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mother duck | carlos sainz social media au
pairing: carlos sainz x fem presenter!reader
carlos kissed her goodbye before she went to the rookie round table, he didnât realise sheâd come back with five ducklings of her own
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f1: head over to our youtube channel now to get to know our crop of new drivers at the rookie round table!
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user1: i have been moved
user2: more of this type of content please
user3: i think they couldâve gotten at least a couple of hours of footage here those kids love to talk
yourusername: not what iâve been used to but a blast nonetheless!
kimiantonelli: you will be coming to all of the races, right?
kimiantonelli: right? please!
yourusername: yes, i will be there kimi donât worry
kimiantonelli: omg yay!
user4: oh no⊠theyâre attachedâŠ
user5: someone call carlos sainz, is he aware heâs become a father of five overnight?
carlossainz55: excuse me?
gabrielbortoleto: hi!
carlossainz55: no no no i donât do all of this grid kid nonsense
isackhadjar: please donât say that i have abandonment issues :(
carlossainz55: what ???
user6: bro sat back and watched charles adopt all the kids last season but now itâs his turn
user7: ollie is meant to be charlesâ grid kidâŠ
charles_leclerc: A ROBBERY?
carlossainz55: you can keep him !!!
olliebearman: you donât want me đą
yourusername: carlos donât be mean to them!
carlossainz55: what the fuck is going on right now ???
user8: carlos left his gf for one 20 minute interview and now has kids ?
user9: ugh iâve missed this chaos
jackdoohan: can we do all media with you @yourusername ?
yourusername: i donât think so :(
jackdoohan: so not fair :(((((
jackdoohan: if we donât have media with you can we at least come to dinner?
kimiantonelli: iâm free for dinner!
gabrielbortoleto: me too
isackhadjar: me three
olliebearman: can we get italian?
carlossainz55: nuh uh itâs date night tonight
kimiantonelli: *our date night
carlossainz55: no?
yourusername: come on carlosâŠ
carlossainz55: fine! but just this one time
user10: itâs going to be a long season for mr sainz i fear
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yourusername: australia thatâs a wrap on qualifying - a few surprises at both ends of the grid!
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user11: i am an old man who usually hates the fluffy stuff off of track but kimi going in for a hug in the media pen was very cute
user12: i think people forget just how young he is so itâs good he feels he has other people to go to in the paddock!
user13: his poor media handler looked very confused
olliebearman: can we definitely get dinner now :( talking to you in the media pen was probably the only good thing from today
yourusername: of course ollie! i know it was a tough day but youâll get in the swing of it with the car
carlossainz55: i thought we were going to be able to shake them for dinner :(
olliebearman: CARLOS I AM IN DISTRESS PLEASE PAY FOR MY PASTA
yourusername: he clearly needs comfort!
carlossainz55: he doesnât need comfort heâs trying to extort us
olliebearman: so you donât love me enough to let me extort you?
carlossainz55: no?
user14: these rookies are cracking me up
user15: please strap them down in front of a camera and let them yap
gabrielbortoleto: did you see my save?
yourusername: i did! very impressive gabi
gabrielbortoleto: did you @carlossainz55 ?
maxverstappen1: so i mean nothing to you now?
gabrielbortoleto: NO! i love you max - did you see my save?
maxverstappen1: it was very impressive bubbles
carlossainz55: definitely not a âb gradeâ driver
gabrielbortoleto: OMGGGG THANK YOU
maxverstappen1: i give up?
yourusername: i donât really know whatâs happening right now - but just go with it max, he still loves you he spoke at LENGTH about you to me just this morning
user16: these kids be attaching to anyone who looks at them
user17: theyâre just like me for real
isackhadjar: looking forward to debriefing over garlic bread :D
yourusername: you were amazing today isack!
isackhadjar: hehehehehehehehe
carlossainz55: at least this one isnât shouting at me
jackdoohan: what about me?
carlossainz55: you know what, youâve bothered me the least so youâre my favourite
kimiantonelli: NOT FAIR
olliebearman: but i cycle?
gabrielbortoleto: but you liked my save?
isackhadjar: all i want is some garlic bread :(
yourusername: carlos! you canât say one of them is your favourite - thatâs not how kids work
carlossainz55: i never asked for this !!!
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carlossainz55: back in italy for imola and on a date with my favourite girl
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user18: carlos went to italy extra early so they could have dinner without the rookies intruding lmao
user19: bro is being haunted by five kids
user20: heâs better than me because i would crumble immediately
yourusername: no one else iâd rather be with
carlossainz55: iâve missed being with you (just you)
yourusername: weâve had just enough alone time i think
landonorris: gross
carlossainz55: not you too
landonorris: if you think about it i was technically your first kidâŠ
carlossainz55: ONE NIGHT WITHOUT THIS NONSENSE PLEASE
user21: i think carlos might be losing his mind
alexalbon: oh he definitely is if his loud ramblings i can hear through the driver room walls
yourusername: i think heâs just like that?
carlossainz55: huh?
yourusername: you asked me on a date because you were talking to yourself loudly before our interview about âhow pretty my smile isâ
carlossainz55: my thoughts are loud!
carlossainz55: but in that instance iâm very glad they were screaming in my head
yourusername: iâm very glad too <3
user22: omg thatâs such a cute/concerning meet cute
user23: the most carlos sainz thing ever i fear
kimiantonelli: i see our invite got lost in the mail?
olliebearman: and in kimiâs home country⊠thatâs just cruel
carlossainz55: i would like ONE romantic night with the love of my life ALONE
carlossainz55: CAN I PLEASE HAVE THAT? I DONâT THINK IâM ASKING THAT MUCH
isackhadjar: you didnât need to be that mean about it :(
kimiantonelli: iâm sorry, i just wanted to show you the best places in imola âŠ
olliebearman: does this mean you donât want to go cycling on thursday anymore?
jackdoohan: can i still go for coffee with y/n?
gabrielbortoleto: we just wanted to see you guys :(
yourusername: no my babies :((( we love you and of course we want to see you! we just need to have some alone time every once in a while
carlossainz55: y/n please stop feeding into this
carlossainz55: STOP SHOWING ME THE PHOTOS THEYâRE SENDING YOU OF THEIR SAD FACES
carlossainz55: FINE! WEâLL ALL GO FOR BREAKFAST TOMORROW NOW LET ME ENJOY MY NIGHT WITH Y/N
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gabrielbortoleto: that was a big one! iâm sorry to the team but iâm happy to say that iâll be okay and will be back for the next race. thank you y/n and carlos for coming and keeping me company in the hospital!
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user24: okay i know weâve all poked fun at the grid kid thing and how itâs so funny that carlos hates it but for real, iâm glad they were in the paddock and were able to be there for him
user25: that makes all the jokey stuff so much better honestly
yourusername: weâre so happy youâre all okay gabi!
gabrielbortoleto: thank you for coming! i know iâm a bit of a drama queen but my parents couldnât come from brazil so thank you for not leaving me alone :)
gabrielbortoleto: can we have a ducky sleepover?
carlossainz55: a what?
gabrielbortoleto: y/n calls us her duckies! so a ducky sleepover would be all of us coming over (and getting ice cream)
yourusername: i think thatâs an amazing idea
carlossainz55: okay, okay. but i am never calling you guys duckies.
yourusername: just you wait baby :)
user26: his radio just reminded me how young him and all the other rookies actually are
user27: i want to just wrap them all up in blankets and tell them itâs all going to be okay
user28: good thing they have y/n and carlos to do that
alexalbon: he wonât tell you this but he did run back to his drivers room to get gabi a jumper and a blanket, heâs a softy for them really
yourusername: that's my man đ„°
kimiantonelli: weâre the five duckies so please refrain from flipping into the barriers again please and thank you
yourusername: kimi?!
carlossainz55: thatâs not how we word these things kimi
kimiantonelli: woah iâm trying to lighten the mood
olliebearman: everyone has been a real debby downer today - like three of us got points! (this is a joke, i am happy youâre okay gabi)
gabrielbortoleto: bring the mood back down, iâve got some more things i want to get with my sympathy points
carlossainz55: gabi???
gabrielbortoleto: fernando taught me to take advantage of anything and everything
carlossainz55: that sounds about rightâŠ
user29: why is fernando still at the scene of the crime
kimiantonelli: heâs old! he won his last championship before i was born!
fernandoalo_oficial: @carlossainz55 control your kid
carlossainz55: excuse me? after what youâve taught gabi?
fernandoalo_oficial: oh donât act so innocent carlito - did isack or did isack not steal all of the goodies from the media pen because he MANIPULATED the comms girls
isackhadjar: i DID NO SUCH THING
isackhadjar: i am just a nice guy!
jackdoohan: he distracted them and i took them!
fernandoalo_oficial: scoundrels
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carlossainz55: as much as theyâre annoying - i love our duckies and itâs going to take more than one DNF to turn me against them
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user30: oh wow he is a changed man
user31: i fear this is a real mark of maturity because believe me iâd be crashing the fuck out (pun intended)
user32: i mean now heâs seen it back he defo knows that it wasnât really any one personâs fault
olliebearman: IâM SO SORRY CARLOS
olliebearman: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE FORGIVE ME
kimiantonelli: what about me ????
olliebearman: you are NOT the priority here
kimiantonelli: we have a ship name ??? does that mean nothing?
olliebearman: not right now? not when our cycling sessions are on the line?
carlossainz55: are you guys finished arguing now?
olliebearman: can you forgive me now so we can get back to arguing
carlossainz55: i told you guys thereâs no hard feelings, we all got squeezed in the rain - stop stressing
olliebearman: okay thanks
kimiantonelli: thx
kimiantonelli: anyway
kimiantonelli: HOW DARE YOU NOT WANT MY FORGIVENESS FIRST?
olliebearman: omg youâre so self-involved
jackdoohan: you gonna let him say that kimi?
kimiantonelli: ME? SELF-INVOLVED?
isackhadjar: ollie i can hear him bitching from hereâŠ
olliebearman: GASP!
gabrielbortoleto: kimi⊠clearly he doesnât care about the sanctity of bearnelli
kimiantonelli: i canât believe this đ
yourusername: right okay letâs calm it down boys
carlossainz55: no this is quite entertaining let them keep going âŠ
yourusername: so you are the bad influence
carlossainz55: if we have to keep them around i might as well enjoy it
yourusername: really?
carlossainz55: the longer they argue and instigate, the less they are bothering us and i can actually spend time with my girlfriend
user33: this whole comment section is just one big familial domestic
user34: they are everything to me
user35: carlos can never retire now iâm sorry those are the rules
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yourusername: omg all five of our duckies scored points and carlos was on the pdoium this weekend at silverstone!!! what an anniversary weekend, and our duckies remembered!
