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Someday I will manipulate tumblr into revealing the Edgar Allan Poe meme community, but for now I can only hear them through the floorboards or scratching at the inside of sealed tombs.
#y'all are so funny#why do you hide your face from me#every so often an amontillado or telltale heart reference crosses my dash#i must find where they are coming from#memes#funny#edgar allan poe#the raven#the cask of amontillado#the tell tale heart
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What would you do if you saw an alternate version of yourself cry?
#HUGHUGHUGHUGHUG-!!#Simon deserves a fcking hug aight#but also i just really wanted to draw em sad looking XD#but i also really want them to hug so#fionna and cake#adventure time#simon petrikov#the winter king#winter king#winterkov#but the platonic kind#edit: WHERE DID YOU ALL COME FROM?! HOW DID U FIND ME-#Well thanks for making this get to 300 even getting 200 was hard for me XD#y'all must really like them hugs
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the relationship between the chantry and the mortalitasi in nevarra is SO fucking funny. the carefully politic and civil syncretism of it all. the ‘I’ll refrain from scratching your back to bloody shreds if you refrain from scratching mine :)’. left hand politely averting its eyes from whatever the fuck the right hand is doing merrily up to its elbow in entrails because it usually knows what it’s doing I guess. speak softly, and have an army of the restless dead ready to go banapants horrorshow bonkers if you don’t get to tend to them. We Receive: being able to keep doing our goth thing mostly unimpeded. You receive: us not raising the great majority to protest your unwelcome meddling. render unto the chantry what is the chantry's and unto the watchers what is theirs (or, with all possible courtesy you understand, else…)
#dragon age#nevarra#mortalitasi#a watcher's work is never done#The maker may take the souls but someone still has to care for the graves#the necropolis is such a trump card for the nevarran mages when you think about it -- try to annul the mortalitasi?#soon you'll have some VERY unpleasant things starting to come up from underground and no one who knows how to deal with it#that place has grown and been built upon itself for like a thousand years at this point hope you're good with surprises with no guide#it's not grey wardens in a blight levels of immunity granted but it's up there. thedas realpolitik hits different idk what to tell you#the idea that the ‘higher dead’ are the original souls lingering after death must be getting spicily close to heresy right#even more so than the mortalitasi usually get I mean#Poor Cassandra. Imagine being born a jock among goth nerds no wonder the religion got to her#if her parents had lived she could have been a hotheated dashing noble getting in righteous duels but instead. her uncle. alas.#I jest but I really am so interested in seeing more of nevarra to understand even more of where she's coming from originally#I'm visiting my wife's folks for the first time I'm really excited :) (I do think my adaar would find it fascinating actually so. sry cass)
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i think its some of damiens responsiblity to think what kinda relationship he cultivaded with his fans. and why is centering his need for explaning, defending and further protecting his self/image is his knee jerk reaction. unless you do those things a social media break is just another way of image management. plus it wont feel better when you come back and you are still centering your image which causes you too act defensive/childish. you cant support things thru acts of fear and nervousness and not expact them to crumble! i know people joked abour his virtue signalling in the past, and they are jokes, but its a curious thing people notice that around him enough to point that out. i hope he can actually look into that part of himself with a more honest critical lense.also these twitch stream where he wants this magicaly ''positive'' enviroment where people can ''escape'' is just unrealistic at best. this is a livestream where people rush on each other to talk to you. its by nature feeding into these things im afraidi positivity is not the warm blanket you think it is, its more of a trap lol
#some thoughts#blocking fans in general is a very emotional but stupid move lol(to me) as a somewhat public figure he must understand that block feature i#practically useless to him other than get his frustration out maybe for a minute? then what?#it only creates a snowball effect.#idk its feels counterproductive altho i can still understand where the frustration is coming from#stan twitter can be nasty. getting cussed by 17 year old with no emotional regulation and too much time lol#anyways this is absolutely not about him having the perfect response/apology.. that'll happen and idc about pr managing his reactions lol#also personally i dont find the joke much of a big deal. its whatever. lazy lowblow at worst#he just needs to be realistic about his internet presence and how it interacts with his defensive/nervous personality#and in grand scheme of things the way he interacts with ''activism''.. its not for him/about him.#at the end this reaction is a part of him! he can do what he will with that#hope he has people around him that can be critical about his intentions/reactions without it being taken as a personal attack
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A thing about trying to plot out QS canon-divergence fixit where the marriage is averted is that the obvious solution to “she was already pregnant before they knew the truth” is, well, end the pregnancy. The wider world doesn’t seem to know that she’d conceived prior to marriage, so can’t be more than a month or so along as of the wedding for it to be plausible. People have been inducing abortion in dire circumstances despite physical risk and moral stigma throughout history. QS has magic at her disposal and the means to remove herself from society unnoticed during the recovery period, and even if it’s taboo, is it more taboo than incest?
