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shadowwmosess · 4 months

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#spotify #music #jambi #tool #i need more friends that like tool

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nejackdaw · 3 months

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(reads my own fic) woah. I'm so good at my job

#im so ngl though. i entirely forgot i wrote that one #like when i posted it i thought it was kinda mid and i think i like. banished it from my awareness #and just set it loose into the currents #apparently people really like it!!! im glad yall enjoy it!!!#ik anyone not following me wont see this but uhhhh #did you know that only on like my 20th new file did i realize hadvar is. following the convoy #at the beginning #somehow i never connected like. him parking his horse where it glitches into your face as him being with you #like i just figured he rode in from somewhere else in the fort #need yall to know that i had an entire fucking draft going for that thing where hadvar begs for reassignment #desperately #when he reads over the prisoner list and gets threatened with insubordination--over an enemy no less #and like he was up all night sobbing his little heart out about how he was killing his beat friend #and i was ALMOST DONE WHEN I REALIZED HE HADNT BEEN COMING FROM THE FORT #HE WAS BEHIND US #WHICH MEANT. RAGH (throws writing tools off desk)#unless i actually posted that one too and just completely forgot #but i think it was the og draft for the hadlof intro angst post #<- guy with memory issues #wish i had writing ideas more often tbh but i gotta sit on something for like. months #cant make a simple post to save my life unless its abt celann and even then its only simple bc i cannot coherently elaborate

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waitineedaname · 6 months

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reading the novel, i love how blatantly indulgent of the juniors lan wangji is. when he was their age, he was duelling wei wuxian over broken rules and lived his life by behaving as precisely as what was expected of him, and now as an adult, he's basically letting the juniors do whatever they want as long as it isn't unsafe and generally letting the kids act like kids

which leaves wei wuxian to have to be the one playing bad cop. wei "has never followed anyone else's rules in his life" "bane of lan qiren's existence" "public enemy number one" wuxian has to be the one being like "oh my god don't burn money on someone else's doorstep, don't you know that's rude. you kids need to focus on your studies more, why isn't anyone teaching you anything useful, do i have to do everything myself around here"

#mdzs #it's really cute tbh #and not at all what you'd expect from a surface level impression of them #lwj has spent so much of his life being restrained and basically never got to be a kid #so he's so indulgent of these kids so they don't have to grow up miserable like he did #meanwhile wei wuxian was very unrestrained and then suffered because of it #so he's like you kids need to learn how to do things properly or else you are going to be Killed #they make a good teacher duo tbh #I love how much wwx seems to enjoy teaching them #I just love the bit when they're burning money on someone's yard #and wwx is like ''aren't you going to tell them to stop??''#and lwj is like ''you do it''#and so wwx is the one to go over and scold them #can you imagine being the lan juniors #you go to the mo estate and meet this guy who is notoriously gay and insane #who messes with your spiritual tools and sics some corpses on each other #and then he's hanging off of your esteemed hanguang-jun #who as far as you know has never had any friends #except this guy apparently #and then suddenly hanguang-jun is parading the notoriously insane guy around with his sacred forehead ribbon around his wrists #and the notoriously insane guy is very seriously scolding you for not knowing more about ghosts and is definitely doing necromancy #while hanguang-jun makes heart eyes at him #what would you even do with that

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tin-can-iron-man · 8 months

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I just. I love my dad so much guys

#MAN OF ALL TIME he's so fuckin rad #he came over to help me set up my desktop (got a pc btw) and funniest man in existence here he touched my desk saw it wobble and went ''NO'#came back with his tools and an office chair for me because he saw the chair I was gonna use and went :/#this man brought over an ENTIRE TOOLBOX just for me because I cannot for the life of me find where the old one went and just. fixed the des #that I had been struggling with for about eight months at this point. in like twenty minutes. and then set up my desktop for me #he also brought over a webcam and microphone without any sort of promoting just because he knows I do discord calls with my friends and gf #also I dug out the instructions for the desk and before I could even hand him the paper he was like ''so this is how we fix this''#and then fixed it and was like ''yeah you did that wrong but you were close''#and then was like ''dont buy furniture and stuff without letting me know first what you want I'll keep an eye out''#and I was laughing being like ''I didn't want to come to you every time I need something because I want you to see me as independent''#and he went ''you live by yourself of course I see you as independent'' and my bitches the way I almost cried right there #just. idk something something the way my families love languages have always been acts of service and gift giving #and my dad insisting I should rely on him more and giving me stuff I wanted but don't have without EVER TELLING HIM I wanted said things #just. my dad is so cool guys #sorry I saw my computer set up vibing on my desk and got completely overwhelmed #ignore me #not marvel related