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user36: THE DUCKIES
user37: i donât care how dumb the nickname is i love it so much
user38: free yourself from thinking everything is cringe
jackdoohan: so since youâre from silverstone, can we claim this as a home race so we can all say got points at home
yourusername: iâve seen shakier logic from oscar so iâll say yes!
oscarpiastri: RUDE
kimiantonelli: heâs just bitter because no one cares about his lil grid kid stunt in monaco anymore now we have y/n and carlos
oscarpiastri: omg ??? leave me alone
olliebearman: come say that to our faces đĄ
jackdoohan: he wonât we out number him
iscakhadjar: đȘ
oscarpiastri: you people are all like rabid dogs
carlossainz55: watch what you say about the duckies
oscarpiastri: this is crazy, you were the one who was constantly complaining about them
carlossainz55: yes well now i like them! and i donât appreciate your tone
oscarpiastri: why werenât you this nice to me as a rookie?
carlossainz55: eh?
gabrielbortoleto: he just likes us better!
carlossainz55: heâs not wrongâŠ
oscarpiastri: fine! charles is a better grid dad anyway
oscarpiastri: and while weâre at it iâm gonna claim max as well
charles_leclerc: yeah i never complained about oscar, i took him in immediately!
maxverstappen1: i donât know how i got roped into this but yeah - weâre better!
user39: you know what? sure
user40: i stopped asking questions a long time ago
user41: they got them gifts for their anniversary? thatâs too fucking cute i canât
user42: duckies you are so iconic
carlossainz55: i guess the duckies are good for one thing - gifts
yourusername: itâs definitely a perk!
carlossainz55: but iâll deal with all of their chaos if it means being with you
yourusername: awwwww i love you too
yourusername: so much we have five kids before being marriedâŠ
carlossainz55: is this a hint?
yourusername: i donât know you tell me?
kimiantonelli: PLEASE DONâT PROPOSAL WITHOUT US THERE
jackdoohan: that is a threat
olliebearman: bagsy being a bridesmaid
isackhadjar: i know someone who can get you the eiffel tower?
gabrielbortoleto: omg my first wedding party !!!
carlossainz55: letâs all slow down for a second - i will propose but you little devils will not be involvedâŠ
yourusername: but theyâre so cute đą
carlossainz55: maybe⊠but only because i love you
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note: kinda on fire today? i will be crashing in like two hours so i had to be productive while i could be
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yandere mark grayson
might be a little ooc lowkey... sorry.
tw // stalking, nolan is an enabler, yandere behavior, emotional manipulation, honestly nothing too crazy compared to what ive written in the past
mark grayson x reader
im gonna talk mostly about story mark and not the variants but ill add a couple cutesy little remarks at the end
markie poo is very intense as a yandere, not in the kidnapping sort of sense but like emotionally
youâd probably meet him in college and start off as friends
heâs def the type to fall in love at first sight tho like he sees you and its like some angelic light bathed you
he was in awe
he def uses his powers to stalk you and figure out everything about you
william lowkey encourages it too causeâŠ. he seems like the type to stalk his crushes (heâs a normal person so its like kinda a normal amount)
anyway he doesnât really realize how heâs following you or watching you until someone points it out (eve) and heâs like âomg im so evil im so bad and evil and i should dieâ
and he confesses it to his parents cuz who knows better than him? mama y papa!!
âim so sorry, i know i shouldnât use my powers to stalk (y/n). i know what im doing is wrong. i just like them⊠so so much.â mark buries his head in his hands, too ashamed to look at his parents.
he hears his mom sigh, âmark what youâve been doing is-â she stops. mark looks up to see his dad whisper into her ear. she bites her lip before nodding. debbie pulls him into a hug before leaving the room to go upstairs. mark feels tears well up in his eyes, seeing the disappointment in his momâs eyes.
âmark.â he looks over at his dad. âcome here, son.â nolan pats the space next to him on the couch. mark hesitantly, moves to sit next to his father. âi sent your mother away because i needed to explain something to you. something she would never understand.â his fatherâs voice was low. mark swallows, trepidation building. âwhen i first met your mother, she had rejected me.â he sits back, âand i loved her more for it. everyday i would watch her, where she worked, where she lived, who she spent time with, everything, mark. i needed to know more about her, i wanted for her to be mine⊠i was-â nolan barks out a laugh, âi was willing to take her away from everything if she wouldâve rejected me again.â he looks over at mark, âfortunately for all of us, your mom agreed for a date and now⊠here we are.â nolan smiles, wistfully. mark stays silent, processing everything. nolan pats his son on the knee, âwhat iâm trying to say, son, is that what youâre doing is normal. you are my son, of course you could love like i do.â nolan ruffles markâs hair before standing up.
âbut mom-â
âwhat your mother doesnât know wonât hurt her, mark. and what (y/n) doesnât know wonât hurt them.â
i made up that nolan did all that, but likeâŠ. who would be surprised if he actually did lol
anyway, nolan highkey made mark worse becuz why would u say all that, man⊠(i made him say it but thatâs beside the point)
mark doesnât even have his own place yet, so kidnapping is off the table and with papa nolan in space, he knows debbie wonât be down for him bringing back a gagged you lol
if ur single, heâll just push and push and push until youâre like omg fine ill go on a date with you
heâll do everything right just so you wonât think about not dating him
he doesnât want to tell you that heâs invincible but if it means youâll trust him to protect you, heâll do tell u
heâs very very very overprotective
if youâre in danger⊠everybodys dying he does not gaf
if ur in a relationship, ur partnerâs going missing⊠sorry to them but mark will swoop in while youâre grieving and then bam somehow you guys are dating
he would never hurt you, but he would hurt other people to get to you/make you realize youâll never escape him
like father like son as they say
anyway some quickie thoughts about invincible war before we move on
the moment those unhinged freaks stepped foot into this universe, theyâre gonna find you
similar to that moment in the show where the burned looking mark when home to fake-cry to kill debbie, smth like that except they show up and take you with them
anyway i have similar thoughts but mostly about omni-mark and the other freaked up mark #needthatbad
theyâre sooo obsessed with u but its hard to give a generalized behavior headcanon cuz each of my freaks are so different
also before i go, i wanna go back to when i said heâs very emotionally intense
heâll twist your words and make you feel bad for rejecting him/not listening to him
mark would def use his fears to make you do what he wants
âmark, i need to get to class.â you try to pull yourself out of his grasp, but his hands go back around your waist. the two of you lay naked next to each other in your dorm after he had come back from patrol, you can see his suit peeking out from under the bed as you try to pull yourself away once more.
â(y/n), please donât go.â you turn to look at your boyfriend, he pouts as he pulls you closer. he buries his head into your chest and you feel your face get hot.
âmark, i have to go to class. iâve already missed 3 lectures because of you.â you push yourself away and off the bed. you feel his hand clasp onto yours. âmark.â you frown and look back, annoyed, when you see his tears. âoh my god, mark,â you immediately fold, holding him close.
âi just⊠iâm sorry i know you have to go to class, but i was so worried with everything thatâs happening. i had- i had a nightmare i lost you.â his voice was thick as he held back his tears. he presses his lips against yours, rough and needy. you let him; your heart heavy as you feel the weight on his shoulders. âi canât lose you, (y/n). youâre my⊠youâre my everything, i canât survive without you.â you let him kiss you once more, letting him pour his love into you. soon, you find yourself wrapped up in his touch. his lips against every part of you, his hands caressing your skin, his voice whispering sweetly into your ears. you missed your classes once more as mark held you tight. âi wonât survive without you, (y/n)âŠâ his voice lulls you back to sleep, âand i wonât let you leave me.â
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And they were roommates - part 8
Summary: Y/n gets injured and has to stay in recovery for 8 months. It's a good thing her friend and teammate Kyra is more than willing to move in with her. wink wink
Warnings: omg first I love you!!! New characters just dropped.... hi Lotte!! Y/n being away from Kyra for the first time <3
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âDid you pack everything?â Y/n asked for what felt like the millionth time. âExtra socks, extra shirts, extraââ
Kyra silenced her with a kiss. âThe only thing missing from my suitcase is you,â she said, stepping backâ just far enough to discreetly stuff two more pairs of socks into her bag; because yes, she had forgotten.
Y/n pretended she didnât see it for the sake of her mental well-being.Â
âRelax, itâs not the first time I travel, you know,â Kyra said, closing her suitcase.
âI know! I just donât want you to forget important stuff!â
âIf I forget anything Iâll just take Stephâs,â Kyra shrugged.
I donât think Steph would like that.â
âI'll gaslight her into thinking everything I take is actually mine,â Kyra said.
âHave you ever played mind games with me?â
âNope, when it comes to you, I just let myself be manipulated.â
âMe? manipulate you?â Y/n asked. âYouâre the one who manipulated me into adopting a cat.â
âFooty,â Kyra said seriously. âCall him by his name, please, itâs the first time heâll be away from me.â Kyra took Footy, who was sleeping on the bed and kissed him on the head. âHeâs gonna need your support, my poor littleââ
âOuch!â Footy scratched Kyraâs face and jumped off her arms, getting out of the room.Â
âLittle traitor,â Kyra muttered, narrowing her eyes. âI was going to bring him back some American cat food, but now? No chance.â
âAmerican cat food?â Y/n snorted. âWhat, hamburger-flavored, Coca-cola?â
Kyra shook her head.
