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#—creating.#crusty hands asf after not drawing for days and enduring stress but i miss my husband#so please enjoy some warmup sketches#i know i should be writing instead please don’t remind me </3 needed to switch from one creative hobby to another lol#actually this is my debut (again) posting art along fics on this blog so i will appreciate not being mean <3#jiaoqiu#hsr#honkai star rail
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Danny gets punted into the DC universe for some reason and proceeds to haunt Gotham because it’s gothic and there’s this hero cave with a bunch of cool tech (he misses Sam and Tucker) and this big family (he misses his mom and his dad and his big sis). He helps the vigilantes there with their battles and writes info he learns from spying on rogues on sticky notes (he misses clockwork) to leave by the files in the batcave. He thinks he’s being slick and stealthy but all the batfam realizes he’s there and basically pspspspspsps him into the family and somehow Danny never catches on
#danny phantom#dp x dc prompts#batfamily#danny tiptoes invisibly into the batcave to leave notes: I am so stealthy they'll never know I'm here#meanwhile everyone is just staring at the faint footmarks he leaves in the floor#the folders slide up a tinyyyy bit and the sticky note shows up and danny tiptoes-skeddadles out of there#the footmarks continue away from the cave in a tiptoe-skeddadle pace#he completely forgot he can fly out#tim dials up his conspiracy hobby to trick Danny into thinking he's a ghost enthusiast#now danny writes in a dusty mirror to freak him out#ha#you're actually communicating with us now#plan successful :3#bruce is just doing ceo stuff in his office when the room feels kinda cold#there's frost in the grandfather clock#danny is hugging it cuz he misses his fam and his ghostdad#bruce starts doing dad jokes “for practice” and danny groans but is comforted#I bet jack fenton does dad jokes sometimes#Alfred pretends some of his cookies don't go missing
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briefly leaving sp.n and fn.af-bully-oc hell because i saw fn.af on the dash. eyes glow red and i start levitating or whatever.
#—— ✧ ooc »#.tbd.#okay rory is still keeping me being in fn.af hell but uh. hey. who wants this bunny bitch bastard#i feel like william's been slower because even fn.af-wise the multi has been taking precedence#but oh i miss writing this bastard even if it hasn't been THAT long#who wants their muses gaslit <3 it's william's favorite hobby!! and he's soooo good at it!!#<- hayla if ur reading this i'm handing jules a gun as we speak#i mean he gaslights Anyone but lbr he's been having a hell of a time with jules lately lmaooooo#william ''but babe you love being gaslit'' af.ton#gun mention tw#do i need to tag gaslighting on the william blog. probably not. but still:#gaslighting mention tw
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rewatching BBC Robin Hood (2006) for the plot.
the plot:
#its not that it aged badly#its just im not 8 anymore and the writing its really not up to par#who the FUCK executes someone by sitting them backwards on a horse whislt holding the reigns who thought that up#guy of gisborne is the only vaguely compelling character after marian died#he carried series 3 because lord knows nothing else was worth the time#robin hood#guy of gisborne#i do distinctly remember trying to watch this on the internet as a kid when if u missed an epsisode that was it sucks to be tou#and i uhhhhh manged to download a virus to the family computer and just pretended i had no idea why#anyways now ive taken up archery as a hobby and we can thank this and disneys robin hood for that xoxo
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SLAMS IN!! guess what!! i got thoughts about chiyo again, like how you can’t beat around the bush with her and expect to get anywhere. you can’t gently prod and expect her to give you anything. if you give her an out, she’s bound to take it. she would rather swallow her feelings and bury them than willingly discuss them with someone, so you have to pull her words from her mouth like bad teeth. they need to come out, but they won’t if you just brush around them, and leaving them be will only hurt chiyo in the long run.
it’s not easy or fair to those around her — it’s one of the reasons she thinks of herself as a difficult person. but it’s something you have to consider and an obstacle that becomes less of an issue over time!! do it enough times, and chiyo might just start trusting you!!