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merkerlerspeaks · 9 months

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on a scale of 1-10 how silly would it be to ask folks to pray that I find a piece of jewelery I lost. It's not particularly valuable monetarily but its very precious to me and Im afraid I lost it outside of the house. I cant find it anywhere it should be. It could be in the pocket of the either the pajama pants or outside pants I wore the last day I saw it (the 19th) or it could be buried under something in my old bedroom, or it could be at my friend's moms house or somewhere between here and there. Trying not to stress over it but its just become precious too me.

#Its just one of those shark bracelets from one of those scam ocean charity sites #But I have used it as a grounding tool to help me focus when I need to get my head on straight so its been through a lot with me #a replacement just wouldn't be the same either plus I don't want to give more money to scam charities than they already get #and writing this out is helping me calm down about it #as Im writing I realize that I tend to freak out a lot when I realize that something precious is missing and can't chill out until I find i #and thinking about it. I know exactly where that stems from #not something I ever considered before but a lot of things precious to me got burned when I was little #and at one point I repressed the memory and would search for things that got burned up for hours because I had no idea where they went #but yeah anyway Im gonna try to chill. It'll turn up Lord willing #Im just scared I lost it in my friends old house or somewhere between here and there and I'll never see it again #I do not like it when things like that disappear I do not like it at all #I just worry about all the possible places it could be lost forever in or where it could have gotten ruined #I also just have ADHD forgetfulness so I get paranoid I left it like in a walmart bathroom or something #I know I didn't but I have almost lost things that way before #Like even if it is just gone and lost forever I just want to know where it is #merkerler speaks #prayer request #bc I am spazzy about these things #need to be careful about it bc it mirror's some of my dad's OCD tendencies

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mbat · 2 months

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red flag: someone says that copper in minecraft is useless

#mc #my post #minecraft... the building game.... having materials primarily used for... building.... unheard of #they probably think banners are useless too. and end rods and purpur and #decoration IS A USE. its a building game. not everything needs to only be used for tools or combat or redstone whatever #im mostly heated about this because i knew someone who was obsessed with old and very much utilitarian ugly ass tech #and they would DIE on the hill that copper is completely useless #YES they were the type to just dig a whole in a hill and that was their base. no fancy spot or pretty walls #literally just a dirt hole in the first place they decided to stop for the night #and the only reason it would become more than a sad bedroom was for whatever tech mod stuff theyd mess with #and yes the tech mod stuff wasnt build satisfyingly either #this was a mf who couldnt appreciate art even if they were looking at the most beautiful piece in the world i swear #at a meetup with them and some other friends. the mall we went to had a store that was entirely the type of tech this person loved #and let me tell you my brain was rotting from the boxy blacks and greys of it all. not a single thing in that store to stimulate my brain #but they were running around like a child in a candy shop #no hate to literally anyone else who likes that stuff. but this particular person sucked just in general. so i like shit talking them #i got very off track #i should make a meme wait #minecraft