âNo, itâs, like⊠tuna-flavored. Very epicure. Gourmet even.â
âGourmet my ass. Thatâs just fancy sardines, babeâ
âI was gonna bring him back a souvenir, but fine.â Kyra pouted. âMaybe I'll save it for some Australian cat with actual manners.â
âMeow.â
âI won't accept your apologise, Footy, you wââ
âPlease, stop talking to the cat and pack your stuff.â
Kyra didn't want to pack, not now, not later.
âYou completely ignored how my face is all bruised, though â Kyra pointed at a very small scratch on her cheek, trying to save some time.
âOh my god baby! How will you ever survive!â Y/n gasped, mock horror in her voice as she grabbed as she grabbed some wipes from the bathroom. âTheyâll have to bench you for sure.â
Kyra rolled her eyes. âYouâre so funny.â
Y/n sat on the bed by Kyraâs side, wipes in hand.
âAnd you are dramatic, very dramatic,â Y/n said, carefully holding Kyraâs jaw as she cleaned the small droplets of blood from her scratch. âThere, all done.â
âKiss it better,â Kyra demanded.
Y/n rolled her eyes but gave in, kissing Kyraâs cheeks.
âMy lips hurt too,â Kyra said.
Y/n smiled against Kyraâs face and slowly found her lips, kissing her slowly.
âDo you know what else hurts?â Kyra whispered
âWhat?â Y/n asked, gently sucking Kyra's lower lips
âGuess,âÂ
Y/n smiled mischievously at Kyra, their mouths meeting again. Y/n's hands were under Kyra's shirt, touching the soft skin of her stomach.
âSteph and Caitlin wonât be here for, like, five more minutesâ Y/n murmured, rolling Kyraâs already-hard nipples between her fingers.
âThen we have plenty of time.âÂ
Kyra arched her back slightly, giving Y/n even more access to her chest.
Y/n leaned her torso and kissed Kyra's neck. The girl moaned and responded. âMore.âÂ
Y/n obeyed And sucked just under her ear, it was probably going to leave a mark, maybe not a full-on purple hickey, but it would leave the skin slightly reddish.
âPeople will see itâ Kyra whined, eyes closed.
âI want them to see it,â Y/n said, sucking another mark, now on the back of Kyra's neck, more private.
âTheyâll tease me,â Kyra whined as Y/n pressed her nipples harder, with more aggression. âFuck, um, more.â
But then a loud noise filled the room. A honk coming from the Streets.
âFuck,â Y/n said staying still for A minute before realising that the honk meant Kyra had to get and look decent again.
âYeah, fuck,â Kyra agreed.
She gently took Y/n's arms in Her hand, making the girl let go of her breasts. âAnd that's Steph and Caitlin.âÂ
Kyra sighed, pressing a kiss to Y/n's forehead. âSorry, they have the worst timing, I swear.â
âIt's alright,â Y/n murmured, slightly. âWe can finish this when I take the cast off.â
Kyra got up and Y/n watched as Kyra got her suitcase and put on her shoes.
"Did they give you a real date for the cast Removal?â Kyra asked, knowing well that the last time Y/n asked her physiotherapist this question they gave her a very vague response.
âNo, same answer,â Y/n said. âMaybe in three weeks, but we aren't sure, Y/n, is up to your boneâ Y/n made quotation marks and a very bad imitation of the physiotherapist's voice.
Kyra giggled while putting a cap on the mirror âDon't give the woman a hard time, câmon.â
âShe's the one denying me freedom!â
Kyra opened the wardrobe and picked A hoodie, a yellow one with small flowers on it.
âThat's so cute, I'm gonna take it!â Kyra said happily.Â
âNo, you're not!â Y/n said, furrowing her eyebrows. âThat's mine.â
âSo?â Kyra asked deadpan. âI need something warm to wear on the flight.â
Y/n pointed at the right side of the wardrobe. Kyra's side. âPick something of your own.â
âBut I don't have anything yellow.â she pouted.
âI'll buy You something yellow when you get back.â
âBut I want something yellow to take on the Plane,â Kyra argued back.Â
âNo, put it back.â
âWhy?â
âI donât like sharing!â
âThat's not very nice of you,â Kyra said. âI'm so good to you, we share each other's clothes, you know, it's cute.â
âit's not fair that youâre already leaving me here for two whole weeks,â Y/n argued. âNow you want to leave me here AND steal my clothes?â
âAny clothes? Baby I want to take one hoodie,â
âYep butââ
Another honk. Caitlin and Steph were getting impatient. And with a reason.
âOkay whatever,â Y/n said. âTake the hoodie, but don't lose it, ok?â
Kyra smiled and held the hoodie closer. âThank you!â
Kyra put the hoodie on and Y/n had to say it. It looked way better on Kyra than it did on her, but she wasnât going to say that.Â
Suddenly, it hit Y/n. Kyra was really leavingâ14 whole daysâto another continent.
âIâll miss you,â Y/n confessed, watching Kyra.Â
She looked extra cute wearing the hoodie, maybe You would put it in her part of the wardrobe when Kyra gets back. A subtle message of, it's yours if you want.Â
Damn, she was down bad.
It was the first time Kyra was going to leave You aloneâfull-time. She was trying not to make a fuss about it, to act cool and collected so Y/n wouldn't get upset or angry.
âIâll miss you too,â Kyra said softly, bending down and kissing Y/n. âA lot.â
Kyra was well aware that Y/n could take care of herself. She learned to take a bath all by herself during the last few days; Y/n and Kyra meal prepped for the last two weeks so Y/n wouldn't have to cook--they had a whole fight about it, but Kyra wonâ.
Overall, they had everything organized so that Y/nâs routine wouldn't change a lot for those two weeks. Beth and Lotto, who had small injuries and didn't make it to the squad, were excited when Kyra asked if they could keep an eye on Y/n--of course she didn't tell Y/n that.
Beth even said she could drive Y/n to the physiotherapy.Â
Kyra wasn't worried about Y/n. She justâŠdidn't want her to bite more than she could chew. God forbid she tried to take a walk without her crutches or something like that.
Kyra's nervousness was more about herself than Y/n. She didn't want to come back and find out Y/n broke her other leg trying to move furniture around.
âIâll call every night, alright?â Kyra promised. âWe'll figure out the time differenceâ itâs only five hours, way easier than when I was in Australia.â
âYep, we can do video calls too,â Y/n nodded. âBut I guess Steph won't like trying to go to bed while you talk to me.â
âShe won't mind,â Kyra said, âI have to put up with her and her ex-finaceĂ© during the matildas camp, trust me I've been to war.â
âDoes Steph even know we're together?â Y/n asked. Kyra and she had been living in their bubble that they forgot not all their teammates knew about it.
âOh, Beth probably told her already,â Kyra said, bringing her finger to her mouth and biting her nails âBut I'll see if Steph mentions anything⊠It would be okay, right? If she and the others knew.â
âYeah, baby, of course,â Y/n said, holding Kyra's wrists and taking it off her mouth. âDon't do that, it'll hurt your fingers.â
Kyra always bit her nails when she is anxious. She did it so much that sometimes it would bleed.
âSorry,â she mumbled. âOkay, if she doesn't know I'll tell her. I'm sure the news will make it to the Matilda group chat in a minute.â
âI think you need to pray so a picture of us does not end up on the matildas Instagram, baby.â Y/n teased.
âOh shut up,â Kyra clicked her tongue. âThat won't happenâŠright?â
Y/n just shrugged. âI don't know, you're pretty much everyone's little pest, I'm sure the media team would have a blast.â
âOh I so much hope Beth didn't tell Steph,â Kyra said.
Another honk filled the room.
Oh yeah. Steph and Caitlin.
âI'm like the worst person to give a ride to,â Kyra mumbled. âSteph will never pick me up again.â
Kyra got her suitcase and helped Y/n downstairs.Â
Footy, sensing the urgency around, came running down the stairs.
âOh, I want you to do proof of life with Footy all the time,â Kyra said, looking at the cat running. âWanna make sure my son is alive and well.â
âOh baby when I get back Footy will be the last thing on my mind,â Kyra said mischievously. âBut keep him alive, nonetheless, I like him.â
âI wonât kill the cat, câmon,â Y/n said. âIâll keep it fed, happy and clean for when you get back.
They reached the front door, Footy watching them from the sofa.
âGuess Iâll go then,â Kyra said, smiling sadly.
âYou have a safe trip, ok?â Y/n kissed Kyra. âTell me when you get to the airport and when you land.â
âOk, maâam,â Kyra said. âBye, see you in two weeks, okay?
âOkay,â Y/n said awkwardly, changing her weight between her feet and watching as Kyra put her hand on the doorknob.Â
Was this the time? Y/n wasn't sure if there was a good time to say something like that. She never got to the point. Kyra was leaving, foot already out the door. Maybe she should say it.
Yeah, she would say it.
âHmmâI love⊠you?â Y/n blurted out, eyes fixed on the ceiling, trying not to see Kyraâs reaction. Her ears burned. This was it. She was going to die. Death by embarrassment.
Some people died of a broken heart. Y/n died of saying I love you.
Kyra stopped with her hand on the doorknob and slowly turned, a smirk on her face. âWhat?â
âwhat what?â Y/n said, did she not understand? Y/n wasn't going to say it again anytime soon, it was too embarrassing⊠and now she was nervous and sweating, great.
She had never told thatâromanticallyâ to anyone. It felt weird, although it was true. She wasn't expecting Kyra to day it back, although she wished she would.
âYou love me?â Kyra asked, eyebrows raised. âBut it took you five business days just to let me borrow a hoodie?â
Y/n opened her mouth, but no words came out, so she just shyly nodded.
In a swift movement, Kyra was hugging her and kissing her face.Â
Y/n looked cute just standing there not knowing what to say. She was clueless when it came to talking about feelings.Â
Cute.