#tfw when the text’s misogyny results in everyone operating on post-Roe Texas logic#*post-Dobbs rather#like come on JGY grew up in a brothel he would know how shit gets done#I can only see him not suggesting it if he’d witnessed someone dying from attempting to give themselves an abortion#and his panic brain was like ‘it would be Just Like That and she would DIE HORRIBLY so we must marry!’#and even then it doesn’t explain why QS’s parents wouldn’t suggest it!#or (more distressingly yet still plausibly) pulling a Hoster Tully and forcing it#don’t mind me I woke up in the middle of the night and started pondering and now I’m grumpy#bc it’s like you either have to go FULL divergence where she and JGY never hook up at all#or you don’t give her the information until she’s already in the marriage and her options are much more limited#bc if she finds out at the same time JGY does possible outcomes either feel like a PSA about the importance of abortion access#or (if she marries someone else or otherwise sticks it out) GOP glurge about how keeping a pregnancy is always fine and good in the end#miscarriage cw#just in case
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i nearly anon'd the thorki non-con fic out of SHAME but in two weeks it's become my third most clicked-on fic of the year, behind only a multichapter fic and a bit of angsty sifki porn lololol
#this is about 560 hits btw which i know is not much for bigger fandoms and it's just that i tend to be in some weird niche but gosh!#i'd written thorki before but it wasn't e-rated so if the non-con tag really did work against it then wow no wonder ppl write this pairing!#you ever been to reddit where someone posts about how their latest fic only got 20k hits in a week and you're like “WTF”?#and it turns out they're in some hugely popular fandom and that's the least read fic for that pairing on the entire site by a mile.#that's like glimpsing a parallel universe. what a strange place. why would any fic ever have more than 1000 hits omg!#and 1000 would be for if you wrote something Surprisingly Popular. like e-rated thorki non-con apparently is.#meanwhile 'cockroboros' may only have 35 hits but every one of those 35 people agrees that i was right to write that thing!!#and me and the other 86 people who wanted to see missy interact with jamie moriarty are besties now <3#SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I TURN THE NUMBERS BACK ON OH NOOOOOO THIS WAY LIES MADNESS!!!#the sifki one had a bump recently which i must assume came from one of those 'recced it in a discord but never said a word' incidents.#those are increasingly common and i hope i am not alone in finding them ever so slightly creepy#if you're going to look at me you need to at least pat me on the head to cancel out the anxiety of that damn it!#*flashes back to when i hid that one ten'n'donna fic because nobody would tell me where all the readers were coming from*#fic related#anyway i think it's important to mention i wrote thorki non-con fic in case anyone following me thinks i am Unproblematic in some way.
