away when she was taken, her screams loud, her cheeks wet with salty tears
You never thought you’d see her again, thought your precious sister was gone forever
Or, maybe even worse, a mindless lycan roaming the forest
You didn’t think she still existed, haven’t heard a thing from her
Until the day you too were sent away
Not to Mother Miranda, no, but to work at the castle
A cruel fate, certainly. You’re sure, your “parents” do not fully intend for you to return, money prioritized over you being home
You’re terrified on your first day, your mind full of stories the scared staff has whispered to you already
Whispers of three sisters- Bela, Cassandra, Daniela, and their mother
Bela, the cruel one
Cassandra, the sadistic one
Daniela, the unpredictable one
Alcina, the noble one, nearly impossible to please
You’re walking with a small group of women- soon to be staff members too- when you turn your head at a noise in the distance
A giggle, light, a little manic, but so painfully familiar
Your eyes are wide as you search for the source of it, your breathing ragged already
Could it be?
Could your sister be here?
A staff member, too?
A prisoner?!
You can’t see her clearly, but your eyes are fixated on two women in the distance
One, short, in a maiden’s uniform. You can’t see her face, but recognise the auburn-ginger hair, still
You think, she’s a little shorter than your sister was, but refuse to let go of the string of hope you’re clutching to you, now
In front of her stands a tall woman, dressed in black. You can’t see her face, can’t make out anything but her height, the black dress and coat and the few flies surrounding her and connecting to her skin
You shiver, not trusting the sight. Surely, it didn’t really connect with the woman
But, you’re sure: she must be one of the three sisters, one of the supposed monsters roaming the castle
Briefly, you want to fight, thinking your sister could be in danger
Has the tall woman taken a shine to her? Has she gotten herself in trouble because of her heart, again?
The thought it almost too much to bear
You didn’t help her, couldn’t help her, back then
You want to, now
But as you take a single step towards the pair a hand grabs your arm already, holding you back firmly
“Don’t stray”, the unknown woman, a maid, warns
You’re led back to the group, your eyes lingering on the two women for as long as they stay in your sight
You can only pray, your sister is safe
You only pray, you will see her again, will get to hug her again, talk to her again
Ah, and your wish does come true, in the end
When, just the day after, you’re assigned to the library
An easy task, really. Stacking books, reorganizing them, sweeping dust here and there
You clean idly, your head turning often in hopes of seeing your sister
But, the library is empty
You turn often, keep imagining the sound of her voice until you’re worried you didn’t hear her the day before at all
Then, out of nowhere, you feel a body press up against your back, a sickle held against your cheek
Immediately, you go completely tense, already picking up the scent of blood and flowery perfume behind you
“Oooo, you must be new!”
Instantly, you turn, even as the sharp blade grazes your skin
Your eyes are wide when you do so
First, hopeful
Then, almost horrified
You stare up at the woman in black clothing, her golden eyes set on you, her gaze curious and almost dreamy
You study her features, so familiar to you that you could paint them from memory easily
Your sister
Uncaring of the circumstances, you can’t help but throw your arms around her, your head pressing against her neck, tears already forming at your eyes
You hear her gasp above you, then hear her coo, as though you were nothing but a puppy clinging to her
When you look up at her hopefully, you see no recognition in her eyes at all, though find the faintest flicker of curiosity in the seemingly endless pools of gold
Gold, that you remember being green. Your heart aches as you find a glimpse of it in her eyes still, like a faint reminder of who she once was
You call her name, and she frowns. You try to search your mind, hoping to find her name in the countless scary stories that have been told to you
Daniela
Daniela Dimitrescu
A new name. A new life. A new reality, for her
Briefly, you think bitterly; she’s left you behind again
But you won’t be letting go of her this time. Won’t let her heart carry her away, won’t let her naivety take her from you again. Maybe, if you bring her home, your family could be once more
You’ve missed her so much
You frown when she coos again, her black painted lips spreading into a smile. She smiles, like a predator finding its prey
You shiver, but don’t let go
You won’t let go of your sister, this time
You call her name again, and just briefly there’s a flicker of anger in her eyes, as though growing annoyed with the idea you might mistake her for someone else
Tears begin to form in your eyes
“Don’t you remember me?”
Daniela is, overall, relatively easy to convince of who she uses to be
She hears you out, even as you get the feeling she’s barely taking anything in, as though your- her- story was nothing but that; a story to her, a fairytale
Still, she takes care of you, brings you along a lot
Daniela does not allow you to call her by the name she once went by, but she’s- kind, even as her sisters and mother send more than just one deadly glance your way
You understand fast: she is loved here. She has made a new family, has found one
She’s changed
But maybe, you can change too
You try hard to understand, try not to let it bother you when she kills and taunts and drinks from the staff
You try especially hard to avoid letting her see your terror whenever she randomly turns into a swarm of insects
After all, she could still be your sister, too
And while her sisters seem out for blood, Daniela seems almost excited to have you with her
She spends every day with you, chatting, playing games she has invented or heard of, telling you about her day
Only can you not get rid of that…feeling
Like she doesn’t view you as family, no
She has her family, after all…
No, you are- a friend, perhaps
A friend, she spends every single day with
Until, eventually, she becomes busier
When she hunts all day long and only has time for you in the evenings
When she prefers her new family over you, eventually
When, at last, she grows tired of playing with the little human that just can’t seem to keep up with her
You’re allowed to live at the castle, growing older while she stays forever young, energetic and happy, quickly bored when she visits and, in time, you can neither keep up with her speed nor understand her when she speaks far too fast and a little too low
In the years you spend together, she finds; she does find comfort in you
She likes you, too
But- she is a Dimitrescu
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⋆. 𐙚 ̊ 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 ; quinn hughes
( short fic )
pairing : boyfriend!quinn x fem!reader wc. 1k
genre : fluff, tiny bit of angst warnings : implicit mention of nudity
summary : after a tough game leaves quinn frustrated and exhausted, you comfort him in gentle ways reminding him that he deserves care just as much as he gives it
the front door creaked open, and you immediately knew it was quinn by the sound of his footsteps shuffling into the apartment. you glanced up from where you were chopping vegetables on the kitchen counter, your eyes catching sight of him as he dropped his gear bag near the entrance. his shoulders were slumped, his head hung low, and his expression was a mix of exhaustion and frustration.
“hey,” you called softly, setting the knife down and wiping your hands on a towel. “rough night?”
he didn’t respond immediately, instead letting out a long sigh as he leaned against the counter. “yeah,” he muttered finally, running a hand through his damp hair. “nothing went right tonight. i felt slow, couldn’t keep up, and i kept making stupid mistakes.” he shook his head, his jaw clenching. “i was useless out there.”
“don’t say that,” you said, walking over to him. you reached up, placing a gentle hand on his cheek. “you had a bad game. it happens.”
“i know,” he replied, his voice heavy with frustration. “but it doesn’t make it any easier to deal with.”
you could see how much the night had taken out of him—physically and mentally. his cheeks were flushed, his eyes tired, and his entire body seemed to be weighed down by the stress he was carrying.
“everything hurts,” he admitted after a moment, his voice softer now.
your heart broke for him, and without a second thought, you wrapped your arms around his waist and pulled him into a hug. “you’ve been pushing yourself too hard, quinn,” you murmured against his chest. “let me take care of you tonight, okay?”
he hesitated for a moment before nodding, his arms coming up to wrap around you. “okay.”
you pulled back just enough to look up at him. “go sit down for a few minutes. dinner’s almost ready.”
he nodded again, shuffling over to the couch and sinking into it with a groan. you quickly returned to the kitchen, finishing up the pasta and plating two servings. carrying the plates over to the coffee table, you sat beside him, nudging his shoulder gently.