âI.â Kiss.Â
âLove.â Kiss.Â
âYou.â Kiss
Kyra kissed Y/n in between every word, a grin on her face. âA lot, yeah?â
âYeah? Okay. Thatâs good, um, that weâre both in a⊠relationship? Andâ we both likeâlove each other,â Y/n said, playing with her fingers nervously. âI meanââ
Steph honked again.
Now the honk saved Y/n from further embarrassing herself.
âOkay, now I really need to go or else Steph will leave me,â Kyra said
âOff you go, baby.â
They shared a last kiss before Kyra was out the door.
As Kyra walked to the car, she glanced back one last time, shaking her head with a ridiculous grin.
Y/n rolled her eyes, but the second the door shut behind her, she let herself smile too.
..
The first day alone wasnât as easy as Y/n thought it would be. She and Kyra had organised everything so Y/n wouldn't struggle with day-to-day activities, but as long as she had the cast on, she still needed Kyraâs help.Â
That became even more obvious when she tried to cook.
They had meal-prepped in advance, and the freezer was full of ready-to-eat lunches and dinners, but Y/n wanted to cook something herself:Â cream coconut beef and pumpkin curry.
But in the middle of cooking, she dropped the coconut she was going to use for the cream, and since she couldn't bend down to pick it up, she had to change the recipe: beef and pumpkin curry.
And yeah, she did kick the coconut out of frustration. Which meant Kyra would have to crawl under the counter to retrieve it when she got back.
Then, as she started cooking the curry, she realised she had run out of curry powder. And she couldn't exactly drive to the store.
In the end, her dinner was beef and pumpkin. It was a little plain but still good.
As Y/n sat at the table, her phone buzzed with a message from Kyra, saying they had arrived safely in the U.S. and that she was going straight to bed as soon as they got to the hotel.
It was 8 p.m. in London, which meant it was 3 p.m. for Kyra, Caitlin, and Steph. They were probably jet-lagged, but if you played for the Matildas, dealing with jet lag was practically a requirement.
Still, Y/n hoped Kyra would get a full nightâs sleep so she could adjust quicklyâotherwise, Steph and Caitlin would have to deal with a very grumpy Kyra.
Later that night, Y/n stretched out on the couchâher new setup, since she couldnât go upstairs without Kyraâs help. Footy was sprawled on her stomach, purring softly.
She took a picture and sent it to Kyra.
"Proof of life đ."
Kyra would probably only reply in the morning.
Y/n flipped through the TV channels, but nothing caught her attentionâuntil a notification popped up on her phone.
Leah: Hi. Y/n: hi Leah: How are you? Y/n: good, you? Leah: Fine. Just landed in Portugal. Y/n: cool Leah: yeah. Facetime me if you want to talk. Bye. Y/n: you too, bye
That was Leahâs way of saying âI love you, Iâm here if you need me.â And that was Y/nâs way of saying âThank you. Hope you have a good camp.â
On the second day without Kyra, Y/n went over to Mrs. Petuniaâs house for a tea party in the old ladyâs garden. It was a warm, sunny afternoon, and despite her injury, Y/n didnât struggle as much as she had expected to cross the street. Though, of course, Mrs Petunia did offer to let her use her wheelchair, which Y/n declined with a polite smile.
âIsnât football too brute of a sport, sweetheart?â Mrs Petunia asked, taking a bite of her cookie. âIn my time, we ladies werenât allowed to do anything too rough. A shame.â
âItâs a bit physical sometimes,â Y/n admitted, sipping her chamomile tea. âIâm a defender, so my position is part of why football can get rough, but itâs not as bad as people think.â
âYou say itâs not that bad, yet you broke a whole bone, silly girl.â Mrs. Petunia chuckled.
Y/n paused mid-sip, looking down at her arm. She had completely forgotten about the cast during their conversation. That was the first time that had happened.
âOh, yeahâthis was just bad luck,â Y/n said, tapping her cast. âThe other player, Bright, stepped on my leg while trying to win the ball, and I landed awkwardly.â
âBright as Millie Bright?â Petunias asked. âShe plays for England, right? Sheâs a tigress.â
âHmâtechnically a Lioness, yeah. Sheâs part of Englandâs main squad. Sheâs playing for them right now, actually, with some of my friends.â
âOh, and your friends areâŠâ Mrs. Petunia tapped a finger against her temple as if trying to remember. âBeth, LeahâŠAlessia, and Kyra, right? They play on your team.â
It was adorable that Mrs. Petunia remembered their previous conversations.
âAlmost! Yeah, we all play togetherâexcept for Bright. But Beth is injured, so sheâs not playing for the Lionesses. Sheâs coming over later to take me to physio. And Kyra is Australian, so sheâs not with the other girls. Sheâs in the U.S. right now, while Leah and Less are in Portugal.â
Do you miss her? That girl, Kyra?â Petunia asked, taking another cookie.
Y/n hesitated. Of course, she missed Kyra. A lot.
She had thought the time apart would be good for her, and make her feel more independent. But maybeâjust maybeâit felt nice to be taken care of. Y/n had never let herself have that before. She had always assumed she didnât need it, that she could handle everything on her own. And yeah, she could.
But there was something⊠comforting about being vulnerable with someone she loved.
âYeah,â Y/n admitted, staring into her teacup. âItâs weird having the house be so quiet. Kyraâs always talking, always playing music. And now itâs just⊠silent.â
âOh, I know that feeling,â Mrs. Petunia said, a nostalgic smile on her face. âMy house used to be loud too. I had a very dear friend who lived with meâshe was a pianist. Iâd wake up in the middle of the night to her playing.â
âOh⊠I donât think I ever saw your friend,â Y/n said, frowning as she tried to recall.
âYou wouldnât have, sweetheart.â Petuniaâs smile softened. âShe passed away ten years ago, my lovely Edith. But it was peaceful. No pain.â
Y/n didnât know what to say. Mrs. Petunia seemed sad, but also⊠happy. As if talking about Edith was a warm memory, not just a painful one.
âIâm sorry to hear that,â Y/n said softly, placing a hand over Petuniaâs. âI wish I had met her.â
âItâs alright. Itâs the cycle of life,â Petunia said, squeezing Y/nâs hand. âJust promise me youâll hold your girl extra tight when she gets back.â
Y/n smiled. âI will. I sure will.â
âNow, let me tell you about Edith,â Petunia said, eyes twinkling. âWe met at a concert, andâŠâ
 ..
Beth came to pick her up and take her to physio a few hours later.
Y/n was already waiting by the door when Beth parked the car. To her surprise, there was someone in the passenger seat.
âLotte!â Y/n cheered, putting her crutches to the side and buckling up. âHow are you, babe? Are you feeling better?â
She had been texting Lotte over the past few days, checking in on her injury.
Both Lotte and Beth were out of the Lionesses squad for this call-up due to injuries. Bethâs was minor, and she would be back as soon as the international break was over.
Lotte, on the other hand, was a different story.
âThey still arenât sure about the diagnosis,â Lotte said. âBut Iâm sure theyâll figure it out soon. In the meantime, at least we get to do physio together.â
âYouâre gonna be better soon. We all will,â Beth said as she started the car, a random song playing on the radio.
Lotte had a smile on her faceâshe always did. She was the kind of person people wished they could be friends with, or even have as a sibling. She was positive, even when things werenât looking great.
Y/n had handled her injury in a much worse way than Lotte, and she didnât even have a diagnosis yet. The physiotherapists and orthopedists still couldnât figure out what was wrong with her knee.
âYeah, Iâm sure everything will work out just fine,â Y/n said, rubbing Lotteâs arm supportively.
Physio with Lotte was way better than doing it alone. Beth sat in one of the chairs talking endlessly as Lotte and Y/n just laughed at one of her stories. It was good to be surrounded by friends, especially ones who were in the same position as Y/n.
Of course, she didnât wish any injury on any of the girls, and she wasn't happy that they had gotten hurt, but she did feel less lonely this time around.
Kyra, Leah and Less were great, supporting her in their own, unique way, but it still didnât have the same weight as talking with someone who was struggling with the same problems as you.
âI get scared sometimes,â Lotte confessed out of the blue.
The three girls were sitting on one of the benches by the pitch of the Arsenal training grounds after their therapy sessions.Â
The air was cold and the Center was empty, but the smell of grass was comforting, the coffee they held in their hand was the only source of warmth.
âOh what, Lotte?â Beth asked, wrapping an arm around Lotteâs shoulder.
âThat Iâll heal and then get injured again.â
Y/n nodded empathetically. She felt the same.
Her mind was a constant storm. At the same time, she wanted to take the cast off quickly and move on with her life, she also wanted to keep it longerâscared that her bone wouldn't have healed properly. Scared that her bone would never heal.
Scared that the doctor would take it off only to find the bones in the same position as they were months ago when Millie had stepped on it. The truth was, no one could tell how good she was healing if she still had the cast on, sometimes she wished she didnât have to take it off becauseâŠwhat if it wasnât healed? Then what?
It wasnât a very rational feeling of course. Y/n couldn't think of any case of it happening in footballâbut she could always be the first.
âIâm scared that Iâm too old for football,â Beth sighed. âAnd thatâll come back from this injury just to be benched till my contract is over.â
Lotte and Beth looked at Y/n with expectation on their faces.
âWhat?â she said, taking a sip of her coffee, and burning her tongue.
âItâs your time,â Beth said, rolling her eyes and waving her hands dismissively. âGo on, share sometimes youâre scared.â
âI donât wanna share anything.â Y/n leaned further from them. âThis is noâhmâ an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting.â
âNo, this is an injuries-athlete-who-are-out-of-their-squad meeting,â Beth clicked her tongue. âSpill it.â
âFine,â Y/n groaned. âIâm scared that I wonât ever get back to the pitch and that I didnât get to enjoy my last time on it.â
Lotte made a sad, empathetic face to Y/n, placing a hand on her tight. âOh sweetââÂ
Y/n shook her head and put Lotteâs hand away from her âNo comforting, no pity, we just shared, we donât talk about it.â
Lotte and Beth stared at her, then stared at each other before shrugging.