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resonabilis-echo · 1 month

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#also. also. shes like “i hope i was a better friend once you reframed it as 'im upset because youve been a really shitty person towards mw #for months - before that i thought it was because you were sad i probably didnt have feelings for you #(in which case of course my actions would have been totally justified). anyway after that i became a totally good and reliable friend“#when what she did since i framed it that way was (1) ghost me for 3 months (2) met up and immediately said she needed space (after one #conversation since the summer) (3) broke up with me under the most inconvenient conditions when im totally isolated from all of my friends #and during a long drive where im forced to be around her for hours to a camp where she is my only means of leaving #good friend behavior????#she always seems so thoughtful and phrases everything in a way that makes sense in the moment. but sometimes i wonder if she ever thinks #about other people at all #it feels like she wants all of these experiences and connections but only while theyre convenient and exciting and new. and what i thought #was a meaningful connection was maybe like a collectable trinket? or i dont know maybe. a fun experiment so she could learn more about #herself. framing every time she hurt me as a lesson she was learning about Relationships #ughhhhh I'm not a fucking educational tool #“i want to do all the same things exactly but not call it a relationship. and i have a crush on you but i dont like you enough. and i dont #want to ever date anyone and i dont want to be in relationships but of course im not going to break up with my boyfriend“#im so fucking done

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tovaicas · 4 months

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some of the threads probably could've been handled better but as a whole I love alphinaud's HW character arc so much

#saint.txt #spoilers #major spoilers #ishgardposting #long post #in tags #the reason him being the mouthpiece for ish.gard at zenith annoys me so much is not just bc he robs esti.nien of a much-needed moment #but also bc alphi.naud should not be seeing himself in the ishg.ardians. he should be seeing himself in the *vault.*#HW spends most of its runtime explicitly forcing alphi.naud to see for himself the real actual cost of war after an entire series #of patches where he has played with soldier's lives like they're distant toys or tools and even then doesn't fully conceptualize it #until esti.nien extremely bluntly tells him he's sending someone he cares about into mortal peril like he's asking them to go to the store #as much as I hate it HW through sohm al directly challenges him bc he just blindly follows the ishg.ardian assumption that all #drav.anians are vicious and violent monsters hellbent on destroying poor innocent ish.gard and in his own complacency #he has directly participated in perpetuating the violence and war crimes committed against the drav.anians.#I don't want alphi.naud standing in for esti.nien to relay how badly the vault has betrayed its people #I want alphi.naud's threads to line up and for him to have a genuine realization that he has done a horrific act of violence to an innocent #party and have to struggle with what this means for his sense of self. He killed dragons in sohm al and justified it as self-defense.#alphi.naud should stand there at zenith and for all his conviction realize that he sees himself in the vault. bc he has directly sent #soldiers and friends who trusted him directly to their deaths with a flick of his wrist while he sat nice and safe from on high #nice and safe and protected from the realities of his violence / and perpetuated a great act of evil bc of his own complacency.#that he treats someone he cares abt more like a tool and never considers there is a real chance that for every battle he sends them into #they might never walk out of again - just as the vault sends scores of dragoons and knights to die needless deaths against dragons #and he only realizes this fact once someone else very well-acquainted with the cost of war points it out to him #HW's threads of 'you do not need to be intentionally evil or an asshole to perpetuate evil acts' is so good

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valsyr · 2 years

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yes this is a freya blog . no y’all are not exempt from me talking abt odin

#ooc.#gow spoilers /#i want 2 dissect his brain .... rattle it in a maraca .... what's going on in there #he is so so interesting 2 me #was talking 2 my friend abt what i think rlly adds salt to the wound is on top of his charisma & smarts ... he can b patient #u cannot give him the room 2 sit & talk to you . if you give him the room (& he wants to take it) he will whittle you down just enough to #where he needs it #it adds more to why freya n mimir were so concerned abt atreus going to asgard. yes the concern for his safety (like w kratos) But they also #know how odin works #'if he tells you snow is white he's lying' & mimir is Right #anywys yeah . going back on the note of how he talks to / abt freya from my last post #it's not too far off from how he talks abt baldur . or anyone really #they are tools & pawns to him . he does not respect them #not... entirely. at least. he might respect what they're useful for. what they're good at.#not them as a person #taking a lot of restraint 4 me not 2 write him #gowr spoilers /#gow ragnarok spoilers /#oh yeah tacking on to that too. i'm sure they all very much felt loved by him at one point #& you can . see why & how #despite all the shit he's done #the writing is so good ...