“eat,” you encouraged, setting the plate in his lap.
quinn gave you a tired smile and picked up his fork, taking a few bites. “thanks,” he murmured.
you stayed quiet while he ate, not wanting to press him for more conversation until he’d had a chance to unwind a little. once he was done, you took the plates back to the kitchen and returned to find him leaning back against the couch, his eyes closed.
“come on,” you said softly, taking his hand and pulling him to his feet.
“where are we going?” he asked, his voice laced with curiosity.
“to the bathroom,” you replied, leading him down the hall.
when you reached the bathroom, you flicked on the light and turned on the faucet, letting the warm water fill the tub. you grabbed the bottle of lavender-scented bubble bath, pouring some in and swirling it around with your hand.
quinn stood in the doorway, watching you with a mix of confusion and amusement. “what are you doing?”
“running you a bath,” you said, glancing over your shoulder at him. “you’re sore, you’re stressed, and you need to relax. this will help.”
“a bath?” he repeated, raising an eyebrow.
“yes, a bath,” you said firmly, turning off the water. “now, get undressed and get in.”
he chuckled softly, shaking his head. “you’re something else, you know that?”
“only because i love you,” you teased, stepping aside to let him undress.
once he was in the tub, he let out a soft groan of relief as the warm water enveloped him. his head fell back against the edge, and his eyes fluttered shut. “okay, you were right. this is nice.”
you smiled, quickly undressing and sliding in behind him. you wrapped your legs around his waist and pulled him back against your chest, your hands resting on his shoulders.
“let me give you a massage,” you offered, pressing a kiss to his damp hair.
“please,” he murmured, his voice already sounding more relaxed.
you began to knead the tight muscles in his shoulders and neck, your fingers working out the knots that had formed over the course of the game. quinn let out soft sighs of contentment, his body melting into yours.
“is this okay?” you asked after a few minutes, your lips brushing against his ear.
“more than okay,” he replied, his voice low and appreciative.
you took your time, working your way down his arms and then back up to his chest. your fingers moved gently over the bruises on his arms, careful not to press too hard.
“you’re too good to me,” he said softly, turning his head slightly to look at you.
“you deserve it,” you replied, leaning forward to press a kiss to his temple. “you do so much for everyone else, quinn. let me do this for you.”
his lips curved into a small smile, and he closed his eyes again, letting himself fully relax in your arms.
after a while, the water began to cool, and you helped him out of the tub, wrapping a towel around his shoulders. “come on,” you said, leading him to the bedroom.
after changing into comfortable clothes, quinn crawled into bed, his body clearly still heavy with exhaustion. you disappeared briefly to grab a glass of water for him, setting it on the nightstand before climbing in beside him.
“lie down,” you said softly, patting your lap.
he hesitated for a moment before resting his head on your thighs, letting out a content sigh as you began running your fingers through his damp hair. your other hand traced gentle patterns along his jawline, your thumb brushing over the stubble on his chin.
“this is nice,” he murmured, his voice already thick with sleep.
“you deserve nice,” you replied, your voice soft.
quinn’s breathing began to even out, and you watched as his features softened in sleep. you continued stroking his hair, your fingers gentle and soothing.
“goodnight, love,” you whispered, leaning down to press a kiss to his forehead.
and as quinn slept peacefully in your lap, you felt nothing but love for the man who had given you his whole heart—and who trusted you to take care of his.
© amourquinn
#[ 📁 ] short fic#quinn hughes#quinn hughes x reader#quinn hughes fanfiction#quinn hughes fic#quinn hughes fluff#quinn hughes angst#nhl hockey#vancouver canucks
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— moth to a flame (l.hs)
She sat down on the sofa of her newly bought apartment, the city lights flickering on her face as her phone suddenly buzzed with a new notification.
“Heeseung” was written on the screen. Her heart started beating faster, her fingers hesitating over the screen of her phone.
She had promised herself so many times she would forget about him, about his existence. It had been months since she ended it, months of her lying to herself, forcing herself to move on. Yet, here she was, all alone in her room, the memories of him lingering on her mind, clouding her mind and pulling at her like a magnet.
She looked down at the screen once more, her finger hovering over the answer button, before pressing it apprehensively.
“I’ve been thinking about you, where have you been, angel?”
His voice was so casual, as if he hadn’t broken her heart, scattered into a million pieces she’d never be able to put back together.
Her mind started drifting back to the day they met— her being a freshman, still discovering the city, and being dragged by her newly made friends to a club.
He had a certain charm to him, he was so confident, so sure of himself. He could make everyone in the room feel seen with a simple glance, and that’s how she fell for him, a small smile and he had her feeling like the only person in the room.
Months had passed, and their love had turned into something darker, something obsessive.
It was all a game to him, the more she pulled, the more he’d pull away. Soon, she’d come to realise that it was draining her in a way she couldn’t explain. She loved him, but he was slowly killing her.
A few months after their splitting, she had already met someone else. Someone who could heal all her wounds. He cared for her, loved her like there was no tomorrow, but he just wasn’t Heeseung.
She kept trying to tell herself a love shouldn’t be all about passion, it had to be about certainty, she felt secure with him, she felt safe, even if she didn’t feel like he could burn her whole world with a simple glance.
Jay was such a gentleman, such a sweetheart. Taking her on dates unexpectedly, staying with her every night so she wouldn’t feel lonely, doing everything in his power to make her happy.
But she felt like a part of her was missing.
On a random Tuesday, she was over at Jay’s house, giggling as they were cooking dinner, playing around with the ingredients like kids.
Suddenly, her phone lit up, a text message from a certain someone on display. She almost immediately snatched her phone from the counter, reading it quietly before excusing herself to the bathroom, Jay being too busy with cutting onions to realise something was wrong.
She locked herself in the bathroom with a gulp, sliding down the door with her phone in her hands.
“You need to stop ignoring me like I meant nothing to you”
Her heart thumped dangerously against her chest, signaling she was about to do something she’d surely regret later on.
And that was replying to him.
“I am not”
Deny, deny, deny.
Why would I ignore him anyways? Always thinking so highly of himself, she thought to herself, trying to seem as nonchalant as possible. If that was even possible.
“Then come meet me tonight. Hell club.”
And then the night came, and she found herself in an awfully short dress, make up and hair done as if she was trying to impress someone, well she was.
She shrugged off Jay when he asked if she wanted him to stay over at her house, almost immediately coming up with an excuse, and saying she oh so desperately needed some alone time.
Just a small white lie, she told herself, nothing to overthink about.
As she walked inside the club, a familiar song started playing, ‘moth to a flame’, of course.
Just then, two particular set of eyes were burning holes into her small frame, looking her up and down with a small smirk.
“Long time no see, angel.”
#heeseung#heeseung x reader#heeseung imagines#heeseung fanfic#enhypen angst#enhypen drabbles#enhypen imagines#moth to a flame#jay enhypen#heeseung enhypen#enha x reader
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eddie helps you through the worst migraine you've ever had
part two of my mini migraine series!
cw: migraines (duh), crying, hospital mention
author's note: this is a retelling of the worst migraine I ever had. I'm thankful that I wrote it all down for my neurologist because those notes really helped me. And again, thank you @munson-blurbs and @corroded-hellfire for reading this through and telling me how it looked.
For all things considered, your day had started off pretty good.
It was the first real spring day so you both decided to take a walk around town and did some shopping. Eddie stopped at the local game shop and picked up some new miniatures for Hellfire and you grabbed a new pair of dice, a beautiful set with koi fish that caught your eye immediately. Yogi almost knocked over a display with his tail from how hard he was wagging it. After that you all got lunch and ate outside, enjoying the buzz of the downtown area. The weather was perfect, allowing you to finally go out without a sweatshirt and all the trees and flowers were blooming.
