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Avoiding lineart at all costs
Also hey yeah I changed the blog aesthetic, next post's gonna be an "About Me" because I want one lmao ☝️ [edit: me when I lie]
#ALSO WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S BEEN FIVE MONTHS#happy five months yall!#that actually hurts me#mb yall#I'd say “I'm gonna try and post more” but I can't promise that#life's been kicking my ass#so have a sketch of the guy!#I hate lineart.#I think I would rather ingest a cactus whole#than try my hand at lineart again#at least for right now#I'll probably line this later#idk I'll get back to you maybe#or maybe not ! 😛#buster moon#sing 2016#sing 2021#sing movie#fanart#furry#digital art#anthro#sketches#I miss drawing him
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'cause I am yours and you are mine, I'll never let you go
#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 render#sims 4#blood tw#myedits#mb#red#teeth#i have not posted the actual monster boyz since november. november!!!!#did you guys miss them. i missed them#i have not worked on their story at all since the cricket post#i have GOT to get to work on the origin stories. oh well. i'll get to it when i get to it lol#n e way i finally remembered to put red's good eye to the camera lol#whenever i make edits i put red on the other side w/out thinking & all you can see is his blind eye#which is fine except it's near impossible to tell where he is looking which is usually important in my edits#he isn't totally totally blind in that eye. like. he can see shadows & light but it's definitely not clear#i actually just realized i don't think i've ever talked about his blindness before#there is a reason he is blind in that eye but it's a bit complicated. it has to do w his life before the apocalypse#the way mutations work in this universe is a bit weird & hard to explain. like there are several factors that determine one's mutations#for red it's mostly based on his trauma & his psychological state during the time of his mutation#his mutations manifest both physically & emotionally#teeth's are mostly physical bc he yk. got the shit beat out of him before he died. but!#becoming a monster also amplified all of his worst traits! like anger. impulsiveness. violent tendencies. he's basically always starving bc#those feelings act almost like a hunger for him. he craves intensity#cricket's is more complicated bc he is not a full monster. his are almost entirely psychological aside from his arm/bits of their face#& he's able to retain most of his human self up until the end#theirs are trauma based like red's but in a different way. it's more a combination of his anxiety & fears rather than lived trauma#if that makes sense. i'm not very articulate about this stuff sorry lol
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i can't stress enough that outside of this one moment in rogue protocol when murderbot wants to kill a human for betraying its sort-of clients but settles for the next best thing of menacingly hovering a drone in her face for 26 seconds while she's frozen in place by her armor, for the rest of the first four books mb is really only using drones for security purposes and doesn't have the time or inclination to be performing close-range facial analysis:
in ASR it doesn't seem to be all that familiar with drones outside of maybe using them to set a perimeter. it exhibits several other uses of drones as events escalate, but they're all related to protecting itself and its humans and getting intel on EvilSurvey. at no point does it mention watching a human with a drone; it's all "using drones to draw fire" this and "sending drones flying off in the wrong direction as a diversion tactic" that. et cetera.
it has no access to drones whatsoever in AC from what i can tell.
in RP it uses Ship's drones to record conversations between wilken and gerth, but it's not a participant in those conversations and it doesn't even watch them in real time. it also forgoes getting a good look at their weapons via drone because it thinks they would notice. later it takes control of a station drone to watch (from afar) their first meeting with don abene & co., but miki notices the drone and almost catches mb because of it, which freaks it out. then it hacks the combatbots' drones, but other than the aforementioned 26-second intimidation of wilken, it's too busy doing actual security work to use them to look at people.
in ES it accesses drones many times, including to observe its humans, but it only seems to actually control a drone to look at something one time, and only in order to zoom in on a suit logo. so at no point could it conceivably be directing a drone to get up in somebody's face, since it's just piggybacking on drones as they go about their normal business.
it does use cameras to watch people in the first four books, but in a much less obvious way: either it's using fixed cameras that are built into habitats/hoppers/whatever, or it's accessing mobile cameras (suit cams, station drones) but not controlling where those cameras go or what they're pointing at.
it's interesting, because while drones can be startling or intrusive, on the flip side, cameras that don't move don't draw attention to themselves and thus may make it easier to forget you're being watched (plus you have no way of knowing if that particular camera is being monitored at that moment or if it's just recording for later analysis). so in a way, having a drone in your face actively signals to you that mb is paying attention to you. it's making mb's gaze visible in a way it might not otherwise be. this changes the dynamic from "passive surveillance for datamining and threat assessment purposes" to "person actively choosing to pay attention to you in real time". one of these is covert and the other isn't; one of these holds the possibility of interaction and exchange and the other doesn't. maybe it puts a drone in your face to show you it cares.