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I had to get it out of my mind so obviously it has no context
#I lied there is a story here#I wondered where 'Art' came from and I said oh it must be some shit like Arthur#But then I also thought mmm that's not funny so I named it Artemis#and I thought it would be hilarious that Patrick would find out at some point in his teenage years and it would tease him lmao#God why are they so hard to draw and stylize I'm dyiiiing#That's why my style is so inconsistent here I apologize for that I'm still getting used to it#HERE COMES THE NORMAL TAGS#my style#sketch#my art sucks#challengers#art donaldson#patrick zweig#challengers movie#challengers fanart#traditional drawing
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Tag drop: Aventurine.
#aventurine. [ mr. cavalier gambler: uptight. overcautious. inferiority complex. you've won so much but you're still so afraid of losing. ]#aventurine: ic. [ they see only the straight flush. they don't know the other hand below the table clutching your chips for dear life. ]#aventurine: inquiries. [ time to make a move my friend. say goodbye before you shuffle off. it's… best to die without regrets. ]#aventurine: countenance. [ now go. and pick the clothes that you like. then choose your desired identity and use them well. ]#aventurine: introspection. [ “sleep is the rehearsal of death”? why does life slumber? because we are not ready for the final rest. ]#aventurine: meta. [ the road less traveled is less traveled for a reason. but you've never gone in any other direction. ]#aventurine: little notes. [ you will keep winning; having never lost before. but why you? why... must it be you? ]#aventurine: wishes. [ even if the chance of winning is close to zero. well... you can't win if you don't play; right? ]#aventurine: etc. [ the chance… no matter how small: the potential is what you hang onto. that is what justifies the gamble. ]#aventurine: ipc. [ … i'll give you that and much more than that. the ipc will give you whatever you want. even what you don't want. ]#aventurine: trio. [ three cornerstones who for a measly penacony... offered their everything. you're more united than the family. ]#aventurine: astral express. [ friends: the game has commenced and you cannot choose to decline… nor do you have grounds to. ]#aventurine: fate. [ if the dice of fate are always weighted then that is our destiny. why then... do we struggle against it? ]#aventurine: past. [ our paths will cross again beneath kakava's shimmering auroras. farewell: kakavasha. ]#aventurine: luck. [ he's only drunk on the moment that makes his very life quiver. hell is only one decision away from heaven. ]#aventurine: topaz. [ i never expected the beautiful and kind-hearted director topaz to resort to distorting concepts like that. ]#aventurine: topaz. [ but since i survived i realized: wherever you go that's where i'll follow; nobody's promised tomorrow. ] immobiliter.#aventurine: jade. [ it's often used as a counterfeit for jade. but it looks like jade… can be substituted for aventurine too. ]#aventurine: veritas ratio. [ unfortunately for him; i make for a more competent conversationalist than the other dimwits around here. ]#aventurine: black swan. [ nothing remains hidden from you… does it? i will find my place in the web of your schemes; memokeeper. ]#aventurine: sunday. [ is this what the harmony represents? is it built upon constraint and coercion? ]#aventurine: acheron. [ only by casting aside reason does one truly gamble. “emanator” — I know you'll match my wager. ]#aventurine: v. youth. [ but the sun could not kill me and the quicksand sent me back to the embrace of the guild and the ipc. ]#aventurine: v. penacony. [ i seem that way because i am nervous. maybe you can help. what do you say; put our palms together a last time? ]#aventurine: v. future. [ the once falling die has at last landed on its earthly rest. quietly… peacefully: it at last landed. ]#tag drop#[ ... i wanted to add in a tag for robin. but i think that may have to come personalized. ]#[ /rubs hands together. lets see if any of these are broken. ]#aventurine: robin. [ so she sings; but does she dance? ] avaere.#[ okay i changed my mind-- there's a robin tag. ]
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not mine, found on pinterest
#I think this is from someone named rocket raccoon on wattpad#couldn't find the og#but lmao#this reminds me of that fic where karen decides she hates birds and turns on instant kill for every bird#and eventually this means she comes to the conclusion that sam The Falcon wilson must die#hilarious fic highly recommend#spider-man#peter parker#karen the ai#get it karen!