On the way home, you stopped by the local dog park and let Yogi off his leash to really tire him out. You and Eddie sat down on a bench and watched him run around in circles and play with other dogs. There were multiple times where the dog would run over to you with a tennis ball in his mouth. You weren’t sure where he got it from but you still threw it for him. Other times he’d just come over and jump up on either one of you to get some love from you guys. Soon he would be too big to comfortably hold on your lap so it was important to cherish these little moments while you still could. Once Yogi jumped off and ran to chase another dog, Eddie leaned over to whisper, “He’s definitely your kid, he always needs attention” into your ear. You turn to him and scoff before punching him in the arm.
“Shut up! He’s my kid? He’s got your energy levels and chaotic personality!” Your boyfriend leans back in with a chuckle to wrap an arm around you, rubbing one of your arms to stave off the chill that hit you both from the breeze. The wind was blowing Eddie’s hair around and the afternoon sun was starting to shine onto both of you, making his beautiful brown eyes almost glow.
Eddie stops to think for a moment before responding, “Well, he snores like you.”
You raise your eyebrows at the accusation but immediately hit back with, “Ok well he has your eyes and hair color. Can’t deny that, can we?” The metalhead sits there for a moment in contemplation, trying to come up with some witty response that could surely beat yours. His eyebrows are knitted and his mouth tightens into a thin line.
The barking from all the dogs around fills the silence as Eddie spends a solid ten or fifteen seconds thinking before he replies, “Ok, you got me there… but he’s still your son! You’re the one who brought him home!”
A hand reaches up to scratch at his head after you roll your eyes and he just rests his head on your shoulder. You all spend a total of 45 minutes there, just enjoying each other's company like you always do and letting Yogi exhaust himself. He sends a video of Yogi play-fighting with a much larger German Shepherd to Uncle Wayne with the caption ‘your grand-nephew’, earning a laugh from both of you when he promptly replies ‘that child is 100% yours’.
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The walk home wasn’t too difficult apart from a faint throbbing on the right side of your head - it’s not entirely unusual but it’s still uncomfortable.. You attribute the pain to the sun that was shining in your face for the better part of an hour and possible dehydration so Eddie graciously lends you his sunglasses, seeing as you left yours at home and, in his words, “They look much better on you anyway.” He takes note of your change in behavior, initially seeming very upbeat and talkative, but you get more quiet as the walk goes on. Fifteen minutes and two Excedrin later, you two finally arrive home and Yogi jumps onto the couch for his much-needed afternoon nap. Eddie is hanging up the dog’s leash after opening some of the windows to let in some fresh air. While he’s doing that, you shuffle past him and go into your bedroom and into the top drawer of your bedside table. He hears you moving bottles around until you pull out the large bottle of Advil to pop two blue pills into your mouth followed by a gulp of water. The pain has intensified and spread from beyond the side of your head and down to your forehead. It’s also making you feel lightheaded so you decide it’s best to just lay down for a bit before it gets any worse. You silently approach him from behind, the sound of your slippered feet the only sign of your approach and as you place a light kiss on his cheek. He instinctively turns around to look at you, smiling at first until he gets a good look at your face. He sees one of your eyes has begun to droop and you seem less lively than before, only giving him a forced smile that he has learned to see right through. His hands cradle your face, his own now marred with concern. You break the silence with a strained, “I’m going to go lay down for a while, I’m not feeling good.” Eddie nods in understanding and follows you to the bedroom where you’ve already drawn the blackout curtains shut.
The first thing you do is change out of your clothes and once you’ve climbed back into bed you take another pill, something much stronger that you tend to reserve for your more intense episodes. Eddie is standing there at the foot of the bed and asks, “Do you want to be alone or do you want me to stay with you?” If this were earlier on in your relationship, Eddie might assume you wanted him there with him because you’d asked him previously, but he learned that sometimes you’d rather be alone while you wait for the attack to subside. It was nothing against him, it was just that you weren’t feeling good and didn’t want him to see you in that state all the time. This time you shake your head no and put your head down on the pillow. You’re suddenly hit with the scent of Eddie, a mix of his sandalwood scented shampoo, his cologne, and even a little bit of his aftershave. It’s the perfect combination of scents that always put you at ease so you scoot closer to his side of the bed to take it all in.
Thirty minutes pass and you aren’t feeling any better. In fact, you’re starting to feel worse. The pain has increased to the point that you’re now hyperventilating and whimpering. The pain is less throbbing and more of a sharp, stabbing sensation. You remember a headache that made you shoot out of bed and almost scream, feeling like someone just took an icepick and shoved it into the front of your head. It lasted maybe 15 seconds but you had never felt pain like that before. Your doctor said you should have gone to the hospital for that, claiming it could have been a possible aneurysm. Well, this migraine was somehow worse than that. Your whimpering soon turned to crying. It’s quiet at first, inaudible to Eddie reading over in the living room with Yogi’s head on his lap. You’re about an hour and a half into the attack where you can no longer take the pain alone and call out, “Eddie?”, but the closed door prevents him from hearing it. You try again, this time louder and trembling, “EDDIE PLEASE I NEED YOU”.
Eddie jumps up out of his place on the couch, accidentally waking the slumbering dog up in the process. His book is abandoned as he rushes into the bedroom and over to your trembling form. Your eyes are wide open with tears. You’re laying on your side in the fetal position, clutching at the bedsheets. Your boyfriend crawls onto the bed so he’s hovering over you. You don’t move your head but at least you make eye contact with him, your voice still quivering and still increasing in volume as you beg him to make the pain stop. Eddie is shushing you and attempting to get you to control your breathing and eventually calm down, but that only turns into you hyperventilating more. The hyperventilating only makes the pain worse which in turn makes you cry again which makes your head throb even more. It’s an endless cycle which neither of you know how to stop. The bed creaks as Eddie moves to partially lay beside you so your eyes meet. He takes one of your hands and squeezes it, cooing, “Sweetpea, you need to calm down. Crying is only going to make it worse.”
You immediately yell back, “I KNOW!” before groaning and rolling onto your back with your face in your hands. Eddie is dumbfounded. He has never seen you like this before. Hell, in all the time he’s been with you while you had migraines he barely even saw you cry let alone become hysterical.
His thoughts are interrupted by your wavering voice again. “Eddie I can’t feel my leg, why can’t I feel my leg.” His face turns from worried to scared, shooting up right away. He wasn’t a doctor, but that did not sound normal. This was a completely new symptom. Seconds later, you cry out, “Eddie I can’t feel my arm either please help me.” He doesn’t say anything, instead getting up off the bed and rushing to your drawer to grab another pill. He grabs your water and manages to help you take the pill and drink it in hopes that maybe a second pill will do the trick. Eddie watches you and goes over his options in his head. Does he call your mom? She gets migraines too, so maybe she knows what to do. Maybe your neurologist? No, he doubts they’ll be able to do anything. He realizes there’s only one real option, one you’ve turned down every time your migraines get really bad.
“Honey, do you want to go to the hospital?”