#theoretically. if it is in fact putting them in people's faces those times when it doesn't specify#rather than just sort of hovering them several feet away pointed somewhat subtly in the person's direction or whatever#also it probably is not putting a drone in tarik's face to show him it cares. but it *is* showing tarik it's paying attention#whether or not it's doing that consciously or on purpose in order to send that message#(it just wants to study tarik and that's how it can do that. especially in the restricted space of the shuttle)#but the point could hold for people other than tarik. and wilken lol#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#mb gaze#mb asr#mb ac#mb rp#mb es#mb sc#system collapse spoilers#system collapse#i guess?? by implication lol#my posts#f#disclaimer that i don't actually have a searchable version of these books so i'm relying on my notes and could be missing something#but i'm fairly confident about those bullet points
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helloooo from the abyss!!! i got a job offer today!!! why am i so scared !!!!!!!!!!
#me to my go-to agony aunt colleague:#🧍🏻♀️ i want my mummy#i have been at this company for 6 yrs and mb deeply unhappy for 1 year with small breaks of sun thru the clouds#and it is time for me to go!!!! but why does my tummy hurt!!!!!!!#and it is less about owing them anything and more abt being soooso cosy in the comfort zone.... except when im crying and stressed and#grinding my teeth as i sleep due to stress which is new!!!#anyway i hope this means finally getting back some time to do my real job (bono blog)#once i.... turn down an internal offer that i only went for bc they dangled a smidge of a salary increase in front of me#and i hand my notice in 😨#😖😵💫🫨🙃🥲#miss u all btw if u even care 😞
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Mine (yours)
#fanart#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#murderbot diaries#tmd#tmbd#SecUnit#do i tag this with the ship tag?? idk cause it's blink and you miss it levels of implied#and even then you have to know what my Perihelion logo design looks like#whatever#mb+a#murderhelion#also mb is sporting a new design element!#now featuring MurderPits!
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Keri your digital art has Stunned me. I am Speechless /pos oh my god
Wait which one what I did not make digital art in ages wdym. I mean!! Thank you im flattered!! but Whuh???
#asks#jeiseny tag#sometimes i miss digital art. other timee i remmeber how much time it took and how i never rly got the hang of it#mb id get better if i didnt rly leave it behind#maybe sometime ill get back to it#do you wamna see v old digital prsk doodles
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Thinking about Ted singular from midnight burger podcast.. what a guy
#imagine having your entire world rocked by some fuckass mcnobody less than like what. just a few hours after meeting them#then as your highly advanced spacecraft is being boarded by whag you think is a fucking space pirate he just.#shoves you into the only escape pod and practically sacrificing himself for you#a dickhead with an attitude problem fucking 180s your life with the power of solely his ability to be annoying and stubborn#AND gives you an identity crisis as well#I love you ted singular from hit podcast midnight burger#I miss him a lot#come back home pls#I dont see a lot of romantic ship possibilities in mb but.#casted has got smth in it that has me in a chokehold#let ted singular have an annoying human boyfriend just for the hell of it#I’m only a few eps past the ted episode rn so no one spoil shit for me#I should make a ted singular post I think#and yes ‘singular’ is now his surname according to me#anyways yeah I like him a normal amount#also theres a dreadful lack of casted fics on ao3. do better people (/hj)#midnight burger#ted (singular)#caspar midnight burger#do I tag this as casted#yeah I’m gonna#casted#unrelated mostly but I find it funny how in the casted tag there’s literally just. people with casts on#like do they ever just have a moment where they sit down and look at the gay alien and a guy and just wonder#‘who are these two and why are they being gay in the casted tag for people with casts.’#makes me giggle#sorry not sorry for the egregious amount of tags
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07.20.23
Magic Spell
Redraw of this;
#odin sphere#odin sphere leifthrasir#gwendolyn#oswald#do they even have a ship name lololol#i miss odin sphere… mb I’ll redraw some stuff#oswald isn’t dead#he’s…just doing oswald things (nearly dying)
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i didnt actually think this through thoroughly but
#i assume regrets dating them is rhonda doing the regretting btw#bc no one could ever regret dating rhonda#the mysterious benedict society#constance contraire#kate wetherall#reynie muldoon#sticky washington#nicholas benedict#mr benedict#ld curtain#ledroptha curtain#miss perumal#dipika perumal#milligan wetherall#number two#rhonda kazembe#mbs disney#tmbs#mbs
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i randomly remember how CANONICALLY terribly Richie died, and then i get all sad abt it
#nerdy prudes must die#richie lipschitz#he was fucking drowned#which is literally one of the worst ways to die btw#and he bled enough for Max to write (largely) on the wall#probably bc HE HAD PART OF HIS CHEST CUT OFF#(omg me after top surgery)#(got sidetracked there mb)#but my point still stands#I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND HE DESERVED BETTER#Ruth too!!#miss girl got wedgied to death#that had to be painful#Richie and Ruth deserved better fr fr#:(#what do you mean i post about nerdy prudes must die too much????