#headcanons | chiyoko#WEEPS!!! i can’t tell you how happy i am to think about her again ;;;;#i just haven’t had the desire or spoons to think and write about her and my other dorks but in the last week#i think that excitement is coming back to me!!#and it feels really really nice#i need my hobby back and i miss being here with y’all ;3;#alright it’s back to work with me but expect me later today or tomorrow 👁️👁️ i’m coming for y’all 👁️👁️
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talk to me about Katsuhiko Nakajima!
“average person has 3 deeply fraught interpersonal relationships” factoid actually just statistical error. katsuhiko nakajima, who has 10,000 deeply fraught interpersonal relationships, is an outlier and should not have been counted
i've tried drafting a more thorough response because i had a lot i initially wanted to talk about, but it's late and i've been in a very brainfog-heavy state lately. i'm just going to leave it at: i think part of the reason i like him so much is that i tend to be drawn to wrestlers who don't manage to really pull everything together—in-ring work, character work, that wrestling-specific genre of charisma—until later in their careers. obviously he's always been very good at Wrestling, but it hasn't been until the past few years that he's become a…holistic performer, i guess? and found what works for him character-wise. i don't know, i guess seeing people go through that growth makes me a little hopeful; may we all find our weird violent wolfman gimmick equivalents
#i always feel a little nervous talking about wrestlers with long histories because i worry that i'm missing something crucial#but then i remind myself that It's Hobbies you know#additions i couldn't elaborate on in a way i liked:#- the the aggression and now broader kensuke office drama has been really compelling to me. i <3 tragedy i <3 long-term deep-seated hatred#- whenever he kicks people so hard it sounds like a shotgun going off i clap like a seal#- the repeated thing of like. “you don't need me and i don't need you” as a justification for leaving people. rotating it in my brain#something something the tension between the whole lone wolf shtick and wolves being pack animals#anyway! thank you for writing in syb :]#asks
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i want to be around, i want to make a new blog, i want to do a thousand things but unfortunately my brain is simply too scattered
#above all i want to write on miss genevieve but im lazy#hopefully this weekend :3#i'm also gamebrained rn ive been playing celeste#and have ALMOST beat cult of the l/amb#and i STARTED bg3 but my friends want to do it as a#sort of dnd campaign together in late september#so im painfully awaiting that ...#all to say my hobbies are veering towards gaming rather#than writing atm!#and im itching to make new graphics which always#makes me want to make a new blog#but maybe i'll just make some for an existing character to#sate the desire hehee
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hey dear Rid, I’m so sorry to hear about your situation - do whatever feels good and right for you ❤️
i hope you don’t mind this, but i wanted to share my thought with you… i don’t think that maybe tumblr is becoming more quiet, more like people don’t have time (or will? or both?) to indulge in complex content. during covid, as bad as it was in general, i had soooo much time to do stuff i love, including binging fics on tumblr. I still love lenghty pieces, but nowadays it’s just easier for me to read 3-5k fics you know? i’m not gonna lie i simply don’t have enough time to read CMI for example and I feel like i’m missing on your writings in general because of that :( what i’m trying to say, if you are unsure wherever to continue writing here, maybe try putting out a couple of shorter fics and see a) how you feel about this, b) how your audience responds?
awhie, you made valid points here. i think that's one of the reasons why i put cmi on hiatus as well – i want to give people the chance to catch up since the chapters ended up being so damn long, and in the meantime, i can focus on (not endlessly long?) oneshots :') if you ever find the time to catch up, i hope you enjoy <3 you're so right, i also feel like people are busy as heck these days (i know that i am, too!!) which ofc leads to less interaction with lengthy stories.