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mrburnsnuclearpussy · 2 years

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I think part of the reason the Hughes/Carson dynamic is so great is that Mrs Hughes possesses about 99% of their collective brain cells 😭

#no offence to him but..oh my god <3 #he is not the sharpest tool in the shed #and it balances them out since he does have more power ranking higher and all (also being a man in that society)#together they just fit because (as friends more although their romance was cute but I prefer them as platonic) but like #they fit because if u think about it Mrs hughes is the only person he has a relationship with that is both close and healthy/equal #he’s either not close with ppl (the staff below him) or not balanced in a healthy way (the upper class)#but with Mrs hughes they can both just be normal human beings and it’s actually so important #and I love that it’s not necessarily the same for them both because Mrs Hughes has Mrs Patmore too #and probably others as well since she is down to earth enough to form more normal helathy relationships with ppl #anyway #i love them both DEARLY #so she really has a healthy balanced attitude abo it things and it’s like exactly what he needs - both putting in his place and reminding hi #-him of his humanity #Downton abbey

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katyspersonal · 2 years

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I guess I've reached the point of being so useless that a close friend straight up dumps me when I put up a boundary and say I need to heal from what happened between us. Guess my use as "I don't have anyone else to listen to me and admire me anyway" expired entirely when they grew too comfortable with parasocial relationship. Of course, real people are pointless, they are too much hassle because they can't be perfect and can't meet ALL one's needs, right?

I mean this is my fault, what else I expected from a bond in which I am not because I am loved, but because I am "the only one who understands"? Never grow close with such people. Being "the only one" is a very weak glue. They will replace you with a newer tool very easily - if not with someone they actually like, then with paracosial bond if not literal imaginary friend that understands them even better.

#/vent #this is only half of january and i already had my trust ruined very badly TWICE #i was right to not fear my enemies. because fearing your friends is more wise.#i guess parasocial or imaginary people are better than me?#they always meet expectations and they dont have misunderstandings or set boundaries #honestly if you feel like you are not a choice you need to not get too attached #you will be replaced if you are kept for your functions and not for who you are #thrown away like expired tool #maybe not even expired. more like that company produced a new thing.#in this world i am a phone with buttons and my love is a person that discovered smartphone.

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memesomething · 2 years

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the way this website has normalised using mutual tracker (a non-native tool) so that you can tell at all times if someone needs a no-fuss break from following and might return later, or if they have simply decided your content doesn't serve them anymore, or if they are just one of the people the tumblr beings have randomly decided need to unfollow someone today .... and the way it's normalised that you can weaponise or "use" that knowledge in some way (even an altruistic way they didn't ask for and did not want you to have, otherwise they would have used their words).... is invasive. that's the take

#'but it's useful and mutually agreed upon!' if it's mutually agreed upon #not invasive #the issue is you apply it as a blanket rule or you don't apply it at all #there isn't an in between #there is no nuance #you step on toes because you don't think toes should be there #You Are Stomping #'but i need to know at all times if i'm welcome!'#with all the love in the world there should not be communities in your life where you feel so unwelcome #you need to constantly monitor it #sure it is a tool to help you feel safer in your circles #.... sigh #sure it works for some people #i am not saying people who use it are bad #i am just saying it is Invasive and should be interrogated a little bit more.#like #i think.#i just think. critiquing things is a healthy and normal part of life #i think you should be reflexive to the invasiveness of it #the fact you are Choosing that over privacy for yourself and your friends #but i don't think you're bad if that is your choice. that's just your choice #yknow?