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WE MISS U SM MIMI WAHHH COME BACK 😭😭😭😭😞😞🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁 CRYINGFF
HIHII OMGG I MISS YALL TOO 😭😭 TRUST me I rlly wanna comeback too 😔😔 school is DRAGGING ME THOUGH and my motivation is literally like -10000. I recently TRIED making a moodboard but it was the most UGLIEST THING EVERR 😭😭 (that shi staying locked up in my drafts forever)
genuinely I dont know if I EVERR want to come back... but I guess I'll see.. cough cough let's not talk about those event prizes I still have to give out.. 💀😭😭
#THOUGH if i do decide to quit or whatever itll be after i finish the prizes#istg none of my mbs r comong out good so im just starting over and over but i dont even have that much time cus of school 😭😭#ANYWAYS I MISS YOU GUYSS SMSM LIKE ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY 😭😭 how has everyone been
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Elena Gilbert mood board
“Name me a more human experience than senior prom.” “Death.”
@sergeantpixie
#elena gilbert#tvd#elenagilbertedit#tvdedit#tvdverseladies#the vampire diaries#my moodboards*#mine*#my graphics*#s speaks#I was having fun making the trc ones and going through my gansey board which is like death reference death reference death reference over#and over made me think of Elena which made me want to make an Elena mb. also I can’t sleep#tvdu moodboards#will probably do more. and for other fandoms too I missed making these#tagging Bella since she’s your girl#Elenaedit
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shout out to novellas they always have my fucking back frfr
#havent rlly been able to do any reading outside of school#but this novella i started yesterday !! saving me. thank you novella#i also rlly need to read the latest murderbot.....#i had started it a whole ago....but i was confused because i COULD NOT remember what the fuck happened at the end of network effect#and then i got sidetracked w school#and now i remember network effect even less !! sigh. but i should just read the latest mb anyways cuz i miss mb. im sure i'll figure it out#jc.txt
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So. Everyone who yelled at me yesterday for making a ramble on Reynie going blank and then not resolving it, this is for you: (@lemondropletters, you have been tagged)
Also, it's in a Google Doc because it was definitely too long for a Tumblr post, and ~~I don't know how AO3 works~~
The (vague) premise is that, instead of Constance seeing Curtain's broadcast, they all get to the compound mentally sound, but once there, they split up to look for Mr. Benedict, and instead Reynie finds Curtain. This is the wrap up of what would have happened in the last episode.
#I'm sorry if it's also garbage#My brain hasn't been letting me sleep the last two days so I've just been working on this#And also I've never tried writing fic before so it is highly likely to be bad#But it was certainly a fun experience!#I was like “Oh I'll just rewrite that first post in this new format and then add the notes I had in my drafts”#And from there it somehow spiraled into a five and a half thousand word mess#But I think I learned some things!#And I'm sorry Miss Perumal isn't more help I got caught up in the emotion and I just really wanted the kids to work it out themselves#Especially since Reynie is normally the driving force for those kinds of solutions#But without him it took a lot longer than I expected#Also be warned I use a lot more em dashes then I think I'm supposed to#And I was trying the technique of mostly using the adult's formal names since the main perspective is the kids'#But the point is that I did it. I tried.#And if it's terrible then I will just never do it again#I'm sorry I didn't know how to end it so it's kind of vague and abrupt#I hope it's fairly in-character I tried really hard but messing up character voices terrifies me which is why I've never tried this before#I am genuinely so sorry if this is hot garbage it certainly feels like garbage#Okay shutting up now. Again my apologies#the mysterious benedict society#mbs#reynie muldoon#kate wetherall#sticky washington#constance contraire#miss perumal
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y'know i've been trying to get into writing headcanons and very short blurbs about my blorbos, but i fear i'm just a longer drabble/scenario kind of girlie 😥
#not to make this all about engagements (which are so important as well) but hcs are obv more digestible and generally do better than fics#but i always feel like something's missing y'know#i always go back to wanting to set a proper scene first before delivering the main idea/punch line#or mb it's also just because sharing my hcs scare me for the fear of people disagreeing with it lol#oh well#here's to another day of figuring out what kind of writer i wanna be#zee.chats
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i miss my friends tails
#* ooc: let's go lesbians!#negative cw#i'm going to bed bc the hashtag depression is getting to me today#but i miss all the people who i talked to for like a week straight all day and then never heard from again bc they moved on from hazbin#makes every new attempt at meeting someone and bonding with them feel. idk. feeble maybe?#and meanwhile i feel like i'm the one that's lacking bc i can't reply to threads as fast as i want to#and my drafts are just holding me down with guilt that i haven't answered them#mb i should go through and just get rid of all the answered asks i wanted to continue as threads but idk if it'll even make a difference#aaaaaaaaaaaaaa someone give me a lobotomy brain doing too much#not Really negative just. a bit sad. melancholy maybe. idk im going to bed irguejithk
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