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“And there’s nothing that will stay with me forever.” BETWEEN US (2022).
#between us#teamwin#asianlgbtqdramas#asiandramasource#*#faiza gifs#something something about team choosing win. every single time. GOD THE WAY IT MUST MAKE WIN EVEN MORE BREATHLESS.#make his heart beat so much more faster that every time he turns around#team is stood right behind him#choosing him#every single time#like win just puts the offer on the table and leaves and lets team make up his mind if he wants to take the hand he offers and come to him#he never pressures him never coerces him never manipulates him never never never#he just says 'here i am and these are your choices. i'm going to physically move myself away from you now so that there's nothing to cloud#your decision-making. its just you and your full free will choosing what you want to do.#and if you want me you know where to find me.'#and ... god. there's EVERY CHANCE team can just. not take the offer and leave.#but every time win turns around. he's there. he's stood there. team is there.#god win if only you knew. team will choose you always. always always always.
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then and now
#svsss#arts#backlog#shen yuan#shen jiu#luo binghe#you may be thinking: hey is that yqy over there? yes#why does he look like a salaryman?? because yqy is a sims 2 character trapped in the vessel of a student council president. next question#hey levanna what the fuck is going on here?? you know what. not even im 100% on that one chief#i had some vague notions about a murder mystery featuring a lbh who could see ghosts#and the ghost of a boy who has been stuck in his old friends' haunt (lol) for oh i dont know. thirty years#but see the thing is that sy doesnt know why he's here either!#he doesnt even remember dying but. well. he was always a sickly kid. he cant say hes surprised he suddenly kicked it#honestly it was such a mundane occurrence for him it must have been too boring to recall#but lbh spends time with yuan gege and pretty quickly comes to the realization that this is NOT the case#he finds like an old new article and in reality sy was found murdered in this place 30 years ago#and its much for likely that the trauma of the event is why he cant remember his death at all#oh and there was gonna be some drama where lbh suspects sy's now much older twin#who is now a teacher at their old school and a very different person from what sy remembers#but it wasnt sj he's just fucking traumatized by his brother being murdered in what theyd considered their safe place#he hates this school and he hates qi ge who never Really talks to him but is still fucking HERE (also teacher)#but he cant leave either bc he cant let go#and part fo him is still hoping to find answers for what happened back then#anyways i think this premise is all very good and sexy#but levanna's brain frankly was not built for writing murder mysteries#free to a good home if any of you fuckers want it#death#murder
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In the event which I consider to be highly likely, as I don't expect people to read my tag rambles, especially not in gifsets (I have the hugely unhealthy habit of putting important meta in there more often than I'd like), I thought I should iterate it here too:
It's so important to me that people know that Kafka (or well, from how I read her) is neat, with which I mean that she's tidy, she's neat. You won't catch a happy Kafka if there's even a speck of blood on her clothes, nor will she be thrilled if there's blood on her person directly. Is this inevitable, considering what she does? Certainly, but have you heard how disappointed she is at even one mere stain? The sigh, the disappointment, and then the little audible vocal equivalent of a little footstomp. Yeah, this woman is neat, there's no question in my mind about it. You can talk to her post-fight, but if there's a stain anywhere on her attire, please know that you simply won't have her attention, and you will hear complaints like in that VO on repeat. You just, you just won't.
