#i need proof

[mythology-void]

hey guys so im starting an official petition to ban my little sister from playing the cello ever

my reasons are this

[not-so-rosyyy]

thinking about how Billie added the “can’t really explain it” video to her YouTube playlist.

wait, this is the first time i heard of this. is this real? lol

[ringosmistress]

[bohemian-nights]

Majority of people who keep pushing the Nettles is/was cut narrative didn’t want her to be in the show in the first place. Because why else would they be listening to Daemyra stans who sound as though they’re higher than the Eiffel Tower (that’s not to say all Daemyra stans sound like that because I’ve interacted with a lot chill ones in fact my best friend ships Daemyra so not all of them are on that stuff lol) 🤷🏾‍♀️

Facts👏🏽They’ve wanted her cut for a year now and have not been shy about saying and speculating that Rhaena and whoever else was going to take her story. I need to see actual proof from the horses mouth before I buy what they are trying to sell🤷🏽‍♀️

[angria]

Outside of covering the obvious yesterday, I told T that I’ve been struggling with the SH, namely it being 9 months since the last time I did it.  Which is the longest I’ve gone in over a decade.  And it’s freaking me out.  Ever since starting the folate, it has changed my level and duration of dysregulation.  Logically I know that is a good thing and T said as much.  But, I don’t want it.  It doesn’t feel right.  He asked me why and I tried to explain how I’ve done it my whole life.  I don’t know what it’s like to live without it.  And I feel I have no choice because of the folate.

T said I always have a choice.  That I’m choosing to take the folate (which I disagree because I know he and Dr W would get on my case about it and potentially go inpatient to make sure I take my meds).  And I chose to move to the city in order to get away from hellhole, etc., even though I didn’t know what it was like to live outside my home-state.  Plus, the goal is not to perpetuate misery.  SH was an adaptive behavior I used to survive and it’s no longer needed now.  All of which I know is true.  But, I can’t stop thinking of how “wrong” it feels.  T asked me what I do when those feelings arise.  Ignore them essentially, knowing that’s not the way to deal with them.  Which T affirmed.  That I need to acknowledge the feelings and compassionately remind myself I no longer need SH.  Eventually, the “wrong” feeling will shift as time progresses.  Again, I don’t want it to change.  I don’t want to lose it.

T then described how it’s not sustainable to be actively SHing as I move into social work.  Between the stress of people finding out as well as enabling the behavior, which will occupy headspace.  He described how self-care is vital to social work and SH is not an example of that, as much as I feel it is.  Besides, what am I going to do when a child comes to me with fresh SH?  Am I going to encourage them because at least it helps them deal with the dysregulation?  I hate it when it spins the perspective and brings in my students or now in the case of future clients.  Because of course I won’t do that.  So then why do I tell myself that.  I never know how to respond when it flips the script and involves kids.  

At the end, he told me to try and sit with what he said.  Not necessarily do anything with it, but just let it soak in.  And remind myself this will be a gradual process.  The “wrong” feeling isn’t going to disappear in a couple more months.  It will probably be years, if not life-long.  As with any addictive behavior.  I just don’t know how to let it go.  No longer seeing fresh SH or recent scars on my body.  He said I don’t need any more proof…the proof is in the symptoms and my experiences.  Which reminds me of the time he said to look at it not as “less than” but “enough of.”

I don’t know.  Also don’t know if any of that makes sense…my head is still in a fog and I can barely form two thoughts together.

[mikeywelsh71]

pete wentz is racist

Get OUT of my anons

[hongyangi]

jacob the only one with that size 😳

[jollofhomerb]

I get that child torture is bad. But the kids in the congo are actually getting money, and do we really know that the child labour is exploitative?

For those who need context since the genocide in Congo isn't well-known: Congo supplies minerals used in many electronics in the west, and is hugely exploited including child labour

[kiwi]

everybodys gotta get back into the practice of using pseudonyms online... i remember the time of screen names where u never ever told anyone ur real name and that was just understood as basic internet safety. plus having a screen name is fun because sometimes it sticks so well that it becomes part of ur identity that u can use in whatever facet of ur life you choose. it rocks to pick your own name

[agentepurpurina]

what confession 💀?

[ham1lton]

i’m gonna keep this on anon unless you agree with me, or hear me out..

jon (lando’s trainer)

he’s acc so fine🤭

need you to send me the pics that made u think that and then we will discuss 💭

[mylittlepimp]

IS THIS ACTUALLY REAL!? 🤣🤣 I JUST NEED TO KNOW, HE ACTUALLY SAID, "DITTLE THAT SKITTLE!!".... I've only ever heard that on an old mtv show girl code 😂😂

GEN V 1.06 Jumanji

[rhinestonesox]

When Senshi was young in the dungeon the majority of the adults he were with ostracized him. All except Gillin, who died to make sure Senshi had something to eat: unseasoned boiled meat that may or may not have been one of their comrades.

It really puts into perspective why he was so nurturing towards Chilchuck. When Chil reveals he’s 28 to the party, Senshi responds by telling him that he thought he was older. Senshi was in his 30s when he and his comrades got trapped in the dungeon, so it’s safe to assume that he thought Chil was at a similar age.

He met a young boy who was, from his perspective, forced to do dangerous work in the dungeon just like he was, and so, Senshi made an effort to look after Chilchuck in the same way Gillin looked after him.

Mind you, when Senshi was young in the dungeon he had to starve for weeks, eat the horse he loved, and finish it off spending the next i don’t know how many years wondering if he committed cannibalism.

Senshi understands first hand the value of nutrition and proper eating, so when he’s with the party he makes an effort to make sure they’re all eating a full and balanced diet. Not only that, but Senshi INVOLVES them in the process of getting food to eat, always preparing it in front of them and narrating every ingredient in the process so that there’s no doubt about what they’re eating.

[bubbleanonymous]

Wait Lloyd used to have a bowl cut

[chloesimaginationthings]

How to calm down Roxy in FNAF security breach

[angria]

Bad.

My entire body hurts from squeezing into myself. Want to rip myself apart. Escape. Cry. I don't want this. I don't want better. T says there are parts of me that do want it. No. Too much change. No control. Terrified. Need to escape. Need proof. No. People leave. Invisible. Who am I.

I don't want it. I don't want it. I don't want it.