âYou really are emotionally unavailable, huh?â Lotte said, smiling teasingly. âI never noticed it before, but Beth was right about it.â
âSheâs only available to Kyra,â Beth grinned, nudging Y/n. âHowâs it going being away from her? Iâve been dying without Viv.â
âUhmâitâs been ok-ish,â Y/n said, suddenly feeling embarrassed.
âOkay-ish?â Beth repeated, eyebrows rising. âDonât you miss her?â
âOf course I miss her!â Y/n said defensively. âI just donât like talking about itâIt makes me feel, ugh,â she fumbled over her words, a mix of emotions on her chest. âI just feelâŠâ
âSad?â Lotted suggested, giving her a wide smile.
Y/n looked at her and nodded.
âYeah, sheâKyra puts socks on my feet when I get cold, she reminds me to take my meds,â Y/n said. âShe paints my nails when I get too frustrated because I want to do it without making a mess, sheâs very good to me.â
âI just feelâugh." Y/n trailed off, staring at the ground.
Beth raised an eyebrow. "You feel what?"
"I feelâŠthis is stupid." Y/n sighed, staring down at her coffee, and swirling the liquid inside. "Fine. I miss her, okay? I miss Ky."
Y/n felt proud, and a little bit embarrassed.
She was able to tell somebody else how much Kyra meant to her and she did it well. She used words and everythingâŠLeah would never.
Y/n was pulled from her thoughts when Beth nudged her with her elbow.
âYou made Lotte cry,â Beth said as she consoled Lotte. âI bet it was the first time you made someone cry out of something other than sadness, huh?â
âHmâŠWhat? Lotte, what happened?â Y/n asked, completely ignoring Bethâs accusation of her being an insensitive monster to other people.
âYou guys are just so cute,â Lotte cried. âI just love love.â
âOh,â Y/n said, not sure of what to say. âHmâwell, thank you and Iâmâsorry?âÂ
âYou can leave the comforting to me, kiddo,â Beth said. "You just sit there and keep pretending you're not soft."
Y/n mouthed a thank you to Beth and continued to drink her coffee awkwardly as Beth let Lotte cry on her shoulder.
..
âYou did what!?â Y/n asked, mouth agape as she stared at the screen on her phone.
âIt wasnât a fire, it was just the fire alarm,â Kyra said, her face filling the whole screen with how close she was. âI donât even understand whyââ
âYes, you do!â Y/n heard a voice say, seconds later all she could see was Stephâs face. âThey explained to us exactly what happened!â
âHi! So Kyra here,â Steph turned the phone to Kyra, who was sitting on a very messy bed, she had a pout on her face, arms crossed. âTook a very hot shower, it was so hot inside the bathroom that I activated the fire alarm.â
âThey arenât a hundred per cent sure about it, Steph! It could have come from any other room.â Kyra whined and stretched her hand. âNow give me the phone, let me talk to her.â
âNo,â Steph said. âSo, Y/n how have you been? Oh and I just want to let you know Iâm so happy you and Kyra are dating, I was so shocked when she told me I absolutely did not knowââ
âBeth told you, right?â Y/n asked deadpan.
âYes.â
âDonât mess with Kya too much,â Y/n asked. âYou can tease me all you want when you get back, but let her live.â
Y/n knew how much the matildas could be annoying and extremely teasing with each other, especially to Kyra, maybe it was an Australian thing?
âAww look at you trying to protect her from us,â Steph said smiling. âSo cute, you two!â
Suddenly the scream moved and Y/n was face to face, or better, face to screen, with Caitlin.
âGirl! Hi,â She said, waving. âSteph didn't want to pass me the phone so I had to take it from her,â Caitlin explained as it wasnât a big deal. âBut itâs whatever, tell me how have you been?â
âIâm alright, really,â Y/n said, fixing the earbud on her ear. âBeth picks Lotte and me up for physio every day, and we get coffee and something sweet after. Itâs nice.â
âOh you guys should totally go to that one cafĂ© near Arsenal,â Caitlin said. âThe one with theââ
âGive. Me. The. Phone.â
Y/n thought it was Kyra who said that, but the audio was very unclear.
âLearn how to share!âÂ
Caitlin had probably put the phone down, because Y/n was staring at, what she thought to be the ceiling.
âYou did that last time I talked to Katie! Iâm just doing the same to you.â
Y/n was confused, the sound was bad, she couldnât see anything, and the voices in the background were getting mixed. Was that Caitlin? Or Steph? Well, Y/n thought she heard the name âKatieâ so it was probablyâŠ
âSo? Aren't you too old to wish revenge over a young couple?â
âHmm, hi?â Y/n said, as the screen was white, she couldn't understand anything now.
No one answered her
âDonât call Cait old, you pest, we are the same age! Think of another insult.âÂ
They continued with their bickering.Â
When Y/n thought of hanging up she saw a pillow flying through the screen and thenâŠa foot? The screen was shaking, very abruptly now as if someone had grabbed ahold of the phone and started to shake it violently.
Y/n was dizzy.
She was never Facetime Kyra ever again.Â
Maybe she could send letters like they were a hundred years old. She could ask Mrs Petunia for some stampsâŠ
âHi, sorry about that,â Kyraâs face appeared on the screen again, a sweet smile on her face.Â
Y/n heard a sound that looked like a door being locked.
âHave you locked yourself in the bathroom? Y/n asked.
âIt was the only choice I had,â Kyra said.
âFair enough,â Y/n nodded. âSo what news do you have for me?â
âCaitlin said she was going to hack my phone and find a picture of us and sell it to the admin of Matilda's Instagram,â Kyra said. âSheâs just a joy to be around.â
âDon't worry, donât you remember what we know about her, Katie and the changing room?â Y/n said, wiggling her eyebrows. âThatâs more shocking than a picture of us, if she tried anything, we are ready.â
Y/n felt like she and Kyra were partners in crime.
âOh god, I forgot that!â Kyra laughed. âI'm so going to tease her tomorrow at breakfastâ
âTomorrow? Why not now?â Y/na asked, raising an eyebrow.
âI want the whole team to be present.â Kyra grinned, a mischievous glint in her eye.
âYouâre evil,â Y/n teased
âYou like it,â Kyra shot back.
âYes, I do.
âHow 's my son?â Kyra asked, changing the subjects with a sudden shift in tone.
Y/n rolled her eyes, changing the camera to focus on Footy, who was playing with his toy rat on the living room rug. The cat would take the toy in his mouth just to drop it mid-air and pick it up again.
âLook at him!â Kyra said, putting her face even closer to the screen as if she could get closer to the cat that way. âEvolving his hunting abilities!â
âThis is his second rat of the day. The first one got stuck under the TV stand,â Y/n explained. âNeither of us could get it out, so thatâs officially your job when you get back. Oh, andâalsoâyou might need to grab a coconut from under the kitchen cabinet too.â
âA coconut?â Kyraâs mouth dropped open. âWhat the hell are you doing in my absence?â
âI was⊠experimenting.â Y/n tried to sound convincing.
âExperimenting? With a coconut?â
âIt was for a recipe, donât make it weird!â Y/n defended herself. âI was trying to cook andââ
âTrying to cook?â Kyra whined and out of hand dramatically on her face. âCome on, I didn't spend two whole days stuck in a kitchen meal prepping for you to go and try to cook alone.â
Y/n winced. She shouldn't have mentioned the coconut or the cooking. Was this the part where she said sike and moved on without receiving an earful?
âKy, it was just that one time! I wanted to eat something different,â Y/n defended herself. âLotte gave me one of the yummiest recipes on the planet, and I had to try itâor else I would die.â
âAnd you have the guts to say Iâm the dramatic one, huh?â Kyra said, her voice deadpan.Â
âDo you promise it was only one time? Kyra continued, worry on her face.âYou know you can get easily hurt in the kitchen, itâs too much time standing on just your crutches.â
âYes, it was only this one, darling.â Y/n lied, trying to âdarlingâ to soften Kyra up a bit.Â
It didnât work.
âYou swear over Footyt?â Kyra asked, lifting one eyebrow. âOver our own child?â
Y/n opened her mouth to answer, but then Footy stopped playing with his mouse and just stared at her with his big, green eyes.
âIâhm,â Y/n mumbled. Come on this was ridiculous. He was just a cat andâ
âDo you swear or not?â
Oh, fuck it.
âIâm sorry, okay,â Y/n finally admitted. âI did like, twice orâŠthree times, but it was fine, I didnât get hurt or anything.â
âBut you couldâve!â
âKyra, come on, weâve barely talked all day. Donât turn this into a lecture, please,â Y/n pleaded, even pulling out a pout.
Yeah, a pout. She wasnât a pouty person, this was Kyra, but desperate times call for desperate measures.
Kyra was silent for a moment, her face slightly softening.
âUgh, fine,â Kyra said, not sounding fine at all. âJust take care, okay? I donât want to come back to you on another cast.â
âYep, you donât have to worry about it,â Y/n said. âIâm doing good by myself. Plus, If I need anything Beth, Lotto and Mrs Petunia are here for me.
âBut tell me about your day,â Y/n asked, her enthusiasm returning. She was desperate to change the subject, but also wanted to hear about Kyraâs day; they hadnât had a proper conversation since she left. âHowâs Houston?â
Kyra propped the phone up against the sink so she didnât have to hold it anymore, and now her whole torso was visible on the screen. She was wearing Y/nâs hoodie, the one she had âborrowedâ. It looks pretty on her, maybe Y/n should let her wear her clothes more often.
âItâs very hotâ but not as hot as Australia,â Kyra said, her voice muffled slightly but the toothbrush she just put on her mouth. âBut it's pretty, we should make a trip here sometime, without football and all that.â
Kyra casually dropping a trip to another country made her feel all warm inside. They were really in a relationship. They lived together, had a cat, and were making plans that involved each other.
It was great, really great.
âWe should definitely do that next time we have a break,â Y/n agreed. âWe could go to Australia too, andâyou could go to⊠hmm, my country, if you want to, of course.â
âI would love to go to your home country,â Kyra smiled at her, mouth filled with toothpaste.Â
âGood, that's great!â Y/n blushed. âYouâll love theâŠculture and food, andâmaybe my parents, if you want to meet them but you absolutely donât have to! I totally understand andââ
âYouâre cute when you are nervous,â Kyra teased, noticing how flustered Y/n was, and just as she said it, a click came through the screen.