You shake your head in between sobs and Eddie immediately takes action. He gets you your sandals, the easiest shoes for him to get on your feet, and helps you up. You’re wobbling with tears running down your face. As you’re about to leave the bedroom, he briefly lets go of you to rush over to the table next to the front door and grab his sunglasses from before. He places them on you and you thank him with a sniffle. Once you two are steps away from the front door, you hesitate. Eddie looks at you with worry and you say, “I… I don’t have a bra on.” Eddie has to remind you that the doctors don’t care and goes back to helping you move. The two of you make your way out the door as fast as you can go, which isn’t much considering your condition. In a moment of panic, Eddie picks you up in his arms and rushes through the halls of the apartment complex and out to the nearest exit. He’s thanking every god there is that you two managed to snag parking spots so close to the entrance. He yanks the passenger side door open and puts you in and buckles you up. He’s in the driver's seat seconds later and begins haphazardly pulling out of the parking spot and towards the exit. Eddie’s mind is filled with potential scenarios on what's going on. Was this a seizure? Your neurologist had you tested for that last year and nothing came up. What if it’s a stroke? A brain bleed? He’s so distracted by his anxieties and getting to the hospital that he doesn’t notice your breathing start to even out and your posture fix itself. You aren’t crying or hyperventilating at all. About thirty seconds into the drive with the exit in sight, you look up and calmly tell him, “It’s over.”
Eddie slams his foot on the break and goes, “WHAT?” and looks at you with bewilderment. He looks past the sunglasses you’re wearing and sees how you seem to have made a completely full recovery. All the medication you took seems to have kicked in all at once. Your mind is clear and it’s like the attack never even happened. “Wait, so do you still need to go to the hospital?” All you do is shake your head and he lets out a giant sigh of relief, no longer clutching the steering wheel and hangs his head now as he begins to calm down and let himself catch his breath. You both sit there and process everything that just happened. Without a word, Eddie turns the car around and drives back to the parking spot. This time you’re able to get out on your own and meet Eddie at the front of the car. He pulls you in for a tight hug. Muffled by your shirt, he says,
“Never do that again, please. I thought you were dying.”
Your face is buried in his chest, and he only hears ‘mm-hmm’ before you let go of him and take off the sunglasses to look up at him. He’s inspecting your face again. You still don’t look the way you did before the attack but you’ve got more life in your eyes. Your eyelids are still drooping but now you just look tired.
You rub at your eyes and mumble, “Can we go back inside?”
Eddie nods and wraps his arm around you, letting you lean on him as you two walk back into the building. He clocks how drowsy you’re getting - this is normal, something he sees every time you get a migraine. The two of you return to your apartment without speaking with you, taking the lead upon entry and going back to bed. Eddie follows close behind and this time joins you, holding you close and pressing a kiss to your forehead. He was exhausted by the whole event and fell asleep shortly after you did. The only noise that echoed through the apartment was the sound of his snoring and the snoring coming from Yogi the next room over.
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How bend-over-able are the Ateez members? | MTL
...and how would they react to seeing themselves in the mirror during it?
Desc.: what it says on the tin, 1 762 words, sub!ateez x dom!reader smut, implied pegging if you're afab (tbh some of these don't even have to be about penetration), assumed established relationship, mostly suggestive, slightly fluffy if you squint
1. Hongjoong - Loves it loves it loves it. Did I mention he loves it? It makes him feel so slutty and attractive, like you just can't help yourself and need him right then and there. Be it over the kitchen counter, your desk, or the couch, just take him anywhere and everywhere. Over time, the two of you might even make it a game of sorts - whenever Joong wears that pretty green bracelet on his wrist, you already know he's prepped himself that morning and is keeping himself ready with a plug for when you'll inevitably pounce on him. He loves the thrill and surprise of it, you love how he plans in advance to accommodate your every desire. It's a win-win, really.
As for seeing himself during the act, he's a bit confusing. Mirrors are too clear and distracting for him, but seeing your joint reflection in something more matte or colorful really gets him going. He likes both feeling and seeing as you drive into him, making him really hold onto the couch cushions as he watches you two in the dark TV screen.
2. Seonghwa - While Seonghwa definitely likes it when you bend him over, what really gets him is when he bends over for you. He loves the immediate attention it gets him as your eyes trace his every line and curve, whatever you were about to say disappearing from your lips. The way such a simple motion can completely entrance you, drawing you to him like the strongest magnet known to man, riles him up like nothing else. After a few seconds of pure tension, when you finally reach him, he lets you take the lead, lets you get lost in the feeling of, well, him. And while he may be the one who's about to be taken, it's only because you couldn't resist his purposeful charms and movements. Make him feel worshipped, lavished, and powerful, like you've never experienced anything as wonderful as him.
Doesn't really enjoy mirrors, preferring to instead use his imagination to think about how debauched he must look right now. It feels like a dirty little secret he keeps in his mind while you claim him from behind.
3. Wooyoung - This one loves it, end of story. He loves teasing you with it like Seonghwa, loves being surprised by it like Hongjoong, and anything in between. It makes him feel both desired and a little bit more in control than usual since he's still mostly standing and able to move around more while you're inside him. He likes how natural it feels for either of you to initiate this way, and how effective it is in turning the other on. He loves teasing you with it as well, bending over right in front of you to present his best assets, only to scamper away into the bedroom, laughing giddily as you run after him. It's not like either of you mind the chase, though, since it just makes you go that much harder on him once you finally get him under you. Another big plus is how convenient it is whenever there's no bed around or when you're near other people. Your hand clamps down over his mouth, silencing most of his sounds while you drive him up the bathroom counter.
And don't even get me started if there's a mirror in front of him, god. He'd love to look at himself as you're ruining him, only to then cheekily meet your eyes in the reflection. You can't see his smile under your hand, but you can tell it's there from the way his eyes turn into playful, twinkling crescents. He feels so sexy like this, and judging by your intense, laser-focused expression, he knows you agree.
4. Yeosang - Now, contrary to his reserved personality, Yeosang is down for a lot more than most people might think. Similar to Hongjoong, he loves the spontaneity of it and how much it shows your genuine want for him, along with how powerless he gets to feel when you just bend him over to your will whenever you so desire. The only downside is that once you really get into it and are stimulating his g-spot, it's so hard for him to stay in position. Your touch from the inside makes him incredibly squirmy, and if it wasn't for your other hand holding him up by the waist, his knees would have given out long ago. When he does cum eventually, you need to be quick to catch him or he'll literally fall to the ground. Hold him as you slowly slide down with him and make him feel safe in your arms while he comes down from his high. The more secure he feels with you, the more eager he is to do this again in the future <3
As for mirrors, they scare him for most of your session... until he's feeling so submissive and desperate for release that most of his inhibitions disappear. By that point, seeing himself only feeds that craving for powerlessness even more and gets him that much closer to the edge. In other words, if timed right, you'll get him to cum almost immediately; if not, you'll have to reassure him and start all over again. High risk, high reward.
5. San - Being an ass-man himself, he definitely understands the appeal of this position for you and is happy to indulge you often as long as you make him feel good in return. He also enjoys the slightly primal feel of it, much like when you get him on all fours on the bed. He likes feeling conquered, pushed into submission, but only because you wanted him so much you just had to have him. He feels pursued and admired, in a way. Sexy. However, like I said, all of those feelings can be evoked in the comfort of your bed too, and most of the time, San would prefer that over the table or the counter. If that isn't available, though, you can definitely count on him to hold steady and eagerly push back against you as you claim what's yours.
Sometimes, seeing himself in the mirror turns him on further, other times it's too distracting. With San, it all depends on the mood and how adventurous he's feeling that day, really.
6. Jongho - While he definitely enjoys being manhandled by you at unexpected times, Jongho has to be in a very specific type of mood to really enjoy himself like this. That being when he wants you to dom him without any mercy, moving inside him rough and fast. In those moments, he's more than ready to be ravished by you, wanting to feel weak and small. Unlike your usual switchy or soft-dom times, he just wants to let go, to turn off his brain completely while you do whatever you want to him and make your authority physically known. Don't go easy on him, really press him down into that kitchen counter, lean over his back and bite his shoulder while you use him as you please. You both know the safeword, and until then, everything's fair game.