i'm always torn bc i know most readers really enjoy long updates and encourage me to post them, but at the same time, i also want to try to make my upcoming oneshots a bit shorter. like there's entertainer, you're okay, the c&f chapter, heaven to you etc. which i'm hoping to end up a bit shorter. i'm just sooo bad at short stuff, like my 5k ideas always turn into 10k, at least 😭 but should i not be able to do so (bc i do want to put all my ideas into these stories and not cut scenes), i'm also totally fine with readers going through the stories in bits! like, 5k of it per day etc.! let's see what we can do, though :') thank you for sharing your thoughts, they do make a lot of sense :') <3
#also 'i'm missing on your writings in general' awh 😭 i really hope life gets less hectic for us n we can indulge in hobbies again properly#<3#notes for rid 🌹#anon
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it's been 2 months since u gone now... I used to remember ur voice and how u made me happy 💔 R.I.P internetgremlin-writes we all going to miss you
BESTIE IM NOT DEAD I JUST WORK 40+ HOURS A WEEK NOW 😭
And I went on holiday because this bitch hasn't left her country in 7 years and it was LONG overdue
I wanna write but I'm currently half asleep by the time I finish work + have a lot of additional reading and stuff to do to make sure I stay on top of things + complete my mandatory first year portfolio thingy + trying to move out of my parents house and in with a BOY + making time to spend time with said boy + trying to read books and go outside and do vaguely human with hobby things as well
I'm sorry I don't mean to keep scaring you guys by vanishing and my drafts are so full of chapters and ideas and it's breaking my heart seeing them sitting there gathering because I'm just too tired atm
#im at the 3 month mark and my stamina and mental energy is getting better#so im hoping by spring i will be able to get back to doing more hobbies and being a person outside of work again#iggytalks#iggy misses the concept of free time#honestly guys im so sorry and i so desperately want to write but i just have no time or energy rn#something had to give even if its just temporary:(
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#found vids of myself playing guitar from a few years ago (early covid)#and tell me why I'm so emotional#1. i miss playing guitar like that#2. i looked sooooo different#3. i was in a deep depression#4. i thought i sounded bad when i sang along with the guitar ->#(im not a singer by any means but i write songs as a hobby)#and my voice has changed soooo much in that i was singing at a higher range than i should've been#and omg the songs i wrote and played 😭😭😭😭😭#why am i listening to them and crying over the emotions the music is making me feel and watching/listening to myself#this is so personal i need to document this feeling#i don't recognize that girl anymore#maybe that's a good thing#but i still miss her#mehrtalks
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Starting a commonplace book for kind of the first time. Starting with Rebecca, one of my favorite books of all time 💕
#I just realized I missed the last E in Manderley in my lettering explodes explodes explodes#Rebecca my beloved#last night I dreamt I went to manderley again <3#the first line had me hooked the first time I read it the summer before 7th grade#avoids my life by throwing myself into tasks and hobbies lololol#this book always inspires me I’m trying to pay extra attention to setting to help me mold my setting in my head of my own book idea#and I’m loving how it’s looking ❤️#I’m actually starting from the back of my current writing notebook bc this notebook is so gigantic and I know I’ll want#a new writing notebook at some point I don’t think I’ll want to use it for more than one writing project so#I’m ok with this taking most od the pages in this book#Rebecca#daphne du maurier#camshitposts#commonplace book#commonplace journal
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just went back through all my old art posts, and just, wow. i have inproved. like yeah, i still fumble and draw some stuff silly or bad. but its all mine. i made that. its less cringe at the bad art and more "wow i did that once." like i used to know where my very first sewing projects were, and whenever i looked at them i would laugh a little cause the stiches were inches long(like 3 cms) and the fabric was horible and the lil details i tryed to add looked like shit. plus the tiny pillows wernt even stuffed right, but it was mine. i made that. i took some fabric i liked from the fabric store and some extra stuff i had on hand and made it. i even worked really hard so no raw edges would be showing. they sucked and were some of the worst things ive ever made, but i made them. it was my start. now gotta gonna hopefully find all my old sketch books and find the drawings i was proud of to wonder at and redraw because gosh darn it i love art sooooo much. creation is just the best