âYou better not have screenshotted me,â Y/n warmed, her voice suddenly serious. âTell me you didnât.â
âSorry!â Kyra said with an innocent smile. âBut donât worry, I wonât let Caitlin see it. Your vulnerable moments are safe with me,â she teased.
âActually, Iâm uninviting you to meet my parents,â Y/n said
âOh come on,â Kyra whined. âBut Iâm dying to meet the woman who raised you likeâŠthat.â She placed her hands over her chest. âI need to know what made you the way you are.â
Y/n furrowed her eyebrows, her curiosity piqued. âRaised me like what?â
âIn such aâŠpeculiar way! I mean, look at you, all cute and grumpy and antisocial. Kyra leaned in closer to the screen, looking more dramatic âThere must be some secret family recipe or ancient tradition behind that. I want to know your roots, Y/n!âÂ
âAlright, enough, Iâm done,â Y/n said with a smirk, clearly done with the conversation. âIâll call you in the morning.â
âDonât hang up, come on!â
âBye! Love you.â Y/n clicked the red button before Kyra could reply, but she was sure Kyra heard the last sentence because Y/n saw the goofy grin on her face.
Idiots in love. Thatâs what they were.
Notes: Please like, share and let me know what you think! Feedback is important and makes me want to write even more. :D
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Notes//2: Sorry, this chapter was more like a filler!! I have so much fun with this universe that I just want to write very domestic scenes without a lot of drama in it etc but I hope you guys like it!!
Read more of my work here -> Masterlist
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saw ur askbox was open for mickey 17 smut.... ummmmm would you be interested in writing something with premature ejactulation..? i feel like he would get soooo embarrassed about it even after reader tells him its fine, and then they work around it with extra foreplay or something... idk i can just see him cumming like the second you stroke him a little (cough cough touch starved..)
omg anon you're absolutely on to something... He'd get so embarrassed about it too, the tips of his ears heating up and not being able to look you in the eye. Iâm going to write a little fic for you with the foreplay and reader being nice about it later but right now Iâm thinking about just how mean reader could be đ«Ł
Like yeah, you could work around the premature ejaculation and find a way to stop it/keep him going but the mortified look on his face is just so cute! The first time you discovered his little problem you were making out, straddling his lap and grinding against him, he was so lost in it he couldnât even bring the words out to warn you. His climax hit him like a truck, letting out a weird strangled moan sound that had you pulling away concerned until you noticed the wet patch forming at his crotch, it was hard not to giggle as he hid his head in his hands.
Really, you should comfort him and tell him itâs fine because it really is but instead a mean streak hits you, you want to see if you can make him do it again. His eyes shoot open as he feels your hands on his waistband, undoing it, and his hands rush on top of yours stopping you with a panicked look. His resolve doesnât last long however, the lust blown look in your eye has him softening and letting you have your way. Even if youâre being mean you know your words canât be too harsh, people talk down on him everyday and you couldnât bring that energy in to here, instead you coo and praise at him.
âSuch a good boy, so devoted i donât even need to touch you, huh?â
The moans he lets out at just your words is enough to fuel you, and you know he could probably cum again from just your words alone. Heâs so easy to overstimulate, it doesnât matter whether youâre using your hands or mouth to tease his cock he shudders and groans all the same and he seems to cum even faster. If you kept going you could probably have him shooting blanks, it doesnât matter how spent he is his body always reacts to you.
Mickey has never looked as good as he did now, in the dim light of the bunk in the afterglow of multiple orgasms with soft sobs of overstimulation racking through him⊠you couldnât wait to have more fun with this discovery.
#mickey barnes smut#mickey barnes x reader#mickey 17 x reader#mickey barnes#mickey 17#Mickey 17 smut#fanfic#fanfiction#gender neutral reader#gn reader#robert pattinson#robert pattinson x reader#blurb#anon ask
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Hihihihihihihihi vin canât stop me from showing up /silly >:D
so uhhh hiiiiiiiiiii havenât send you an ask in a hot minuteâŠ.hmmmmmmmmmmmm least favorite portrayal of a character in fanon and why-? (If that makes senseâ)
omg hihihihhihhi!!!!
I have SO MANY least fav portrayals!!!! I hate these bitches frfr
rant below cuz it's deff gonna become a rant lmao
Ok, the most obvious one is Blue's fanon portrayal because.... yeah....
The fandom has gotten a lot better at not babying him in the last few years, but still, that is a grown man and should be treated as such. Like yeah he can be hyper and fun and stuff but let him say fuck like damn. I honestly think Blue wouldn't even be that hyper. Yeah, he is high energy, but after everything he's gone through, I also think he'd be exhausted both mentally and emotionally. He's not a god like Dream or Ink, and that makes it harder for him to keep up to them in a way. Like Dream has been through so much shit he's just learned to block it out and power through until it's safe to be vulnerable and it only works so well because he is a god and he's had hundreds of years to learn how to tune things out. Blue doesn't have hundreds of years to learn how to manage himself perfectly, and on top of his own problems, he has to deal with Dream when he inevitably crashes and with Ink's general carelessness. Not to mention he has to be the one to intervene when Dream and Ink have another fight. Blue, in my opinion, needs a fucking break. To me, he is a tired person who does his best to be cheery for the sake of the people around him. He's definitely spent nights at the end of a bottle and he's definitely not as innocent as most of the fandom seems to think. If the Bad Guys would propose a truce, Blue would be the most skeptical about it too. Anyway this paragraph is fucking huge so we're moving on to the next one!!!
The next person who I dislike the fanon interpretation of is Reaper. I do also like most of the fanon aspects of Reaper, and also don't know much about his canon. To me Reaper has lived a life of solitude since everything he touches dies (except his brother and Life). I really doubt he went "ooh yuh wassup big mama" when he first met Geno. Like, let's be real here, the only reason he and Geno ever met is that Reaper was supposed to kill him. They probably had a fight and Reaper came out victorious because he's a god. I think he'd try to give Geno a gentle end and not just slice him in half with his scythe and that's when he realises he can touch Geno. But even then he wouldn't immediately give up and start courting him instead, like come on. When his touch wouldn't work, he'd try the scythe and when that wouldn't work, he'd get upset. He'd be frustrated that he can't do his job because, of course, he'd be. His job is his purpose and if he can't do it, then what's the point of him? It would take a long time for Reaper and Geno to actually get along and it would take an even longer time for Reaper to try to touch Geno again. I feel like they'd both be shit at this too. They've both been alone for such a long time and they have no clue how to manage this new companionship. It would be a rocky road and Geno would definitely be the one to initiate any sort of romantic relationship. And once that first brick is placed, then Reaper would start to act more like in fanon. I don't think he'd be constantly flirting and trying to get laid but still.
The next and last one I'm gonna talk about is Dream. I fucking hate fanon Dream and canon Dream isn't much better either. He is always interpreted as the innocent and happy little cinnamon roll and he just isn't. Like come on, that man drinks himself to sleep every other night and probably goes through 2 packs of cigarettes in a week. He is absolutely wridden with guilt for what happened to his brother and he feels like an idiot for not trying harder to protect Nightmare. He puts on this happy, positive mask and he wears it constantly, especially when he's in public, because he is supposed to be the perfect golden child. But he isn't and he hates himself for it. While Nightmare was physically abused and bullied, Dream was emotionally manipulated. He keeps this broken mindset of "I need to be useful and perfect" even through adulthood and not even Blue can help him see how wrong it is, because Blue also feels like this to some degree. Even with this positive mask of his Dream still wouldn't be so naive and innocent as the fandom makes him be. He would not hesitate to beat the shit out of any of Nightmare's subordonates or any other person who'd hurt others. He'd still see the good in people but it would definitely be overshadowed by the wrongs they've done. He'd obviously want to help them, but the more he fights with Nightmare the more he learns that you can't help someone who doesn't want help.
Anyway, I've rambled oh so much and if I think about it, there are probably more characters I hate the fanon interpretation but it's mostly in certain contexts (like the killermare ship or Horror when he's separated from the Bad Guys). I can tell y'all more if you want but I think this post is getting wayyyy too long lol.
Thx for the ask!!! I always love when y'all show up cuz you always have the best questions and I get to rant about my blorbos :3
Have a great day and thx for stopping by!!!
#sans au#sans undertale#undertale au#sans#utmv#undertale multiverse#utmv au#undertale aus#rant post#rant#text post
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Wyldfyre except if you ever give her a pear she will stare at it before swallowing the whole thing in one go. No hesitation, not even a single blink throughout it.
Arin once dressed up as an orange for halloween. Wyldfyre tried biting him.
Sora was convinced that even though everyone says Wyldfyre is like a wild racoon, sheâs actually like an orange cat and tried to get her to wear cat ears with lasers in them. Fashionable and functional.
Euphrasia was straight up confused as to how to get along with Wyldfyre, since no one acted like how she did in the cloud kingdom. She quickly learnt to just go with the flow when Wyldfyre kidnapped her from her bed at 4:37 am because she suddenly remembered Euphrasia saying she really likes lizards. Dragons are definitely the small tiny lizards she was talking. Definitely.
#lego ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago#this wasnât supposed to be about the new gen with Wyldfyre but it ended up that way anyways#love them#im gonna bite them#ninjago wyldfyre#dragons rising wyldfyre#ninjago sora#sora dragons rising#ninjago arin#arin dragons rising#euphrasia#ninjago euphrasia#Euphrasia deserves more content#i need more people to talk to on here omg
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hi Emma! Who do you consider your friends do you have a crush on anybody?