The only permanent "no" from Jongho are mirrors or reflections of any kind, since it distracts him too much and he can't properly get into the headspace he craves so much.
7. Yunho - This one's a bit conflicted. On one hand, bending over means no direct eye contact, which usually makes him really shy and, in turn, more tense than either of you would like. On the other hand, letting you push him down and fuck him from behind makes him feel a little too exposed and slutty, which leads to him blushing and clamping down even more than normal. So, unless you're willing to put in additional time just to get him to relax and come out of his shell, you're probably better off just facing him on the bed and loosening him up until he's properly ready for you. If you do have the time and will, though, he's happy to try and let go for you. In addition, if the two of you succeed, it makes him feel really relaxed and proud of himself afterwards. To put it simply, more time and effort will bear bigger rewards, but it may not be the most convenient or comfortable option for either of you.
Due to the reasons stated above, definitely do not bring a mirror into the equation, since it would just combine the worst of both worlds and he's stuttering his safeword in two minutes tops.
8. Mingi - Despite loving it when you get rough and impatient with him, Mingi is also really big on intimacy when submissive. He loves to look into your eyes as you take him, make sure you can see just how good you're making him feel while he gets to feel small and safe in return. Sometimes he does like to indulge in you fucking him on all fours, sure, but that's because he can still feel your touch on most of his body and loves it when you drape yourself over his back as if you're shielding him from the world. When you bend him over, though, he doesn't really get either. Even if he turns around to look at you while you do it, it just doesn't feel the same and it strains his back and neck after a while. And, well, given his size, it's hard to really lay over him in this position when he can't arch his back and press his chest into the desk properly. So, no matter how many times you've tried this, eventually, it always ends with either Mingi pausing to turn around, or just moving to the bedroom altogether to lie down and face you comfortably. As hot as he'd look bent over for you, it never lasts long, if it even gets to that in the first place, sorry.
Not even a mirror can fix his issue since he wants to see you, not himself. So when he's facing it so closely and directly, his eyes keep flitting to himself until he gets too self-conscious and shy to continue.
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Hi! I have one more Genshin Impact request! This one is once again crossing over with Pokemon, but this time it's with SAGAU.
It begins like other SAGAU fics. Reader lands in Teyvat and immediately gets called an imposter, but the moment they're attacked... she summons her level 100 Garchomp from pokemon platinum.
Basically she's able to summon pokemon to help her get away from everyone out to get her.
But the main part of this request is well Fontaine. I'm basing it off an old SAGAU post where the higher bond you had with the characters you have, the more they know you're not the imposter. I don't where this post is, but yeah.
So basically Reader mainly uses Fontaine characters, even spends a lot of time in Fontaine during her playthrough. So playable Fontaine characters and Fontaine as a whole, NPCs and the like, all know she's the creator and welcome her.
Cue the biggest open secret ever to be seen in Teyvat. While all the other nations are trying to find the 'imposter', Fontaine is just vibing. "What imposter? Never seen them."
Oh and I would prefer it to be Neuvillette x Reader please.
Ok 👍! Love the idea and yea I remember that post! 😁 also there are some adding things like wriosthley and such that happened between me and them.
Warning: noob author, female reader, imposter au, yandere characters, and others.
Characters: neuvillette, and wriosthley.
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you weren't expecting to get isekai'd into genshin especially with it being in the imposter au you read for it which usually have a false creator on the throne or no one on it yet which would be the case as you never heard the characters chasing you mention anyone on the throne.
thankfully before you were chased you did a little experiment by making a cut that was deep enough to draw blood but not life threatening to see if this was a sagau au or not, which by the gold blood you suddenly had means that yes you're in a sagau au, just need to find out which one.
that was easy as the first step you took in one of the nations they started chasing you and not in the 'your grace, we love you!' but instead in the 'want to kill you, imposter!' way so it was easy to see that you were in the imposter au.
you decided to try something that you never seen being used in the sagau imposter au fanfics you read before. that something would be summon a pokemon; a garchomp to be specific, a garchomp you had in pokemon platinum that was at level 100 when you finished the game, you'd think what with summoning garchomp would prove that you were their creator but nope that failed as they blame you for stealing the creator's; you, power.
you summoned your hoopa to teleport you to a different land besides the ones that attacked you which were; mondstadt, liyue, inazuma, and natlan. sumeru and fontaine were the only ones to have not chase you so you decided to go to one of them, you chose fontaine as they had your favorite characters in that nation you just cross you fingers that they aren't like the other nations as you would like to relax and hang with your favorite characters in your favorite nation.
upon making it to fontaine you decided to stay out of sight in the areas that would either have no one but mobs or on occasion treasure hunters ot fatui; you of course avoided both treasure hunters as they would go for your most likely bounty and the fatui as they're out right dangerous even if you had pokemon with you. so you mostly stuck to yourself with your pokemon and sometimes the mobs when they come by.
what you didn't know was while you were having fun with some water type pokemon like primirina, milotic, finizen, and palafin zero you were spotted and being watched by some melusines who were a daughter to one of your husbandos neuvillette. the melusines that saw you immediately reported you to their father but not out of malicious intent.
no, the melusines reported you to their father so that you wouldn't get hurt anymore from other nations as they heard what was happening and they could tell that you were the real creator that was being chased after wrongfully.
so now you're met with neuvillette the next time you go to the beach with some other water types; so as to give all of them your love. you were about to take a sprint and just run to the desert parts of sumeru if you needed to flee from fontaine when neuvillette stops you and told you that he won't hurt you.
you were almost skeptical but remembered that he wouldn't trick you as that wouldn't be like him even if you weren't the creator and was actually the imposter. so you followed him to fontaine.
you were heavily surprised that fontaine knew you were the creator but you guessed that since in some sagau fanfics there are a narion or two that knows your the real deal and not the imposter the rest of the nations believes. as a gift you decided to have some kalos pokemon help out and such, like furfrou, slurpuff, gogoat, and much more.
while sleeping you somehow created a baby lugia like the one from the anime of pokemon. you weren't expecting it so you were quite shocked when you found the little guy when you woke up. furina had dubbed it yours and neuvillette's child which made both you and him blush. oh, yeah, you and neuvillette are in a relationship and not too long after meeting wriothesley he also joined your's and neuvillette's relationship.
you had also given a few people some pokemon coordinated to them, like with furina you had given her a popplio and milcery. with neuvillette you given him a oshawott; who was named neuvillette the second by furina, a shiny vaporeon; that was mates to your sylveon as well to another, and for wriothesley, a sinistea, glaceon; who was also your sylveon and neuvillette's vaporeon's mate, and a sandshrew.
you were shocked to come to find out that the fatui believse you're the creator as well like fontaine, you found out bcause of both childe and arlecchino both told you when they had made a meeting that couldn't be denied. you also found out that nahida and the wanderer also knows you're the creator by a letter sent from her to you.