#[ mini study. ] she must have sought something extraordinary. everything she does comes at a great cost.#[ i know i've seen a thousand artworks on twitter with her like that and i understand the aesthetic. i get where it comes from. ]#[ i also know that people find that for some reason inherently sexy (god i hate this word; why do i hate it?) but-- she doesn't. ]#[ god; and then i'm reminded that blade is usually covered in blood? yeah. /yeah/. ]#[ thanks lauri. thank you for this. this absolutely calms kafka down in my head. ]#[ she's borderline pouting about it in my head. ]#[ but also to specify-- because i /know/ kafka has... many /cough/ opinions about blade fighting. but pls know there's a... ]#[ difference between being very likely at least semi-aroused by someone fighting. that doesn't automatically mean she's aroused by... ]#[ blood. like literally. fighting doesn't automatically equal killing. which does not automatically mean baths of blood; ladies and gents.#[ i should write on that once. ]
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fell back alseep for a few hrs this morning and had a dream about Scrangle looking for Ingo in the present day after learning about the Subway Masters 😭 they ran into Emmet and Emmet was like "You're too late. Ingo is not here & he has not been here for 3 and a half years" and Scrangle's response was just "Then I'll find him!" wtf....what if i exploded
#new dynamic i failed to consider where scrangle and emmet dont get along#because emmet is trying to be realistic after years of heartbreak and disappointment looking for his brother#meanwhile scrangle has the mindset of NO LAWS OF THIS WORLD CAN HOLD ME AND I HAVE TIME TRAVELED AT LEAST ONCE ALREADY. INGO HERE I COME#scrangle#dream journal#ough. Scrangle being very determined to find Ingo when they learn he exists in the present day bc it gives them hope--#-- that their other friends from hisui exist in the present too. wherever ingo is everyone else must be right?#and then scrangle will know where all their friends are for sure....... 😭
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Ok I didn’t like apocalypse very much at all I think everything in it feels unearned it makes no fucking sense like I cannot imagine being someone coming from demon bird and then skipping like 2 volumes worth of story content to get here and none of the creative liberties they take really are in service to much of anything by way of the themes of the story and they don’t get explored much anyhow. In addition none of the animation was anywhere near as interesting or good as the previous two ovas. Midman apocalypse of mid
However there was a cute Akira face . So it was fine I guess
#maybe I’m just hating. i didn’t like it though#i don’t really like the angle they took with miki either ehh . ehhhhhhh. it was eh. I’m disappointed#i knew it was the one that has a reputation for being like The Violent One which must just come from ppl who haven’t read the manga bc#i didn’t find it to be exceptionally more violent than the end of the manga except for that like I said it’s unearned because there is no#lead up to it so it kind of felt like. capital e edgy. yknow? yknow ?#except for that one scene where he eats the kid though LOL#anyways as I always say . But What Do I Know#maybe I just need to think about it more#nah i read it again i was being a bit harsh I think it. maybe it coulda been something. but it wasn't . it's more like that I think
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#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before#is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things#the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the#weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad#not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a#prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country#my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for#treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad#as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain#shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing#to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird#when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk#i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach#out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like???#this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home#somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms.#but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long#term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting#whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot#i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors#i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival#unrelated
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Osha as a shielded daughter of a high ranked official in court, keeping secrets that he has twin daughters instead of one (It was also a secret that their mother was a witch)
Her and mae switching places as "Mae-ho", with mae being great in field combat and osha with combat tactics
everything went out of order when the king's most trusted general and right hand man, Qimir, arranged a coup
chaos ensues while massacres are everywhere
She loses her family, separated from her sister, hiding from authorities, trying to survive and when she thought she was far away from danger
Qimir tracks her.
#truly a “if no one is doing it I WILL” category#Unhinged Qimir overturning the whole kingdom in search for Verosha is very canon Qimir isn't it?#being a witch is illegal here and so is being twin witches so crime on crime#osha literally swifts past qimir a few times and he's enamoured#he deducted that they were 2 people playing “Mae-ho Aniseya” and goddamn was he right#Don't worry the kingdom was under a tyrant rule so sooner or later it will fall#QIMIR'S “I HAVE CROSSED OCEANS OF TIME TO FIND YOU OSHA SO COME OUT FROM WHERE YOU ARE HIDING”#vs. Osha's “I DON'T FUCKING EVEN KNOW YOU LET ME GO YOU FREAK”#anyway mae was discovered and under qimir's protection but in return she must locate osha#this is how qimir tracked her btw
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