" For crushes... "
#ITS SO SO FUNNY HOW MUCH PAIRINGS FIT MELLY? i felt like i needed to draw her as the greed talked about in the bible#AND MELLY POTENTIALLY KNOWING WENDY FOOTE BEFORE THE MANOR? omg... im so excited to see their lore#2022 me would be so sad emmamelly is not bros otp no more#NOT THAT EMMAMELLY IS BAD AND GONE heh.#swaytura on the mind though u feel#idv#identity v#emma woods#identity v gardener#survivor ask blog#idv gardener#ask emma woods#identity v ask blog#mentions:#melly plinius#wendy foote#give her like 20 seconds before she crushes again trust#a moment to talk about ships:#I dont got a defined crush/relationship for Emma! I love all her ships ^^ it's so silly to see other peoples portrayals and hcs#I started off shipping Emma and Melly because of garden scenarios and how they'd share a mutual bond through their nature expertise#Tracy and Emma are one of my OG ships too! super cute! From gears to plants they both have their own parallels to learn from eachother#when I first started this blog I used to talk to this Mun and they started sending me Emma and Naib artworks!#my goodness their excitement was contagious ^^! I hope theyre doing alright.#To that one Kurt/Servais and Emma shipper I see you! the pairings are super calming and I think itd be interesting to explore their past!#Someone posted Lucky x Emma here too and heh.. I totally get you. theyd get into such shenanigans together and they seem sweet!#Then I've been seeing alot of Norton and Emma recently on tiktok! Theres this one artist that draws them in such silly scenarios#But everytime I think about shipping them I get flashbacks to a minecraft server with nortnaib and i feel like damn... betrayal </3#how could i do that to my nortnaib besties#Then when playing with my friend on IDV I noticed they had Mary and Emma room pictures and yknow what? go queen#hcs are very much appreciated :) maybe when i open asks again i'd love to hear everyones thoughts.
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i just rewatched the rapture ohhhhh my god. such a good episode the jimmy stuff is actually fucking horrifying somehow even worse remembering claire grows up to be a hunter. then dean and bobby at the end locking sam in the panic room oh i hope they suffer. forever. he shouldve never spoken to their asses again
#im watching with my mom and she is having none of it. she was like BUT SAM SAVED THE DAY??? MORE PEOPLE WOULDVE DIED OTHERWISE#and as soon as sam and dean started talking in the car she was like Why is dean always so mean to him???#so true girl⊠you would do numbers on here#literally what good did it even serve. he gets OUT. they dont know heâs addicted they dont know anything itâs literally just because dean#sees sam drink blood and he freaks out and somehow thinks he has the right to fucking trick him and lock him up god im so madâŠ.#can u imagine. i just dont think their relationship ever got over that. imagine knowing someone would do that to you#dean in s2 is all Omg i canât kill sam :((( but he still accepts the idea that itâs his choice whether to do so. that all decisions about#sam are deanâs to make. dean can kill him if he wants. dean gets to lock him up if he misbehaves. it is harrowing!!!#the panic room is literally a punishment like there is NO reason why detoxing needed to be that hard#dean couldâve been with him talking to him it couldâve been something they approached together there are so many ways#he couldâve gone about it which still wouldâve been fucked but wouldâve been so much less worse#i literally cannot comprehend how you watch this show and come away thinking sam and dean are on equal footing#they hardly are from the start and they certainly arent after season 4.#after that stunt sam could kill dean and iâd support him#spn#oliver talks#sam winchester#sam & dean#spn s4
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Just saw this comment on a story posted a month ago.
*cries in Eddie Munson Solo Series no one wanted to read, interact with or request for*
No shade to the person that commented this on their own fic if you recognize it. It's not their fault. I'm not mad at them. More crying in the tags.
#and no I didn't tag the solo series like I normally would because it's not about THAT. It's not about trying to get people to read it#It was just really ouchie to see the same concept I wrote 2 years ago get triple the notes in ONE MONTH.#and double the notes of my solo series masterlist in general in one month vs 2 years of my stories sitting there rotting#Then I see people saying they need more solo Eddie and I'm just here like my dudes I begged for requests. BEGGED. But bc I wasn't#/have never been a popular writer people don't want it from ME. It's like omg we want THIS but not like that. Not from you.#Can't help but let it get you down when nothing has changed in 2 years. It's not like I worked my way up and have the interaction now#that every other blog I used to commiserate with back in the day is getting currently. Fandom isn't a competition but it's not fair either#and I really struggle with that a lot of the time#Also yes I will concede I should be happy with the notes on the solo series because they are the highest of all the work on my page but#they're still nothing compared to what some people have just hours after posting a new story.#I saw someone complaining the other day that there are less new stories in the fandom than ever 1. That's simply not true. 2. Even if it wa#can you blame writers for giving up when readers are checking the same popular blogs over again or reading the same 5 tropes the same#2 pairings over and over. The same series? Over and over. Ignoring everything else and then complaining that their faves don't post enough?#That the popular writer with the incredible series (that rightfully deserves interaction) hasn't posted a new dad!eddie or rockstar!eddie#drabble in ages meanwhile there are writes out there pouring their souls into dad!eddie and no one reads it. There is so much rockstar Eddi#smut out there that it could sustain a brand new reader for an entire year before they needed a new fic#Idk man. I'm just feeling so defeated. I write for fun now. But there was a point in time where I desperately tried to build a platform by#offering requests and writing a lot of things I would not otherwise write to try and gain traction on my page and every time I see another#food fucking fic get hundreds of notes I get so sad that I wrote that stupid Melon fic because I had people in my life that told me#they would be excited to read it and for what? One of them still talks to me. The others moved on so fast. Most didn't even reblog it.#Some of them have since written their own food fucking fics that got triple the notes of my OG. Again. No shade to them. I don't own the#concept. It's just disheartening and fucking sad above all else. How hard I tried to get people to LIKE me and my stories. đ#Just sad hours in general tonight my guys. Going to go and pour the bad feelings into Aftermath and then maybe make a bad life choice and#pour all my savings into an ipad#YES I KNOW first world problems. I know. That's why I try not to talk about it bc it seems so petty considering the state of the world#But you can't help what gets you down#EMMs Journal#EMM's Journal
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send me a ⧠and iâll bold all that apply to your muse! (with italics as a 'sometimes' option because i'm a rule-breaker and things may depend on the situation).
i would kill you. ⧠i would physically hurt you. ⧠i would attack you unprovoked. ⧠i would manipulate you. ⧠i dislike you. ⧠you annoy me. ⧠you scare me. ⧠you intimidate me. ⧠i hope i intimidate you. ⧠i pity you. ⧠you disgust me. ⧠i hate you. ⧠iâm indifferent toward you. ⧠iâd like to get to know you better. ⧠ iâd like to spend more time with you. ⧠iâd like to be friends with you. ⧠ iâm unsure what to think of you. ⧠iâm unsure how I feel about you. ⧠you are my friend. ⧠you are my best friend. ⧠you are my mentor. ⧠i look up to you. ⧠i respect you. ⧠you are my hero. ⧠you inspire me. ⧠you are my enemy. ⧠you make me happy. ⧠i want to protect you. ⧠i would fight by your side. ⧠i consider you an equal. ⧠i think you are beneath me. ⧠i think you are above me. ⧠i would lie for you. ⧠i would lie to you. ⧠i would sleep with you. ⧠i would sleep by your side. ⧠i would hug you. ⧠i would kiss you. ⧠you are family to me. ⧠i would die for you. ⧠i would kill for you. ⧠i would trust you with my life. ⧠i would trust you with my most precious belonging. ⧠i would trust you with a secret. ⧠i would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ⧠i love you (platonically). ⧠i love you (romantically).
#sifonie#OOH BOYYY. the mixed nature of this is... JSJSJ i'm sorry about barton ramone he is justtt. Not the best person even around people-#he likes / cares about sometimes NGL and a lot of his relationships if not all of them are (unfortunately) unstable to at least a small-#degree. though of course i'm not trying to justify his behavior at all here... i just think that barton literally Cannot Help himself-#whenever it comes to manipulating people to the point where he may even do it unconsciously sometimes as terrible as that might sound đ#and as for the whole 'you scare me' thing i think this just applies in the context of sibyl technically having the power to like. Kill him-#if they wanted to even if they wouldn't considering that they are like siblings to each other you know? and barton is naturally a-#distrustful person SO that also adds to him feeling a bit scared of them at times i think ahahhh.#but that's enough of talking about the negative stuff!! let's talk about how barton sees sibyl as an equal and would die for them...#because i honestly that serves as SUCH a dichotomy to the first thing's that i highlighted here and normally those thing's-#probably wouldn't coexist within the same person but if there is one thing that barton is - it's surprising in regards to how complex-#he can make his relationships with people JSJSJ LMAO but barton wanting to protect them is also? kind of sweet as well?? like OMG#plus the fact that they make him happy is đ it's really kind of touching in my humble opinion.#now if only barton didn't feel the need to LIE and still manipulate people sometimes even when he likes them...#then we'd be golden but i guess that would be asking for too much from him JSJSJ#not me talking as if he's real đ nooo but this was seriously really fun to fill out so thank you for sending this prompt to me ramone!!#and i hope i was able to shed a little more light on their relationship from barton's side of thing's bc i feel like it can be hard to tell#what barton truly thinks about someone even when i'm writing him in the 'stream of consciousness' style haha#also the italics is a 'maybe' in this case so it doesn't apply all the time!!
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how about if... i just... don't do my work.....
#ohhh right i was supposed to connect my phone! i totally forgot about that!! and i didn't read that par#of the email you sent me... just all other parts... and even though you told me to do it this tuesday and also last week i just forgot...#pls i'm so unmotivated#i speedran a lot of my work stuff but now it's like#my job computer has freaked out and i should go to the like it services help but i just can't be bothered#idk the guys working there are kinda sketchy (and they're probs on lunch break rn) plusssss i don't have a like access card (????) so like#if i leave the office i cant really get back in so i'll have to knock on the door and hope someone lets me in lol i just don't wanna#the only assignment i have left for the day is something i need the work computer to do but i just don't wanna talk to people to get help..#also none of my bosses or coworkers in my department are here... its just me and this one lady from the economy department so no one knows#she either listening to really loud music in her headphones or she doesn't even have headphones?? either way i can hear her music clearly đ¶#also!! the n1 thing i should do but just cant is#im supposed to go to the front desk and like connect my phone to my boss's number so i get her calls because shes on holiday or whatever#but like... i still really really *really* can't talk on the phone#there's just no way im doing that#i just don't know how to fake like#sounds believable?#much more fun to rant in tags than to work đ#and to think of how obsessed i am with lando norris#OMG PAUL F2 ANNOUNCEMENT RN AS IM TYPING AAAAAA#HELP
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Strong world is the nami and luffy twins manifesto written by oda this is my one piece.