(going to leave up to yall on if the rest of sumeru believes you're the creator as well or not.)
you and furina had some fun doing contest once you introduced them to her, sometimes collaborating with her, you also taught them about gym and regular pokemon battles but the contests were more popular which was understandable.
thankfully the traveler was in on you being the creator and helped protect you sometimes, in return you tried giving them advice on where they could possibly find their sibling as they haven't made it to natlan yet, so when the other nations asked the traveler if they had seen the 'imposter' they and paimon lied and said no.
you heard from furina on how some traveling merchants were taking a trip here but encountered a gyarodos; which they didn't know that, that jumped over the boat before going to it's trainer which was a child, that had mystified the traveling merchant. you and her laughed very much at that story as that was very hilarious to hear.
you decided to give nhida and wanderer a little gift for being nice and not thinking you were the imposter, so you got nahida a shayman and wanderer a mimikyu.
sometimes one of the archons that still believes you're the 'imposter' would come by to ask if anyone in fontaine had seen the 'imposter' so neuvillette and wriothesley hides you down in the fortress of miropede until said archon leaves. thankfully for when a archon tries to use their powers like venti for example, nature hides you by not giving venti the answer he needs from the wind as whenever he comes the wind would stop until he leaves.
(a/n: and done! hope y'all enjoyed!! i quite like how this turned out, i always enjoy a pokemon!reader crossover so i was very happy when i received this request, just wished there were more of them; probably not with genshin at the moment a i'm getting a little burnt out as i just now made 3 genshin requested post, now if it's another fandom x genshin!reader then i think i could do that. anyway, hope yall liked it and have a wonderfull day/evening/night!!!)
#anime#anime x reader#various x reader#x reader stories#yandere x reader#anime crossover#crossover#x female reader#x fem!reader#yandere#genshin crossover#pokémon crossover#pokemon trainer!reader#pokemon x reader#creator reader#genshin sagau#imposter sagau#genshin impact sagau#sagau x reader#sagau#sagau impostor au#romantic yandere#yandere x female reader#male x reader#x female y/n#genshin x female reader#male x female reader#female!reader#fem!reader#yandere x y/n
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been thinking about this for vervain all day and i have too many thoughts. spoilers for the endgame and apologies for length
trying to conceive of the future for vervain and the shadow dragons and minrathous and tevinter. after minrathous was seized by elgar’nan and the magisterium was purged, first of those who aren’t venatori by elgar’nan, and then later, inevitably, of venatori. the entire thing has to be rebuilt, doesn’t it? the whole magisterium? the whole system? dorian is archon, and there are changes he’ll inevitably make as quickly as he’s able—outlawing slavery, incorporating non-mages into the government, taking down the venatori for good, researching and documenting accurate histories of the imperium further.
which raises the question: if all of those things are being changed, how long is there still going to be a need for the shadow dragons as they are? surely dorian can’t fix everything immediately, and he’ll be met with resistance along the way. the venatori won’t just go away overnight, nor will the wealthy tevinter traditionalists who disagree with his policies. there will always be rotten and evil people in the imperium who need to be dealt with, and the shadows are always more than happy to deal with them however is necessary. but over the years, things do change, and the shadows start to redirect some of their activities. i imagine they focus on dock town to start, improving community infrastructure and helping people build new lives for themselves, and they branch out to other parts of tevinter over time. their work is still an uphill battle, but with dorian as archon and ashur as black divine, things can only get better. (i don’t even want to think about the logistics of the tevinter chantry during all of this, i’ve already given myself a headache here)
mae probably gets reinstated into whatever the magisterium looks like after being reformed, which leaves ashur and tarquin largely in charge. mostly tarquin, because ashur is… very busy with divine duties after the turmoil in minrathous. which is where vervain comes in. he gets officially put into a co-leader position a few weeks after the game ends, after many long days and late nights volunteering to do literally anything the shadows could possibly need instead of sleeping. tarquin needs the support, and v has basically been acting as a leader already anyway. mae still spends time at their hideout, but dorian is scarce, considering. v is the shadows’ primary go-between with other organizations in the north, and mullein (who is so fucking tired of being inquisitor of nothing and delighted to work with the shadows instead, even if he’s still using his old inquisition contacts and occasionally leveraging his position as the archon’s husband) connects them to the south.
dorian offers v a position working with him in the palace as a researcher or something, but he declines; he’s not cut out for bureaucracy, there’s not enough crime involved, and he doesn’t like the idea of wearing nice clothes to work. he upgrades to a bigger apartment in dock town so that emmrich can stay with him when he visits, but it’s still modest. he gives his old place officially to the kids who were basically living there already. he tries to avoid the fame and recognition that comes as a result of saving the world, putting any gifts he receives toward the shadows and dock town. even if things are gradually improving under dorian, it’ll always be a shit town full of liars and cheats, and he loves it more than anything. all he wants is to make it a little less shit. for the liars and the cheats, for the slightly less numerous honest people, for the kids growing up on the streets like he did.
v keeps in touch with the veilguard, though his communications with most are sparse at first. he works closely with neve and the threads in dock town, and he visits lucanis in treviso when possible to help with recovery from the blight. he helps bellara get in contact with dorian to compare research notes about arlathan, and he gets in on a lot of the research himself, though he insists that it be in an unofficial capacity. harding and taash are harder to pin down, but they exchange letters when they can, and he encourages them to meet him at the swan if they’re ever in the area. he regularly visits antoine and evka, as well as eldrin, to pay his respects to davrin and honor his memory.
as for his relationship with emmrich: they spend some time apart after the end of the game while vervain is focused on handling the complete upheaval in minrathous. emmrich comes by to visit once a week or so, to try to encourage vervain to get some sleep. (it sometimes works.) v hasn’t stopped working since he got back from the fade—there wasn’t any time to rest once minrathous was freed from elgar’nan’s control, and it takes several months, a number of strongly-worded lectures from tarquin and mae, and a lot of coercion from emmrich to convince vervain to take some time to recover. the shadows kick him out of the city (again) on a forced vacation, which he spends largely curled up in emmrich’s bed trying to process the past year or so of feelings. emmrich remains by his side throughout, dragging him out to the gardens to get some fresh air and helping him talk through things when he needs it.
they get married eventually, in nevarra. it’s a small ceremony with just their closest friends. v tries to convince hezenkoss’s skull to officiate. she tells him to go fuck himself. vorgoth does it instead.
vervain does some guest lectures in emmrich’s classes about his time in the fade and his experiences with demons. (he never went to school, so it’s a learning curve, but the students love him—and they love his stories about their professor kicking ass on the battlefield.) v still spends most of his time in dock town, but thanks to the world-breakingly convenient eluvian system, he and emmrich visit each other regularly. he also spends a lot of his free time loitering in dorian’s palace and bothering him for fun. he and emmrich both grow close with mullein, and v gets stuck repeatedly listening to the two of them nerding out about necromancy while he does the most obvious cheating at wicked grace known to man to see if either of them notices. (they don’t.)
manfred’s skill at magic improves, with the help of his two mage dads and his being a literal spirit of curiosity lending itself to relentless enthusiasm about his schooling. v takes him out to kill his first venatori and tries not to shed a tear of pride. emmrich gets mad at him for teaching their son to murder. v counters that it’s murder for a good cause. they never quite settle this argument. manfred is just happy to be included in his shorter dad’s hobbies.