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oloreandil · 1 year

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i thought some more and i think misa would go by kuromi on her fanfic account, the og creators of death note got the name misa from the word 'kuromisa'

kuromi is also the name of this thing

so. it fits her

1000% she would omg !!! that's her icon (she picked the round image option). i love Ohba just going "yeah must have been inspired by kuromisa. ig. i don't remember but it must come from somewhere :)" dude please T_T

Light's icon is just a black square (cropped picture of the death note, very subtle very tasteful) and when L finds the notebook at the end of the yotsuba arc he's like... "that's suspicious. i recognise this paper texture from somewhere" while Ryuk tries not to laugh

#thank you for the ask !!! i am having SUCH fun zjrngkrth #i tried editing a picture of a random pretty house from britain to make it ✨wammy aesthetic✨ but i need to learn more photoshop tools....#duotone and various contrast edits but. since idk how to do that correctly it just looked like an weird red-greenish picture skjbgrkth #truly the best way to learn photoshop is to click on buttons going 'uwu wonder what that does' to make silly edits for your friends online #google doc au #dn #oregano-gremlin #olorea answers #txt #img

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ttransthirteen · 1 year

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i hate that sad post about the plums so much why did i rb it now i have to keep seeing it. been crying for an hour watching youtube videos of old animals experiencing love and joy for the first time in their lives lmao. it always changes everything for them

#just cant deal w it #get so overwhelmed and sad #recently i keep having these moments where my friends will be sweet to me or invite me somewhere #and its like i get this glimpse of this other world #its so different lol. people who say it isnt have never fucking been lonely #its unreal how safe it makes you feel to be loved #its not unlike how safe self love makes you feel but its more aggressive. if that makes sense #and like #that part of the quote #love isnt earned its given #its harder to give love to yourself. its so much harder. we're designed to learn how by being loved lol. its not fair that the people who #need it most dont have the tools to learn lol its not faaair its not fair. lol lol

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dagasinfilo · 1 year

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idk if it’s adhd or some other brain thing or what the fuck it is but my mind literally feels like a prison and i do not know what else to do to break out <3

#like i swear to fuck i am losing all hope.#this shit is bad enough without feeling like i need to defend myself every time i step a foot into the hospital!#why won’t my doctors just believe me lol!#is it really so so hard to say ‘ok let’s pretend you’re right for a moment. let’s try this out’#why would you as a professional withdraw a tool from me that is known to help people in my place just because you don’t feel like it #at least give me a valid reason la concha de la lora.#i think if i don’t get derived next time i go to the psych im gonna be like. okay. i stopped clonazepam entirely already.#i halved my antidepressant because it was making me feel like way more shit. i am not anymore on ‘too many drugs’#and am perfectly willing to just drop the ssri in favor of a low dose stimulant #if that doesn’t work then. i just see no point in trying to get treatment within the public healthcare system #it’s just wasting both my mental and physical energy while i just keep getting worse #silver lining is my friend might be able to find me someone who can assess me (his mom is a psychopedagogist and has contacts)#so i’m just. crossing my fingers for that at this point #cause it does feel like the only possible way out

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midwinterhunt · 6 months

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hot artists don't gatekeep

I've been resource gathering for YEARS so now I am going to share my dragons hoard

Floorplanner. Design and furnish a house for you to use for having a consistent background in your comic or anything! Free, you need an account, easy to use, and you can save multiple houses.

Comparing Heights. Input the heights of characters to see what the different is between them. Great for keeping consistency. Free.

Magma. Draw online with friends in real time. Great for practice or hanging out. Free, paid plan available, account preferred.

Smithsonian Open Access. Loads of free images. Free.

SketchDaily. Lots of pose references, massive library, is set on a timer so you can practice quick figure drawing. Free.

SculptGL. A sculpting tool which I am yet to master, but you should be able to make whatever 3d object you like with it. free.

Pexels. Free stock images. And the search engine is actually pretty good at pulling up what you want.

Figurosity. Great pose references, diverse body types, lots of "how to draw" videos directly on the site, the models are 3d and you can rotate the angle, but you can't make custom poses or edit body proportions. Free, account option, paid plans available.

Line of Action. More drawing references, this one also has a focus on expressions, hands/feet, animals, landscapes. Free.

Animal Photo. You pose a 3d skull model and select an animal species, and they give you a bunch of photo references for that animal at that angle. Super handy. Free.

Height Weight Chart. You ever see an OC listed as having a certain weight but then they look Wildly different than the number suggests? Well here's a site to avoid that! It shows real people at different weights and heights to give you a better idea of what these abstract numbers all look like. Free to use.

#art reference #art resources #useful websites

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