You see luffy's finishing attack with his giant hammer being fueled by lightning which is nami's main weapon with her clima tact and she even made the guy steer the islands towards the cyclone so even if the lighting isn't produced by her the lighting is provided by her either way so luffy AND her finished that guy and even luffy attacked after nami announced how he will lose which also means nami knew and trusted luffy to end him after that and of course he did and
Oh my god luffy making nami explain herself about the message he left on the tone dial and being pissed that she didn't trust him to save and protect her but he got so mad and didn't hear the whole message and she asked luffy to save her omg....... she knew after all that they will come and win..... I love this ending I am going to walk into the sea now goodbye.


Why are whitebeard and ace on the ending credits I already cried. Watching aces part again cause he looks so good. Hello alive dead wife
#the animation in this one..... hell yes.....#img little luffy i missed you!!!! robin doesnt look like herself in this one and franky doesnt have his voice đđ what a disrespect in his#first movie appearance....... franky i will avenge you. your fit is hard tho. well his voice could be his va with a cold. its weird#why is brook smoking a blunt ajdhsksj and sanji tease......#the 3d is too good here.... and someone wants nami bc of her abilities instead of like well everything else.... i might accept this#sanji going insane ajdksjsk zoro what are you wearing on your head......#love the duck following nami like well a baby duck... omg i thought if the duck electrifies the animals in the water nami is fried too#and indeed he was i didnt expect it to follow logic ajdhsj nami found luffy of course#why is nami on top of luffy ajdhsjs doesnt she trust the bird to fly or what#THE BARTENDER FROM THE PIRAGE RACE MOVIE IS HERE TOO!!!!#nami getting arlong flashbacks but now worse#kinda love the crew being protective over her and not to fall into stereotypes but it goes off every time.... they got her away form arlong#nami and usopp omg...... nami once again sacrificing herself... suffered more than jesus.... also her bracelet... i didnt know that#luffy is so mad.... he gets so mad when people leave.... (he gets sad but ofc he cant be sad so next best thing)#NAMI GOT SICK FROM THE TREES!!!! WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT!!!#they got changed and everything..... did robin tell them they had to follow the dress code and they all did?? qjsjaka luffys first cape also#luffy that was such a slay. why are they all carrying fire power. he called them a suicide squad... and well a lot of them actually#wasnt expecting this to turn into a mafia movie. surprised luffy knows how to shoot one of those.#nami isnt gonna sacrifice herself luffy said... while she rigs epxlosives in a place she cant move.... luffy she needs an intervention#oh my god. nojiko telling her to have fun.... every time i remember luffy promised gen san to keep her happy i die a little#luffy is gonna get a stroke he is so fucking mad 'nami ill beat this guy and well go back together' ok đ„șđ„ș#sanji understands perverted gorilla đđ#brook got robin instead of sanji.... sick ennies lobby reference bro#also how come franky didnt get his own movie.... like in this one franky AND brook join. confirming my theory that brook doesnt let franky#get confortable in the crew and be with them as the new one for a while bc brook joins immediately after and he doesnt get time to breathe#nami don't cry omg.... she was ready to never see them again omg#i thot nami was gonna electrocute him..... or make him eat the cyclone or smth.... well she said her peace at least#talking tag#watching one piece#watching one piece movies
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also btw my favorite professor is leavi ng next week and i thougut i was gonna get to say goodbye to her on her last day (next monday) and i put off reaching out to her and buying her a present and everything bc it is um. Too painful to accept that sheâs about to leave and i put it off bc i couldnât bear it. but i finally emailed her today and she wonât be available on monday after all sheâs only available tomorrow and i donât have a present or anythi ng for her and im not emotionally ready to say goodbye like im taking off friday and i was gonna use the three day weekend to prep and brace myself and now i have to do it tomorrow and i donât have anything to give her and canât go o it and buy anything bc i canât drive and i have therapy and even if i could get a ride the stores will be closed by the time im done bc we had to schedule it late today. i canât fucking take itttttt
#purrs#i canât accept that sheâs leaving and i have to write her a card at the very least. and i canât accept it and the goodbye is going to be so#awkward. and itâs been SO hard not being able to talk to her abt **** leaving last july like sheâs one of the ppl i would go to for that#and sheâs like one of the only people on campus who understands me and gets how i react to things and speaks my emotional language. and i ha#havenât been able to go to her bc sheâs leaving too and so immediately all that convo is off the table. and it has KILLED me. and now sheâs#about to leave and i have no more women mentors left on campus not even a full year into my new job during the time in my life where ihave m#most needed women mentors. yayyyyy đ„łđ„łđ„łđ„łđ„łđ„łđ„łâŒïžâŒïžâŒïžâŒïžâŒïž#literally the way at this time last year i had 2 and now i have ZERO because they both fucking left. if youâd told me that a year ago i w#wouldâve shriveled up and died. and here i am in the FAKE future where they are both gone / leaving and i am miserable and in hell. and i ha#have to⊠omg not o say this not to namedrop. but i have to be the romy and the lia i wish to see. but i needed them to stick around longer s#so i could absorb. more of them and figure out how to be me too. bc they help make me.. me. and now theyâre both goneâŠâŠ.. LOL!#delete later
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utterly cannot stand the type of post thats like "what are the female characters you like" and i KNOW it's not the fault of the people who make those posts i know they only do it because 95% of this site's blorbos are men. but i hate it anyway. like really the only way you can get fandom people to talk about women is to explicitly tell them to talk about women. and it always comes off so disingenuous because i KNOW most people reblogging those posts would never say those characters on a generic "what are your favorite characters" post. like it's all just so bleak :/
#like. tumblr user on an average blorbo tag post: omg dean <3#tumblr user on average Woman Blorbo post: well i really like woman 2 from netflix original bullshit show#and i don't mean to suggest these people DON'T really like woman 2 from that show. i just think like.#well i've seen ur posts and 80% of them are about a man. and you only ever even mention HER in relation to men or when specifically prompte#like. idk. i promise female characters are interesting when you take off the patriarchy goggles. i promise they are also usually much bette#written than whatever man you're obsessed with. i promise you.#like. clary gets almost no love from this site at large but she is probably one of cassie's most complex characters ever#meanwhile everyone here lovesssss will herondale. and i won't continue that thought lest i be blacklisted#so you see what i'm saying.#most tumblr users could not defend their love of a female character against their raw posting data#beth.txt#don't mean to suggest i never like male charaters we all know i have my guys#but i don't think i talk about men more than women. actually lets review the characters of the year#i'd start with danny obviously danny was huge in january#alina. alex. liv. i'd say call tamara and aaron all count#livvy ty dru and kit are a contant and don't need to be included in the data. but if they were it'd even out anyway#ok so that's 4 men and 3 women. not a bad ratio#didn't mean to make this post about me but well it is my post so yk. whatever#anyway. basically some of you could stand to get really weird about a female character sometime. sick of your deans and whatnot!
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finished crash course in romance

(yes, i will be using this shoma pic every possible occasion from now on aldjdhsjkkrfl)
#I LOVE THIS SHOW#it was so heartwarming and enjoyable and i really like how they've approached some issues#it made me miss math a little that's how good it was alskdjsjhxdjdj#romcoms about people in their 30s and about how education system is fucked up i love you#highly recommend#*people in their 30s AND in love#agna watches crash course in romance#agnes talking#omg AND i was right about mr ji!!!#i really liked his story and character and what they did with it#also hear me out#mystery/murder subplot>>>>>>>>>>> 'they break up for no reason and get back together 3 years later' trope#edit bc i have MORE THOUGHTS#i really like how this series shows how little support teenagers get from adults and how crucial that is#sua and seon jae struggle SO MUCH and their parents are too obsessed to even notice and then when they do they don't fucking care#they both deserved better and they both deserved and needed support and love from adults around them#it was... interesting to watch this show with my mom too#we both hated the moms in the show and my mom was FUMING with rage sometimes#but at the same time i did have to like. explain. that high school really is such a nightmare education and well being wise#it's definitely not to THAT extend here but it's pretty harsh too especially when you have to face everyone's expectations for you#what i'm trying to say is: it's a pretty good critique of how fucked high school is and how it pushes teenagers to their limits
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finished the song of achilles and i loved it and i cried hard but i cant believe apollo was a little bitch like that wtf i used to like him!!
#i could say a lot of things about this book but i wont cuz im a silly little shit#but like.... im so glad i can read omg its been soooo long i dont read a non fiction book that i actually finished this one so fucking fast#instead the months long reading i was doing bc i was stuck on an Academic book#it's not that it was bad but i was kinda reading it as a form of study and info and not for entertainment. so it was a slowwww process#Honestly when i have to read shit for uni it takes me like over an hour to finish 20 pages cuz i Read read so i wont need to go over it onc#more. anyways i love knowledge and reading#and i knkw i said i wasnt gonna talk about it here this much but it came such at a right time cuz i needed to let myself sob due to the#current heartbreak im going thru (i shit you not it is that serious but not so much cuz its j-hope and im still angry and sad and i will#probably cry a lot more over That but it is what it is sometimes people are not the main characters of their own lives and I'm one of them)#ANYWAYS i am still mad at the world and i think we should all kill ourselves but im glad i read a story where people die and love is eterna#i still should die but it's the little things âšïž#also this means i have one more book to log into my reading journalllll yay#need to finish the log for Orientalism and now this one :D#but now im like D: cuz i have a lot of uni shit to do for the next three weeks and more shit is gonna come as we get to the end of the semes#ter
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