and then they live happily ever after forever because i’ve spent too long on this and i don’t want to start making myself sad
guys since we're never going to find out what happens after veilguard tell me what your rooks get up to, if you say it it's canon now (tiny spoilers under the cut)
for my world state muireann and taash go spend some time with muireann's dad, start working for the lords again and go full autism mode about the devouring storm. after a lot of effort, taash successfully rallies the qun and some returning antaam, and becomes somewhat of a general alongside some other adaari. they do not like being in a leadership role but muireann is a good support for them. muireann calls in favours with archon dorian and the rivaini navy (who have let bygones be bygones about the dead noble because what she did at tearstone more than makes up for it). they also recruit the veilguard team back so they have big griffons, whatever is left of the wardens, bellara as a lead researcher, the crows, etc. aboard the wave sweeper (muireann's ship) they lead their navy across the sea to face the devouring storm. idk what the devouring storm is but i'll make something up if they don't tell us. anyway they win and spend the rest of their days exploring and adventuring, the end
#oh god this was so long. i’m so sorry op. don’t mind me#forgive me if the read more doesn’t work on a reblog i’m not good at tumblr#i start thinking about vervain and then i black out#they really left minrathous a whole mess after the game and put in one end card implying the archon fixes things. but like. how. Anyway#i’m jumping all over the timeline in this post don’t worry about the timeline#vervain mercar#my beloved. my beautiful boy. he’s so important to me
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sketchdump time!! dq11 edition :] four years later and this game is still really good 👍
#dq11#dqxi#dragon quest xi#luminary#luminerik#erik dq11#no image description#ellie loves to draw#yall i finally beat the (main) game after not touching it for like four years and man i forgot how much i loved it#i need some more love for this game Immediately#edit added an id to the first image
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I met the me who made different choices
#idk what this means so dont ask#got the words stuck in my head and this is what I wanted to draw for it immediately#me at my desk. so.#I dont look exactly like this obviously. doesnt matter. anyways#hard time recently in a lot of different ways#lots of work to do!#given up on getting everything done I kind of failed at that. it was too much#so now I'm just trying to get anything done that will make the next 6 months not kill me again#ideally. 3 episodes. or the book#or like at least close enough to that that its basically that#I'm feeling really screwed LOL#I dont know how I've been working every day for so long and still havent done enough...#(its because the work load is way too much)#every time I take 1 hour for myself. to cook. or clean. or draw something else. or play a game. I feel so guilty auauau#I hate webtoon I hate this damn green app...#DOESNT MATTER!!!#what DOES matter is my art is good as hell... look at this shit...#the light. the colors. I love you red I love you green#I need to get more red pants I only have the one pair.#I saw this guy with red pants that had skeleton legs on them and I was like FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!! I need them!!!!#I need to start sewing again. I dont have a sewing machine cause my apartment is too small so I havent sewn in years but I really want to..#I want to make clothes again... I need some vests I need some dresses..#I will not make pants or sleeved shirts because I dont hate myself#sketch#art#vent art I guess LMFAO its not#its just this fun little thing we like to call self expression#also this isnt how my desk setup actually is I scooted things around cause I didnt wanna draw anything twice. fuck it we ball#ok back to work
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fwee top 5 things i had fun with this year :-)
#*begins talking to myself in my tags like a freak*#since reikoumi retired i have thought about zuka less than ever before in my zuka-knowing life. i used to think about REAL women EVERY day#i miss being in love with reiko. being loopy about a REAL person......damn...what was that even like...so distant (happy birthday to her)#my zuka obsession wanes & waxes through the years. it's fine. peaks were 2014 (first saw it live) 2019 (lived there) 2022 (reikoumi reign)#fields of mistria is really cute and fun....i love it a lot more than stardew. i love my crush....i love baking..feeding my golden rabbits.#i've played it for like 70 hours and it's not even out of early access....PLEASE UPDATE IT!!! I NEED MORE FISH TO CATCH! NOW!#edgeworth game was lovely. i actually was thinking of narumitsu as much as orufrey for a while. Whoa. but i never drew those ideas...#VEILGUARD....WAS STUPID FUN FOR ME. my personal and romantic little adventure :)#falling in love in a game isnt the same as when you already know you'll love a character. it's UNEXPECTED. keeps you young.#orufrey.........ya know the deal. They are my life.#the only thing that distracts me seriously from orufrey is when i think not of their love but MY love.....in video games.#runners up were dragon age 2 where i also fell in love. i immediately spat out so much art about da2 and veilguard LOL#i discovered various media that wasnt included here too..read some good manga..etc#i made several personal comics this year (the wha oc one and the Wolf one) and a lot of.. semi-personal art like my veilguard oc#i'm slowly learning to express myself artistically in ways that arent orufrey...... next year..i want to achieve various things....#i don't know what i can really manage any more. but i'll try a bit harder. just in CASE life can still be good..#OH AND I DID BG3 HONOUR MODE...bg3 was a 2023 thing but the first half of this year i was also just soulfully playing bg3. saved me#the second half of the year was actually better even though i got sick. Weird. anywayyyy *ceases talking to myself*#i pray for health and safety and peace for everyone and for my dreams to come true.
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Jimithon Mouthwashing is such a good representation of untreated, enabled NPD like it makes me want to squeeze the life out of him. I'm endlessly fascinated when watching him interact with his crew, surroundings, and himself because he's so fucking lost in his own sauce. It's insane. If I'm being real, it makes him my favorite character in the game.
It's a little scary to say, but watching Jimmy is like seeing a mirrored version of myself two years ago before I truly committed to treatment for my NPD. He's like a shadow. The opening line "I hope this hurts," which I believe comes from Jimmy right before the crash, is such a poignant statement. It's a simple line, but I can tell you from experience that the desire to hurt others when in a narcissistic rage is overwhelming. It's such a good line to sum up Jimmy's character in that moment. Luckily, in the real world, I had my friends and family there to catch me when I hit my lowest, even though I'd hurt them so many times. Jimmy probably could've used friends to force him into therapy (cough cough Curly cough cough)
#also I don't mean we're similar in any way when it comes to rape or SA. Please don't twist it that way at all.#I mean like in terms of the jealously resentment revenge hurting others to feel thrilled not taking responsibility not seeing flaws etc#I'm diagnosed with NPD also but pls know my experience will be different from others. We're all different people obvs.#also Jimmy has like wayyyyyyyyyy more things wrong with him not just untreated NPD lol#I would say that untreated NPD is a hell most can't describe#you barely feel anything except rage boredom and jealousy (in my case)#love is a form of ownership and control because you can't really feel it the right way#so your -person- is an object of intense obsession and also a tool for you#if that makes sense? I see that with Jimmy and Curly for sure#You want to tear others down and hurt them because it makes you feel good to put them below you#there's a constant feeling of insecurity and it drives you crazy fr#kind gestures from friends feel insulting#and oh my god achievements made by friends and family in my case feel like I've been shot like I hate when they achieve things#It's not logical obvs but that's something I instantly noticed in Jimmy so i was like .....oh brother lol#and also if they achieve something my brain needs it to somehow be tied to me or I'll make it tied to me so they can be thankful#they should always center their attention on me and if they don't I immediately resent them#these are just some of my thought processes on the matter so I can show the similarities I feel with Jimmy#the KEY DIFFERENCE is all of these thoughts I have are left in my head and not exhibited in my actions (any more. took a long time)#but he is such a nasty human with ZERO introspection that he prob never even thought about treatment#also doesn't help that the hot blonde he's friends with never did anything to help with that#idk sorry for oversharing but ahhh this game is so well written I gotta yap about it lol#also kind of a funny unrelated story to show how weird the achievement thing can be lol#my friends announced they saved up enough to go to Vietnam (their dream trip) and I was happy for them (I really was)#but of course my delusional ass immediately also took it as a threat#and I booked a month long trip to Europe a few days after so I could also announce it LMAO#that is a kind of innocent incident when compared to Jimmy but it just shows how annoying NPD can be#Jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#NPD
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Kenny and Violet anon here YES.
Violet is upset because someone she defended against her found family of 8 years let her get taken by brainwashing adults for 2 seconds and everyone flips their lid.