#<3<3<3#froggo gets got emotional again#what a suproze lieing#but im still just#wow. i did that at one point.#i started and i suckef horibly#but i got better#wish i could pick up sewing and knitting again as hobbies but judt dont have time or energy anymore#may find lil ball and my needles but honestly would probs just do more harm than good#i cant knit anything i need rn and my hands already ache enough from just writing and being put through so much#but still i wish i had the time and energy to just#create again. i miss it. i miss having to not worry about my studies and just focus on my crafts because thats what i was good at#i miss the nice jobs and smiles from being a talented art kid#even if it was in an art most wouldnt appreciate much#i miss when i had more origional ideas#or when i would draft up patterns and make lil clothes for my toys#i miss being able to talk to others#gosh sry dark stuff but i miss when i thought having to yell at teachers was my worst problems#i miss when i was ignorant of the pains of my childhood#i miss not having a dibilitating eating disorder. or sosial anxiety because when i talked i didnt think about if i was doing it wrong#i miss having friends i could talk to in real life the most i think tho#i love all friends online dont get me wrong#but for the past 2 years of highschool its just been sad#only one relationship that ended badly and one sorta friendship i couldnt handle becaude i didnt matter in it.#and thats it for my amazing high school stuffs. all my childhood heard that this is best part of my life.#but i keep hitting all time lows. took a fucking mental health day today and dont feel better. nothing will change.#every year i think it will get better finally and is just worse. im sorry this all too vent and sad#i know it dosent matter much. im fine. i dont even have any harsh expectations put on me. my dad dosent care when i move out and#im not expected to go to collage. much less finnish my high school diploma. i probably dont need to care about fully getting it together#til im like 40. but sont want that i guess. fuck i dont know. i miss when i was expected to go to collage
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guy who thinks of himself as washed-up and past his peak because he doesn't post as much on tumblr as he used to
#i miss writing a dozen incoherent meta posts a day </3 </3 </3#FUCK having multiple hobbies and a plan for the future. i want 2022's single-minded mania back
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my tags got out of hand
i keep thinking about hobbies and how i often spill over myself to pick up new ones. i have adhd, i end up trying something for like a month and then just getting far enough in it that i move on, satisfied.
and that should be fine; but it's never fine.
i am a pretty decent artist; but i can't just make art for my dnd campaign, i should be selling dnd maps and character designs and scene setting pieces. i can't just make my friends matching earrings, i need to get an etsy and ship them internationally and take bulk orders. i make pretty good props and decorations and use them to throw my friends parties - but i should be running a party planning business and start taking paying clients and networking and putting my skills to actual use.
for some reason, i never figured out the specifics of pottery. it was a fun class and i enjoyed myself - and still, i'm embarrassed, years later, that i put in all that useless effort. everything i make has to be stunning. stellar. i should have applied myself more. maybe i'm too lazy. maybe i'm broken and selfish and needy. actually creative people would have kept going; they would be bettering themselves at every possible opportunity.
we find ourselves in this trap, even accidentally: we need to commodify our time, because it is a commodity. if we spend our efforts and our time not earning, isn't that the same thing as burning free money? and god forbid you ever take up a hobby that ends up being more expensive than you thought. you sit in your car and you look at the receipt and in your head you hear a conversation that isn't even happening - your mom or your friend or your partner all saying oh great. not this shit again. it's always something with you, and it never actually means anything.
i have realized this horrible thing, recently - i'll get excited to start a project, pick up a new hobby. and then i just... stop myself. i start thinking about the amount of time it will take, and how it'll look in my monthly budget. what if i can't even produce a good enough final product. sure, it's exciting to think about how i could make my friend her own custom dice. but i'm just polluting the earth if i don't get it right. better not bother. better not try.
restless, i get caught in the negative space. the feeling that oh god, i want to create. and that horrible sense - yeah, but i don't have the time to just put to waste.