But Kenny refuses to stop a train, and gets into a whole fight with Lee over it (AND REFUSES TO HELP YOU FIND A LOST LITTLE GIRL WHILE YOU’RE FIGHTING OFF AN INFECTION, where as Violet always defends you in Episode 1 regardless of whether you ignored and/or antagonized her or not), and gets mad at an 11 year old for not being able to handle helping someone in labor by herself and everybody’s like “Nah it’s okay, his family died years ago so he gets to do whatever he wants.” as if Violet didn’t witness one of the only consistent family members in her life die in front of her 💀
There’s so many comparisons I could make and one day I’ll make a Venn Diagram about all of their similarities but for now I’m glad someone pointed this out.
there are some things kenny does that have No excuse (like refusing to help bitten lee look for missing clem all because hes mad you didnt side with him enough. leaving lee to singlehandedly save himself in the pharmacy because he got scared. threatening to slap clem for blaming herself for lees death. off the top of my head). but his behavior on the train is annoying yet understandable. he doesnt want to admit his son is dying and he feels like duck dying in the first place is his fault for not saving shawn. you can convince him to stop without things getting physical
the Problem comes in when people can understand and sympathize with kennys annoying/shitty actions, but when it comes to violet (who has the same "my family is dead and its made me bitter and closed off" backstory (and her whole arc is about learning to love and care again)), suddenly all understanding goes out the window. even tho shes not even a FRACTION as annoying and shitty as kenny can get 😭😭
violet is mean to clem for the One scene where youre introduced to her (ignoring your first moment with her in the courtyard where shes smiling at clem so you already know her shitty attitude later is a lie. louis even defends her. wingman lol. and depending on what you say in response to her you can Immediately see the regret on her face LOL). but before the scene even Ends shes complimenting clem and clem loves it. then youre forced to talk to her and tenn about the twins, you have a nice card game where you can joke around with her, then she shows up at the dorm and they have a nice heart to heart about how theyre BOTH struggling with the loss of people theyve loved, and they can sympathize about both being harsher than they intend (THEY GET EACH OTHER CANONICALLY)
and vi not being "a people person" is a huge part of her arc?? she doesnt like that shes like this 😭 but shes also better with people than she gives herself credit for and its why she makes a good leader. (and even if you pick the "came off strong" option clem is OBVIOUSLY teasing about it but vi cant tell and gets defensive ("its not like im trying to be bffs or whatever. sorry" is so "you want to kiss me so bad it makes you look stupid" of her)
and then after this shes never mean to clem again?? (unless you antagonize her but even then its mostly just about her standing her ground and not taking shit she doesnt deserve. which is fair). shes only mean to brody while fishing (and shes mean to brody because deep down she blames HERSELF) and the whole POINT of that scene is to try and mend their broken relationship which immediately makes vi a happier/nicer person if you do (also interesting how louis doesnt get any shit for His behavior while hunting 🤨 no hes just cool and fun). violet also apologizes for being "weird" in the dorms the previous night as well (bby girl why are you afraid that everything you do is weird 😭 she says that word a lot)
violet will Always have clems back (in EP1 and 2!!) No Matter What you do or say to her. i think people take her loyalty for granted. so if you dont save her in EP2 and expect to continue to have her unwavering loyalty in EP3? thats a You problem. she is Fucked Up mentally on that boat by lilly and her not-exactly-ex, and then gets caught in the explosion she didnt want anything to do with. AND THEN SHE APOLOGIZES because she recognizes she was WRONG
(not her literally trying to make a joke about it to ease the tension 😭 people dont give her credit for also having a sense of humor. like louis is the only one who cracks jokes around here) but again when it comes to kenny his actions are understandable and defendable even without an apology 🙄 i literally side with kenny on Everything except the larry thing and if you dont make the right dialogue choice with him? he will not help you look for clem. because of larry 😐 i killed your son for you bro and then took care of his walker doppelganger so you didnt have to. and this isnt even touching his behavior in S2. and yet despite everything he does hes still one of the most beloved characters in the fandom 🤨
i just have to remind myself sometimes that all vi options were made 53-61% and the vi haters are a loud minority. her always being above 50% is so interesting to me because i love when choices are split perfectly 50/50. but the way the fandom talks about her (and the women in general) you wouldnt think shes technically the more popular option (and i Hate playing the popularity card its so annoying, but im only doing it bc people also say shit like "maybe if vi wasnt so mean more people would pick her" they DO pick her!!! you just got mad she was mean for 5 seconds, never payed attention to her again, and used her determinate reaction on the boat as justification for not liking her 😑) (also ignores how mean louis gets in EP2 regardless of choice?? but like kenny His actions are defendable and sympathetic and hers arent 🙄)
#again just in case people cant tell I LIKE ALL OF THEM they are all interesting characters!!! but some of you only give grace to the men#vi i will defend you until i die because Someone has to#why do people hate and even want to kill the women in this game so bad 😭 its so weird#im literally just asking yall to Not hate her so vehemently when you LOVE male characters who do the same or much worse#its just weird all the excuses that exist for the men but when its a woman? shes just a bitch. why do the men get to be bitches 😐#the game is Intentionally very even between vi and louis' reactions but for some reason hes defendable/sympathetic and shes not#someone pretty much ended up proving my point on my last ask about this without even realizing it 💀#but i didnt even know where to begin. so i was so glad to get this ask almost immediately after hdskfjkd#also the numbers im using are TFS numbers not DE numbers. ive noticed the DE numbers are fandom skewed idek what they are for S4#i dont think i have much more to say about this and im afraid the men only defenders are gonna start coming out of the walls#i love you fucked up women of twdg :)#if anyone tries to defend the male characters on this post im gonna lose it. they dont need your help!!!#replies with lexi#incognito#twdg
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2024 reads / storygraph
The Sword of Kaigen
standalone fantasy set in a rural mountain village at the edge of an empire that still holds traditional values, with families of powerful water/ice magic warriors
follows a powerful young heir who begins to question his beliefs about the empire when a new boy comes to his village from the city
and his mother, a housewife who has tried to forget her youth as a warrior and vigilante in the city since she moved back home to a loveless marriage
when there’s a violent attack on their village that they’re unprepared for, everything changes, and she has to embrace her old skills to protect her family and people
#The Sword of Kaigen#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#I’ve been meaning to read this for years and I finally got around to it! a really unique fantasy novel#I had always assumed this was ur average pre-industrial high fantasy and then was immediately hit with video games/tv in the first chapter#lmao. But overall (aside from the broader worldbuilding/politics) it is closer to the average ‘historical’ fantasy narrative -#so I can see why I got that impression#Some really compelling characters and interesting narrative structure that went in some unexpected directions.#It really focuses in on one village and how devastating a single battle in a war can be to their people - and how much work the recovery is#I feel like most sff is more concerned with a single person and/or the whole war so this felt unique. did also mean that the pacing was odd#- it's a slow start; then there’s a battle that must be hundreds of pages. The last section of the book feels a little too drawn out#and brings up random hanging plot elements that don’t really go anywhere. But I think overall this works for the story.#also one thing I didn’t love - cool complex interesting female character MC sure but also there’s weird moments like:#the first scene we see her is all the housewives comparing their attractiveness; she keeps referring to herself as an old woman (when she’s#and oh so meek and useless etc. And some of this feels like it’s part of the broader portrayal of the misogynist society#but some of it felt clunky or unintentional?#And then especially the end - when she and her shitty husband finally confront each other as equals and he apologises#she basically immediately forgives him and is like oh I was equally at fault because I am a meek woman who didn’t try either#like him realising he was wrong (and her realising he had a reason for being the way he was) doesn’t negate the fact that he treated her li#she acts like it was her fault for not trying too - when we have numerous examples of him berating her if she spoke up about anything?#like im glad he’s learning. but also that doesn’t mean she needs to suddenly forgive and love him wtf#that's the only real thing that annoyed me though.#also btw that 5yo seems kinda fucked up. are you guys gonna do anything about that
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