#oh my god i’m not the only person in the whole world who has Struggles and Difficulties#i am in pharmacy school which means i have no money no time etc and so every single thing that would bring an iota of joy or escape#must be cut for time because you haven’t studied for your exam next month so no you cannot start watching that the show.#and because you missed the deadline two weeks ago for that group project that the others did for you there will be no sitting at the piano#also you made a c and not a b on the exam yesterday so maybe instead of ordering takeout like you said you were going to#(because you know that you don’t buy real food on the rare occasion you go to the grocery store)#instead you’re gonna have to pick through your bare cabinets and empty fridge freezer for something. or just not eat#like you sometimes do#this is not a problem bc you’ve saved your money which you can’t afford to waste#that’s what they told you when you started: tell your friends you can’t see them much because a doctoral program is a time commitment#they said: you need to quit your side hustles and get an internship#they said: you need to ask for cleaning supplies for your birthday—and clothes and shoes bc tuition is very expensive#this isn’t some deficiency on your part. everyone else lives in isolation with no hobbies or entertainment too.#the only difference is that THEY spend all that time studying and reviewing and working and preparing—#while YOU are laying in bed all day because the thought of writing that paragraph is nauseating and tomorrows exam is slowly enveloping you#and you can tell because you had to retake those 2 classes and you have to retake another one this summer.#never mind that you still don’t know anything. just keep playing the part. stay afloat until this week’s exam is over#then you can worry about next week’s exams#(you WILL worry about next week’s exams)#learning the ukulele isn’t going to ease your stress it’s just gonna make you feel guilty#what do you mean you already feel guilty because you’ve pulled the ukelele out exactly twice since mom gave it to you for christmas?#that webseries updates 4 times a week. can you honestly tell me that you have 4 hours a week where you don’t feel shame#about not exceeding expectations anymore?#i thought not. close your compute— you didn’t even take it out of your bag.#do you ever take it out of your bag at home?#you don’t.#well i can see why you’re such a fucking failure#it’s 3:27 am but i won’t bother telling you to shower or brush your teeth- i know you don’t do that.#you went to bed three and a half hours ago now it’s time to sleep#maybe we’ll see what tomorrow has for us
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i dont rp anymore, or really play genshin, but i just want you to know every so often i'll see diluc and think about yours and i hope that you're still doing well and having fun, bc even now remembering pieces of your writing has brought me joy and i hope that you still have that feeling as well, even if its for a new muse now!! as always, i hope ur having a nice day. ♥
oughhhhh thank you for taking the time to send me such a sweet note 🥺 unfortunately yeah i can say with certainty that my diluc brainrot has passed now, but he will always hold that special place in my heart and im really glad to know the fond memories i have with him as my muse are shared by someone else in some way ! i dont really rp anymore either and my commitment to genshin has also significantly decreased these last few months jsdfhdsh but its more sweet than bitter at this point it just means life goes on and we find different - and hopefully better - things to enjoy and sink our time into. i do very much think back on those days fondly though, and i dont think thats going to change 🤍
#save#i think it was about exactly a year ago actually that i went back on that blog#and unprivated all the stuff i had hidden when doing my last attempt at a revamp#i distinctly remember that going through every post one by one like that made me miss it sm#it really was a good time. i really really enjoyed writing all those hcs and speculations and interactions w other muses#but the truth is that even setting aside that i cant stand what tumblr rp culture has become. i simply do not have time for all that anymor#there are too many other things i want to do w my free time now. and thats Good#3-4 years ago rp communities were like my entire social life#and i did not have the money or right headspace to wanna do much outside of the comfort of my home anyway#its an objectively good thing that thats changed even if it means having to set aside a hobby that i really did genuinely enjoy#i hope your moving away from it was for similarly positive reasons !#that all being said i do very much enjoy my current muse eheh#even if i dont rp in the traditional sense anymore + have a more balanced life i dont think i will ever be completely free of hyperfixation#and my current one is keeping me fed Just Right 👌
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my word count for this year is gonna take such a steep drop lmao
#i simply have not been writing <3#tam.exe#blb was like a fugue state. I don’t know how I put so many words on paper. I don’t have thoughts about anything anymore.#i do miss it… i do…#but like whatever we’re picking up new hobbies rn
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